1 00:00:51,943 --> 00:00:52,976 - Yeah. 2 00:01:01,111 --> 00:01:03,344 - Alright, ladies, let's move to the sanctuary. 3 00:01:03,345 --> 00:01:05,810 - I just, give me one second. 4 00:01:44,884 --> 00:01:45,918 - Ready? 5 00:01:49,952 --> 00:01:52,053 - Lord, give him strength. 6 00:02:15,623 --> 00:02:19,889 - One, two, three, 7 00:02:19,890 --> 00:02:23,757 four, five, six, 8 00:02:23,758 --> 00:02:28,091 seven, eight, nine. 9 00:02:37,960 --> 00:02:39,660 10. 10 00:02:45,095 --> 00:02:47,395 - 11. - 11. 11 00:02:47,396 --> 00:02:49,727 - 12. - 12. 12 00:02:49,728 --> 00:02:53,596 13, 14, 13 00:02:56,363 --> 00:02:59,463 15, that's the number after 14, 16. 14 00:02:59,464 --> 00:03:00,464 Alright, guys, you did good. 15 00:03:00,465 --> 00:03:02,398 I'll see you next week, okay? 16 00:03:03,232 --> 00:03:05,432 Good, get outta here. 17 00:03:06,499 --> 00:03:07,630 Ben - Boom. 18 00:03:07,631 --> 00:03:08,631 - Boom, baby. 19 00:03:08,632 --> 00:03:10,165 - Yeah. - You gonna help 20 00:03:10,166 --> 00:03:11,332 me out next week? - Of course. 21 00:03:11,333 --> 00:03:12,965 - Alright. 22 00:03:12,966 --> 00:03:14,332 See you later. 23 00:03:14,333 --> 00:03:16,433 - Good job, man, see you Monday. 24 00:03:16,434 --> 00:03:17,899 - Have a good week. - You, too. 25 00:03:17,900 --> 00:03:19,433 - I'm not exactly sure when it was 26 00:03:19,434 --> 00:03:22,134 that I fell in love with Michael Boyum. 27 00:03:22,135 --> 00:03:26,034 - Hi, Michael? 28 00:03:26,035 --> 00:03:28,801 - Yeah, you're Michelle, uh, Danny's sister. 29 00:03:28,802 --> 00:03:30,634 - When we met, I don't think either of us 30 00:03:30,635 --> 00:03:33,136 really knew what real love even was. 31 00:03:33,137 --> 00:03:35,136 I did know he was cute. 32 00:03:35,137 --> 00:03:37,535 Not quite as cute as he thought he was. 33 00:03:37,536 --> 00:03:39,303 With those stunning blue eyes like 34 00:03:39,304 --> 00:03:41,603 Leonardo DiCaprio from Titanic 35 00:03:41,604 --> 00:03:43,703 and there was just something about him 36 00:03:43,704 --> 00:03:45,771 that connected with me. 37 00:03:45,772 --> 00:03:48,371 - It looked fun. 38 00:03:48,372 --> 00:03:50,371 - Anyone can join if you're interested. 39 00:03:50,372 --> 00:03:52,339 - Oh, that's, that's cool. 40 00:03:52,340 --> 00:03:53,638 Um, yeah, I'll think about it. 41 00:03:53,639 --> 00:03:54,938 - You're really gonna think about it? 42 00:03:54,939 --> 00:03:56,205 - I promise. - 'Cause those 43 00:03:56,206 --> 00:03:57,606 flyers are expensive. - Oh. 44 00:03:57,607 --> 00:03:59,273 - You'd be awesome at it. 45 00:03:59,274 --> 00:04:01,106 We'll get you a GI and teach you some moves, 46 00:04:01,107 --> 00:04:03,241 you're gonna be a ninja in, like, two weeks. 47 00:04:03,242 --> 00:04:04,707 - My guns are huge. 48 00:04:04,708 --> 00:04:06,007 I'm just kidding. 49 00:04:06,008 --> 00:04:08,441 Okay, I'll see you, see you at school. 50 00:04:08,442 --> 00:04:10,143 - Okay. 51 00:04:11,909 --> 00:04:13,442 Hey, Michelle? 52 00:04:13,443 --> 00:04:14,641 - Yeah? 53 00:04:14,642 --> 00:04:18,476 - Uh, do you want to 54 00:04:18,477 --> 00:04:23,377 uh, do you want to go get a milkshake with me? 55 00:04:23,378 --> 00:04:25,044 - Yeah. - Really? 56 00:04:25,045 --> 00:04:26,244 - Yeah, sure. - Let's go 57 00:04:26,245 --> 00:04:27,445 right now. - Okay. 58 00:04:27,446 --> 00:04:28,778 - Come on. - It's a good thing 59 00:04:28,779 --> 00:04:29,844 I'm not busy. - I know, 60 00:04:29,845 --> 00:04:31,088 that would have been really awkward... 61 00:04:31,112 --> 00:04:32,378 - You know what would have been weird? 62 00:04:32,379 --> 00:04:34,379 If I'm like, oh, I've actually got math homework. 63 00:04:34,380 --> 00:04:35,845 - You do? - No. 64 00:04:35,846 --> 00:04:36,912 - Okay, good. 65 00:04:36,913 --> 00:04:38,645 - Sure, it was just puppy love, 66 00:04:38,646 --> 00:04:41,013 but we thought it was more. 67 00:04:41,014 --> 00:04:43,048 We both got grief for it. 68 00:04:44,714 --> 00:04:46,081 Don't you need your shoes? 69 00:04:46,082 --> 00:04:47,847 - I'm a ninja, what do I need shoes for? 70 00:04:48,882 --> 00:04:51,049 ♫ I love to see you smiling, 71 00:04:51,050 --> 00:04:53,982 ♫ in the morning sun 72 00:04:53,983 --> 00:04:56,449 ♫ It makes me realize 73 00:04:56,450 --> 00:04:59,250 ♫ that you are the one 74 00:04:59,251 --> 00:05:00,949 - We're gonna find it. - No, we're not. 75 00:05:00,950 --> 00:05:02,383 The internet says it's here. 76 00:05:02,384 --> 00:05:04,184 Hey, buddy, give me one more second. 77 00:05:04,185 --> 00:05:06,284 - Hey, guys, did you find that geometry thing yet? 78 00:05:06,285 --> 00:05:08,251 - It's a geocache, it's treasure that people 79 00:05:08,252 --> 00:05:09,684 put in a box from all over the world. 80 00:05:09,685 --> 00:05:11,818 - Yeah, that's great, keep going, keep going, farther. 81 00:05:11,819 --> 00:05:13,385 - Here? 82 00:05:13,386 --> 00:05:14,818 - 10 bucks says he drops it. 83 00:05:14,819 --> 00:05:16,819 - 10 bucks says you throw it off the bridge. 84 00:05:16,820 --> 00:05:18,154 - Alright. 85 00:05:21,921 --> 00:05:23,421 - Ow! 86 00:05:23,422 --> 00:05:24,822 - Can't catch! Perfect toss! 87 00:05:29,655 --> 00:05:31,822 - Hey, uh, bro, 88 00:05:31,855 --> 00:05:33,823 I think I found your treasure right here. 89 00:05:38,490 --> 00:05:40,589 - Michelle, find the geocache. 90 00:05:42,024 --> 00:05:44,790 - So, you two are officially going out? 91 00:05:44,791 --> 00:05:45,792 - Yes. 92 00:05:45,793 --> 00:05:47,091 Cradle robber. 93 00:05:47,092 --> 00:05:49,224 - Two years, jerk, two years. 94 00:05:49,225 --> 00:05:51,758 - A lot of girls date older boys. 95 00:05:51,759 --> 00:05:54,558 - I don't know, somethin' about him, he's too nice. 96 00:05:54,559 --> 00:05:56,459 - Too nice? - Yeah. 97 00:05:56,460 --> 00:05:58,993 Boys his age have a one-track mind. 98 00:05:58,994 --> 00:06:00,692 This nice-guy thing is just an act. 99 00:06:00,693 --> 00:06:03,194 - Would you just let the girl eat in peace? 100 00:06:03,195 --> 00:06:04,795 - I have spoken. 101 00:06:06,395 --> 00:06:09,694 - Ooh, a senior, 102 00:06:09,695 --> 00:06:12,262 I'm just an itty-bitty sophomore, 103 00:06:12,263 --> 00:06:16,464 helpless to your upper-classman charm. 104 00:06:17,663 --> 00:06:21,330 - I really like her, she's a sweet girl. 105 00:06:21,331 --> 00:06:23,830 And men should really date women younger than them. 106 00:06:23,831 --> 00:06:25,264 - Why's that? 107 00:06:25,265 --> 00:06:27,132 - 'Cause women mature quicker than men. 108 00:06:27,166 --> 00:06:29,265 The age difference balances it out. 109 00:06:29,266 --> 00:06:31,231 - You know, you're outnumbered, you're 4-to-1. 110 00:06:31,232 --> 00:06:34,733 - Mmm, does James count? 111 00:06:35,833 --> 00:06:37,133 - Aww. 112 00:06:37,566 --> 00:06:40,167 ♫ La La La La La La 113 00:06:40,168 --> 00:06:42,534 ♫ Oh 114 00:06:42,535 --> 00:06:45,134 ♫ La La La La La La 115 00:06:45,135 --> 00:06:47,369 ♫ Oh. 116 00:06:48,102 --> 00:06:52,036 ♫ I love to run my hand across your hand 117 00:06:53,203 --> 00:06:55,335 ♫ There's nothing I could do 118 00:06:55,336 --> 00:06:58,136 ♫ and there's nothing I can't 119 00:06:58,137 --> 00:07:00,602 ♫ I love to love you so 120 00:07:00,603 --> 00:07:03,071 ♫ Let all my feelings go 121 00:07:03,072 --> 00:07:07,638 ♫ I love to run my hand across your hand 122 00:07:13,273 --> 00:07:16,006 - Madame, tonight, I will be your waiter. 123 00:07:17,474 --> 00:07:21,442 May I offer you some of our finest sparkling water. 124 00:07:22,341 --> 00:07:24,674 - You are so weird, 125 00:07:25,908 --> 00:07:27,208 but a good weird. 126 00:07:27,209 --> 00:07:28,209 - I know. 127 00:07:30,543 --> 00:07:32,141 - He worked for a barbecue company 128 00:07:32,142 --> 00:07:34,142 and insisted on driving us everywhere 129 00:07:34,143 --> 00:07:36,009 in the pigmobile. 130 00:07:36,010 --> 00:07:38,509 I came to hate that thing. 131 00:07:38,510 --> 00:07:39,776 I could never explain to my friends 132 00:07:39,777 --> 00:07:42,077 why I always smelled like pork. 133 00:07:42,078 --> 00:07:46,844 - No, no, I am not going to prom in the pigmobile. 134 00:07:46,845 --> 00:07:49,545 No, I'm not doing it. 135 00:07:49,546 --> 00:07:51,546 Stop looking at me like that. 136 00:07:51,547 --> 00:07:55,978 No, oh, Michael, you kill me. 137 00:07:57,081 --> 00:07:59,579 - I have Michelle Larson with me. 138 00:07:59,580 --> 00:08:04,214 I'm driving a pig to prom with Michelle Larson. 139 00:08:04,215 --> 00:08:06,148 - Stop. 140 00:08:21,617 --> 00:08:25,084 - Michael was an enthusiastic dancer. 141 00:08:25,085 --> 00:08:27,585 He did not care how he looked. 142 00:08:44,054 --> 00:08:46,155 - I love you. 143 00:08:47,222 --> 00:08:49,855 - You're not supposed to say that unless you mean it. 144 00:08:53,923 --> 00:08:55,689 - I do mean it. 145 00:08:57,224 --> 00:08:58,990 - Why? 146 00:08:59,024 --> 00:09:01,790 - Why do I love you? - Yeah. 147 00:09:01,824 --> 00:09:04,858 - Uh, 'cause you're pretty 148 00:09:04,891 --> 00:09:08,624 and you're silly, and awesome 149 00:09:08,659 --> 00:09:10,625 and because you're my soul mate. 150 00:09:16,060 --> 00:09:20,427 - Well, someday I'll be old and wrinkly 151 00:09:20,593 --> 00:09:21,828 I might smell 152 00:09:21,861 --> 00:09:23,094 - Gross. 153 00:09:23,095 --> 00:09:25,027 - Don't say that. 154 00:09:25,028 --> 00:09:26,894 - I'll always love you. 155 00:09:26,895 --> 00:09:28,862 Always. 156 00:09:32,496 --> 00:09:34,263 - I think you're my soul mate too. 157 00:10:17,870 --> 00:10:19,036 - Hey, guys. 158 00:10:19,037 --> 00:10:20,503 - Hi - Hey. 159 00:10:20,504 --> 00:10:22,037 - Want some? 160 00:10:22,038 --> 00:10:23,637 - It's good. - Come on. 161 00:10:24,371 --> 00:10:27,438 There's only one ninja in this family. 162 00:10:27,439 --> 00:10:29,671 Take it off, take it off, shut this door, man. 163 00:10:29,672 --> 00:10:30,672 Grab a sandwich. 164 00:10:30,673 --> 00:10:32,538 - They're really good, they are really good. 165 00:10:32,539 --> 00:10:35,638 I was his Rose and he was my Jack. 166 00:10:35,639 --> 00:10:38,474 Neither one of us saw what was waiting in the darkness. 167 00:10:39,475 --> 00:10:41,606 - Ichi. 168 00:10:41,607 --> 00:10:43,107 Ni. 169 00:10:43,108 --> 00:10:44,140 - Good kick, buddy. 