0000 00:00:05,000 --> 00:00:10,000 YoubetCash.net Agen Judi Online Aman & Terpercaya 000 00:00:11,000 --> 00:00:15,000 Bonus Cashback Bola 6% Bonus Rollingan 0,80% 00 00:00:16,000 --> 00:00:20,000 Welcome Bonus Rp 25.000 Extra Bonus Tambahan Withdraw Rp 2.000.000 0 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:25,000 CashBack Mix Parlay 100% Bonus Ajak teman 45,2% 1 00:00:54,097 --> 00:00:55,055 - I'm nervous. 2 00:00:56,621 --> 00:00:57,927 It's silly, I've done this so many times 3 00:00:58,014 --> 00:00:59,276 I don't even think about it anymore, 4 00:00:59,363 --> 00:01:00,495 I just sit down and start talking 5 00:01:00,582 --> 00:01:03,019 but this time it's different. 6 00:01:05,282 --> 00:01:08,938 People have this idea about me that nothing ever fazes me, 7 00:01:09,025 --> 00:01:10,592 they never see me lose my cool. 8 00:01:11,767 --> 00:01:13,160 Doesn't mean I never do. 9 00:01:13,247 --> 00:01:15,510 There's so much beneath the surface. 10 00:01:15,597 --> 00:01:17,077 I've set up a study that captures 11 00:01:17,164 --> 00:01:18,426 the people around me as they really are: 12 00:01:18,513 --> 00:01:20,471 the good, the bad. 13 00:01:21,472 --> 00:01:22,734 You can really never love someone 14 00:01:22,821 --> 00:01:25,041 until you've seen both sides. 15 00:01:25,128 --> 00:01:29,480 I saw both sides of her and now I must say goodbye. 16 00:01:37,967 --> 00:01:38,881 Goodbye. 17 00:01:51,023 --> 00:01:55,898 - It just, it all started when I heard about this club. 18 00:01:55,985 --> 00:01:56,812 CFB. 19 00:01:59,119 --> 00:02:01,599 Heard a couple guys on the team talking about it 20 00:02:01,686 --> 00:02:04,036 and when I asked what it was they wouldn't tell me. 21 00:02:05,647 --> 00:02:07,301 They said I had to see for myself. 22 00:02:08,519 --> 00:02:12,480 I talked to Major Daniels 23 00:02:13,524 --> 00:02:16,092 to see if he can get permission to bring me to a rally. 24 00:02:18,486 --> 00:02:19,313 Duty calls. 25 00:02:20,705 --> 00:02:21,532 Rallies. 26 00:02:23,665 --> 00:02:25,580 Like in some legitimate cause and not an excuse 27 00:02:25,667 --> 00:02:28,104 to act like fucking animals. 28 00:04:44,196 --> 00:04:45,850 - Is this recording? 29 00:05:12,616 --> 00:05:14,139 - What do we have here? 30 00:05:45,867 --> 00:05:48,696 - Well, I like what you've done with the place. 31 00:05:48,783 --> 00:05:50,175 Do they sell these at Ikea? 32 00:05:51,220 --> 00:05:52,308 - I shouldn't be here. 33 00:05:53,527 --> 00:05:54,571 I'll do it. 34 00:05:54,658 --> 00:05:55,703 I'll do it for you, Amelia. 35 00:05:57,444 --> 00:05:59,184 - I haven't slept in days. 36 00:06:01,578 --> 00:06:03,450 Not since I found her body. 37 00:06:04,407 --> 00:06:05,234 - Here I am. 38 00:06:07,541 --> 00:06:09,630 Now what are you gonna do with me? 39 00:06:14,939 --> 00:06:16,811 - You mentioned blackmail in your text 40 00:06:16,898 --> 00:06:18,552 of video footage Amelia has of me. 41 00:06:19,466 --> 00:06:20,815 - I guess I shouldn't give you anything more 42 00:06:20,902 --> 00:06:22,556 than you already have, though. 43 00:06:22,643 --> 00:06:24,427 Or claim to have. 44 00:06:24,514 --> 00:06:26,298 - Don't get me wrong, I'm no angel, 45 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:28,170 but I don't believe for a second that Amelia 46 00:06:28,257 --> 00:06:29,780 possessed compromising footage of me. 47 00:06:29,867 --> 00:06:32,304 - I don't know what you're talking about. 48 00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:34,394 I'm not even interesting enough to blackmail. 49 00:06:34,481 --> 00:06:36,657 - Wait, why should I trust anything you say? 50 00:06:42,445 --> 00:06:43,968 Is this really necessary? 51 00:06:44,055 --> 00:06:45,883 - Yes, this is what I do, Garrett. 52 00:06:45,970 --> 00:06:46,971 - But he'll know. 53 00:06:48,756 --> 00:06:53,761 Fuck. 54 00:07:05,816 --> 00:07:06,643 Okay. 55 00:07:08,602 --> 00:07:09,429 I believe you. 56 00:07:16,566 --> 00:07:17,480 - If you think I had anything to do 57 00:07:17,567 --> 00:07:19,656 with Amelia, I didn't. 58 00:07:19,743 --> 00:07:22,442 You think I killed her in a jealous rage or something? 59 00:07:23,399 --> 00:07:25,096 Carrie, on the other hand. 60 00:07:25,183 --> 00:07:27,751 - You know what I first thought when I got your text? 61 00:07:27,838 --> 00:07:29,536 That you were Amelia. 62 00:07:29,623 --> 00:07:32,060 - That girl is a breakdown waiting to happen. 63 00:07:32,147 --> 00:07:34,236 - I know that's not possible. 64 00:07:34,323 --> 00:07:35,803 Amelia's dead. 65 00:07:36,847 --> 00:07:37,718 I don't doubt it. 66 00:07:40,416 --> 00:07:42,549 - One day she's this polished princess. 67 00:07:43,637 --> 00:07:44,812 - I found her body. 68 00:07:46,422 --> 00:07:48,555 I touched her skin when I felt for her pulse. 69 00:07:49,817 --> 00:07:51,645 - The next she's gotten all dark and brooding 70 00:07:51,732 --> 00:07:53,864 and on this path of destruction. 71 00:07:55,126 --> 00:07:58,129 - She hadn't been dead long but she was already cool. 72 00:07:58,216 --> 00:07:59,609 She was already gone. 73 00:08:02,307 --> 00:08:04,484 - Welcome to the one in five club, sweetie. 74 00:08:09,706 --> 00:08:10,533 So what? 75 00:08:12,187 --> 00:08:13,580 You want me to cop some responsibility 76 00:08:13,667 --> 00:08:15,451 for Zach's untimely death? 77 00:08:17,540 --> 00:08:20,195 - You wanna really know why Zach is dead? 78 00:08:20,282 --> 00:08:21,849 You're asking the wrong person. 79 00:08:22,937 --> 00:08:24,286 I was his girlfriend. 80 00:08:26,375 --> 00:08:27,855 Not that that means anything. 81 00:08:29,204 --> 00:08:30,771 - You think this is gonna help me? 82 00:08:30,858 --> 00:08:32,686 No, you're only gonna make things worse. 83 00:08:32,773 --> 00:08:34,688 Not everyone's like you, not everyone gets to be themselves. 84 00:08:34,775 --> 00:08:35,776 Okay? 85 00:08:35,863 --> 00:08:37,038 Not without consequences. 86 00:08:38,648 --> 00:08:40,607 Sometimes it's better to just live a lie. 87 00:08:41,564 --> 00:08:42,391 Safer. 88 00:08:44,959 --> 00:08:46,047 Oh, who am I kidding? 89 00:08:47,570 --> 00:08:49,485 I can't even admit the truth to myself. 90 00:08:51,182 --> 00:08:53,184 - People keep waiting for me to break down. 91 00:08:53,271 --> 00:08:54,969 It's okay to cry, Garrett. 92 00:08:56,231 --> 00:08:59,016 Like I'd cry over that asshole who broke my nose! 93 00:09:02,542 --> 00:09:05,327 - Amelia introduced us, Zach and I. 94 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:08,373 He told me once that he knew Amelia 95 00:09:08,460 --> 00:09:09,984 was gonna do great things. 96 00:09:11,028 --> 00:09:12,682 I said to him, 97 00:09:12,769 --> 00:09:15,380 "Zach, you could be in the next Summer Olympics." 98 00:09:15,467 --> 00:09:17,034 - I was his best friend. 99 00:09:17,121 --> 00:09:20,429 But for the past week I wanted to kill him. 100 00:09:20,516 --> 00:09:21,473 - He just shrugged. 101 00:09:22,431 --> 00:09:23,911 "Maybe." 102 00:09:23,998 --> 00:09:25,652 - Something was off. 103 00:09:25,739 --> 00:09:27,784 - Then right before Halloween he just-- 104 00:09:27,871 --> 00:09:30,308 - He drank too much, disappeared at night. 105 00:09:30,395 --> 00:09:31,658 - Stopped caring. 106 00:09:31,745 --> 00:09:34,095 - Kept secrets, even from me. 107 00:09:39,491 --> 00:09:41,842 This was Zach's favorite whiskey. 108 00:09:41,929 --> 00:09:44,932 Drank a whole bottle of it the night he died. 109 00:09:45,019 --> 00:09:47,064 There wasn't just alcohol in his system. 110 00:09:47,151 --> 00:09:48,979 This part wasn't made public. 111 00:09:49,066 --> 00:09:51,591 Zach's parents musta made some kinda deal with the cops. 112 00:09:51,678 --> 00:09:54,289 Zach's family was that kinda rich. 113 00:09:54,376 --> 00:09:57,684 It wasn't just booze, there were also drugs. 114 00:09:57,771 --> 00:09:59,250 Oxycontin. 115 00:09:59,337 --> 00:10:01,122 I didn't even know Zach was into that shit! 116 00:10:04,995 --> 00:10:07,041 Not that it wasn't easy enough to come by. 117 00:10:07,128 --> 00:10:10,218 - Raquel Keena could get you anything you needed. 118 00:10:10,305 --> 00:10:12,873 I heard she'd even sell roofies for the right price. 119 00:10:14,178 --> 00:10:17,399 She should be the one who's sitting here, not me. 120 00:10:17,486 --> 00:10:22,404 - Well, this is one occasion when I can honestly say 121 00:10:22,491 --> 00:10:23,927 I'm as innocent as a lamb. 122 00:10:40,944 --> 00:10:42,729 - You know what happened to her. 123 00:10:42,816 --> 00:10:45,209 Amelia didn't take first place at the stupid 124 00:10:45,296 --> 00:10:47,995 local film festival so she went home 125 00:10:48,082 --> 00:10:51,563 and she took a bunch of Oxy like the stupid bitch 126 00:10:51,651 --> 00:10:53,565 she turned out to be! 127 00:10:53,653 --> 00:10:56,743 - I bet Carrie, my sis, well, my step-sister, 128 00:10:56,830 --> 00:10:59,180 but she always calls herself my sister, 129 00:11:00,355 --> 00:11:01,443 I bet she got the same text. 130 00:11:01,530 --> 00:11:02,618 I barely even knew Amelia. 131 00:11:02,705 --> 00:11:04,446 I never even met Zach Turner. 132 00:11:04,533 --> 00:11:07,928 So, it's not like I have anything to confess. 133 00:11:08,972 --> 00:11:10,713 - Someone might see me. 134 00:11:10,800 --> 00:11:14,456 One of them, and it's not, it's not safe for me here. 135 00:11:15,936 --> 00:11:17,677 It was so much easier before people noticed me, you know? 136 00:11:17,764 --> 00:11:21,768 I could just go back to class and sit alone 137 00:11:21,855 --> 00:11:23,378 in my own little world. 138 00:11:23,465 --> 00:11:25,293 It was my safe place. 139 00:11:25,380 --> 00:11:28,949 I didn't have to talk to anyone, I could just, 140 00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:31,386 I could just be isolated. 141 00:11:32,387 --> 00:11:34,868 Not lonely, just alone. 142 00:11:37,784 --> 00:11:38,915 Then I met Amelia. 143 00:11:44,094 --> 00:11:45,052 Everything changed. 144 00:11:46,662 --> 00:11:49,012 - I'm sorry for calling you a bitch, Amelia. 145 00:11:51,885 --> 00:11:53,713 - She showed me I could be different. 146 00:11:55,236 --> 00:11:56,324 A better me. 147 00:11:58,761 --> 00:12:01,111 - You know I don't like calling other girls that name. 148 00:12:01,198 --> 00:12:03,679 Even your ex, and she's one crazy bitch. 149 00:12:07,988 --> 00:12:10,164 I used to be such a nice girl. 150 00:12:10,251 --> 00:12:11,992 - She's been different since she met Amelia. 151 00:12:12,079 --> 00:12:13,820 - That's who I was when you first met me. 152 00:12:17,040 --> 00:12:18,128 I don't know why I'm still talking like 153 00:12:18,215 --> 00:12:19,477 it's you behind these cameras. 154 00:12:19,564 --> 00:12:20,870 - And she stopped being interested 155 00:12:20,957 --> 00:12:22,567 in anyone who wasn't Amelia, even me. 156 00:12:22,654 --> 00:12:26,920 - Whenever I think of cameras, I think of you. 157 00:12:27,007 --> 00:12:29,531 The little window you used to view the world, 158 00:12:29,618 --> 00:12:32,447 to capture it, to capture me. 159 00:12:38,105 --> 00:12:39,889 When you first started filming me, 160 00:12:39,976 --> 00:12:42,805 you asked me what the worst thing I'd ever done was. 161 00:12:42,892 --> 00:12:44,502 I wanted to impress you. 162 00:12:45,460 --> 00:12:47,288 But the only thing I could think of 163 00:12:47,375 --> 00:12:49,551 was drawing on my bedroom walls with a permanent marker 164 00:12:49,638 --> 00:12:51,379 when I was six-years-old. 165 00:12:51,466 --> 00:12:53,294 - And Carrie and I used to look out for each other. 166 00:12:53,381 --> 00:12:55,209 She was my best friend, I thought I was hers, too. 167 00:12:55,296 --> 00:12:57,037 - And then we just, we just painted over it 168 00:12:57,124 --> 00:12:58,560 like it never happened. 