1 00:00:00,860 --> 00:00:05,055 Secure and Reliable Online Poker 2 00:00:05,227 --> 00:00:10,007 This film is made based on people who struggle with eating disorders, 3 00:00:10,032 --> 00:00:14,888 As well as including a realistic picture that might make the audience uncomfortable. 4 00:00:16,757 --> 00:00:20,757 Relax and Enjoy 5 00:00:20,782 --> 00:00:26,782 TO Bonus 0.5% Referral 15% 6 00:00:26,807 --> 00:00:32,807 Daily Chip Bonus Daily Bonus TO 7 00:00:33,921 --> 00:00:39,873 Dr. Branson, please contact 5914 It's like every time you turn on TV or look in a magazine, 8 00:00:56,277 --> 00:01:00,621 It's like, "Yes, God, this cake is very delicious." 9 00:01:00,646 --> 00:01:04,457 Then as if you got a gift or something. 10 00:01:04,482 --> 00:01:06,281 Then you turn the page, there is a fat girl "before," 11 00:01:06,306 --> 00:01:10,898 12 00:01:10,946 --> 00:01:13,257 And he said, "I hate myself." 13 00:01:13,257 --> 00:01:15,409 Then there is, skinny girl "after" next to him, 14 00:01:15,434 --> 00:01:17,836 "I'm dieting, and now I'm happy, and everyone loves me." 15 00:01:17,861 --> 00:01:19,821 What about chocolate cake? 16 00:01:19,846 --> 00:01:21,848 It's like they tried made us crazy. 17 00:01:21,873 --> 00:01:24,656 "Society to blame." 18 00:01:24,681 --> 00:01:29,142 "The world is very unfair. I have to die." 19 00:01:29,167 --> 00:01:31,920 There is no point blame others. 20 00:01:32,176 --> 00:01:34,240 Just accept it. 21 00:01:34,468 --> 00:01:36,911 Ellen, do you think there is another way for you to say that... 22 00:01:36,936 --> 00:01:39,700 ... without offending Penny's feelings? 23 00:01:47,632 --> 00:01:50,896 RESEARCH MY LEGAL BREASTFEEDING 24 00:02:12,553 --> 00:02:14,051 Bitch. 25 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:17,908 I told you you will lose. You owe me a pack of Camels to me. 26 00:02:58,428 --> 00:03:03,392 Gosh. Look at you. Your parents will kill you. 27 00:03:03,475 --> 00:03:08,063 There are no more trips to TJ, Rosa. I guess they put cement on your lips. 28 00:03:09,134 --> 00:03:11,590 Your mother said, "Take a room in the garage." 29 00:03:11,590 --> 00:03:13,786 Are there rooms in the garage now? 30 00:03:13,786 --> 00:03:17,468 Every time I go home, I have a new face and a new house. 31 00:03:17,663 --> 00:03:21,930 That will be your mother's office. / She is not my mother. 32 00:03:34,339 --> 00:03:36,550 Dinner for another half hour! 33 00:03:36,633 --> 00:03:39,940 Your father and mother eat out. / Alright. 34 00:03:42,414 --> 00:03:46,077 Do you join the dating application again? / No. Come on, what? 35 00:03:46,102 --> 00:03:49,438 You know what I'm doing. Come on. 36 00:03:49,521 --> 00:03:51,732 Yes. / Yes. 37 00:03:51,815 --> 00:03:54,860 OK, come on. Get ready. 38 00:03:54,943 --> 00:03:57,195 Good, ready? 39 00:03:57,220 --> 00:03:59,889 280 for pork, 350 for butter noodles, 40 00:03:59,914 --> 00:04:03,218 125 for peanut butter, 150 for bread rolls, and 50... 41 00:04:03,243 --> 00:04:07,099 No, 75 for butter. 42 00:04:08,832 --> 00:04:11,832 You're right. All. Gosh./ Yes! 43 00:04:11,832 --> 00:04:14,317 Gosh. As if you have Asperger calories. 44 00:04:14,317 --> 00:04:16,785 There is no need for applause. You are professional. 45 00:04:16,785 --> 00:04:20,380 OK, wait. Do you think dirt nose contains how many calories? 46 00:04:20,380 --> 00:04:22,095 Don't say that. 47 00:04:22,179 --> 00:04:25,096 What? He might know. You know, right? 48 00:04:28,185 --> 00:04:32,346 Don't just nuts, meat. / I think snot is low in calories. 49 00:04:32,346 --> 00:04:35,338 Maybe 5-10, depending on the size you get. 50 00:04:35,338 --> 00:04:39,103 Meat. And you two are disgusting. 51 00:04:41,782 --> 00:04:43,344 "The meat." 52 00:04:44,874 --> 00:04:48,426 You know, you used to have a jar for storing all your nasal impurities? 53 00:04:48,426 --> 00:04:49,978 That's not true. / That's very true. 54 00:04:50,040 --> 00:04:51,124 That might be you ./ Hello! 55 00:04:51,208 --> 00:04:55,212 Stop it. I didn't do that. / Sorry, we can't pick you up. 56 00:04:55,295 --> 00:04:57,036 Work. 57 00:05:01,161 --> 00:05:03,393 Are you comfortable? 58 00:05:03,658 --> 00:05:07,306 Jack is very upset with you. He is very worried. 59 00:05:07,306 --> 00:05:09,633 Why doesn't Jack say itself? 60 00:05:09,633 --> 00:05:13,793 Your father wants us to talk about this, okay? 61 00:05:13,793 --> 00:05:15,600 Right. 62 00:05:15,600 --> 00:05:19,224 Not that he doesn't care. He cares very much. 63 00:05:19,986 --> 00:05:22,218 You don't know. 64 00:05:23,272 --> 00:05:27,353 Doctors say you are rebelling and bad influence on other girls. 65 00:05:27,353 --> 00:05:30,362 Is this what you want now? Are you proud of yourself? 66 00:05:30,362 --> 00:05:32,441 I try it. 67 00:05:35,774 --> 00:05:37,761 I want to weigh your weight. 68 00:05:37,761 --> 00:05:39,565 The agreement is you can stay here... 69 00:05:39,589 --> 00:05:41,801 ... as long as you keep fulfilling the that has been decided. 70 00:05:41,801 --> 00:05:44,818 Do you want to go back to your mother's house? / Mother moved to Phoenix with Olive. 71 00:05:44,818 --> 00:05:46,384 Yes, that is what I mean. Phoenix. 72 00:05:46,384 --> 00:05:49,182 We can buy you bus tickets tomorrow morning. 73 00:06:06,276 --> 00:06:08,076 Gosh. 74 00:06:08,159 --> 00:06:12,362 I'm cold, and I... / I don't want to hear it. Go up. 75 00:06:16,001 --> 00:06:20,171 The numbers are not zero. / Stop. Get up. 76 00:06:24,045 --> 00:06:26,454 Gosh. 77 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:28,843 OK. 78 00:06:28,843 --> 00:06:31,323 Spinning to face me. 79 00:06:38,078 --> 00:06:42,915 Do you see that? Do you see your appearance? 80 00:06:43,028 --> 00:06:45,124 Yes. 81 00:06:45,760 --> 00:06:48,700 Do you think it's beautiful? 82 00:06:48,700 --> 00:06:51,287 No. 83 00:06:51,369 --> 00:06:54,013 So what are you going to do about that? 84 00:06:57,036 --> 00:07:01,694 Gosh. We can't do this anymore. I can't do this anymore. 85 00:07:38,752 --> 00:07:41,452 You now have a car, right? 86 00:07:41,625 --> 00:07:43,257 Yes. 87 00:07:45,067 --> 00:07:46,256 What? 88 00:07:47,819 --> 00:07:51,221 You use me to spend half a pack of food supplies. 89 00:07:51,304 --> 00:07:55,876 The scenery above is very good. Jesus, Mary and Joseph. 90 00:07:56,375 --> 00:08:00,613 Hey, listen. Don't tell the others, okay? 91 00:08:01,862 --> 00:08:04,371 Butterfly tattoo? / Yes. 92 00:08:04,371 --> 00:08:06,570 You made it when drunk? 93 00:08:07,153 --> 00:08:11,182 No. Butterflies are classic. / It's backward. 94 00:08:11,182 --> 00:08:15,457 Well, sorry I don't have the eyes of your artist to give me advice, 95 00:08:15,457 --> 00:08:18,501 So I have a backward butterfly. 96 00:08:18,788 --> 00:08:20,562 I mean, that's good. 97 00:08:23,215 --> 00:08:28,595 Father and Susan will drive me out, or drag me into that treatment. 98 00:08:29,340 --> 00:08:32,372 OK, then eat. I eat. 99 00:08:33,671 --> 00:08:36,205 You know if I love you like my big brother, 100 00:08:36,205 --> 00:08:39,317 But you look like garbage. 101 00:08:39,317 --> 00:08:41,521 Every time I ask you why are you doing this, 102 00:08:41,604 --> 00:08:45,581 I always get stupid answers from you. 103 00:08:45,581 --> 00:08:47,817 At least, I'm a friend a cheap date. 104 00:08:47,817 --> 00:08:50,880 Things like that can enter into an empty stomach. 105 00:08:54,962 --> 00:08:58,042 I can handle everything. 106 00:08:59,001 --> 00:09:01,638 Bad things won't happen. 107 00:09:03,623 --> 00:09:06,797 How many do you think people are down there? 108 00:09:08,385 --> 00:09:10,501 About two million? 109 00:09:14,005 --> 00:09:18,600 I'm sure most of them will die to say the same thing. 110 00:09:26,718 --> 00:09:32,435 That's not breakfast. / So is coffee. Are you home? 111 00:09:32,435 --> 00:09:34,870 He has a morning meeting. 112 00:09:35,674 --> 00:09:37,688 Hey. 113 00:09:42,070 --> 00:09:44,084 You have a choice. 114 00:09:44,084 --> 00:09:47,026 We want you to meet one more person, a specialist. 115 00:09:47,026 --> 00:09:50,006 It's not easy to make an appointment... / I think I'll contact my mother. 116 00:09:50,031 --> 00:09:53,526 I should try Phoenix. / We talked to your mother last night. 117 00:09:53,593 --> 00:09:57,902 He said this was not the right time for him to take care of this. 118 00:09:57,983 --> 00:10:00,778 But he sent greetings. 119 00:10:38,338 --> 00:10:42,307 You know me, I like people, but your mother is selfish. 120 00:10:42,307 --> 00:10:46,028 Do you think we want to stay in the Valley? North Hollywood. 121 00:10:46,028 --> 00:10:50,436 But with this and school for you and Kelly, 122 00:10:50,460 --> 00:10:52,731 The only one we can. 123 00:10:52,756 --> 00:10:57,148 It's not that I like Westside. You can never find parking. 124 00:10:59,420 --> 00:11:02,879 At least the good side, we have Pier 1, and I like that. 125 00:11:02,879 --> 00:11:05,961 There is a Grove, all you can find is Cost Plus World Market. 126 00:11:05,961 --> 00:11:07,903 All the junk items. 127 00:11:08,003 --> 00:11:10,811 You too? Is that difficult make an appointment? 128 00:11:11,147 --> 00:11:13,590 We are on the waiting list for six months. 129 00:11:13,673 --> 00:11:16,885 Six months? We are not that long. 130 00:11:16,910 --> 00:11:19,412 I think the world works based on the level of success. 131 00:11:19,437 --> 00:11:21,983 So, I hear the method is very unusual. 132 00:11:21,983 --> 00:11:24,059 That's a little radical. 133 00:11:24,083 --> 00:11:27,398 But we have tried everything. Renfrew, Maudsley. 134 00:11:27,398 --> 00:11:31,914 Maudsley? You are brave. Isn't that a nightmare? 135 00:11:33,095 --> 00:11:35,481 It takes a long time to get used to. 136 00:11:42,447 --> 00:11:46,559 Does that really work? / No, I'm just thirsty. 137 00:11:49,100 --> 00:11:51,401 How old are you? 138 00:11:51,425 --> 00:11:54,262 Your mother said you were expelled from the university. 139 00:11:54,331 --> 00:11:57,835 20 years. And he is not my mother. 140 00:11:57,895 --> 00:12:01,387 20 years, wow. And are you some artist? 141 00:12:01,471 --> 00:12:05,642 The woman said you were quite famous. 142 00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:07,526 He is crazy. 143 00:12:07,639 --> 00:12:11,977 But you have fanatical fans. 144 00:12:14,550 --> 00:12:17,908 Susan, my stepmother, has a reality problem. 145 00:12:17,932 --> 00:12:20,838 You got one letter, you have a big fan. 146 00:12:20,865 --> 00:12:23,493 Seriously? He made it sound as if you had a stalker. 147 00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:26,621 Yes. Still far. 148 00:12:26,704 --> 00:12:28,600 He says he drinks anti-depression, 149 00:12:28,625 --> 00:12:30,277 But he has thrown the in the toilet. 150 00:12:30,302 --> 00:12:31,707 He is afraid it will make his weight rise. 151 00:12:31,707 --> 00:12:34,247 And I know, he has the right to be angry. 