170 00:10:44,141 --> 00:10:46,974 - Same stance, do another punch with the back hand. 171 00:10:46,975 --> 00:10:48,974 Ichi 172 00:10:48,975 --> 00:10:50,908 Ni 173 00:10:50,909 --> 00:10:52,608 San 174 00:10:52,609 --> 00:10:54,375 Shi 175 00:10:54,376 --> 00:10:56,175 Go 176 00:10:56,176 --> 00:10:57,742 Ichi 177 00:10:57,743 --> 00:10:59,742 Ni 178 00:10:59,743 --> 00:11:01,510 - I'm not feeling too good, okay? 179 00:11:01,511 --> 00:11:02,954 - Alright, why don't you take off, get some rest. 180 00:11:02,978 --> 00:11:03,978 See you next time. 181 00:11:05,078 --> 00:11:06,810 - San 182 00:11:06,811 --> 00:11:08,411 Shi 183 00:11:29,316 --> 00:11:30,316 - Look, look, look, 184 00:11:30,317 --> 00:11:31,448 you tell me you can't see that? 185 00:11:31,449 --> 00:11:34,416 That is obviously a hunter with a bow 186 00:11:34,417 --> 00:11:36,882 shootin' his arrows at that octopus. 187 00:11:36,883 --> 00:11:39,916 Octopus right there. - Oh, my, whatever. 188 00:11:39,917 --> 00:11:42,850 Whatever. - That's what it is. 189 00:11:42,851 --> 00:11:44,317 It's a fact. 190 00:11:44,318 --> 00:11:46,151 - Oh, I just saw a shooting star. 191 00:11:46,152 --> 00:11:49,485 I saw it first, so I get to make the wish. 192 00:11:49,486 --> 00:11:50,785 - Go for it. 193 00:11:50,786 --> 00:11:52,486 You have to hurry, though, because once it's gone, 194 00:11:52,487 --> 00:11:53,552 you can't make the wish anymore, 195 00:11:53,553 --> 00:11:55,085 and then, you won't have a wish, so you got, 196 00:11:55,086 --> 00:11:57,453 did you make it, you got it? 197 00:11:57,454 --> 00:11:58,986 What'd you wish for? 198 00:11:58,987 --> 00:12:00,953 - I'm not gonna tell you. 199 00:12:00,954 --> 00:12:02,487 Sorry, I'm sorry. 200 00:12:02,488 --> 00:12:03,620 - Alright, tell you what, 201 00:12:03,621 --> 00:12:08,622 if you can't answer one simple, little, tiny question, 202 00:12:08,822 --> 00:12:11,821 then you have to tell me what you wished for, k? 203 00:12:11,822 --> 00:12:13,721 - What kind of question? 204 00:12:13,722 --> 00:12:18,389 - Trivia, about what's out there. 205 00:12:18,390 --> 00:12:20,923 - Go for it, space nerd. 206 00:12:20,924 --> 00:12:23,057 - Space nerd. 207 00:12:23,058 --> 00:12:26,657 How many planets are in our solar system? 208 00:12:26,658 --> 00:12:29,891 - Uh, well, 209 00:12:29,892 --> 00:12:34,859 Pluto is not a planet anymore, so, eight 210 00:12:34,860 --> 00:12:37,426 - Good, I thought I was gonna stump you with that one. 211 00:12:37,427 --> 00:12:39,759 Double or nothing? 212 00:12:39,760 --> 00:12:42,127 - What you got? 213 00:12:42,128 --> 00:12:44,026 - Alright, Larson's gettin' cocky here. 214 00:12:44,027 --> 00:12:46,927 How many stars are in the galaxy? 215 00:12:46,928 --> 00:12:48,760 - Our galaxy? - Yes, our galaxy, 216 00:12:48,761 --> 00:12:51,462 the Milky Way galaxy, how many stars? 217 00:12:51,463 --> 00:12:53,229 Go. 218 00:12:53,230 --> 00:12:55,728 - A lot, a lot. 219 00:12:55,729 --> 00:12:57,297 - Yeah. 220 00:12:58,264 --> 00:13:00,396 - A million? 221 00:13:00,397 --> 00:13:04,763 - Is that your final answer? 222 00:13:04,764 --> 00:13:06,864 - One hundred million? 223 00:13:06,865 --> 00:13:10,265 - One hundred to 400 billion. 224 00:13:10,266 --> 00:13:12,565 Boom. 225 00:13:12,566 --> 00:13:14,098 That's a lot of stars. 226 00:13:14,099 --> 00:13:16,233 And that's just our galaxy. 227 00:13:16,234 --> 00:13:18,833 You ever wonder what it all means? 228 00:13:22,535 --> 00:13:24,934 What's God up to? 229 00:13:28,969 --> 00:13:30,135 - You okay? 230 00:13:30,136 --> 00:13:31,435 - Yeah. 231 00:13:31,436 --> 00:13:33,536 - You've been touching your neck a lot, I wondered. 232 00:13:33,537 --> 00:13:35,336 - Oh, I've had a sore throat 233 00:13:35,337 --> 00:13:37,702 and I went to the doctor a couple days ago 234 00:13:37,703 --> 00:13:39,303 and they took my blood 235 00:13:39,304 --> 00:13:41,137 and then they didn't like how the blood looked, 236 00:13:41,138 --> 00:13:42,570 so they want to do more tests. 237 00:13:42,571 --> 00:13:44,871 - What does that, what didn't he like? 238 00:13:44,872 --> 00:13:46,371 What does that mean? 239 00:13:46,372 --> 00:13:47,904 - I don't know, I don't know, 240 00:13:47,905 --> 00:13:50,439 I think I'm fighting a virus or something. 241 00:13:50,440 --> 00:13:51,472 It's really nothing. 242 00:13:51,473 --> 00:13:53,272 - Well I wish you would have told me, 243 00:13:53,273 --> 00:13:56,607 'cause then I could have wished for you to feel better. 244 00:13:56,608 --> 00:13:58,540 - Michelle, that is so sweet. 245 00:13:58,541 --> 00:14:01,006 You are the sweetest person I've ever met. 246 00:14:01,007 --> 00:14:02,441 Seriously, what was your wish? 247 00:14:02,442 --> 00:14:03,807 Please, tell me. 248 00:14:03,808 --> 00:14:08,610 - Okay, fine, I wished that on our next date 249 00:14:10,543 --> 00:14:13,509 maybe we could have seafood? 250 00:14:13,510 --> 00:14:16,109 - Are you, really, that's what, 251 00:14:16,110 --> 00:14:18,476 you had a wish on a shooting star 252 00:14:18,477 --> 00:14:20,209 passing through our magical galaxy 253 00:14:20,210 --> 00:14:22,277 and you waste it on seafood? 254 00:14:22,278 --> 00:14:25,410 - Okay, I'm sorry, barbecue gets a little bit old. 255 00:14:25,411 --> 00:14:26,978 - I hate seafood. 256 00:14:26,979 --> 00:14:28,812 - I love it. 257 00:14:30,479 --> 00:14:32,112 - Fine. 258 00:14:33,380 --> 00:14:35,179 Ms. Larson, on our next date, 259 00:14:35,180 --> 00:14:38,280 I will take you to get seafood. 260 00:14:39,714 --> 00:14:41,779 - Thank you. 261 00:14:41,780 --> 00:14:46,747 Ah, no, I don't want to get your germs, Mr. Germy. 262 00:14:46,748 --> 00:14:49,047 - Mr. Germy? 263 00:14:49,048 --> 00:14:50,915 - Well, you're gonna have to catch me. 264 00:14:50,916 --> 00:14:52,915 - Hey, you're leavin' the sandwiches. 265 00:14:52,916 --> 00:14:53,948 - I'm sorry. 266 00:14:53,949 --> 00:14:55,015 - Hey, stop. - I don't 267 00:14:55,016 --> 00:14:56,649 like barbecue. - Michelle! 268 00:14:56,650 --> 00:14:59,383 - Acute Myelogenous Leukemia, 269 00:14:59,384 --> 00:15:02,183 it's a cancer of the blood and bone marrow. 270 00:15:02,184 --> 00:15:05,184 Normally, we see this in older patients, 271 00:15:05,185 --> 00:15:06,783 usually around 60 or so, 272 00:15:06,784 --> 00:15:10,552 but sometimes in people your age, and even younger. 273 00:15:10,553 --> 00:15:13,651 In AML, the bone marrow makes abnormal blood cells 274 00:15:13,652 --> 00:15:17,286 that don't form properly and can't fight infection. 275 00:15:17,287 --> 00:15:20,621 These leukemia cells then crowd out the normal blood cells 276 00:15:20,622 --> 00:15:22,721 that your body needs. 277 00:15:23,888 --> 00:15:26,320 AML can be very aggressive, so we need to 278 00:15:26,321 --> 00:15:30,088 get chemotherapy treatment started as soon as possible. 279 00:15:30,089 --> 00:15:31,722 That okay? 280 00:15:35,956 --> 00:15:37,624 - Yeah. 281 00:15:38,891 --> 00:15:40,789 - I promise you we will get 282 00:15:40,790 --> 00:15:44,223 the best treatment plan possible for Michael. 283 00:15:44,224 --> 00:15:47,225 He's young, he can fight this. 284 00:15:49,459 --> 00:15:51,992 - You okay? 285 00:15:51,993 --> 00:15:54,692 - Uh, yeah, dude, I need to, um, 286 00:15:55,993 --> 00:15:58,561 I need to take my pills. 287 00:16:03,195 --> 00:16:06,793 - So, uh, what's our next step, then? 288 00:16:06,794 --> 00:16:09,462 - Go home, pack your bags. 289 00:16:09,463 --> 00:16:11,895 You'll be staying here for the duration of the treatment. 290 00:16:11,896 --> 00:16:13,861 - He has to stay here the entire time? 291 00:16:13,862 --> 00:16:15,630 - The chemotherapy treatment will make 292 00:16:15,631 --> 00:16:18,762 his immune system virtually non-existent. 293 00:16:18,763 --> 00:16:21,632 He'll be really vulnerable to infection. 294 00:16:24,565 --> 00:16:29,366 - Well, I have been wanting my own place. 295 00:16:51,503 --> 00:16:55,302 - Hello, I'm nurse Katie, nice to meet you, 296 00:16:55,303 --> 00:16:56,570 just follow me to your room. 297 00:17:54,346 --> 00:17:55,978 - I'd like us all to take a moment 298 00:17:55,979 --> 00:17:59,480 to say a prayer for a young man in our congregation 299 00:17:59,481 --> 00:18:01,213 going through a very challenging 300 00:18:01,214 --> 00:18:03,780 and difficult time in his life. 301 00:18:03,781 --> 00:18:05,914 Michael Boyum was recently diagnosed 302 00:18:05,915 --> 00:18:08,915 with a very aggressive form of leukemia. 303 00:18:08,916 --> 00:18:12,915 I was reminded of a verse in Psalms, which reads, 304 00:18:12,916 --> 00:18:15,916 "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, 305 00:18:15,917 --> 00:18:19,815 "but the Lord delivers them out of them all." 306 00:18:19,816 --> 00:18:23,217 And I was immediately struck by the verse that followed, 307 00:18:23,218 --> 00:18:27,285 which says, "He keeps all his bones, 308 00:18:27,286 --> 00:18:31,051 "not one of them is broken." 309 00:18:31,052 --> 00:18:33,386 This really struck a chord with me 310 00:18:33,387 --> 00:18:35,486 and I shared it with Michael's family, 311 00:18:35,487 --> 00:18:38,320 because it is in one's bones 312 00:18:38,321 --> 00:18:43,220 where things go wrong when a person has leukemia. 313 00:18:43,221 --> 00:18:45,921 - You'll feel some pressure, 314 00:18:45,922 --> 00:18:48,955 pressure, pressure, pressure. 315 00:18:53,923 --> 00:18:55,989 - Thank you. 316 00:18:56,591 --> 00:18:59,223 - They just stuck you with a big needle. 317 00:18:59,224 --> 00:19:01,624 You don't need to say thank you. 318 00:19:02,625 --> 00:19:04,224 - We're gonna dedicate tonight's game 319 00:19:04,225 --> 00:19:06,890 to Matt's brother, Michael, who's bravely battling cancer. 320 00:19:06,891 --> 00:19:08,225 I want to see that same fighting energy 321 00:19:08,226 --> 00:19:09,292 in every single one of you guys 322 00:19:09,293 --> 00:19:10,925 on the field tonight, alright? 323 00:19:10,926 --> 00:19:12,824 Let's go out there and win this one for Michael Boyum. 324 00:19:12,825 --> 00:19:14,661 Bring it in! 325 00:19:15,993 --> 00:19:18,426 Give me a Spartans on three, one, two, three. 326 00:19:18,427 --> 00:19:19,459 - Spartans! 327 00:19:34,130 --> 00:19:36,629 - Alright, I'm gonna change out your tubing 328 00:19:36,630 --> 00:19:39,064 and you're free for 20 minutes. Have fun. 329 00:19:41,897 --> 00:19:44,198 - I feel the wind through my bald head. 330 00:19:44,199 --> 00:19:47,265 Yeah! 331 00:19:48,032 --> 00:19:52,499 - Bonjour, the finest dinner for you, 332 00:19:52,500 --> 00:19:54,632 and, of course, souffle. 333 00:19:58,267 --> 00:19:59,667 - Hit me. 334 00:19:59,668 --> 00:20:01,767 Ahh. 335 00:20:07,834 --> 00:20:09,335 - Hey. - Hi. 336 00:20:09,336 --> 00:20:11,168 - Hey. - Michael. 337 00:20:11,169 --> 00:20:13,101 - How are you? - I'm fine. 338 00:20:13,102 --> 00:20:15,036 I got this for you. 339 00:20:15,037 --> 00:20:18,102 - My goodness, look at that, it's our class. 