169 00:12:58,647 --> 00:13:01,345 I can't go back to the person I was. 170 00:13:01,432 --> 00:13:03,695 I can't paint over the person I am now. 171 00:13:06,873 --> 00:13:10,311 I haven't felt safe since that night. 172 00:13:15,577 --> 00:13:17,492 I needed you, Amelia. 173 00:13:18,449 --> 00:13:21,235 I needed you and you left me. 174 00:13:21,322 --> 00:13:23,280 And I'm never gonna forgive you for it. 175 00:13:35,292 --> 00:13:37,817 - If you're watching this and I'm not sitting beside you, 176 00:13:37,904 --> 00:13:40,950 then as they say, I'm probably dead 177 00:13:42,343 --> 00:13:43,692 and you're the reason why. 178 00:13:46,347 --> 00:13:48,305 I've always wanted to say that. 179 00:13:48,392 --> 00:13:50,307 Kinda funny when you think about it. 180 00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:52,135 I never thought I'd be reciting such a tired line 181 00:13:52,222 --> 00:13:54,181 about my own life. 182 00:13:54,268 --> 00:13:56,052 I never thought I'd mean it. 183 00:13:56,139 --> 00:13:57,793 - Honestly, there are a few things I'd like to get off 184 00:13:57,880 --> 00:14:01,188 my chest, especially in regards to Miss Amelia Lincoln. 185 00:14:01,275 --> 00:14:02,711 - I'm in trouble. 186 00:14:02,798 --> 00:14:05,018 - Maybe if she was able to confess that 187 00:14:05,105 --> 00:14:09,631 she was obsessed with me, basically started stalking me. 188 00:14:09,718 --> 00:14:10,937 She might be alive today. 189 00:14:11,024 --> 00:14:12,373 - And I'm not alone. 190 00:14:12,460 --> 00:14:15,071 - I started CFB because I am tired 191 00:14:15,158 --> 00:14:17,291 of the way the world has turned on our gender 192 00:14:17,378 --> 00:14:20,120 for simply behaving to our biological imperative. 193 00:14:20,207 --> 00:14:21,817 - I've dragged people into this with me 194 00:14:21,904 --> 00:14:23,950 and if you're one of those people, then I'm sorry. 195 00:14:24,037 --> 00:14:26,300 When I started the CFB project I had no idea 196 00:14:26,387 --> 00:14:27,692 where it would go. 197 00:14:27,779 --> 00:14:29,303 - I suppose it is possible that someone 198 00:14:29,390 --> 00:14:31,218 made it into a CFB rally with their cell phone 199 00:14:31,305 --> 00:14:34,743 or some secret little spy camera or whatever. 200 00:14:34,830 --> 00:14:37,267 - I kept following even when I knew I should stop. 201 00:14:37,354 --> 00:14:39,139 Even when I knew that there'd be consequences 202 00:14:39,226 --> 00:14:40,531 for telling the truth. 203 00:14:40,618 --> 00:14:42,794 - And I had no idea that my movement 204 00:14:42,882 --> 00:14:44,971 would cause so much momentum. 205 00:14:45,058 --> 00:14:48,496 - So I'm recording this now before it's too late. 206 00:14:48,583 --> 00:14:50,454 - I'm an upstanding citizen. 207 00:14:50,541 --> 00:14:52,195 - I know too much. 208 00:14:52,282 --> 00:14:55,329 - Amelia tried her damnedest to prove otherwise. 209 00:14:55,416 --> 00:14:56,852 - I have video proof of what they've been doing 210 00:14:56,939 --> 00:14:58,636 and I'm going to show everyone. 211 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:01,683 - And that didn't work out too well for her. 212 00:15:01,770 --> 00:15:03,990 - I'm going to take them down. 213 00:15:04,077 --> 00:15:05,817 - And it won't for you either. 214 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:08,603 - Whether or not they take me down first. 215 00:15:16,654 --> 00:15:19,570 - Forgive me, father, for I have sinned. 216 00:15:20,615 --> 00:15:23,226 It has been several lifetimes of debauchery 217 00:15:23,313 --> 00:15:25,228 since my last confession. 218 00:15:33,715 --> 00:15:35,717 - Maybe that's when I started to lose myself, you know? 219 00:15:35,804 --> 00:15:37,980 I mean, maybe that's why I'm so confused now. 220 00:15:52,908 --> 00:15:54,040 - Don't worry. 221 00:15:55,998 --> 00:15:57,478 I won't light it. 222 00:15:57,565 --> 00:15:59,654 - My mind used to be so quiet and now I'm just, 223 00:15:59,741 --> 00:16:03,266 I'm so so full. 224 00:16:03,353 --> 00:16:06,052 - Although, this. 225 00:16:06,139 --> 00:16:10,360 This would make the perfect hot box. 226 00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:13,537 - Both thoughts, thoughts that I have never had before 227 00:16:13,624 --> 00:16:16,845 and ideas that just seem to come out of nowhere. 228 00:16:16,932 --> 00:16:19,979 I mean, once you start to change, can you ever go back? 229 00:16:20,980 --> 00:16:22,894 I mean, can you ever be silent again? 230 00:16:22,982 --> 00:16:23,852 I can't. 231 00:16:23,939 --> 00:16:25,462 Okay, I know things now. 232 00:16:25,549 --> 00:16:27,769 I have seen things that I should not have seen 233 00:16:27,856 --> 00:16:29,423 and if they find out, if they. 234 00:16:30,685 --> 00:16:32,295 If they find out they're gonna try and keep me quiet 235 00:16:32,382 --> 00:16:35,951 and I used to be good at that, you know? 236 00:16:36,038 --> 00:16:40,825 I used to be good at silence but not anymore. 237 00:16:45,352 --> 00:16:46,179 - Okay. 238 00:16:47,484 --> 00:16:49,878 So, as you know. 239 00:16:51,401 --> 00:16:53,534 I dabble in the procurement and distribution 240 00:16:53,621 --> 00:16:56,276 of illegal substances, nothing serious, 241 00:16:56,363 --> 00:16:59,366 just what every normal college student needs. 242 00:16:59,453 --> 00:17:04,458 Weed, Adderall, a little Oxy, and that new stuff. 243 00:17:08,288 --> 00:17:09,637 Oddson. 244 00:17:12,118 --> 00:17:14,207 God, what a great name for a drug. 245 00:17:16,861 --> 00:17:18,211 But I didn't sell to Amelia. 246 00:17:19,864 --> 00:17:21,823 Even, even if she had wanted to buy from me, 247 00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:23,259 I wouldn't have sold to her. 248 00:17:23,346 --> 00:17:24,826 First, out of loyalty to you-know-who, 249 00:17:24,913 --> 00:17:27,959 and second, I don't sell to first-time users. 250 00:17:28,047 --> 00:17:30,614 Way too easy for the inexperienced to OD on that shit. 251 00:17:30,701 --> 00:17:32,181 I don't want that on my hands. 252 00:17:33,356 --> 00:17:35,010 She had to get it from somewhere. 253 00:17:36,316 --> 00:17:38,840 What I'm saying is, I sold it to someone 254 00:17:38,927 --> 00:17:40,320 who sold it to Amelia. 255 00:17:43,236 --> 00:17:44,541 I think I know who it was. 256 00:17:46,152 --> 00:17:47,544 I think you do, too. 257 00:17:48,719 --> 00:17:50,156 You don't miss a thing. 258 00:17:50,243 --> 00:17:51,374 Had to be him, right? 259 00:17:57,250 --> 00:18:00,383 You know, I don't understand why weed is still 260 00:18:00,470 --> 00:18:01,776 considered a drug. 261 00:18:04,213 --> 00:18:05,823 Respectable states sell it out 262 00:18:05,910 --> 00:18:07,912 of vending machines these days. 263 00:18:12,265 --> 00:18:14,745 We'll be soon together, love. 264 00:18:14,832 --> 00:18:17,183 - But I have a voice now. 265 00:18:17,270 --> 00:18:20,708 I have things that I need to say about Amelia 266 00:18:20,795 --> 00:18:23,102 and about Zach, about why they're gone. 267 00:18:26,801 --> 00:18:28,281 It didn't have to be this way. 268 00:18:32,502 --> 00:18:34,374 - You know the floor's wet? 269 00:18:34,461 --> 00:18:36,115 Did someone decide to take a wee in here? 270 00:18:40,075 --> 00:18:40,902 Fuck. 271 00:18:44,035 --> 00:18:45,341 What did you do? 272 00:18:47,822 --> 00:18:49,563 God damn you, what did you do! 273 00:19:02,576 --> 00:19:04,360 - I'm talking to you because I think you know. 274 00:19:18,722 --> 00:19:19,462 - There. 275 00:19:21,334 --> 00:19:23,379 No one will look in Cognitive Dissonance. 276 00:19:24,685 --> 00:19:26,600 - You know who killed her. 277 00:19:26,687 --> 00:19:28,950 - I don't wanna know who's blood that is. 278 00:19:29,037 --> 00:19:30,256 - Someone like Amelia. 279 00:19:31,953 --> 00:19:33,694 I mean, she wouldn't take her own life, she, she. 280 00:19:35,783 --> 00:19:37,219 She was life. 281 00:19:37,306 --> 00:19:39,743 - I had the wrong idea about this. 282 00:19:42,703 --> 00:19:44,792 I thought this was some kind of tribute. 283 00:19:46,402 --> 00:19:47,969 - No, no, no. 284 00:19:48,056 --> 00:19:50,493 Someone's responsible, not her. 285 00:19:50,580 --> 00:19:52,930 And I need to hear it out loud. 286 00:19:53,017 --> 00:19:54,758 Someone like Amelia? 287 00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:57,718 - I know I'm not what most people call a good person. 288 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,637 I'm only able to afford tuition here 289 00:20:03,724 --> 00:20:06,074 by grace of my criminal enterprises. 290 00:20:07,249 --> 00:20:11,079 Not that I, that I think of myself as a drug dealer. 291 00:20:12,385 --> 00:20:14,213 More of a really well paid intern. 292 00:20:21,785 --> 00:20:23,613 I don't wanna hurt anyone. 293 00:20:23,700 --> 00:20:24,962 - As brilliant. 294 00:20:29,140 --> 00:20:30,794 As beautiful as Amelia. 295 00:20:34,842 --> 00:20:38,280 Someone was so so threatened by that 296 00:20:38,367 --> 00:20:40,239 that they had to destroy her. 297 00:20:45,679 --> 00:20:48,290 - I'll do one of these over your cold dead body. 298 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,137 - Are you getting off on this? 299 00:21:09,224 --> 00:21:10,617 On watching me suffer? 300 00:21:12,662 --> 00:21:13,968 What is wrong with you? 301 00:21:23,456 --> 00:21:26,285 What does that have anything to do with how he died? 302 00:21:33,814 --> 00:21:35,990 Okay, okay. 303 00:21:41,735 --> 00:21:43,606 - Why did you come here, June? 304 00:21:43,693 --> 00:21:44,912 - Do you know? 305 00:21:44,999 --> 00:21:46,043 - Know what? 306 00:21:48,176 --> 00:21:50,570 - Yeah, well, we were too young for real commitment, anyway. 307 00:21:50,657 --> 00:21:52,485 Where Zach is right now. 308 00:21:52,572 --> 00:21:54,400 If he would've talked to me about it 309 00:21:54,487 --> 00:21:57,141 I would've agreed that we could sleep with other people. 310 00:21:57,228 --> 00:21:58,708 - Why would I know that? 311 00:21:58,795 --> 00:22:00,493 - Because everybody tells you their secrets. 312 00:22:04,148 --> 00:22:05,498 I'm not lying. 313 00:22:05,585 --> 00:22:07,456 - That's because I keep them. 314 00:22:08,675 --> 00:22:10,024 - You have your confession. 315 00:22:10,111 --> 00:22:11,678 I'm gone. 316 00:22:13,201 --> 00:22:15,072 - Why did you come here? 317 00:22:15,159 --> 00:22:16,944 You knew I wouldn't tell you anything Zach confessed to me. 318 00:22:17,031 --> 00:22:19,294 Why are you letting me film you? 319 00:22:19,381 --> 00:22:21,122 Is there something you want to confess? 320 00:22:21,209 --> 00:22:22,732 Is there something you want to confess? 321 00:22:22,819 --> 00:22:24,386 Is there something you want to confess? 322 00:22:24,473 --> 00:22:26,083 Confess, confess. - Okay, okay! 323 00:22:26,170 --> 00:22:27,433 Shut up, stop, okay! 324 00:22:36,790 --> 00:22:38,357 I'll tell you the truth. 325 00:22:40,054 --> 00:22:42,622 I'll tell you what I told Amelia that night. 326 00:22:59,160 --> 00:22:59,943 - Okay! 327 00:23:00,030 --> 00:23:01,336 Okay! 328 00:23:01,423 --> 00:23:02,250 Okay. 329 00:23:05,906 --> 00:23:07,211 Okay. 330 00:23:07,298 --> 00:23:08,125 Uh. 331 00:23:11,041 --> 00:23:13,609 When I first met Amelia I was intrigued. 332 00:23:16,438 --> 00:23:18,440 - Are you going to say anything? 333 00:23:21,704 --> 00:23:23,445 - We went out for a bit. 334 00:23:23,532 --> 00:23:24,794 I told you that, remember? 335 00:23:25,926 --> 00:23:27,710 - This is a waste of time. 336 00:23:29,103 --> 00:23:31,453 - But she likes girls who like only girls, and you know me. 337 00:23:31,540 --> 00:23:34,195 Well, I like whatever the fuck I like. 338 00:23:36,632 --> 00:23:39,635 The way she watched people always, always filming. 339 00:23:41,507 --> 00:23:43,291 - You shouldn't trust her, Raquel. 