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♪ Tell me your story ♪

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♪ Show me your pain ♪

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♪ Teach me how to find
the healing river again ♪

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♪ Where is the water that
first made me whole ♪

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♪ Where is the potter
that can remake my soul ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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- The canal was right out there.

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Gone now.

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They paved over it.

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So, no more water.

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Now, we brew coffee,
the best in Cincinnati.

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Notice how it says "Hebrews".

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Or, in this case "she-brews".

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Ah-dit-dit!

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- Hey, Mama!

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- Taylor!

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Are you looking for sex or love?

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- Um...

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Both?

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- Get the order right, honey!

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There's an extra pair
of pants in the locker.

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- Okay.

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- Oh, d...

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- Is she your mom?

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- No.

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- Is she her mom?

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- No.

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But don't tell her that.

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- Frittatas up, Mama Bear.

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- Blessings til it hurts.

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- Forgive me,
father, for I have sinned.

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- What now?

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- I told Michael he
had to close up tonight

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because I needed to make more mugs.

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I lied.

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We don't need no stinkin' mugs.

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- And you lied because...

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- Because he wants to move out, Peter!

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He was gonna go look at apartments!

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I mean, he just graduate, for Pete's...

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For your sake.

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What's the rush?

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- Life.

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He's 18, Ingrid.

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You moved out when you were 18.

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- Yeah, and look how I turned out.

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- You turned out great!

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And so has Michael.

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He's my favorite nephew.

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- He's your only nephew.

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- Nothing is gonna happen to him.

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- Who died and made you God?

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You can't promise that.

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- Look, I've got vespers.

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Talk to you tomorrow?

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- You're my well, Peter.

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- Yeah, well...

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the well has to refill sometimes.

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When did you become so cautious, Ing?

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I mean, you used to adopt everything

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that came through the door, and...

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Now it's just Michael and your cubs.

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What about the rest of the world?

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- Have you seen the rest
of the world lately?

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- Is it heroin?

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- Try it out.

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- Goodnight Rose.

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Goodnight Michael.

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Hey, good luck in college.

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- Hey, thanks!

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- You sure?

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- We got it, Nadine.

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- Rose, you know that grill
needs a good cleaning.

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- I know how to clean the grill.

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- Hm!

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- Hey.

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So, I'm the brash but charming singer

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you're all gonna fall in love with

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so they actually pay me to play this time.

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Hey!

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So, my dad was this really
pissed off Irish guy, right?

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Liked to smash things up.

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So I wrote this song about him.

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♪ Well the sun comes up
and the moon goes down ♪

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♪ And we work all day for barely a crown ♪

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♪ And the time comes along ♪

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♪ And the time goes away ♪

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♪ And we spend our lives
with nothing to say ♪

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♪ So give me a gun ♪

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♪ Give me a knife ♪

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♪ Give me a reason to not take your life ♪

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♪ You killed my friends
and my brothers as well ♪

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♪ You may kill me but
we'll both go to hell ♪

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♪ La da die die da da
die die die die die die ♪

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♪ La da die da die die die die die die ♪

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♪ La da die die da da
die die da die die die ♪

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♪ Lie da die die da die die ♪

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♪ La da die die da da
die die da die die die ♪

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♪ And the rain will be coming down fast ♪

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- You gotta try mine too.

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- Hey, cute ladies.

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- Ooh!

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What's up, big guy?

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- How old are you, kid?

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- I'm older than I look.

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- Yeah, right.

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So am I!

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And so's my license,
which I'd like to keep!

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♪ There's a paradox to livin' ♪

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♪ 'Cause the way to
get is just by givin' ♪

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♪ 'Cause the way to
live is just by dying ♪

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♪ And the way to find love
stop trying and just ♪

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♪ Love ♪

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- I use a hairbrush.

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- Hey, girl!

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- This it totally not what
my mom is paying us for.

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- I know.

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Totally irresponsible, Michael.

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- Dang.

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I'm supposed to be the responsible one.

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You're still in high school, but I...

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- I have to go study for my SATs,

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since I'm still in high school!

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- Joke.

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Hey, joke.

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Joke.

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You're 10 times as
responsible as I am, and...

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way hotter, too.

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What?

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- You're leaving.

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- Three and a half miles.

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Xavier University is three
and a half miles away.

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- It's another world.

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- I'm not goin' anywhere.

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I swear.

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- I still have to go.

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- Evening.

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- May the
Lord who frees you from sin

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save you and raise you up.

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- I'm sorry, Father.

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Can you...

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This one's DOA.

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- Yeah, that's fine.

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- Michael?

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- Ma'am.

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Mrs. Ambelin?

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- Yes, I'm trying to find my son!

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- You were supposed to check in

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at the...
- No, no, no.

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I'm looking for Michael.

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I'm Mrs. Ambelin!

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I'm looking for my son!

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Peter, where's Michael?

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Why can't I see Michael?

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What's going on?

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Peter!

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- Ingrid.

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- I need to see Michael!

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Just...
- Mrs. Ambelin?

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Your son was DO...

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He passed.

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25 minutes ago.

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- There must be some mistake.

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No.

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Please, I just need to see him.

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You have to let me see him.

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Peter, please tell her.

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Please tell her that I need to see my son.

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- Another young man's
car jumped a curb and...

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He didn't suffer.

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- It can't...

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be.

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Is that him?

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Ma'am, you can't go in there.

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- Is that who murdered my son?

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And he gets to live?

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He!

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He gets to live!

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Why does he get to live?

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Why does he get to live?

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- Hey, Mom, there was a total mix-up.

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♪ Tell me your story ♪

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♪ Show me your pain ♪

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♪ Teach me how to find
that healing river again ♪

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♪ Where is the water that
first made me whole ♪

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♪ Where is the potter
that can remake my soul ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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- Why do you get to live?

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♪ Lord I've been drifting ♪

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♪ And I don't know why ♪

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♪ When did this world
get so barren and dry ♪

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♪ Where is the water ♪

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♪ That first made me whole ♪

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- Ha!

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Match that Papa Pete!
♪ Where is the potter ♪

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♪ That can remake my soul ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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- No problem.

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♪ Oh ♪

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♪ Oh ♪

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- Anything at all, just call me.

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- Love you.

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Bye, sweetie.

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Thanks.

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You see this?

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- I saw the obituary.

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- No.

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No, no, no.

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The local section, Peter!

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They put them together like they were...

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brothers or something!

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We have gotta make sure

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that he never hurts anyone again!

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- Mr. Longerman.

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- Dave.

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Do we...

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- Thank you for doing this.

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I know prosecutors have long hours.

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- And short lives.

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- My sister, Ingrid Ambelin.

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- Mrs. Ambelin, I'm so sorry.

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- So am I!

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Is there any chance for death?

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- Uh, no.

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It's vehicular homicide,
Mrs. Ambelin, so...

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- He was stoned out of his mind!

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- Yes, and that will be in the charges.

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A DUI and driving under
a suspended license

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is aggravated vehicular.

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Plus, if he has any other priors,

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normally I'd go for up to 20 years.

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- Normally?

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- The defendant is a juvenile.

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Well, he's 17.

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- So, what, it's a prank?

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Kids'll be kids?

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- No.

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But it will be handled differently.

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The CPS is involved.

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Plus, the defendant, Alec
McCortland, is a foster child.

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So, Job and Family Services is involved.

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They've already assigned
him a Guardian Ad Litem.

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- So, where's he now, at a party?

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- Ingrid.

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- No, it's okay.

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He's being booked into 50/50.

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It's juvenile detention
at 5050 Reynolds Avenue.

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- Kid jail?

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- Basically, yeah.

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- Then what?

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- He'll stay there
through his trial and sentencing.

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- Then what?

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- Look.

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He's not jut a foster kid.

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He's a bad egg.

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He bailed on his last family,

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stole all of their
prescription painkillers,

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and just disappeared about a month ago.

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Stopped going to school, has
a history of substance abuse.

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Rehab didn't stick.

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- Surprise, surprise!

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- If all they do is detox,
all they do is retox.

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- So...

271
00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:13,549
What happens now?

272
00:18:13,550 --> 00:18:14,750
- I get him tried as an adult.

273
00:18:21,307 --> 00:18:22,466
McCortland agreed to waive his right

274
00:18:22,467 --> 00:18:23,300
to an amenability hearing,

275
00:18:23,301 --> 00:18:26,737
so this should be pure...

276
00:18:33,620 --> 00:18:35,129
- All rise.

277
00:18:35,130 --> 00:18:37,699
Hamilton County Youth
Court is now in session.

278
00:18:37,700 --> 00:18:40,483
The Honorable Judge
Hua-Ling Graham presiding.

279
00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:44,840
- Good morning.

280
00:18:44,841 --> 00:18:47,379
This bindover hearing is now in session.

281
00:18:47,380 --> 00:18:48,589
This is a closed hearing.

282
00:18:48,590 --> 00:18:50,409
The only persons allowed in the courtroom

283
00:18:50,410 --> 00:18:53,009
are those directly involved in the case.

284
00:18:53,010 --> 00:18:54,010
Please be seated.

285
00:18:57,700 --> 00:19:00,119
There are three criteria in determining

286
00:19:00,120 --> 00:19:02,149
whether the defendant, Alec McCortland,

287
00:19:02,150 --> 00:19:06,759
is to be tried as an adult:
age, seriousness of offense,

288
00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:11,523
and prior record, which it
seems I have almost nothing on.

289
00:19:13,190 --> 00:19:15,043
Councils, please approach the bench.

290
00:19:21,070 --> 00:19:23,109
Council Longerman, how did we get here

291
00:19:23,110 --> 00:19:25,149
without an amenability hearing?

292
00:19:25,150 --> 00:19:28,349
- I have a signed waiver
for the accused, Your Honor.

293
00:19:28,350 --> 00:19:30,049
- And why wasn't this expressly stated

294
00:19:30,050 --> 00:19:30,966
in the record beforehand?

295
00:19:30,967 --> 00:19:33,729
Council Gitdmeier, I'm sorry,

296
00:19:33,730 --> 00:19:35,539
do you have someplace
else you'd rather be?

297
00:19:35,540 --> 00:19:36,373
- No, Your Honor.

298
00:19:36,374 --> 00:19:38,846
It's just that Mr. McCortland...

299
00:19:38,847 --> 00:19:41,209
he signed the waiver against my council.

300
00:19:41,210 --> 00:19:43,899
- Rule Three of the Ohio
Rules of Juvenile Procedures

301
00:19:43,900 --> 00:19:45,829
says that the accused
may relinquish his rights

302
00:19:45,830 --> 00:19:48,749
to be tried as a juvenile only
with permission of the court

303
00:19:48,750 --> 00:19:51,179
after we have determined that the juvenile

304
00:19:51,180 --> 00:19:53,519
understands the
consequences of that action!

305
00:19:53,520 --> 00:19:56,122
That's what amenability
hearings are for, gentlemen!

306
00:19:56,123 --> 00:19:59,319
- I know, Your Honor, but
it isn't required if...

307
00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:00,153
Look.

308
00:20:00,154 --> 00:20:01,219
McCortland understands.

309
00:20:01,220 --> 00:20:02,499
Trust me.

310
00:20:02,500 --> 00:20:04,069
I mean, he may be a smart a...

311
00:20:04,070 --> 00:20:05,149
He's not stupid.

312
00:20:05,150 --> 00:20:05,983
- Well, gosh.

313
00:20:05,983 --> 00:20:06,816
We have your testimony.

314
00:20:06,817 --> 00:20:07,973
What else do we need?

315
00:20:09,910 --> 00:20:11,099
And there's no legal guardian.

316
00:20:11,100 --> 00:20:12,289
Is that correct?

317
00:20:12,290 --> 00:20:13,230
- No, Your Honor.

318
00:20:13,231 --> 00:20:16,173
There is a Guardian ad Litem
from Job and Family Services.

319
00:20:19,230 --> 00:20:20,220
- Excuse me!

320
00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:21,053
You!

321
00:20:21,053 --> 00:20:21,886
Guardian!

322
00:20:21,887 --> 00:20:24,219
Lose the phone now!

323
00:20:24,220 --> 00:20:25,217
- Why does the kid have to agree?

324
00:20:25,218 --> 00:20:28,169
Why don't they just put a robe on him?

325
00:20:28,170 --> 00:20:30,339
- Defense respectfully
requests that Your Honor

326
00:20:30,340 --> 00:20:32,229
overrule Mr. McCortland's waiver,

327
00:20:32,230 --> 00:20:34,499
in so much as the defendant's psych eval

328
00:20:34,500 --> 00:20:36,339
shows that he suffers from ADD

329
00:20:36,340 --> 00:20:38,329
with comorbid symptoms of OCD.

330
00:20:38,330 --> 00:20:40,749
- Just because he watches birds
and washes his hands a lot

331
00:20:40,750 --> 00:20:42,136
doesn't mean that he's a...

332
00:20:42,137 --> 00:20:42,970
- Stop!

333
00:20:42,970 --> 00:20:43,803
Just stop.

334
00:20:43,804 --> 00:20:45,809
You both have done shotty
work here, gentlemen,

335
00:20:45,810 --> 00:20:47,959
just plain shotty!

336
00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:48,960
Sit down!

337
00:20:49,740 --> 00:20:50,740
Now!

338
00:20:55,540 --> 00:20:57,069
I am enjoined by juvenile law

339
00:20:57,070 --> 00:20:58,539
to determine whether this young man

340
00:20:58,540 --> 00:21:01,039
knowingly, voluntarily, and intelligently

341
00:21:01,040 --> 00:21:03,119
waived his right to an
amenability hearing.

342
00:21:03,120 --> 00:21:04,819
I do not find the facts compelling.

343
00:21:04,820 --> 00:21:06,019
- Not compelling?

344
00:21:06,020 --> 00:21:07,789
He murdered my son!

345
00:21:07,790 --> 00:21:08,623
- Ingrid, Ingrid...

346
00:21:08,624 --> 00:21:11,449
- Alec McCortland will
be tried as a juvenile.

347
00:21:11,450 --> 00:21:13,639
- You said he would be tried as an adult!

348
00:21:13,640 --> 00:21:14,929
- I said maybe.

349
00:21:14,930 --> 00:21:15,763
- No!

350
00:21:15,764 --> 00:21:17,019
You said that you could do it!

351
00:21:17,020 --> 00:21:18,069
- What does this mean now, Dave?

352
00:21:18,070 --> 00:21:21,791
- Well, at worst he'll be
sent to DYS until he's 21.

353
00:21:21,792 --> 00:21:22,625
- What?

354
00:21:22,625 --> 00:21:23,458
Four years of summer camp?

355
00:21:23,459 --> 00:21:25,269
- Actually, they only
send the most serious...

356
00:21:25,270 --> 00:21:26,679
- Mr. Longerman.

357
00:21:26,680 --> 00:21:28,019
Do you need a timeout?

358
00:21:28,020 --> 00:21:29,759
- My apologies, Your Honor.

359
00:21:29,760 --> 00:21:33,029
- Are there any adults in this room?

360
00:21:33,030 --> 00:21:35,222
Trial is set for one month from today.

361
00:21:43,670 --> 00:21:44,503
- Hello?

362
00:21:44,503 --> 00:21:45,444
- Hi, can you hear me okay?

363
00:21:45,445 --> 00:21:46,899
- Who is this?
- Great!

364
00:21:46,900 --> 00:21:49,393
This is Chad from cardholder services.

365
00:22:21,890 --> 00:22:24,509
- Everything you make is so beautiful.

366
00:22:24,510 --> 00:22:26,209
The pottery.

367
00:22:26,210 --> 00:22:27,210
This place.

368
00:22:28,420 --> 00:22:29,429
That.

369
00:22:29,430 --> 00:22:30,709
- Oh, sweetie.

370
00:22:30,710 --> 00:22:32,729
It's not art, it's just a stencil.

371
00:22:32,730 --> 00:22:34,829
- That you made.

