1 00:01:33,109 --> 00:01:36,738 I know I should know this, darling, but are you mad at me? 2 00:01:36,913 --> 00:01:39,381 Baby. Holly. 3 00:01:40,850 --> 00:01:44,718 I did something, right? I did something bad, right? 4 00:01:44,888 --> 00:01:46,412 Should I know what it is? 5 00:01:48,658 --> 00:01:50,785 Or is it something maybe you just think I did? 6 00:01:53,596 --> 00:01:57,157 No, no. I did it. I did it. 7 00:01:57,901 --> 00:02:01,598 It was a bad, bad thing I did, and I'm so sorry, luv. 8 00:02:02,305 --> 00:02:04,364 Holly, come on, will you? 9 00:02:04,541 --> 00:02:06,839 Holly, wait. Baby.. 10 00:02:09,045 --> 00:02:10,979 You have to let me in on it. 11 00:02:12,482 --> 00:02:15,883 Or are you waiting until we're in the apartment before you talk to me? 12 00:02:17,220 --> 00:02:19,518 Are you gonna make me sleep in the bathtub again? 13 00:02:24,027 --> 00:02:25,756 Oh, no, I don't know what I said. 14 00:02:25,929 --> 00:02:29,057 - You said it. You know you said it. - No, I don't know what I said.. 15 00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:31,792 - but I didn't mean it. - You mean everything you say. 16 00:02:31,968 --> 00:02:34,061 Sometimes I mean nothing when I say something. 17 00:02:34,237 --> 00:02:36,501 Something is never nothing. It's always something. 18 00:02:36,673 --> 00:02:39,107 Most of what I say is nothing. Just something to say. 19 00:02:39,275 --> 00:02:42,574 Men say it's just something to say to get away with saying something.. 20 00:02:42,745 --> 00:02:45,976 - but they know they're saying something. - Say what? What did I say? 21 00:02:46,149 --> 00:02:49,243 You said at my mother's, you would have a baby but I'm not ready. 22 00:02:49,419 --> 00:02:52,013 To my mother! You might as well have said I'm a lesbian. 23 00:02:52,188 --> 00:02:54,247 Well, I am the only man you ever had. 24 00:02:54,424 --> 00:02:57,757 Oh, I dated Timmy Harrison for four months before I met you. 25 00:02:57,927 --> 00:03:00,122 - Isn't he a woman now? - Aah! 26 00:03:00,296 --> 00:03:02,287 You told my mother I didn't want children! 27 00:03:02,465 --> 00:03:04,558 - I did not. I didn't say that. - Yes, you did. 28 00:03:04,734 --> 00:03:07,134 - Yes, you did. You said exactly that. - I did not. 29 00:03:07,303 --> 00:03:11,797 I didn't say that you weren't ready to have a baby. I said that you wanted to wait. 30 00:03:11,975 --> 00:03:13,909 Which means I don't want one right now. 31 00:03:14,077 --> 00:03:15,669 - Right. - Thank you. 32 00:03:15,845 --> 00:03:18,405 Wait a minute. I'm confused. Can I get a ruling on this? 33 00:03:18,581 --> 00:03:20,742 No, you're not confused. You're just wrong. 34 00:03:20,917 --> 00:03:23,784 "Holly doesn't wanna have a baby." We had a plan, Gerry. 35 00:03:23,953 --> 00:03:26,649 To wait to have children until we could buy an apartment.. 36 00:03:26,823 --> 00:03:29,883 put 25 percent of each paycheck into a separate joint account.. 37 00:03:30,059 --> 00:03:33,051 with a 6.25 interest for 5 years. Why didn't you tell my mother that? 38 00:03:33,229 --> 00:03:35,697 Ha-ha-ha. Each paycheck? 39 00:03:35,865 --> 00:03:38,663 Darling, you only just started getting regular paychecks. 40 00:03:38,835 --> 00:03:42,896 - You quit 5 jobs in 2 years, remember? - Well, I can't work for idiots. 41 00:03:43,072 --> 00:03:45,768 - They can't all be idiots. - Yes, they can. 42 00:03:45,942 --> 00:03:49,036 They can all be idiots. And why didn't you tell my mother.. 43 00:03:49,212 --> 00:03:52,238 about the business loan you and John took out without asking me? 44 00:03:52,415 --> 00:03:53,882 Oh.. Aha! 45 00:03:54,050 --> 00:03:56,450 You see, you.. You finally said it. 46 00:03:56,619 --> 00:03:59,179 - I knew that's why you're angry. - That's not the reason. 47 00:03:59,355 --> 00:04:00,344 It is not the reason. 48 00:04:00,523 --> 00:04:02,423 - It is the reason. - We should have waited. 49 00:04:02,592 --> 00:04:06,289 Waited for what? What? I've been driving limos for four years, Holly. 50 00:04:07,030 --> 00:04:11,729 So John and me, we wanna start a business. We buy a few cars, we get a few clients. 51 00:04:11,901 --> 00:04:14,233 That's a career right there. What is your problem?! 52 00:04:14,404 --> 00:04:17,237 What if it doesn't work? What if we always have to live here? 53 00:04:17,407 --> 00:04:20,137 And what about what I want, huh? 54 00:04:20,310 --> 00:04:22,437 You think I wanna be a real estate agent.. 55 00:04:22,612 --> 00:04:25,172 showing apartments to buy that I can never live in? 56 00:04:25,348 --> 00:04:27,680 There may be other things I wanna do with my life. 57 00:04:27,850 --> 00:04:31,149 - Okay. Like what? - I don't know. Other things. 58 00:04:31,721 --> 00:04:36,818 Then quit, all right? The job makes you cranky at home every bloody day anyway. 59 00:04:36,993 --> 00:04:39,291 - You wanna have a baby? Let's do it. - See? 60 00:04:39,462 --> 00:04:41,828 - I hate when you do that. - Hah. Do what? 61 00:04:41,998 --> 00:04:43,465 "Let's have a baby." La-la-la! 62 00:04:43,633 --> 00:04:47,933 In a five-floor walkup we can barely move in. I'd change diapers on the windowsill. 63 00:04:48,104 --> 00:04:52,131 You have to have a plan. You can't act like everything's just gonna work out by itself. 64 00:04:52,342 --> 00:04:55,368 Why do I have to be the responsible grownup who worries? 65 00:04:55,545 --> 00:04:59,311 Why can't I be the cute, carefree Irish guy who sings all the time? 66 00:04:59,482 --> 00:05:01,362 Because you can't sing without making dogs bark. 67 00:05:03,519 --> 00:05:08,047 Look, Holly, people have babies with no money all the time. 68 00:05:08,224 --> 00:05:11,819 If you're so worried about it, why don't you stop buying designer clothes? 69 00:05:11,995 --> 00:05:13,758 I buy everything on eBay. 70 00:05:13,930 --> 00:05:16,694 It doesn't count when you're wearing Marc Jacobs from Minneapolis. 71 00:05:20,336 --> 00:05:25,000 Do you want to have a baby? 72 00:05:25,308 --> 00:05:28,004 - Do you? - Yes, I do. 73 00:05:28,177 --> 00:05:30,077 - See? - See what? 74 00:05:30,246 --> 00:05:33,010 I know what you're really saying even when you don't say it. 75 00:05:33,182 --> 00:05:34,911 You mean the two conversations thing. 76 00:05:35,084 --> 00:05:37,678 The one we're having and the one you think we're having. 77 00:05:37,854 --> 00:05:41,722 You said that to my mother because you're mad at me for not wanting children yet.. 78 00:05:41,891 --> 00:05:48,160 and because I'm no fun anymore and we don't have enough hot, nasty sex.. 79 00:05:48,331 --> 00:05:52,495 because I'm always bitching about bills. Why don't you just be honest and say it? 80 00:05:52,668 --> 00:05:54,602 Say what you mean. 81 00:05:55,772 --> 00:05:57,501 All right. 82 00:05:59,008 --> 00:06:02,136 I wish we had more hot, nasty sex. 83 00:06:04,180 --> 00:06:05,875 Or the other kind is fine. 84 00:06:06,049 --> 00:06:09,109 What you're really saying is this isn't the life you wanted, is it? 85 00:06:09,986 --> 00:06:13,217 Well, that's not what I'm saying. Is that what you're saying? 