340 00:23:44,423 --> 00:23:45,249 But you will. 341 00:23:46,990 --> 00:23:49,863 - I don't like anyone looking at me that closely. 342 00:23:49,950 --> 00:23:53,301 - And I know why. 343 00:23:53,388 --> 00:23:54,607 - Except maybe you. 344 00:24:02,179 --> 00:24:03,659 - I need to sleep. 345 00:24:05,531 --> 00:24:06,445 I'm losing it. 346 00:24:08,185 --> 00:24:11,232 I could ask Raquel for some sleeping pills, Ambien, 347 00:24:11,319 --> 00:24:12,538 or something to help me relax. 348 00:24:12,625 --> 00:24:14,148 Vicodin. 349 00:24:14,235 --> 00:24:16,150 Oh, I guess that's for pain, but so is Oxy. 350 00:24:17,064 --> 00:24:18,587 Why did Amelia have it? 351 00:24:18,674 --> 00:24:20,241 I mean, she must've gotten it from Raquel. 352 00:24:21,634 --> 00:24:24,550 But she wasn't in pain, she wasn't disturbed. 353 00:24:24,637 --> 00:24:28,031 She was the most mentally healthy person that I knew. 354 00:24:28,118 --> 00:24:31,557 There was this thing about her, a shine. 355 00:24:31,644 --> 00:24:33,384 People were drawn to her. 356 00:24:33,472 --> 00:24:35,865 They told her things that they hadn't told anybody. 357 00:24:38,607 --> 00:24:41,088 How did you get access to Amelia's footage? 358 00:24:41,175 --> 00:24:43,003 If you really do have Amelia's archives, 359 00:24:43,090 --> 00:24:45,571 then you've seen the footage she took of me from that night. 360 00:24:45,658 --> 00:24:47,703 My confession to her about what happened to me 361 00:24:47,790 --> 00:24:49,183 at Zach Turner's party. 362 00:24:51,881 --> 00:24:52,795 I can't do this! 363 00:24:52,882 --> 00:24:54,275 I can't talk to you! 364 00:24:55,450 --> 00:24:58,018 I don't know who you are or what you are. 365 00:25:09,203 --> 00:25:10,596 I'm gonna pretend you're her. 366 00:25:15,078 --> 00:25:15,905 Amelia. 367 00:25:20,562 --> 00:25:22,042 You were the only person that I told 368 00:25:22,129 --> 00:25:23,957 about what happened to me that night. 369 00:25:25,219 --> 00:25:27,047 And now no one knows. 370 00:25:27,134 --> 00:25:29,136 And I feel so fucking alone. 371 00:25:30,703 --> 00:25:33,183 I bet I could stand in the middle of a crowd and scream 372 00:25:33,270 --> 00:25:35,664 at the top of my lungs and no one would hear me. 373 00:25:45,935 --> 00:25:48,851 Maybe I'm more like your ex than I want to admit. 374 00:25:52,420 --> 00:25:54,030 - And all anyone's gonna remember is that 375 00:25:54,117 --> 00:25:56,424 I beat her for some silly award. 376 00:26:00,254 --> 00:26:02,169 She wanted it so badly. 377 00:26:02,256 --> 00:26:03,866 Maybe I only wanted it because she did. 378 00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:07,783 I mean, it mattered to her, so it mattered to me, 379 00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:09,742 but before that. 380 00:26:09,829 --> 00:26:12,788 I mean, before that we were so much more than competitors, 381 00:26:12,875 --> 00:26:14,834 but she was my mentor. 382 00:26:14,921 --> 00:26:17,880 - I've been seeing her a lot lately since you've died. 383 00:26:17,967 --> 00:26:19,273 - She was my friend. 384 00:26:20,187 --> 00:26:21,536 - She's everywhere. 385 00:26:23,973 --> 00:26:26,106 - When I had a secret crush on Major, 386 00:26:26,193 --> 00:26:28,499 she was the one who encouraged me to tell him. 387 00:26:31,241 --> 00:26:32,025 - I think she's been watching me. 388 00:26:33,722 --> 00:26:38,161 I know somebody has been watching me at night. 389 00:26:39,946 --> 00:26:41,208 And following me. 390 00:26:47,910 --> 00:26:50,043 - I shouldn't of said that. 391 00:27:15,808 --> 00:27:17,505 - Gosh, gosh. 392 00:27:18,419 --> 00:27:19,376 Time flies when you're really gettin' 393 00:27:19,463 --> 00:27:20,856 your confession on, huh? 394 00:27:24,512 --> 00:27:26,122 Now, look, I don't want you to get the wrong idea, 395 00:27:26,209 --> 00:27:28,429 I love women, especially the sluts at this school. 396 00:27:29,256 --> 00:27:31,084 And don't get up in arms of my use 397 00:27:31,171 --> 00:27:32,912 of the word slut, all right? 398 00:27:32,999 --> 00:27:35,044 I'm not shaming, I'm applauding. 399 00:27:36,002 --> 00:27:39,135 I mean, you gotta love these sparkling new adults, huh? 400 00:27:39,222 --> 00:27:40,441 The more they fuck the more progressive 401 00:27:40,528 --> 00:27:42,399 they think they are. 402 00:27:42,486 --> 00:27:44,314 The more they tell themselves they like giving blow jobs, 403 00:27:44,401 --> 00:27:46,621 the more legit their claim to feminism. 404 00:27:48,710 --> 00:27:51,626 You know, they're taking the power back, huh? 405 00:27:51,713 --> 00:27:53,976 They are women, hear them suck my cock. 406 00:27:55,586 --> 00:27:58,111 Personally, though, I never go down on these women. 407 00:27:58,198 --> 00:27:59,678 Don't judge. 408 00:27:59,765 --> 00:28:01,244 Oral sex is a lotta work and I'm a busy man. 409 00:28:03,072 --> 00:28:05,509 But you won't tell anybody that I'm too lazy 410 00:28:05,596 --> 00:28:07,294 to make these women cum, will you? 411 00:28:08,774 --> 00:28:13,082 I mean, this is all confidential, right? 412 00:28:13,169 --> 00:28:15,519 - There is something I've needed to say. 413 00:28:15,606 --> 00:28:19,785 Not to you, just out loud to anyone. 414 00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:22,135 I guess you could call it a confession. 415 00:28:26,705 --> 00:28:27,880 - I do wonder, though, 416 00:28:29,490 --> 00:28:31,405 if any of my boys have been through here. 417 00:28:31,492 --> 00:28:33,015 Hm? 418 00:28:33,102 --> 00:28:35,801 I saw Garrett leave this building on my way in. 419 00:28:35,888 --> 00:28:37,890 - The morning she died I told Amelia 420 00:28:37,977 --> 00:28:39,718 everything I know about CFB. 421 00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:41,328 - He had better of watched what he said 422 00:28:41,415 --> 00:28:43,373 before he opened his mouth about CFB. 423 00:28:43,460 --> 00:28:45,724 - Do you know what CFB stands for? 424 00:28:45,811 --> 00:28:47,160 Cock Fights Back. 425 00:28:47,247 --> 00:28:48,683 - I happen to have footage of Garrett 426 00:28:48,770 --> 00:28:50,641 and his dead friend's girl that could make him 427 00:28:50,729 --> 00:28:53,819 look very very bad. 428 00:28:53,906 --> 00:28:55,690 - Now, why the hell would I join a group 429 00:28:55,777 --> 00:28:57,736 called Cock Fights Back? 430 00:28:57,823 --> 00:29:00,347 I guess, when I first heard it I thought the name was funny, 431 00:29:00,434 --> 00:29:02,784 kind of like Pussy Grabs Back. 432 00:29:02,871 --> 00:29:05,004 But once you're in it's like the mafia. 433 00:29:05,091 --> 00:29:06,919 - Amelia isn't the only one on campus 434 00:29:07,006 --> 00:29:09,182 with a collection of damning video. 435 00:29:12,359 --> 00:29:14,013 - I wanted her to expose Major. 436 00:29:14,100 --> 00:29:16,189 - I won't show anyone without your permission. 437 00:29:16,276 --> 00:29:17,407 This is for you. 438 00:29:17,494 --> 00:29:18,626 Think of it as therapy. 439 00:29:18,713 --> 00:29:20,019 - I don't need therapy. 440 00:29:20,106 --> 00:29:21,672 - Everyone needs therapy. 441 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:23,500 Especially men. 442 00:29:23,587 --> 00:29:25,676 You think you're not allowed to have feelings. 443 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:27,156 - But if you have Amelia's footage 444 00:29:27,243 --> 00:29:28,723 you already know what I said. 445 00:29:28,810 --> 00:29:30,290 - Major uses it, you know. 446 00:29:30,377 --> 00:29:32,466 All the anger you don't know how to express, 447 00:29:32,553 --> 00:29:34,337 he points you at a willing target, 448 00:29:34,424 --> 00:29:37,471 a human punching bag, and gives you permission to unleash. 449 00:29:37,558 --> 00:29:39,038 He knows just how to use you. 450 00:29:40,082 --> 00:29:42,519 - You know the worst thing I've ever done. 451 00:29:42,606 --> 00:29:43,520 I liked it. 452 00:29:45,609 --> 00:29:48,917 I liked having permission to do something awful. 453 00:29:49,962 --> 00:29:50,789 - I know. 454 00:29:51,833 --> 00:29:53,008 - I've made up my mind. 455 00:29:53,095 --> 00:29:54,967 I'm gonna tell Major I want out. 456 00:29:55,054 --> 00:29:59,319 And I'm gonna tell anyone who listens the truth about CFB. 457 00:30:09,546 --> 00:30:10,678 - Getting hot in here. 458 00:30:14,508 --> 00:30:18,251 Maybe instead of installing all these cameras, 459 00:30:18,338 --> 00:30:19,774 you could've had some AC. 460 00:30:25,519 --> 00:30:26,607 You wouldn't mind me stepping outside 461 00:30:26,694 --> 00:30:28,043 for a few minutes, would you? 462 00:30:28,130 --> 00:30:29,523 Just long enough for a quick smoke. 463 00:30:30,698 --> 00:30:33,919 I know, it's a nasty habit and it'll kill me. 464 00:30:34,006 --> 00:30:35,355 Blah, blah, blah. 465 00:30:36,269 --> 00:30:37,705 - I mean, that's why I went 466 00:30:37,792 --> 00:30:40,839 to Major's Cock Fights Back rallies. 467 00:30:40,926 --> 00:30:42,928 - But there are times when you know something 468 00:30:43,015 --> 00:30:44,886 is bad for you and you do it anyway 469 00:30:44,973 --> 00:30:46,714 because it's exciting. 470 00:30:46,801 --> 00:30:47,933 - No love. 471 00:30:50,892 --> 00:30:51,719 Not even hate. 472 00:30:53,025 --> 00:30:54,287 - You have to get that. 473 00:30:54,374 --> 00:30:57,725 - It's just silent. 474 00:31:00,380 --> 00:31:02,034 - I know you don't wanna admit it, 475 00:31:03,339 --> 00:31:05,951 but in many ways Amelia was bad for you. 476 00:31:06,038 --> 00:31:08,605 She didn't love you enough and you always knew it. 477 00:31:08,692 --> 00:31:10,477 It made you paranoid. 478 00:31:22,054 --> 00:31:24,230 I'm feeling a little paranoid myself lately! 479 00:31:29,583 --> 00:31:31,890 Here's something I may have conveniently 480 00:31:31,977 --> 00:31:33,108 forgotten to mention. 481 00:31:35,284 --> 00:31:38,418 One of my products went missing not too long ago. 482 00:31:38,505 --> 00:31:41,116 A few days before Zach and Amelia died, actually. 483 00:31:42,596 --> 00:31:45,512 I decided to have a little fire sale, everything must go, 484 00:31:45,599 --> 00:31:47,253 even my stash of Oddson. 485 00:31:50,082 --> 00:31:51,431 So now I'm outta the game. 486 00:31:53,520 --> 00:31:54,651 Maybe for good. 487 00:31:56,784 --> 00:32:00,919 I was thinking I would try out the straight and narrow. 488 00:32:04,792 --> 00:32:07,447 Be nice to feel free for a little while, you know? 489 00:32:11,973 --> 00:32:15,020 Not have to look over my shoulder. 490 00:32:15,107 --> 00:32:17,370 Get so stoned and knock myself out at night. 491 00:32:19,285 --> 00:32:21,374 See, if I let myself think about all the ways 492 00:32:21,461 --> 00:32:24,551 my life could fall apart in any second I'd be dumb. 493 00:32:24,638 --> 00:32:26,509 - Are you really going to do this? 494 00:32:26,596 --> 00:32:27,902 - Jesus Christ! 495 00:32:27,989 --> 00:32:29,817 - Yes, I have to. 496 00:32:29,904 --> 00:32:30,774 - Why? 497 00:32:30,861 --> 00:32:31,950 - You know why. 498 00:32:32,037 --> 00:32:33,038 Because of what he did to me. 499 00:32:33,125 --> 00:32:35,040 - It's too dangerous. 500 00:32:35,127 --> 00:32:36,128 You'll get hurt. 501 00:32:36,215 --> 00:32:37,042 - I'll be fine. 502 00:32:38,173 --> 00:32:39,522 I got some Oddson. 503 00:32:39,609 --> 00:32:41,046 - From Raquel? 504 00:32:41,133 --> 00:32:41,960 - No. 505 00:32:43,265 --> 00:32:44,571 Someone else. 506 00:32:44,658 --> 00:32:45,964 - Is you taking amphetamines 507 00:32:46,051 --> 00:32:47,269 before going to Major's hellhole supposed 508 00:32:47,356 --> 00:32:48,227 to make me feel better? 