152 00:12:34,271 --> 00:12:37,694 Her mother is Judy, she's lesbian bipolar 153 00:12:37,719 --> 00:12:40,919 That's not the reason... / Judy has some failure, 154 00:12:40,919 --> 00:12:43,262 Hospitalized. 155 00:12:43,262 --> 00:12:45,306 Poor Ellen once once contacted us... 156 00:12:45,390 --> 00:12:48,226 ... because his mother wrote his own Bible on the wall. 157 00:12:48,309 --> 00:12:50,546 Judy came out when Ellen was 13 years old. 158 00:12:50,571 --> 00:12:54,649 She is having puberty, then overnight, she has two mothers? 159 00:12:54,732 --> 00:12:58,486 Traumatic. It must have something to do with body weight and... 160 00:12:58,486 --> 00:13:00,574 Sounds heavy 161 00:13:00,876 --> 00:13:03,864 But looking for reasons means losing the battle. 162 00:13:03,888 --> 00:13:06,875 It's never been that simple. / Of course. 163 00:13:06,900 --> 00:13:09,580 I told you to always blame his father. His father blames himself. 164 00:13:09,664 --> 00:13:13,938 I think making Ellen into real life... 165 00:13:13,938 --> 00:13:15,535 ... maybe useful for him 166 00:13:15,535 --> 00:13:17,323 My family belongs to the family prosper. 167 00:13:17,348 --> 00:13:19,560 We have nothing. / All right, thank you. 168 00:13:19,584 --> 00:13:21,679 I think I understand. 169 00:13:25,650 --> 00:13:29,821 You do a lot of sit-ups. Not too much. 170 00:13:29,897 --> 00:13:33,771 That's not a question. That's why there are bruises on your spine. 171 00:13:35,832 --> 00:13:38,504 Your mother always talks that much? 172 00:13:40,091 --> 00:13:43,659 Do you know how sharks should continue swim or will they die? 173 00:13:43,684 --> 00:13:46,351 He looks like that by talking. 174 00:13:51,727 --> 00:13:54,461 Take a deep breath. 175 00:13:54,486 --> 00:13:56,467 Discard. 176 00:13:57,814 --> 00:13:59,637 Again. 177 00:14:02,081 --> 00:14:04,208 Again. 178 00:14:08,939 --> 00:14:11,969 When did you last come to the moon? 179 00:14:13,186 --> 00:14:14,927 Gosh. 180 00:14:18,828 --> 00:14:21,707 That must be... 181 00:14:22,044 --> 00:14:24,139 It's been a long time. 182 00:14:25,817 --> 00:14:30,140 I don't feel unwell. 183 00:14:31,506 --> 00:14:34,641 If I want to be thin, aren't they if it's the best? 184 00:14:34,641 --> 00:14:36,560 I will live longer than normal people. 185 00:14:36,560 --> 00:14:41,315 Do you like this? Hairy? / What? No, I'm not... 186 00:14:41,315 --> 00:14:45,865 Fine fur. Your body tries to make you stay warm by making more hair. 187 00:14:46,059 --> 00:14:48,320 But you know that, right? 188 00:14:49,498 --> 00:14:52,761 I talk to children like you every day. 189 00:14:52,761 --> 00:14:56,813 So I know if you can be considered full of nonsense. 190 00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:59,064 You're not thin. You make people scared. 191 00:14:59,088 --> 00:15:01,205 And I guess you like that. 192 00:15:01,275 --> 00:15:04,237 But from what you did, one day, you won't wake up. 193 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:07,573 And I won't take care of you if you're not interested in living. 194 00:15:09,951 --> 00:15:12,773 Good speech. / If I will help you, 195 00:15:12,798 --> 00:15:15,711 You have to approve some things. 196 00:15:16,123 --> 00:15:19,459 What? / There is no talk about food. 197 00:15:19,459 --> 00:15:23,381 I'm not interested. It's boring and very unhelpful. 198 00:15:23,464 --> 00:15:25,425 And your parents also can't talk about it. 199 00:15:25,508 --> 00:15:28,970 You're alone, understand? / Yes. 200 00:15:29,053 --> 00:15:32,056 You will agree to stay in a minimum of six weeks. 201 00:15:32,140 --> 00:15:34,384 I don't need other hospitalizations. 202 00:15:36,509 --> 00:15:38,842 Then look for another doctor. 203 00:15:42,941 --> 00:15:45,379 How about it? / He wants me to sign in on Monday. 204 00:15:45,403 --> 00:15:48,718 He said that? Will he take care of you? 205 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:52,994 That's good! What exactly did he say? 206 00:15:54,862 --> 00:15:57,463 Do you go home? 207 00:15:58,161 --> 00:16:01,675 We didn't have time to talk much, but he was on his way home. 208 00:16:01,675 --> 00:16:03,972 Will you go home? 209 00:16:04,250 --> 00:16:06,109 He is on his way, but he says don't wait. 210 00:16:06,133 --> 00:16:08,446 So, he didn't come. 211 00:16:09,792 --> 00:16:13,973 Hey, what happened to the sweet girl I met in Transitions? 212 00:16:15,558 --> 00:16:18,381 The Mexican./ Angel? 213 00:16:18,406 --> 00:16:20,633 His mother is from El Salvador. 214 00:16:20,633 --> 00:16:22,879 You understand what I mean. 215 00:16:23,152 --> 00:16:26,625 You two seem close. And I'm just... 216 00:16:26,625 --> 00:16:30,044 I want to know if it's not a problem if you are. 217 00:16:33,774 --> 00:16:36,162 Thank you, Susan. / Gosh, ma'am. 218 00:16:36,187 --> 00:16:39,399 Just because her mother is lesbian, doesn't mean she is the same. 219 00:16:39,540 --> 00:16:41,542 You know, you can get married now. 220 00:16:41,567 --> 00:16:45,522 I didn't say you should. I just said if you... 221 00:16:45,970 --> 00:16:47,798 If you experience difficulties, 222 00:16:47,882 --> 00:16:50,810 Until it might make you feel is inappropriate for eating. 223 00:16:50,810 --> 00:16:53,152 You mean, coward (vagina). 224 00:17:04,788 --> 00:17:08,736 Are you finished? I have a special dessert. 225 00:17:08,819 --> 00:17:12,255 Yes, everything is fine. Thank you. 226 00:17:13,162 --> 00:17:17,050 Sorry daddy isn't here for your lesbian celebration party. 227 00:17:17,050 --> 00:17:20,333 That's really bad I believe that, but... 228 00:17:20,333 --> 00:17:22,537 No, I'm fine. 229 00:17:24,566 --> 00:17:28,532 Can you try this time? 230 00:17:28,532 --> 00:17:32,969 Maybe this doctor is indeed reliable. Can you try this time? 231 00:17:39,992 --> 00:17:42,405 Isn't that funny? 232 00:17:43,072 --> 00:17:45,472 This is cake 233 00:17:46,229 --> 00:17:49,164 With syrup and nuts, it's really heaven. 234 00:17:49,164 --> 00:17:51,281 Living with Antarctic temperatures... 235 00:17:51,281 --> 00:17:54,723 ... measured by moments of brief lighting ... 236 00:18:00,789 --> 00:18:05,142 This is the place? Are you sure? / Yes, the address is here. 237 00:18:06,782 --> 00:18:08,636 Hi. 238 00:18:09,256 --> 00:18:10,829 It's OK. / Please. 239 00:18:10,829 --> 00:18:14,051 So that I can get points. / Alright. 240 00:18:16,810 --> 00:18:20,329 What is your name? / Ellen. 241 00:18:20,907 --> 00:18:24,140 Anna. Bulimia nervosa. 242 00:18:24,164 --> 00:18:27,806 Although now more nervosa than bulimia. 243 00:18:27,940 --> 00:18:29,899 That's Kendra. 244 00:18:34,655 --> 00:18:39,368 Please. Welcome to Threshold. I will call Lobo. 245 00:18:40,071 --> 00:18:41,845 Lobo! 246 00:18:42,565 --> 00:18:46,324 This is very good. So home. 247 00:18:46,930 --> 00:18:48,181 Hey. 248 00:18:48,181 --> 00:18:51,000 Hi, are you Lobo? 249 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:54,258 Lucus. Like "mucus." 250 00:18:55,948 --> 00:18:58,554 But I prefer "Luke." Lobo is an old woman. 251 00:18:58,638 --> 00:19:02,328 Old woman? / Large body and wearing skirt 252 00:19:02,537 --> 00:19:05,485 Raymond Chandler is the material my reflection since I was here. 253 00:19:05,485 --> 00:19:08,702 For LA street struggles. 254 00:19:09,273 --> 00:19:14,194 I am originally from London. / London? Very interesting. 255 00:19:14,194 --> 00:19:16,538 You come all the way here to Dr. Beckham? 256 00:19:16,538 --> 00:19:20,170 I came from Jersey. Long story. 257 00:19:20,170 --> 00:19:24,535 But he's the best, so... / Ellen from Los Angeles. 258 00:19:24,560 --> 00:19:27,708 Very interesting. / Not very. 259 00:19:37,093 --> 00:19:41,033 See you later, honey. 260 00:19:48,533 --> 00:19:50,318 Gosh. 261 00:19:50,633 --> 00:19:53,962 He looks fun and funny. 262 00:19:53,962 --> 00:19:57,613 Please. Nothing fancy. That's Pearl. 263 00:19:57,697 --> 00:20:00,449 Anna also sleeps here, when she doesn't go running. 264 00:20:02,613 --> 00:20:05,298 We usually have six patients, 265 00:20:05,298 --> 00:20:07,511 But now, we have seven patients because of Luke. 266 00:20:07,511 --> 00:20:10,081 The room is at the end of the hall. / I like your pants. 267 00:20:11,396 --> 00:20:12,956 Thank you. 268 00:20:12,956 --> 00:20:16,215 I like your pony. 269 00:20:16,298 --> 00:20:18,408 Thank you. 270 00:20:21,011 --> 00:20:23,303 Sorry. 271 00:20:23,303 --> 00:20:24,890 This is disgusting. 272 00:20:24,974 --> 00:20:29,703 There is a girl from the last place who has a permanent tube in her stomach. 273 00:20:29,703 --> 00:20:31,731 He refuses to chew. 274 00:20:32,916 --> 00:20:35,021 I chew. 275 00:20:35,358 --> 00:20:39,925 I will check this. Are there or X-Actos knives that I need to know? 276 00:20:39,925 --> 00:20:43,508 Do you like slicing? / No, it's not a trend. 277 00:20:44,562 --> 00:20:47,398 Among these girls are there like slicing? / Yes. 278 00:20:47,398 --> 00:20:49,680 We have a lot of people who want to overdo it. 279 00:20:52,521 --> 00:20:55,500 I have to take this. / It's just a multivitamin. 280 00:20:55,500 --> 00:21:00,384 This bottle of vitamins. It could be diet medicine, sleeping pills, laxatives... And we don't have time to test everything. 281 00:21:00,468 --> 00:21:02,559 We will give you vitamins. 282 00:21:02,583 --> 00:21:04,237 And can I ask your cellphone, please? 283 00:21:04,730 --> 00:21:07,309 Do you have other electronic devices? iPad? 284 00:21:09,096 --> 00:21:11,926 285 00:21:11,926 --> 00:21:15,028 My iPad doesn't have a wireless connection. I only use it to draw. 286 00:21:15,028 --> 00:21:19,037 Dr. Beckham says you have to draw hard until he says otherwise. 287 00:21:19,088 --> 00:21:24,082 Gosh, what did you say to him? / I just explained the situation. 288 00:21:24,532 --> 00:21:27,328 OK. 289 00:21:27,353 --> 00:21:29,650 I will let you feel comfortable. 290 00:21:29,675 --> 00:21:33,324 What is Dr. Beckham here? I want to meet him before leaving. 291 00:21:33,349 --> 00:21:37,307 He is only here in the morning and usually stop after dinner. 292 00:21:37,544 --> 00:21:41,121 I just thought you should know about the tricks. 293 00:21:41,146 --> 00:21:42,923 We know all the tricks. 294 00:21:42,948 --> 00:21:45,073 That's why we don't have a door. 295 00:21:45,098 --> 00:21:48,894 They know we will run in room all day if no one sees. 296 00:21:49,016 --> 00:21:51,227 It's like the Anorexia Olympics here. 297 00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:54,621 Good. Contact us if you need something, And we will soon see you, understand? 298 00:21:54,645 --> 00:21:56,957 Take care of yourself./ Good. 299 00:21:56,982 --> 00:21:58,901 Not too good. Don't be perfect 300 00:21:58,926 --> 00:22:02,026 Understood. 301 00:22:02,051 --> 00:22:03,544 I understand. 302 00:22:05,042 --> 00:22:06,807 Pearl is usually the one who gives tours, but it's clear he can't go anywhere. 303 00:22:19,256 --> 00:22:22,675 So, Luke will accompany you. 304 00:22:22,758 --> 00:22:25,219 Ellen, Luke./ We've met. Continue. 