86 00:06:13,389 --> 00:06:17,416 And what if this is it, Gerry? What if this is all there is to our life? 87 00:06:17,593 --> 00:06:19,561 - What do you mean? - It means this is it. 88 00:06:19,729 --> 00:06:21,924 We're a married couple who own a limo company.. 89 00:06:22,098 --> 00:06:24,658 who may or may not have children, end of story. 90 00:06:24,834 --> 00:06:27,359 - Well, what other story do you want? - I don't know. L.. 91 00:06:27,537 --> 00:06:29,266 What do you want, Hol? What? 92 00:06:29,639 --> 00:06:31,937 Because I'm tired of trying to figure it out. 93 00:06:32,108 --> 00:06:35,100 You want a bigger apartment? I'll take a second job. 94 00:06:35,278 --> 00:06:37,803 You want a child, you don't want a child. What? 95 00:06:38,948 --> 00:06:43,408 I know what I want because I have it in my hands right now. 96 00:06:43,586 --> 00:06:47,113 Do you? Do you know what you want? 97 00:06:47,290 --> 00:06:50,453 Because you better tell me now if I'm not it. 98 00:06:51,294 --> 00:06:53,785 Or what? You gonna leave? 99 00:06:53,963 --> 00:06:55,931 - You want me to leave? - If you wanna leave. 100 00:06:56,099 --> 00:06:58,761 - Don't use me as an excuse. - I'll leave if you want me to. 101 00:06:58,935 --> 00:07:00,300 Then leave if you wanna go. 102 00:07:00,470 --> 00:07:02,802 - Don't push me. - You wanna leave, just say goodbye. 103 00:07:02,972 --> 00:07:04,496 Oh, that's me bollocks! 104 00:07:04,674 --> 00:07:07,404 - Stop acting bilingual. - Oh, kiss me arse. 105 00:07:07,577 --> 00:07:09,738 Kiss mine in English! 106 00:07:30,566 --> 00:07:34,468 Are we finished now, luv? Can I come back? 107 00:07:35,972 --> 00:07:37,405 Yeah. 108 00:07:38,107 --> 00:07:42,203 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 109 00:07:45,581 --> 00:07:48,311 - I'm sorry, luv. Ahhh. - I'm sorry. 110 00:07:49,685 --> 00:07:54,554 I'm sorry I said the wrong thing to your mother. 111 00:07:54,724 --> 00:07:57,249 God, I still get nervous around her. 112 00:07:57,426 --> 00:08:00,554 I still think after nine years, she doesn't like me. 113 00:08:00,730 --> 00:08:02,027 I know I'm being stupid. 114 00:08:02,198 --> 00:08:06,464 No, you're not being stupid, baby. She doesn't like you. 115 00:08:07,603 --> 00:08:10,970 Really? And I thought deep down, she really loved me. 116 00:08:11,140 --> 00:08:15,042 No, she doesn't. I was 19 when we got married. 117 00:08:15,545 --> 00:08:19,242 And you corrupted me with sex and charm.. 118 00:08:19,415 --> 00:08:23,545 and the longer it takes you to make your fortune, the less sexy & charming you are. 119 00:08:23,719 --> 00:08:24,947 Hmm. 120 00:08:25,121 --> 00:08:27,715 What? What are you looking for? 121 00:08:27,890 --> 00:08:32,020 Me balls. They were hanging there a minute ago. 122 00:08:32,195 --> 00:08:37,724 My mother said it was a mistake marrying you because I loved you too much. 123 00:08:37,900 --> 00:08:39,561 "It won't last." 124 00:08:39,735 --> 00:08:42,795 I don't wanna make any mistakes, Gerry. 125 00:08:44,373 --> 00:08:48,605 Well, you're in the wrong species, luv. Be a duck. 126 00:08:51,781 --> 00:08:53,806 My baby. 127 00:08:54,383 --> 00:08:59,514 We're not a mistake just because we don't have any money. 128 00:08:59,755 --> 00:09:01,780 And we are gonna last. 129 00:09:02,692 --> 00:09:04,922 You know how I know? 130 00:09:06,629 --> 00:09:09,826 Because I still wake up every morning.. 131 00:09:09,999 --> 00:09:14,868 and the first thing I want to do is see your face. 132 00:09:16,305 --> 00:09:19,502 Oh, I'm sorry. 133 00:09:20,009 --> 00:09:24,537 I see people buying bigger apartments and having babies. 134 00:09:24,714 --> 00:09:27,615 I get so afraid sometimes our life's never gonna start. 135 00:09:28,317 --> 00:09:30,148 No, baby. 136 00:09:32,722 --> 00:09:35,350 We're already in our life. 137 00:09:35,524 --> 00:09:37,822 It's already started. This is it. 138 00:09:38,227 --> 00:09:40,661 You have to stop waiting, baby. 139 00:09:40,830 --> 00:09:45,767 And Hol, you can't keep eating me head off, telling me to leave. 140 00:09:47,136 --> 00:09:48,626 I'm not going anywhere. 141 00:09:54,210 --> 00:09:56,440 I'm not your dad. 142 00:09:57,813 --> 00:09:59,440 Or don't you know that yet? 143 00:10:06,055 --> 00:10:07,682 I should get my shoes. 144 00:10:07,857 --> 00:10:11,554 They're all over the place. They're gonna think I don't love them. 145 00:10:53,836 --> 00:10:55,895 Whoo! 146 00:11:03,245 --> 00:11:04,803 Shake it, baby. 147 00:11:04,980 --> 00:11:06,345 Do the stomach shake. 148 00:11:08,117 --> 00:11:09,812 Whoo! 149 00:11:14,156 --> 00:11:16,750 Oh! Ow! Aah! Ooh! 150 00:11:16,992 --> 00:11:18,619 My eye! I'm blind. 151 00:11:18,794 --> 00:11:22,423 Oh, I just wanna lick your little Glaswegian chocolate. 152 00:11:22,598 --> 00:11:26,932 Okay, okay. I can't believe I'm in love with a leprechaun. 153 00:11:29,972 --> 00:11:32,440 - Oh, wait. The light. You were up last. - The light? 154 00:11:32,608 --> 00:11:33,768 - No. - You were up last. 155 00:11:33,943 --> 00:11:37,435 But I'm not up now, am I? Baby, look, I'm injured. My eye. 156 00:11:37,613 --> 00:11:39,672 God. A pain in me hole. 157 00:11:39,849 --> 00:11:43,182 That's a good girl. That's a good girl. 158 00:11:43,352 --> 00:11:46,685 Come on, get back to bed or I'm gonna start without you. 159 00:11:48,958 --> 00:11:50,949 Aah! Shit. 160 00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:54,893 - You okay? - Shit, no! My toe! Oh! Ow! 161 00:11:55,064 --> 00:11:59,194 I tell you what. Someone should get a light, that side of the bed. It's ridiculous. 162 00:11:59,368 --> 00:12:00,801 Ridiculous. 163 00:12:00,970 --> 00:12:04,804 - I'll get my next husband to do it. - Oh, come here. 164 00:12:05,174 --> 00:12:09,611 Next husband. Oh-ho-ho. Next husband. Come here, you. 165 00:12:13,783 --> 00:12:16,274 I'm sorry I lose my mind sometimes. 166 00:12:16,452 --> 00:12:20,912 - Did it hurt you? Let me look. - Will you shut up and kiss me, okay? 167 00:12:24,193 --> 00:12:26,252 You crazy bitch. Pain in me hole. 168 00:13:50,679 --> 00:13:54,706 Oh, Daniel, we forgot those Thanksgiving decorations. Will you take them down? 169 00:13:54,884 --> 00:13:56,909 Sure, Mrs. Reilly. Where do you want them? 170 00:13:57,086 --> 00:14:00,681 Patricia. In the skinny closet. Have you got the key? 171 00:14:00,856 --> 00:14:02,585 No, I don't. 172 00:14:02,758 --> 00:14:04,988 I'll make you a set next week. 173 00:14:05,160 --> 00:14:07,788 And ask Gerry's drivers to close the curtains, will you? 174 00:14:07,963 --> 00:14:09,328 Sure. 175 00:14:12,368 --> 00:14:13,858 - Go ahead. - Thanks. 176 00:14:18,741 --> 00:14:19,730 - John. - What? 177 00:14:19,909 --> 00:14:22,036 - Oh, Denise. - Hi. 178 00:14:22,211 --> 00:14:24,645 - Oh, it's good to see you. - Do I have to help? 179 00:14:24,813 --> 00:14:26,508 - No, you do not have to help. - Good. 180 00:14:26,682 --> 00:14:28,172 - Sharon, you look great. - Hi. 181 00:14:28,350 --> 00:14:30,511 - Hi. This is good. - So do you. 182 00:14:30,686 --> 00:14:32,210 - Am I late? - No. This is gorgeous. 