340 00:20:18,103 --> 00:20:19,403 - Yes, it is. 341 00:20:19,404 --> 00:20:21,337 - And there we are. - Yeah. 342 00:20:21,338 --> 00:20:23,803 - Couple of ninjas. - Yeah. 343 00:20:23,804 --> 00:20:25,437 - Everybody sign this? 344 00:20:25,438 --> 00:20:27,904 - Yep, on it, everybody did. 345 00:20:27,905 --> 00:20:29,705 - Really cool, thank you. 346 00:20:32,106 --> 00:20:34,273 - Are you scared? 347 00:20:38,374 --> 00:20:39,473 - Do you remember when you were 348 00:20:39,474 --> 00:20:40,974 gonna test for your blue belt? 349 00:20:41,007 --> 00:20:42,640 - Yeah. - And we were about 350 00:20:42,641 --> 00:20:45,541 to get started, and then you felt really scared 351 00:20:45,542 --> 00:20:47,308 and you ran off and I was like, 352 00:20:47,309 --> 00:20:49,641 "Ben, no. 353 00:20:49,642 --> 00:20:51,475 "Where are you going?" 354 00:20:53,510 --> 00:20:55,775 And then I had to come get you. 355 00:20:55,776 --> 00:20:57,310 And then I told you that I'd seen you 356 00:20:57,311 --> 00:20:59,511 do those katas over 100 times 357 00:20:59,544 --> 00:21:01,577 and that you could do it! 358 00:21:01,578 --> 00:21:04,010 So we went back in, we started the test, 359 00:21:04,011 --> 00:21:05,211 and then what happened? 360 00:21:05,212 --> 00:21:07,611 - And now I'm a blue belt. 361 00:21:07,612 --> 00:21:09,778 - Exactly. 362 00:21:09,779 --> 00:21:11,812 You still scared? 363 00:21:12,979 --> 00:21:15,513 - Well, sometimes. 364 00:21:15,514 --> 00:21:18,246 - Sometimes. 365 00:21:18,247 --> 00:21:20,247 That's how I feel. 366 00:21:20,248 --> 00:21:23,347 But I know that I have somebody with me 367 00:21:23,348 --> 00:21:27,181 same way that I was with you. 368 00:21:27,182 --> 00:21:30,081 And then I'm not scared anymore. 369 00:21:30,082 --> 00:21:33,282 And everything's gonna be okay. 370 00:21:33,283 --> 00:21:35,216 Right? - Right. 371 00:21:35,217 --> 00:21:37,050 - Come here. 372 00:21:38,051 --> 00:21:39,483 Thank you for comin' to see me. 373 00:21:39,484 --> 00:21:41,283 - Yeah - Blow it up. 374 00:21:48,652 --> 00:21:49,984 - I love you, man. 375 00:21:49,985 --> 00:21:51,519 - I love you, too. 376 00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:53,320 - Thank you so much. 377 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:56,919 - You are the best. 378 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:59,886 - You're the best, take care of the karate class, okay? 379 00:21:59,887 --> 00:22:03,055 - Yes, yes, I will. - Awesome. 380 00:22:04,488 --> 00:22:06,387 - When'd you get a mustache? 381 00:22:11,623 --> 00:22:13,955 - If you change that channel one more time, woman. 382 00:22:13,956 --> 00:22:14,957 - Sorry. 383 00:22:14,958 --> 00:22:16,489 - There's seven channels. - I know, 384 00:22:16,490 --> 00:22:18,490 they are all terrible. 385 00:22:18,524 --> 00:22:19,755 - I know. 386 00:22:19,756 --> 00:22:22,058 I should go. 387 00:22:23,791 --> 00:22:25,391 - Okay. 388 00:22:26,858 --> 00:22:28,391 - Are you sure it's okay? 389 00:22:28,392 --> 00:22:30,791 - Yeah. - Like positive? 390 00:22:30,792 --> 00:22:32,492 - Ugh. 391 00:22:32,493 --> 00:22:35,260 Yeah, it's okay. 392 00:22:35,293 --> 00:22:36,792 - Bye. 393 00:22:36,793 --> 00:22:39,860 Bye. 394 00:22:41,228 --> 00:22:42,561 I'll see you later. 395 00:22:42,595 --> 00:22:45,028 See you later. 396 00:22:45,962 --> 00:22:49,927 I'm really busy, I have a lot to do, so, bye. 397 00:23:33,803 --> 00:23:36,869 - She doesn't deserve this. 398 00:23:46,439 --> 00:23:49,737 - Sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you, I'm sorry. 399 00:23:49,738 --> 00:23:51,905 - No, it's okay, you don't have to leave. 400 00:23:51,906 --> 00:23:54,306 There's plenty of space here. 401 00:24:01,207 --> 00:24:02,507 - I'm Michael. 402 00:24:02,508 --> 00:24:04,773 - Diana. 403 00:24:04,774 --> 00:24:06,507 - It's good to meet you. 404 00:24:06,508 --> 00:24:08,642 - Yeah, you too. 405 00:24:10,276 --> 00:24:14,676 So, do you like it here? 406 00:24:14,677 --> 00:24:16,543 - In the hospital? 407 00:24:16,544 --> 00:24:18,742 No one likes hospitals. 408 00:24:18,743 --> 00:24:20,210 It's not bad. 409 00:24:20,211 --> 00:24:23,943 - Yeah, my little girl's not doing so well. 410 00:24:23,944 --> 00:24:25,911 - I'm sorry to hear that. 411 00:24:27,412 --> 00:24:28,978 How old is she? 412 00:24:28,979 --> 00:24:30,745 - She's five. 413 00:24:32,113 --> 00:24:35,679 I haven't been to church in two years. 414 00:24:35,680 --> 00:24:40,681 Now I'm here, selfishly begging for a miracle. 415 00:24:40,780 --> 00:24:42,846 - Doesn't make you selfish. 416 00:24:42,847 --> 00:24:44,982 - Maybe God's punishing me. 417 00:24:50,983 --> 00:24:54,982 - There's this verse in the Bible 418 00:24:54,983 --> 00:24:59,450 and it says something about 419 00:24:59,451 --> 00:25:04,384 the sun rising on the good and the evil 420 00:25:04,385 --> 00:25:09,386 and the rain falling on the just and the unjust. 421 00:25:11,785 --> 00:25:15,019 Bad things aren't just happening to you and me, 422 00:25:15,020 --> 00:25:19,153 they're just happening. 423 00:25:21,388 --> 00:25:23,753 Like that makes it any better, right? 424 00:25:27,755 --> 00:25:30,555 Is there anything I can do for you? 425 00:25:30,556 --> 00:25:32,689 Besides prayer? 426 00:25:32,690 --> 00:25:37,023 - That's really sweet, but no thank you. 427 00:25:39,258 --> 00:25:42,557 It's already 9:30, um, I need to go 428 00:25:42,558 --> 00:25:45,057 or else I'm gonna miss my bus again. 429 00:25:45,058 --> 00:25:46,224 - Okay. 430 00:25:46,225 --> 00:25:48,224 - It was nice talking to you, Michael. 431 00:25:48,225 --> 00:25:50,692 - Good talking to you. 432 00:25:50,693 --> 00:25:55,692 Hey, um, do you need a car? 433 00:25:55,693 --> 00:25:57,593 - Sorry? 434 00:25:57,594 --> 00:26:00,560 - You said you were taking a bus, do you not have a car? 435 00:26:00,561 --> 00:26:03,927 - No, we had to sell our car 436 00:26:03,928 --> 00:26:06,294 to pay for medical bills. 437 00:26:06,295 --> 00:26:08,761 When it rains, it pours, right? 438 00:26:08,762 --> 00:26:13,762 - Well, uh, if you can get past the smell 439 00:26:14,197 --> 00:26:18,197 and the color, and some other stuff, 440 00:26:19,697 --> 00:26:22,064 I think I can help you out. 441 00:26:23,598 --> 00:26:27,164 - Alright, guys, there she is. 442 00:26:27,165 --> 00:26:29,831 My boss says he'll keep it gassed up for you guys 443 00:26:29,832 --> 00:26:32,332 and everything, how awesome is that thing? 444 00:26:32,333 --> 00:26:33,633 - That is amazing. 445 00:26:33,634 --> 00:26:35,132 - Let's hold back the excitement on giving my van away. 446 00:26:35,133 --> 00:26:37,032 - I'm not excited, I'm not excited at all. 447 00:26:37,033 --> 00:26:38,866 Hey, I'm Michelle, nice to meet you 448 00:26:38,867 --> 00:26:42,000 - This is Jim and Diana. - Hi, I'm Michelle 449 00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:44,967 Here's the keys. 450 00:26:44,968 --> 00:26:48,034 So, when do I get to meet your little girl? 451 00:26:54,769 --> 00:26:57,471 - The Princess and the Pig. 452 00:27:07,772 --> 00:27:09,406 Is this for me? 453 00:27:17,007 --> 00:27:18,673 - Can I open it? 454 00:27:18,674 --> 00:27:21,941 - Now right now. - Not right now? 455 00:27:23,275 --> 00:27:25,508 Thank you, that's so sweet. 456 00:27:28,509 --> 00:27:30,709 Bye. 457 00:27:37,977 --> 00:27:39,578 - See you later. 458 00:27:40,944 --> 00:27:43,477 - You're goofy. 459 00:27:43,478 --> 00:27:45,011 - How cool was that? 460 00:27:45,012 --> 00:27:47,311 - Yeah, that was fun. 461 00:27:47,312 --> 00:27:48,977 - If I had never gotten sick, 462 00:27:48,978 --> 00:27:51,246 I never would have met her. 463 00:27:52,246 --> 00:27:53,846 - Yeah. 464 00:27:55,513 --> 00:27:58,280 I mean, yeah, that part is good. 465 00:27:58,281 --> 00:27:59,748 - It is good. 466 00:28:00,780 --> 00:28:01,814 - Yep. 467 00:28:04,348 --> 00:28:06,548 We have to focus on what's good. 468 00:28:09,416 --> 00:28:12,282 - Yeah, you're right, I'm sorry. 469 00:28:12,283 --> 00:28:13,616 Sorry. 470 00:28:14,550 --> 00:28:16,049 - Like you know what else is good? 471 00:28:16,050 --> 00:28:17,416 - What? - There's pork 472 00:28:17,417 --> 00:28:19,082 in the cafeteria today, 473 00:28:19,083 --> 00:28:21,184 pork in the cafeteria. - Yeah, so good. 474 00:28:23,752 --> 00:28:25,217 - Alright, boys. 475 00:28:25,218 --> 00:28:28,118 I need starting O and a scouty defense on the ball. 476 00:28:28,119 --> 00:28:29,817 We're gonna work on blitz pick up. 477 00:28:29,818 --> 00:28:32,719 - Hey, let's go boys, break it up. 478 00:28:32,720 --> 00:28:34,052 One, two, three. - Hussle it. 479 00:28:34,053 --> 00:28:35,753 - Four, five, six. - Never quit. 480 00:28:37,954 --> 00:28:39,620 - Come on, let's go, hustle. 481 00:28:39,621 --> 00:28:41,321 - Huddle. 482 00:28:42,154 --> 00:28:44,087 - Hey, man, how's your brother? 483 00:28:44,088 --> 00:28:45,787 - He's fine. - I want you to know, 484 00:28:45,788 --> 00:28:47,622 I'm praying for him. 485 00:28:49,690 --> 00:28:51,555 - Alright, guys, let's go, Spartan left, 486 00:28:51,556 --> 00:28:53,522 37 lead toss, ready? 487 00:28:56,190 --> 00:28:57,190 - Come on, defense. 488 00:29:01,157 --> 00:29:04,225 Red, 28, red, 28, set hut. 489 00:29:08,825 --> 00:29:11,525 - Boyum, get up, man. 490 00:29:11,526 --> 00:29:13,693 Come on, defense, 491 00:29:13,694 --> 00:29:16,193 Get up, come here. 492 00:29:18,227 --> 00:29:20,460 - Hey, I know you got a lot goin' on right now, 493 00:29:20,461 --> 00:29:22,060 and I understand where you're comin' from, 494 00:29:22,061 --> 00:29:24,360 but, man, hey, look at me, 495 00:29:24,361 --> 00:29:26,794 I need you here right now, alright? 496 00:29:26,795 --> 00:29:29,695 So get some water, take a couple of plays off. 497 00:29:29,696 --> 00:29:32,195 Noctigal, you're goin' in for Boyum. 498 00:29:32,196 --> 00:29:33,929 Take five, come on. 499 00:29:39,531 --> 00:29:40,829 - Hey. 500 00:29:40,830 --> 00:29:42,397 - Hey, Matt. 501 00:29:42,398 --> 00:29:44,431 - What's wrong with your phone, it's broken or something? 502 00:29:44,432 --> 00:29:46,064 - What do you mean? 503 00:29:46,065 --> 00:29:47,598 - You're not answering my calls. 