372
00:22:34,830 --> 00:22:37,333
Everything, the pottery,
the food, Michael.

373
00:22:38,794 --> 00:22:40,893
- I did have a little help making Michael.

374
00:22:48,694 --> 00:22:50,027
You know, he...

375
00:22:51,401 --> 00:22:53,763
He talked about you all the time.

376
00:22:56,010 --> 00:22:57,810
- I don't know how to let go of him.

377
00:23:00,580 --> 00:23:01,580
- Neither do I.

378
00:23:29,020 --> 00:23:31,279
- Need you...

379
00:23:31,280 --> 00:23:32,363
to...

380
00:23:33,290 --> 00:23:35,723
light up my life.

381
00:23:36,720 --> 00:23:38,129
Nah, nah.

382
00:23:38,130 --> 00:23:39,139
Total crap.

383
00:23:39,140 --> 00:23:40,140
Crap cliche.

384
00:23:42,140 --> 00:23:43,143
Need you to...

385
00:23:45,592 --> 00:23:46,624
What?

386
00:23:46,625 --> 00:23:47,939
Need you to what?

387
00:23:47,940 --> 00:23:48,973
- All rise.

388
00:23:54,630 --> 00:23:58,139
- Alec McCortland, considering
the grave circumstances

389
00:23:58,140 --> 00:24:02,519
of your offense, prior unsuccessful
rehabilitation efforts,

390
00:24:02,520 --> 00:24:04,529
and your failure to respect the rules

391
00:24:04,530 --> 00:24:07,169
of the Hamilton County foster care system,

392
00:24:07,170 --> 00:24:11,649
but weighing these against time
already served in detention,

393
00:24:11,650 --> 00:24:13,279
your abandonment as a child,

394
00:24:13,280 --> 00:24:16,219
and the circumstances
surrounding that incident,

395
00:24:16,220 --> 00:24:19,529
the court is ordering a suspended sentence

396
00:24:19,530 --> 00:24:23,129
and treatment in lieu of incarceration.

397
00:24:23,130 --> 00:24:26,349
This means that your guilty
plea will be suspended

398
00:24:26,350 --> 00:24:28,319
during your six-to-12 months residence

399
00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:30,453
at the Merskin Juvenile Treatment Center.

400
00:24:31,440 --> 00:24:34,069
If you successfully complete the program,

401
00:24:34,070 --> 00:24:37,059
your case will then be
dismissed as not guilty.

402
00:24:37,060 --> 00:24:41,079
However, if you fail to
complete the program,

403
00:24:41,080 --> 00:24:43,709
your case will be reopened,
and I will recommend

404
00:24:43,710 --> 00:24:46,639
that, at such time, you be
remanded to the Department

405
00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:49,949
of Youth Services for
extended incarceration

406
00:24:49,950 --> 00:24:51,323
until the age of 25.

407
00:24:55,542 --> 00:24:58,589
- Well, Judge Graham crackers
and milk strikes again.

408
00:24:58,590 --> 00:25:00,369
- So, he's the victim now!

409
00:25:00,370 --> 00:25:03,779
So, he gets treated for
his unfortunate condition,

410
00:25:03,780 --> 00:25:05,049
and all is forgiven!

411
00:25:05,050 --> 00:25:05,883
He...

412
00:25:05,884 --> 00:25:09,389
He gets dismissed as not guilty!

413
00:25:09,390 --> 00:25:10,739
What the hell is that?

414
00:25:10,740 --> 00:25:12,299
- There's gotta be something else, Dave!

415
00:25:12,300 --> 00:25:14,749
- If there was something
I could do, Mrs. Ambelin.

416
00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:16,829
There were facts in the
probation investigation

417
00:25:16,830 --> 00:25:18,709
that the defense completely
mis-characterized.

418
00:25:18,710 --> 00:25:20,059
It make McCortland seem almost like...

419
00:25:20,060 --> 00:25:20,893
- A victim!

420
00:25:20,893 --> 00:25:21,726
- Yes.

421
00:25:21,727 --> 00:25:23,129
And he's not.

422
00:25:23,130 --> 00:25:25,909
He's just a slick little criminal.

423
00:25:25,910 --> 00:25:27,418
I'm sorry.

424
00:25:27,419 --> 00:25:28,609
- What, that's it?

425
00:25:28,610 --> 00:25:29,853
Everyone else is done?

426
00:25:30,750 --> 00:25:31,750
- Except us.

427
00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:34,919
We don't get to be done!

428
00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:36,289
Ever!

429
00:25:36,290 --> 00:25:38,509
- Look, I'm telling you, he is a runner.

430
00:25:38,510 --> 00:25:40,019
And that security at Merskin's?

431
00:25:40,020 --> 00:25:41,469
What security?

432
00:25:41,470 --> 00:25:43,373
He'll be out in about two seconds.

433
00:25:56,268 --> 00:25:57,768
- The well is dry.

434
00:26:01,740 --> 00:26:02,813
And I'm dry.

435
00:26:09,060 --> 00:26:10,540
How can I give...

436
00:26:12,062 --> 00:26:14,229
what I don't have to give?

437
00:27:43,150 --> 00:27:44,150
Okay.

438
00:27:56,930 --> 00:27:58,113
Long time, Ray.

439
00:28:00,260 --> 00:28:01,260
- Father...

440
00:28:04,260 --> 00:28:05,260
I...

441
00:28:09,347 --> 00:28:12,269
I fell into the gutter again, Father.

442
00:28:12,270 --> 00:28:13,270
And I...

443
00:28:14,750 --> 00:28:16,483
drug Alisha and the kids with me.

444
00:28:18,816 --> 00:28:19,816
I...

445
00:28:21,740 --> 00:28:26,702
I hit Gray when he poured out my booze,

446
00:28:26,703 --> 00:28:28,069
'cause I'm a worthless piece of shit.

447
00:28:28,070 --> 00:28:29,259
- No!

448
00:28:29,260 --> 00:28:31,273
What you did was wrong, Ray.

449
00:28:32,630 --> 00:28:36,479
But you have to remember who you are.

450
00:28:36,480 --> 00:28:39,083
Remember whose you are.

451
00:28:47,660 --> 00:28:48,673
We both do.

452
00:28:51,530 --> 00:28:53,473
- Gray said he'd forgive me, but...

453
00:28:55,298 --> 00:28:56,643
that just makes it worse.

454
00:28:59,510 --> 00:29:01,073
I'm unfixable, Father.

455
00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:03,519
Why do you even...

456
00:29:03,520 --> 00:29:05,079
- No, you're not, Ray.

457
00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:07,649
God hasn't given up on
you, and neither have I.

458
00:29:07,650 --> 00:29:09,183
- But I can't do it.

459
00:29:10,620 --> 00:29:12,139
I ain't got it in me.

460
00:29:12,140 --> 00:29:14,473
- Then let Him do it in you.

461
00:29:19,340 --> 00:29:22,201
Tomorrow night, in the parish center.

462
00:29:22,202 --> 00:29:23,202
Go on.

463
00:29:24,490 --> 00:29:26,580
Alisha can attend
Al-Anon at the same time.

464
00:29:27,414 --> 00:29:28,247
- Nah, nah.

465
00:29:28,247 --> 00:29:29,247
She ggve up on me.

466
00:29:30,610 --> 00:29:31,860
- What's the number, Ray?

467
00:29:32,890 --> 00:29:33,967
I'll call her.

468
00:29:45,040 --> 00:29:46,993
You do know you're crazy, right?

469
00:29:49,648 --> 00:29:51,179
That...

470
00:29:51,180 --> 00:29:52,923
That is crazy.

471
00:29:57,690 --> 00:29:59,773
But I wouldn't be here if you weren't.

472
00:30:01,090 --> 00:30:02,613
So whatever you're doing...

473
00:30:04,550 --> 00:30:05,550
I'm in.

474
00:30:11,760 --> 00:30:13,139
Ingrid?

475
00:30:13,140 --> 00:30:14,579
I tried to call you five times!

476
00:30:14,580 --> 00:30:15,550
Why didn't you call me...

477
00:30:15,551 --> 00:30:17,479
- I'm not the enemy here, Peter.

478
00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:18,686
Why should I die?

479
00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:21,879
- Who said you were gonna die?

480
00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:24,119
- No one is gonna fix us!

481
00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:26,484
We have got to fix ourselves!

482
00:30:26,485 --> 00:30:28,514
- Now, what are you talking about?

483
00:30:28,515 --> 00:30:29,373
Who's "we"?

484
00:30:29,374 --> 00:30:32,099
- You and me, and the
survivor support group

485
00:30:32,100 --> 00:30:35,319
that we are gonna start
at Our Lady of Grace.

486
00:30:35,320 --> 00:30:37,729
Next week, Tuesday,
Wednesday, take your pick.

487
00:30:37,730 --> 00:30:38,769
- Ingrid.

488
00:30:38,770 --> 00:30:40,209
I don't think that would be appropriate.

489
00:30:40,210 --> 00:30:42,399
- Peter, please.

490
00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:43,499
We need to do something!

491
00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:46,039
I mean, I need to do something!

492
00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:47,040
Please!

493
00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:52,069
- I prayed my
family wouldn't show up.

494
00:30:52,070 --> 00:30:53,599
- Exactly, Arjun.

495
00:30:53,600 --> 00:30:56,729
I mean, your restaurant,
it's not just a building.

496
00:30:56,730 --> 00:30:58,969
It's a part of you.

497
00:30:58,970 --> 00:30:59,860
Breaking and entering?

498
00:30:59,861 --> 00:31:01,459
I mean, hell, try rape!

499
00:31:01,460 --> 00:31:02,460
- I agree.

500
00:31:04,620 --> 00:31:07,320
- This is Rose Harken, everyone.

501
00:31:08,330 --> 00:31:09,649
Now, Rose is...

502
00:31:09,650 --> 00:31:10,650
- Family.

503
00:31:11,470 --> 00:31:14,219
Now, honey, I don't mean
to put you on the spot,

504
00:31:14,220 --> 00:31:17,449
but he was sentenced as a juvenile.

505
00:31:17,450 --> 00:31:18,809
You're a juvenile.

506
00:31:18,810 --> 00:31:21,739
What do you think should have
happened to Michael's killer?

507
00:31:21,740 --> 00:31:22,573
- Perhaps we should focus on...

508
00:31:22,574 --> 00:31:24,439
- I think Michael should still be alive,

509
00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:25,719
and he should be dead!

510
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:26,839
But he's not!

511
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:29,209
So I think he should be
made to regret what he did

512
00:31:29,210 --> 00:31:30,889
for the rest of his life!

513
00:31:30,890 --> 00:31:32,846
That's the only way I'm
ever gonna sleep again!

514
00:31:36,270 --> 00:31:37,270
- Sorry, guys.

515
00:31:40,260 --> 00:31:41,429
What the hell, Peter?

516
00:31:41,430 --> 00:31:43,689
You said we were gonna go until 8:30!

517
00:31:43,690 --> 00:31:46,829
- You said survivor support group, Ingrid.

518
00:31:46,830 --> 00:31:47,830
Support group!

519
00:31:47,830 --> 00:31:48,700
- Exactly!

520
00:31:48,701 --> 00:31:49,899
- That's not what this was!

521
00:31:49,900 --> 00:31:50,900
This was...

522
00:31:51,740 --> 00:31:54,256
You don't heal wounds by poking them.

523
00:31:54,257 --> 00:31:56,999
- Oh, so Catholic denial,
that's your solution?

524
00:31:57,000 --> 00:31:59,197
- Just Us, justice, is that what you want?

525
00:31:59,198 --> 00:32:00,031
- Yes!

526
00:32:00,032 --> 00:32:03,099
- Justice without mercy is revenge!

527
00:32:03,100 --> 00:32:04,202
God doesn't want that!

528
00:32:04,203 --> 00:32:05,036
- That...

529
00:32:05,036 --> 00:32:05,920
- Well it's what I want!

530
00:32:05,921 --> 00:32:08,439
It's what I want, Peter!

531
00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:11,339
And it's what a hell of a
lot of people want, too!

532
00:32:11,340 --> 00:32:12,769
It's what I need!

533
00:32:12,770 --> 00:32:13,939
I need to do something!

534
00:32:13,940 --> 00:32:15,439
I need to take action!

535
00:32:15,440 --> 00:32:17,649
Do you know, last week, I almost...

536
00:32:17,650 --> 00:32:19,817
- Honey, honey, it's okay.

537
00:32:22,850 --> 00:32:25,339
It's not taking action

538
00:32:25,340 --> 00:32:28,313
to rage over something you cannot change.

539
00:32:30,030 --> 00:32:32,983
Michael isn't coming back.

540
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:37,649
We have to focus on what we can change

541
00:32:37,650 --> 00:32:39,303
and who we can change.

542
00:32:41,160 --> 00:32:43,173
Ingrid, go home.

543
00:32:44,710 --> 00:32:45,710
Pray.

544
00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:00,550
- Look, I'm telling you, he is a runner.

545
00:33:29,573 --> 00:33:31,963
- Lookin' for love that...

546
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:35,553
Love that...

547
00:33:37,430 --> 00:33:38,350
No!

548
00:33:38,351 --> 00:33:40,809
No freakin' lookin' for love crap,

549
00:33:40,810 --> 00:33:42,167
you brain-dead piece of...

550
00:33:44,672 --> 00:33:45,968
- What is he doing?

551
00:33:45,969 --> 00:33:48,299
- That's the new guy, isn't it?

552
00:33:56,864 --> 00:33:58,592
- He's not bad.

553
00:33:58,593 --> 00:33:59,426
- He's pretty good.

554
00:33:59,427 --> 00:34:00,676
- That's right.

555
00:34:12,680 --> 00:34:13,780
- Man, don't touch me!

556
00:34:14,840 --> 00:34:17,759
It was just a kiddie piece
of crap starter guitar!

557
00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:19,179
I put it out of its misery, man!

558
00:34:19,180 --> 00:34:20,429
Man, I had a guitar!

559
00:34:20,430 --> 00:34:21,350
- The one in your car?

560
00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:23,739
The one that you trashed?

561
00:34:23,740 --> 00:34:25,903
You're confined til
group session tomorrow!

562
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:51,713
- Actually, I was thinking

563
00:35:51,714 --> 00:35:54,293
maybe we could schedule
it for June the 14th?

564
00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:56,153
Okay, yeah.

565
00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:57,159
And is there any other paperwork

566
00:35:57,160 --> 00:35:58,893
I need to bring besides the ID?

567
00:35:59,850 --> 00:36:01,677
Okay, I have to make a copy of the ID?

568
00:36:01,678 --> 00:36:02,936
Okay.

569
00:36:02,937 --> 00:36:04,742
And social security as well?

570
00:37:33,034 --> 00:37:34,034
- Get in!

571
00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:47,600
Would you like to die like that?

572
00:37:49,430 --> 00:37:50,430
- Yes.

573
00:37:53,670 --> 00:37:56,199
- Ingrid nailed him on a VCO!

574
00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:57,849
- Violation of court order.

575
00:37:57,850 --> 00:38:00,125
- He'll be locked up until he's 25.

576
00:38:01,510 --> 00:38:02,573
- Sorry I'm late.

577
00:38:03,680 --> 00:38:04,929
May I?

578
00:38:04,930 --> 00:38:07,759
This is a list of victim's rights groups

579
00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:09,959
and their locations.

580
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:11,559
You're all familiar with MADD,

581
00:38:11,560 --> 00:38:13,999
Mothers Against Drunk Driving.

582
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:18,149
Some of you may genuinely benefit
from what these groups do.

583
00:38:18,150 --> 00:38:19,140
- Peter, why are you...

584
00:38:19,141 --> 00:38:20,543
- But that's not what we do.

585
00:38:21,700 --> 00:38:24,559
This is the last meeting of Just Us.

586
00:38:24,560 --> 00:38:26,089
Now, as a connection,

587
00:38:26,090 --> 00:38:28,289
I'm inviting you to join our Mercy Teens.