305 00:22:25,302 --> 00:22:30,683 This, as you can see, is a living room. 306 00:22:33,269 --> 00:22:38,691 307 00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:41,569 We meet here twice a day for "Complaining and Crying." 308 00:22:41,594 --> 00:22:42,637 What? 309 00:22:42,662 --> 00:22:44,330 That's how we call group therapy. 310 00:22:44,355 --> 00:22:47,830 That's the way I call group therapy. / Then what's with the level? 311 00:22:47,855 --> 00:22:50,423 I prefer to call it as a cruel point... 312 00:22:50,448 --> 00:22:52,325 ... obtained because of good behavior. 313 00:22:52,350 --> 00:22:56,020 Like when you were little and had a homework assignment, if you had a task. 314 00:22:56,045 --> 00:22:59,503 This is a torture room, also known as the dining room. 315 00:22:59,528 --> 00:23:01,361 The task, and I never got it... 316 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:03,661 ... because it can be considered I have parents who care... 317 00:23:03,716 --> 00:23:07,678 So you do the task to get points? / Among others, right. 318 00:23:07,761 --> 00:23:11,307 Dan Lobo, another nurse and counselor can give that... 319 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:12,975 ... or take it if desired. 320 00:23:13,058 --> 00:23:15,185 Getting enough points, level up. 321 00:23:15,210 --> 00:23:18,630 You get special privileges like being able to leave the house as you like. 322 00:23:18,655 --> 00:23:22,326 I'm actually currently deciding where to go for my trip. 323 00:23:22,351 --> 00:23:27,857 So far I have eaten in 9 places in Jonathan Gold's 100 important lists. 324 00:23:27,882 --> 00:23:30,760 Jonathan Gold is my reflection material. 325 00:23:30,936 --> 00:23:33,325 Raymond Chandler is a material your reflection a few minutes ago. 326 00:23:33,412 --> 00:23:38,736 I know. Isn't that amazing? No one can keep up with me. 327 00:23:38,761 --> 00:23:40,364 Continue. 328 00:23:40,552 --> 00:23:43,868 Welcome to members of our new home, Ellen. 329 00:23:43,893 --> 00:23:46,550 Hi./Hai, Ellen./ Hello. 330 00:23:46,575 --> 00:23:49,327 So this is how it works... This is just examination at the end of the day. 331 00:23:49,352 --> 00:23:51,514 A little morning session is more focused. 332 00:23:51,539 --> 00:23:55,886 This is only a talk about difficulties and our victories and... 333 00:23:55,976 --> 00:23:59,425 ... other problems that you meet in this house. 334 00:23:59,620 --> 00:24:01,642 We start with Pearl. 335 00:24:04,643 --> 00:24:07,029 Difficulty... 336 00:24:07,282 --> 00:24:14,338 I paired the tube today and it hurts. 337 00:24:14,338 --> 00:24:19,499 Now I feel very hot. 338 00:24:20,981 --> 00:24:24,584 I can't stop thinking how many _ calories in the drop. 339 00:24:24,584 --> 00:24:27,886 They don't say. / 1500. 340 00:24:29,310 --> 00:24:31,939 I find out about that. I used the tube several times. 341 00:24:31,939 --> 00:24:33,531 Ellen, we don't interrupt the conversation. 342 00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:37,042 We also don't talk about numbers, weight or things like that. 343 00:24:37,042 --> 00:24:39,342 Sorry. 500? 344 00:24:39,342 --> 00:24:43,446 How do you feel now, Pearl? No problem. 345 00:24:43,446 --> 00:24:46,748 I don't know. Only... 346 00:24:49,264 --> 00:24:51,831 It's difficult to get better. 347 00:24:51,831 --> 00:24:55,994 And I guess you are worried how you will burn the calories, 348 00:24:56,078 --> 00:24:58,881 Especially when everyone here sees you? 349 00:24:58,881 --> 00:25:01,324 Do you know why you feel like that? 350 00:25:02,491 --> 00:25:07,256 Because I have an addiction? / For one side, right. 351 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:09,925 When the practice and ritual feels... 352 00:25:10,008 --> 00:25:13,429 ... and the cycle of thinking about weight takes over, 353 00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:15,556 Everything gets messed up. 354 00:25:15,639 --> 00:25:18,474 And making yourself hungry can make you feel happy, 355 00:25:18,474 --> 00:25:22,196 Like drug addicts or alcoholics. 356 00:25:22,637 --> 00:25:25,524 This is not a matter of "thin enough," right? 357 00:25:25,607 --> 00:25:27,865 There is no "thin enough." It's not real. 358 00:25:27,945 --> 00:25:32,991 What do you desire to make dead a sense of things you don't want to feel. 359 00:25:33,112 --> 00:25:34,950 And we are here giving you a rope. 360 00:25:35,033 --> 00:25:37,292 It's scary, but only you can decide... 361 00:25:37,316 --> 00:25:40,751 ... to see what good is alive. 362 00:25:40,831 --> 00:25:43,795 Do you understand? / Not bad. 363 00:25:44,057 --> 00:25:47,692 I'm trying. / Of course. 364 00:25:48,778 --> 00:25:50,294 Talk to me, friend. 365 00:25:50,294 --> 00:25:54,640 My victory is taking care of an amazing home tour... 366 00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:56,113 ... and get more points, 367 00:25:56,138 --> 00:25:59,911 Which means I can go to Guelaguetza, Oaxacan restaurant, 368 00:25:59,911 --> 00:26:03,549 Number 26 from the important list Gold. 369 00:26:03,549 --> 00:26:07,193 And affordable, and also important. 370 00:26:07,217 --> 00:26:10,368 Ballet union does not give you a lot of money. 371 00:26:10,402 --> 00:26:13,485 That's good. Tell me about your difficulties. 372 00:26:13,510 --> 00:26:16,801 I don't know. I guess I'm obsessed with with my injury... 373 00:26:16,826 --> 00:26:20,053 ... and whether I can appear again when I leave here. 374 00:26:20,078 --> 00:26:23,499 But I have a goal. So that's good. / You have several goals. 375 00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:26,585 Eat Oaxacan and become healthy so you can dance again. 376 00:26:26,668 --> 00:26:30,072 Very true. I have a goal that comes out of me. 377 00:26:31,740 --> 00:26:33,819 Ellen? 378 00:26:34,807 --> 00:26:37,471 Difficulty... 379 00:26:38,929 --> 00:26:41,016 Come here. 380 00:26:41,099 --> 00:26:43,936 I mean, accept if I have to come here. 381 00:26:44,019 --> 00:26:47,664 So maybe your victory is that you are here. 382 00:26:51,229 --> 00:26:53,110 Yes, maybe. 383 00:27:08,418 --> 00:27:11,078 Luke explain about food? 384 00:27:11,078 --> 00:27:14,633 No. Before we talked about it, he became a musical drama. 385 00:27:16,481 --> 00:27:18,186 That. 386 00:27:23,414 --> 00:27:25,039 Luke. 387 00:27:28,400 --> 00:27:29,864 Eat what you want. 388 00:27:29,864 --> 00:27:32,624 If you have special food, like Kendra did, 389 00:27:32,649 --> 00:27:34,639 No problem. We can take care of that for you. 390 00:27:34,639 --> 00:27:39,477 No, you are fully assessed. When you eat, points will magically appear. 391 00:27:39,477 --> 00:27:42,345 The point is, if you are organized or move forward towards your goal, 392 00:27:42,369 --> 00:27:43,428 Then your level will rise. 393 00:27:43,453 --> 00:27:45,205 How do you do it, it's up to you. / Really? 394 00:27:45,230 --> 00:27:47,479 Yes, but nobody leaves the dining table when it's time to eat, 395 00:27:47,479 --> 00:27:49,835 And the bathroom is locked for 30 minutes afterwards. 396 00:27:49,835 --> 00:27:51,947 There's no point pretending to eat... 397 00:27:51,947 --> 00:27:55,280 ... or spit it out on plants or others. 398 00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:58,594 It smells, and that doesn't make your weight go up. 399 00:27:58,677 --> 00:28:00,159 Understood. 400 00:28:01,296 --> 00:28:04,135 Thank you, Lobo./ You're welcome. 401 00:28:04,740 --> 00:28:08,873 Good. Who wants to lead a prayer? / Sorry. 402 00:28:13,723 --> 00:28:16,487 Dear Jesus... / Take us to church. 403 00:28:16,487 --> 00:28:22,743 God, Oprah, My Little Pony, or whoever is your savior... 404 00:28:22,826 --> 00:28:26,455 Help us give our bodies the strength they need to be strong and beautiful ... because everyone at this table deserves to live. 405 00:28:26,538 --> 00:28:30,669 Amen. 406 00:28:30,776 --> 00:28:32,954 Congratulations on eating. 407 00:28:33,014 --> 00:28:34,624 Yes. 408 00:28:36,292 --> 00:28:37,797 Gosh. This is very good. 409 00:28:39,121 --> 00:28:43,043 Pearl? 410 00:28:47,262 --> 00:28:49,091 You scared him with 1500 calories. It's not entirely your fault... 411 00:28:52,991 --> 00:28:56,610 I don't mean... / No, it's not your fault. 412 00:28:56,693 --> 00:28:58,701 Don't be depressed. 413 00:28:58,701 --> 00:29:00,704 How many hospitalizations do you do? / Four. 414 00:29:01,392 --> 00:29:04,993 415 00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:09,950 Six. Others don't know anything. 416 00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:14,969 Pearl is actually not just upset about tubes. 417 00:29:14,993 --> 00:29:18,284 He might be issued. / Really? 418 00:29:18,309 --> 00:29:20,425 He looks very sick. 419 00:29:20,509 --> 00:29:23,262 Dr. Beck says it's a hospital that treats sick people. 420 00:29:23,345 --> 00:29:25,474 We are not here to take care of about it. 421 00:29:27,845 --> 00:29:29,476 Ice cream is my favorite. 422 00:29:29,501 --> 00:29:32,213 That's the easiest. / How do you know everything? 423 00:29:32,238 --> 00:29:34,569 When you have belching, it doesn't burn calories anymore. 424 00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:38,763 If I could have saltpeter. I can only throw away the wind. 425 00:29:40,376 --> 00:29:44,866 You wash your stomach? / Have ever been. That's not my favorite. 426 00:29:44,950 --> 00:29:47,286 Then how do you get rid of that if you can't belch? 427 00:29:47,369 --> 00:29:49,525 That's disgusting. / Tell me. 428 00:29:55,986 --> 00:30:02,380 Your horse doesn't want you to cry. Hello Kitty doesn't want you to cry. 429 00:30:03,658 --> 00:30:08,588 Unicorns above are not want you to cry. 430 00:30:15,480 --> 00:30:17,399 Hello. 431 00:30:17,482 --> 00:30:20,184 Already feeling comfortable? / Yes. 432 00:30:20,866 --> 00:30:25,641 Where else? / May I sit? 433 00:30:25,641 --> 00:30:27,312 OK. 434 00:30:29,530 --> 00:30:32,197 Anna goes to the movies. 435 00:30:32,436 --> 00:30:34,312 Points. 436 00:30:35,455 --> 00:30:37,419 Good. 437 00:30:37,502 --> 00:30:41,340 I ask your family to come to the group session tomorrow afternoon. 438 00:30:41,365 --> 00:30:42,950 It's normal when I meet new patients. 439 00:30:42,975 --> 00:30:46,046 If it's productive, we will do it slowly. 440 00:30:46,191 --> 00:30:48,363 OK. 441 00:30:48,723 --> 00:30:51,882 Even my mother? / Even your mother. 442 00:30:52,497 --> 00:30:53,727 Wow. 443 00:30:53,810 --> 00:30:56,188 I told him I needed time to land over the Valley... 444 00:30:56,271 --> 00:30:58,740 ... instead of flying to Phoenix. 445 00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:04,695 All right, kid. 446 00:31:04,796 --> 00:31:06,337 Glad you are here. 447 00:31:09,506 --> 00:31:11,548 I don't mean it. 448 00:31:11,863 --> 00:31:17,135 I mean, my paintings aren't really what they are. 449 00:31:17,707 --> 00:31:20,754 What? / On Tumblr. 