504 00:29:47,599 --> 00:29:48,864 Trying to avoid me? 505 00:29:48,865 --> 00:29:50,533 - Sorry, it's just, um, 506 00:29:51,667 --> 00:29:53,831 you've been so busy with your brother being sick and all, 507 00:29:53,832 --> 00:29:55,933 I didn't want to bother you. 508 00:29:55,967 --> 00:29:58,733 - Call me sometime, I miss you. 509 00:29:58,734 --> 00:30:01,199 - Been all those AP classes, you know? 510 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:03,534 - Boyum. - Yeah? 511 00:30:03,535 --> 00:30:05,734 - Let's go. - Call me. 512 00:30:11,802 --> 00:30:14,103 - Dad and I wanna have a talk with you. 513 00:30:18,203 --> 00:30:19,771 - Okay? 514 00:30:19,772 --> 00:30:23,237 - Honey, we're just really concerned about you. 515 00:30:23,238 --> 00:30:25,404 You're not getting enough rest. 516 00:30:25,405 --> 00:30:27,338 Your school work is suffering. 517 00:30:27,339 --> 00:30:30,238 - My boyfriend has cancer. 518 00:30:30,239 --> 00:30:31,405 What am I supposed to do? 519 00:30:31,406 --> 00:30:32,639 He needs me right now. 520 00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:34,606 - Look, you've gotta give yourself a break, 521 00:30:34,607 --> 00:30:37,306 we don't like seeing you like this. 522 00:30:37,307 --> 00:30:39,040 - Like what? 523 00:30:39,041 --> 00:30:40,640 How am I supposed to be right now? 524 00:30:40,641 --> 00:30:42,073 I didn't know that this was gonna happen. 525 00:30:42,074 --> 00:30:45,207 I didn't expect, please stop, just leave me alone. 526 00:30:45,208 --> 00:30:47,642 Leave my room, please. 527 00:30:48,941 --> 00:30:50,743 - Okay. 528 00:31:08,646 --> 00:31:11,011 - Here's the deal, my room's gettin' boring, 529 00:31:11,012 --> 00:31:13,345 time for some Yahtzee, what do you say? 530 00:31:13,346 --> 00:31:15,212 - I've still got five charts to finish here. 531 00:31:15,213 --> 00:31:17,912 - It can wait, Katie, please. 532 00:31:17,913 --> 00:31:22,782 - Get me out, I wanna go home, I wanna go home. 533 00:31:23,881 --> 00:31:25,981 - Mr. Fenton, are you okay? 534 00:31:25,982 --> 00:31:27,214 You alright? 535 00:31:27,215 --> 00:31:29,782 Your family just left, you're okay. 536 00:31:29,783 --> 00:31:31,181 Just take a deep breath, it's fine. 537 00:31:31,182 --> 00:31:33,283 I'm Nurse Katie, remember? - Where's my son? 538 00:31:34,150 --> 00:31:35,982 - I know, it's just the new meds, you'll get used to 'em, 539 00:31:35,983 --> 00:31:39,216 don't worry, you're alright, you're alright. 540 00:31:39,217 --> 00:31:41,051 You're alright. 541 00:32:04,722 --> 00:32:06,722 - Hi. 542 00:32:07,889 --> 00:32:09,288 I'm Michael. 543 00:32:09,289 --> 00:32:11,922 I'm from down the hall. 544 00:32:13,724 --> 00:32:15,222 - Michael. 545 00:32:15,223 --> 00:32:17,989 - Would it be alright if I read to you for a little bit? 546 00:32:17,990 --> 00:32:21,257 This book always seems to make me feel better. 547 00:32:21,258 --> 00:32:22,658 - Take it. 548 00:32:23,658 --> 00:32:25,190 - See if I can find something. 549 00:32:32,727 --> 00:32:35,392 "Look at the birds of the air, 550 00:32:35,393 --> 00:32:40,394 "they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, 551 00:32:40,561 --> 00:32:43,226 "and yet your Heavenly Father feeds them. 552 00:32:43,227 --> 00:32:46,262 "Are you not much more valuable than they?" 553 00:32:46,295 --> 00:32:48,662 - Don't. - Who... 554 00:32:50,029 --> 00:32:52,430 - Don't you read to me that garbage. 555 00:32:59,164 --> 00:33:00,296 I'm gonna do you a favor 556 00:33:00,297 --> 00:33:03,364 and I'm gonna tell it to you straight, okay? 557 00:33:03,365 --> 00:33:04,764 You've probably carried that Bible around 558 00:33:04,765 --> 00:33:08,432 and you just reads about anyone that'll listen to ya. 559 00:33:08,433 --> 00:33:11,898 Probably even think your Savin' souls, don't you? 560 00:33:11,899 --> 00:33:13,432 And maybe you think that God put you in here 561 00:33:13,433 --> 00:33:18,300 so he'd give you a great opportunity to reach others. 562 00:33:19,601 --> 00:33:22,467 But here's the one cruel irony, 563 00:33:22,468 --> 00:33:24,233 that unfortunately, you can't see with that 564 00:33:24,234 --> 00:33:27,569 young, naive mind of yours. 565 00:33:28,602 --> 00:33:32,202 The one who needs saving is you. 566 00:33:33,670 --> 00:33:35,536 Maybe that book you carry around 567 00:33:35,537 --> 00:33:38,637 makes you feel better about your situation, 568 00:33:38,638 --> 00:33:40,936 but I hope for your sake that you start learning 569 00:33:40,937 --> 00:33:44,137 how to deal with your problems in a real way, 570 00:33:44,138 --> 00:33:48,539 instead of hiding inside of this fairy tale. 571 00:33:49,038 --> 00:33:53,106 - Uh, I've read fairy tales. 572 00:33:55,507 --> 00:33:57,006 Not a fairy tale. 573 00:33:57,007 --> 00:33:59,440 - Invisible creatures in the air all around us 574 00:33:59,441 --> 00:34:02,007 fighting for our lost souls? 575 00:34:02,008 --> 00:34:05,074 And the only way to be redeemed is by a blood sacrifice 576 00:34:05,075 --> 00:34:09,576 of a God come to Earth and born of a virgin? 577 00:34:12,810 --> 00:34:15,110 That's some fairy tale, son. 578 00:34:17,110 --> 00:34:20,910 - I came in here to make you feel better. 579 00:34:20,911 --> 00:34:23,211 Looks like I did. 580 00:34:25,178 --> 00:34:28,746 It was nice meeting you, you have a good night. 581 00:34:39,581 --> 00:34:42,281 - What if you're wrong and God is real? 582 00:34:42,314 --> 00:34:44,047 How are you going to explain yourself 583 00:34:44,048 --> 00:34:45,482 to the Creator of the universe 584 00:34:45,515 --> 00:34:47,047 when all you've done is fight him? 585 00:34:47,048 --> 00:34:48,281 - I've tried to get a statue removed 586 00:34:48,282 --> 00:34:50,649 from the front of a courthouse, big deal. 587 00:34:50,650 --> 00:34:53,515 If anything, God would need to explain Himself. 588 00:34:53,516 --> 00:34:55,248 - Like what? 589 00:34:55,249 --> 00:34:57,216 - Brain cancer in children? 590 00:34:57,217 --> 00:34:58,916 Why would he allow that? 591 00:34:58,917 --> 00:35:01,183 Babies born without their skulls? 592 00:35:01,184 --> 00:35:03,551 Why would a supreme being create a world 593 00:35:03,552 --> 00:35:07,150 that is filled with misery and pain 594 00:35:07,151 --> 00:35:09,251 and then try to blame it on us? 595 00:35:18,620 --> 00:35:20,087 And then I'm supposed to fall on my knees 596 00:35:20,088 --> 00:35:23,153 and worship this, this monster? 597 00:35:23,154 --> 00:35:27,655 No, if God is real, then He's clearly a sadistic, 598 00:35:27,656 --> 00:35:30,823 blood-thirsty, evil being, and doesn't deserve 599 00:35:30,855 --> 00:35:33,557 even the slightest praise from our lips. 600 00:36:41,601 --> 00:36:44,235 - I don't understand. 601 00:36:55,937 --> 00:36:58,969 - Hey, man, it's James, I just wanted to call 602 00:36:58,970 --> 00:37:01,571 and let you know that mom, dad, and I 603 00:37:01,572 --> 00:37:03,170 are not going to be able to make it to your 604 00:37:03,171 --> 00:37:05,471 away game tonight, um, 605 00:37:05,472 --> 00:37:07,472 Michael's not doing too good, 606 00:37:07,473 --> 00:37:09,705 so we're gonna head over there, 607 00:37:09,706 --> 00:37:13,306 but, uh, anyway, good luck, man. 608 00:37:13,307 --> 00:37:15,467 I know you're gonna kick some Bison butt tonight, so... 609 00:37:41,344 --> 00:37:43,176 - Here we go, Spartans, here we go. 610 00:37:43,177 --> 00:37:44,711 - Spartan left, 34 ISO. 611 00:37:44,712 --> 00:37:46,177 - Spartan left, 34 ISO. One to one. 612 00:37:46,178 --> 00:37:47,579 Ready! 613 00:37:52,012 --> 00:37:54,412 - Here we go, Spartans, here we go. 614 00:38:09,683 --> 00:38:10,815 - Yeah. 615 00:38:10,816 --> 00:38:12,750 Time out, time out, time out. 616 00:38:46,589 --> 00:38:47,621 - Here's what we're gonna do, 617 00:38:47,622 --> 00:38:50,122 we're gonna go for two, we've gotta punch this in. 618 00:38:50,123 --> 00:38:52,722 Win this in overtime, alright? 619 00:38:52,723 --> 00:38:55,323 Gun left, 17 ISO. 620 00:38:55,324 --> 00:38:57,189 Gotta run your tail off, bud. 621 00:38:57,190 --> 00:38:59,022 You have got to block hard, alright? 622 00:38:59,023 --> 00:39:00,922 It's the only way it's gonna work. 623 00:39:00,923 --> 00:39:02,257 Let's win this thing. 624 00:39:02,258 --> 00:39:03,657 Get in here, Spartans on three. 625 00:39:03,658 --> 00:39:05,657 One, two, three. - Spartans! 626 00:41:27,215 --> 00:41:29,281 - Hello there. 627 00:41:29,282 --> 00:41:32,449 Hey, you, uh, barged into my room, 628 00:41:32,450 --> 00:41:35,016 so I thought I'd come and barge into yours. 629 00:41:36,717 --> 00:41:38,750 - What can I do for you? 630 00:41:38,751 --> 00:41:40,383 - Look, I brought you some reading material, 631 00:41:40,384 --> 00:41:44,084 since you sit here all day with your nose in that fairy tale. 632 00:41:44,085 --> 00:41:45,851 These are awesome books. 633 00:41:45,852 --> 00:41:48,751 Stephen Hawking, "A Brief History of Time", 634 00:41:48,752 --> 00:41:51,685 Richard Dawkins, "The Magic of Reality", 635 00:41:51,686 --> 00:41:53,353 and, of course, my favorite 636 00:41:53,386 --> 00:41:55,787 is Carl Sagan, "Cosmos". 637 00:41:55,788 --> 00:41:57,353 - I've read 'em. 638 00:41:57,354 --> 00:41:59,820 - You've read 'em and you still read that garbage? 639 00:41:59,821 --> 00:42:02,855 - Interesting theories by brilliant men. 640 00:42:04,455 --> 00:42:07,522 Obviously, I don't agree with everything, 641 00:42:07,523 --> 00:42:09,489 but when I read those books, 642 00:42:10,989 --> 00:42:13,756 it reminds me what a great creator God really is. 643 00:42:13,757 --> 00:42:16,055 Dude. 644 00:42:16,056 --> 00:42:17,589 - Listen, right now is not the best time 645 00:42:17,590 --> 00:42:20,323 for a theological debate. 646 00:42:20,324 --> 00:42:22,825 Maybe we can try another day. 647 00:42:24,591 --> 00:42:27,892 - 'Cause the little girl died. 648 00:42:27,893 --> 00:42:29,659 I'm sorry. 649 00:42:31,260 --> 00:42:34,058 I know she meant a lot to you. 650 00:42:34,059 --> 00:42:37,193 But she is in heaven, right? 651 00:42:37,194 --> 00:42:39,828 I mean, that's what you believe. 652 00:42:40,895 --> 00:42:42,126 - Yep. 653 00:42:45,928 --> 00:42:48,495 Doesn't mean I understand it. 654 00:42:49,530 --> 00:42:53,796 - It hurts when a fairy tale starts to crumble away. 655 00:42:53,797 --> 00:42:57,430 - You may not have the same beliefs, 656 00:42:57,431 --> 00:42:59,263 and you might think I'm a wishful thinker, 657 00:42:59,264 --> 00:43:01,798 and that I'm naive, 658 00:43:01,799 --> 00:43:04,831 but you tell me what's harder to believe, 659 00:43:04,832 --> 00:43:07,765 that our finely-tuned universe that we live in, 660 00:43:07,766 --> 00:43:10,064 full of life, means nothing? 661 00:43:10,065 --> 00:43:12,532 Or that God is given it more purpose than you 662 00:43:12,533 --> 00:43:15,734 and your books can even begin to understand? 