509 00:32:48,314 --> 00:32:49,750 - This is not about you. 510 00:32:49,837 --> 00:32:51,143 Not everything is. 511 00:32:53,058 --> 00:32:54,842 - Look, I shouldn't of left you there that night 512 00:32:54,929 --> 00:32:59,064 and I'm sorry, but I don't think that Zach did this to you. 513 00:33:01,196 --> 00:33:02,502 - Then who did? 514 00:33:19,693 --> 00:33:22,609 - Okay. 515 00:33:22,696 --> 00:33:23,523 Okay! 516 00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:26,178 I get it now. 517 00:33:29,877 --> 00:33:33,185 - You have to know that the way Zach died is bullshit. 518 00:33:35,317 --> 00:33:36,666 Did you see him in the water? 519 00:33:36,753 --> 00:33:38,712 He was like fucking Poseidon. 520 00:33:39,887 --> 00:33:41,932 He couldn't of drowned no matter how much he had to drink. 521 00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:44,326 I don't care what anybody says. 522 00:33:49,897 --> 00:33:52,030 He had been drinking too much lately. 523 00:33:53,683 --> 00:33:57,035 Not just at night, during the day sometimes, too. 524 00:33:59,341 --> 00:34:00,821 Right when he got out of bed. 525 00:34:04,607 --> 00:34:06,044 - Now here's a confession. 526 00:34:06,914 --> 00:34:10,657 Cock Fights Back, it's a fight club. 527 00:34:12,224 --> 00:34:14,052 But instead of men fighting men, 528 00:34:15,140 --> 00:34:16,706 we're supposed to fight a girl. 529 00:34:16,793 --> 00:34:17,881 - It got even worse when he saw me 530 00:34:17,968 --> 00:34:21,059 at the CFB rally with Garrett. 531 00:34:25,193 --> 00:34:26,412 - Not against her will. 532 00:34:26,499 --> 00:34:28,892 There were always volunteers. 533 00:34:28,979 --> 00:34:31,678 - I wanted to hit somebody to unleash. 534 00:34:31,765 --> 00:34:35,029 - There are a lotta man haters out there nowadays. 535 00:34:35,116 --> 00:34:38,163 A lotta girls who hate one man in particular. 536 00:34:38,250 --> 00:34:41,383 - I wanted to be the one to put Garrett in his place. 537 00:34:41,470 --> 00:34:44,038 - So I got matched up against June. 538 00:34:44,125 --> 00:34:45,518 She chose me. 539 00:34:45,605 --> 00:34:47,650 - I don't know what I was thinking. 540 00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:51,089 - But I swear I didn't know it was her. 541 00:34:57,138 --> 00:35:00,359 Guys that participate have to wear a blindfold. 542 00:35:00,446 --> 00:35:02,665 It's Major's idea of a joke. 543 00:35:02,752 --> 00:35:05,059 The strongest woman can't even beat a man 544 00:35:05,146 --> 00:35:07,061 while he's blindfolded. 545 00:35:07,148 --> 00:35:09,063 - I just wanted to feel powerful. 546 00:35:09,890 --> 00:35:14,112 - But June, she kicked me in the nuts 547 00:35:14,199 --> 00:35:16,201 as soon as the bell sounded. 548 00:35:16,288 --> 00:35:17,680 - Like I could do anything. 549 00:35:21,858 --> 00:35:25,123 - And she tripped me, but I took her to the ground with me. 550 00:35:25,210 --> 00:35:27,647 Got on top of her, held her down, 551 00:35:27,734 --> 00:35:31,477 that's when Zach showed up and saw who I was fighting. 552 00:35:31,564 --> 00:35:33,783 - Zach never told me he was part of CFB. 553 00:35:33,870 --> 00:35:37,265 - Pulled me off of her and he just started wailing on me. 554 00:35:37,352 --> 00:35:39,311 Seriously thought he was gonna kill me. 555 00:35:40,660 --> 00:35:42,792 - But that wasn't what I confessed to Amelia. 556 00:35:45,882 --> 00:35:49,103 How many of us went to her with our most shameful secrets? 557 00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:52,062 Letting her film us, answering the one question 558 00:35:52,150 --> 00:35:53,934 she asked everyone: 559 00:35:54,021 --> 00:35:56,589 "What's the worst thing you've ever done?" 560 00:35:56,676 --> 00:35:58,547 You know what, I don't need 561 00:35:58,634 --> 00:36:00,332 to relive that thing with Garrett. 562 00:36:01,507 --> 00:36:02,595 I've said enough. 563 00:36:12,213 --> 00:36:13,083 Stop it. 564 00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:18,437 If you think it's so important, then go ask Garrett. 565 00:36:27,141 --> 00:36:29,187 - Why do you wanna know why June hates me? 566 00:36:32,538 --> 00:36:34,192 What does it matter? 567 00:36:34,279 --> 00:36:36,498 - But I've never been more ashamed of myself 568 00:36:36,585 --> 00:36:38,239 than I was that day. 569 00:36:38,326 --> 00:36:40,067 - I feel like this isn't even my confession to make. 570 00:36:40,154 --> 00:36:41,286 - If I hadn't gone to Garrett's that day 571 00:36:41,373 --> 00:36:43,201 it would all be different. 572 00:36:43,288 --> 00:36:46,204 - Last week June showed up at the house I rent with Zach 573 00:36:46,291 --> 00:36:49,163 but she said she needed to talk to me. 574 00:36:49,250 --> 00:36:51,121 She just took her clothes off. 575 00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:54,081 At first I was too surprised to react. 576 00:36:54,168 --> 00:36:57,302 Even when she sat on my lap and started kissing me. 577 00:36:57,389 --> 00:37:00,000 But right away, I knew what she wanted. 578 00:37:00,087 --> 00:37:02,002 - But I was just so mad. 579 00:37:02,089 --> 00:37:04,047 - She found out Zach was cheating on her 580 00:37:04,134 --> 00:37:05,397 and tried to get back at him in 581 00:37:05,484 --> 00:37:07,573 the meanest way she could think of. 582 00:37:08,487 --> 00:37:09,314 I'll admit. 583 00:37:11,272 --> 00:37:13,840 I've always had a thing for June, but she didn't want me. 584 00:37:13,927 --> 00:37:16,234 She wanted to hurt Zach. 585 00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:18,845 So I pushed her off of me, told her to put her clothes on 586 00:37:18,932 --> 00:37:20,150 and get the hell out. 587 00:37:20,977 --> 00:37:23,066 She refused to leave. 588 00:37:23,153 --> 00:37:24,633 Demanded that I tell her who Zach 589 00:37:24,720 --> 00:37:26,113 was seeing behind her back. 590 00:37:27,810 --> 00:37:30,248 I told her I didn't know but she didn't believe me. 591 00:37:30,335 --> 00:37:34,077 I just wanted her to stop so I pushed 592 00:37:34,164 --> 00:37:35,905 her out the door a little too hard. 593 00:37:36,819 --> 00:37:40,954 She was still naked so I tossed her her clothes. 594 00:37:42,564 --> 00:37:44,349 She wasn't hurt or anything, but. 595 00:37:44,436 --> 00:37:47,874 - Humiliated, rejected by everybody. 596 00:37:47,961 --> 00:37:52,574 - She told me to watch my back and then she left. 597 00:37:54,446 --> 00:37:56,361 - I wish that I could take it all back. 598 00:37:57,884 --> 00:38:00,278 I wanna be different, I wanna be better. 599 00:38:10,766 --> 00:38:11,593 So that's it? 600 00:38:13,465 --> 00:38:15,162 I can go, just like that? 601 00:38:22,343 --> 00:38:23,170 Thank you. 602 00:38:27,435 --> 00:38:28,915 - I thought Zach deserved to know what 603 00:38:29,002 --> 00:38:31,961 his girl had done, so when he got home, 604 00:38:32,048 --> 00:38:33,485 I told him the whole story. 605 00:38:34,529 --> 00:38:36,705 He didn't react like I expected. 606 00:38:36,792 --> 00:38:39,099 I thought he would be pissed, maybe at both of us, 607 00:38:39,186 --> 00:38:40,492 but he didn't seem angry. 608 00:38:41,667 --> 00:38:44,234 He just seemed scared. 609 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:47,847 Not of June or me, just there was something else going on. 610 00:38:49,109 --> 00:38:51,024 I don't know what else I can tell you! 611 00:39:11,610 --> 00:39:14,613 - I think I know who it was who stole from me. 612 00:39:14,700 --> 00:39:17,616 - Carrie started to change the moment she met Amelia. 613 00:39:19,444 --> 00:39:20,967 - Had to be him, right? 614 00:39:21,054 --> 00:39:22,534 - I didn't worry about her until after that 615 00:39:22,621 --> 00:39:24,187 swimmer guy's Halloween party. 616 00:39:25,885 --> 00:39:27,843 - Carrie didn't have the guts to come to me herself, 617 00:39:27,930 --> 00:39:29,584 she sent her lackey instead. 618 00:39:30,716 --> 00:39:32,631 - I shoulda been there to look out for her, 619 00:39:32,718 --> 00:39:34,415 I know what a lightweight she is. 620 00:39:34,502 --> 00:39:36,852 - He came to my apartment to get her Oddson. 621 00:39:36,939 --> 00:39:38,680 - And I woulda kept an eye on her, 622 00:39:38,767 --> 00:39:40,334 made sure she didn't have more than a couple drinks. 623 00:39:41,248 --> 00:39:42,815 - You called me. 624 00:39:42,902 --> 00:39:44,338 - Made sure an arrogant jock like Zach 625 00:39:44,425 --> 00:39:46,035 was never alone with her. 626 00:39:46,122 --> 00:39:48,560 - And I went out on the balcony to take your call. 627 00:39:48,647 --> 00:39:50,344 - You can't trust guys like that! 628 00:39:50,431 --> 00:39:52,738 They think they're entitled to whatever they want. 629 00:39:52,825 --> 00:39:55,088 - I left him alone just for a few minutes. 630 00:39:56,132 --> 00:39:59,353 - Amelia was always dragging her places she shouldn't go. 631 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:02,008 Exposing her to people who could get her into trouble. 632 00:40:02,095 --> 00:40:04,489 I know because I followed her. 633 00:40:05,968 --> 00:40:07,013 - He's such a passive little dork 634 00:40:07,100 --> 00:40:09,015 I didn't see he was a threat. 635 00:40:09,102 --> 00:40:11,670 - Carrie invited me to go with them to his party. 636 00:40:11,757 --> 00:40:12,584 But I said no. 637 00:40:23,377 --> 00:40:24,204 - Still. 638 00:40:26,119 --> 00:40:28,382 - Later that night Carrie called me so drunk 639 00:40:28,469 --> 00:40:29,557 she could barely talk. 640 00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:33,039 She couldn't find Amelia, didn't know how to get home. 641 00:40:33,126 --> 00:40:36,912 And I went to find her but I, she was already gone. 642 00:40:38,044 --> 00:40:40,350 - Still, it doesn't make sense. 643 00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:41,917 - I still don't know what happened that night. 644 00:40:45,268 --> 00:40:47,096 Carrie won't even talk to me anymore. 645 00:40:48,402 --> 00:40:51,318 - Even if he stole the Oxy, why would he give it to Amelia? 646 00:40:52,493 --> 00:40:54,669 - This is why I wish she'd never met Amelia. 647 00:40:55,540 --> 00:40:56,889 - Or Zach. 648 00:40:56,976 --> 00:40:58,543 - Fuck that guy. 649 00:40:58,630 --> 00:40:59,500 - Both. 650 00:40:59,587 --> 00:41:00,632 - I miss the old Carrie. 651 00:41:02,721 --> 00:41:04,157 I want her back the way she was. 652 00:41:04,244 --> 00:41:06,072 The way she is now, I, 653 00:41:06,159 --> 00:41:08,030 I can't protect her from all the shitty people 654 00:41:08,117 --> 00:41:09,423 at this school. 655 00:41:09,510 --> 00:41:11,164 I can't protect her from herself. 656 00:41:14,907 --> 00:41:17,562 - People say that when you die you only regret 657 00:41:17,649 --> 00:41:19,302 the things you didn't do. 658 00:41:19,389 --> 00:41:21,174 - It does feel like a confessional, it really, 659 00:41:21,261 --> 00:41:23,916 like if I tell you all the things that I feel guilty about 660 00:41:24,003 --> 00:41:26,614 that you, I'll be forgiven. 661 00:41:28,181 --> 00:41:29,661 - I don't buy it. 662 00:41:29,748 --> 00:41:31,532 - One time I walked in on her after she got 663 00:41:31,619 --> 00:41:32,707 outta the shower. 664 00:41:33,708 --> 00:41:35,144 Saw her naked. 665 00:41:35,231 --> 00:41:36,972 - I regret going to Zach's party. 666 00:41:37,059 --> 00:41:39,932 I regret letting him buy me a drink. 667 00:41:40,019 --> 00:41:42,456 - I've felt bad about that for awhile, so. 668 00:41:42,543 --> 00:41:44,240 Yeah, I saw my step sister's body 669 00:41:44,327 --> 00:41:47,113 and it was probably the hottest thing I've ever seen. 670 00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:49,855 Better than any porn, and I've seen plenty of porn. 671 00:41:49,942 --> 00:41:52,466 - I regret falling for her. 672 00:41:52,553 --> 00:41:53,467 - I'm not into Carrie that way. 673 00:41:53,554 --> 00:41:55,034 Yeah, yeah. 674 00:41:55,121 --> 00:41:57,297 I'm attracted to her, but I would never. 