588
00:38:28,290 --> 00:38:32,129
There will be sacraments and
counseling and listening.

589
00:38:32,130 --> 00:38:35,179
It's at the juvenile center
at 5050 Reynolds Avenue.

590
00:38:35,180 --> 00:38:36,449
- That's where he's at!

591
00:38:36,450 --> 00:38:37,739
- Yes, it is.

592
00:38:37,740 --> 00:38:40,499
All the information is on the list.

593
00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:41,500
Call me.

594
00:38:43,750 --> 00:38:46,421
- Michael was like a son to you!

595
00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:59,610
Why does it feel like you
left when Michael left?

596
00:39:05,128 --> 00:39:06,239
Or...

597
00:39:06,240 --> 00:39:07,240
before.

598
00:39:11,230 --> 00:39:12,230
I can't breathe.

599
00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:15,160
I can't...

600
00:39:19,940 --> 00:39:21,279
Please.

601
00:39:21,280 --> 00:39:22,280
Just...

602
00:39:22,988 --> 00:39:24,876
let me see him in my dreams.

603
00:39:24,877 --> 00:39:27,703
Just let me see Michael in my dream.

604
00:39:35,730 --> 00:39:37,319
- The body of Christ.

605
00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:38,320
- Amen.

606
00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:45,610
- The body of Christ.

607
00:39:45,610 --> 00:39:46,610
- Amen.

608
00:39:49,240 --> 00:39:50,579
- Attention.

609
00:39:50,580 --> 00:39:52,929
All juvenile facility visitors

610
00:39:52,930 --> 00:39:55,193
must vacate the premises by 4:30.

611
00:40:02,300 --> 00:40:03,300
- Hello?

612
00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:06,593
Father Peter Wexler, Our
Lady of Grace Parish.

613
00:40:07,690 --> 00:40:09,959
The database said that you were Catholic.

614
00:40:09,960 --> 00:40:13,019
Or rather, it actually said ex-Cath,

615
00:40:13,020 --> 00:40:15,239
which seems kind of high-tech to me,

616
00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:16,479
so I thought that I would...

617
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:18,312
- Ex-Catholic.

618
00:40:18,313 --> 00:40:19,879
I don't believe that crap anymore.

619
00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:22,069
- Put away childish things.

620
00:40:22,070 --> 00:40:23,349
- Exactly.

621
00:40:23,350 --> 00:40:24,350
- Good.

622
00:40:26,270 --> 00:40:27,270
Me too.

623
00:40:28,750 --> 00:40:30,999
Saint Paul said when he was older

624
00:40:31,000 --> 00:40:33,889
that he put away childish things.

625
00:40:33,890 --> 00:40:36,699
He was talking about
growing closer to God.

626
00:40:36,700 --> 00:40:40,479
Childish faith just isn't
enough anymore, is it?

627
00:40:40,480 --> 00:40:42,629
- Nothing's enough anymore.

628
00:40:42,630 --> 00:40:43,849
- Not when
you're carrying around

629
00:40:43,850 --> 00:40:45,463
a 1,000-pound backpack.

630
00:40:47,270 --> 00:40:48,559
- Don't need any more guilt.

631
00:40:48,560 --> 00:40:49,894
- I can see that.

632
00:40:49,895 --> 00:40:51,195
You've got enough already.

633
00:40:52,570 --> 00:40:55,320
Why don't you make confession
and unload that backpack?

634
00:40:59,500 --> 00:41:02,193
No God, no guilt, right?

635
00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:04,320
- How could you...

636
00:41:06,270 --> 00:41:07,103
No.

637
00:41:07,103 --> 00:41:07,936
No, whatever.

638
00:41:07,937 --> 00:41:09,140
I told you, I don't believe.

639
00:41:10,020 --> 00:41:12,679
- You know how you can't actually fly

640
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:14,759
in a picture of an airplane?

641
00:41:14,760 --> 00:41:15,593
- What?

642
00:41:15,594 --> 00:41:19,849
- Real forgiveness is
a plane you can fly in.

643
00:41:19,850 --> 00:41:21,419
It's so much better than pretending

644
00:41:21,420 --> 00:41:23,183
that you don't need to be forgiven.

645
00:41:23,184 --> 00:41:24,209
- Ah.

646
00:41:24,210 --> 00:41:25,393
So you forgive me?

647
00:41:26,770 --> 00:41:27,770
- Yes.

648
00:41:28,560 --> 00:41:30,539
- That's what you're supposed to say.

649
00:41:30,540 --> 00:41:31,699
- True.

650
00:41:31,700 --> 00:41:32,800
- You know what I did?

651
00:41:34,490 --> 00:41:35,490
- Yes.

652
00:41:37,550 --> 00:41:39,089
- Wait a minute.

653
00:41:39,090 --> 00:41:41,053
Wait a minute, you were in the courtroom.

654
00:41:42,750 --> 00:41:43,583
You're the...

655
00:41:43,584 --> 00:41:44,689
- Uncle...

656
00:41:44,690 --> 00:41:46,040
of the boy that you killed.

657
00:41:48,970 --> 00:41:50,209
- Jesus!

658
00:41:50,210 --> 00:41:52,049
- Not really, but I'm trying.

659
00:41:52,050 --> 00:41:54,309
- I told you I didn't believe!

660
00:41:54,310 --> 00:41:55,969
You knew what the stupid "ex" meant!

661
00:41:55,970 --> 00:41:56,910
Even if I did believe,

662
00:41:56,911 --> 00:41:59,689
I wouldn't listen to some
psycho priest like you!

663
00:41:59,690 --> 00:42:00,979
- All I want...
- No!

664
00:42:00,980 --> 00:42:01,813
No.

665
00:42:01,813 --> 00:42:02,650
Get out.

666
00:42:02,651 --> 00:42:04,546
Get outta here!

667
00:42:10,613 --> 00:42:12,599
- In the name of the Father,
the Son, and the Holy Ghost.

668
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:13,433
- Bless me, Father.

669
00:42:13,434 --> 00:42:15,720
It's been two months
since my last confession.

670
00:42:16,840 --> 00:42:17,840
- Three.

671
00:42:18,860 --> 00:42:20,023
- These are my sins.

672
00:42:23,656 --> 00:42:25,729
- There's gotta be somethin'.

673
00:42:25,730 --> 00:42:27,109
You use the Lord's name in vain.

674
00:42:27,110 --> 00:42:28,024
- I do not!

675
00:42:28,024 --> 00:42:28,857
- Yes, you do.

676
00:42:28,857 --> 00:42:29,690
You say "oh my God".

677
00:42:29,690 --> 00:42:30,523
- That's not...

678
00:42:30,523 --> 00:42:31,356
- Yes, it is.

679
00:42:31,357 --> 00:42:33,170
- God isn't his name, it's his title.

680
00:42:37,895 --> 00:42:38,728
I've never...

681
00:42:38,729 --> 00:42:40,633
felt anything like this before, Peter.

682
00:42:41,811 --> 00:42:42,811
I mean...

683
00:42:43,700 --> 00:42:45,413
even Evan's death...

684
00:42:47,630 --> 00:42:49,999
that was...

685
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:51,000
clean.

686
00:42:54,970 --> 00:42:59,239
It's an ache that'll always
be there, it'll never go away.

687
00:42:59,240 --> 00:43:00,240
But this...

688
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:05,109
I would rather be hit by a car myself

689
00:43:05,110 --> 00:43:07,959
every day for the rest of my life.

690
00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:08,793
Why?

691
00:43:08,793 --> 00:43:09,626
Why?

692
00:43:09,627 --> 00:43:11,033
Why would God let that happen?

693
00:43:12,900 --> 00:43:16,049
What is the purpose of an 18-year-old boy

694
00:43:16,050 --> 00:43:21,050
who has his whole life
ahead of him be crushed?

695
00:43:21,790 --> 00:43:24,319
So what possible purpose could that serve?

696
00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:26,909
- Our families in Syria being beheaded

697
00:43:26,910 --> 00:43:29,883
or our girls in east
India buses being raped?

698
00:43:31,300 --> 00:43:33,749
I don't know why God allows what He allows

699
00:43:33,750 --> 00:43:35,173
or does what He does.

700
00:43:37,140 --> 00:43:39,863
I just know that He tells
me what He wants me to do.

701
00:43:40,960 --> 00:43:42,003
And I trust Him.

702
00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:45,466
- Well that's pretty
frickin' one-sided, isn't it?

703
00:43:45,467 --> 00:43:46,749
And you're okay with that?

704
00:43:46,750 --> 00:43:48,159
- He doesn't ask my permission.

705
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:50,009
- Well I am not okay with that, Peter.

706
00:43:50,010 --> 00:43:51,639
I am not okay with that.

707
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:53,899
- Are you here to confess
your sins or God's?

708
00:43:53,900 --> 00:43:57,884
- I'm here because...

709
00:43:57,885 --> 00:43:58,885
because...

710
00:44:00,330 --> 00:44:01,423
I'm drowning.

711
00:44:03,770 --> 00:44:04,939
And...

712
00:44:04,940 --> 00:44:07,789
Okay, yeah, maybe I don't know.

713
00:44:07,790 --> 00:44:11,999
Maybe somewhere in here are my sins.

714
00:44:12,000 --> 00:44:15,123
But God is not coming to rescue me.

715
00:44:17,113 --> 00:44:19,273
I don't even want Him to rescue me.

716
00:44:20,960 --> 00:44:22,029
I want...

717
00:44:22,030 --> 00:44:23,499
him.

718
00:44:23,500 --> 00:44:28,163
Peter, I don't know how to get to him.

719
00:44:29,290 --> 00:44:30,959
I hate him for what he's done,

720
00:44:30,960 --> 00:44:32,760
but nothing makes sense without him.

721
00:44:35,470 --> 00:44:36,739
- And you're here because...

722
00:44:36,740 --> 00:44:38,229
- Because...

723
00:44:38,230 --> 00:44:41,219
you said the other night...

724
00:44:41,220 --> 00:44:42,220
You said that...

725
00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:48,829
my rage won't bring Michael back.

726
00:44:48,830 --> 00:44:49,929
And you're right.

727
00:44:49,930 --> 00:44:50,930
Of course.

728
00:44:51,752 --> 00:44:53,477
Of course you are, but...

729
00:44:55,480 --> 00:44:56,613
my rage...

730
00:44:58,100 --> 00:44:59,573
that was all I had.

731
00:45:01,688 --> 00:45:03,593
And now I don't even have that.

732
00:45:05,080 --> 00:45:06,119
- Well if...

733
00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:08,143
- You also said that...

734
00:45:08,144 --> 00:45:11,199
That you and I, we
should start to focus on

735
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:14,369
what we can change and who we can change.

736
00:45:14,370 --> 00:45:15,370
What did you mean?

737
00:45:17,346 --> 00:45:18,763
- You heard that?

738
00:45:20,530 --> 00:45:21,530
Well...

739
00:45:22,840 --> 00:45:25,909
I know that I said that
God doesn't tell me

740
00:45:25,910 --> 00:45:28,259
why He does what He does.

741
00:45:28,260 --> 00:45:30,483
Sometimes I get a glimmer.

742
00:45:32,230 --> 00:45:33,599
Are you sure you wanna hear this?

743
00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:34,470
- No.

744
00:45:34,470 --> 00:45:35,470
But go on.

745
00:45:45,370 --> 00:45:48,423
- Michael was never yours.

746
00:45:50,587 --> 00:45:54,399
I think God is reminding you...

747
00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:57,059
us, all of us...

748
00:45:57,060 --> 00:46:01,483
that God is teaching us
to love what He loves,

749
00:46:02,350 --> 00:46:07,023
who He loves, even if that
means loving outsiders.

750
00:46:08,780 --> 00:46:11,463
And, yeah, forgiving them,

751
00:46:13,300 --> 00:46:14,959
the awful ones,

752
00:46:14,960 --> 00:46:17,699
that ones that we would never
let in if it was up to you.

753
00:46:17,700 --> 00:46:19,346
- Oh my God!

754
00:46:19,347 --> 00:46:21,249
You're talking about him?

755
00:46:21,250 --> 00:46:24,749
That kid who killed Michael?

756
00:46:24,750 --> 00:46:25,939
How could you?

757
00:46:25,940 --> 00:46:27,669
How could He...

758
00:46:27,670 --> 00:46:28,719
No.

759
00:46:28,720 --> 00:46:29,969
No!

760
00:46:29,970 --> 00:46:34,109
No, I was willing to try
to move forward if I could

761
00:46:34,110 --> 00:46:36,989
or put it behind me, but that,

762
00:46:36,990 --> 00:46:39,349
that is going backwards!

763
00:46:39,350 --> 00:46:42,945
He is the gun that killed Michael.

764
00:47:15,357 --> 00:47:16,357
Hello?

765
00:47:18,124 --> 00:47:23,049
Peter!

766
00:47:23,050 --> 00:47:24,050
Peter?

767
00:47:26,355 --> 00:47:27,355
Peter?

768
00:47:54,340 --> 00:47:55,649
So, God killed your son.

769
00:47:55,650 --> 00:47:56,823
How'd you get past it?

770
00:48:01,590 --> 00:48:03,543
I used to want to be exactly like you.

771
00:48:04,670 --> 00:48:05,938
Of course, you know that,

772
00:48:05,939 --> 00:48:08,179
'cause you are the original mama bear.

773
00:48:08,180 --> 00:48:11,833
Actually, at first, I wanted
to be a nun really bad.

774
00:48:15,540 --> 00:48:17,493
I wanted to be you.

775
00:48:19,220 --> 00:48:21,033
But then, you know, boys.

776
00:48:21,920 --> 00:48:22,850
Evan.

777
00:48:22,850 --> 00:48:23,850
And then a kid.

778
00:48:25,470 --> 00:48:28,903
So now I've got what you've got: dead son.

779
00:48:32,302 --> 00:48:33,839
I mean...

780
00:48:33,840 --> 00:48:36,509
He forgave everyone because He's God.

781
00:48:36,510 --> 00:48:39,229
But you...

782
00:48:39,230 --> 00:48:41,293
didn't have to forgive.

783
00:48:42,506 --> 00:48:43,339
And you did.

784
00:48:43,340 --> 00:48:45,799
I mean, duh, of course,
I know you did, but...

785
00:48:45,800 --> 00:48:46,800
But how?

786
00:48:48,250 --> 00:48:49,649
And Peter!

787
00:48:49,650 --> 00:48:51,329
Not my Peter, your Peter.

788
00:48:51,330 --> 00:48:54,349
He betrayed your son, they all did.

789
00:48:54,350 --> 00:48:56,649
Didn't you hate them for that?

790
00:48:56,650 --> 00:48:57,703
You must have.

791
00:49:03,813 --> 00:49:05,896
But you stayed with them.

792
00:49:07,188 --> 00:49:08,238
And you forgave them.

793
00:49:09,970 --> 00:49:10,970
How?

794
00:49:12,800 --> 00:49:14,341
How?

795
00:49:42,170 --> 00:49:43,293
One visit.

796
00:49:55,130 --> 00:49:56,439
- Yeah?

797
00:49:56,440 --> 00:49:58,790
- I'm here to
see Alec McCortland.

798
00:50:00,150 --> 00:50:01,659
- Your name?

799
00:50:01,660 --> 00:50:02,493
- Oh, I...

800
00:50:02,494 --> 00:50:04,180
I don't think I'm actually on the list.

801
00:50:07,579 --> 00:50:08,412
Ambelin.

802
00:50:08,413 --> 00:50:09,510
Ingrid Ambelin.

803
00:50:10,580 --> 00:50:12,129
- Huh.

804
00:50:12,130 --> 00:50:13,759
Aren't the...

805
00:50:13,760 --> 00:50:14,760
What's her name?

806
00:50:15,500 --> 00:50:18,099
The king with all the wives wife.