183 00:14:32,388 --> 00:14:34,288 Wait till you see Gerry. You're gonna die. 184 00:14:34,456 --> 00:14:36,321 - Oh, yeah? - Yeah. 185 00:15:02,618 --> 00:15:06,714 Well, as Gerry would say, let's get this party started. 186 00:15:07,323 --> 00:15:11,760 Gerry Kennedy did not want a lot of words. He preferred music. 187 00:15:12,328 --> 00:15:14,626 He was a unique young man.. 188 00:15:15,030 --> 00:15:19,933 as you can see by the urn he had designed by the love of his life.. 189 00:15:20,102 --> 00:15:22,400 his wife, Holly. 190 00:15:22,571 --> 00:15:27,304 His life may be over for now, but we can still hear it. 191 00:15:27,776 --> 00:15:31,906 He lives in us forever in our hearts.. 192 00:15:32,114 --> 00:15:33,843 like his favorite song. 193 00:15:43,559 --> 00:15:47,461 Got on a lucky one 194 00:15:48,097 --> 00:15:51,931 Came in eighteen to one 195 00:15:52,101 --> 00:15:55,264 I've got a feeling 196 00:15:56,405 --> 00:15:59,568 This year's for me and you 197 00:16:00,709 --> 00:16:05,339 So happy Christmas 198 00:16:05,514 --> 00:16:08,972 I love you, baby 199 00:16:09,385 --> 00:16:13,116 I can see a better time 200 00:16:13,722 --> 00:16:18,091 When all our dreams come true 201 00:16:30,372 --> 00:16:33,034 - You're a bum, you're a punk - You're an old slut on junk 202 00:16:33,208 --> 00:16:36,006 Lying there almost dead On a drip in that bed 203 00:16:36,178 --> 00:16:39,079 You scumbag, you maggot You cheap, lousy faggot 204 00:16:39,248 --> 00:16:41,842 Happy Christmas, your arse I pray God it's our last 205 00:16:42,351 --> 00:16:47,846 The boys of the NYPD choir Still singing Galway Bay 206 00:16:48,023 --> 00:16:52,653 And the bells are ringing out For Christmas Day 207 00:16:57,299 --> 00:16:58,288 Aww. 208 00:16:58,967 --> 00:17:00,400 Mama, how you doing? 209 00:17:01,737 --> 00:17:04,365 - Ciara. - Oh, sis, good to see you. 210 00:17:04,707 --> 00:17:07,073 - Oh, good to hold you. - Oh. 211 00:17:11,447 --> 00:17:13,381 Hello, Gerry. 212 00:17:25,360 --> 00:17:27,658 - Hi, I'm Denise. - Matt. 213 00:17:27,830 --> 00:17:29,798 - I love your tie. - Oh, thanks. 214 00:17:29,965 --> 00:17:31,956 - Are you single, Matt? - Yes. 215 00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:34,269 - Are you gay? - Yes. 216 00:17:34,703 --> 00:17:36,193 Okay. 217 00:17:37,139 --> 00:17:39,733 Did Holly call his parents? Why aren't they here? 218 00:17:40,042 --> 00:17:41,703 I did, I spoke to the mother. 219 00:17:41,877 --> 00:17:45,278 His father's just had another operation. He's not supposed to travel. 220 00:17:45,981 --> 00:17:47,915 So why didn't she come alone? 221 00:17:48,083 --> 00:17:51,985 I mean, it's Ireland, it's not Japan. It was their only son. 222 00:17:52,154 --> 00:17:53,746 Don't ask me. 223 00:17:57,159 --> 00:17:59,059 - Hi. - Hi. 224 00:17:59,228 --> 00:18:01,492 - I like your chain. - Thanks. 225 00:18:01,663 --> 00:18:04,131 - Denise. - George. 226 00:18:04,299 --> 00:18:07,097 - Are you single? - Yes. 227 00:18:07,269 --> 00:18:09,328 - Are you gay? - No. 228 00:18:09,505 --> 00:18:11,939 - Are you working? - No. 229 00:18:18,914 --> 00:18:22,213 You make a ravishing widow, sis. 230 00:18:22,384 --> 00:18:23,646 Thanks. 231 00:18:24,753 --> 00:18:28,780 I'm so glad you're here, but it's so far. I would've understood. 232 00:18:28,957 --> 00:18:33,018 No, I'm done with Australia. Besides, Gerry wrote me I had to. 233 00:18:33,796 --> 00:18:34,785 He wrote you? 234 00:18:34,963 --> 00:18:37,864 Yeah, a couple of months ago. Probably because of Mom. 235 00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:40,501 He knew I'd have melodrama for her to play with.. 236 00:18:40,669 --> 00:18:42,864 while you pull yourself together. 237 00:18:43,972 --> 00:18:45,462 Can I get you anything? 238 00:18:46,875 --> 00:18:48,137 Mm. 239 00:18:49,845 --> 00:18:53,042 - I'm sorry about your loss. - Thanks. 240 00:18:53,315 --> 00:18:54,646 How did he die? 241 00:18:56,084 --> 00:18:57,984 - A brain tumor. - Nice! 242 00:19:01,456 --> 00:19:05,153 So that's a great looking urn. 243 00:19:05,928 --> 00:19:07,793 I wish I were that creative. 244 00:19:08,764 --> 00:19:11,790 I buried my dog in a stereo box. 245 00:19:14,770 --> 00:19:16,601 It's not the same. 246 00:19:23,445 --> 00:19:26,414 - I love your suit. - Thanks. 247 00:19:26,582 --> 00:19:28,311 - Are you single? - Yes. 248 00:19:28,483 --> 00:19:30,417 - Are you gay? - No. 249 00:19:30,586 --> 00:19:32,486 - Are you working? - Yes. 250 00:19:32,654 --> 00:19:34,679 - Denise. - Sam. 251 00:19:43,365 --> 00:19:44,730 Oh. 252 00:19:54,042 --> 00:19:58,103 When Gerry and I went to a bank to apply for a business loan.. 253 00:19:58,280 --> 00:20:01,010 I was a little nervous. Gerry told me: 254 00:20:01,183 --> 00:20:03,913 "Relax, these people are never gonna give us the money.. 255 00:20:04,086 --> 00:20:05,849 so we might as well have some fun." 256 00:20:08,624 --> 00:20:09,613 No, don't clean. 257 00:20:09,791 --> 00:20:12,351 No, I have to do something. I can't talk anymore. 258 00:20:14,096 --> 00:20:17,065 - Wanna stay with us while your sister's here? - No. 259 00:20:18,066 --> 00:20:19,590 I think.. 260 00:20:20,302 --> 00:20:24,329 You know, I think I should be home. 261 00:20:24,506 --> 00:20:26,633 I think I need to be.. 262 00:20:27,609 --> 00:20:29,907 - home. - Well.. 263 00:20:30,078 --> 00:20:32,569 this is your home too, you know. 264 00:20:33,448 --> 00:20:37,043 But that's good. Get back on your feet. 265 00:20:37,219 --> 00:20:38,914 That's a good thing. 266 00:22:00,135 --> 00:22:01,966 Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo. 267 00:22:02,137 --> 00:22:04,037 Leave a message. 268 00:22:09,878 --> 00:22:13,314 Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo. Leave a message. 269 00:22:22,457 --> 00:22:25,984 Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo. Leave a message. 270 00:22:29,831 --> 00:22:32,231 Hey, it's Gerry at Enniskerry Limo. Leave a message. 271 00:22:42,878 --> 00:22:45,642 Holly? It's Mom. Are you all right? 272 00:22:45,814 --> 00:22:47,441 Are you showering? Don't make me worry. 273 00:22:47,616 --> 00:22:49,447 I'm worried you're not calling me back. 274 00:22:49,618 --> 00:22:53,315 I know it's hard, honey, but don't lock yourself in. It's been over a week. 275 00:22:53,488 --> 00:22:55,115 - I'm here, okay? - Hey, it's Denise. 276 00:22:55,290 --> 00:22:58,453 Listen, I buzzed your apartment. Nobody's heard from you. 277 00:22:58,627 --> 00:23:02,063 Where are you? All right, call somebody. I love you. 278 00:23:02,230 --> 00:23:04,425 I'll make him pay for it. I will. 279 00:23:04,599 --> 00:23:06,226 Whatever you might do, I can do more.. 280 00:23:06,401 --> 00:23:08,528 because I know how to fight better than you. 281 00:23:09,504 --> 00:23:12,234 Why can't I be Bette Davis? 282 00:23:14,042 --> 00:23:15,771 All right? I mean, the job.. 283 00:23:15,944 --> 00:23:17,984 makes you cranky at home every bloody day anyway. 