450 00:31:20,837 --> 00:31:26,454 I know Susan tells you what happened, and that will be discussed later. 451 00:31:26,746 --> 00:31:28,644 Good. 452 00:31:29,304 --> 00:31:32,516 I only do what my teacher always says. 453 00:31:32,599 --> 00:31:35,070 Drawing what you know? / Right. 454 00:31:35,137 --> 00:31:36,901 I hear you. 455 00:31:36,956 --> 00:31:42,791 Save it for yourself, for now, understand? 456 00:31:42,837 --> 00:31:44,662 Good. 457 00:31:45,221 --> 00:31:46,807 Good night. 458 00:32:22,477 --> 00:32:24,270 Sweating. 459 00:32:24,295 --> 00:32:28,507 I go home running from the cinema. Don't tell the others. 460 00:32:28,525 --> 00:32:30,266 OK. 461 00:32:31,458 --> 00:32:33,843 What movie did you watch? 462 00:32:33,868 --> 00:32:36,871 They play "Shaun of the Dead" at the New Beverly "and" Zombieland ". 463 00:32:36,906 --> 00:32:39,434 Not possible. / Yes. 464 00:32:40,041 --> 00:32:42,143 Emma Stone is quite fat. It is not like that? 465 00:32:42,168 --> 00:32:45,109 No, I think he only has big bones. 466 00:32:45,624 --> 00:32:48,172 He is at least six in size. 467 00:32:49,628 --> 00:32:53,238 Alright, good night./ Good night. 468 00:33:04,992 --> 00:33:07,800 The same damage guarantee. 469 00:33:07,962 --> 00:33:09,779 Right. 470 00:33:14,634 --> 00:33:17,448 I weigh 54 kg now. 471 00:33:17,448 --> 00:33:22,836 It goes up or down? / Up. 40 kg when I come. 472 00:33:22,836 --> 00:33:25,791 40 kg? How tall are you? 473 00:33:28,383 --> 00:33:31,188 You're a beautiful Unicorn. 474 00:33:31,930 --> 00:33:35,163 You, the cheerleader captain. ayo./ OK. 475 00:33:35,772 --> 00:33:37,482 Let's do this. 476 00:33:40,533 --> 00:33:44,093 Megan's body weight rises. He panicked. 477 00:33:44,093 --> 00:33:48,469 But I mean, he wants it. For his child. 478 00:33:48,469 --> 00:33:52,184 Is she pregnant? / Does anyone tell? 479 00:33:52,184 --> 00:33:54,841 Gosh, I didn't even think... / I know. 480 00:33:54,841 --> 00:33:57,860 That's why Luke calls him "Unicorn." 481 00:33:57,860 --> 00:34:02,984 He gets a month, then gets pregnant with a man he just met. 482 00:34:05,189 --> 00:34:07,986 I will never have children. 483 00:34:08,242 --> 00:34:09,986 Will not. 484 00:34:13,194 --> 00:34:15,102 Where are you? 485 00:34:17,055 --> 00:34:19,487 That may be father, right? 486 00:34:19,487 --> 00:34:23,680 Make excuses. / Yes, it sucks. 487 00:34:23,854 --> 00:34:27,657 I heard they were fighting this morning. 488 00:34:27,956 --> 00:34:29,810 That's good. 489 00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:39,792 Yes, God. 490 00:34:39,792 --> 00:34:41,800 Yes, God. 491 00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:43,877 Mother... 492 00:34:44,541 --> 00:34:47,120 You look like a ghost. 493 00:34:48,327 --> 00:34:50,281 It's okay. 494 00:34:51,590 --> 00:34:53,392 Why? 495 00:34:55,253 --> 00:34:57,555 Mother, it's fine. 496 00:34:57,555 --> 00:34:59,714 Gosh. 497 00:35:01,289 --> 00:35:04,785 No father? / Sorry, work. 498 00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:08,547 He must finance his family... 499 00:35:08,547 --> 00:35:12,295 ... and pay wife allowances, also medical bills and... 500 00:35:12,295 --> 00:35:14,197 All... / I understand. 501 00:35:14,772 --> 00:35:18,138 I'm sure I didn't expect "gynergy" this much today. 502 00:35:18,209 --> 00:35:22,654 I think this is a record for the number of mothers for one patient. 503 00:35:25,350 --> 00:35:29,914 Well, I want everyone to understand if no one is judged here. 504 00:35:30,750 --> 00:35:33,647 I just want to feel the side of family. 505 00:35:36,438 --> 00:35:39,002 Until recently, Ellen stayed with us. 506 00:35:39,002 --> 00:35:42,236 He moved with his father 18 months ago. 507 00:35:42,236 --> 00:35:45,602 We think it's good for him to improve that relationship. 508 00:35:45,627 --> 00:35:48,475 His father showed little interest in getting to know Ellen. 509 00:35:48,475 --> 00:35:51,316 His father was only interested so Ellen would become what he wanted. 510 00:35:51,399 --> 00:35:55,278 Ellen is an artist. he is very smart and sensitive. 511 00:35:55,362 --> 00:35:58,493 He never studied Chinese... 512 00:35:58,493 --> 00:36:00,867 ... computer or whatever. / What? 513 00:36:00,950 --> 00:36:03,932 Do you think that's what your father wants for you? 514 00:36:05,465 --> 00:36:10,357 I don't know. Maybe... I think he's just want me to be able to make money. 515 00:36:10,357 --> 00:36:14,100 Exactly. Is that a crime? / No crime, remember? 516 00:36:14,100 --> 00:36:18,134 The point is, his father Ellen did not see him as he was. 517 00:36:18,218 --> 00:36:19,761 His father left when Ellen was still very small... 518 00:36:19,844 --> 00:36:22,764 Yes, because you sleep with your best friend. 519 00:36:22,789 --> 00:36:25,430 No, that's not the reason marriage is ending. - Is there a better reason? 520 00:36:25,455 --> 00:36:27,827 We are not here to defend our relationship. 521 00:36:27,852 --> 00:36:30,247 When will you give a different story, Susan? 522 00:36:30,271 --> 00:36:32,041 What story? / What story? 523 00:36:32,065 --> 00:36:33,668 Susan... / No, this is the truth. 524 00:36:33,692 --> 00:36:36,595 He doesn't want to make love. / He doesn't have a problem with me. 525 00:36:36,595 --> 00:36:39,340 Twice a week, like clockwise direction. 526 00:36:39,340 --> 00:36:41,753 Besides, he's not the only one who ignores Ellen. 527 00:36:41,753 --> 00:36:44,157 We don't ignore Ellen. We moved to Phoenix. 528 00:36:44,182 --> 00:36:46,664 They drive him away. They put Ellen's bag on the road. 529 00:36:46,664 --> 00:36:50,529 Because we have faced Ellen's disease for years. 530 00:36:50,529 --> 00:36:53,670 I don't ignore my daughter. I really love him. 531 00:36:53,753 --> 00:36:57,368 I just don't know what to do. He is dying right in front of us. 532 00:37:00,343 --> 00:37:03,035 What happened to you now? 533 00:37:09,959 --> 00:37:12,536 I'm sorry... 534 00:37:13,836 --> 00:37:16,198 ... if I'm not someone else. 535 00:37:16,198 --> 00:37:18,393 I'm a problem. 536 00:37:22,351 --> 00:37:26,181 And that's all my fault. / Fuck it wrong. 537 00:37:26,181 --> 00:37:28,650 There is no place for wrong and guilty here. 538 00:37:28,674 --> 00:37:31,610 Just how you want to live and move forward. 539 00:37:31,610 --> 00:37:33,667 Who you want to be. 540 00:37:39,762 --> 00:37:44,934 What about you, Kelly? What do you think about this all? 541 00:37:45,130 --> 00:37:47,884 I... 542 00:37:49,316 --> 00:37:53,070 I'm pretty angry, I guess. 543 00:37:53,674 --> 00:37:55,886 I really don't understand. 544 00:37:55,886 --> 00:37:58,742 You know, enough to eat. 545 00:38:00,093 --> 00:38:03,490 I don't know. It's not just _ his life is a mess. 546 00:38:03,490 --> 00:38:04,925 But... 547 00:38:07,249 --> 00:38:12,873 But also my life. You know, I don't have to have a sister. 548 00:38:16,073 --> 00:38:21,422 I see photos of my party dansaku, and... 549 00:38:22,214 --> 00:38:24,889 ... what I think is, "That's when..." 550 00:38:24,889 --> 00:38:27,214 "... Ellen was hospitalized." or... 551 00:38:27,214 --> 00:38:29,698 ... "That's when he fainted on the bus." 552 00:38:29,698 --> 00:38:31,191 OK. 553 00:38:31,521 --> 00:38:34,981 And all of my friends think he's kind of a weirdo. 554 00:38:34,981 --> 00:38:38,316 Strange people who kill a girl. / Because of a blog? 555 00:38:38,399 --> 00:38:40,535 Tumblr./ Yes, and that's bad enough, 556 00:38:40,560 --> 00:38:44,268 But now, people want to be like him and look like him... 557 00:38:44,293 --> 00:38:45,861 ... and experience what he experienced. 558 00:38:45,861 --> 00:38:48,409 Nobody died because of Ellen's artwork, got it? 559 00:38:48,434 --> 00:38:51,479 There are many things out there that make people irrational. 560 00:38:51,504 --> 00:38:54,935 But that certainly doesn't help, to become famous for starvation... 561 00:38:54,935 --> 00:38:56,410 That's what I mean. 562 00:38:56,410 --> 00:38:58,425 Ellen has talent. / I didn't say she wasn't talented. 563 00:38:58,425 --> 00:39:01,639 but if you don't keep him away his artwork from his audience, 564 00:39:01,639 --> 00:39:02,983 He might be able to find his voice. 565 00:39:03,007 --> 00:39:06,375 Ellen herself closed it after the young woman died... 566 00:39:06,375 --> 00:39:08,817 ... because he knows it's the right thing to do. 567 00:39:08,817 --> 00:39:11,060 You're full of nonsense, Susan. What? 568 00:39:11,060 --> 00:39:12,857 Did you hear what was said by Judy? 569 00:39:12,857 --> 00:39:14,056 A young woman dies. 570 00:39:14,102 --> 00:39:16,571 No./ Mother wait in the car. 571 00:39:20,189 --> 00:39:24,500 I apologize, we can't bring you with us now. 572 00:39:27,309 --> 00:39:29,298 Well, we will miss the plane. Look, alright. 573 00:39:29,298 --> 00:39:30,855 Understood? / Okay. 574 00:39:30,855 --> 00:39:34,651 Ellen, be strong, understand? 575 00:39:45,461 --> 00:39:48,028 Hey, I'm really sorry if I make you in trouble... 576 00:39:48,052 --> 00:39:52,724 Please, don't. I don't like it... / No, it's nothing. 577 00:39:52,807 --> 00:39:54,547 You can forget that. 578 00:39:57,782 --> 00:40:00,206 A very bad performance. 579 00:40:01,619 --> 00:40:05,752 You should get better soon so don't have to meet them again. 580 00:40:13,873 --> 00:40:16,527 If you die... 581 00:40:16,951 --> 00:40:19,266 I will kill you. 582 00:40:24,443 --> 00:40:27,134 OK. See you later. 583 00:40:31,770 --> 00:40:33,520 See you soon. 584 00:40:52,490 --> 00:40:55,927 Dinner ./ I will stay here. 585 00:40:56,074 --> 00:41:00,747 You don't have to eat, but the rules are everyone must sit at the table. 586 00:41:38,899 --> 00:41:40,994 Have you thought about your child's name? 587 00:41:40,994 --> 00:41:42,081 Still not. 588 00:41:42,106 --> 00:41:45,220 I have a long list of names that you can take. 589 00:41:45,220 --> 00:41:48,040 I actually consider a new name. 590 00:41:48,040 --> 00:41:52,415 What about Dean or Tex? / When I passed the first three months. 591 00:41:52,415 --> 00:41:54,446 Do you want to miss the first three months? 592 00:41:54,470 --> 00:41:57,015 Gosh, Luke./ Don't interfere, Mia. 593 00:41:57,098 --> 00:42:01,113 This is between anorexia. He understands what I mean. 594 00:42:01,113 --> 00:42:07,233 I don't know. I'm scared. This feels unrecognizable. 595 00:42:07,316 --> 00:42:09,610 But this is some kind of miracle, you know? 596 00:42:09,694 --> 00:42:15,048 Because I don't think everything works _ here. So, maybe... 597 00:42:15,819 --> 00:42:18,273 I will have this child. 598 00:42:20,556 --> 00:42:22,814 And I want it. 599 00:42:23,180 --> 00:42:26,660 I want to think about something besides myself just once. 600 00:42:26,660 --> 00:42:28,143 Amen, friend. 601 00:42:28,143 --> 00:42:31,523 We have to have a baby bath. / No, I don't want to overtake. 602 00:42:31,523 --> 00:42:35,053 No, please. A baby bathing program must be funny. Yes, no. 603 00:42:36,825 --> 00:42:38,556 Okay, alright. Maybe. 