663 00:43:18,133 --> 00:43:20,668 He's the most brilliant mind. 664 00:43:22,034 --> 00:43:24,435 - We don't have to talk. 665 00:43:25,602 --> 00:43:27,736 Can we just play dice? 666 00:43:29,536 --> 00:43:32,068 - You play Yahtzee? 667 00:43:32,069 --> 00:43:34,603 - I'll kick your butt. 668 00:43:41,504 --> 00:43:43,772 - Yahtzee. 669 00:43:45,005 --> 00:43:46,204 - Impossible. 670 00:43:46,205 --> 00:43:47,371 - It's not impossible. 671 00:43:47,372 --> 00:43:48,704 - No, you're changing out the dice. 672 00:43:48,705 --> 00:43:49,906 - I swear to you, I'm not. 673 00:43:49,907 --> 00:43:53,206 - Oh, I doubt you swear. 674 00:43:54,106 --> 00:43:56,239 - Maybe, it's God telling you that I'm right. 675 00:43:56,240 --> 00:43:57,873 - Ha! 676 00:43:57,874 --> 00:44:02,574 - So, how long have you been a non-believer? 677 00:44:02,575 --> 00:44:04,240 - A free-thinker, you mean? 678 00:44:04,241 --> 00:44:06,674 - Okay, how long have you been a free-thinker? 679 00:44:06,675 --> 00:44:09,743 - Believe it or not, I was once naive like you. 680 00:44:10,543 --> 00:44:11,743 - So what changed ya? 681 00:44:14,943 --> 00:44:16,743 - If I had to pinpoint it on one thing, 682 00:44:16,744 --> 00:44:19,510 I'd say it was the war. 683 00:44:19,511 --> 00:44:22,812 I came home and my marriage quickly fell apart. 684 00:44:24,044 --> 00:44:26,479 I bought a cabin by the lake, 685 00:44:27,579 --> 00:44:30,812 took up carving, I tried to forget those images 686 00:44:30,813 --> 00:44:33,146 that were burned in my brain. 687 00:44:34,814 --> 00:44:38,146 I used to think God was this all-powerful being 688 00:44:38,147 --> 00:44:42,916 who looked after us, but now I know better. 689 00:44:44,081 --> 00:44:47,515 The only one who's looking after you, Michael, is you. 690 00:44:49,917 --> 00:44:52,182 - It's a pretty sad outlook on life. 691 00:44:52,183 --> 00:44:55,283 - It's just the truth. 692 00:44:55,284 --> 00:44:56,650 - Not for me, it isn't. 693 00:44:56,651 --> 00:44:57,917 - Oh, yeah? 694 00:44:57,918 --> 00:44:59,883 And what makes you so special? 695 00:44:59,884 --> 00:45:01,818 - I'm not saying I'm special. 696 00:45:01,819 --> 00:45:05,851 My life is no more or less amazing than anybody else's, 697 00:45:05,852 --> 00:45:10,853 but everywhere I look, I can see God's handiwork. 698 00:45:11,519 --> 00:45:12,952 In everything. 699 00:45:12,953 --> 00:45:14,886 - You know what they call that, Michael? 700 00:45:14,887 --> 00:45:18,553 They call that "confirmation bias." 701 00:45:18,554 --> 00:45:20,454 You see anything that you want to see, 702 00:45:20,455 --> 00:45:22,654 and when it does not fit in your little box, 703 00:45:22,655 --> 00:45:24,487 you reject it. 704 00:45:24,488 --> 00:45:25,788 - I know what you're gettin' at, okay? 705 00:45:25,789 --> 00:45:28,721 Yes, humans are pattern-seekers who see shapes in clouds 706 00:45:28,722 --> 00:45:31,189 and Jesus' face in potato chips. 707 00:45:31,190 --> 00:45:35,122 That's fine, but, 708 00:45:35,123 --> 00:45:37,323 haven't you ever had something 709 00:45:37,324 --> 00:45:40,623 happen to you where you knew that it had 710 00:45:40,624 --> 00:45:41,890 nothing to do with chance. 711 00:45:41,891 --> 00:45:44,758 That it had something to do with 712 00:45:44,759 --> 00:45:47,559 something greater than you? 713 00:45:48,725 --> 00:45:50,859 - In the world of random chance, 714 00:45:50,860 --> 00:45:52,892 things are bound to happen. 715 00:45:52,893 --> 00:45:54,358 - So nothing then? 716 00:45:54,359 --> 00:45:55,626 - Nothing what? 717 00:45:55,627 --> 00:45:57,561 - Nothing greater than you? 718 00:46:00,060 --> 00:46:01,861 - When we get out of this place, 719 00:46:01,862 --> 00:46:04,427 you're comin' with me up to my cabin, 720 00:46:04,428 --> 00:46:05,727 and after we catch our dinner, 721 00:46:05,728 --> 00:46:08,295 we're gonna carve away on a couple of blocks 722 00:46:08,296 --> 00:46:13,062 as the sun sets on the waters smooth as glass, 723 00:46:13,063 --> 00:46:16,062 and when the last rays of sunlight hits your face, 724 00:46:16,063 --> 00:46:19,163 you're gonna get the calls of a thousand voices 725 00:46:19,164 --> 00:46:22,697 that maybe you forgot shared 726 00:46:22,698 --> 00:46:26,097 this random, chaotic, painful, 727 00:46:26,098 --> 00:46:28,866 beautiful world with us. 728 00:46:32,066 --> 00:46:33,965 - Sounds good. 729 00:46:33,966 --> 00:46:35,632 - Then it's set then? 730 00:46:35,633 --> 00:46:36,633 - It's set. 731 00:46:36,634 --> 00:46:38,567 - You're gonna have to give me a couple of weeks, though. 732 00:46:38,568 --> 00:46:41,266 I've been in this place too stinkin' long 733 00:46:41,267 --> 00:46:44,100 and who knows what it looks like now. 734 00:46:49,169 --> 00:46:51,202 - Gah, this game does not agree with me. 735 00:46:51,203 --> 00:46:53,335 - No, it doesn't. 736 00:46:53,336 --> 00:46:55,470 - Can we pick up on it later? 737 00:46:55,471 --> 00:46:57,136 - Yeah. 738 00:46:57,137 --> 00:47:01,270 - Ya know, Michael, 739 00:47:01,271 --> 00:47:02,504 science does have a answer 740 00:47:02,505 --> 00:47:06,437 to how we live in such a finely-tuned universe. 741 00:47:06,438 --> 00:47:08,205 You ever heard of quantum mechanics? 742 00:47:08,206 --> 00:47:09,538 - I've heard of it. - Yeah. 743 00:47:09,539 --> 00:47:12,271 It predicts an infinite number of universes 744 00:47:12,272 --> 00:47:14,940 with different properties in each one. 745 00:47:14,941 --> 00:47:17,841 Most are empty of life. 746 00:47:19,074 --> 00:47:21,006 This one works. 747 00:47:21,007 --> 00:47:23,607 So, maybe there's an alternate universe 748 00:47:23,608 --> 00:47:27,909 where you and I are playing Yahtzee cancer-free. 749 00:47:27,943 --> 00:47:31,076 - And I whip your butt every game. 750 00:47:36,076 --> 00:47:38,210 - An infinite number of universes 751 00:47:38,211 --> 00:47:41,443 with an infinite number of possibilities 752 00:47:41,444 --> 00:47:44,512 and you're saying there's no room for God? 753 00:47:48,947 --> 00:47:52,580 - There is no miracle, son, I'm sorry. 754 00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:56,513 I wish I was wrong about that, 755 00:47:56,514 --> 00:47:58,580 but I'm not. 756 00:48:21,451 --> 00:48:22,451 - Hey, guys. 757 00:48:22,452 --> 00:48:24,016 - Hey, Dr. McAlpine. 758 00:48:24,017 --> 00:48:25,918 - Well, I thought I was comin' in here 759 00:48:25,919 --> 00:48:28,218 today to give you guys some bad news, 760 00:48:28,219 --> 00:48:29,585 to tell you that the second round 761 00:48:29,586 --> 00:48:31,386 of chemotherapy had failed, 762 00:48:31,420 --> 00:48:34,386 but, actually, it is pretty remarkable. 763 00:48:34,420 --> 00:48:37,086 I've never seen anything like this in my career. 764 00:48:37,087 --> 00:48:39,854 Yesterday, your blast cells were at 80% 765 00:48:39,855 --> 00:48:42,086 and today, this morning's tests, 766 00:48:42,087 --> 00:48:44,222 and I double-checked these tests. 767 00:48:45,988 --> 00:48:48,322 You're in complete remission. 768 00:48:49,556 --> 00:48:52,388 Now, there's a pretty good chance of relapse, 769 00:48:52,389 --> 00:48:56,256 so we need to start planning for a bone marrow transplant. 770 00:48:56,257 --> 00:48:57,890 That planning means we need to find 771 00:48:57,891 --> 00:49:00,657 the best possible match for Michael, 772 00:49:00,658 --> 00:49:05,558 but for right now, get outta here. 773 00:49:06,625 --> 00:49:09,024 You can go home. 774 00:50:17,704 --> 00:50:21,504 - I cannot wait to go on a proper date with you. 775 00:50:21,505 --> 00:50:23,203 We can go to the movie theater 776 00:50:23,204 --> 00:50:26,004 and we can buy one of those really big buckets of popcorn 777 00:50:26,005 --> 00:50:29,204 and just drench it in butter, and buy all the candy... 778 00:50:29,205 --> 00:50:30,873 - That's such a good idea, 779 00:50:30,874 --> 00:50:32,906 because nothing says, "I just beat cancer" 780 00:50:32,907 --> 00:50:34,539 than going into cardiac arrest. 781 00:50:34,540 --> 00:50:37,974 - Hey, you can bring Sheila, we could make it a double-date. 782 00:50:37,975 --> 00:50:40,875 - No, no, no, I don't wanna intrude, you guys go. 783 00:50:42,441 --> 00:50:44,208 - What's wrong? 784 00:50:45,442 --> 00:50:48,810 - Do you guys wanna do something really cool? 785 00:51:15,146 --> 00:51:17,145 - Hi, I'm Michelle. - Tony, 786 00:51:17,146 --> 00:51:19,146 it's nice to meet you. 787 00:51:19,147 --> 00:51:20,514 - Michael. - Yeah, hi. 788 00:51:20,515 --> 00:51:22,113 - Nice to meet you. - Nice meeting you. 789 00:51:22,114 --> 00:51:23,347 - I just wanna say it's really great 790 00:51:23,348 --> 00:51:25,581 what you're doing for my dad, I'm really happy, 791 00:51:25,582 --> 00:51:26,582 this is awesome. 792 00:51:26,582 --> 00:51:27,582 - You wanna get started? 793 00:51:27,583 --> 00:51:29,314 - Yeah, hang on just a second. 794 00:51:29,315 --> 00:51:30,816 - Alright, guys, come on out. 795 00:51:49,386 --> 00:51:54,119 ♫ Hey, I'm dreamin' again 796 00:51:55,487 --> 00:52:00,487 ♫ It's just like you to see everything I want to be 797 00:52:02,989 --> 00:52:07,856 ♫ I am awake at last 798 00:52:09,456 --> 00:52:11,889 ♫ I see my path 799 00:52:11,890 --> 00:52:16,189 ♫ waitin' right in front of me 800 00:52:16,190 --> 00:52:19,323 ♫ For 801 00:52:19,324 --> 00:52:23,123 ♫ you to 802 00:52:23,124 --> 00:52:25,925 ♫ Make what you make of it 803 00:52:25,926 --> 00:52:29,424 ♫ as the morning light breaks 804 00:52:29,425 --> 00:52:32,259 ♫ You gotta live your life 805 00:52:32,260 --> 00:52:36,793 ♫ like there's no tomorrow 806 00:52:36,794 --> 00:52:40,593 ♫ Make what you make of it 807 00:52:40,594 --> 00:52:44,160 ♫ to light the fire, oh so beautiful 808 00:52:44,161 --> 00:52:45,561 ♫ Make through the day 809 00:52:45,562 --> 00:52:50,563 ♫ just like there's no tomorrow 810 00:52:53,129 --> 00:52:55,297 ♫ Wonderful day 811 00:53:05,532 --> 00:53:08,298 - Today was a good day. 812 00:53:08,299 --> 00:53:10,165 - I agree. 813 00:53:38,037 --> 00:53:41,404 - Dr. McAlpine, he said I'd probably relapse. 814 00:53:43,205 --> 00:53:46,638 - I just really, really thought that it was gone for good. 815 00:53:46,639 --> 00:53:48,305 - Me too. 816 00:53:53,773 --> 00:53:56,473 - God gave us that miracle and then, it's like, 817 00:53:56,474 --> 00:53:58,707 he just took it away. 818 00:54:00,374 --> 00:54:03,475 I just don't understand what He's doing. 819 00:54:05,074 --> 00:54:08,975 I mean, all the people in that hospital, 820 00:54:08,976 --> 00:54:11,775 all of the children, Annalisa, why? 821 00:54:11,776 --> 00:54:13,342 Why can't He just save everyone? 