807
00:50:18,100 --> 00:50:19,060
- Henry VIII?

808
00:50:19,060 --> 00:50:19,930
- Yeah.

809
00:50:19,930 --> 00:50:20,763
- No.

810
00:50:20,763 --> 00:50:21,596
Oh.

811
00:50:21,597 --> 00:50:23,249
Not Anne Boleyn.

812
00:50:23,250 --> 00:50:24,110
Ambelin.

813
00:50:24,111 --> 00:50:26,983
A-M-B-E-L-I-N.

814
00:50:29,270 --> 00:50:30,150
- Sorry.

815
00:50:30,150 --> 00:50:31,150
I don't see it.

816
00:50:31,851 --> 00:50:33,648
If you're not on the PL,
I can't let you through.

817
00:50:33,649 --> 00:50:34,969
- The...

818
00:50:34,970 --> 00:50:36,103
- Permitted list.

819
00:50:39,239 --> 00:50:41,760
Unless of course the
PD's already updated it.

820
00:50:42,710 --> 00:50:44,059
- The...

821
00:50:44,060 --> 00:50:45,060
- Public defender.

822
00:50:48,540 --> 00:50:51,913
- Well, do you think you could
call the PD about the PL?

823
00:50:54,650 --> 00:50:55,650
Sorry.

824
00:50:58,060 --> 00:50:59,060
I'm family.

825
00:51:07,840 --> 00:51:09,293
- Yeah, Mr. Gitmeier, please.

826
00:51:10,150 --> 00:51:13,489
Yeah, this is Sergeant
Early over at 50/50.

827
00:51:13,490 --> 00:51:14,490
Thank you.

828
00:51:15,400 --> 00:51:16,390
Mr. Gitmeier.

829
00:51:16,391 --> 00:51:18,129
Yeah, this is Early over at Juvenile.

830
00:51:18,130 --> 00:51:21,123
Got somebody that wants to
visit with Alec McCortland.

831
00:51:22,740 --> 00:51:24,023
No, she'd be the first.

832
00:51:25,380 --> 00:51:27,199
Yeah, Anne Boleyn.

833
00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:28,713
Ingrid Anne Boleyn.

834
00:51:31,020 --> 00:51:32,020
Really?

835
00:51:33,210 --> 00:51:34,829
From the victim's family?

836
00:51:34,830 --> 00:51:36,767
'Cause we don't have her...

837
00:51:38,379 --> 00:51:39,409
Are you sure?

838
00:51:39,410 --> 00:51:40,810
Because I don't think that...

839
00:51:42,446 --> 00:51:43,717
All right.

840
00:51:43,718 --> 00:51:44,718
Thank you.

841
00:51:58,227 --> 00:52:00,433
Didn't say you were from that family.

842
00:52:01,930 --> 00:52:04,399
But Mr. Gitmeier's approved
it, so I guess it's all right.

843
00:52:04,400 --> 00:52:05,473
I gotta tell you...

844
00:52:06,750 --> 00:52:08,779
we don't do this.

845
00:52:08,780 --> 00:52:09,630
Ever.

846
00:52:09,631 --> 00:52:11,929
So, I'm gonna need you to promise me

847
00:52:11,930 --> 00:52:14,699
that, when you get in
there, you're not gonna...

848
00:52:14,700 --> 00:52:15,700
- Lose my head?

849
00:52:18,300 --> 00:52:19,300
I promise.

850
00:52:39,040 --> 00:52:40,040
It's coffee.

851
00:52:41,340 --> 00:52:42,173
From the lobby.

852
00:52:42,174 --> 00:52:43,193
I had to beg.

853
00:52:44,620 --> 00:52:46,939
They fished around there with a pencil,

854
00:52:46,940 --> 00:52:48,940
make sure there wasn't anything in them.

855
00:52:50,090 --> 00:52:51,759
I mean, it's what I do.

856
00:52:51,760 --> 00:52:52,925
Coffee.

857
00:52:56,620 --> 00:52:57,829
God.

858
00:52:57,830 --> 00:52:59,743
Only I use actually coffee beans.

859
00:53:04,630 --> 00:53:05,818
You know, it's the least you could do

860
00:53:05,819 --> 00:53:07,379
to make eye...
- I didn't do it on purpose!

861
00:53:07,380 --> 00:53:08,539
- What?

862
00:53:08,540 --> 00:53:10,799
Oh my God, this isn't a time out!

863
00:53:10,800 --> 00:53:12,279
What was I thinking?

864
00:53:12,280 --> 00:53:13,879
- I don't even know what he looked like.

865
00:53:13,880 --> 00:53:14,713
- What?

866
00:53:14,713 --> 00:53:15,546
- Your son.

867
00:53:15,546 --> 00:53:16,546
- He's...

868
00:53:17,330 --> 00:53:18,719
He was...

869
00:53:18,720 --> 00:53:22,209
taller than you, like his dad.

870
00:53:22,210 --> 00:53:23,299
- Is he...

871
00:53:23,300 --> 00:53:24,133
- Dead too?

872
00:53:24,134 --> 00:53:25,839
Yes, 51, brain hemorrhage.

873
00:53:25,840 --> 00:53:27,590
Why the hell am I telling you this?

874
00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:30,789
- I'm sorry.

875
00:53:30,790 --> 00:53:31,790
About your husband.

876
00:53:36,060 --> 00:53:37,749
Yeah, that coffee seriously sucks.

877
00:53:37,750 --> 00:53:39,099
- You're sorry?

878
00:53:39,100 --> 00:53:40,429
About my husband?

879
00:53:40,430 --> 00:53:42,039
You're sorry about my husband

880
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:43,489
when you can't even
say that you're sorry...

881
00:53:43,490 --> 00:53:45,119
- It just doesn't feel like I did it!

882
00:53:45,120 --> 00:53:46,239
I don't remember anything.

883
00:53:46,240 --> 00:53:47,449
It's totally surreal to me.

884
00:53:47,450 --> 00:53:48,869
It's just like a bad dream.
- Oh it's real!

885
00:53:48,870 --> 00:53:50,159
It is real!

886
00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:53,509
I wake up every morning to how real it is!

887
00:53:53,510 --> 00:53:57,199
And just because you
don't feel like it's real

888
00:53:57,200 --> 00:54:00,649
doesn't change reality
one shred, one shred!

889
00:54:00,650 --> 00:54:01,893
- There was alcohol!

890
00:54:02,910 --> 00:54:03,830
And other stuff.

891
00:54:03,831 --> 00:54:05,169
And my car was messed up,

892
00:54:05,170 --> 00:54:07,589
but I couldn't afford to...
- I'm supposed to hate them

893
00:54:07,590 --> 00:54:10,619
for crushing the life out of Michael?

894
00:54:10,620 --> 00:54:13,559
I'm supposed to blame the alcohol

895
00:54:13,560 --> 00:54:15,659
and your messed up car and the other stuff

896
00:54:15,660 --> 00:54:18,553
for killing my son, for murdering him?

897
00:54:20,360 --> 00:54:21,193
God!

898
00:54:21,194 --> 00:54:26,193
If you can't say you're
sorry, at least admit it!

899
00:54:26,411 --> 00:54:27,411
Admit it!

900
00:54:31,400 --> 00:54:32,863
Hell was I thinking?

901
00:54:37,035 --> 00:54:38,849
You know, the record said you're smart,

902
00:54:38,850 --> 00:54:40,550
but you talk like a five-year-old.

903
00:54:41,690 --> 00:54:42,690
- You read about me?

904
00:54:47,640 --> 00:54:52,199
My foster parents were
quite erudite, actually,

905
00:54:52,200 --> 00:54:55,159
whetting my young mind with
their succinct reasoning

906
00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:57,209
and engaging me in spirited discussions

907
00:54:57,210 --> 00:54:58,110
about the way...

908
00:54:58,111 --> 00:54:59,419
- You...

909
00:54:59,420 --> 00:55:02,996
do not have the right
to be sarcastic with me!

910
00:55:02,997 --> 00:55:05,043
You don't have the right
to be anything to me!

911
00:55:08,555 --> 00:55:10,222
What was I thinking?

912
00:55:28,180 --> 00:55:29,180
- I did it.

913
00:55:39,460 --> 00:55:40,460
- Michael!

914
00:55:43,700 --> 00:55:44,853
That's obscene!

915
00:55:47,740 --> 00:55:48,740
Thanks, Ben.

916
00:55:48,740 --> 00:55:49,740
Goodnight.

917
00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:53,969
- Spill.

918
00:55:53,970 --> 00:55:55,509
- Spill what?

919
00:55:55,510 --> 00:55:56,889
- Ingrid?

920
00:55:56,890 --> 00:55:57,969
It's me.

921
00:55:57,970 --> 00:55:58,970
- Oh really?

922
00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:10,099
I went to see him.

923
00:56:10,100 --> 00:56:11,101
- Who?

924
00:56:11,102 --> 00:56:12,349
- McCortland!

925
00:56:12,350 --> 00:56:14,990
That kid who killed Michael.

926
00:56:14,991 --> 00:56:16,569
- Damn!

927
00:56:16,570 --> 00:56:17,570
Why?

928
00:56:20,380 --> 00:56:22,093
- Closure, maybe.

929
00:56:23,570 --> 00:56:24,570
Something.

930
00:56:25,563 --> 00:56:27,039
- You get it?

931
00:56:27,040 --> 00:56:28,040
- Not yet.

932
00:56:28,920 --> 00:56:29,920
Maybe never.

933
00:56:31,250 --> 00:56:32,343
It was torture.

934
00:56:33,250 --> 00:56:35,239
- You don't seem any worse.

935
00:56:35,240 --> 00:56:36,290
- Or better.

936
00:56:37,880 --> 00:56:38,830
- You still hate him?

937
00:56:38,831 --> 00:56:39,863
- Yes.

938
00:56:40,890 --> 00:56:43,049
Maybe not so much.

939
00:56:43,050 --> 00:56:44,500
Oh stop it with the eyebrows.

940
00:56:46,360 --> 00:56:47,200
- You gonna go back?

941
00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:48,200
- No!

942
00:56:51,378 --> 00:56:53,399
- When I was a little girl,

943
00:56:53,400 --> 00:56:55,409
I remember hearing this story about how,

944
00:56:55,410 --> 00:56:57,719
when an oyster got a
grain of sand in them,

945
00:56:57,720 --> 00:57:00,209
it hurts so much it makes them wanna cry.

946
00:57:00,210 --> 00:57:01,043
- Wow.

947
00:57:01,044 --> 00:57:02,059
That's really comforting.

948
00:57:02,060 --> 00:57:03,060
- Not done yet.

949
00:57:04,320 --> 00:57:05,509
- Sorry.

950
00:57:05,510 --> 00:57:06,609
Check.

951
00:57:06,610 --> 00:57:07,443
Sand.

952
00:57:07,443 --> 00:57:08,350
Continue.

953
00:57:08,351 --> 00:57:10,659
- So then after a while, the piece of sand

954
00:57:10,660 --> 00:57:12,819
gets all coated with their tears,

955
00:57:12,820 --> 00:57:14,929
until finally it doesn't
hurt them anymore.

956
00:57:14,930 --> 00:57:19,399
Plus, the sand is now a beautiful...

957
00:57:19,400 --> 00:57:21,119
- Pearl.

958
00:57:21,120 --> 00:57:22,239
Nadine!

959
00:57:22,240 --> 00:57:24,949
That is the corniest story!

960
00:57:24,950 --> 00:57:26,409
But...

961
00:57:26,410 --> 00:57:28,869
it's also kind of beautiful.

962
00:57:28,870 --> 00:57:30,133
- Oh, you mushy old lady.

963
00:57:32,290 --> 00:57:33,123
- Hey!

964
00:57:33,123 --> 00:57:33,956
- Sorry.

965
00:57:33,957 --> 00:57:35,169
- School go late?

966
00:57:35,170 --> 00:57:36,170
- Honors club.

967
00:57:37,380 --> 00:57:38,933
- Rose, honey, are you okay?

968
00:57:39,810 --> 00:57:40,643
- Yeah.

969
00:57:40,643 --> 00:57:41,643
I'm fine, Mama.

970
00:57:43,060 --> 00:57:45,923
I just feel him when I'm here, you know?

971
00:57:59,440 --> 00:58:00,440
- Sand.

972
00:58:16,300 --> 00:58:17,303
No Alec.

973
00:58:20,399 --> 00:58:21,809
Ooh.

974
00:58:21,810 --> 00:58:23,860
The apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

975
00:58:29,463 --> 00:58:30,796
Holy 40 to life!

976
00:58:34,067 --> 00:58:35,650
What didn't you do?

977
00:58:49,810 --> 00:58:50,810
Stop it!

978
00:58:52,363 --> 00:58:54,099
- Why are you here?

979
00:58:54,100 --> 00:58:55,237
- I forgive you.

980
00:58:55,238 --> 00:58:56,071
- What?

981
00:58:56,071 --> 00:58:56,904
No!

982
00:58:56,904 --> 00:58:57,737
- Look, I get it.

983
00:58:57,738 --> 00:58:59,759
Your father was a crazy, violent animal.

984
00:58:59,760 --> 00:59:00,829
He killed your mother.

985
00:59:00,830 --> 00:59:02,139
You were 12.

986
00:59:02,140 --> 00:59:05,599
So you started taking drugs and drinking

987
00:59:05,600 --> 00:59:09,009
and doing God knows what to
get it outta your head, right?

988
00:59:09,010 --> 00:59:10,509
Burning through foster families.

989
00:59:10,510 --> 00:59:11,659
So I get it.

990
00:59:11,660 --> 00:59:12,520
You're forgiven.

991
00:59:12,521 --> 00:59:13,746
I forgive you, end of story.

992
00:59:13,747 --> 00:59:14,580
- No!
- What?

993
00:59:14,580 --> 00:59:15,413
I thought that's what you wanted?

994
00:59:15,413 --> 00:59:16,246
- No!

995
00:59:16,247 --> 00:59:17,407
- Well then what do you want?

996
00:59:19,860 --> 00:59:21,160
I'll tell you what I want.

997
00:59:24,190 --> 00:59:25,399
I want to...

998
00:59:25,400 --> 00:59:27,119
breathe again.

999
00:59:27,120 --> 00:59:28,289
I want to...

1000
00:59:28,290 --> 00:59:31,926
not wake up every morning and say, "Shit!

1001
00:59:31,927 --> 00:59:33,207
"I'm still alive."

1002
00:59:35,380 --> 00:59:36,380
So I forgive you.

1003
00:59:37,790 --> 00:59:38,690
You are forgiven.

1004
00:59:38,690 --> 00:59:39,680
I just wanna be done.

1005
00:59:39,681 --> 00:59:40,789
I wanna be done with this.

1006
00:59:40,790 --> 00:59:41,959
I wanna be done with you.

1007
00:59:41,960 --> 00:59:44,209
I wanna be done with everything.

1008
00:59:44,210 --> 00:59:46,619
- I always tell people he's from Ireland,

1009
00:59:46,620 --> 00:59:48,229
'cause it sounds cooler.

1010
00:59:48,230 --> 00:59:50,929
But he's really from Boston.

1011
00:59:50,930 --> 00:59:52,009
And he doesn't get pissed

1012
00:59:52,010 --> 00:59:54,429
because of some noble protest-y crap.

1013
00:59:54,430 --> 00:59:56,859
He gets pissed when people
don't do what he wants.

1014
00:59:56,860 --> 00:59:58,209
- Pissed off or pissed drunk?

1015
00:59:58,210 --> 00:59:59,160
- Both.

1016
00:59:59,161 --> 01:00:00,489
He wants what he wants.

1017
01:00:00,490 --> 01:00:01,323
That's it.

1018
01:00:01,323 --> 01:00:02,309
His whole deal.

1019
01:00:02,310 --> 01:00:03,949
He wants what he wants.

1020
01:00:03,950 --> 01:00:05,376
You never knew when he'd be there.