675 00:41:57,384 --> 00:41:58,733 I would never do anything about it. 676 00:42:14,706 --> 00:42:16,142 - You're the one behind this? 677 00:42:18,057 --> 00:42:18,797 - Me? 678 00:42:18,884 --> 00:42:19,754 No. 679 00:42:19,841 --> 00:42:20,712 - Then why are you here? 680 00:42:22,322 --> 00:42:23,323 - I got a text. 681 00:42:23,410 --> 00:42:25,630 I'm guessing you did, too. 682 00:42:25,717 --> 00:42:27,327 - Did you confess? 683 00:42:27,414 --> 00:42:28,197 - Yeah. 684 00:42:29,590 --> 00:42:31,374 Said everything I could think to say. 685 00:42:33,855 --> 00:42:34,682 - Me, too. 686 00:42:35,727 --> 00:42:37,555 I was here earlier. 687 00:42:37,642 --> 00:42:39,339 Whoever made this said I could go. 688 00:42:40,209 --> 00:42:41,297 I thought it was over. 689 00:42:42,690 --> 00:42:44,300 - Then why'd you come back? 690 00:42:44,387 --> 00:42:45,388 - I got a text. 691 00:42:46,389 --> 00:42:48,174 It said I wasn't done. 692 00:42:48,261 --> 00:42:49,828 - What did you do, Zach? 693 00:42:54,702 --> 00:42:55,790 Just tell me. 694 00:42:55,877 --> 00:42:57,313 No one else ever has to know. 695 00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:59,011 But I think that they should and I think 696 00:42:59,098 --> 00:43:00,360 you should tell the truth. - You don't get it! 697 00:43:00,447 --> 00:43:02,318 - If anyone gets it, it's me. 698 00:43:03,189 --> 00:43:04,407 - No, you're an artist. 699 00:43:05,234 --> 00:43:06,627 You've always been an artist. 700 00:43:07,715 --> 00:43:08,760 People expect you to be different, okay? 701 00:43:08,847 --> 00:43:11,023 It's not the same for athletes. 702 00:43:11,110 --> 00:43:12,677 - You're a swimmer, not a football player. 703 00:43:12,764 --> 00:43:13,721 - It doesn't matter. 704 00:43:15,288 --> 00:43:16,594 I have a girlfriend. 705 00:43:17,507 --> 00:43:19,248 I have friends! 706 00:43:19,335 --> 00:43:20,728 They have friends who will think they never knew me. 707 00:43:20,815 --> 00:43:22,425 And me keeping this part of myself 708 00:43:22,512 --> 00:43:24,471 is some sort of betrayal. 709 00:43:24,558 --> 00:43:25,385 I'm not like you. 710 00:43:26,734 --> 00:43:27,996 I'm not. 711 00:43:28,083 --> 00:43:30,477 Okay, I can't just accept myself. 712 00:43:34,133 --> 00:43:36,701 I don't even know who the hell I am anymore. 713 00:43:36,788 --> 00:43:38,877 - I'm not as all together 714 00:43:38,964 --> 00:43:40,661 as everyone thinks I am. 715 00:43:40,748 --> 00:43:42,402 I'm still learning about myself. 716 00:43:42,489 --> 00:43:44,360 It's why I do this. 717 00:43:44,447 --> 00:43:47,799 Underneath it all, I'm just as screwed up as everyone else. 718 00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:50,715 - There's too many eyes on me. 719 00:43:50,802 --> 00:43:54,327 My parents, the coaches, the fucking scouts. 720 00:43:57,939 --> 00:43:59,898 They all need me to be what they need me to be 721 00:43:59,985 --> 00:44:02,727 but nobody's ever asked me what Zach wants. 722 00:44:02,814 --> 00:44:05,773 - And what do you need, Zach? 723 00:44:06,818 --> 00:44:08,036 - I didn't know it still. 724 00:44:09,995 --> 00:44:11,692 Some people say that they, 725 00:44:11,779 --> 00:44:14,086 they always knew they felt different. 726 00:44:15,957 --> 00:44:17,480 Not me. 727 00:44:17,567 --> 00:44:18,481 Felt weird. 728 00:44:19,874 --> 00:44:21,310 It's weird how easy it is to just lie 729 00:44:21,397 --> 00:44:26,098 to yourself about something so, so basic. 730 00:44:28,013 --> 00:44:29,797 I never knew what I wanted until him. 731 00:44:35,455 --> 00:44:36,282 - Did you know? 732 00:44:39,067 --> 00:44:39,894 - No. 733 00:44:44,333 --> 00:44:46,379 - Then it wasn't our fault. 734 00:44:46,466 --> 00:44:47,859 It had nothing to do with us. 735 00:44:50,165 --> 00:44:51,863 - Don't kid yourself! 736 00:44:51,950 --> 00:44:53,603 We were his friends. 737 00:44:53,691 --> 00:44:56,128 We were supposed to be the people he could trust. 738 00:45:08,967 --> 00:45:13,798 Hey. 739 00:45:13,885 --> 00:45:14,755 Now we know better. 740 00:45:17,410 --> 00:45:18,237 We can be better. 741 00:45:40,607 --> 00:45:42,043 - I already broke my promise. 742 00:45:42,130 --> 00:45:43,871 I promised myself in honor of Amelia 743 00:45:43,958 --> 00:45:45,743 that I wouldn't lie and I did. 744 00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:50,617 Amelia never lied. 745 00:45:52,053 --> 00:45:53,751 She was brutal that way. 746 00:45:54,621 --> 00:45:56,710 But you knew you knew you could trust her. 747 00:45:56,797 --> 00:46:00,583 I did, I trusted her, I trusted her, and she trusted me. 748 00:46:00,670 --> 00:46:02,411 But I ruined everything! 749 00:46:07,155 --> 00:46:07,982 I didn't mean to. 750 00:46:10,115 --> 00:46:11,986 I just wanted one more thing from her. 751 00:46:23,955 --> 00:46:24,782 Okay. 752 00:46:27,393 --> 00:46:32,398 In honor of Amelia, I'll tell you the truth about Major. 753 00:46:54,115 --> 00:46:55,943 - To commemorate this. 754 00:46:58,772 --> 00:47:00,861 You know why I came here even though 755 00:47:00,948 --> 00:47:03,342 I never did one of Amelia's confessions sessions? 756 00:47:04,909 --> 00:47:05,735 Bet you do. 757 00:47:08,521 --> 00:47:11,785 Anyway, Amelia invited me to do one, 758 00:47:11,872 --> 00:47:13,352 and I kinda wish I'd done it. 759 00:47:14,353 --> 00:47:17,225 - I think you've been the one that's following me. 760 00:47:17,312 --> 00:47:18,661 - I guess anyone can do it. 761 00:47:20,315 --> 00:47:21,534 I could just . 762 00:47:24,842 --> 00:47:28,497 Pull up my phone, confess to it just to see 763 00:47:28,584 --> 00:47:29,585 how the words sound. 764 00:47:33,024 --> 00:47:36,592 Then delete. 765 00:47:38,159 --> 00:47:41,032 - See, I've been trying to figure out who you might be. 766 00:48:13,194 --> 00:48:15,327 You know, my first guess was Major. 767 00:48:15,414 --> 00:48:17,285 I could see him staging something like this 768 00:48:17,372 --> 00:48:19,331 to find out what we all know about him. 769 00:48:20,854 --> 00:48:22,856 But that doesn't feel right. 770 00:48:24,031 --> 00:48:27,426 And then I considered June or Garrett. 771 00:48:27,513 --> 00:48:29,907 Yeah, but, they're only interested in Zach. 772 00:48:29,994 --> 00:48:31,082 - I think I need to rewind. 773 00:48:31,169 --> 00:48:32,779 - And they're not this creative. 774 00:48:35,521 --> 00:48:37,001 - Can I rewind? 775 00:48:37,088 --> 00:48:41,919 - Well, not creative as much as derivative. 776 00:48:43,224 --> 00:48:44,051 - No. 777 00:48:45,096 --> 00:48:46,314 No, I can't. 778 00:48:49,970 --> 00:48:51,015 - I'm sure you already know this, 779 00:48:51,102 --> 00:48:53,931 but Amelia filmed everything. 780 00:48:54,018 --> 00:48:56,455 - I get confused sometimes. 781 00:48:56,542 --> 00:48:59,806 My mind just fills up and up and up and up up and. 782 00:49:02,940 --> 00:49:03,853 Then it goes clear. 783 00:49:05,594 --> 00:49:08,858 - Including her own daily personal confessions. 784 00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:10,904 She did every night before she went to sleep. 785 00:49:10,991 --> 00:49:11,905 - You know, I think that's what I loved 786 00:49:11,992 --> 00:49:13,733 most about Amelia. 787 00:49:13,820 --> 00:49:15,735 Oh, when I was with her it was like everything 788 00:49:15,822 --> 00:49:19,130 was just like . 789 00:49:21,480 --> 00:49:23,177 - She had been doing it for years. 790 00:49:23,264 --> 00:49:25,397 She wanted to edit them all together one day 791 00:49:25,484 --> 00:49:27,268 and make this like narrative of her life. 792 00:49:27,355 --> 00:49:28,835 - And now everything is loud. 793 00:49:30,010 --> 00:49:31,359 - I thought it was genius. 794 00:49:31,446 --> 00:49:32,708 - Like a storm. 795 00:49:44,242 --> 00:49:45,939 - I bet you do, too. 796 00:49:58,256 --> 00:50:00,954 - The truth is Amelia didn't tell me to talk to Major. 797 00:50:01,041 --> 00:50:05,176 She told me not to talk to him and I did it anyway. 798 00:50:05,263 --> 00:50:07,091 I can't even remember why I did. 799 00:50:08,831 --> 00:50:09,658 That's not true. 800 00:50:11,051 --> 00:50:12,139 Yes, I can. 801 00:50:12,226 --> 00:50:14,098 I mean, I'm lying again, why? 802 00:50:14,185 --> 00:50:16,100 Why am I lying? 803 00:50:16,187 --> 00:50:18,928 You promised yourself you wouldn't lie. 804 00:50:20,582 --> 00:50:23,281 I'll tell you something I could never lie about. 805 00:50:23,368 --> 00:50:28,373 I idolized Amelia, she was everything that I wanted to be. 806 00:50:29,069 --> 00:50:29,896 She had a voice. 807 00:50:31,376 --> 00:50:35,467 She had something to say and I wanted 808 00:50:35,554 --> 00:50:36,424 to be just like her. 809 00:50:36,511 --> 00:50:37,599 I mean, I still do. 810 00:50:39,949 --> 00:50:42,169 When I met her I didn't have anything to say. 811 00:50:44,911 --> 00:50:45,738 Now I do. 812 00:50:50,569 --> 00:50:55,139 Thanks to Amelia I found my voice. 813 00:50:55,226 --> 00:50:57,489 - You asked me for here for a reason. 814 00:50:57,576 --> 00:50:58,925 So, you said it had nothing to do 815 00:50:59,012 --> 00:51:01,667 with nocturnal activities, so go ahead. 816 00:51:02,972 --> 00:51:04,496 Ask me anything you want. 817 00:51:04,583 --> 00:51:07,673 - And with my newfound voice I called up Major. 818 00:51:08,761 --> 00:51:10,023 - Have you been getting any calls 819 00:51:10,110 --> 00:51:12,286 by somebody with the name Noelle? 820 00:51:12,373 --> 00:51:13,200 - No. 821 00:51:14,636 --> 00:51:17,726 - Then he said, "Who the fuck is this?" 822 00:51:17,813 --> 00:51:19,380 - Are you sure? 823 00:51:19,467 --> 00:51:20,860 - I said Noelle. 824 00:51:20,947 --> 00:51:23,167 - I don't know anybody named Noelle. 825 00:51:23,254 --> 00:51:26,561 - And he said, "Who the fuck is Noelle?" 826 00:51:26,648 --> 00:51:27,867 - Why are you lying? 827 00:51:27,954 --> 00:51:29,564 What did she say to you? 828 00:51:29,651 --> 00:51:30,957 What did she say? 829 00:51:32,263 --> 00:51:33,351 She knows, doesn't she? 830 00:51:34,830 --> 00:51:36,223 - And I said, "Someday you'll know." 831 00:51:38,051 --> 00:51:41,968 - Not about the rallies, about Zach. 832 00:51:47,321 --> 00:51:49,367 - Now, look, I'm not trying to justify bad behavior, 833 00:51:49,454 --> 00:51:53,066 I truly believe that my way is the normal way. 834 00:51:53,153 --> 00:51:56,722 And all these other people trying to be politically correct 835 00:51:56,809 --> 00:51:59,855 and moral and good, they're just exhausting. 836 00:51:59,942 --> 00:52:00,987 Not me. 837 00:52:01,074 --> 00:52:02,119 Oh no, I feel fucking good. 838 00:52:02,206 --> 00:52:04,208 I feel fucking great, actually. 839 00:52:04,295 --> 00:52:06,210 Don't be so hard on yourselves, ladies. 840 00:52:06,297 --> 00:52:09,778 It's not psychological, it's biological. 841 00:52:09,865 --> 00:52:11,824 Why don't you just stop with the campaigns 842 00:52:11,911 --> 00:52:13,347 and the t-shirts declaring 843 00:52:13,434 --> 00:52:16,394 your gender's independence and stop posting 844 00:52:16,481 --> 00:52:18,570 about the sexual harassment in the workplace. 845 00:52:18,657 --> 00:52:21,050 You know that if we stopped harassing you 846 00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:23,183 you'd only feel neglected. 847 00:52:23,270 --> 00:52:26,926 And for god sakes stop running for-- 848 00:52:34,325 --> 00:52:35,804 - Hi. 849 00:52:37,023 --> 00:52:37,850 I forgot what I was saying. 850 00:52:40,940 --> 00:52:41,810 Oh. 851 00:52:43,334 --> 00:52:45,205 Yes. 852 00:52:45,292 --> 00:52:46,337 - What the fuck? 853 00:52:46,424 --> 00:52:48,077 - Wanna kiss? 854 00:52:48,165 --> 00:52:49,644 - Maybe. 855 00:52:49,731 --> 00:52:51,951 - Well, I watched Amelia's videos. 856 00:52:52,038 --> 00:52:54,867 Something more satisfying? 