284 00:23:18,146 --> 00:23:19,738 You wanna have a baby? Let's do it. 285 00:23:19,915 --> 00:23:22,850 - See? I hate when you do that. - Hah. Do what? 286 00:23:23,018 --> 00:23:24,451 Let's have a baby. La-la-la! 287 00:23:24,619 --> 00:23:26,849 In a five-floor walkup we can barely move in. 288 00:23:27,022 --> 00:23:30,253 You can't act like everything's just gonna work out by itself, Gerry. 289 00:23:30,425 --> 00:23:33,485 Why do I have to be the responsible grownup who worries? 290 00:23:33,662 --> 00:23:35,391 If you're killed, I'll be free. 291 00:23:35,564 --> 00:23:37,361 If I'm killed, it really doesn't matter. 292 00:23:37,532 --> 00:23:39,762 If we both die, good riddance! 293 00:23:39,935 --> 00:23:42,529 Go ahead, crash it. Crash it! 294 00:23:49,344 --> 00:23:51,869 Gerry, get the light. 295 00:23:52,047 --> 00:23:54,106 It's your turn. 296 00:23:55,317 --> 00:23:57,046 Mmm. 297 00:24:19,274 --> 00:24:22,573 I just want to see you 298 00:24:22,744 --> 00:24:25,076 When you're all alone 299 00:24:26,181 --> 00:24:30,777 I just want to catch you if I can 300 00:24:33,155 --> 00:24:39,754 I just want to be there When the morning light explodes 301 00:24:40,095 --> 00:24:45,055 On your face it radiates I can't escape 302 00:24:45,233 --> 00:24:48,100 I love you till the end 303 00:24:48,870 --> 00:24:51,600 - Do all Irishmen sing? - Heh. 304 00:24:52,107 --> 00:24:54,871 I'll love you till the end 305 00:24:55,076 --> 00:24:58,102 Ah. Only the really well-hung ones. 306 00:24:58,780 --> 00:25:01,806 I can't fall asleep alone. 307 00:25:01,983 --> 00:25:03,917 I'm right here, baby. 308 00:25:04,085 --> 00:25:06,679 I had a terrible dream. 309 00:25:07,455 --> 00:25:09,548 Don't tell me. 310 00:25:11,560 --> 00:25:15,929 Gerry, I don't wanna go back to work. 311 00:25:16,097 --> 00:25:19,863 - What should I do? - Quit. 312 00:25:20,435 --> 00:25:22,130 Stay here with me. 313 00:25:29,444 --> 00:25:31,776 I don't have a plan, Gerry. 314 00:25:31,947 --> 00:25:35,678 That's okay, luv, your plans never work out anyway. 315 00:25:36,418 --> 00:25:37,817 Hmm. 316 00:25:38,053 --> 00:25:40,385 That's true. 317 00:25:54,569 --> 00:25:58,733 And all because of the man 318 00:25:58,907 --> 00:26:05,039 That got away 319 00:26:05,213 --> 00:26:11,379 No more his eager call 320 00:26:11,553 --> 00:26:17,958 The writing's on the wall 321 00:26:18,260 --> 00:26:24,358 The dreams you dreamed Have all 322 00:26:24,532 --> 00:26:29,560 Gone astray 323 00:26:31,373 --> 00:26:37,835 The man that won you Has run off and undone you 324 00:26:38,013 --> 00:26:44,179 That great beginning Has seen a final inning 325 00:26:44,753 --> 00:26:47,984 Don't know what happened 326 00:26:48,156 --> 00:26:54,994 It's all a crazy game 327 00:26:55,597 --> 00:27:01,593 No more that all-time thrill 328 00:27:01,770 --> 00:27:04,534 For you've been 329 00:27:04,706 --> 00:27:08,073 Through the mill 330 00:27:08,243 --> 00:27:12,373 And never a new love 331 00:27:12,547 --> 00:27:19,282 Will be the same 332 00:27:19,721 --> 00:27:24,055 Good riddance, goodbye.. 333 00:27:33,168 --> 00:27:35,864 Whoo! 334 00:27:37,405 --> 00:27:39,566 Happy birthday! 335 00:27:41,242 --> 00:27:42,971 You're 30! 336 00:27:43,144 --> 00:27:44,873 Hey, Holly.. 337 00:27:45,046 --> 00:27:47,241 these were falling out of your mailbox. 338 00:27:48,483 --> 00:27:49,677 What is that smell? 339 00:27:49,851 --> 00:27:52,752 I wasn't expecting company. Mom, don't clean. 340 00:27:52,921 --> 00:27:57,085 - I'm not. I'll just organize the garbage. - We did try to call first. 341 00:27:57,258 --> 00:27:59,726 - Are you drunk? - No. 342 00:27:59,894 --> 00:28:02,294 - Do you wanna be? - Ciara. 343 00:28:02,464 --> 00:28:03,988 What happened to your head? 344 00:28:04,532 --> 00:28:05,521 Pimple. 345 00:28:05,700 --> 00:28:08,260 - You're not showering? - You always squeeze it too hard. 346 00:28:08,436 --> 00:28:10,336 - What is that smell? - It's me, all right? 347 00:28:10,505 --> 00:28:13,065 Hey, hey, hey. Don't be like that. 348 00:28:13,475 --> 00:28:17,343 - Like what? - Like the only lonely widow in Gotham City. 349 00:28:17,512 --> 00:28:20,538 I'm just.. exhausted. 350 00:28:20,715 --> 00:28:23,343 Yeah, well, what are you doing, two shows a night? 351 00:28:26,020 --> 00:28:28,750 You know, if you want us to leave, that's fine.. 352 00:28:28,923 --> 00:28:32,222 but you do know that at some point, this all has to stop. 353 00:28:34,195 --> 00:28:35,958 All right. 354 00:28:36,731 --> 00:28:40,497 Just give me a second, okay? I'll get cleaned up. 355 00:28:41,236 --> 00:28:44,967 - Okay, troops, let's sweep the area. - Yes. 356 00:28:46,541 --> 00:28:48,668 I haven't called the office. Are they mad? 357 00:28:48,843 --> 00:28:52,540 Nah. There's no rush. 358 00:28:52,714 --> 00:28:57,549 Even Larry said, "Take all the time you need. The job is there when you're ready." 359 00:28:57,719 --> 00:28:58,913 That was nice of him. 360 00:28:59,087 --> 00:29:01,578 - He's an asshole. - He's still an asshole. 361 00:29:01,890 --> 00:29:06,054 Do you think it'll be all right if I stop my life right here? 362 00:29:06,227 --> 00:29:10,664 Become the Miss Havisham of the Lower East Side. 363 00:29:10,832 --> 00:29:12,993 Never leave my apartment till I'm old. 364 00:29:13,168 --> 00:29:15,295 - Sit in my wedding dress. - Which you never had. 365 00:29:15,470 --> 00:29:18,303 - With an old piece of wedding cake. - Which you never had. 366 00:29:19,007 --> 00:29:20,599 You gotta be rich to be insane, Hol. 367 00:29:21,943 --> 00:29:24,104 Losing your mind is not a luxury for the middle class. 368 00:29:24,279 --> 00:29:26,406 - I'll get it. - That's so not fair. 369 00:29:26,915 --> 00:29:29,008 No, it's not. 370 00:29:29,884 --> 00:29:32,011 Holly? Something's been delivered for you. 371 00:29:42,931 --> 00:29:44,091 What is this? 372 00:29:46,601 --> 00:29:50,298 - I don't understand. Did you do this? - No. 373 00:29:51,139 --> 00:29:52,197 Wait a minute. 374 00:30:02,884 --> 00:30:07,344 - John, tell me the truth. Did you do this? - No. I did nothing, I swear. 375 00:30:22,103 --> 00:30:25,004 Hey, baby. Surprise. 376 00:30:25,173 --> 00:30:27,869 I know this probably feels a little bit morbid.. 377 00:30:28,042 --> 00:30:30,704 but I just hate the idea that I'm not gonna be there.. 378 00:30:30,879 --> 00:30:34,508 to see you freak out over turning 30. I mean, it kills me not to be there. 379 00:30:34,682 --> 00:30:36,775 Heh-heh. That's funny. 380 00:30:36,951 --> 00:30:39,852 - No, it's not. - Okay. No, it's not. 381 00:30:40,321 --> 00:30:44,917 You're gonna be so impressed. I have a plan, baby. Can you believe it? 382 00:30:45,093 --> 00:30:49,154 I've written you letters. Letters that will be coming to you all sorts of ways. 383 00:30:49,330 --> 00:30:53,027 I waited till your birthday. I figured you weren't stepping out of the house.. 384 00:30:53,201 --> 00:30:56,170 for a while. Letter number one will be arriving tomorrow. 