1021
01:00:05,377 --> 01:00:07,479
But when he was, he brought

1022
01:00:07,480 --> 01:00:10,759
all kinds of video games and iPhones.

1023
01:00:10,760 --> 01:00:12,339
He said it was for us.

1024
01:00:12,340 --> 01:00:14,411
My mom didn't buy it,
'cause she didn't drink.

1025
01:00:14,412 --> 01:00:15,959
- Wait, your mom didn't drink?

1026
01:00:15,960 --> 01:00:18,107
- Well, maybe when I was little

1027
01:00:18,108 --> 01:00:19,349
and Dez was around all the time.

1028
01:00:19,350 --> 01:00:21,393
But by the time Neecie arrived...

1029
01:00:23,060 --> 01:00:24,289
She's not what you think.

1030
01:00:24,290 --> 01:00:26,299
She worked her ass off!

1031
01:00:26,300 --> 01:00:29,719
She volunteered all the time
at the St. Tobias food pantry.

1032
01:00:29,720 --> 01:00:32,229
Man, if she isn't in
heaven, there isn't one.

1033
01:00:32,230 --> 01:00:33,180
- Catholic.

1034
01:00:33,181 --> 01:00:35,629
- Was there more than one?

1035
01:00:35,630 --> 01:00:36,793
- No, I meant that...

1036
01:00:37,950 --> 01:00:40,599
- She hated the way Dez lied.

1037
01:00:40,600 --> 01:00:43,089
He'd stack all this stuff up in the corner

1038
01:00:43,090 --> 01:00:44,209
and say it was for us,

1039
01:00:44,210 --> 01:00:45,839
but then these douche
bags would come over,

1040
01:00:45,840 --> 01:00:48,460
get high, and leave with everything.

1041
01:00:48,461 --> 01:00:50,961
And Dez would be like,
"Well, you didn't want it."

1042
01:00:52,170 --> 01:00:54,169
But when he was high...

1043
01:00:54,170 --> 01:00:57,459
Oh, when he was high, he was awesome!

1044
01:00:57,460 --> 01:01:01,709
He was like this skinny
R-rated Santa Clause.

1045
01:01:01,710 --> 01:01:03,409
- Did she love him?

1046
01:01:03,410 --> 01:01:04,410
- Maybe once.

1047
01:01:05,380 --> 01:01:07,849
But Neecie's dad is who she really loved.

1048
01:01:07,850 --> 01:01:09,459
- So your sister has a different dad?

1049
01:01:09,460 --> 01:01:10,739
- Yeah.

1050
01:01:10,740 --> 01:01:13,599
Only mom couldn't marry
him because of God.

1051
01:01:13,600 --> 01:01:14,503
- But she had a child with him.

1052
01:01:14,504 --> 01:01:16,873
- Is that a problem for Catholic heaven?

1053
01:01:19,450 --> 01:01:21,474
I started using before she died.

1054
01:01:21,475 --> 01:01:22,308
- What?

1055
01:01:22,309 --> 01:01:24,019
- He'd been gone for like a year,

1056
01:01:24,020 --> 01:01:25,829
and all a sudden he's back,

1057
01:01:25,830 --> 01:01:28,749
and he's got game boxes and TVs,

1058
01:01:28,750 --> 01:01:31,519
and a guitar, my first guitar!

1059
01:01:31,520 --> 01:01:34,239
An actual legit Taylor.

1060
01:01:34,240 --> 01:01:39,069
I just wanted him to stay and
be R-rated Santa all the time.

1061
01:01:39,070 --> 01:01:40,573
So I asked him for a hit.

1062
01:01:41,600 --> 01:01:43,133
And he rolled one just for me.

1063
01:01:44,250 --> 01:01:45,687
At first, nothin'.

1064
01:01:46,530 --> 01:01:49,369
But then, all of a sudden, it's like bam!

1065
01:01:51,828 --> 01:01:54,783
And we're like eating everything
in sight and laughing.

1066
01:01:55,620 --> 01:01:58,129
Oh, and he pours me a
shot of leprechaun juice.

1067
01:01:58,130 --> 01:01:59,269
God, I thought it was...

1068
01:01:59,270 --> 01:02:01,119
I thought it was real magic.

1069
01:02:01,120 --> 01:02:04,539
'Cause for the first time,
I just didn't feel scared.

1070
01:02:04,540 --> 01:02:06,239
I felt like a normal person, you know?

1071
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:07,889
I felt like everyone else feels.

1072
01:02:07,890 --> 01:02:09,109
- Nobody...

1073
01:02:09,110 --> 01:02:10,100
feels normal.

1074
01:02:10,101 --> 01:02:12,373
Everyone just thinks everybody else does.

1075
01:02:13,850 --> 01:02:14,893
- So it was me?

1076
01:02:16,570 --> 01:02:17,490
I did it.

1077
01:02:17,491 --> 01:02:19,349
Just like I did your son.

1078
01:02:19,350 --> 01:02:23,239
I ain't goin' to Catholic
heaven or any other one, so...

1079
01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:24,789
So don't forgive me.

1080
01:02:24,790 --> 01:02:25,839
Don't you forgive me!

1081
01:02:25,840 --> 01:02:26,979
- What happened?

1082
01:02:26,980 --> 01:02:28,490
- You don't wanna know.

1083
01:02:28,491 --> 01:02:29,514
- No!

1084
01:02:29,515 --> 01:02:30,515
I don't!

1085
01:02:33,999 --> 01:02:34,953
But I...

1086
01:02:34,954 --> 01:02:35,963
I think I need to.

1087
01:02:36,928 --> 01:02:37,917
- I liked it, you know?

1088
01:02:37,918 --> 01:02:39,159
I just liked it.

1089
01:02:39,160 --> 01:02:40,889
I liked...

1090
01:02:40,890 --> 01:02:42,779
drinkin' booze and holdin' a joint.

1091
01:02:42,780 --> 01:02:45,579
I don't know, it just made me
feel kinda grown up, in a way.

1092
01:02:45,580 --> 01:02:46,869
- Oh God, it's ironic.

1093
01:02:46,870 --> 01:02:47,703
- What?

1094
01:02:47,703 --> 01:02:48,536
- Nothing!

1095
01:02:48,536 --> 01:02:49,369
- Yeah, I know what ironic mean!

1096
01:02:49,370 --> 01:02:50,743
- I know you do!

1097
01:02:53,590 --> 01:02:54,590
- Anyway...

1098
01:02:57,590 --> 01:02:59,853
Me and Dez, Dez and I...

1099
01:03:00,810 --> 01:03:01,790
get high.

1100
01:03:01,791 --> 01:03:04,619
Sometimes he'd give me guitar lessons.

1101
01:03:04,620 --> 01:03:06,717
Only Neecie...

1102
01:03:06,718 --> 01:03:08,033
God, he hated her.

1103
01:03:09,400 --> 01:03:10,999
'Cause of Marcus, Marcus Rowland.

1104
01:03:11,000 --> 01:03:12,000
That was her dad.

1105
01:03:13,180 --> 01:03:14,873
Dez would call Neecie a wigger.

1106
01:03:16,250 --> 01:03:19,073
But Mom and Marcus would
call her their golden child.

1107
01:03:20,410 --> 01:03:21,863
I always wanted to be golden.

1108
01:03:25,510 --> 01:03:27,207
- What happened to Neecie?

1109
01:03:28,230 --> 01:03:29,383
- They split us up.

1110
01:03:30,660 --> 01:03:31,823
The foster people.

1111
01:03:34,048 --> 01:03:36,629
We didn't have the same
dad, and our mom was dead.

1112
01:03:36,630 --> 01:03:37,669
- Did you ever see her?

1113
01:03:37,670 --> 01:03:38,969
- Once.

1114
01:03:38,970 --> 01:03:41,253
After they first took us away.

1115
01:03:43,140 --> 01:03:45,789
And I got to talk to her
on the phone two years ago.

1116
01:03:45,790 --> 01:03:49,189
Marcus was trying to get
custody, but I was in re-bad,

1117
01:03:49,190 --> 01:03:51,959
so I didn't get to talk to her very long.

1118
01:03:51,960 --> 01:03:52,960
- What happened?

1119
01:03:54,360 --> 01:03:55,360
- I told you.

1120
01:03:56,090 --> 01:03:57,090
I killed her.

1121
01:03:57,960 --> 01:04:00,559
I was afraid she was gonna make him leave!

1122
01:04:00,560 --> 01:04:03,513
And then I was afraid
she was gonna kill him.

1123
01:04:03,514 --> 01:04:04,639
I just, I didn't care.

1124
01:04:04,640 --> 01:04:06,119
I didn't care about either of them.

1125
01:04:06,120 --> 01:04:07,624
I just...

1126
01:04:07,625 --> 01:04:08,639
I just cared about me!

1127
01:04:08,640 --> 01:04:10,129
I mean, I wanted...

1128
01:04:10,130 --> 01:04:10,963
- What?

1129
01:04:10,964 --> 01:04:12,089
What?

1130
01:04:12,090 --> 01:04:13,569
- I wanted what I wanted.

1131
01:04:13,570 --> 01:04:16,583
Just like him, I want
what I want, that's it.

1132
01:04:17,750 --> 01:04:19,803
And when she picked up that knife...

1133
01:04:20,980 --> 01:04:21,989
I was pissed, you know?

1134
01:04:21,990 --> 01:04:23,763
She was ruining everything!

1135
01:04:24,840 --> 01:04:26,999
And then all a sudden Neecie came in.

1136
01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:27,930
- And then what happened?

1137
01:04:27,930 --> 01:04:28,840
- I took it from her!

1138
01:04:28,841 --> 01:04:30,329
I took the knife from
her and I gave it to him!

1139
01:04:30,330 --> 01:04:31,989
- You couldn't have known...

1140
01:04:31,990 --> 01:04:33,889
- No, I knew, and I gave it to him anyway!

1141
01:04:33,890 --> 01:04:35,749
- Well then what happened next?

1142
01:04:35,750 --> 01:04:37,139
- I locked Neecie in her room.

1143
01:04:37,140 --> 01:04:38,118
- And then what?

1144
01:04:38,118 --> 01:04:38,951
- What do you want me to say?

1145
01:04:38,951 --> 01:04:39,784
I tried to stop him?

1146
01:04:39,784 --> 01:04:40,784
I did it, I did it!

1147
01:04:43,286 --> 01:04:44,659
I smashed up the guitar instead.

1148
01:04:44,660 --> 01:04:48,437
I smashed up the Taylor,
'cause I was pissed.

1149
01:04:57,010 --> 01:04:58,090
I killed her, I killed her.

1150
01:04:59,210 --> 01:05:00,210
- No.

1151
01:05:01,620 --> 01:05:03,386
You didn't.

1152
01:05:03,387 --> 01:05:04,287
He did.

1153
01:05:04,288 --> 01:05:06,004
- I let him!

1154
01:05:10,110 --> 01:05:12,034
- You were 12 years old, Alec.

1155
01:05:22,130 --> 01:05:23,233
So do you sleep?

1156
01:05:32,290 --> 01:05:33,339
- Niacin.

1157
01:05:33,340 --> 01:05:34,250
- Huh?

1158
01:05:34,251 --> 01:05:35,713
- He needs niacin.

1159
01:05:37,880 --> 01:05:39,029
- You a doctor?

1160
01:05:39,030 --> 01:05:40,439
- No.

1161
01:05:40,440 --> 01:05:41,440
- Then nope.

1162
01:05:43,200 --> 01:05:44,200
Why?

1163
01:05:44,920 --> 01:05:45,890
- Anxiety.

1164
01:05:45,891 --> 01:05:47,089
I take them too.

1165
01:05:47,090 --> 01:05:49,309
It's just a vitamin.

1166
01:05:49,310 --> 01:05:51,839
- And you care because...

1167
01:05:51,840 --> 01:05:55,413
- Is there a doctor you
could call to approve this?

1168
01:05:56,510 --> 01:05:57,683
- Dr. Hasigawa.

1169
01:06:04,400 --> 01:06:07,369
'Cause he chopped off her head, right?

1170
01:06:07,370 --> 01:06:08,889
- What?

1171
01:06:08,890 --> 01:06:09,890
- Anne Boleyn.

1172
01:06:10,861 --> 01:06:13,411
You said you weren't gonna
lose your head in there.

1173
01:06:19,230 --> 01:06:20,669
- I mean, even our names.

1174
01:06:20,670 --> 01:06:22,489
Peter, rock.

1175
01:06:22,490 --> 01:06:25,359
Then I come along, and it's Ingrid,

1176
01:06:25,360 --> 01:06:26,941
beautiful fertility goddess.

1177
01:06:27,776 --> 01:06:29,979
What the heck, Mom?

1178
01:06:29,980 --> 01:06:30,813
- Now, what a minute.

1179
01:06:30,813 --> 01:06:31,646
Wait, wait, wait.

1180
01:06:31,647 --> 01:06:34,019
There was a St. Ingrid, wasn't there?

1181
01:06:34,020 --> 01:06:37,029
- Some dicey, discredited
pseudo saint, maybe.

1182
01:06:37,030 --> 01:06:40,169
But compare to you, Saint-frickin'-Peter?

1183
01:06:40,170 --> 01:06:41,429
- Please, Ingrid.

1184
01:06:41,430 --> 01:06:44,199
You were still little
when I went to seminary.

1185
01:06:44,200 --> 01:06:46,809
You have no idea what
I was like beforehand.

1186
01:06:46,810 --> 01:06:48,339
- Ooh, so tell.

1187
01:06:48,340 --> 01:06:49,593
- Never, little sister.

1188
01:06:51,020 --> 01:06:52,020
- Tell me.

1189
01:06:54,010 --> 01:06:55,010
- All right.

1190
01:06:57,520 --> 01:06:59,899
When Judy broke up with me, I went crazy.

1191
01:06:59,900 --> 01:07:01,239
I mean, completely crazy.

1192
01:07:01,240 --> 01:07:02,329
- Yeah, Judy Franken!

1193
01:07:02,330 --> 01:07:03,369
I thought you were gonna marry her.

1194
01:07:03,370 --> 01:07:04,203
- So did I.

1195
01:07:04,204 --> 01:07:05,609
And the things that I smoke,

1196
01:07:05,610 --> 01:07:06,906
and the things that I
drank, and then the girls...

1197
01:07:06,907 --> 01:07:07,840
- No, no, no!

1198
01:07:07,841 --> 01:07:08,969
No!

1199
01:07:08,970 --> 01:07:10,959
I don't wanna see that in my head.

1200
01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:12,389
- Neither do I.

1201
01:07:12,390 --> 01:07:14,029
But I do.

1202
01:07:14,030 --> 01:07:17,153
And every time some wreck of
a human walks in the door...

1203
01:07:18,897 --> 01:07:20,713
it reminds me that that could be me.

1204
01:07:21,670 --> 01:07:23,893
- So that's why you're mister grace?

1205
01:07:26,160 --> 01:07:27,653
- To whom much is forgiven.

1206
01:07:28,990 --> 01:07:30,689
See, I'm no better than Alec McCortland.

1207
01:07:30,690 --> 01:07:31,530
I'm...

1208
01:07:31,530 --> 01:07:32,530
just luckier.

1209
01:07:35,540 --> 01:07:36,540
- What is that?

1210
01:07:37,730 --> 01:07:39,633
- Longerman's file on Alec McCortland.

1211
01:07:42,190 --> 01:07:44,649
You still think he's the
gun that killed Michael?

1212
01:07:44,650 --> 01:07:45,650
- No.

1213
01:07:46,680 --> 01:07:48,533
Wreck of a human, maybe.

1214
01:07:49,445 --> 01:07:50,902
That kid.

1215
01:07:50,903 --> 01:07:53,133
He's drowning in his own guilt.

1216
01:07:54,625 --> 01:07:55,458
- I know.

1217
01:07:55,459 --> 01:07:59,069
And he won't let anyone take
it away from him, and so...