857 00:52:56,042 --> 00:52:56,956 - You offering? 858 00:52:57,043 --> 00:53:00,177 - Read my lips. 859 00:53:01,656 --> 00:53:02,570 - What's the catch? 860 00:53:03,702 --> 00:53:06,008 - So many secrets. 861 00:53:06,095 --> 00:53:09,925 And she, she kept them well. 862 00:53:10,012 --> 00:53:11,057 You don't trust me? 863 00:53:11,144 --> 00:53:12,232 - Not with my dick. 864 00:53:13,494 --> 00:53:14,582 - Something else then? 865 00:53:16,280 --> 00:53:18,064 Aw, you gonna make me beg? 866 00:53:30,337 --> 00:53:31,164 More. 867 00:53:43,263 --> 00:53:45,222 - Are you the one that told me to come here? 868 00:53:45,309 --> 00:53:47,485 - But sometimes secrets aren't meant to be kept. 869 00:53:47,572 --> 00:53:49,922 I was told to come here and make you feel good. 870 00:53:53,099 --> 00:53:54,405 Is it working? 871 00:53:55,971 --> 00:53:57,495 - You're on the right track. 872 00:53:57,582 --> 00:53:59,671 - So when I said that I had a crush on Major. 873 00:54:03,283 --> 00:54:04,458 What I meant was. 874 00:54:11,552 --> 00:54:14,120 I was going to crush Major. 875 00:54:27,133 --> 00:54:29,962 - I had never been in love before. 876 00:54:30,049 --> 00:54:34,227 I always knew I was into girls but no one in particular. 877 00:54:34,314 --> 00:54:36,055 Until her. 878 00:54:36,142 --> 00:54:38,144 Barely ever said a word in the class we had together. 879 00:54:38,231 --> 00:54:40,146 Experimental Film and Digital Media. 880 00:54:41,190 --> 00:54:43,628 Hardly gave anything other than one word answers. 881 00:54:43,715 --> 00:54:47,022 Yes, no. 882 00:54:47,109 --> 00:54:48,415 So that's what I called her. 883 00:54:48,502 --> 00:54:49,895 No. - No. 884 00:54:49,982 --> 00:54:51,897 - She liked that. 885 00:54:51,984 --> 00:54:53,899 She never had a nickname. 886 00:54:53,986 --> 00:54:56,336 No one had ever known her well enough to give her one. 887 00:54:56,423 --> 00:54:59,557 I definitely didn't expect to fall in love with her. 888 00:54:59,644 --> 00:55:02,299 I certainly didn't expect her to love me back. 889 00:55:02,386 --> 00:55:04,431 I told her about my confessional project. 890 00:55:05,911 --> 00:55:07,826 I wanted to put a confessional booth up somewhere 891 00:55:07,913 --> 00:55:11,438 on campus and let people record whatever they wanted. 892 00:55:11,525 --> 00:55:13,310 I've been doing that for awhile now. 893 00:55:13,397 --> 00:55:16,138 I always wanted to look into my own eyes while I filmed 894 00:55:16,225 --> 00:55:17,966 so that I couldn't lie to myself. 895 00:55:19,490 --> 00:55:22,449 You can always tell if somebody is lying through their eyes. 896 00:55:22,536 --> 00:55:24,756 Especially when they're on camera. 897 00:55:24,843 --> 00:55:26,366 I wanted No to be the first one I filmed 898 00:55:26,453 --> 00:55:28,934 for my digital media series confessional. 899 00:55:29,021 --> 00:55:29,978 No said no. 900 00:55:31,110 --> 00:55:32,677 Big surprise. 901 00:55:32,764 --> 00:55:34,200 And now I know why. 902 00:55:34,287 --> 00:55:36,420 She was afraid that I would see her truth 903 00:55:36,507 --> 00:55:38,857 because her truth is emptiness. 904 00:55:40,728 --> 00:55:43,644 I caught her going through my confessional archives 905 00:55:43,731 --> 00:55:45,167 and she began to mimic me. 906 00:55:45,254 --> 00:55:47,953 The way I speak, the way I think. 907 00:55:48,040 --> 00:55:49,346 She wanted to replace me. 908 00:55:50,347 --> 00:55:52,871 That's why she watched my confessions. 909 00:55:52,958 --> 00:55:55,526 To absorb as much of me as possible. 910 00:55:55,613 --> 00:55:59,399 She's watched almost every video, but not this one. 911 00:55:59,486 --> 00:56:00,618 She can never know that I'm st-- 912 00:56:02,228 --> 00:56:04,099 - I've been so stupid. 913 00:56:04,186 --> 00:56:06,972 I should've known exactly who you were when you texted me. 914 00:56:09,061 --> 00:56:10,932 How long have you been planning this? 915 00:56:12,107 --> 00:56:13,544 Since Amelia dumped you? 916 00:56:15,546 --> 00:56:16,764 That's right, Noelle. 917 00:56:17,983 --> 00:56:19,419 I know exactly who you are. 918 00:56:19,506 --> 00:56:20,855 I replaced you. 919 00:56:20,942 --> 00:56:23,597 And you hate me for it, don't you? 920 00:56:23,684 --> 00:56:25,382 - We had some good times together, didn't we? 921 00:56:28,123 --> 00:56:30,561 I helped you when you were heartbroken, remember? 922 00:56:31,953 --> 00:56:33,172 - She told me about you. 923 00:56:34,739 --> 00:56:36,610 - When you came to me you were suicidal. 924 00:56:36,697 --> 00:56:38,786 You wanted Oxy but I refused to sell it to you. 925 00:56:38,873 --> 00:56:40,658 I knew what you planned to do with it. 926 00:56:40,745 --> 00:56:43,182 - She never could've really loved you, you know? 927 00:56:43,269 --> 00:56:44,749 'Cause there never was a you. 928 00:56:46,185 --> 00:56:47,752 - And then we shroomed together. 929 00:56:49,536 --> 00:56:51,495 Your mind opened up. 930 00:56:51,582 --> 00:56:53,932 You realized there's life beyond Amelia. 931 00:56:55,934 --> 00:56:57,457 You don't need her! 932 00:56:57,544 --> 00:56:59,807 - You just attached yourself to her 933 00:56:59,894 --> 00:57:01,287 because she was so alive. 934 00:57:01,374 --> 00:57:04,333 You fed off of her like a parasite. 935 00:57:04,421 --> 00:57:06,597 You would've consumed her if she would've let you. 936 00:57:15,301 --> 00:57:17,521 But you got what you wanted in the end. 937 00:57:17,608 --> 00:57:20,567 She had to pull her festival submission at last second 938 00:57:20,654 --> 00:57:23,352 because you beat her to it. 939 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:26,181 I thought that she should've shown them anyway 940 00:57:26,268 --> 00:57:28,401 and turned you in for plagiarism. 941 00:57:28,488 --> 00:57:31,535 I never got a chance to ask her why she didn't. 942 00:57:31,622 --> 00:57:34,451 I thought it was because she was afraid of you. 943 00:57:34,538 --> 00:57:36,931 Now I think it's because she felt sorry for you. 944 00:57:39,630 --> 00:57:42,284 She thought you were pathetic. 945 00:58:02,653 --> 00:58:04,481 - Why are you doing this to me? 946 00:58:04,568 --> 00:58:06,352 Am I your new Amelia? 947 00:58:06,439 --> 00:58:08,006 No. 948 00:58:08,093 --> 00:58:10,356 I'm not special enough for you, I know that. 949 00:58:12,967 --> 00:58:15,666 Even Amelia wasn't special enough. 950 00:58:15,753 --> 00:58:17,232 That's why she dumped you. 951 00:58:17,319 --> 00:58:18,756 'Cause she was threatened by you. 952 00:58:18,843 --> 00:58:21,367 She thought she was such a revolutionary 953 00:58:21,454 --> 00:58:23,282 with her investigation into Major 954 00:58:23,369 --> 00:58:25,589 and his secret society of misogynists. 955 00:58:25,676 --> 00:58:27,460 Like, what's so secret about the fact 956 00:58:27,547 --> 00:58:30,332 that men think they're superior to women? 957 00:58:30,419 --> 00:58:33,379 Big revelation, Amelia. 958 00:58:34,293 --> 00:58:36,687 Thank you so much for clearing that up for us. 959 00:58:41,953 --> 00:58:44,346 You're the one with the real talent. 960 00:58:48,133 --> 00:58:49,526 You're just getting starting. 961 00:58:51,440 --> 00:58:54,400 I can't wait to see what you do with this. 962 00:58:58,404 --> 00:58:59,840 - Carrie? 963 00:58:59,927 --> 00:59:01,494 - Why are you here? 964 00:59:01,581 --> 00:59:03,278 - I got a text saying if I didn't. 965 00:59:05,411 --> 00:59:09,415 Saying you needed me so I came right away. 966 00:59:09,502 --> 00:59:10,808 Carrie. 967 00:59:10,895 --> 00:59:12,766 Carrie, I know everything about Amelia, 968 00:59:12,853 --> 00:59:14,986 about the fights you go to at night. 969 00:59:15,073 --> 00:59:17,379 You gotta stop before you get hurt. 970 00:59:17,466 --> 00:59:18,467 - I'm already hurt. 971 00:59:20,382 --> 00:59:22,167 I'd rather have broken bones and bruises 972 00:59:22,254 --> 00:59:23,951 than what's inside of me now. 973 00:59:29,609 --> 00:59:30,436 - Okay. 974 00:59:32,569 --> 00:59:34,266 I've been holding something back. 975 00:59:37,878 --> 00:59:40,011 But before I say it I want to remind you 976 00:59:40,098 --> 00:59:41,882 that I am not your enemy. 977 00:59:44,972 --> 00:59:46,931 I told you about Oddson. 978 00:59:48,497 --> 00:59:51,065 If you ask me I don't even know why it's illegal. 979 00:59:51,152 --> 00:59:55,417 Oddson are like, like a souped up caffeine pill. 980 00:59:56,462 --> 00:59:59,770 You take it and for a few hours you feel superhuman. 981 00:59:59,857 --> 01:00:02,599 You're stronger, faster, you feel no pain. 982 01:00:02,686 --> 01:00:05,514 It's particularly effective for fighting. 983 01:00:05,602 --> 01:00:08,039 Oh, even better for fucking. 984 01:00:13,784 --> 01:00:15,220 That's why I gave it to Sai. 985 01:00:16,787 --> 01:00:20,399 - Something happened to me before Amelia died. 986 01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:23,445 Before we were even close. 987 01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:28,015 - We don't, we don't have to talk about it, we don't. 988 01:00:28,102 --> 01:00:31,018 I mean, I'm here for you, but if you don't wanna tell me, 989 01:00:31,105 --> 01:00:32,150 that's okay. - No. 990 01:00:32,237 --> 01:00:33,760 No, I want to, I think I should. 991 01:00:35,153 --> 01:00:36,763 You're my best friend. 992 01:00:36,850 --> 01:00:38,722 Sai, I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you 993 01:00:38,809 --> 01:00:40,419 when you came to school. 994 01:00:40,506 --> 01:00:43,857 I have been a shitty friend and a shitty sister. 995 01:00:44,858 --> 01:00:48,514 I understand why you didn't come to Zach's party with me. 996 01:00:48,601 --> 01:00:49,689 But I wish you had. 997 01:00:49,776 --> 01:00:51,169 I needed my brother. 998 01:00:53,171 --> 01:00:54,651 - Help me understand, Noelle. 999 01:00:55,782 --> 01:00:56,870 Why did Sai buy Oddson? 1000 01:00:57,828 --> 01:00:58,785 Why did he steal the Oxy? 1001 01:00:58,872 --> 01:00:59,830 What did he use it for? 1002 01:01:08,839 --> 01:01:11,363 - I wasn't planning to drink that night. 1003 01:01:12,364 --> 01:01:14,758 I even drove there so I'd have an excuse not to. 1004 01:01:16,716 --> 01:01:19,501 Amelia and I got separated and I was gonna leave 1005 01:01:19,588 --> 01:01:21,373 but then Zach Turner came up to me. 1006 01:01:22,200 --> 01:01:23,897 He offered me a drink. 1007 01:01:23,984 --> 01:01:25,029 He was nice. 1008 01:01:26,595 --> 01:01:27,640 And not at all what I expected him to be 1009 01:01:27,727 --> 01:01:29,033 being the big deal he is. 1010 01:01:30,730 --> 01:01:32,776 So I accepted the drink. 1011 01:01:32,863 --> 01:01:35,126 And you know me with hard liquor. 1012 01:01:35,213 --> 01:01:38,042 By the fourth drink I felt dizzy. 1013 01:01:39,260 --> 01:01:41,959 I might've drank more after that but I don't remember. 1014 01:01:44,788 --> 01:01:48,052 The next morning I woke up in my own bed. 1015 01:01:50,837 --> 01:01:51,795 He was rough. 1016 01:01:53,057 --> 01:01:54,754 I know there's pain at first 1017 01:01:54,841 --> 01:01:58,018 but it's like he wanted to hurt me. 1018 01:02:02,893 --> 01:02:03,720 - Oddson. 1019 01:02:04,677 --> 01:02:05,722 He used it with her. 1020 01:02:05,809 --> 01:02:06,897 That fucking piece of shit. 1021 01:02:10,030 --> 01:02:11,858 - Amelia sensed something was wrong 1022 01:02:11,945 --> 01:02:13,991 but I didn't tell her right away. 1023 01:02:14,078 --> 01:02:16,776 I asked her how I'd gotten home, she said she didn't know. 1024 01:02:16,863 --> 01:02:19,083 She tried to find me but I was gone. 1025 01:02:19,170 --> 01:02:22,695 And then I asked if she'd seen Zach, but she hadn't. 1026 01:02:22,782 --> 01:02:24,566 - So, it was him. 1027 01:02:24,653 --> 01:02:26,699 I mean, that's all guys like that do. 1028 01:02:26,786 --> 01:02:30,007 - Well, kinda what happens to drunk girls who cry rape 1029 01:02:30,094 --> 01:02:31,748 against superstar athletes. 