604 00:42:38,639 --> 00:42:42,109 If I miss 12 weeks./ Hurray! 605 00:42:42,450 --> 00:42:44,816 We will help you pass it. 606 00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:47,562 Every bite you eat is a miracle. 607 00:42:49,827 --> 00:42:52,112 Give it potatoes. 608 00:42:53,743 --> 00:42:55,174 Yes, God... / Are you serious? 609 00:42:55,198 --> 00:42:56,645 I don't know. / Please. 610 00:42:56,670 --> 00:42:58,213 Don't talk again. Please. 611 00:42:58,238 --> 00:43:01,499 Potato magic. / Miracle, potato miracle. 612 00:43:01,537 --> 00:43:03,715 I like that. / Pretty good. 613 00:43:04,954 --> 00:43:07,733 What about new children? How are you? 614 00:43:09,002 --> 00:43:10,545 It's finished. 615 00:43:14,660 --> 00:43:18,864 What's wrong? / He has family therapy today. 616 00:43:19,960 --> 00:43:22,005 Makes sense. 617 00:43:22,315 --> 00:43:25,802 Hey. I missed dinner. 618 00:43:25,802 --> 00:43:28,085 I find savings your vomit. 619 00:43:31,201 --> 00:43:34,962 Please keep this a secret and I will give you laxatives. 620 00:43:35,146 --> 00:43:39,018 I don't use... / Come on, I know you want it. 621 00:43:39,043 --> 00:43:41,796 Do you think I don't know what you do? 622 00:43:41,821 --> 00:43:44,014 What habits? 623 00:43:46,442 --> 00:43:50,966 Make sure your arm is no more big than coins? 624 00:43:53,395 --> 00:43:54,920 Agree. 625 00:44:20,389 --> 00:44:23,029 Smoking for dinner. 626 00:44:23,185 --> 00:44:26,626 That won't get you points. / My mood is bad. 627 00:44:27,146 --> 00:44:28,690 OK. 628 00:44:31,645 --> 00:44:34,756 Who made you become the housekeeper? 629 00:44:34,756 --> 00:44:37,316 You roam here like you have thought about everything. 630 00:44:37,316 --> 00:44:39,110 If you're good and special, 631 00:44:39,110 --> 00:44:41,086 Why don't you go back to New Jersey or London... 632 00:44:41,086 --> 00:44:42,541 ... or wherever your place of origin? 633 00:44:42,597 --> 00:44:46,432 I will return, as soon as my BMI approaches my age. 634 00:44:46,432 --> 00:44:48,839 But right now, I prefer trying to help people... 635 00:44:48,864 --> 00:44:50,596 ... rather than grieving because pity me. 636 00:44:50,621 --> 00:44:52,498 You don't know how I feel. 637 00:44:52,523 --> 00:44:55,365 I never said that. / What? Do you want to help people? 638 00:44:55,365 --> 00:44:57,008 Are you a doctor now? 639 00:44:57,008 --> 00:45:00,490 You feel proud of yourself? / Yes, actually I feel proud. 640 00:45:00,490 --> 00:45:03,102 I move the needle in the right direction. 641 00:45:03,102 --> 00:45:05,103 Sorry if that scares you. 642 00:45:05,103 --> 00:45:07,997 But real people sometimes go home and live life, 643 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:11,030 Even people with families are messy. 644 00:45:11,706 --> 00:45:15,907 Yes. That's the reason again, right? 645 00:46:11,854 --> 00:46:13,183 Enter. 646 00:46:14,389 --> 00:46:16,087 Hey. 647 00:46:18,275 --> 00:46:22,043 Hey. Don't feel arrogant with yourself. 648 00:46:22,043 --> 00:46:26,189 Wow. I never thought I would meet someone more defensive than me. 649 00:46:26,189 --> 00:46:28,064 Even so... 650 00:46:28,620 --> 00:46:31,004 So, you've been here a long time. 651 00:46:31,726 --> 00:46:34,081 Six months. 652 00:46:34,471 --> 00:46:38,004 Is that you? / It's hard to believe, I know. 653 00:46:38,087 --> 00:46:42,246 That's not what I mean... Yes, I know it's you. 654 00:46:42,246 --> 00:46:44,604 Amazing. 655 00:46:44,604 --> 00:46:48,437 Do you know what it's like to be 19 years old and feel you've peaked? 656 00:46:48,437 --> 00:46:50,454 Feeling relieved. 657 00:46:51,825 --> 00:46:57,802 No, I like that. I can encourage and encourage him. 658 00:46:57,802 --> 00:47:02,173 Then I was destroyed and the was obviously chaotic. 659 00:47:02,525 --> 00:47:05,929 But my feet are getting better, and my company director says... 660 00:47:05,929 --> 00:47:09,367 ... he will give me an immediate position after I can refocus, so... 661 00:47:09,367 --> 00:47:13,014 That's my picture. / Right. 662 00:47:13,323 --> 00:47:16,386 I printed it from your Tumblr a year ago. 663 00:47:16,386 --> 00:47:19,366 Then acting like I don't know me the first time I came. 664 00:47:19,366 --> 00:47:21,547 You're like... / Your reflection material? 665 00:47:21,630 --> 00:47:23,223 Shut up. 666 00:47:25,012 --> 00:47:27,845 I just think, someone is so talented, 667 00:47:27,928 --> 00:47:30,931 I have to be very charming to make you like me. 668 00:47:31,015 --> 00:47:34,883 You're trying too much. / I know that. 669 00:47:35,186 --> 00:47:38,647 As my defense, I'm too run for an empty stomach... 670 00:47:38,731 --> 00:47:43,027 ... until when I eat now, I get a big energy boost. 671 00:47:43,110 --> 00:47:47,543 That's why you're so weird. / I'm always weird. That's why I... 672 00:47:48,243 --> 00:47:50,446 ... very confident. 673 00:47:50,746 --> 00:47:58,105 How do you do that? Eat. I see you, and I feel... 674 00:47:58,105 --> 00:48:03,480 I feel panic just thinking about it, as if the world will be destroyed. 675 00:48:03,480 --> 00:48:08,409 I feel that. But you know, feel scared and keep doing it. 676 00:48:08,409 --> 00:48:11,105 Yes, but are you not afraid you can't stop? 677 00:48:11,105 --> 00:48:13,560 If you will become... / Become like someone... 678 00:48:13,560 --> 00:48:16,732 ... who must leave the bed with a crane? 679 00:48:16,732 --> 00:48:20,094 Yes, but Dr. Beck says that will never happen, so... 680 00:48:20,094 --> 00:48:23,516 Yes, but he must say that. / He is quite honest. 681 00:48:23,516 --> 00:48:27,589 Besides, I won't lie. I'm very hungry. 682 00:48:27,822 --> 00:48:30,682 Like hunger for two years. 683 00:48:31,780 --> 00:48:35,922 Every time I can't sleep, I draw food. 684 00:48:35,922 --> 00:48:38,958 Really? Like what? 685 00:48:39,041 --> 00:48:42,671 You know Goo Goo Cluster? / Gosh. 686 00:48:43,379 --> 00:48:46,557 The best candy bar ever. 687 00:48:46,557 --> 00:48:51,328 The mixture of nuts and marshmallows is very amazing. 688 00:48:51,508 --> 00:48:55,221 It contains 240 calories and 110 fat. 689 00:48:56,296 --> 00:49:00,440 Asperger Calories. / Maybe. 690 00:49:00,654 --> 00:49:03,015 My last meal was one full box. 691 00:49:03,015 --> 00:49:07,278 Really? How will you eat it? Show me. 692 00:49:10,598 --> 00:49:12,554 That is what you want. 693 00:49:13,431 --> 00:49:16,633 Right. I should... 694 00:49:16,633 --> 00:49:18,755 Right. Certain. 695 00:49:19,020 --> 00:49:22,340 See you tomorrow? / Where else will I go? 696 00:49:22,860 --> 00:49:24,494 Good night. 697 00:49:28,114 --> 00:49:30,020 Extraordinary. 698 00:49:34,573 --> 00:49:36,116 Rise. 699 00:49:36,141 --> 00:49:38,802 Unless you want to face in the opposite direction. No, I'm fine. 700 00:49:39,932 --> 00:49:43,151 I don't sew stones into my pants, if you're worried. 701 00:49:43,321 --> 00:49:45,037 I'm not worried. 702 00:49:53,895 --> 00:49:55,734 Down. 703 00:49:57,402 --> 00:50:00,095 Wow, that's bad. 704 00:50:01,971 --> 00:50:05,028 Do you know what the body burns after there's no more fat? 705 00:50:05,028 --> 00:50:08,627 Muscle. Organ tissue. 706 00:50:08,627 --> 00:50:11,890 Soon, you will vibrate like boneless fish. 707 00:50:13,175 --> 00:50:16,904 Thank you for that. Yes, I'm very scared. 708 00:50:20,022 --> 00:50:21,973 Anna, you're next! 709 00:50:26,297 --> 00:50:28,719 I want a baby dragon. 710 00:50:34,813 --> 00:50:37,243 Megan? 711 00:50:37,326 --> 00:50:40,204 What do you think? / That's good. 712 00:50:40,287 --> 00:50:41,747 Really? / Yes. 713 00:50:41,830 --> 00:50:43,552 Okay, I'll finish it. 714 00:50:45,148 --> 00:50:47,571 I asked him to not do it. 715 00:50:50,086 --> 00:50:52,457 Do you feel something? 716 00:50:53,951 --> 00:50:55,823 Still not. 717 00:50:55,823 --> 00:51:01,231 I like what you said before about thinking about other people. 718 00:51:01,231 --> 00:51:03,007 Yes. 719 00:51:04,149 --> 00:51:09,587 I think it's the goal to be a mother... You know? 720 00:51:09,587 --> 00:51:13,222 Prioritizing children. / Right. 721 00:51:13,222 --> 00:51:16,926 Yes, as if I understood what I was talking about, but... 722 00:51:16,926 --> 00:51:20,433 No, I think you're right. 723 00:51:21,758 --> 00:51:24,514 You will be a good mother. 724 00:51:24,514 --> 00:51:26,479 Thank you. 725 00:51:35,235 --> 00:51:37,065 Good night, girls. 726 00:51:37,065 --> 00:51:39,096 Good night./ Hi, Luke. 727 00:51:41,736 --> 00:51:44,362 What... What is the noise? 728 00:51:44,362 --> 00:51:48,555 Do you hear that? That's very strange. I feel like I have... 729 00:51:56,950 --> 00:51:58,792 You know you want that. 730 00:52:00,394 --> 00:52:03,220 Well, don't make it a matter of sex. 731 00:52:03,220 --> 00:52:06,611 This is indeed sex. Don't pretend not. 732 00:52:06,949 --> 00:52:08,552 Ready? 733 00:52:14,912 --> 00:52:17,085 Look at this. 734 00:52:17,110 --> 00:52:19,527 I can't ./ You can. 735 00:52:19,553 --> 00:52:26,217 Chew, swallow. I swear the world will not be destroyed. 736 00:52:26,591 --> 00:52:29,594 Come on, do it. 737 00:52:29,594 --> 00:52:31,638 Do it. 738 00:52:33,454 --> 00:52:35,335 Do it. 739 00:52:40,193 --> 00:52:42,994 Gosh./ Right? 740 00:52:43,647 --> 00:52:45,075 Touch it. 741 00:52:45,100 --> 00:52:47,414 We can hear you, freaks. 742 00:52:47,498 --> 00:52:52,378 Yes, freak, don't be disgusting. / Come on, just a little. Feel it 743 00:52:52,461 --> 00:52:55,304 Come on, make this enter your body. 744 00:53:00,674 --> 00:53:02,971 Right? OK. 745 00:53:03,055 --> 00:53:07,782 Now, a little bite for me. 746 00:53:07,935 --> 00:53:09,895 For you? 747 00:53:09,978 --> 00:53:13,315 I didn't even like you until five minutes ago, so... 748 00:53:13,399 --> 00:53:16,652 Maybe you shouldn't... / You like me. 749 00:53:16,735 --> 00:53:18,278 He likes me. / Shut up. 750 00:53:18,303 --> 00:53:19,929 He likes me. / Shut up. 751 00:53:19,954 --> 00:53:23,012 Don't force your luck. / He likes me. You like me. 752 00:53:23,012 --> 00:53:24,701 Bite./ Can we stop? 753 00:53:24,701 --> 00:53:28,544 You like me. Come on. Bite a little. / Okay, seriously, stop! 754 00:53:31,122 --> 00:53:33,022 Gosh... 755 00:53:36,023 --> 00:53:38,141 Coward. 756 00:53:38,903 --> 00:53:41,858 Tomorrow, you will bite. 757 00:53:50,523 --> 00:53:53,337 Luke just forced me to touch chocolate. 758 00:53:54,523 --> 00:53:58,392 He is very strange. / He is sometimes very strange. 759 00:54:05,620 --> 00:54:10,076 I think the baby just moved. Kiss that. / Yes, pass it. 760 00:54:10,076 --> 00:54:13,425 Does anyone watch this film? / No one cares about dragons. 761 00:54:13,596 --> 00:54:16,170 How are you doing after family therapy? 762 00:54:16,253 --> 00:54:18,653 That's more or less always when my parents gather. 763 00:54:18,714 --> 00:54:21,529 Minus your father. / Like I said. 764 00:54:22,033 --> 00:54:24,996 But it's not as bad as that I think. 