1218
01:07:59,070 --> 01:08:01,329
I'm praying that you can.

1219
01:08:01,330 --> 01:08:02,163
- Save him?

1220
01:08:02,163 --> 01:08:03,110
Oh, no.

1221
01:08:03,111 --> 01:08:06,609
No, I am not in the business
of saving Alec McCortland.

1222
01:08:06,610 --> 01:08:07,929
That's your job.

1223
01:08:07,930 --> 01:08:11,449
I'm just working on
trying to not hate him.

1224
01:08:11,450 --> 01:08:13,653
- But what if you're the only one who can?

1225
01:08:15,530 --> 01:08:16,363
- Rose!

1226
01:08:16,363 --> 01:08:17,363
Honey!

1227
01:08:20,224 --> 01:08:25,185
♪ I remember when my life was over ♪

1228
01:08:25,186 --> 01:08:29,744
♪ And I remember when it all began again ♪

1229
01:08:29,745 --> 01:08:33,225
♪ The old man still a smolder ♪

1230
01:08:33,226 --> 01:08:38,226
♪ The new man just a kindling wind ♪

1231
01:08:40,057 --> 01:08:43,706
♪ Oh I remember love every day ♪

1232
01:08:43,707 --> 01:08:47,169
♪ When happiness and hope on display ♪

1233
01:08:47,170 --> 01:08:51,117
♪ And I remember wanting to play ♪

1234
01:08:51,118 --> 01:08:53,126
♪ Where the world was so ♪

1235
01:08:53,127 --> 01:08:56,423
♪ So far away ♪

1236
01:08:56,424 --> 01:08:58,821
♪ Hey ♪

1237
01:08:58,822 --> 01:09:01,031
♪ But there's a paradox to living ♪

1238
01:09:01,032 --> 01:09:04,504
♪ And the way to get is just by giving ♪

1239
01:09:04,505 --> 01:09:08,491
♪ And the way to live is just by dying ♪

1240
01:09:08,492 --> 01:09:12,338
♪ And the way to find
love is to stop trying ♪

1241
01:09:12,339 --> 01:09:15,006
♪ And just love ♪

1242
01:09:22,360 --> 01:09:23,360
Weapon-free.

1243
01:09:28,860 --> 01:09:29,860
Ew.
- Ew.

1244
01:09:33,150 --> 01:09:35,689
I can't believe you came back.

1245
01:09:35,690 --> 01:09:36,690
- I didn't plan to.

1246
01:09:41,150 --> 01:09:41,983
Did you...

1247
01:09:41,984 --> 01:09:43,669
Did you get nia...
- Niacin!

1248
01:09:43,670 --> 01:09:44,503
Yes!

1249
01:09:44,504 --> 01:09:46,359
Yeah, it made me itchy.

1250
01:09:46,360 --> 01:09:47,230
- Oh.

1251
01:09:47,231 --> 01:09:48,299
Niacin flush.

1252
01:09:48,300 --> 01:09:49,476
It does that.

1253
01:09:49,477 --> 01:09:51,019
- Yeah, I read about it.

1254
01:09:51,020 --> 01:09:52,399
- Researching?

1255
01:09:52,400 --> 01:09:54,356
To make sure that I wasn't poisoning you?

1256
01:09:55,920 --> 01:09:56,920
- I fell asleep.

1257
01:09:58,780 --> 01:10:00,503
For the first time since the...

1258
01:10:03,230 --> 01:10:04,230
- Well, good.

1259
01:10:06,560 --> 01:10:10,729
I take it, too, for ADD and probably OCD.

1260
01:10:10,730 --> 01:10:13,118
My teacher's called it poor citizenship.

1261
01:10:13,953 --> 01:10:15,899
Even now, when I see
"citizenship" on a form,

1262
01:10:15,900 --> 01:10:18,038
I feel like I should
write "needs improvement".

1263
01:10:19,940 --> 01:10:20,940
- Yes!

1264
01:10:22,090 --> 01:10:24,609
Oh, I can never, I can never stop the...

1265
01:10:24,610 --> 01:10:25,443
- The what?

1266
01:10:25,444 --> 01:10:26,959
The racing thoughts, the distractions?

1267
01:10:26,960 --> 01:10:27,793
- Oh, crap yeah!

1268
01:10:27,794 --> 01:10:30,599
I mean, sometimes I
just feel trapped with...

1269
01:10:30,600 --> 01:10:32,393
- With what, with your thoughts?

1270
01:10:33,880 --> 01:10:34,880
- Are you my friend?

1271
01:10:35,740 --> 01:10:36,829
- Don't push it.

1272
01:10:36,830 --> 01:10:37,953
I'm...

1273
01:10:39,520 --> 01:10:40,490
just here.

1274
01:10:40,491 --> 01:10:42,309
- So I've gotta be religious?

1275
01:10:42,310 --> 01:10:43,923
- You do whatever you want.

1276
01:10:44,840 --> 01:10:46,179
- Before I quit school,

1277
01:10:46,180 --> 01:10:48,749
I used to argue with the religious geeks.

1278
01:10:48,750 --> 01:10:52,979
If God is all-powerful, can
he build a football field

1279
01:10:52,980 --> 01:10:56,029
so big even He can't kick a field goal?

1280
01:10:56,030 --> 01:10:57,379
Just to mess with them.

1281
01:10:57,380 --> 01:11:02,380
I used to say, "Man makes
God in his image."

1282
01:11:02,908 --> 01:11:04,169
Oh, I thought I was so deep.

1283
01:11:04,170 --> 01:11:05,699
I thought I made that up.

1284
01:11:05,700 --> 01:11:06,533
- You didn't.

1285
01:11:06,534 --> 01:11:07,803
- Yeah, I know.

1286
01:11:09,120 --> 01:11:12,284
I really thought I didn't
believe in God anymore.

1287
01:11:12,285 --> 01:11:13,335
It'd be a lot easier.

1288
01:11:14,540 --> 01:11:15,540
- What?

1289
01:11:17,490 --> 01:11:18,490
- Are you my friend?

1290
01:11:24,860 --> 01:11:26,073
I feel trapped with me.

1291
01:11:29,550 --> 01:11:31,029
- You said that...

1292
01:11:31,030 --> 01:11:32,199
you didn't believe?

1293
01:11:32,200 --> 01:11:34,289
But then...

1294
01:11:34,290 --> 01:11:35,623
- Then you came back.

1295
01:11:37,392 --> 01:11:39,892
And there's just no way
you'd be here without God.

1296
01:12:15,130 --> 01:12:15,963
- We...

1297
01:12:15,964 --> 01:12:17,599
received communion.

1298
01:12:17,600 --> 01:12:19,379
- I didn't realize you were one of

1299
01:12:19,380 --> 01:12:21,703
Father what's-his-name's little group.

1300
01:12:23,400 --> 01:12:24,639
- I'm not.

1301
01:12:24,640 --> 01:12:28,763
But my brother is Father Wexler, so...

1302
01:12:30,000 --> 01:12:31,969
- Well, I'm glad you're here.

1303
01:12:31,970 --> 01:12:32,803
- There's...

1304
01:12:32,804 --> 01:12:34,779
There's someone else I want you to meet.

1305
01:12:34,780 --> 01:12:35,780
Rose.

1306
01:12:40,580 --> 01:12:42,019
This is Rose.

1307
01:12:42,020 --> 01:12:42,853
She's my...

1308
01:12:42,853 --> 01:12:43,853
- Employee.

1309
01:12:45,080 --> 01:12:47,593
- I was going to say she's
like a daughter to me.

1310
01:12:50,980 --> 01:12:52,919
Rose sings.

1311
01:12:52,920 --> 01:12:53,920
- A little.

1312
01:12:54,690 --> 01:12:56,749
- And she is ridiculously smart.

1313
01:12:56,750 --> 01:12:59,583
You know, she's gonna go to UC, pre-law.

1314
01:13:00,490 --> 01:13:01,490
- Cool.

1315
01:13:03,670 --> 01:13:06,119
- Alec wants to major in music.

1316
01:13:06,120 --> 01:13:07,120
Someday.

1317
01:13:09,557 --> 01:13:11,033
- So, why law?

1318
01:13:12,090 --> 01:13:15,319
- A friend of mine was killed, and...

1319
01:13:15,320 --> 01:13:17,329
- And Rose wants to help people.

1320
01:13:17,330 --> 01:13:18,503
- Mama, I can't.

1321
01:13:19,620 --> 01:13:23,109
- She also tutors third
graders at Merksen Elementary,

1322
01:13:23,110 --> 01:13:24,189
and all the kids really...

1323
01:13:24,190 --> 01:13:26,389
- He was my boyfriend, actually.

1324
01:13:26,390 --> 01:13:27,223
- Rose, don't!

1325
01:13:27,224 --> 01:13:29,269
- Do you know who I'm talking about?

1326
01:13:29,270 --> 01:13:30,103
- No, no.

1327
01:13:30,104 --> 01:13:31,591
No, I don't.

1328
01:13:34,130 --> 01:13:34,963
Do you mean...

1329
01:13:34,964 --> 01:13:36,039
- Yes!

1330
01:13:36,040 --> 01:13:36,873
Funny.

1331
01:13:36,874 --> 01:13:39,089
He promised me he wouldn't go anywhere,

1332
01:13:39,090 --> 01:13:40,129
that he wouldn't leave me,

1333
01:13:40,130 --> 01:13:42,308
right before I saw him for the last time!

1334
01:13:42,309 --> 01:13:43,142
- What is this?

1335
01:13:43,143 --> 01:13:44,699
- I felt the same way about you, Alec,

1336
01:13:44,700 --> 01:13:46,159
until I met you, and so I thought

1337
01:13:46,160 --> 01:13:48,059
if Rose met you...
- But you fixed things,

1338
01:13:48,060 --> 01:13:48,893
didn't you?

1339
01:13:48,894 --> 01:13:50,829
You made sure I'd never see him again!

1340
01:13:50,830 --> 01:13:51,663
- Rose!

1341
01:13:51,664 --> 01:13:54,329
- And now, you're taking her away from me?

1342
01:13:54,330 --> 01:13:55,859
You're like some black hole

1343
01:13:55,860 --> 01:13:57,859
that sucks everything down into it!

1344
01:13:57,860 --> 01:13:58,889
Why law?

1345
01:13:58,890 --> 01:14:01,459
So I can send people like
you where they belong!

1346
01:14:01,460 --> 01:14:02,390
- No!

1347
01:14:02,390 --> 01:14:03,223
- What?

1348
01:14:03,224 --> 01:14:04,919
You're gonna hurt me, too?

1349
01:14:04,920 --> 01:14:07,399
Well, guess what, you already have!

1350
01:14:07,400 --> 01:14:08,400
- Rose!

1351
01:14:11,960 --> 01:14:12,793
Rose?

1352
01:14:12,794 --> 01:14:14,529
I'm sorry!

1353
01:14:14,530 --> 01:14:15,800
I thought...

1354
01:14:15,801 --> 01:14:16,634
Honey, listen.

1355
01:14:16,635 --> 01:14:18,362
Just wait a second.

1356
01:14:20,823 --> 01:14:22,309
- It's okay, officer.

1357
01:14:22,310 --> 01:14:23,260
He knows me.

1358
01:14:23,261 --> 01:14:24,516
Can I talk to him?

1359
01:14:24,517 --> 01:14:25,350
Would that be okay?

1360
01:14:25,350 --> 01:14:26,350
- Five minutes!

1361
01:14:31,120 --> 01:14:32,090
- You break that bad enough,

1362
01:14:32,091 --> 01:14:33,940
you won't be able to play the guitar.

1363
01:14:35,980 --> 01:14:38,389
Penance, of course!

1364
01:14:38,390 --> 01:14:40,039
- What?

1365
01:14:40,040 --> 01:14:40,940
- You give up.

1366
01:14:40,941 --> 01:14:42,799
The only thing that you
have, and maybe God was...

1367
01:14:42,800 --> 01:14:44,633
- No, I was just pissed!

1368
01:14:47,450 --> 01:14:50,449
- Real penance isn't a knife to cut.

1369
01:14:50,450 --> 01:14:51,973
It's medicine to heal.

1370
01:14:55,080 --> 01:14:56,459
- Whatever.

1371
01:14:56,460 --> 01:14:57,949
Doesn't matter.

1372
01:14:57,950 --> 01:14:59,333
I'm walkin' dead anyway.

1373
01:15:05,460 --> 01:15:06,460
- Me too.

1374
01:15:07,440 --> 01:15:08,440
- What?

1375
01:15:09,520 --> 01:15:11,049
- Walking dead.

1376
01:15:11,050 --> 01:15:12,143
Zombies.

1377
01:15:13,010 --> 01:15:14,769
We all are.

1378
01:15:14,770 --> 01:15:16,453
- Psycho priest.

1379
01:15:17,900 --> 01:15:20,059
- Did you ever see I Am Legend?

1380
01:15:20,060 --> 01:15:21,309
- What, the movie?

1381
01:15:21,310 --> 01:15:22,310
- With Will Smith.

1382
01:15:23,380 --> 01:15:24,213
- I don't know.

1383
01:15:24,214 --> 01:15:25,839
Maybe.

1384
01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:27,549
- The book was better.

1385
01:15:27,550 --> 01:15:29,523
But it's a great theology text.

1386
01:15:30,920 --> 01:15:34,959
See, there's this man,
the Will Smith character.

1387
01:15:34,960 --> 01:15:37,799
And he hunts zombies, right?

1388
01:15:37,800 --> 01:15:41,120
In the end, they capture
him, and he finds out

1389
01:15:42,345 --> 01:15:44,319
that some of them are still alive.

1390
01:15:44,320 --> 01:15:47,079
Some of the ones that he's been killing.

1391
01:15:47,080 --> 01:15:49,429
- Living walking dead?

1392
01:15:49,430 --> 01:15:50,829
- The book is great!

1393
01:15:50,830 --> 01:15:51,899
Seriously.

1394
01:15:51,900 --> 01:15:54,759
It turns out they have these pills,

1395
01:15:54,760 --> 01:15:58,279
this medicine, that keeps them alive.

1396
01:15:58,280 --> 01:16:00,263
So, even thought they're zombies,

1397
01:16:01,270 --> 01:16:05,019
they don't eat people like
the dead dead ones do.

1398
01:16:05,020 --> 01:16:06,209
They watch out for each other,

1399
01:16:06,210 --> 01:16:07,760
and they keep each other alive.

1400
01:16:08,790 --> 01:16:10,199
- You're a total geek.

1401
01:16:10,200 --> 01:16:12,779
- The geeks shall inherit the earth.

1402
01:16:12,780 --> 01:16:13,899
- Isn't that the meek?

1403
01:16:13,900 --> 01:16:14,919
- Ha!

1404
01:16:14,920 --> 01:16:16,753
You do know your bible!

1405
01:16:18,720 --> 01:16:20,309
See...

1406
01:16:20,310 --> 01:16:21,513
we have the pill.

1407
01:16:23,020 --> 01:16:24,020
- What?

1408
01:16:25,130 --> 01:16:26,939
- Jesus...

1409
01:16:26,940 --> 01:16:28,619
is our pill.

1410
01:16:28,620 --> 01:16:29,853
He keeps us alive.

1411
01:16:31,640 --> 01:16:35,970
We breathe out the disease
that makes us walking dead

1412
01:16:37,140 --> 01:16:42,140
when we confess our sins and
take in his life and his blood.

1413
01:16:44,340 --> 01:16:48,993
The ability to be alive,
even though we were dead.

1414
01:17:18,070 --> 01:17:19,679
- Look, I'm so sorry.

1415
01:17:19,680 --> 01:17:21,309
No, I'm sorry.

1416
01:17:21,310 --> 01:17:22,180
- I brought someone.

1417
01:17:22,181 --> 01:17:24,700
- No, no, no, no, no, no, please!