1030 01:02:33,227 --> 01:02:38,102 And then Amelia told me about Cock Fights Back club. 1031 01:02:38,189 --> 01:02:39,146 I had to fight him. 1032 01:02:40,147 --> 01:02:41,583 I didn't think I'd hurt him. 1033 01:02:43,194 --> 01:02:44,848 I just wanted to try. 1034 01:02:44,935 --> 01:02:46,240 Just a little. 1035 01:02:46,327 --> 01:02:49,156 But then before Amelia died she said 1036 01:02:49,243 --> 01:02:50,810 she was sure it wasn't him. 1037 01:02:51,942 --> 01:02:53,291 - I stole from you, Raquel. 1038 01:02:54,466 --> 01:02:55,772 - It was him, Carrie. 1039 01:02:57,469 --> 01:03:01,342 - Or I stole from someone who stole from you. 1040 01:03:01,429 --> 01:03:03,214 - That's the only thing that makes sense. 1041 01:03:03,301 --> 01:03:04,781 - I had my eye on him. 1042 01:03:04,868 --> 01:03:06,391 - If he were here now, if he were alive, 1043 01:03:06,478 --> 01:03:08,088 I would make sure he paid for what he did. 1044 01:03:08,175 --> 01:03:10,003 - But if Amelia was right then Zach was innocent. 1045 01:03:10,090 --> 01:03:11,613 - Innocent guys don't need to drink 1046 01:03:11,700 --> 01:03:13,790 whole bottles of whiskey mixed with Oxycontin! 1047 01:03:14,660 --> 01:03:17,315 - I knew, I knew that he was up to no good. 1048 01:03:19,099 --> 01:03:20,666 - What you need to do now is move forward, Carrie. 1049 01:03:20,753 --> 01:03:22,320 - I bet he's wondering what happened 1050 01:03:22,407 --> 01:03:24,278 to the rest of the Oxy. 1051 01:03:24,365 --> 01:03:26,715 - I will be here for you every step of the way. 1052 01:03:27,891 --> 01:03:30,371 - What did you say about Oxycontin? 1053 01:03:30,458 --> 01:03:32,112 - He didn't use it all on Zach. 1054 01:03:32,199 --> 01:03:33,722 - Nothing. 1055 01:03:33,810 --> 01:03:36,769 - Just enough to get the job done. 1056 01:03:36,856 --> 01:03:39,598 - No, you did. 1057 01:03:39,685 --> 01:03:41,078 You said. 1058 01:03:41,165 --> 01:03:42,688 - Innocent guys don't need to drink 1059 01:03:42,775 --> 01:03:44,516 whole bottles of whiskey mixed with Oxycontin! 1060 01:03:45,778 --> 01:03:47,780 I'm not obsessed with her, I just saw her naked. 1061 01:03:47,867 --> 01:03:48,912 Better than any porn. 1062 01:03:48,999 --> 01:03:50,348 Carrie called me so drunk, 1063 01:03:50,435 --> 01:03:52,350 I went to find her but I followed her. 1064 01:03:52,437 --> 01:03:53,612 I'm not, I'm not obsessed with her. 1065 01:04:01,359 --> 01:04:03,665 - I called you? 1066 01:04:03,752 --> 01:04:06,059 You said you didn't pick me up. 1067 01:04:06,146 --> 01:04:10,107 You picked me up and helped me into my apartment? 1068 01:04:11,935 --> 01:04:14,415 Was I even conscious when you did it? 1069 01:04:15,373 --> 01:04:17,331 - You don't understand. 1070 01:04:17,418 --> 01:04:18,767 You were all over me. 1071 01:04:18,855 --> 01:04:20,465 You were hanging on me. 1072 01:04:21,945 --> 01:04:23,729 - Is that what you told yourself? 1073 01:04:23,816 --> 01:04:27,689 That I got drunk enough to wanna screw my step brother? 1074 01:04:27,776 --> 01:04:31,476 Did I even fight you when you climbed on top of me? 1075 01:04:31,563 --> 01:04:33,739 Is that why I had bruises? 1076 01:04:35,001 --> 01:04:37,961 Why, why would you wanna hurt me? 1077 01:04:39,440 --> 01:04:40,267 - I thought you wanted to do it and. 1078 01:04:41,834 --> 01:04:43,618 And then it went too far and I couldn't stop. 1079 01:04:43,705 --> 01:04:45,185 You don't understand, Carrie! 1080 01:04:45,272 --> 01:04:46,621 You're the only girl who was ever nice to me 1081 01:04:46,708 --> 01:04:48,797 and then we came here and it was like 1082 01:04:49,624 --> 01:04:50,843 I didn't matter anymore. 1083 01:04:50,930 --> 01:04:51,844 Like I was nothing! 1084 01:04:51,931 --> 01:04:54,847 - I'm not a girl, Sai. 1085 01:04:54,934 --> 01:04:56,370 I'm your sister. 1086 01:04:57,589 --> 01:04:59,069 - Carrie, I can make this right. 1087 01:04:59,156 --> 01:05:00,940 I can make it right! 1088 01:05:01,027 --> 01:05:02,463 Please, that's what that's, that's what this is about! 1089 01:05:02,550 --> 01:05:03,769 I can confess and you can forgive me. 1090 01:05:04,813 --> 01:05:06,641 - I will never forgive you. 1091 01:05:08,426 --> 01:05:09,906 How did you get Zach to take Oxy before swimming? 1092 01:05:11,385 --> 01:05:13,605 Did you kill him so I couldn't confront him? 1093 01:05:14,519 --> 01:05:15,476 - No, no. 1094 01:05:15,563 --> 01:05:17,000 No, Major told me to. 1095 01:05:17,087 --> 01:05:18,958 He saw me leaving Zach's party with you and 1096 01:05:20,873 --> 01:05:22,309 he woulda told you if I didn't do what he said. 1097 01:05:22,396 --> 01:05:24,224 - Why, why would Major wanna kill Zach? 1098 01:05:24,311 --> 01:05:25,617 - He didn't, he didn't! 1099 01:05:25,704 --> 01:05:27,053 It was just supposed to be a warning 1100 01:05:27,140 --> 01:05:28,228 and I didn't know what the pills were. 1101 01:05:28,315 --> 01:05:29,360 Not until it was already done. 1102 01:05:32,667 --> 01:05:33,581 I didn't know! 1103 01:05:33,668 --> 01:05:34,974 I swear I'm not lying. 1104 01:05:35,061 --> 01:05:36,715 I'm not lying, I swear! 1105 01:05:36,802 --> 01:05:38,064 I didn't know! 1106 01:05:38,151 --> 01:05:39,805 Stop, I'm not lying! 1107 01:05:39,892 --> 01:05:40,719 I didn't. 1108 01:05:43,940 --> 01:05:45,245 Hit me. 1109 01:05:45,332 --> 01:05:46,551 Hit me like the guys you hit at CFB. 1110 01:05:46,638 --> 01:05:47,987 That's why you go, right? 1111 01:05:48,074 --> 01:05:49,336 Then you'll be able to forgive me. 1112 01:06:03,350 --> 01:06:04,177 Carrie. 1113 01:06:35,165 --> 01:06:36,340 - You. 1114 01:06:36,427 --> 01:06:37,515 - Yeah? 1115 01:06:37,602 --> 01:06:38,516 - Should probably leave first. 1116 01:06:39,734 --> 01:06:40,561 - Really? 1117 01:06:41,432 --> 01:06:42,955 - What? 1118 01:06:43,042 --> 01:06:45,088 - I thought-- - You shouldn't have. 1119 01:07:13,290 --> 01:07:14,508 - So what next, Noelle? 1120 01:07:16,380 --> 01:07:17,990 What else do you want me to say? 1121 01:07:20,166 --> 01:07:21,733 - You don't have to say anything. 1122 01:07:21,820 --> 01:07:24,649 I haven't tell you about Major's confession yet. 1123 01:07:27,913 --> 01:07:29,436 - This is unexpected. 1124 01:07:35,964 --> 01:07:37,009 - Hello, Major. 1125 01:07:37,096 --> 01:07:38,489 - Who the hell are you? 1126 01:07:38,576 --> 01:07:40,012 - Hello, Major, Major, Major, Major, 1127 01:07:40,099 --> 01:07:41,361 Major Major, Major - Who the hell are you? 1128 01:07:41,448 --> 01:07:42,971 Come here and let me out - Major, Major, Major. 1129 01:07:43,059 --> 01:07:44,408 - Of this fucking thing! - Major, Major, Major, 1130 01:07:44,495 --> 01:07:45,148 Major, Major, Major, Major, Major. 1131 01:07:47,498 --> 01:07:50,240 Better not move or you'll rip it off. 1132 01:07:50,327 --> 01:07:51,850 - What did you do to me? 1133 01:07:51,937 --> 01:07:55,854 - I set a trap and you fell in dick first. 1134 01:07:55,941 --> 01:07:57,421 - What did you put on me? 1135 01:07:57,508 --> 01:07:59,205 - Oh, the cage? 1136 01:07:59,292 --> 01:08:01,642 Uh, it's an interesting device I found on the internet. 1137 01:08:01,729 --> 01:08:04,558 It'll keep you behaving yourself until I'm done with you. 1138 01:08:05,429 --> 01:08:06,691 - Fucking cunt. 1139 01:08:07,909 --> 01:08:10,042 - Be careful with what you say, Major. 1140 01:08:10,129 --> 01:08:11,783 I am pretty sensitive right now. 1141 01:08:11,870 --> 01:08:14,394 It's day two of my period, I'm kind of emotional. 1142 01:08:14,481 --> 01:08:15,787 - Fuck you. 1143 01:08:15,874 --> 01:08:17,789 - I don't think you would fuck me 1144 01:08:17,876 --> 01:08:21,488 even if I had the most inviting pussy on the planet. 1145 01:08:22,663 --> 01:08:25,057 See, I know what you crave. 1146 01:08:25,144 --> 01:08:26,885 I know all your secrets. 1147 01:08:28,452 --> 01:08:30,628 - And who are you? 1148 01:08:30,715 --> 01:08:32,978 - I'm an artist like Amelia. 1149 01:08:34,284 --> 01:08:35,328 But more evolved. 1150 01:08:36,938 --> 01:08:39,376 You see, she thought film was her medium, 1151 01:08:39,463 --> 01:08:42,640 but that's just how she captured the real art. 1152 01:08:42,727 --> 01:08:45,817 People are my art. 1153 01:08:45,904 --> 01:08:48,385 And I've been learning how to use interesting people 1154 01:08:48,472 --> 01:08:52,998 like you how to manipulate. 1155 01:08:53,085 --> 01:08:55,043 Manipulate my medium. 1156 01:08:56,044 --> 01:08:58,482 This booth is my canvas. 1157 01:09:00,353 --> 01:09:04,227 You, the others; June, Garrett, Sai, 1158 01:09:04,314 --> 01:09:06,881 Carrie, Raquel, Amelia and Zach. 1159 01:09:08,753 --> 01:09:10,102 You're all my paint. 1160 01:09:11,973 --> 01:09:15,194 - Okay, you're an artist, I'm your paint. 1161 01:09:15,281 --> 01:09:17,065 What do you plan on painting with me? 1162 01:09:17,153 --> 01:09:19,590 - The truth. 1163 01:09:19,677 --> 01:09:22,549 The truth will set you free. 1164 01:09:23,811 --> 01:09:27,163 And don't you wanna be free, Major? 1165 01:09:39,349 --> 01:09:41,438 - Are we really doing this? 1166 01:09:41,525 --> 01:09:42,395 - Why not? 1167 01:09:44,267 --> 01:09:47,270 And we both want to and you know I won't tell anyone. 1168 01:09:47,357 --> 01:09:49,750 And I know you won't either. 1169 01:09:51,012 --> 01:09:51,839 - Wait, wait. 1170 01:09:54,102 --> 01:09:56,888 Can we just, I don't know, talk for a minute? 1171 01:09:58,237 --> 01:09:59,064 - After. 1172 01:10:00,065 --> 01:10:01,153 I need this first. 1173 01:10:01,240 --> 01:10:03,677 I mean, I might lose my nerve. 1174 01:10:05,375 --> 01:10:06,202 - Yeah. 1175 01:10:07,246 --> 01:10:08,900 Yeah, okay. 1176 01:10:12,860 --> 01:10:14,166 - Where did you get the Zach video? 1177 01:10:14,253 --> 01:10:15,167 - Not important. - Where the fuck 1178 01:10:15,254 --> 01:10:17,038 did you get it? 1179 01:10:17,125 --> 01:10:19,780 - If you must know, I got it off of Amelia's computer. 1180 01:10:21,173 --> 01:10:22,043 - How did she know? 1181 01:10:22,130 --> 01:10:23,175 - Oh, how did she know? 1182 01:10:23,262 --> 01:10:25,003 That while you present yourself 1183 01:10:25,090 --> 01:10:28,615 as a messiah of misogyny you were secretly 1184 01:10:28,702 --> 01:10:32,706 getting your dick sucked by every willing male on campus. 1185 01:10:32,793 --> 01:10:34,404 Especially the supposedly straight ones. 1186 01:10:34,491 --> 01:10:35,840 Oh! 1187 01:10:35,927 --> 01:10:37,189 And then filming them to make sure 1188 01:10:37,276 --> 01:10:38,408 that they would keep your secret. 1189 01:10:41,280 --> 01:10:44,675 Zach was in love with you. 1190 01:10:44,762 --> 01:10:45,937 You know that, right? 1191 01:10:48,374 --> 01:10:49,810 Or maybe he was obsessed. 1192 01:10:51,421 --> 01:10:53,988 I mean, you were his first foray into being 1193 01:10:54,075 --> 01:10:55,555 who he really is. 1194 01:10:57,514 --> 01:10:59,080 And that was meaningful to him. 1195 01:11:01,126 --> 01:11:01,866 - I'm not gay. 1196 01:11:01,953 --> 01:11:03,171 - Oh no, no, no. 1197 01:11:03,259 --> 01:11:04,390 I don't think that. 1198 01:11:04,477 --> 01:11:06,044 And you're not bisexual either. 1199 01:11:06,131 --> 01:11:07,350 You're dominant. 1200 01:11:07,437 --> 01:11:09,003 That's it. 1201 01:11:09,090 --> 01:11:11,876 If being dominant was a sexual orientation, 1202 01:11:11,963 --> 01:11:14,226 that is what you would be. 1203 01:11:14,313 --> 01:11:17,185 Although you do have a taste for the alpha males. 1204 01:11:18,622 --> 01:11:20,232 Yeah. 1205 01:11:20,319 --> 01:11:21,668 They're more of a challenge. 1206 01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:25,977 It's more satisfying. 1207 01:11:27,326 --> 01:11:31,722 To get them on their knees to the point where they submit. 