765 00:54:24,996 --> 00:54:27,404 Why do you think that? 766 00:54:27,590 --> 00:54:30,521 I got to know some people at home. 767 00:54:30,738 --> 00:54:33,187 Some of them actually do well. 768 00:54:33,270 --> 00:54:37,689 I hope so. No, I mean, very good. 769 00:54:38,266 --> 00:54:42,383 As if they got life and became a semi-attractive person. 770 00:54:42,555 --> 00:54:46,150 Have you just said something that is less optimistic? 771 00:54:46,235 --> 00:54:48,441 I did say "semi"... 772 00:54:49,016 --> 00:54:51,427 But, yes. 773 00:54:54,728 --> 00:54:57,169 So, family... / May I be honest? 774 00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:01,798 I've talked about my father, all family matters. 775 00:55:02,168 --> 00:55:05,264 I have a problem. Up to you. 776 00:55:05,264 --> 00:55:07,832 Talk doesn't help. 777 00:55:07,832 --> 00:55:10,385 I think you're right. 778 00:55:10,563 --> 00:55:14,144 Really? / In general, I only need a few facts. 779 00:55:14,228 --> 00:55:16,237 And we will never do family therapy again. 780 00:55:16,262 --> 00:55:20,817 That seems useless here. It's a strange show. 781 00:55:21,628 --> 00:55:24,635 Yes, that's what my sister said. / I like your sister. 782 00:55:24,635 --> 00:55:28,293 Yes, me too. We are very close. / I know that. 783 00:55:28,412 --> 00:55:32,496 He's the only one who says something other than himself. 784 00:55:32,579 --> 00:55:34,258 Yes. 785 00:55:36,294 --> 00:55:39,545 I will be honest with you. 786 00:55:40,911 --> 00:55:44,148 I don't really like your name. / What? 787 00:55:44,148 --> 00:55:47,689 "Ellen" doesn't suit you. It's too outdated. 788 00:55:48,233 --> 00:55:50,933 I don't really like it either. / Then change it. 789 00:55:50,933 --> 00:55:53,424 I can't replace it just like that. 790 00:55:54,614 --> 00:55:55,936 I can't, right? 791 00:55:56,019 --> 00:55:58,647 Just tell people to call you with a different name. 792 00:55:58,730 --> 00:56:01,129 If you want to make it official, you can fill out forms on the Internet... 793 00:56:01,129 --> 00:56:03,424 ... in 10 minutes. 794 00:56:03,976 --> 00:56:06,367 I think "Ellie." 795 00:56:07,401 --> 00:56:10,367 That's not good. No. 796 00:56:10,450 --> 00:56:12,689 How to... 797 00:56:13,197 --> 00:56:15,112 ... "Eli"? 798 00:56:23,189 --> 00:56:25,560 Call me, "Eli." 799 00:56:27,984 --> 00:56:31,102 You got your iPad? / Yes. 800 00:56:31,102 --> 00:56:33,717 The world is open beyond your wildest dreams... 801 00:56:33,717 --> 00:56:36,127 ... when you gain weight. 802 00:56:36,197 --> 00:56:37,949 Eli? / Yes. 803 00:56:37,974 --> 00:56:40,185 Don't tell me you are also lesbian now. 804 00:56:40,323 --> 00:56:44,178 Male population cannot experience other quality problems. 805 00:56:44,178 --> 00:56:47,407 Very definitely not lesbian. / Thank God. 806 00:56:47,407 --> 00:56:53,158 No, "Eli" is my new name. 807 00:56:53,427 --> 00:56:55,912 Ellen... Eli... 808 00:56:55,996 --> 00:57:00,835 I like that. That's very George Sand. 809 00:57:03,660 --> 00:57:07,668 You look happy. Do you know that, Eli? 810 00:57:08,221 --> 00:57:14,222 So, I officially invited Eli to have dinner with me tomorrow night. 811 00:57:14,306 --> 00:57:16,947 As part of my gift, I can invite anyone I want. 812 00:57:17,094 --> 00:57:19,061 I'm not too ready for restaurants, but thank you. 813 00:57:19,144 --> 00:57:20,534 You can choose the restaurant. 814 00:57:20,625 --> 00:57:23,631 It doesn't have to be in the 100 important list, Mr. Gold. 815 00:57:23,930 --> 00:57:26,140 No, you better ask people to bite and chew... 816 00:57:26,140 --> 00:57:28,367 We can walk there. 817 00:57:28,367 --> 00:57:34,409 Get to Hollywood or whatever, and you don't have to eat. 818 00:57:37,496 --> 00:57:39,670 May I run? 819 00:57:40,033 --> 00:57:43,005 I can't run, crazy. my knee, remember? 820 00:57:43,029 --> 00:57:44,939 Can you walk fast? 821 00:57:46,004 --> 00:57:48,465 I've read that it doesn't matter how fast you walk. 822 00:57:48,548 --> 00:57:50,801 But the distance. You burn the same number of calories. 823 00:57:50,884 --> 00:57:53,679 That's nonsense. / Can you slow down a little? 824 00:57:53,762 --> 00:57:55,514 I can't get that fast. 825 00:57:56,660 --> 00:58:00,855 I ordered number 12 with rice and egg rolls. 826 00:58:02,032 --> 00:58:03,814 Can I order Tom Tum Kai soup? 827 00:58:03,839 --> 00:58:05,630 That's for the main course. / That's all... 828 00:58:05,655 --> 00:58:08,369 He also ordered number 12 with egg rolls. 829 00:58:08,369 --> 00:58:09,403 No. 830 00:58:09,428 --> 00:58:10,804 Yes. / No. 831 00:58:10,829 --> 00:58:14,531 He also ordered number 12 with egg rolls. 832 00:58:15,116 --> 00:58:18,805 For drinks? / We ordered two Tsingtao. 833 00:58:18,996 --> 00:58:20,498 Your ID? 834 00:58:24,449 --> 00:58:29,933 I don't want to make you feel depressed, 835 00:58:29,933 --> 00:58:32,369 But we are from a nursing home. 836 00:58:33,771 --> 00:58:35,775 For cancer. 837 00:58:39,864 --> 00:58:44,336 Sorry. I can't serve it without KTP. / Only... 838 00:58:44,512 --> 00:58:47,041 This is our first date. 839 00:58:47,989 --> 00:58:52,114 This might be the only our date. That's... 840 00:58:52,420 --> 00:58:55,758 I don't know. I want this to be special. 841 00:59:04,374 --> 00:59:06,376 Thank you very much. 842 00:59:11,138 --> 00:59:14,801 We can choose different diseases for different restaurants. 843 00:59:14,826 --> 00:59:16,436 You're really crazy (sick). 844 00:59:16,436 --> 00:59:18,346 Both of us are sick. / Yes. 845 00:59:22,139 --> 00:59:25,645 I put it in there so no one asked 846 00:59:25,729 --> 00:59:29,397 Thank you. Thank you very much. 847 00:59:33,904 --> 00:59:36,288 You're so... 848 00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:39,326 Are you... 849 00:59:41,733 --> 00:59:44,615 You're really wrong. 850 00:59:52,130 --> 00:59:54,870 Eat. / I don't like egg rolls. 851 00:59:54,870 --> 00:59:56,734 Who doesn't like egg rolls. 852 00:59:56,759 --> 00:59:59,679 Eat then vomit if you are indeed bad, but you look thin. 853 00:59:59,704 --> 01:00:01,372 If I feel it, can you stop bothering me? 854 01:00:01,397 --> 01:00:04,482 If you feel everything, I will stop bothering you. 855 01:00:06,520 --> 01:00:09,815 Yes. Very good. 856 01:00:09,898 --> 01:00:11,474 Yes. 857 01:00:12,718 --> 01:00:15,934 Right? That's good, right? 858 01:00:17,555 --> 01:00:20,055 Swallow the egg roll. 859 01:00:25,641 --> 01:00:30,703 Gosh. It's very charming. 860 01:00:31,130 --> 01:00:34,157 That's very sexy. - I know. That's what I want. 861 01:00:35,090 --> 01:00:38,969 So, I know I can get the patient ID in my hand... 862 01:00:38,994 --> 01:00:40,537 ... and hide it under my shirt, 863 01:00:40,562 --> 01:00:45,211 Then I get out of the nurse's office and go away. 864 01:00:45,308 --> 01:00:48,145 Where do you want to go? Beach? 865 01:00:49,838 --> 01:00:51,631 I don't even know. 866 01:00:51,656 --> 01:00:55,261 but that's where I am, ran on Wilshire Boulevard. 867 01:00:55,702 --> 01:00:57,830 I'm completely like crazy, 868 01:00:57,830 --> 01:01:02,279 I ran at midnight... When my mother came. 869 01:01:02,279 --> 01:01:05,738 He was on his way to the hospital. / Gosh. 870 01:01:05,738 --> 01:01:07,638 You don't like the food? 871 01:01:10,823 --> 01:01:12,900 No, I like it. It's just... 872 01:01:12,900 --> 01:01:17,883 He feels nauseous because... 873 01:01:18,282 --> 01:01:20,219 ... chemotherapy. 874 01:01:20,219 --> 01:01:24,531 But it tastes really good. The beer is very helpful. 875 01:01:25,294 --> 01:01:29,703 I will get it again, free. / Thank you very much. 876 01:01:31,610 --> 01:01:34,274 Yes. / Yes, God. 877 01:01:34,357 --> 01:01:36,985 Free. / Yes, God. We will go to hell. 878 01:01:37,068 --> 01:01:38,256 Yes. 879 01:01:42,196 --> 01:01:46,357 Did he try to kiss you? / Does he like women? 880 01:01:46,357 --> 01:01:48,211 No. 881 01:01:49,800 --> 01:01:52,075 I don't know. 882 01:01:59,170 --> 01:02:01,492 I mean is, 883 01:02:01,492 --> 01:02:04,626 Why can he leave the house while he is still level two? 884 01:02:04,626 --> 01:02:07,559 It was a night especially Luke./ Yes, but Ellen could come out. 885 01:02:07,559 --> 01:02:09,618 That's "Eli" now. 886 01:02:10,771 --> 01:02:12,321 This might make you feel better... 887 01:02:12,345 --> 01:02:14,094 ... because Dr. Beck schedule a special trip ... 888 01:02:14,095 --> 01:02:15,704 ... for all of you a few more days. 889 01:02:15,704 --> 01:02:18,640 Tell me it's not the Holocaust Museum. 890 01:02:18,640 --> 01:02:23,183 My mother took me there every time I made myself hungry. 891 01:02:26,112 --> 01:02:27,966 It's okay. We are Jews. 892 01:02:34,839 --> 01:02:38,296 Gosh, Dr. Beck. Are you trying to make me normal? 893 01:02:39,338 --> 01:02:41,151 That's a different program. 894 01:02:41,151 --> 01:02:43,282 Hi, everybody. Hey! 895 01:02:43,282 --> 01:02:45,433 Well, where are we going? 896 01:02:45,457 --> 01:02:47,388 I have to ask for help friends to get there, 897 01:02:47,389 --> 01:02:48,595 So you must maintain your attitude. 898 01:02:48,595 --> 01:02:51,189 Tell us. I've had enough. 899 01:02:51,643 --> 01:02:52,811 Tell us! 900 01:02:52,894 --> 01:02:54,813 Tell us! Tell us! 901 01:02:54,896 --> 01:02:57,148 Tell us! Tell us! 902 01:03:00,485 --> 01:03:02,112 I don't like this. 903 01:03:02,195 --> 01:03:05,657 I really feel Holocaust vibrations, Doc. 904 01:03:05,740 --> 01:03:09,424 It's okay, I promise. / I don't believe you. 905 01:03:23,086 --> 01:03:25,091 What is that? 906 01:03:27,194 --> 01:03:29,271 Art. 907 01:03:35,846 --> 01:03:38,707 Anyone tell me why are we here! 908 01:03:44,614 --> 01:03:47,052 Because we are still alive. 909 01:03:47,853 --> 01:03:49,885 Very good. 910 01:04:31,022 --> 01:04:37,022 TO Bonus 0.5% Referral 15% 911 01:04:37,046 --> 01:04:43,046 Daily Chip Bonus Daily Bonus TO 912 01:05:49,779 --> 01:05:51,463 This is for you. 913 01:05:51,488 --> 01:05:53,408 You shiver like a chihuahua. 914 01:06:15,209 --> 01:06:17,517 I know what you're trying to do. 915 01:06:19,049 --> 01:06:23,640 Life is beautiful and all nonsense. 916 01:06:24,480 --> 01:06:27,465 And that pisses you off because...? 917 01:06:29,394 --> 01:06:31,942 Because it's true. 918 01:06:33,997 --> 01:06:41,841 I mean, I know maybe so, but I can't stop. 919 01:06:42,001 --> 01:06:48,249 And I don't even know why. I just can't. 920 01:06:48,322 --> 01:06:53,963 Yes, that's nonsense. A voice that says you can't. 921 01:06:54,049 --> 01:06:58,227 Every time you hear that voice, I want you to say leave. 922 01:06:58,723 --> 01:07:03,556 Get away. voice! / Yes! Get away! 923 01:07:03,629 --> 01:07:05,772 Get away with you, voice! / Get out of you, sound! 924 01:07:05,855 --> 01:07:07,940 Get away with you, voice! / Get out! 925 01:07:08,733 --> 01:07:10,360 Fuck! 926 01:07:14,822 --> 01:07:16,400 Get away. 927 01:07:26,927 --> 01:07:29,679 That's what they always say. / I know. 928 01:07:29,763 --> 01:07:31,890 What are you... / I will choose blueberries. 