822 00:54:13,343 --> 00:54:14,409 - I don't know. - Why? 823 00:54:14,410 --> 00:54:16,576 Isn't that what you would do? 824 00:54:16,577 --> 00:54:18,645 I just don't get it. 825 00:54:20,945 --> 00:54:22,244 - Come here. 826 00:54:25,112 --> 00:54:26,913 Let me show you something. 827 00:54:27,879 --> 00:54:29,978 You see that right there? 828 00:54:29,979 --> 00:54:31,879 - What am I looking at? 829 00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:33,546 - This. 830 00:54:33,547 --> 00:54:37,381 This little paint chip is our time on Earth. 831 00:54:38,915 --> 00:54:43,181 And all this paint, all of it, 832 00:54:55,584 --> 00:54:57,317 is eternity. 833 00:54:58,918 --> 00:55:00,817 - What does that mean? 834 00:55:00,818 --> 00:55:03,984 - Our time on Earth is a blink 835 00:55:03,985 --> 00:55:06,051 to the rest of it. 836 00:55:07,553 --> 00:55:10,218 Death isn't the end of my journey. 837 00:55:10,219 --> 00:55:12,452 - Don't say death, Michael, please don't say death. 838 00:55:12,453 --> 00:55:14,052 You're not gonna die, okay? 839 00:55:14,053 --> 00:55:19,053 - I'm not sayin' that, I'm not, it's just perspective. 840 00:55:19,054 --> 00:55:22,353 That gives me peace. 841 00:55:22,354 --> 00:55:25,088 I don't want to be afraid through all of this. 842 00:55:27,322 --> 00:55:30,957 - I understand that completely. 843 00:55:32,823 --> 00:55:37,490 Can we just try to stay positive, please? 844 00:55:37,491 --> 00:55:39,890 I know that the bone marrow transplant is going to work, 845 00:55:39,891 --> 00:55:42,491 I know it is, so we don't have to have all 846 00:55:42,492 --> 00:55:44,925 these eternity talks, okay? 847 00:55:44,926 --> 00:55:46,425 - Yeah. 848 00:55:54,894 --> 00:55:57,494 I've got somethin' worth fighting for. 849 00:56:09,229 --> 00:56:10,596 What? 850 00:56:11,496 --> 00:56:14,596 - Stupid, stupid pigmobile. 851 00:56:14,597 --> 00:56:17,629 Why'd you have to use the pigmobile? 852 00:56:17,630 --> 00:56:18,998 Couldn't you have used, like, 853 00:56:19,032 --> 00:56:21,565 the stars in the sky or something? 854 00:56:25,033 --> 00:56:27,331 - Yeah, that probably would have been better. 855 00:56:27,332 --> 00:56:28,831 - Because I see this one up there 856 00:56:28,832 --> 00:56:32,332 and it's a hunter with a bow. 857 00:56:32,333 --> 00:56:33,699 - Oh. - Shooting 858 00:56:33,700 --> 00:56:35,465 an octopus. - Yeah, you're good. 859 00:56:35,466 --> 00:56:37,099 That's funny. 860 00:56:37,100 --> 00:56:38,301 - Stop. 861 00:56:59,771 --> 00:57:03,103 Hey. 862 00:57:03,104 --> 00:57:04,971 - Hey, dude. 863 00:57:04,972 --> 00:57:07,572 - Whatcha doin'? 864 00:57:07,573 --> 00:57:09,606 - Just lookin'. 865 00:57:11,139 --> 00:57:12,539 - If you're lookin' for that geocache, 866 00:57:12,540 --> 00:57:15,306 that was further down that way. 867 00:57:15,307 --> 00:57:17,540 Treasure, nerd stuff. 868 00:57:22,408 --> 00:57:24,342 You okay? 869 00:57:27,009 --> 00:57:28,943 - Sheila and I broke up. 870 00:57:29,742 --> 00:57:30,944 - What? 871 00:57:32,610 --> 00:57:34,342 I'm sorry to hear that. 872 00:57:34,343 --> 00:57:36,477 - So, whatever. 873 00:57:39,045 --> 00:57:41,176 - I've got dinner at the house 874 00:57:41,177 --> 00:57:42,778 if you wanna come eat? 875 00:57:42,779 --> 00:57:45,946 - I'm alright, man, I'll come in a bit. 876 00:57:48,078 --> 00:57:50,879 - I feel so blessed that this, 877 00:57:50,880 --> 00:57:53,245 the bone marrow's comin' from you. 878 00:57:53,246 --> 00:57:55,047 - You just think James is a pansy, don't you? 879 00:57:55,048 --> 00:57:57,580 - Total pansy, huge pansy. 880 00:57:57,581 --> 00:58:01,080 - Nah, man, I'm glad I could help. 881 00:58:01,081 --> 00:58:03,847 - See you at the house. 882 00:58:09,883 --> 00:58:11,883 - I need this to work, Mike. 883 00:58:15,350 --> 00:58:17,649 I just feel like life keeps kicking me down 884 00:58:17,650 --> 00:58:19,584 and down and down and every time 885 00:58:19,585 --> 00:58:21,350 I try to get back up and fight it, 886 00:58:21,351 --> 00:58:25,185 it sweeps me under the rug. 887 00:58:28,919 --> 00:58:30,820 I need it to work. 888 00:58:34,520 --> 00:58:36,153 What are we havin'? 889 00:58:37,187 --> 00:58:38,554 - Ribs. 890 00:58:39,754 --> 00:58:41,988 Ribs, pork, whatever you want. 891 00:58:42,989 --> 00:58:44,555 Come on. 892 00:58:47,255 --> 00:58:51,255 - There he is, there he is. 893 00:58:51,256 --> 00:58:52,789 How you feelin'? 894 00:58:52,790 --> 00:58:54,456 - I feel great. 895 00:58:54,457 --> 00:58:56,156 - You look great, bro. 896 00:58:56,157 --> 00:58:58,823 Bone marrow day, bone marrow day, 897 00:58:58,824 --> 00:59:00,524 bone marrow day. 898 00:59:00,525 --> 00:59:02,525 - Hey, I have a little present from the munchkins. 899 00:59:04,592 --> 00:59:05,958 - Yeah, yeah, look at that. 900 00:59:05,959 --> 00:59:06,960 - Can't even spell. 901 00:59:06,961 --> 00:59:08,625 - Alright, this is it. 902 00:59:08,626 --> 00:59:10,525 - There it is, right there. 903 00:59:10,526 --> 00:59:12,726 - Ladies and gentleman, that is what the inside 904 00:59:12,727 --> 00:59:14,926 of Matt Boyum looks like, disgusting. 905 00:59:14,927 --> 00:59:15,993 - How does this work? 906 00:59:15,994 --> 00:59:17,392 You just plug it in and then it goes right 907 00:59:17,393 --> 00:59:18,394 into his veins? 908 00:59:18,395 --> 00:59:20,027 - Yep, and once it hits his blood stream, 909 00:59:20,028 --> 00:59:21,894 it'll start to pick up his brother's traits. 910 00:59:21,895 --> 00:59:23,293 - That's right, he'll be better looking, 911 00:59:23,294 --> 00:59:25,261 he'll be more handsome, he'll be smarter. 912 00:59:25,262 --> 00:59:26,962 - Making women uncomfortable, 913 00:59:26,963 --> 00:59:28,328 these are things I'm looking forward to. 914 00:59:28,329 --> 00:59:31,128 - Ladies, Matt Boyum, here. 915 00:59:31,129 --> 00:59:32,796 My older brother, he needed something from me, 916 00:59:32,797 --> 00:59:35,128 I gave, I stepped up, you remember this face. 917 00:59:35,129 --> 00:59:36,598 - Cha-ching. 918 00:59:39,598 --> 00:59:41,630 - Once I finish up here, in about 15 minutes, 919 00:59:41,631 --> 00:59:42,931 it'll all be in. 920 00:59:42,932 --> 00:59:45,398 - Matt Boyum, you're my hero. 921 00:59:52,967 --> 00:59:54,434 - Get the nurse. 922 00:59:58,334 --> 01:00:00,801 - Katie, Michael's burning up in there, 923 01:00:00,802 --> 01:00:02,001 he needs your help. 924 01:00:02,002 --> 01:00:03,968 - He'll get his next dose in about 30 minutes. 925 01:00:03,969 --> 01:00:07,069 - No, not in 30 minutes, 926 01:00:07,070 --> 01:00:10,035 you're gonna help him right now. 927 01:00:10,036 --> 01:00:11,435 - I can get you some cold towels, 928 01:00:11,436 --> 01:00:13,136 but that's all I can do. 929 01:01:08,946 --> 01:01:11,445 - You wanna get out of here? 930 01:01:11,446 --> 01:01:12,646 - Hm? 931 01:01:14,180 --> 01:01:17,081 Are you okay, do you need something? 932 01:01:19,082 --> 01:01:22,580 - We were at prom, 933 01:01:22,581 --> 01:01:24,949 we were dancing. 934 01:01:29,749 --> 01:01:33,850 And then I twirled you and you looked so beautiful. 935 01:01:39,117 --> 01:01:41,818 You wore that red dress. 936 01:01:46,185 --> 01:01:47,951 So beautiful. 937 01:02:47,062 --> 01:02:48,796 - Wow. 938 01:02:58,197 --> 01:03:00,065 Stay still. 939 01:03:01,665 --> 01:03:03,365 You okay? 940 01:03:05,198 --> 01:03:07,733 - You have to dance with me. 941 01:03:09,265 --> 01:03:12,132 That dress is too good to pass up. 942 01:04:45,949 --> 01:04:47,115 - Can I come in? 943 01:04:47,116 --> 01:04:48,782 - Yeah, absolutely. 944 01:04:48,783 --> 01:04:51,215 - You look fantastic. - Thank you. 945 01:04:51,216 --> 01:04:52,882 - You look great. 946 01:04:52,883 --> 01:04:54,216 What day are you at? 947 01:04:54,217 --> 01:04:55,950 - 100. 948 01:04:55,951 --> 01:04:58,282 - 100? - Yeah. 949 01:04:58,283 --> 01:05:00,550 - That's good, that's good. 950 01:05:00,551 --> 01:05:02,217 You're almost free. 951 01:05:02,218 --> 01:05:04,651 - Almost. - [Mr. Fenton) You know, 952 01:05:04,652 --> 01:05:08,352 I want to thank you for what you did up at the cabin. 953 01:05:08,386 --> 01:05:11,151 - Tony, he wasn't supposed to tell you. 954 01:05:11,152 --> 01:05:14,252 - I know, he was never good at keeping secrets. 955 01:05:14,253 --> 01:05:15,686 - Apparently not. 956 01:05:15,687 --> 01:05:18,088 - I got a little surprise for you. 957 01:05:27,455 --> 01:05:32,155 - Wow, this is beautiful. 958 01:05:32,156 --> 01:05:34,389 - Oh, no, you're not converting me. 959 01:05:36,058 --> 01:05:38,657 I also carve unicorns and fairies. 960 01:05:38,658 --> 01:05:40,289 - Fairy tale stuff, right. 961 01:05:40,290 --> 01:05:42,891 - You're a good kid, Michael. 962 01:05:42,892 --> 01:05:45,290 Go conquer the world. 963 01:05:57,061 --> 01:05:59,226 - You're next. 964 01:05:59,227 --> 01:06:02,595 - Yeah, you can count on it. 965 01:06:14,497 --> 01:06:16,629 - Dear Heavenly Father, we are so thankful 966 01:06:16,630 --> 01:06:18,698 that you've healed Michael. 967 01:06:18,731 --> 01:06:21,463 Let his life testify to your faithfulness. 968 01:06:21,464 --> 01:06:23,898 You are the great Healer. 969 01:06:23,899 --> 01:06:26,399 In Jesus' Name we pray, Amen. 970 01:06:28,999 --> 01:06:32,565 - I would like to propose a toast 971 01:06:32,566 --> 01:06:35,332 to the bone marrow king of Minnesota, 972 01:06:35,333 --> 01:06:37,199 my dear brother, Matt. 973 01:06:37,200 --> 01:06:39,240 - Hey, that is Mr. King Bone Marrow to you, alright? 974 01:06:43,602 --> 01:06:45,467 - I would like to say a prayer. 975 01:06:45,468 --> 01:06:47,300 - Uh, mom, dad just prayed. 976 01:06:47,301 --> 01:06:49,468 - Well, I would like to add something. 977 01:06:49,469 --> 01:06:51,770 - Matt, you need more prayer! 978 01:06:51,803 --> 01:06:53,236 - That I do! 979 01:06:53,269 --> 01:06:57,736 Thank you, Lord, for bringing Michelle into our lives. 980 01:06:57,737 --> 01:07:00,804 She's a beautiful gift to this family. 981 01:07:00,805 --> 01:07:03,071 May you continue to bless her 982 01:07:03,072 --> 01:07:07,572 in everything she does, Amen. 983 01:07:10,106 --> 01:07:11,639 - I love you, guys. 984 01:07:14,507 --> 01:07:16,041 - Let's eat. 985 01:07:17,007 --> 01:07:18,340 Let's start with the beef. 986 01:07:18,341 --> 01:07:19,674 - Beef. 987 01:07:22,474 --> 01:07:25,876 - Don't answer your phone at the table, that's rude. 988 01:07:26,842 --> 01:07:28,641 - Hi, this is Michael. 989 01:07:28,642 --> 01:07:29,642 - Alright. 