385 00:30:56,638 --> 00:30:59,505 Now, you must do what I say, okay? 386 00:30:59,674 --> 00:31:01,505 Okay? 387 00:31:01,809 --> 00:31:04,141 Don't try to figure out how the letters are coming. 388 00:31:04,312 --> 00:31:08,749 It's too brilliant and it'll ruin my plan. Just go along with me on this. 389 00:31:08,917 --> 00:31:13,377 Because the thing is, I just can't say goodbye yet. 390 00:31:14,422 --> 00:31:16,390 So for starters.. 391 00:31:16,558 --> 00:31:19,857 I want you to get dolled up, and just go out and celebrate tonight. 392 00:31:20,028 --> 00:31:21,586 Go out with your girlies. 393 00:31:21,763 --> 00:31:26,700 I hereby free you from a party with your family, especially your mom. 394 00:31:26,968 --> 00:31:29,596 Oh, man, your mom's there, isn't she? 395 00:31:29,771 --> 00:31:31,898 Mm. Shit. 396 00:31:32,106 --> 00:31:33,869 Sorry, Patricia. 397 00:31:34,042 --> 00:31:35,566 It isn't that I don't love you.. 398 00:31:35,743 --> 00:31:39,304 but she needs to get a little crazy. So have a slice of the bloody cake.. 399 00:31:39,480 --> 00:31:41,778 put on your dress and get out of the apartment. 400 00:31:41,950 --> 00:31:43,713 - Denise, make a plan. - I'm on it! 401 00:31:43,885 --> 00:31:46,877 - I'll help. - Just leave me with John, okay? 402 00:31:47,055 --> 00:31:50,684 And know that wherever I am, I'm missing you. 403 00:31:51,593 --> 00:31:53,424 Happy birthday. 404 00:31:53,861 --> 00:31:55,158 I love you. 405 00:32:04,238 --> 00:32:06,297 - Come on. - Look, it's a private gay club. 406 00:32:06,474 --> 00:32:09,932 Yes, but we are on the list. My colorist called and he's gay. 407 00:32:10,111 --> 00:32:12,443 Gay colorist in New York? Like sand on the beach. 408 00:32:12,614 --> 00:32:15,082 Listen, Crystal. Don't mess with her. 409 00:32:15,249 --> 00:32:17,240 - He's a very good colorist. - Uh-huh. 410 00:32:17,418 --> 00:32:21,149 And she's the princess of Finland. 411 00:32:21,556 --> 00:32:25,652 And she's here on matters of critical political importance. 412 00:32:25,827 --> 00:32:29,354 And she's here to extend the hand of friendship from Finland.. 413 00:32:29,530 --> 00:32:31,088 - ..to homosexuals.. - That's us! 414 00:32:31,265 --> 00:32:33,165 Throughout the tri-city area. 415 00:32:40,975 --> 00:32:42,499 What? 416 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:48,974 Thanks. 417 00:32:51,853 --> 00:32:53,320 Great. You're fired. 418 00:33:01,629 --> 00:33:05,463 Okay. "Snaps" is the name of the game. The name of the game is "Snaps." 419 00:33:05,633 --> 00:33:07,157 Make sure you pay attention. 420 00:33:08,503 --> 00:33:09,492 Ready? 421 00:33:12,740 --> 00:33:14,435 Have you got it? 422 00:33:14,609 --> 00:33:15,598 Mariah Carey? 423 00:33:18,079 --> 00:33:19,068 I don't get it. 424 00:33:19,347 --> 00:33:21,110 - Paul. - God, he's been dead, like what? 425 00:33:21,282 --> 00:33:22,772 - Fifteen years. - Unbelievable. 426 00:33:22,950 --> 00:33:25,384 - Can you believe that? - You remember Steve? 427 00:33:25,553 --> 00:33:28,488 Steve was so sweet. He was a good guy. 428 00:33:28,656 --> 00:33:31,523 - Honey, don't be so Miss Doom & Gloom. - You'll be fine. 429 00:33:31,693 --> 00:33:33,524 Yeah, don't worry about it. 430 00:33:34,028 --> 00:33:35,586 "Snaps" is the name of the game. 431 00:33:35,763 --> 00:33:37,822 The name of the game is "Snaps." 432 00:33:37,999 --> 00:33:39,091 - Do you hear me? - Yeah. 433 00:33:40,668 --> 00:33:43,660 Ready? Keep looking. 434 00:33:44,172 --> 00:33:45,366 Derek Jeter! 435 00:33:45,540 --> 00:33:47,940 - Come on. No. - How? 436 00:33:48,109 --> 00:33:49,269 This is a stupid game. 437 00:33:55,750 --> 00:33:57,411 Sorry. 438 00:33:57,819 --> 00:33:58,808 What are you doing? 439 00:33:58,986 --> 00:34:01,454 Trying to figure out why God killed my husband. 440 00:34:01,622 --> 00:34:04,216 Well, if you need any help with that, let me know. 441 00:34:10,164 --> 00:34:12,291 - Ow! - Sorry. Heh. 442 00:34:13,835 --> 00:34:15,826 - Daniel? - Yeah. 443 00:34:16,237 --> 00:34:19,172 So why do you think..? 444 00:34:19,340 --> 00:34:21,103 Your husband died? 445 00:34:21,275 --> 00:34:23,300 Maybe you're being punished for something. 446 00:34:23,478 --> 00:34:25,673 - What? - Being too happy? Too beautiful? 447 00:34:25,847 --> 00:34:27,940 I don't know. God can be a pretty jealous guy. 448 00:34:28,116 --> 00:34:31,279 I don't believe that. I've never been too happy. I'm not too beautiful. 449 00:34:31,452 --> 00:34:33,079 I think you're hot. 450 00:34:37,125 --> 00:34:39,184 Sorry, I have a syndrome. 451 00:34:39,360 --> 00:34:42,625 I don't really have a filter. I don't pick up on social cues. 452 00:34:42,797 --> 00:34:44,230 You mean you're rude? 453 00:34:44,398 --> 00:34:47,424 Yeah, but now it's a disease I can take medication for. 454 00:34:47,869 --> 00:34:49,734 They have pills for rudeness? 455 00:34:49,904 --> 00:34:52,930 I know. And they can't figure out the Middle East. Go figure. 456 00:34:55,743 --> 00:34:59,008 Hey, you're Irish. Maybe it's an Irish curse or something. 457 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:01,375 Well, Gerry and I did love the Yankees 458 00:35:01,549 --> 00:35:03,813 which was pretty much against our religion. 459 00:35:03,985 --> 00:35:05,145 Well, there you go. 460 00:35:05,319 --> 00:35:09,619 That explains a lot, actually. I love the Yankees too, & I lost my fiancée last year. 461 00:35:10,158 --> 00:35:11,147 Really? 462 00:35:11,325 --> 00:35:14,726 Yeah, she slept with my best friend. She left me. 463 00:35:14,896 --> 00:35:15,954 Oh.. 464 00:35:16,197 --> 00:35:18,131 My best friend was a woman. 465 00:35:18,299 --> 00:35:19,288 Oh. 466 00:35:19,467 --> 00:35:22,800 Her last words to me were, "I'd still be with you if you weren't a man." 467 00:35:22,970 --> 00:35:24,301 And I'm like: 468 00:35:24,472 --> 00:35:28,806 "Well, castrating me is definitely the first step toward achieving that particular goal." 469 00:35:29,076 --> 00:35:30,907 It's still my fault. I introduced them. 470 00:35:31,078 --> 00:35:34,536 I always had this fantasy about making love to two women at the same time. 471 00:35:34,715 --> 00:35:38,173 Except in my fantasy, I was still in the bed for the second and third time. 472 00:35:38,352 --> 00:35:40,411 - Sorry. - Then this'll make you feel great. 473 00:35:40,588 --> 00:35:44,285 The best friend that my ex-fiancée slept with was my ex-ex-fiancée.. 474 00:35:44,458 --> 00:35:48,292 and she was my business partner, and we started the business with my money. 475 00:35:48,462 --> 00:35:53,126 So I ended up losing the business, my partner and my fiancée. 476 00:35:53,568 --> 00:35:55,729 How'd you get over that? 477 00:35:56,838 --> 00:36:00,865 I went through, like, a major hooker phase all year. 478 00:36:01,042 --> 00:36:02,339 But that didn't help. 479 00:36:02,510 --> 00:36:05,479 No, it helped a lot. I just started to run out of money. 