929 01:07:31,973 --> 01:07:33,565 I didn't say... 930 01:08:11,221 --> 01:08:14,621 Try not to be too proud of yourself. 931 01:08:25,360 --> 01:08:28,012 "Cassidy." That's the name. 932 01:08:31,908 --> 01:08:37,555 Sex is female, and today is 12 weeks 1 day. 933 01:08:37,715 --> 01:08:40,397 Yes, God! / Yes, God! 934 01:08:42,711 --> 01:08:45,155 Can we have a baby bath now? 935 01:08:46,028 --> 01:08:50,093 Yes, but don't be too over, understand? 936 01:08:50,176 --> 01:08:51,886 OK. Sorry. / Don't start with... 937 01:08:51,970 --> 01:08:54,566 He will put horses bangs everywhere. 938 01:08:57,392 --> 01:08:59,164 This is very good. 939 01:09:02,856 --> 01:09:06,111 That charming Unicorn. 940 01:09:06,745 --> 01:09:08,671 I can't believe you draw it for him. 941 01:09:09,571 --> 01:09:12,117 Same./ That's very good. 942 01:09:13,033 --> 01:09:16,323 I love you all and thank you. 943 01:09:16,348 --> 01:09:17,832 Cheers. 944 01:09:40,477 --> 01:09:42,490 That's really crazy. / It's very high. 945 01:09:42,515 --> 01:09:44,358 I'm actually very scared. / Yes, God. 946 01:09:44,383 --> 01:09:46,570 Height of 50 feet. / Here it is. 947 01:09:49,027 --> 01:09:52,947 Okay, now it's your turn. No, I shouldn't. 948 01:09:53,031 --> 01:09:56,493 My legs./ That leg. 949 01:09:58,870 --> 01:10:00,456 Very true. 950 01:10:14,320 --> 01:10:16,133 Sorry. 951 01:10:18,681 --> 01:10:22,223 Are there bad people who touch you when you were little? 952 01:10:22,352 --> 01:10:25,839 That's the main anorexia problem. / No. 953 01:10:26,648 --> 01:10:28,316 Not too. 954 01:10:29,903 --> 01:10:32,553 Let's talk about that "too" shit. 955 01:10:35,323 --> 01:10:37,390 Just ordinary things. 956 01:10:39,077 --> 01:10:43,076 After you get a breast, it's like an open season. 957 01:10:43,915 --> 01:10:47,794 You guys are very disgusting about that. 958 01:10:47,877 --> 01:10:50,463 At least we have being polite about that. 959 01:10:50,547 --> 01:10:53,258 Don't fumble it while on the bus. 960 01:10:53,341 --> 01:10:55,870 Feeling on the bus. 961 01:10:56,302 --> 01:10:58,449 Fingering breasts... 962 01:10:58,473 --> 01:11:02,158 Disgusting dirty talk... Stalking at night... 963 01:11:02,183 --> 01:11:06,521 Women are basically a collection of portable holes for male castings. 964 01:11:08,898 --> 01:11:11,401 Yes, that is what I mean. 965 01:11:11,484 --> 01:11:15,507 So you've done it before? 966 01:11:15,655 --> 01:11:19,620 Or is that too disgusting? 967 01:11:22,954 --> 01:11:25,272 Fully too disgusting. 968 01:11:26,791 --> 01:11:29,304 Have you ever had an orgasm? 969 01:11:29,836 --> 01:11:32,337 Gosh! / Sorry. 970 01:11:32,362 --> 01:11:34,865 You don't have to answer that. / Personal affairs. 971 01:11:35,085 --> 01:11:39,512 That is different for men. It's very different. 972 01:11:39,596 --> 01:11:43,514 That's it... Up and down for you. 973 01:11:43,892 --> 01:11:48,191 Just heaving and begging to be handled. 974 01:11:49,689 --> 01:11:52,161 That's too much information. 975 01:11:52,186 --> 01:11:55,871 Currently not, but maybe. 976 01:11:56,738 --> 01:11:58,114 I just... 977 01:11:58,198 --> 01:12:00,536 Alright./ I... 978 01:12:01,284 --> 01:12:05,330 I have to do my research . And you... 979 01:12:06,873 --> 01:12:12,128 ... must be touched by people who really care about you. 980 01:12:13,838 --> 01:12:15,539 Luke... 981 01:12:39,572 --> 01:12:42,283 I fell in love with you. 982 01:12:43,339 --> 01:12:47,205 Gosh! Luke, really? I... / I'm sorry. 983 01:12:47,288 --> 01:12:51,043 No, sorry, it's just... / Sorry. No, you're right. 984 01:12:51,068 --> 01:12:54,288 Moreover, it will only be like two _ bones that collide with each other. 985 01:12:54,963 --> 01:12:59,344 We should go back inside. / Hey! What is this? 986 01:12:59,551 --> 01:13:01,427 What is the problem? 987 01:13:01,511 --> 01:13:04,476 Suddenly you decide this physical problem, 988 01:13:04,501 --> 01:13:06,689 Then I feel surprised, 989 01:13:06,714 --> 01:13:09,602 And now you will frown and make this my fault? 990 01:13:09,686 --> 01:13:12,684 OK, I'm sorry. Obviously it's a bad idea. 991 01:13:12,709 --> 01:13:16,796 I just think, if you know I want it to be good or different... 992 01:13:16,821 --> 01:13:19,070 And you fall in love with me? 993 01:13:19,095 --> 01:13:22,240 OK, I'm sorry. I don't mean to release the Kraken. 994 01:13:22,265 --> 01:13:26,741 I only knew you three weeks. / I know you two years. 995 01:13:26,766 --> 01:13:29,411 Your description, the way you see something... 996 01:13:29,436 --> 01:13:32,333 Really? OK. 997 01:13:32,417 --> 01:13:34,942 This anorexic girl who saw my work on Tumblr, 998 01:13:34,966 --> 01:13:38,368 Like what I see, 999 01:13:38,423 --> 01:13:44,050 Until the moment he slices his wrist, he leaves me a note. 1000 01:13:44,470 --> 01:13:47,440 Do you know what parents do? 1001 01:13:47,557 --> 01:13:53,058 He sent me a photo, so I really knew what I was doing. 1002 01:13:56,691 --> 01:13:59,695 People say they love you... 1003 01:13:59,819 --> 01:14:01,308 ... but they are real intentions, 1004 01:14:01,333 --> 01:14:05,575 They like how to love you makes them feel better. 1005 01:14:05,658 --> 01:14:10,747 Or they like what they can take from you. 1006 01:14:10,830 --> 01:14:15,448 I don't know where to start with that. That's all wrong. 1007 01:14:16,127 --> 01:14:17,865 I'm done. 1008 01:14:18,171 --> 01:14:23,137 Okay, alright, you win! You are the queen of darkness. 1009 01:14:24,135 --> 01:14:26,170 Hey, come on! 1010 01:14:57,877 --> 01:15:00,213 Megan! / Megan? 1011 01:15:00,296 --> 01:15:03,440 Megan! Megan, this is Luke! Let me in! 1012 01:15:17,979 --> 01:15:20,949 I think I'm safe. 1013 01:15:21,401 --> 01:15:23,603 I know. 1014 01:15:25,405 --> 01:15:27,156 Everything will be fine. 1015 01:15:29,659 --> 01:15:31,833 I know, I'm sorry. 1016 01:15:32,453 --> 01:15:34,930 All of them go back to sleep. 1017 01:15:52,765 --> 01:15:56,166 You can make the baby out by vomiting too hard? 1018 01:15:56,686 --> 01:16:02,069 Yes, that's what actually happened. Don't be a fool. 1019 01:16:05,027 --> 01:16:06,612 Good morning. 1020 01:16:06,696 --> 01:16:08,459 Good morning ./ Hi. 1021 01:16:10,366 --> 01:16:12,642 How is Megan? 1022 01:16:12,789 --> 01:16:18,207 He is in the hospital. She's good now physically. 1023 01:16:19,667 --> 01:16:22,987 He is not sure what it will be back here... 1024 01:16:23,546 --> 01:16:26,047 And I understand that. 1025 01:16:26,132 --> 01:16:28,682 Can we visit it? 1026 01:16:28,843 --> 01:16:32,680 Don't now. Few more days. That's exactly what he needs. 1027 01:16:32,764 --> 01:16:35,241 I want to go home. 1028 01:16:35,725 --> 01:16:38,214 I'm sure of that. 1029 01:16:39,155 --> 01:16:45,831 Look, ordinary things happen. That is undeniable. 1030 01:16:45,943 --> 01:16:49,169 The problem is, how do you deal with that. 1031 01:16:55,787 --> 01:16:58,163 Can you read this? 1032 01:16:58,206 --> 01:17:01,107 Do I have to? / No. 1033 01:17:01,876 --> 01:17:03,192 OK. 1034 01:17:13,262 --> 01:17:16,570 "Courage" from Anne Sexton. 1035 01:17:18,851 --> 01:17:21,896 "These are the little things from what we see." 1036 01:17:21,979 --> 01:17:26,734 "First step of a child, as good as an earthquake." 1037 01:17:26,818 --> 01:17:30,947 "The first time you ride a bicycle, I wander around the sidewalk." 1038 01:17:31,030 --> 01:17:35,535 "First push, when your heart beats tight on your own journey." 1039 01:17:35,618 --> 01:17:40,581 "When they call you 'whiny,' 'poor," "fat" or "crazy"... " 1040 01:17:40,665 --> 01:17:42,917 "And make you like an alien..." "You swallow their acid then you hide it." 1041 01:17:43,000 --> 01:17:46,361 "After that, if you face the death of bombs and bullets..." 1042 01:17:51,261 --> 01:17:55,975 "You didn't do that with a banner." 1043 01:17:56,097 --> 01:17:58,391 "You do that with only hats that cover your heart." 1044 01:17:58,474 --> 01:18:02,102 1045 01:18:02,645 --> 01:18:06,740 "You don't like weakness in yourself as you think." 1046 01:18:09,402 --> 01:18:13,022 "Your courage is a little charcoal that you swallow." 1047 01:18:22,206 --> 01:18:24,978 So, Megan decided to go home. 1048 01:18:29,589 --> 01:18:32,051 Does anyone want to talk about that? 1049 01:18:35,261 --> 01:18:39,191 That's wrong. He washed his stomach. 1050 01:18:40,725 --> 01:18:45,426 I think Megan wants her child. I really think so. 1051 01:18:45,451 --> 01:18:49,891 We should not hold baby bathing events. I don't think it's a problem. 1052 01:18:53,446 --> 01:18:55,871 Eli, you and Luke find him. 1053 01:18:57,408 --> 01:18:59,733 That must be very difficult. 1054 01:19:01,829 --> 01:19:04,553 The baby will never be safe. 1055 01:19:07,084 --> 01:19:11,888 By the way, where is Luke? / He met the doctor for his legs. 1056 01:19:15,343 --> 01:19:17,435 Eli? 1057 01:19:19,180 --> 01:19:21,188 Eli. 1058 01:19:22,642 --> 01:19:25,269 What happened to you? 1059 01:19:25,771 --> 01:19:27,574 None. 1060 01:19:27,647 --> 01:19:31,672 Lobo tells me you stay a day again to pair a tube. 1061 01:19:32,258 --> 01:19:33,880 You have made developments, 1062 01:19:33,905 --> 01:19:37,532 You can't stay at the Threshold if your weight drops again. 1063 01:19:39,700 --> 01:19:44,054 I think it's so weird you know everything about me... 1064 01:19:44,163 --> 01:19:47,236 ... but I don't know anything about you. 1065 01:19:47,792 --> 01:19:52,084 Okay, what do you know? 1066 01:19:52,213 --> 01:19:55,133 Do you have a wife? / No. 1067 01:19:55,216 --> 01:19:58,636 Do you have children? / No. 1068 01:19:58,719 --> 01:20:01,222 Then, what's your problem? 1069 01:20:01,305 --> 01:20:04,635 Short version, my job. 1070 01:20:04,767 --> 01:20:10,681 It is very time consuming and I like that. 1071 01:20:11,440 --> 01:20:15,266 Women generally want to spend time with their date friends. 1072 01:20:15,361 --> 01:20:18,675 Sounds like you avoid intimacy, Doctor. 1073 01:20:21,033 --> 01:20:23,687 Yes, I think that's true. 1074 01:20:26,372 --> 01:20:29,995 Lobo also tells me if you and Luke don't talk to each other. 1075 01:20:30,066 --> 01:20:32,670 Looks like you and Luke have a good relationship. 1076 01:20:32,753 --> 01:20:35,381 Whatever. He is completely homosexual. 1077 01:20:35,464 --> 01:20:40,378 That will be easier, right? Then you can ignore it. 1078 01:20:40,720 --> 01:20:44,743 Does he talk to you about me? / You know I can't answer that. 1079 01:20:52,189 --> 01:20:56,736 I just don't see the point. / In what way? 1080 01:21:03,784 --> 01:21:06,646 There is no point. 1081 01:21:06,746 --> 01:21:10,082 Or at least, we don't know what the big picture is. 1082 01:21:10,166 --> 01:21:13,297 Why are we living, why Megan lost her child, 1083 01:21:13,321 --> 01:21:15,077 Why did the girl commit suicide. 1084 01:21:15,078 --> 01:21:19,120 You don't make me sure, Doctor. / I can't convince you. 1085 01:21:19,216 --> 01:21:22,595 Thought you have, if there are the way to feel safe... 1086 01:21:22,678 --> 01:21:25,621 It's so childish and cowardly. 