990 01:07:29,643 --> 01:07:30,943 - Okay, hey. 991 01:07:34,543 --> 01:07:35,576 What? 992 01:07:46,378 --> 01:07:48,245 - Michael, who is it? 993 01:07:48,246 --> 01:07:50,113 - Uh, what does that mean? 994 01:08:03,214 --> 01:08:08,049 - Okay, thank you. 995 01:08:08,050 --> 01:08:10,150 - No, no, no, no, no. 996 01:08:11,482 --> 01:08:13,117 What'd he say? 997 01:08:14,417 --> 01:08:16,151 What'd he say? 998 01:08:17,151 --> 01:08:18,583 What did he say? 999 01:08:19,585 --> 01:08:21,017 - No, no, no, no. 1000 01:08:21,018 --> 01:08:22,250 No, no. 1001 01:08:26,752 --> 01:08:31,352 - I don't understand, you just got out of there. 1002 01:08:31,353 --> 01:08:33,787 You just got out of there. 1003 01:08:36,454 --> 01:08:38,320 - Oh, honey. 1004 01:08:41,021 --> 01:08:42,388 - Hey. 1005 01:08:49,523 --> 01:08:51,556 I won't quit fighting. 1006 01:08:52,556 --> 01:08:55,891 - I was really starting to get used to this idea of, uh, 1007 01:08:56,957 --> 01:09:01,958 this healing God that you talk about so much. 1008 01:09:04,892 --> 01:09:06,160 - Matt. 1009 01:09:31,463 --> 01:09:35,530 - Hey, Matt. 1010 01:09:37,165 --> 01:09:39,098 What are you doing? 1011 01:09:40,597 --> 01:09:42,066 Come here. 1012 01:09:45,532 --> 01:09:47,265 - I can't. 1013 01:09:48,266 --> 01:09:50,299 - Yes, you can. 1014 01:09:52,167 --> 01:09:53,934 - There's no point. 1015 01:09:54,734 --> 01:09:58,967 - Matt, listen to me, I know that this is bad, okay, 1016 01:09:59,902 --> 01:10:02,534 and yes, my cancer's back, and yes... 1017 01:10:02,535 --> 01:10:05,703 - It's not always about you, Mike! 1018 01:10:07,536 --> 01:10:10,102 I have pain, too, I hurt, too, 1019 01:10:10,103 --> 01:10:14,236 but everyone looks at you and they feel so sorry for you. 1020 01:10:15,570 --> 01:10:19,071 I struggle, too, but no one cares. 1021 01:10:19,072 --> 01:10:22,905 - I care, Matt, I care. 1022 01:10:24,006 --> 01:10:26,671 And mom, and James, and dad, we all love you. 1023 01:10:26,672 --> 01:10:28,705 Please can't you see that? 1024 01:10:28,706 --> 01:10:30,338 - So much so that you didn't even know 1025 01:10:30,339 --> 01:10:32,206 I quit the team. 1026 01:10:33,074 --> 01:10:34,940 - You quit the team? 1027 01:10:36,708 --> 01:10:39,040 Matt, I'm sorry, okay? 1028 01:10:39,041 --> 01:10:40,206 I'm sorry you were overlooked 1029 01:10:40,207 --> 01:10:41,974 and it's not going to happen again. 1030 01:10:41,975 --> 01:10:43,075 - Just tell mom and dad I... 1031 01:10:43,076 --> 01:10:45,175 - No, stop it, please, don't do this. 1032 01:10:45,176 --> 01:10:46,541 - Tell 'em I love 'em, alright? 1033 01:10:46,542 --> 01:10:48,809 - Mattie, please stop. 1034 01:10:48,810 --> 01:10:52,408 No, no, Matt. 1035 01:10:52,409 --> 01:10:55,210 - Stop, stop. 1036 01:10:57,178 --> 01:10:59,844 Tell James, "I'm so sorry that I wasn't there 1037 01:10:59,845 --> 01:11:01,777 "to watch him grow up." 1038 01:11:01,778 --> 01:11:04,144 Tell him I'm sorry. 1039 01:11:04,145 --> 01:11:05,611 - No, please, get down. 1040 01:11:05,612 --> 01:11:07,245 Get down. 1041 01:11:10,245 --> 01:11:12,612 Jesus loves you, Matt. 1042 01:11:12,613 --> 01:11:14,279 Jesus loves you. 1043 01:11:17,881 --> 01:11:20,047 - What's in your blood? 1044 01:11:20,048 --> 01:11:22,748 What's in my head? 1045 01:11:25,415 --> 01:11:28,182 Don't be ridiculous. 1046 01:11:28,183 --> 01:11:29,449 - It's not. 1047 01:11:30,717 --> 01:11:34,016 He loves you more than you know, I promise you. 1048 01:11:34,017 --> 01:11:36,283 - Then where is He? 1049 01:11:43,086 --> 01:11:45,685 - Where are you? 1050 01:11:48,187 --> 01:11:50,519 Where are you? 1051 01:11:53,620 --> 01:11:55,887 - He's right here. 1052 01:11:59,420 --> 01:12:04,421 Matt, God sacrificed for you, for your life. 1053 01:12:07,023 --> 01:12:09,322 Just like you sacrificed for me. 1054 01:12:11,456 --> 01:12:13,490 Now, it's my turn. 1055 01:12:14,157 --> 01:12:16,656 Let me fight for you, please. 1056 01:12:52,730 --> 01:12:54,031 - I'm sorry. 1057 01:12:59,998 --> 01:13:01,665 I'm sorry. 1058 01:13:16,034 --> 01:13:20,201 - Hey, hey, you about ready for a break? 1059 01:13:20,202 --> 01:13:24,701 - Hi, uh, yeah, yeah, Michael's been asleep 1060 01:13:24,702 --> 01:13:28,935 for, like, 30 minutes, so he's due for some Lorazepam soon 1061 01:13:28,936 --> 01:13:30,769 and make sure that... 1062 01:13:30,770 --> 01:13:32,635 - What's goin' on? 1063 01:13:32,636 --> 01:13:34,569 - Oh, you're dad's here, so I'm taking off. 1064 01:13:34,570 --> 01:13:37,170 - No, just stay for like, stay for like, 30 more minutes. 1065 01:13:37,171 --> 01:13:39,970 - No, I can't, Michael, I have a lot that I need to do. 1066 01:13:39,971 --> 01:13:42,205 - It's just 30 minutes. 1067 01:13:42,206 --> 01:13:45,071 - I'm sorry. - Really? 1068 01:13:45,072 --> 01:13:49,207 - Yeah, I can't be here every night, Michael. 1069 01:13:50,439 --> 01:13:53,371 I just can't, I have a life of my own 1070 01:13:53,372 --> 01:13:54,906 that I have to catch up on. 1071 01:13:54,907 --> 01:13:56,573 Please don't make me feel guilty about it. 1072 01:13:56,574 --> 01:13:58,272 - I'm not trying to make you feel guilty about it. 1073 01:13:58,273 --> 01:13:59,640 - Well, you're making me feel really, 1074 01:13:59,641 --> 01:14:01,641 really guilty about it. - I was asking... 1075 01:14:25,579 --> 01:14:30,546 ♫ I remember you kindly 1076 01:14:32,847 --> 01:14:37,380 ♫ the promise you made 1077 01:14:38,748 --> 01:14:42,181 ♫ hold 1078 01:14:42,182 --> 01:14:46,914 ♫ gracefully 1079 01:14:46,915 --> 01:14:51,316 ♫ you won't be alone 1080 01:14:52,249 --> 01:14:56,083 ♫ for long 1081 01:14:56,084 --> 01:15:00,251 ♫ I'm with you ♫ 1082 01:15:02,318 --> 01:15:05,485 - Uh, could you give us a minute? 1083 01:15:05,486 --> 01:15:07,619 - Sure. 1084 01:15:18,421 --> 01:15:20,854 - Marry me? 1085 01:15:20,855 --> 01:15:22,554 - What? 1086 01:15:24,756 --> 01:15:26,756 - I love you. 1087 01:15:28,255 --> 01:15:31,056 Every time that I'm with you 1088 01:15:31,057 --> 01:15:33,124 my heart still skips a beat. 1089 01:15:34,690 --> 01:15:37,423 You are the only person that I've ever met 1090 01:15:37,424 --> 01:15:41,725 who I can just talk to for hours and hours and hours 1091 01:15:41,759 --> 01:15:44,257 and time just disappears. 1092 01:15:46,825 --> 01:15:48,925 You make me laugh and you make me smile 1093 01:15:48,926 --> 01:15:51,892 and you are just the most incredible person 1094 01:15:51,893 --> 01:15:54,826 that I have ever met in my entire life. 1095 01:15:54,827 --> 01:15:59,160 You are a man of so much faith and so much integrity 1096 01:15:59,161 --> 01:16:02,628 and you have my heart like nobody else does. 1097 01:16:04,195 --> 01:16:08,862 And I swear, I swear I am a strong woman, 1098 01:16:08,863 --> 01:16:11,629 but when it comes to you, I just turn into 1099 01:16:11,630 --> 01:16:14,763 this weak, pathetic, 1100 01:16:14,764 --> 01:16:17,797 weird, awkward girl 1101 01:16:17,798 --> 01:16:21,531 and it's dumb, it's dumb, but, 1102 01:16:22,931 --> 01:16:24,198 but, uh, 1103 01:16:25,632 --> 01:16:29,533 I just want you desperately. 1104 01:16:32,933 --> 01:16:35,900 - There's no guarantee with me. 1105 01:16:35,901 --> 01:16:37,434 - I know. 1106 01:16:39,367 --> 01:16:40,868 - I love you. 1107 01:16:42,102 --> 01:16:43,835 - I love you. 1108 01:16:45,835 --> 01:16:48,069 - But you deserve someone who is going 1109 01:16:48,070 --> 01:16:49,869 to be with you. 1110 01:16:49,870 --> 01:16:53,937 - I deserve, I deserve you. 1111 01:16:56,071 --> 01:16:57,170 You are my soulmate. 1112 01:16:57,171 --> 01:16:59,470 Remember, you told me that. 1113 01:16:59,471 --> 01:17:01,771 You told me that and I believed that 1114 01:17:01,772 --> 01:17:04,138 and, yeah, I really, really, really want to get away 1115 01:17:04,139 --> 01:17:06,905 from all of this, too, because this really sucks. 1116 01:17:06,906 --> 01:17:08,672 This really sucks. 1117 01:17:10,305 --> 01:17:15,305 But you're a part of me and I'm a part of you 1118 01:17:15,306 --> 01:17:19,274 and I know that we belong together. 1119 01:17:31,010 --> 01:17:32,843 - I can't. 1120 01:17:34,877 --> 01:17:36,878 I'm really tired. 1121 01:17:38,978 --> 01:17:41,211 Can we talk about this later? 1122 01:17:43,146 --> 01:17:45,311 Some other time? 1123 01:18:07,349 --> 01:18:10,782 - I don't think I can do this again, mom. 1124 01:18:46,855 --> 01:18:49,322 - What are you up to? 1125 01:18:53,357 --> 01:18:57,158 I have always trusted that you had a plan for me. 1126 01:18:59,658 --> 01:19:00,691 Is this it? 1127 01:19:01,625 --> 01:19:03,423 Is this it? 1128 01:19:03,424 --> 01:19:06,424 Attached to this for the rest of my life? 1129 01:19:06,425 --> 01:19:08,491 How am I supposed to make a promise to her 1130 01:19:08,492 --> 01:19:12,593 when I have no idea how much time I have left to give her? 1131 01:19:14,094 --> 01:19:16,527 - No one knows how much time we have. 1132 01:19:21,294 --> 01:19:26,195 I'm sorry, son, but it looked like you needed some answers. 1133 01:19:26,196 --> 01:19:27,694 And I know you aren't going to hear anything 1134 01:19:27,695 --> 01:19:29,563 from up there. 1135 01:19:30,763 --> 01:19:35,363 You're sick, yes, but in a way, we're all sick, 1136 01:19:35,364 --> 01:19:39,563 always marching toward our inevitable conclusion. 1137 01:19:39,564 --> 01:19:41,232 You could be free of cancer today 1138 01:19:41,266 --> 01:19:45,064 and drive away from this place and be hit by a bus. 1139 01:19:45,065 --> 01:19:48,099 The point I'm trying to make is this, 1140 01:19:48,100 --> 01:19:52,565 until you die, son, 1141 01:19:52,566 --> 01:19:54,234 you live. 1142 01:21:03,845 --> 01:21:05,712 - Hi. - Hey. 1143 01:21:07,846 --> 01:21:11,946 - So, I was just about to go for a walk. 1144 01:21:11,947 --> 01:21:13,247 You wanna go with me? 1145 01:21:15,880 --> 01:21:17,347 - Yeah, sure. 1146 01:21:18,248 --> 01:21:23,249 - Okay, I have a surprise that I wanna show you. 1147 01:21:24,615 --> 01:21:26,282 - What does that mean? 1148 01:21:26,283 --> 01:21:28,881 - Uh, means we gotta use this again. 1149 01:21:28,882 --> 01:21:29,982 Remember this? 1150 01:21:29,983 --> 01:21:32,315 - Yeah, I remember that. 1151 01:21:32,316 --> 01:21:33,583 - Okay, come on. 1152 01:21:35,251 --> 01:21:36,683 - Oh, my gosh. - Don't peek. 1153 01:21:36,684 --> 01:21:38,217 - I'm not peeking. 1154 01:21:38,218 --> 01:21:39,185 - Too tight? 1155 01:21:39,186 --> 01:21:40,483 - No, it's fine. 1156 01:21:40,484 --> 01:21:41,884 - You look like a pirate. 1157 01:21:41,885 --> 01:21:43,118 - Arghh. 1158 01:21:43,119 --> 01:21:44,617 - Good, keep going. 1159 01:21:44,618 --> 01:21:45,951 - Where am I going? 