1208 01:11:33,376 --> 01:11:34,986 Zach was different, though. 1209 01:11:35,073 --> 01:11:36,944 He wanted more from you. 1210 01:11:37,031 --> 01:11:40,992 And he saw something in you worth loving. 1211 01:11:41,993 --> 01:11:44,735 You broke his heart when you threatened him 1212 01:11:44,822 --> 01:11:46,171 with that video. 1213 01:11:46,258 --> 01:11:48,565 Are you even capable of loving anyone? 1214 01:11:50,480 --> 01:11:51,394 I wasn't. 1215 01:11:55,049 --> 01:11:56,312 And then I was. 1216 01:11:58,401 --> 01:11:59,315 And now she's gone. 1217 01:12:00,881 --> 01:12:01,926 - So are you going to let me go now? 1218 01:12:02,013 --> 01:12:03,580 - Not until you confess. 1219 01:12:03,667 --> 01:12:04,711 - Confess to what? 1220 01:12:04,798 --> 01:12:05,799 You already know everything! 1221 01:12:05,886 --> 01:12:06,626 - Yes! 1222 01:12:06,713 --> 01:12:07,801 Yes, I do! 1223 01:12:07,888 --> 01:12:09,934 I know everything, everything! 1224 01:12:10,021 --> 01:12:12,545 But I need, I need to hear you say it. 1225 01:12:12,632 --> 01:12:13,503 - Say what? 1226 01:12:13,590 --> 01:12:15,461 - That you killed Zach! 1227 01:12:15,548 --> 01:12:16,419 - What? 1228 01:12:16,506 --> 01:12:17,594 No, he drowned. 1229 01:12:17,681 --> 01:12:18,769 It was an accident. 1230 01:12:24,688 --> 01:12:25,645 - All right. 1231 01:12:25,732 --> 01:12:26,951 All right, Major. 1232 01:12:27,038 --> 01:12:29,910 Well, you made your choice. 1233 01:12:30,868 --> 01:12:33,349 - Wait, aren't you going to let me go? 1234 01:12:34,524 --> 01:12:38,789 - You never confessed and you knew the rules. 1235 01:12:38,876 --> 01:12:42,880 It's the same as the others: truth or consequences. 1236 01:12:44,969 --> 01:12:46,405 You chose consequences. 1237 01:12:52,672 --> 01:12:55,588 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no! 1238 01:12:55,675 --> 01:12:57,155 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait! 1239 01:12:57,242 --> 01:12:58,112 Come back, come back. 1240 01:12:58,199 --> 01:12:59,679 I'll tell you anything. 1241 01:12:59,766 --> 01:13:03,857 I'll confess it all! 1242 01:13:18,394 --> 01:13:19,177 - Major. 1243 01:13:20,787 --> 01:13:23,964 - Like I said, he chose consequences. 1244 01:13:29,274 --> 01:13:31,145 - Can you tell me where you are right now? 1245 01:13:31,232 --> 01:13:32,495 - Close enough. 1246 01:13:33,583 --> 01:13:35,019 - Tell me where, I'll come to you. 1247 01:13:35,106 --> 01:13:37,195 - No, I want you to listen. 1248 01:13:37,282 --> 01:13:38,501 - Noelle, I'll listen better in person 1249 01:13:38,588 --> 01:13:39,676 when I know you're safe. 1250 01:13:39,763 --> 01:13:42,374 - I am not gonna hurt myself. 1251 01:13:44,289 --> 01:13:45,464 You don't have to worry. 1252 01:13:48,162 --> 01:13:49,729 Don't you understand? 1253 01:13:49,816 --> 01:13:51,601 I'm doing all of this so that I can be free. 1254 01:13:54,168 --> 01:13:58,521 Truth and consequences, I am ready to face them, 1255 01:13:58,608 --> 01:13:59,913 whatever they are. 1256 01:14:00,000 --> 01:14:03,221 Garrett, June, Major, Sai, even Carrie. 1257 01:14:03,308 --> 01:14:08,313 I invited them all here so they could confess their truth 1258 01:14:10,184 --> 01:14:12,622 and they could hear the confessions of others but 1259 01:14:13,753 --> 01:14:16,974 do you know why I invited you here, Raquel? 1260 01:14:18,454 --> 01:14:19,367 - Where are you? 1261 01:14:21,674 --> 01:14:26,679 - I invited you here to hear my confession. 1262 01:14:34,731 --> 01:14:37,081 I could never stop loving Amelia. 1263 01:14:37,168 --> 01:14:38,430 She made me come alive. 1264 01:14:40,301 --> 01:14:42,608 She saw something in me that no one else did. 1265 01:14:53,706 --> 01:14:55,839 - Shouldn't you be the one in this seat, Noelle? 1266 01:14:56,927 --> 01:14:57,928 - You first. 1267 01:15:00,147 --> 01:15:01,671 - You said that if I let you come over 1268 01:15:01,758 --> 01:15:04,151 that you would confess to everything on camera. 1269 01:15:04,238 --> 01:15:06,458 That you would confess to stealing my ideas. 1270 01:15:07,372 --> 01:15:09,983 It's the only reason why I left my door open to you. 1271 01:15:12,116 --> 01:15:12,943 - Here. 1272 01:15:15,293 --> 01:15:16,076 It's for you. 1273 01:15:19,297 --> 01:15:23,693 I made it just how you like it: hazelnut creamer. 1274 01:15:23,780 --> 01:15:25,608 - You forgot the three and a half sugars. 1275 01:15:26,609 --> 01:15:27,392 - Did I? 1276 01:15:35,835 --> 01:15:36,662 - No. 1277 01:15:38,011 --> 01:15:38,838 You didn't. 1278 01:15:41,058 --> 01:15:41,885 You never do. 1279 01:15:43,930 --> 01:15:45,453 - Think she saw herself in me. 1280 01:15:47,891 --> 01:15:49,327 - Stop with the games and just tell me 1281 01:15:49,414 --> 01:15:51,590 what I need to hear and leave! 1282 01:15:51,677 --> 01:15:53,287 - I'm gonna give you what you want Amelia, 1283 01:15:53,374 --> 01:15:55,333 I'm gonna confess everything that I did to you. 1284 01:15:56,247 --> 01:15:57,596 And more. 1285 01:15:57,683 --> 01:15:59,598 I mean, I'm gonna tell you about stuff 1286 01:15:59,685 --> 01:16:01,644 that you don't even know about. 1287 01:16:01,731 --> 01:16:04,690 Every secret, every betrayal, every lie. 1288 01:16:04,777 --> 01:16:07,867 But you have to do something for me first. 1289 01:16:07,954 --> 01:16:08,781 But I. 1290 01:16:12,959 --> 01:16:14,700 I took it too far. 1291 01:16:14,787 --> 01:16:17,181 You have to admit you're still in love with me. 1292 01:16:18,399 --> 01:16:19,618 - Noelle, you can't be. 1293 01:16:19,705 --> 01:16:21,315 - I am, though. 1294 01:16:21,402 --> 01:16:22,752 And I want you to say it. 1295 01:16:22,839 --> 01:16:24,710 And I want you to mean it. 1296 01:16:27,365 --> 01:16:28,192 And I always do. 1297 01:16:30,063 --> 01:16:30,890 - No. 1298 01:16:32,805 --> 01:16:33,632 I can't. 1299 01:16:37,157 --> 01:16:37,941 I don't. 1300 01:16:41,901 --> 01:16:43,555 - That's what I thought you'd say. 1301 01:16:46,776 --> 01:16:50,170 You know, I wish I was wrong, but I know you, Amelia, 1302 01:16:51,258 --> 01:16:53,086 and you never lie. 1303 01:16:54,566 --> 01:16:55,872 And I wanna be like you. 1304 01:16:56,786 --> 01:16:59,702 I do, I wanna tell the truth. 1305 01:17:01,573 --> 01:17:04,054 You're starting to feel it now, aren't you? 1306 01:17:05,925 --> 01:17:06,752 - What? 1307 01:17:08,798 --> 01:17:10,669 - It's a good thing you like so much sugar in your coffee, 1308 01:17:10,756 --> 01:17:12,845 otherwise you might've detected the flavor. 1309 01:17:14,064 --> 01:17:14,891 They're bitter. 1310 01:17:15,805 --> 01:17:16,849 You prefer sweet. 1311 01:17:29,557 --> 01:17:32,648 I'm glad that you didn't lie, Amelia. 1312 01:17:34,127 --> 01:17:35,651 That would've been beneath you. 1313 01:17:39,393 --> 01:17:40,481 But now you know. 1314 01:17:42,092 --> 01:17:44,268 And you know the worst thing that I ever did I. 1315 01:17:48,576 --> 01:17:49,447 I killed you. 1316 01:17:52,015 --> 01:17:53,364 So I could become you. 1317 01:17:55,322 --> 01:17:58,978 So that you'd always be inside me and we could be together. 1318 01:17:59,936 --> 01:18:02,547 And that's what I came here to confess. 1319 01:18:03,374 --> 01:18:04,941 I came here to confess it to you. 1320 01:18:05,028 --> 01:18:09,510 That the worst thing I ever did was I killed 1321 01:18:09,597 --> 01:18:12,688 the only person who I could ever love. 1322 01:18:22,567 --> 01:18:24,221 Why are you smiling? 1323 01:18:28,007 --> 01:18:31,445 - Do you want to hear my last confession? 1324 01:18:37,190 --> 01:18:39,192 I always tell the truth. 1325 01:18:41,499 --> 01:18:43,153 - Yes, you do. 1326 01:18:43,240 --> 01:18:44,328 You do. 1327 01:18:44,415 --> 01:18:46,417 You, you, you never lie. 1328 01:18:48,419 --> 01:18:49,594 - I never lie. 1329 01:18:52,423 --> 01:18:57,428 Except to the one person that I could ever love. 1330 01:19:05,915 --> 01:19:10,615 - I just wanted to hear her say it one more time. 1331 01:19:10,702 --> 01:19:13,183 That. 1332 01:19:13,270 --> 01:19:14,445 That she loved me. 1333 01:19:17,448 --> 01:19:18,666 Then I could let her go. 1334 01:19:25,935 --> 01:19:27,980 Then we could be free. 1335 01:19:36,075 --> 01:19:37,294 Now you know the truth. 1336 01:19:41,646 --> 01:19:44,475 Now you know me as well as I knew Amelia. 1337 01:19:46,129 --> 01:19:47,304 She's a part of me. 1338 01:19:49,567 --> 01:19:50,829 And now I'm a part of you. 1339 01:19:58,576 --> 01:19:59,969 - You gonna turn Sai in? 1340 01:20:00,056 --> 01:20:01,448 - I've done my part. 1341 01:20:01,535 --> 01:20:02,885 The rest is up to Carrie. 1342 01:20:03,842 --> 01:20:04,756 - He's toast. 1343 01:20:08,629 --> 01:20:10,022 What about Major, is he gonna be? 1344 01:20:10,109 --> 01:20:11,894 - Well, some things can be reattached 1345 01:20:11,981 --> 01:20:14,897 but only if they're in your possession. 1346 01:20:54,284 --> 01:20:56,590 - Worried I'm gonna turn you in? 1347 01:20:56,677 --> 01:20:57,504 - You wouldn't. 1348 01:20:59,724 --> 01:21:01,378 - You don't know me. 1349 01:21:02,988 --> 01:21:03,946 - Yes, I do. 1350 01:21:12,650 --> 01:21:15,305 - So no one's gonna know the truth about all this. 1351 01:21:15,392 --> 01:21:17,785 - Truth or consequences. 1352 01:21:17,873 --> 01:21:19,918 I mean, that's the choice that I gave you. 1353 01:21:21,093 --> 01:21:22,181 But here's the thing. 1354 01:21:23,748 --> 01:21:26,838 There is no truth without consequences. 1355 01:21:28,927 --> 01:21:31,321 - Does that mean you're gonna turn yourself in? 1356 01:21:31,408 --> 01:21:33,149 - Now wouldn't that be a boring 1357 01:21:33,236 --> 01:21:35,760 and unworthy end to our story? 1358 01:21:41,766 --> 01:21:43,028 - What are you gonna do then? 1359 01:21:44,943 --> 01:21:46,945 How are you gonna face your consequences? 1360 01:21:49,165 --> 01:21:51,863 What are you gonna do with our confessions? 1361 01:22:51,705 --> 01:22:55,753 ♪ You tell me to look at the night sky ♪ 1362 01:22:55,840 --> 01:22:59,931 ♪ I prefer to look at the bright side ♪ 1363 01:23:00,018 --> 01:23:03,891 ♪ In the darkness no rules to abide ♪ 1364 01:23:03,979 --> 01:23:05,937 ♪ Strong like music ♪ 1365 01:23:06,024 --> 01:23:08,070 ♪ Tough like rawhide ♪ 1366 01:23:08,157 --> 01:23:12,074 ♪ You tell me to look at the night sky ♪ 1367 01:23:12,161 --> 01:23:16,252 ♪ I prefer to look at the bright side ♪ 1368 01:23:16,339 --> 01:23:20,256 ♪ In the darkness no rules to abide ♪ 1369 01:23:20,343 --> 01:23:22,301 ♪ Strong like music ♪ 1370 01:23:22,388 --> 01:23:25,478 ♪ Tough like rawhide ♪ 1371 01:23:40,928 --> 01:23:44,976 ♪ You tell me to look at the bright side ♪ 1372 01:23:45,063 --> 01:23:48,980 ♪ I prefer to look at the night sky ♪ 1373 01:23:49,067 --> 01:23:53,115 ♪ In the darkness no rules to abide ♪ 1374 01:23:53,202 --> 01:23:55,073 ♪ Strong like music ♪ 1375 01:23:55,160 --> 01:23:57,162 ♪ Tough like rawhide ♪ 1376 01:23:57,249 --> 01:24:01,253 ♪ You tell me to look at the bright side ♪ 1377 01:24:01,340 --> 01:24:05,344 ♪ I prefer to look at the night sky ♪ 1378 01:24:05,431 --> 01:24:09,479 ♪ In the darkness no rules to abide ♪ 1379 01:24:09,566 --> 01:24:11,437 ♪ Strong like music ♪ 1380 01:24:11,524 --> 01:24:16,529 ♪ Tough like rawhide ♪ 1381 01:24:17,748 --> 01:24:19,663 ♪ Strong like music ♪ 1382 01:24:19,750 --> 01:24:24,755 ♪ Tough like rawhide ♪ 1383 01:24:26,017 --> 01:24:27,932 ♪ Strong like music ♪ 1384 01:24:28,019 --> 01:24:31,066 ♪ Tough like rawhide ♪ 1385 01:24:46,777 --> 01:24:50,433 ♪ You tell me to look at the night sky ♪ 1386 01:24:50,520 --> 01:24:54,611 ♪ I prefer to look at the bright side ♪ 1387 01:24:54,698 --> 01:24:58,702 ♪ In the darkness no rules to abide ♪ 1388 01:24:58,789 --> 01:25:00,747 ♪ Strong like music ♪ 1389 01:25:00,834 --> 01:25:03,968 ♪ Tough like rawhide ♪