1418
01:19:04,333 --> 01:19:06,199
- It's okay, Mom.

1419
01:19:06,200 --> 01:19:07,050
- Michael, I...

1420
01:19:07,051 --> 01:19:08,599
- I know.

1421
01:19:08,600 --> 01:19:09,600
I love you.

1422
01:19:15,803 --> 01:19:17,183
- I love you too, Michael.

1423
01:19:24,410 --> 01:19:27,089
- Michael was like, maybe, 13.

1424
01:19:27,090 --> 01:19:30,169
And after mass one Sunday, he goes up,

1425
01:19:30,170 --> 01:19:31,556
in the middle of everyone, and says,

1426
01:19:31,557 --> 01:19:34,207
"Papa Peter, how do I get girls?"

1427
01:19:37,036 --> 01:19:39,209
He had this mischievous innocence.

1428
01:19:39,210 --> 01:19:40,769
- Oh, I wish I'd known him.

1429
01:19:40,770 --> 01:19:42,320
- Oh, you would have loved him.

1430
01:19:43,970 --> 01:19:47,816
So anyway, Peter looks at my son and says,

1431
01:19:47,817 --> 01:19:49,869
"There are three things that girls like."

1432
01:19:49,870 --> 01:19:52,349
And then, he notices that, right there,

1433
01:19:52,350 --> 01:19:53,989
there's this group of little old ladies,

1434
01:19:53,990 --> 01:19:56,459
and they are standing there
with their mouths hanging open.

1435
01:19:56,460 --> 01:19:58,336
And he looks at 'em, and he goes, "What?

1436
01:19:58,337 --> 01:19:59,985
"I wasn't born a priest."

1437
01:20:01,954 --> 01:20:03,189
Crazy!

1438
01:20:03,190 --> 01:20:04,479
- He's kinda demented, you know?

1439
01:20:04,480 --> 01:20:05,380
- Yes.

1440
01:20:05,381 --> 01:20:08,339
- Massively into Star Trek and zombies?

1441
01:20:08,340 --> 01:20:09,173
- Oh!

1442
01:20:09,174 --> 01:20:11,089
And don't even get him
started on The Beatles.

1443
01:20:11,090 --> 01:20:13,939
Saint John, Saint Paul,
Saint George, Saint Ringo!

1444
01:20:13,940 --> 01:20:14,773
- Seriously?

1445
01:20:14,773 --> 01:20:15,606
- Oh yeah.

1446
01:20:15,607 --> 01:20:17,839
- Well, they only reinvented music.

1447
01:20:17,840 --> 01:20:20,919
Backtracking, phase
shifting, multi-tracking,

1448
01:20:20,920 --> 01:20:23,649
and their chord progressions
are totally sick!

1449
01:20:23,650 --> 01:20:27,329
- You know, one Sunday
he did an entire homily

1450
01:20:27,330 --> 01:20:29,206
on the lyrics of "Blackbird".

1451
01:20:29,207 --> 01:20:32,176
"Take these sunken eyes and learn to see."

1452
01:20:32,177 --> 01:20:33,386
- "All your life.

1453
01:20:33,387 --> 01:20:34,426
"You were only waiting..."

1454
01:20:34,427 --> 01:20:36,759
- "For this moment to be free."

1455
01:20:36,760 --> 01:20:37,760
Whew.

1456
01:20:39,600 --> 01:20:41,563
- So, I finished that song.

1457
01:20:43,982 --> 01:20:44,943
- Wh...

1458
01:20:44,944 --> 01:20:46,229
The one that you couldn't...

1459
01:20:46,230 --> 01:20:47,230
- Yeah.

1460
01:20:48,060 --> 01:20:49,193
- Well...
- I just...

1461
01:20:50,150 --> 01:20:53,279
Finally figure out that
it wasn't about a girl.

1462
01:20:53,280 --> 01:20:54,513
- Well sing it to me.

1463
01:21:02,388 --> 01:21:05,160
♪ Been looking for love ♪

1464
01:21:05,161 --> 01:21:08,300
♪ That can never be broken ♪

1465
01:21:08,301 --> 01:21:10,892
♪ Impossible love ♪

1466
01:21:10,893 --> 01:21:13,593
♪ That couldn't exist ♪

1467
01:21:13,594 --> 01:21:16,357
♪ A love that can hear me ♪

1468
01:21:16,358 --> 01:21:19,704
♪ When words are not spoken ♪

1469
01:21:19,705 --> 01:21:23,717
♪ But even my unfaithful heart ♪

1470
01:21:23,718 --> 01:21:27,418
♪ Can't resist ♪

1471
01:21:27,419 --> 01:21:30,266
♪ Maybe I'll never know ♪

1472
01:21:30,267 --> 01:21:33,676
♪ If I can find you ♪

1473
01:21:33,677 --> 01:21:38,514
♪ Or if you are even alive ♪

1474
01:21:38,515 --> 01:21:40,983
♪ But you are the one ♪

1475
01:21:40,984 --> 01:21:45,143
♪ Thing that I bind to ♪

1476
01:21:45,144 --> 01:21:50,144
♪ The reason that I can survive ♪

1477
01:21:50,373 --> 01:21:55,042
♪ I need you to light up ♪

1478
01:21:55,043 --> 01:22:00,043
♪ These dark lonely halls ♪

1479
01:22:00,743 --> 01:22:05,743
♪ Need to know you know ♪

1480
01:22:06,115 --> 01:22:11,115
♪ My innermost walls ♪

1481
01:22:11,736 --> 01:22:14,912
♪ Need you to live ♪

1482
01:22:14,913 --> 01:22:19,913
♪ Where I've wandered alone ♪

1483
01:22:20,972 --> 01:22:24,461
♪ Need you to make ♪

1484
01:22:24,462 --> 01:22:27,962
♪ My heart into your home ♪

1485
01:22:32,831 --> 01:22:34,933
- Not just your song, Alec.

1486
01:22:36,810 --> 01:22:37,859
- I'm...

1487
01:22:37,860 --> 01:22:40,069
pretty freaked out about
going back to court.

1488
01:22:40,070 --> 01:22:41,070
- I know.

1489
01:22:42,550 --> 01:22:44,059
- Would...

1490
01:22:44,060 --> 01:22:45,809
Could you pray for me?

1491
01:22:45,810 --> 01:22:46,643
- Sure!

1492
01:22:46,644 --> 01:22:48,442
We'll pray together.
- No!

1493
01:22:48,443 --> 01:22:49,443
Just you.

1494
01:22:55,980 --> 01:22:57,639
- Lord...

1495
01:22:57,640 --> 01:22:59,823
bless this young man tomorrow.

1496
01:23:00,870 --> 01:23:01,703
Be with him...

1497
01:23:01,704 --> 01:23:03,059
- We have heard well-prepared presentation

1498
01:23:03,060 --> 01:23:05,429
by councils Longerman and Gitmeier,

1499
01:23:05,430 --> 01:23:08,359
and I see no reason not
to rule at this time.

1500
01:23:08,360 --> 01:23:10,619
Alec McCortland, this court has shown

1501
01:23:10,620 --> 01:23:13,889
tremendous leniency on your behalf.

1502
01:23:13,890 --> 01:23:15,939
It is the very real intent

1503
01:23:15,940 --> 01:23:18,029
of the Hamilton County Juvenile System

1504
01:23:18,030 --> 01:23:21,953
to rehabilitate young
people, not throw them away.

1505
01:23:22,860 --> 01:23:25,169
But when every effort fails,

1506
01:23:25,170 --> 01:23:27,159
your almost immediate violation

1507
01:23:27,160 --> 01:23:29,139
of court order, Mr. McCortland,

1508
01:23:29,140 --> 01:23:32,219
coupled with the clear
warning I gave you previously,

1509
01:23:32,220 --> 01:23:35,753
speak loudly of your need
for harsher discipline.

1510
01:23:37,040 --> 01:23:40,959
Yes, defense has made a dramatic case.

1511
01:23:40,960 --> 01:23:44,049
It is extraordinary that
Mrs. Ambelin would visit

1512
01:23:44,050 --> 01:23:47,773
or even be allowed to visit
Mr. McCortland in lockup.

1513
01:23:48,640 --> 01:23:50,899
However, such circumstances say more

1514
01:23:50,900 --> 01:23:54,509
about Mrs. Ambelin's character than yours.

1515
01:23:54,510 --> 01:23:57,159
You have shown no willingness to change.

1516
01:23:57,160 --> 01:23:59,459
Hence, I am inclined to sentence you

1517
01:23:59,460 --> 01:24:02,119
to extended incarceration at DYS

1518
01:24:02,120 --> 01:24:05,309
until the age of 25, at which time...

1519
01:24:05,310 --> 01:24:06,923
- He has changed, Your Honor.

1520
01:24:11,290 --> 01:24:13,979
- Mrs. Ambelin, this
hearing is concluding.

1521
01:24:13,980 --> 01:24:16,129
There are procedures for testifying.

1522
01:24:16,130 --> 01:24:18,399
Mr. McCortland's defense
did not submit any...

1523
01:24:18,400 --> 01:24:20,319
- He doesn't know anything about this.

1524
01:24:20,320 --> 01:24:22,809
I'm sorry, Your Honor, it's just...

1525
01:24:22,810 --> 01:24:25,819
Would it change the outcome if Alec...

1526
01:24:25,820 --> 01:24:28,503
If Mr. McCortland had a legal guardian?

1527
01:24:31,640 --> 01:24:32,999
- It might.

1528
01:24:33,000 --> 01:24:35,729
But Mrs. Ambeline, CPS
has documented the fact

1529
01:24:35,730 --> 01:24:38,999
that Mr. McCortland does
not have a legal guardian.

1530
01:24:39,000 --> 01:24:42,170
- I have applied for legal
guardianship of Alec McCortland.

1531
01:25:30,610 --> 01:25:31,695
- We do it this time,

1532
01:25:31,696 --> 01:25:32,529
my way!
- Let's do it.

1533
01:25:32,529 --> 01:25:33,362
- All right?

1534
01:25:33,363 --> 01:25:34,389
Let's go!
- Let's go?

1535
01:25:34,390 --> 01:25:35,250
- We're done!

1536
01:25:35,251 --> 01:25:37,463
Let's go.
- All right, let's go.

1537
01:25:38,940 --> 01:25:40,029
- I'm very sorry, but I don't...

1538
01:25:40,030 --> 01:25:40,863
- You're sorry?

1539
01:25:40,864 --> 01:25:41,903
How do you lose a child?

1540
01:25:41,904 --> 01:25:42,760
- I didn't lose a child.

1541
01:25:42,760 --> 01:25:43,593
- He's not even 18!

1542
01:25:43,593 --> 01:25:44,470
- Can I help you?

1543
01:25:44,471 --> 01:25:45,479
- Yes.

1544
01:25:45,480 --> 01:25:46,470
My...

1545
01:25:46,471 --> 01:25:49,099
Alec McCortland was
supposed to be brought here

1546
01:25:49,100 --> 01:25:51,169
half an hour ago by Detective Carny.

1547
01:25:51,170 --> 01:25:52,441
- We're aware of that Mrs...

1548
01:25:52,442 --> 01:25:53,496
- Ambelin!

1549
01:25:53,497 --> 01:25:54,330
It's Mrs. Ambelin!

1550
01:25:54,330 --> 01:25:55,163
- Carny's car was here...

1551
01:25:55,164 --> 01:25:57,099
- Did you call Detective Carny?

1552
01:25:57,100 --> 01:25:58,719
- Yes, but he never answered.

1553
01:25:58,720 --> 01:26:01,459
When the car ex-officers
are on duty, they usually...

1554
01:26:01,460 --> 01:26:04,049
- We really should wait
until we hear from Carny.

1555
01:26:04,050 --> 01:26:04,883
- What?

1556
01:26:04,884 --> 01:26:07,189
Wait til he gets off of work
a couple hours from now?

1557
01:26:07,190 --> 01:26:09,509
Alec could be dead by then.

1558
01:26:09,510 --> 01:26:10,370
- What if you find him?

1559
01:26:10,371 --> 01:26:12,389
I mean, what are you gonna do?

1560
01:26:12,390 --> 01:26:13,859
- I don't know, Peter.

1561
01:26:13,860 --> 01:26:16,160
But I just can't sit
here and not do anything.

1562
01:26:17,888 --> 01:26:18,888
- Ingrid!

1563
01:26:28,560 --> 01:26:29,560
- What up H?

1564
01:26:45,220 --> 01:26:46,849
So...

1565
01:26:46,850 --> 01:26:47,850
Listen, dude.

1566
01:26:48,700 --> 01:26:50,569
I got some contacts in the burbs.

1567
01:26:50,570 --> 01:26:51,470
- What are you sayin'?

1568
01:26:51,471 --> 01:26:54,220
- You know rich white kids,
just itchin' for this shit.

1569
01:26:59,860 --> 01:27:01,310
- Where did he get the money?

1570
01:27:02,237 --> 01:27:03,853
And why is he still there?

1571
01:27:05,630 --> 01:27:06,669
- We can't
handle this ourselves.

1572
01:27:06,670 --> 01:27:07,670
I'm callin' Carny.

1573
01:27:11,407 --> 01:27:12,484
- You Daymond?

1574
01:27:12,485 --> 01:27:13,318
- What's up?

1575
01:27:13,319 --> 01:27:15,910
- Daymond, I got a way
for us to make some money.

1576
01:27:15,911 --> 01:27:18,241
- Ingrid, no!

1577
01:27:18,242 --> 01:27:19,625
- Alec!

1578
01:27:19,626 --> 01:27:20,939
- Who the hell's this?

1579
01:27:20,940 --> 01:27:21,940
Who is she?

1580
01:27:22,992 --> 01:27:24,152
- No, no, no, no, no, no, no!

1581
01:27:34,755 --> 01:27:37,831
- Stay with me.
- No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

1582
01:27:37,832 --> 01:27:39,210
You're okay.

1583
01:27:39,211 --> 01:27:40,639
You're okay, you're okay, you're okay.

1584
01:27:40,640 --> 01:27:41,849
- Police, stop!

1585
01:27:41,850 --> 01:27:45,349
- Through this holy oil
and His great mercy,

1586
01:27:45,350 --> 01:27:46,968
may God forgive you for any sins

1587
01:27:46,969 --> 01:27:49,723
that you may have committed.

1588
01:27:49,724 --> 01:27:53,057
- You're okay, you're okay, you're okay.

1589
01:28:12,311 --> 01:28:13,728
- It was a sting.

1590
01:28:16,745 --> 01:28:18,196
- What?

1591
01:28:18,197 --> 01:28:20,153
- You think I just happened to show up?

1592
01:28:21,130 --> 01:28:22,379
Look, it was his idea.

1593
01:28:22,380 --> 01:28:24,679
He said he would do it with or without us.

1594
01:28:24,680 --> 01:28:25,903
So I said...

1595
01:28:27,830 --> 01:28:29,672
Look, it wasn't supposed
to go down like that.

1596
01:28:29,673 --> 01:28:30,949
- He's 17!

1597
01:28:30,950 --> 01:28:33,042
- We've been trying to
nail this guy for months!

1598
01:28:33,043 --> 01:28:33,920
- I don't care what you've been trying!

1599
01:28:33,921 --> 01:28:35,679
You don't put a kid at risk!

1600
01:28:35,680 --> 01:28:36,660
And my sister!

1601
01:28:36,660 --> 01:28:37,660
- I heard.

1602
01:28:40,571 --> 01:28:41,571
- Go.

1603
01:28:45,470 --> 01:28:47,593
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

1604
01:28:48,630 --> 01:28:50,579
- Look, I know I screwed up.

1605
01:28:50,580 --> 01:28:52,049
And Judge Graham knows it, too.

1606
01:28:52,050 --> 01:28:52,883
Trust me.

1607
01:28:52,884 --> 01:28:54,613
She set me straight on procedure.

1608
01:28:55,780 --> 01:28:58,759
But the shooter and the
kingpin are down for the count.