1160 01:21:45,952 --> 01:21:48,718 You know how much this makes me nervous. 1161 01:21:48,719 --> 01:21:50,451 You're doing great. 1162 01:21:50,452 --> 01:21:52,819 - Uh, I don't feel great. 1163 01:21:52,820 --> 01:21:56,386 Oh, oh. 1164 01:21:56,387 --> 01:21:58,654 This is scary. 1165 01:22:01,289 --> 01:22:02,855 Where am I going? 1166 01:22:04,521 --> 01:22:05,555 Whoa. 1167 01:22:05,556 --> 01:22:07,454 - Keep going, keep going. 1168 01:22:07,455 --> 01:22:10,989 - Uh, this is terrifying. 1169 01:22:10,990 --> 01:22:13,390 I don't know which way. 1170 01:22:19,292 --> 01:22:22,557 - Oh, my gosh. 1171 01:22:22,558 --> 01:22:25,292 Where are the pork sandwiches? 1172 01:22:25,293 --> 01:22:27,358 You actually got seafood? 1173 01:22:30,960 --> 01:22:32,492 Oh, my gosh. 1174 01:22:36,961 --> 01:22:41,029 - I am so madly in love with you. 1175 01:22:42,762 --> 01:22:44,962 And when I look at you, 1176 01:22:46,862 --> 01:22:49,197 I see a lifetime together. 1177 01:22:50,396 --> 01:22:52,829 I don't know what the future holds, 1178 01:22:52,830 --> 01:22:55,198 but I want it to be with you. 1179 01:22:57,530 --> 01:22:59,898 You're the blessing of my life. 1180 01:23:01,431 --> 01:23:03,498 Michelle Larson, 1181 01:23:05,766 --> 01:23:08,364 will you marry me? 1182 01:23:08,365 --> 01:23:09,898 - Yes. 1183 01:23:09,899 --> 01:23:11,600 Yeah. 1184 01:23:17,001 --> 01:23:18,667 Gosh. 1185 01:23:18,668 --> 01:23:20,767 - Look at that. 1186 01:23:20,768 --> 01:23:22,868 - You're somethin' else. 1187 01:23:24,969 --> 01:23:27,402 You don't even like seafood. 1188 01:23:28,602 --> 01:23:30,636 - But you love it. 1189 01:23:53,107 --> 01:23:56,840 ♫ Will I 1190 01:23:56,841 --> 01:24:00,674 ♫ with body broken 1191 01:24:00,675 --> 01:24:04,309 ♫ hold resolve another the way 1192 01:24:07,276 --> 01:24:11,677 ♫ for now I'll stand 1193 01:24:13,010 --> 01:24:15,110 ♫ somewhere. 1194 01:24:21,312 --> 01:24:24,511 ♫ Will it 1195 01:24:24,512 --> 01:24:27,611 ♫ make a difference 1196 01:24:27,612 --> 01:24:31,545 ♫ if what I do, 1197 01:24:31,546 --> 01:24:34,745 ♫ or what I say 1198 01:24:34,746 --> 01:24:38,315 ♫ is from my knees 1199 01:24:40,315 --> 01:24:42,982 ♫ somewhere 1200 01:24:46,415 --> 01:24:50,282 ♫ I wanna be there 1201 01:24:50,283 --> 01:24:53,983 ♫ somewhere 1202 01:24:53,984 --> 01:24:57,416 ♫ beside you 1203 01:24:57,417 --> 01:25:00,617 ♫ beside you 1204 01:25:00,618 --> 01:25:02,252 ♫ We'll always dance 1205 01:25:02,285 --> 01:25:04,517 ♫ we'll always try 1206 01:25:04,518 --> 01:25:08,118 ♫ forever more you'll be 1207 01:25:08,119 --> 01:25:11,620 ♫ by my side 1208 01:25:13,787 --> 01:25:17,087 ♫ I wanna be beside 1209 01:25:17,088 --> 01:25:20,987 ♫ I wanna be beside you. 1210 01:25:24,289 --> 01:25:26,289 - Do you see that? 1211 01:25:28,555 --> 01:25:30,356 That light? 1212 01:25:32,556 --> 01:25:33,889 - No. 1213 01:25:36,091 --> 01:25:39,023 - What is it, what do you see? 1214 01:25:39,024 --> 01:25:41,125 - It's in the ceiling. 1215 01:25:42,658 --> 01:25:44,391 It's so peaceful. 1216 01:25:46,558 --> 01:25:48,693 It's like the stars. 1217 01:25:51,759 --> 01:25:53,627 - You're scaring me. 1218 01:25:55,294 --> 01:25:57,659 - Don't be scared. 1219 01:26:09,762 --> 01:26:14,030 - Michael, you're not gonna die. 1220 01:26:15,563 --> 01:26:17,931 Wanna know how I know that? 1221 01:26:19,531 --> 01:26:21,697 - How? 1222 01:26:21,698 --> 01:26:24,233 - Because I can't take anything else. 1223 01:26:25,832 --> 01:26:30,132 I need God to show me that He's there. 1224 01:26:30,133 --> 01:26:32,832 I need him to show me that He cares about us 1225 01:26:32,833 --> 01:26:36,267 and that He loves us. 1226 01:26:36,268 --> 01:26:38,301 - He does. 1227 01:26:40,235 --> 01:26:43,467 Today, I had strength 1228 01:26:43,468 --> 01:26:46,668 that shouldn't have been possible. 1229 01:26:48,736 --> 01:26:52,435 I walked down the aisle today 1230 01:26:52,436 --> 01:26:55,503 and married the girl of my dreams. 1231 01:26:58,238 --> 01:27:03,238 Each and every day with you is a gift from God. 1232 01:27:03,239 --> 01:27:05,405 Don't be afraid. 1233 01:27:07,606 --> 01:27:10,239 - I'm always afraid. 1234 01:27:55,147 --> 01:27:56,779 - Do you need some water? 1235 01:28:07,515 --> 01:28:08,648 - What's wrong? 1236 01:28:08,649 --> 01:28:11,050 - I can't breathe. 1237 01:28:14,084 --> 01:28:16,449 - Matt? 1238 01:28:16,450 --> 01:28:18,117 Where are your pills? 1239 01:28:18,118 --> 01:28:20,252 This was just filled yesterday. 1240 01:28:21,417 --> 01:28:23,985 - Yes, please, please hurry. 1241 01:28:23,986 --> 01:28:25,352 - I can't breathe. 1242 01:28:25,353 --> 01:28:28,517 - Hey, did you really take all your meds? 1243 01:28:28,518 --> 01:28:30,952 - Yeah. 1244 01:28:30,953 --> 01:28:33,086 - Call 911, call them now. 1245 01:28:33,087 --> 01:28:34,686 - What's your name? - Michael. 1246 01:28:34,687 --> 01:28:36,519 - Michael, my name's Chris. 1247 01:28:36,520 --> 01:28:38,053 How long has this been going on? 1248 01:28:38,054 --> 01:28:40,120 - It just started not that long ago. 1249 01:28:40,121 --> 01:28:41,787 - Has he ever been like this before? 1250 01:28:41,788 --> 01:28:43,388 - Not like this. 1251 01:28:46,655 --> 01:28:48,521 - What kind of medical history does Michael have? 1252 01:28:48,522 --> 01:28:50,122 - Um, cancer. 1253 01:28:50,123 --> 01:28:51,322 - What kind of cancer? 1254 01:28:51,323 --> 01:28:52,389 - Leukemia. 1255 01:28:56,057 --> 01:28:57,924 - Let me go. 1256 01:29:00,791 --> 01:29:02,791 - I'm going to hold this up to your face... 1257 01:29:06,993 --> 01:29:08,926 - Just let me die. 1258 01:29:09,826 --> 01:29:10,993 - We're gonna start an IV on you, 1259 01:29:10,994 --> 01:29:12,525 so we can give you medications. 1260 01:29:12,526 --> 01:29:14,492 The ambulance is on it's way. 1261 01:29:14,493 --> 01:29:16,260 Good job, Michael. 1262 01:29:24,229 --> 01:29:26,128 - His heart could stop at any moment, 1263 01:29:26,129 --> 01:29:28,195 so we're going to need to keep him here overnight. 1264 01:29:28,196 --> 01:29:30,395 Probably the next few days. 1265 01:29:30,396 --> 01:29:31,896 You're fortunate that you found him 1266 01:29:31,897 --> 01:29:34,196 and that the paramedics got there soon enough. 1267 01:29:34,197 --> 01:29:37,197 Another 30 minutes, it would have been too late. 1268 01:29:37,198 --> 01:29:40,563 Has he ever tried to take his own life before? 1269 01:29:40,564 --> 01:29:45,430 - We've had a few scares, but nothing like this. 1270 01:29:45,431 --> 01:29:46,765 - When he wakes up, I'm gonna order 1271 01:29:46,766 --> 01:29:48,999 a psych eval for him. 1272 01:29:49,000 --> 01:29:50,999 Ok, I'll check back with you later. 1273 01:29:51,000 --> 01:29:52,099 - Thanks, doc. 1274 01:29:52,100 --> 01:29:53,733 - Hey, I'm gonna go see how Mike's doing. 1275 01:29:53,734 --> 01:29:55,533 - Okay. 1276 01:29:57,101 --> 01:29:59,067 - I just... - Oh, I know. 1277 01:29:59,068 --> 01:30:00,967 - I just can't take this. 1278 01:30:00,968 --> 01:30:03,734 - I know, honey, I know. 1279 01:30:29,007 --> 01:30:30,606 - Matt's here. 1280 01:30:54,477 --> 01:30:58,409 - Yeah, I've had a lot of time to think in here 1281 01:30:58,410 --> 01:31:01,278 and I've been blaming 1282 01:31:01,279 --> 01:31:04,478 everyone and everything. 1283 01:31:04,511 --> 01:31:07,045 I blamed God, 1284 01:31:07,046 --> 01:31:10,747 my medication, my doctors, 1285 01:31:10,780 --> 01:31:14,046 and then I realized something, 1286 01:31:14,047 --> 01:31:16,847 even when you were at your sickest, 1287 01:31:16,848 --> 01:31:20,115 you always found a way to smile. 1288 01:31:26,849 --> 01:31:30,116 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, um, 1289 01:31:30,117 --> 01:31:33,683 I guess you could say we've been talking. 1290 01:31:36,450 --> 01:31:41,151 It has been the greatest honor of my life 1291 01:31:41,152 --> 01:31:46,019 growing up with you and being able to call you my brother. 1292 01:32:29,227 --> 01:32:32,525 - I, Michelle. - I, Michelle. 1293 01:32:32,526 --> 01:32:35,726 - Take you, Michael. - Take you, Michael. 1294 01:32:35,727 --> 01:32:39,060 - To be my husband. - To be my husband. 1295 01:32:39,061 --> 01:32:41,827 - I do promise in covenant before God. 1296 01:32:41,828 --> 01:32:44,094 - I do promise in covenant before God. 1297 01:32:44,095 --> 01:32:45,794 - And these witnesses. 1298 01:32:45,795 --> 01:32:47,296 - And these witnesses. 1299 01:32:47,297 --> 01:32:49,561 - To be your loving and faithful wife. 1300 01:32:49,562 --> 01:32:51,695 - To be your loving and faithful wife. 1301 01:32:51,696 --> 01:32:53,596 - In plenty and in want. 1302 01:32:53,597 --> 01:32:55,496 - In plenty and in want. 1303 01:32:55,497 --> 01:32:57,596 - In joy and in sorrow. 1304 01:32:57,597 --> 01:32:59,697 - In joy and in sorrow. 1305 01:32:59,698 --> 01:33:01,597 - In sickness and in health. 1306 01:33:01,598 --> 01:33:03,563 - In sickness and in health. 1307 01:33:03,564 --> 01:33:07,831 - For as long as we both shall live. 1308 01:33:07,832 --> 01:33:10,799 - For as long as we both shall live. 1309 01:34:11,710 --> 01:34:13,742 - I thought I had accepted God's plan 1310 01:34:13,743 --> 01:34:16,209 for Michael's life, but really, 1311 01:34:16,210 --> 01:34:18,311 I'd been holding out for healing 1312 01:34:18,312 --> 01:34:21,910 and when it didn't come, I was lost, 1313 01:34:21,911 --> 01:34:24,345 but in my sorrow, I missed the truly powerful thing 1314 01:34:24,346 --> 01:34:27,012 that had happened right in front of my eyes. 1315 01:34:29,813 --> 01:34:32,212 In life, Michael was a teacher. 1316 01:34:32,213 --> 01:34:34,080 He taught people how to protect themselves 1317 01:34:34,113 --> 01:34:36,646 and respect others. 1318 01:34:36,647 --> 01:34:37,947 He showed them what it meant to be 1319 01:34:37,948 --> 01:34:41,148 a true and giving friend, and even where you could get 1320 01:34:41,149 --> 01:34:44,081 the best barbecue ribs. 1321 01:34:44,082 --> 01:34:47,582 He helped a brother see the light through the darkness. 1322 01:34:50,317 --> 01:34:52,449 But the most important lesson was the one 1323 01:34:52,450 --> 01:34:56,582 he made so clear to us in his life and death trial, 1324 01:34:56,583 --> 01:34:59,284 the power of real faith. 1325 01:35:13,653 --> 01:35:16,453 - Mr. Fenton, you were wrong when you said 1326 01:35:16,454 --> 01:35:18,586 God wouldn't answer me that night. 1327 01:35:18,587 --> 01:35:21,087 He did, He sent you. 1328 01:35:21,088 --> 01:35:22,922 Thank you for being a true friend. 1329 01:35:22,956 --> 01:35:24,988 Michael.