480 00:36:05,646 --> 00:36:07,944 It's actually a lot cheaper to date. 481 00:36:09,183 --> 00:36:13,085 Do you think that you're gonna ever find another woman to love? 482 00:36:14,021 --> 00:36:15,386 No. 483 00:36:15,556 --> 00:36:19,686 No, I think I repel the women that I want the most. 484 00:36:20,862 --> 00:36:22,056 That's not true. 485 00:36:23,130 --> 00:36:24,392 No? 486 00:36:30,137 --> 00:36:31,695 No? 487 00:37:01,602 --> 00:37:03,229 Thank you, Daniel. 488 00:37:11,279 --> 00:37:13,611 You can start closing up downstairs. 489 00:37:16,951 --> 00:37:18,418 Right. 490 00:37:51,953 --> 00:37:53,181 What do you want? 491 00:37:53,621 --> 00:37:56,215 - Oh, good. A friendly voice. - Oh. 492 00:37:56,590 --> 00:37:57,989 What happened last night? 493 00:37:58,159 --> 00:38:00,593 Lemon drops and tequila, my friend. 494 00:38:00,761 --> 00:38:04,322 The moment where a 30-year-old body does not recover quite as fast.. 495 00:38:04,498 --> 00:38:06,090 as a 29-year-old body. 496 00:38:06,267 --> 00:38:07,962 Stop screaming at me. 497 00:38:08,336 --> 00:38:10,827 - Are you working? - Hell, no. 498 00:38:11,005 --> 00:38:14,441 But I told him we're gonna start next week. We'll go out starting Monday. 499 00:38:14,642 --> 00:38:18,840 - Is that okay? - No, I was planning on.. 500 00:38:19,013 --> 00:38:21,379 staying in bed and dying today. 501 00:38:22,717 --> 00:38:24,150 Well, you can't. 502 00:38:24,318 --> 00:38:26,980 You gotta go check the mailbox, remember? 503 00:38:27,154 --> 00:38:29,486 Call me immediately. 504 00:38:51,812 --> 00:38:54,508 Save yourself bruises and buy yourself a bedside lamp. 505 00:38:55,182 --> 00:38:58,447 And remember, a disco diva must look her best. 506 00:38:58,619 --> 00:39:02,453 Go buy yourself a knock-out outfit. You'll need it for when my next letter comes. 507 00:39:02,623 --> 00:39:03,851 Need it for what? 508 00:39:04,025 --> 00:39:07,358 And I know you hate your job, but I'll help. 509 00:39:07,528 --> 00:39:10,827 Look for a sign. You'll know what to do. 510 00:39:14,435 --> 00:39:17,233 P.S. I love you. 511 00:40:12,159 --> 00:40:14,787 I still know you're around. 512 00:40:15,396 --> 00:40:17,864 You're still here, aren't you? 513 00:40:20,901 --> 00:40:22,266 So who lived here before? 514 00:40:22,436 --> 00:40:26,167 A family. They're having another baby. So do you have any children? 515 00:40:26,340 --> 00:40:29,241 Three. Girls. Teenagers. 516 00:40:29,410 --> 00:40:30,604 That's nice. 517 00:40:30,911 --> 00:40:32,105 Uh-huh. 518 00:40:32,313 --> 00:40:34,804 Ted, Sharon says there's another offer on the table.. 519 00:40:34,982 --> 00:40:36,813 and we have to move on this. 520 00:40:36,984 --> 00:40:39,851 I think if you offer another hundred grand, they'll back down. 521 00:40:40,020 --> 00:40:41,885 Well, maybe we should talk about it. 522 00:40:42,056 --> 00:40:44,388 We don't have time, Ted. We have to tell her today. 523 00:40:44,558 --> 00:40:45,718 We didn't wanna go over.. 524 00:40:45,893 --> 00:40:48,555 I know, but we love this apartment, and it is what it is. 525 00:40:48,762 --> 00:40:51,322 There's nothing else. This is what an apartment costs. 526 00:40:51,499 --> 00:40:53,899 - We're already beyond our cap. - We'll make it work.. 527 00:40:54,068 --> 00:40:56,935 - Think about another area. - I am not living in Brooklyn. 528 00:40:57,104 --> 00:40:58,662 - Will you listen to him? - What? 529 00:40:58,839 --> 00:41:00,500 He's obviously worried about this. 530 00:41:00,674 --> 00:41:02,471 - Look at him. He's pale. - Hol. 531 00:41:02,643 --> 00:41:04,634 Who are you to tell me how to talk to my husband? 532 00:41:04,812 --> 00:41:07,246 You shouldn't push this on him if he doesn't want to. 533 00:41:07,414 --> 00:41:09,507 I'll push what I want on him. He's my husband. 534 00:41:09,683 --> 00:41:11,014 I want this apartment. 535 00:41:11,185 --> 00:41:14,211 - Say no, Ted. - It is amazing that you are still talking. 536 00:41:14,388 --> 00:41:16,652 - Don't listen to her. - Ted, she's being a tyrant. 537 00:41:16,824 --> 00:41:20,225 She's got your balls on one of those things that cling back and forth. 538 00:41:20,394 --> 00:41:21,861 - You know? - Yeah. 539 00:41:22,029 --> 00:41:23,291 - You bitch. - Brat. 540 00:41:23,464 --> 00:41:24,488 - Shut up! - You shut up! 541 00:41:24,665 --> 00:41:27,725 No, you shut up! I will end you, and when I do.. 542 00:41:27,902 --> 00:41:30,598 - You know what? I'll tell you.. - No. No. No. Okay, tell me. 543 00:41:30,771 --> 00:41:34,502 He's my husband, I'll talk to him the way I want to. I'm not living in Brooklyn! 544 00:41:34,808 --> 00:41:37,504 - Do you know who I am? - What's wrong with Brooklyn, lady? 545 00:42:21,422 --> 00:42:22,548 Are you Holly Kennedy? 546 00:42:22,723 --> 00:42:24,247 - If I am, will you sing? - Yes. 547 00:42:24,425 --> 00:42:26,552 - No, I'm not. - Please don't make this an issue. 548 00:42:26,727 --> 00:42:30,254 - I gotta sing and deliver a letter. - A letter? What's the song? 549 00:42:30,431 --> 00:42:32,524 - "Yah Mo Be There." - Just give me the letter. 550 00:42:32,700 --> 00:42:35,032 - I could get reported. - By the leprechaun union? 551 00:42:35,202 --> 00:42:38,296 You know, I was in an off-Broadway play with Al goddamn Pacino. 552 00:42:38,472 --> 00:42:41,236 I don't need this shit. You want the balloons? 553 00:42:41,408 --> 00:42:43,137 - No. - Fine. 554 00:42:54,488 --> 00:42:55,477 You bastard. 555 00:42:55,723 --> 00:42:57,281 There's no way I'm doing this. 556 00:42:57,458 --> 00:42:59,255 - Yes, you are. - No, I'm not. 557 00:42:59,426 --> 00:43:02,190 - Oh, yes, you are. - Oh, no, I'm not. 558 00:43:02,363 --> 00:43:04,092 Remember the last time? 559 00:43:04,265 --> 00:43:08,167 All you wanna do is ride around, Sally 560 00:43:08,335 --> 00:43:10,769 Ride, Sally, ride 561 00:43:12,339 --> 00:43:16,105 All you wanna do is ride around, Sally 562 00:43:16,577 --> 00:43:19,205 Ride, Sally, ride 563 00:43:19,380 --> 00:43:20,438 Yeah! 564 00:43:20,614 --> 00:43:24,880 One of these early mornings 565 00:43:25,052 --> 00:43:26,076 You gonna be 566 00:43:27,488 --> 00:43:32,448 Wiping those weeping eyes 567 00:43:32,660 --> 00:43:35,254 Those weeping eyes, yeah 568 00:43:35,596 --> 00:43:37,928 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 569 00:43:41,035 --> 00:43:43,060 Thank you very much. 570 00:43:48,108 --> 00:43:50,235 Oh, my God. 571 00:43:53,447 --> 00:43:54,471 - Whoo! - One more! 572 00:43:54,648 --> 00:43:57,583 Okay. I guess it's time to give somebody else a chance here now. 573 00:43:57,751 --> 00:43:59,013 Who wants a shot? 574 00:43:59,186 --> 00:44:00,866 Anybody else here willing to give it a go? 575 00:44:02,189 --> 00:44:04,487 Yourself? No? Young lady. 576 00:44:04,658 --> 00:44:06,956 Come on. Don't be shy. 577 00:44:07,127 --> 00:44:09,687 - What about Holly? - Stop it. 578 00:44:09,863 --> 00:44:11,592 Holly. I don't know about that, John. 579 00:44:11,765 --> 00:44:14,325 Holly's my wife, by the way. My beautiful wife. 580 00:44:14,501 --> 00:44:17,800 And I do.. I love Holly, I do. 581 00:44:19,273 --> 00:44:21,036 But she would never have the guts.. 582 00:44:21,208 --> 00:44:22,436 Oh! 583 00:44:22,609 --> 00:44:25,169 To do something like this. 584 00:44:25,679 --> 00:44:27,909 Oh, no. 585 00:44:29,283 --> 00:44:31,911 In fact, she ate me head off about coming out tonight. 