1609
01:28:58,760 --> 01:29:00,469
Look, the guy's phone list is golden.

1610
01:29:00,470 --> 01:29:02,223
All kinds of NTs are on there.

1611
01:29:03,920 --> 01:29:05,169
Anyway...

1612
01:29:05,170 --> 01:29:07,459
the kid's be readmitted to Merskin.

1613
01:29:07,460 --> 01:29:08,649
You're authorized to pick him up

1614
01:29:08,650 --> 01:29:10,219
and bring him back at any time.

1615
01:29:10,220 --> 01:29:11,370
The hours are on there.

1616
01:29:14,000 --> 01:29:15,000
- Thanks.

1617
01:29:19,360 --> 01:29:20,600
- I'm sorry, Father.

1618
01:29:46,360 --> 01:29:47,560
- For when you're ready.

1619
01:30:05,094 --> 01:30:08,320
♪ Life is just a game we play ♪

1620
01:30:08,321 --> 01:30:12,938
♪ To pass away the years ♪

1621
01:30:12,939 --> 01:30:16,114
♪ Yeah that's what I used to say ♪

1622
01:30:16,115 --> 01:30:20,109
♪ But it never stopped one tear ♪

1623
01:30:20,110 --> 01:30:24,270
♪ And a tear is just a drop you see ♪

1624
01:30:24,271 --> 01:30:28,064
♪ In an ocean of regrets ♪

1625
01:30:28,065 --> 01:30:32,414
♪ And a sea of grief could never free ♪

1626
01:30:32,415 --> 01:30:36,211
♪ A heart so far in debt ♪

1627
01:30:36,212 --> 01:30:41,212
♪ In debt ♪

1628
01:30:44,194 --> 01:30:48,102
♪ Even though I know I'm not enough ♪

1629
01:30:48,103 --> 01:30:52,035
♪ I keep trying anyway ♪

1630
01:30:52,036 --> 01:30:56,096
♪ I keep thinking when I'm up to snuff ♪

1631
01:30:56,097 --> 01:31:00,403
♪ I could blow this fog away ♪

1632
01:31:00,404 --> 01:31:04,365
♪ But if I had a million years ♪

1633
01:31:04,366 --> 01:31:08,140
♪ And all my Sundays too ♪

1634
01:31:08,141 --> 01:31:12,073
♪ I could never set the balance straight ♪

1635
01:31:12,074 --> 01:31:15,372
♪ For the things I didn't do ♪

1636
01:31:15,373 --> 01:31:20,373
♪ Didn't do ♪

1637
01:31:25,005 --> 01:31:29,156
♪ Some day I'll know ♪

1638
01:31:29,157 --> 01:31:31,557
♪ And I'll never forget ♪

1639
01:31:31,558 --> 01:31:33,133
♪ No no no ♪

1640
01:31:33,134 --> 01:31:36,381
♪ What I do in the end's what matters ♪

1641
01:31:36,382 --> 01:31:40,965
♪ So I won't fall in love with regrets ♪

1642
01:31:47,410 --> 01:31:49,490
♪ No regrets ♪

1643
01:31:49,491 --> 01:31:53,089
♪ Da da da da da ♪

1644
01:31:53,090 --> 01:31:57,075
♪ Da da da da ♪

1645
01:31:57,076 --> 01:32:01,062
♪ Da da da da da ♪

1646
01:32:01,063 --> 01:32:03,497
♪ Da da da ♪

1647
01:32:03,498 --> 01:32:05,261
♪ No regrets ♪

1648
01:32:05,262 --> 01:32:08,998
♪ Da da da da da ♪

1649
01:32:08,999 --> 01:32:13,061
♪ Da da da ♪

1650
01:32:13,062 --> 01:32:16,836
♪ Da da da da da ♪

1651
01:32:16,837 --> 01:32:21,074
♪ Da da da ♪

1652
01:32:21,075 --> 01:32:25,142
♪ Da da da da da ♪

1653
01:32:25,143 --> 01:32:27,393
♪ Da da da ♪

1654
01:32:29,100 --> 01:32:32,219
You can see the difference
even while she's sleeping.

1655
01:32:32,220 --> 01:32:34,419
Now, had we argued, she would've woke up

1656
01:32:34,420 --> 01:32:35,970
and told us we were both wrong.

1657
01:32:37,750 --> 01:32:38,839
I'll pick you up first tomorrow,

1658
01:32:38,840 --> 01:32:40,949
and you can help me bring her home.

1659
01:32:40,950 --> 01:32:41,783
- I should go.

1660
01:32:41,783 --> 01:32:42,616
- Why, Alec?

1661
01:32:42,616 --> 01:32:43,449
You belong here!

1662
01:32:43,449 --> 01:32:44,282
- No, no, I can't.

1663
01:32:44,283 --> 01:32:45,709
- It was your prayers.

1664
01:32:45,710 --> 01:32:46,543
- I put her here!

1665
01:32:46,544 --> 01:32:48,019
Don't you get that?

1666
01:32:48,020 --> 01:32:49,359
- No, stop it!

1667
01:32:49,360 --> 01:32:50,360
Stop it!

1668
01:32:53,182 --> 01:32:54,015
- What?

1669
01:32:54,016 --> 01:32:56,169
- You are not the center
of the universe, Alec!

1670
01:32:56,170 --> 01:32:58,569
Things don't happen just because of you!

1671
01:32:58,570 --> 01:33:00,246
You think God gets up
every morning and says,

1672
01:33:00,247 --> 01:33:02,166
"Boy, I'd like to do a lot
of terrific stuff today,

1673
01:33:02,167 --> 01:33:04,406
"but I just can't, because
Alec's gonna screw it up"?

1674
01:33:04,407 --> 01:33:05,519
- How can you say that?

1675
01:33:05,520 --> 01:33:06,353
- Say what?

1676
01:33:06,354 --> 01:33:07,729
Talk like I'm a regular person?

1677
01:33:07,730 --> 01:33:10,279
Because I am a regular person, Alec.

1678
01:33:10,280 --> 01:33:13,039
I eat, I sleep, I poop,
I have stupid ideas

1679
01:33:13,040 --> 01:33:15,059
that can be more simple
than you might think.

1680
01:33:15,060 --> 01:33:17,479
But that's when God invades me again!

1681
01:33:17,480 --> 01:33:19,439
Because that's what He does!

1682
01:33:19,440 --> 01:33:21,129
He is my medicine for stupid!

1683
01:33:21,130 --> 01:33:22,266
He's the pill that keeps me alive!

1684
01:33:22,267 --> 01:33:23,969
- No, I can't let him inside!

1685
01:33:23,970 --> 01:33:25,909
Don't you get that, you psycho?

1686
01:33:25,910 --> 01:33:27,029
It's full of shit in here!

1687
01:33:27,030 --> 01:33:29,469
Full of shit and darkness and hell,

1688
01:33:29,470 --> 01:33:30,939
and I just fucking can't!

1689
01:33:30,940 --> 01:33:32,859
- He's already inside!

1690
01:33:32,860 --> 01:33:33,974
Let him finish what he started!

1691
01:33:33,975 --> 01:33:35,623
- No, no, I can't.

1692
01:33:37,141 --> 01:33:38,131
Let go of me.

1693
01:33:38,132 --> 01:33:39,298
Get off of me!

1694
01:33:44,499 --> 01:33:46,120
Just get off.

1695
01:33:46,121 --> 01:33:47,204
Just get off!

1696
01:33:48,220 --> 01:33:49,053
No!

1697
01:33:49,053 --> 01:33:49,886
No, no.

1698
01:33:49,886 --> 01:33:50,719
Just let me go.

1699
01:33:50,720 --> 01:33:54,009
- It is time for you to stop
thinking about yourself!

1700
01:33:54,010 --> 01:33:57,079
That woman over there,
that crazy, wonderful,

1701
01:33:57,080 --> 01:33:58,766
caffeinated Madonna needs your love!

1702
01:33:58,767 --> 01:34:00,299
- No, no, I don't deserve it.

1703
01:34:00,300 --> 01:34:01,559
- Of course you don't!

1704
01:34:01,560 --> 01:34:02,599
None of us do!

1705
01:34:02,600 --> 01:34:04,250
Haven't you figured that out yet?

1706
01:34:05,240 --> 01:34:07,410
You're her son.

1707
01:34:07,411 --> 01:34:08,290
- No.

1708
01:34:08,290 --> 01:34:09,150
No, I'm the one

1709
01:34:09,150 --> 01:34:10,030
who killed her son.
- Tell God.

1710
01:34:10,031 --> 01:34:11,959
He's the one who made the arrangement.

1711
01:34:11,960 --> 01:34:12,880
I'm merely an observer.

1712
01:34:12,881 --> 01:34:14,439
- No, no, it was me.

1713
01:34:14,440 --> 01:34:16,113
I killed her son.

1714
01:34:17,844 --> 01:34:20,139
And I killed my mother,
and I almost killed her.

1715
01:34:20,140 --> 01:34:21,790
- And you're leaving someone out.

1716
01:34:23,420 --> 01:34:24,753
Who put him there?

1717
01:34:32,374 --> 01:34:33,596
- I did.

1718
01:34:33,597 --> 01:34:34,597
- I did.

1719
01:34:36,757 --> 01:34:37,823
- And so did I.

1720
01:34:40,763 --> 01:34:42,129
- No.

1721
01:34:42,130 --> 01:34:42,963
No, no, no.

1722
01:34:42,964 --> 01:34:44,243
After what I did to you?

1723
01:34:45,370 --> 01:34:46,370
The bullet?

1724
01:34:48,240 --> 01:34:50,223
- I chose that bullet, Alec.

1725
01:34:51,321 --> 01:34:52,321
And he chose that.

1726
01:34:56,110 --> 01:34:57,473
- You saved my life.

1727
01:34:59,470 --> 01:35:00,470
Twice.

1728
01:35:02,390 --> 01:35:04,149
- No choice.

1729
01:35:04,150 --> 01:35:05,163
You're my pearl.

1730
01:35:07,780 --> 01:35:08,780
It's a long story.

1731
01:35:23,110 --> 01:35:25,310
- I think I'm ready to
go to confession now.

1732
01:35:35,803 --> 01:35:38,259
♪ Been looking for love ♪

1733
01:35:38,260 --> 01:35:40,718
♪ That can never be broken ♪

1734
01:35:40,719 --> 01:35:43,088
♪ Impossible love ♪

1735
01:35:43,089 --> 01:35:45,562
♪ That couldn't exist ♪

1736
01:35:45,563 --> 01:35:48,075
♪ A love that can hear me ♪

1737
01:35:48,076 --> 01:35:50,598
♪ When words are not spoken ♪

1738
01:35:50,599 --> 01:35:54,757
♪ That even my unfaithful heart ♪

1739
01:35:54,758 --> 01:35:59,758
♪ Can't resist ♪

1740
01:36:00,390 --> 01:36:02,730
♪ Maybe I'll never know ♪

1741
01:36:02,731 --> 01:36:05,388
♪ If I can find you ♪

1742
01:36:05,389 --> 01:36:10,066
♪ Or if you are even alive ♪

1743
01:36:10,067 --> 01:36:12,484
♪ But you are the one ♪

1744
01:36:12,485 --> 01:36:15,109
♪ Thing that I bind to ♪

1745
01:36:15,110 --> 01:36:20,110
♪ The reason that I can survive ♪

1746
01:36:22,119 --> 01:36:27,119
♪ I need you to light up ♪

1747
01:36:27,133 --> 01:36:32,133
♪ These dark lonely halls ♪

1748
01:36:32,579 --> 01:36:36,706
♪ Need to know you know ♪

1749
01:36:36,707 --> 01:36:41,707
♪ My innermost walls ♪

1750
01:36:42,284 --> 01:36:45,529
♪ Need you to live ♪

1751
01:36:45,530 --> 01:36:50,530
♪ Where I've wandered alone ♪

1752
01:36:52,336 --> 01:36:55,666
♪ Need you to make ♪

1753
01:36:55,667 --> 01:36:59,167
♪ My heart into your home ♪

1754
01:37:08,768 --> 01:37:13,768
♪ Well I heard of a man
who vanished completely ♪

1755
01:37:13,825 --> 01:37:18,717
♪ Had riches and power
like an old king of Spain ♪

1756
01:37:18,718 --> 01:37:23,617
♪ But nobody whispered or
spoke his name sweetly ♪

1757
01:37:23,618 --> 01:37:28,618
♪ In the end he was only
a stain on the world ♪

1758
01:37:33,419 --> 01:37:38,407
♪ Maybe I'll never know
if I can find you ♪

1759
01:37:38,408 --> 01:37:43,161
♪ Or if you are even alive ♪

1760
01:37:43,162 --> 01:37:45,572
♪ But you are the one ♪

1761
01:37:45,573 --> 01:37:48,147
♪ Thing that I bind to ♪
- Is that your mom?

1762
01:37:48,148 --> 01:37:52,450
♪ The reason that I can survive ♪

1763
01:37:52,451 --> 01:37:53,451
- Yup.

1764
01:37:55,442 --> 01:38:00,005
♪ I need you to light up ♪

1765
01:38:00,006 --> 01:38:05,006
♪ These dark lonely halls ♪

1766
01:38:05,344 --> 01:38:09,651
♪ Need to know you know ♪

1767
01:38:09,652 --> 01:38:14,652
♪ My innermost walls ♪

1768
01:38:15,331 --> 01:38:18,719
♪ Need you to live ♪

1769
01:38:18,720 --> 01:38:23,720
♪ Where I've wandered alone ♪

1770
01:38:25,077 --> 01:38:28,499
♪ Need you to make ♪

1771
01:38:28,500 --> 01:38:33,500
♪ My heart into your home ♪

1772
01:38:34,891 --> 01:38:38,248
♪ Need you to live ♪

1773
01:38:38,249 --> 01:38:43,249
♪ Where I've wandered alone ♪

1774
01:38:44,518 --> 01:38:47,904
♪ Need you to make ♪

1775
01:38:47,905 --> 01:38:51,405
♪ My heart into your home ♪

1776
01:39:15,755 --> 01:39:18,682
♪ Father I'm on fire ♪

1777
01:39:18,683 --> 01:39:22,086
♪ And I'm burning up for you ♪

1778
01:39:22,087 --> 01:39:25,546
♪ 'Cause it's filled me with desire ♪

1779
01:39:25,547 --> 01:39:30,547
♪ To know what's really
truly in your will for me ♪

1780
01:39:31,475 --> 01:39:35,415
♪ I know that you will show me ♪

1781
01:39:35,416 --> 01:39:40,416
♪ 'Cause you answer every
knock on your door ♪

1782
01:39:42,500 --> 01:39:45,412
♪ Lord I'm just a baby ♪

1783
01:39:45,413 --> 01:39:48,785
♪ But I'm learning how to crawl ♪

1784
01:39:48,786 --> 01:39:52,478
♪ And I hope that someday maybe ♪

1785
01:39:52,479 --> 01:39:57,479
♪ I can grow up taller
than I stood before ♪

1786
01:39:58,524 --> 01:40:02,087
♪ And I know you'll use me more ♪

1787
01:40:02,088 --> 01:40:07,088
♪ 'Cause you answer every
knock on your door ♪

1788
01:40:08,957 --> 01:40:12,184
♪ And I'd like to sing
this song out loud ♪

1789
01:40:12,185 --> 01:40:15,593
♪ So everyone can hear ♪

1790
01:40:15,594 --> 01:40:18,896
♪ And if there's someone in the crowd ♪

1791
01:40:18,897 --> 01:40:23,897
♪ That's longing to get nearer to thee ♪

1792
01:40:24,798 --> 01:40:28,701
♪ Then Father work through me ♪

1793
01:40:28,702 --> 01:40:30,715
♪ 'Cause you changed my life ♪

1794
01:40:30,716 --> 01:40:34,216
♪ It's you I'm living for ♪