1087 01:21:25,681 --> 01:21:29,409 It stops you from experiencing anything, including good things. 1088 01:21:29,446 --> 01:21:32,710 Do you think I don't feel bad? 1089 01:21:32,813 --> 01:21:35,840 I know I'm screwing... 1090 01:21:35,900 --> 01:21:39,236 But you should teach me so I don't. 1091 01:21:39,320 --> 01:21:41,489 You know how. 1092 01:21:41,572 --> 01:21:44,077 Stop waiting for life to be easier. 1093 01:21:44,101 --> 01:21:46,552 Stop hoping someone will save you. 1094 01:21:46,577 --> 01:21:49,538 You don't need someone else lie to you. 1095 01:21:49,622 --> 01:21:52,656 Non-complete state increases. 1096 01:21:53,069 --> 01:21:55,461 But you're tough. 1097 01:21:55,544 --> 01:22:00,463 Facing a hard fact, you will have a wonderful life. 1098 01:22:02,384 --> 01:22:05,033 Is that the word your mouth? 1099 01:22:06,222 --> 01:22:09,036 Grow courage? 1100 01:22:09,225 --> 01:22:14,025 That's a simple way to say . Correct. 1101 01:22:16,732 --> 01:22:18,782 Cannot be trusted. 1102 01:22:19,568 --> 01:22:21,470 Fuck you. 1103 01:22:25,533 --> 01:22:29,120 What's wrong? / Beck screwed up, do you know that? 1104 01:22:29,145 --> 01:22:30,879 We all believe his words, 1105 01:22:30,903 --> 01:22:32,872 But none of the people here are getting better. 1106 01:22:32,873 --> 01:22:36,585 That's not true. / Really? Megan is screwed up. 1107 01:22:36,669 --> 01:22:39,338 Anna has a treasure chest vomit under her bed. 1108 01:22:39,421 --> 01:22:41,841 You live on "Ponyland." 1109 01:22:41,924 --> 01:22:45,807 I will be paired with a tube and he doesn't even care. 1110 01:22:49,598 --> 01:22:51,511 Damn. 1111 01:22:52,232 --> 01:22:54,637 I need surgery once again. 1112 01:22:54,893 --> 01:22:58,247 My career is over and Jersey Ballet is leading. 1113 01:22:58,315 --> 01:23:00,535 Really? 1114 01:23:01,694 --> 01:23:05,865 Yes. Come on, put your bag. Let's go and drink cancer beer again. 1115 01:23:05,948 --> 01:23:08,367 I can't. Sorry. I will get out of here. 1116 01:23:08,450 --> 01:23:11,260 Do you hear what I say? 1117 01:23:11,370 --> 01:23:15,906 I've finished. And will you leave? 1118 01:23:17,710 --> 01:23:19,670 I can't. 1119 01:23:19,753 --> 01:23:23,531 What, do you think I'm not expecting if my knee has been destroyed? 1120 01:23:23,938 --> 01:23:27,344 And now can't do the only thing I like, 1121 01:23:27,428 --> 01:23:30,059 But you're the next thing that I like. 1122 01:23:33,517 --> 01:23:38,949 I know if it's not a plan. That is also not a good plan. 1123 01:23:40,107 --> 01:23:43,490 But I need you Eli. 1124 01:23:59,460 --> 01:24:02,147 OK. thanks. See you later. 1125 01:24:03,047 --> 01:24:04,813 Thank you. / Sure. 1126 01:24:22,733 --> 01:24:24,775 There is no point. 1127 01:24:25,001 --> 01:24:27,769 The girl committed suicide. 1128 01:24:28,865 --> 01:24:31,420 You look like a ghost. 1129 01:24:32,766 --> 01:24:34,807 If you die... 1130 01:24:35,871 --> 01:24:37,748 I will kill you. 1131 01:24:38,193 --> 01:24:40,207 Are you okay, honey? 1132 01:24:40,292 --> 01:24:44,682 I just stand too fast. Sorry. 1133 01:24:45,506 --> 01:24:48,623 You have to eat, kid. / I'm fine. 1134 01:24:48,790 --> 01:24:52,580 But thank you. I just have to go home. 1135 01:25:38,142 --> 01:25:39,779 What kind of place is this, 1136 01:25:39,804 --> 01:25:42,712 Where can your patient go like that and nobody stops him? 1137 01:25:42,737 --> 01:25:45,607 Problems with care for children like this are... 1138 01:25:45,691 --> 01:25:47,818 ... if we won't let them feel worse. 1139 01:25:47,901 --> 01:25:49,634 That is too difficult to see. 1140 01:25:49,658 --> 01:25:53,329 But for Eli, the basic part is critical. 1141 01:26:06,503 --> 01:26:10,966 Why do you look thinner? What did the doctor do to you? 1142 01:26:11,050 --> 01:26:12,950 Hi, Mom. 1143 01:26:13,052 --> 01:26:15,512 Only your luggage? / Yes. 1144 01:26:15,596 --> 01:26:18,390 Good. Everyone already is waiting for you. 1145 01:26:18,474 --> 01:26:22,439 "Everyone"? / Easel. They are very sweet animals. 1146 01:26:25,981 --> 01:26:28,859 Olive and Mother worry that it won't work with the doctor. 1147 01:26:28,942 --> 01:26:31,701 He has no manners./ People are complicated. 1148 01:26:31,726 --> 01:26:33,856 Very underestimating. / And Susan... 1149 01:26:33,881 --> 01:26:37,868 He let Susan attack us. / He just wants everything to be honest. 1150 01:26:37,951 --> 01:26:39,614 I don't like to talk bad, 1151 01:26:39,639 --> 01:26:42,137 But the woman never said honest in the slightest during her life. 1152 01:26:42,162 --> 01:26:44,119 Of course, your father never returned home. Can you imagine? 1153 01:26:44,144 --> 01:26:46,705 Susan struggled so that I could enter the Threshold House. 1154 01:26:46,730 --> 01:26:48,979 Yes, see how it works. 1155 01:26:49,004 --> 01:26:52,713 How does he talk about your mother's problems? 1156 01:26:52,738 --> 01:26:54,608 That is a transformational process for mothers. 1157 01:26:54,632 --> 01:26:57,342 Everyone must experience problems. 1158 01:26:59,181 --> 01:27:02,189 You don't feel it when it happens. 1159 01:27:07,689 --> 01:27:11,485 Dr. Beckham contacted earlier. He thinks you might come here. 1160 01:27:11,568 --> 01:27:15,239 Really? Are you saying? / If you decide to leave. 1161 01:27:15,322 --> 01:27:18,242 He wants to make sure if you're fine. 1162 01:27:18,325 --> 01:27:21,620 There are boys who want to talk to you. Luke? 1163 01:27:24,998 --> 01:27:28,710 Is he a special person? 1164 01:27:28,794 --> 01:27:31,046 I don't know. He... 1165 01:27:31,171 --> 01:27:35,309 He is like my friend. 1166 01:27:35,457 --> 01:27:38,022 Everything is messy. 1167 01:27:45,602 --> 01:27:50,008 Tomorrow morning, Olive wants you to work with Freya. 1168 01:27:51,275 --> 01:27:53,310 Horse? 1169 01:27:53,360 --> 01:27:56,617 Olive has grown rapidly here. You will thank Mother. 1170 01:27:56,642 --> 01:28:00,778 But isn't that some kind of conflict? He gave me therapy? 1171 01:28:00,803 --> 01:28:04,797 Freya who does all the tasks. I just channeled it. 1172 01:28:06,223 --> 01:28:08,392 Yes, he only distributes. 1173 01:28:08,633 --> 01:28:12,836 There is no electricity. But I think this _ isn't too cold. 1174 01:28:12,860 --> 01:28:14,672 You will be fine. 1175 01:28:14,798 --> 01:28:18,260 You will fall asleep later./ Yes, I'm tired. 1176 01:28:18,343 --> 01:28:22,639 There is a chamber pot here. So, if you want... 1177 01:28:22,723 --> 01:28:25,142 That's better than hanging around in the dark. 1178 01:28:25,225 --> 01:28:26,829 OK. 1179 01:28:27,352 --> 01:28:32,469 People want to pay to live here? / This is simple. They like that. 1180 01:28:45,621 --> 01:28:47,873 Ellen... / "Eli." 1181 01:28:47,956 --> 01:28:51,293 "Ellen" is the name of your great-grandmother. 1182 01:28:51,376 --> 01:28:53,802 I'm sure he doesn't like it either. 1183 01:28:56,507 --> 01:29:01,803 You know, mom has a hunch before you come. 1184 01:29:01,887 --> 01:29:05,599 Really? / When you were a baby. 1185 01:29:05,682 --> 01:29:09,776 Mothers rarely carry you. Mother is not attached to you. 1186 01:29:10,229 --> 01:29:12,086 And of course, that's true. 1187 01:29:12,110 --> 01:29:15,318 I don't know about depression after giving birth. 1188 01:29:15,359 --> 01:29:19,537 I don't think it's that. / The point is... 1189 01:29:22,366 --> 01:29:26,161 I talked to Jean Williamson about that. Do you remember him? 1190 01:29:26,245 --> 01:29:30,499 Pastor? / No, he wrote "Purity of Light." 1191 01:29:30,582 --> 01:29:33,585 He is very interested in Olive's work... 1192 01:29:33,610 --> 01:29:38,632 ... because it has succeeded in soothing Mother about your illness. 1193 01:29:38,715 --> 01:29:46,471 And he feels it will heal us both... 1194 01:29:46,496 --> 01:29:51,009 ... if you allow Mother feeds you. 1195 01:30:00,654 --> 01:30:06,179 It's starch water. I made it myself. / Like a baby? 1196 01:30:06,285 --> 01:30:10,078 Like mother and child. 1197 01:30:10,205 --> 01:30:13,745 You can carry you and shake you, 1198 01:30:13,769 --> 01:30:16,466 Then you can fall asleep. 1199 01:30:17,129 --> 01:30:19,312 I don't know. 1200 01:30:19,756 --> 01:30:24,704 No, you know. Mother knows it's weird. 1201 01:30:25,554 --> 01:30:27,318 But... 1202 01:30:27,389 --> 01:30:32,682 As he said, mom feels that is what we need. 1203 01:30:33,979 --> 01:30:35,971 Can I think about it? 1204 01:30:37,983 --> 01:30:41,080 Yes, okay. 1205 01:30:46,908 --> 01:30:54,612 It doesn't hurt for you try it. You know that? 1206 01:30:54,958 --> 01:30:58,745 Dr. Beckham clarifies that. / I know. 1207 01:31:01,298 --> 01:31:06,211 He says it's your choice, do you want to go back or not. 1208 01:31:06,345 --> 01:31:11,195 But you know if he is worried you will die. 1209 01:31:12,517 --> 01:31:16,438 Ellen, my child. 1210 01:31:16,521 --> 01:31:17,981 Mother... 1211 01:31:18,065 --> 01:31:19,831 I know. 1212 01:31:20,104 --> 01:31:22,620 I'm sorry. 1213 01:31:24,363 --> 01:31:25,405 And... 1214 01:31:27,115 --> 01:31:30,447 I just want you to know if... 1215 01:31:30,827 --> 01:31:33,419 Mother accepts if... 1216 01:31:33,789 --> 01:31:37,145 If you want the death you want, you accept it now. 1217 01:31:38,835 --> 01:31:43,040 I accept that, but you love you. 1218 01:31:44,424 --> 01:31:47,146 Mother only... I can't keep fighting for you. 1219 01:31:48,720 --> 01:31:50,703 OK. 1220 01:31:51,431 --> 01:31:53,310 Understand. 1221 01:31:54,561 --> 01:31:56,635 Mother? 1222 01:31:56,728 --> 01:31:58,407 Yes? 1223 01:32:02,150 --> 01:32:04,331 Give me milk, please. 1224 01:32:05,570 --> 01:32:07,236 Yes. 1225 01:32:09,574 --> 01:32:11,241 Yes. 1226 01:32:12,411 --> 01:32:14,300 OK. 1227 01:32:17,374 --> 01:32:19,042 OK. 1228 01:32:24,506 --> 01:32:27,956 Can you hold this? Wait a minute. 1229 01:32:29,594 --> 01:32:34,201 OK. Do you mind if Mom put your foot? 1230 01:32:34,474 --> 01:32:37,671 OK. Do you feel comfortable? 1231 01:32:37,750 --> 01:32:39,189 OK. 1232 01:32:44,609 --> 01:32:47,342 Already? OK./ Yes. 1233 01:32:57,553 --> 01:33:00,285 Calm my dear baby 1234 01:33:00,575 --> 01:33:03,133 Don't talk again 1235 01:33:04,518 --> 01:33:09,194 I will buy you a Mockingbird 1236 01:33:09,674 --> 01:33:13,906 And if the Mockingbird doesn't sing 1237 01:33:15,971 --> 01:33:19,694 You will buy you diamond ring 1238 01:33:20,274 --> 01:33:25,788 And if the diamond ring turns into brass 1239 01:33:27,115 --> 01:33:30,811 I will buy you a mirror 1240 01:35:19,889 --> 01:35:21,939 OK. 1241 01:35:37,657 --> 01:35:41,473 You should get out of the sun. You roasted. 1242 01:35:46,916 --> 01:35:48,764 There is a tree there. 1243 01:35:59,971 --> 01:36:02,722 I just want you know if... 1244 01:36:03,475 --> 01:36:05,901 Mother accepts it. 1245 01:36:06,061 --> 01:36:09,877 I just don't see the point. It's useless. 1246 01:36:10,482 --> 01:36:12,762 Can you please try this time? 1247 01:36:16,237 --> 01:36:19,885 Don't be too good. 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