586 00:44:32,086 --> 00:44:34,418 You know, she had a long day at the office. 587 00:44:35,756 --> 00:44:37,053 Ah. She'll never do it. 588 00:44:38,092 --> 00:44:39,081 Yep. 589 00:44:42,096 --> 00:44:44,360 Oh, you think so? 590 00:44:44,865 --> 00:44:49,461 You think she'd get up here? Okay, I'll bet you 100 dollars.. 591 00:44:49,803 --> 00:44:52,499 - ..she doesn't get up on this stage. - Oooh. 592 00:45:00,547 --> 00:45:01,844 Make it two. 593 00:45:19,032 --> 00:45:21,523 - What is she doing? What is she doing? - Ha-ha-ha. 594 00:45:26,173 --> 00:45:27,936 That's my wife, the surpriser. 595 00:45:33,914 --> 00:45:35,404 How can I put this in a way 596 00:45:35,582 --> 00:45:37,812 So as not to offend or unnerve 597 00:45:37,985 --> 00:45:38,974 Holly! 598 00:45:39,153 --> 00:45:42,748 There's a rumor going all around That you ain't been getting served 599 00:45:42,923 --> 00:45:43,912 All right. 600 00:45:44,091 --> 00:45:47,424 They say that you ain't you know what In, baby, who knows how long 601 00:45:48,328 --> 00:45:52,264 It's hard for me to say what's right When all I wanna do is wrong 602 00:45:52,900 --> 00:45:57,337 Get off Twenty-three positions in a one-night stand 603 00:45:57,504 --> 00:46:02,100 Get off I'll only call you after if you say I can 604 00:46:02,276 --> 00:46:06,576 Get off, let a woman be a woman And a man be a man 605 00:46:07,080 --> 00:46:10,277 Get off If you want to, baby 606 00:46:10,451 --> 00:46:12,544 Here I am Here I.. 607 00:46:13,187 --> 00:46:15,178 - Oh! - Oh, God! 608 00:46:26,467 --> 00:46:28,264 Do you mind coffee? 609 00:46:30,370 --> 00:46:32,736 How do you feel? You look good. 610 00:46:38,212 --> 00:46:41,909 I'm sorry, baby, but I have to say you were really good before.. 611 00:46:42,082 --> 00:46:46,576 My nose is broken, Gerry. My ankle is twisted. Happy? 612 00:46:46,920 --> 00:46:48,979 - Are you mad at me? - I didn't wanna go out.. 613 00:46:49,156 --> 00:46:50,384 and you made me. 614 00:46:50,557 --> 00:46:53,185 I hate karaoke and you forced me to go up there. 615 00:46:53,360 --> 00:46:55,658 Come on, honey. It was nobody's fault. 616 00:46:57,264 --> 00:46:59,357 Oh, come here, baby. Give me a.. 617 00:46:59,833 --> 00:47:01,698 Give me a kiss. 618 00:47:12,145 --> 00:47:14,340 Well, how long are you gonna be mad for? 619 00:47:17,751 --> 00:47:19,343 I never let him off the hook. 620 00:47:19,520 --> 00:47:21,283 Anytime I was mad, I made him feel bad. 621 00:47:21,455 --> 00:47:23,446 I was mad when we left the house that night. 622 00:47:23,624 --> 00:47:26,616 I was mad at him because our apartment was too small. So stupid. 623 00:47:26,793 --> 00:47:28,192 Baby, you were married. 624 00:47:28,362 --> 00:47:31,456 Married people make each other feel like shit on purpose sometimes. 625 00:47:31,632 --> 00:47:33,293 It just feels good. 626 00:47:33,467 --> 00:47:37,233 Gerry knew you were crazy about him. He told me all the time. 627 00:47:37,404 --> 00:47:39,736 Well, I wish I would've told him that night. 628 00:47:39,973 --> 00:47:41,804 So tell him now. 629 00:47:43,677 --> 00:47:46,077 It's slightly dirty. Just slightly. 630 00:47:52,252 --> 00:47:53,446 Ooh. 631 00:47:53,620 --> 00:47:55,383 He's delicious, isn't he? 632 00:47:56,957 --> 00:47:59,653 You could serve coffee on that ass. 633 00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:04,187 Do you have to be so vulgar about men, like they're pieces of meat? 634 00:48:05,165 --> 00:48:08,794 I'm sorry, John. I forgot you're sensitive about your flat ass. 635 00:48:08,969 --> 00:48:09,958 Hoh. 636 00:48:10,137 --> 00:48:13,197 You know, Denise, that's why you're not married. 637 00:48:15,175 --> 00:48:16,574 - Ahem. - Women act like men.. 638 00:48:16,743 --> 00:48:18,404 then they complain men don't want them. 639 00:48:18,745 --> 00:48:20,838 Oh, is that why? Oh. 640 00:48:21,982 --> 00:48:24,974 Okay. Because I thought it was something different. 641 00:48:25,152 --> 00:48:27,916 I thought it was because I thought that I deserve the best. 642 00:48:28,088 --> 00:48:31,546 And he's out there. He's just with all the wrong women. 643 00:48:31,959 --> 00:48:33,017 And let me be clear. 644 00:48:33,193 --> 00:48:37,892 After centuries of men looking at my tits instead of my eyes.. 645 00:48:38,065 --> 00:48:40,795 and pinching my ass instead of shaking my hand.. 646 00:48:40,968 --> 00:48:45,166 I now have the divine right to stare at a man's backside.. 647 00:48:45,339 --> 00:48:48,900 with vulgar, cheap appreciation if I want to. 648 00:48:49,076 --> 00:48:50,703 - Well said. - I thought so. 649 00:48:50,911 --> 00:48:52,674 New York City, how we doing? Huh? 650 00:48:52,846 --> 00:48:54,507 - Hey, guys, we're here! - Yay! 651 00:48:54,681 --> 00:48:56,876 Give a warm welcome to our next singer. 652 00:48:57,050 --> 00:49:00,747 Rumor has it this is her return engagement. Put your hands together.. 653 00:49:00,921 --> 00:49:02,252 for Holly. 654 00:49:06,893 --> 00:49:10,454 This is for you, Gerry, you son of a bitch. 655 00:49:29,216 --> 00:49:31,616 I just wanna tell you 656 00:49:31,785 --> 00:49:35,277 Nothing you don't want to hear 657 00:49:36,223 --> 00:49:40,887 All I want is for you to say 658 00:49:42,629 --> 00:49:49,159 Oh, why don't you just take me Where I've never been before? 659 00:49:50,037 --> 00:49:54,440 I know you want to hear me Catch my breath 660 00:49:55,042 --> 00:49:57,738 I love you till the end 661 00:50:02,382 --> 00:50:05,613 I love you till the end 662 00:50:09,489 --> 00:50:12,458 I love you till the end 663 00:50:27,140 --> 00:50:28,607 Okay, let me get this straight. 664 00:50:28,775 --> 00:50:31,642 You're straight, you're single, and you own your own business? 665 00:50:31,812 --> 00:50:32,836 It's my own club. 666 00:50:33,013 --> 00:50:34,503 I'm doing a big renovation right now. 667 00:50:34,681 --> 00:50:36,081 - It'll open in the spring. - Mm-hm. 668 00:50:36,216 --> 00:50:40,118 I could show it to you if you want. It's over on Tenth Avenue. Wanna go? 669 00:50:40,787 --> 00:50:42,345 Great. 670 00:50:42,923 --> 00:50:45,653 Yeah. Let me just do one thing first. 671 00:50:47,961 --> 00:50:49,326 Mm. 672 00:50:58,739 --> 00:50:59,728 What's my name? 673 00:51:00,107 --> 00:51:03,076 - Tom. - Where have you been? 674 00:51:03,443 --> 00:51:05,638 With all the wrong women. 675 00:51:06,446 --> 00:51:07,811 Hmm. 676 00:51:11,885 --> 00:51:13,978 - Hey. - Hi. 677 00:51:14,154 --> 00:51:17,021 Hey, Gerry. You lost weight. 678 00:51:19,192 --> 00:51:21,092 Thanks for inviting me. 679 00:51:22,829 --> 00:51:24,262 You're a terrible singer. 680 00:51:24,931 --> 00:51:26,728 Yes, I am. 681 00:51:26,900 --> 00:51:30,859 - I'd be really embarrassed if I were you. - Did you take your medication today? 682 00:51:32,205 --> 00:51:33,695 No, I thought I'd come here instead. 683 00:51:35,542 --> 00:51:39,672 Say, I'm feeling kind of hungry. You feel like getting a bite or something to drink? 684 00:51:39,846 --> 00:51:43,179 No, I'm.. I don't think so. 685 00:51:43,350 --> 00:51:45,079 - It's all right. - Thanks. 686 00:51:50,323 --> 00:51:53,190 I don't mean to throw this at you, but what do women want? 687 00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:55,624 I can't figure it out. They want us to ask. 688 00:51:55,796 --> 00:51:59,129 They don't want us to ask. They want us to make a move, not make a move. 689 00:51:59,299 --> 00:52:01,358 They want us to be on bottom, be on top. 690 00:52:01,535 --> 00:52:03,867 Use hair products, don't use hair products. 691 00:52:04,037 --> 00:52:05,800 What do you people want? 692 00:52:05,972 --> 00:52:08,998 I'll tell you, but you have to promise not to say I told you. 693 00:52:09,176 --> 00:52:11,940 - I.. I swear. - Because it's a sacred secret. 694 00:52:12,379 --> 00:52:13,778 Sacred secret. 695 00:52:13,947 --> 00:52:16,074 - You ready? You sure? - Yeah. I think so. 696 00:52:16,249 --> 00:52:17,273 Come here. 697 00:52:18,885 --> 00:52:20,113 We have absolutely.. 698 00:52:20,287 --> 00:52:21,276 no idea what we want. 699 00:52:21,988 --> 00:52:26,391 - I knew it! I knew that! Son of a bitch! - Ooh! 700 00:52:30,096 --> 00:52:31,120 Yeah. 701 00:52:34,901 --> 00:52:38,132 Look, if you ever just wanna get out.. 702 00:52:38,471 --> 00:52:40,302 just do anything, just.. 703 00:52:42,409 --> 00:52:44,934 I'll wait for your call. 704 00:52:45,111 --> 00:52:48,080 And just so you know, I'm not looking for a thing right now. 705 00:52:48,248 --> 00:52:52,912 - I'm just flirting in good faith. - I appreciate that. 706 00:52:53,420 --> 00:52:54,546 Maybe we can defy God.. 707 00:52:54,721 --> 00:52:56,450 - and go see a Yankees game. - Yeah. 708 00:52:58,191 --> 00:53:02,184 We'll be really weird friends, joined by self-pity, bitterness and vomit. 709 00:53:03,930 --> 00:53:06,296 - I'd like that. - Me too. 710 00:53:26,119 --> 00:53:30,954 My leather jacket is for you. I always loved the way that looked on you. 711 00:53:31,124 --> 00:53:33,786 But the rest of my stuff, you don't need it. 712 00:53:34,327 --> 00:53:38,821 Make some space in that bloody apartment for yourself. Go on. 713 00:53:39,532 --> 00:53:41,056 It's time, baby. 714 00:53:42,535 --> 00:53:46,266 P.S. I love you. 715 00:54:15,268 --> 00:54:17,736 I think you're a little bit perverted. 716 00:54:17,904 --> 00:54:21,362 I mean, you bring me to an Irish famine memorial.. 717 00:54:21,541 --> 00:54:24,738 and we're eating corned beef sandwiches. That's pretty sick. 718 00:54:24,911 --> 00:54:27,903 Gerry thought it was the best way to honor the dead. 719 00:54:28,081 --> 00:54:31,050 You know, show them how well we're doing. 720 00:54:32,218 --> 00:54:33,810 I'm sorry I always bring him up. 721 00:54:33,987 --> 00:54:36,615 Yeah, I'm starting to get a little bit sick of it. 722 00:54:42,462 --> 00:54:45,090 Now that's a real honest-to-goodness couple right there. 723 00:54:45,265 --> 00:54:47,756 They've probably been together since the Flood. 724 00:54:48,835 --> 00:54:50,462 We're so arrogant, aren't we? 725 00:54:51,037 --> 00:54:54,973 We're so afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it. 726 00:54:55,141 --> 00:54:58,702 We don't realize what a privilege it is to grow old with someone.. 727 00:54:58,878 --> 00:55:03,315 someone who doesn't drive you to commit murder. 728 00:55:03,683 --> 00:55:07,619 Or doesn't humiliate you beyond repair. 729 00:55:08,788 --> 00:55:10,221 It's sweet. 730 00:55:14,928 --> 00:55:16,395 It's good, huh? 731 00:55:20,700 --> 00:55:22,827 - Can I ask you a favor? - Sure. 732 00:55:23,003 --> 00:55:25,403 I started bagging up Gerry's stuff. Couldn't finish. 733 00:55:25,572 --> 00:55:29,474 I think I need someone who didn't know him to get rid of it all. 734 00:55:29,642 --> 00:55:31,439 Be happy to help you get rid of Gerry. 735 00:55:31,611 --> 00:55:33,670 - Do you have to say it like that? - Like what? 736 00:55:33,847 --> 00:55:36,543 - What is wrong with you? Take a pill. - Nothing. What? 737 00:55:54,434 --> 00:55:55,662 What's wrong? 738 00:55:56,102 --> 00:55:57,933 Nothing, I.. 739 00:55:58,104 --> 00:56:02,006 I've just never been alone with another man in this apartment besides Gerry. 740 00:56:02,175 --> 00:56:05,269 Want me to stand out in the hall? You can just throw me the boxes. 741 00:56:05,445 --> 00:56:06,434 No. Heh. 742 00:56:06,613 --> 00:56:08,080 That's okay. 743 00:56:08,381 --> 00:56:09,746 I'm sorry. 744 00:56:10,283 --> 00:56:12,012 I'm gonna change. 745 00:56:13,586 --> 00:56:16,248 Look through stuff. If there's anything you want.. 746 00:56:16,423 --> 00:56:19,654 - just let me know. - Okay. 747 00:56:38,311 --> 00:56:39,539 Mm. 748 00:56:40,547 --> 00:56:45,382 I can't remember the last time somebody held me like this. 749 00:56:49,856 --> 00:56:52,381 Did you find a new husband yet? 750 00:56:52,559 --> 00:56:53,685 Shut up. 751 00:56:55,495 --> 00:56:57,463 Where have you been? 752 00:56:57,630 --> 00:57:01,896 - I haven't felt you around lately. - Oh, please. 753 00:57:02,068 --> 00:57:05,333 I've been so around. 754 00:57:06,940 --> 00:57:08,271 Mm. 755 00:57:09,476 --> 00:57:12,070 I can feel you hugging me. 756 00:57:12,245 --> 00:57:15,009 That's because I am. 757 00:57:20,220 --> 00:57:23,246 You look great. 758 00:58:08,601 --> 00:58:10,159 This is the one. 759 00:58:15,441 --> 00:58:18,103 - Are you Barbara? - Yes, may I help you? 760 00:58:18,912 --> 00:58:20,812 I hope so. 761 00:58:26,619 --> 00:58:28,177 You're his wife. 762 00:58:30,790 --> 00:58:32,553 He was here? 763 00:58:39,365 --> 00:58:41,697 So I don't understand. You're taking a vacation? 764 00:58:41,868 --> 00:58:43,028 It's a trip. 765 00:58:43,369 --> 00:58:47,601 Gerry planned the whole thing for me and Sharon and Denise. 766 00:58:48,675 --> 00:58:50,609 You think it's the best time to vacation? 767 00:58:50,777 --> 00:58:53,371 Gerry made all the arrangements. I have to go. 768 00:58:53,947 --> 00:58:57,439 Have you spoken to Daniel? Thought you two were spending time together. 769 00:58:57,617 --> 00:58:59,175 We're just friends, Mom. 770 00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:05,386 I've stood by & not said anything about all this, but now I think it's time it stopped. 771 00:59:05,558 --> 00:59:07,287 - What do you mean? - It's not healthy. 772 00:59:08,094 --> 00:59:10,892 Gerry's not gonna be able to keep this up forever, is he? 773 00:59:11,064 --> 00:59:13,726 His life ended, and so will his letters. 774 00:59:13,900 --> 00:59:16,198 You're gonna have to face things on your own. 775 00:59:16,369 --> 00:59:18,530 It was a gift from Gerry. 776 00:59:19,772 --> 00:59:20,966 And how can you say that? 777 00:59:21,140 --> 00:59:24,007 My husband was 35 years old. He wasn't supposed to die. 778 00:59:24,177 --> 00:59:27,635 But he did. It was awful. 779 00:59:27,814 --> 00:59:29,247 It's what happens. 780 00:59:29,582 --> 00:59:33,040 But his death is a part of your life now. And you have to deal with it. 781 00:59:33,219 --> 00:59:36,154 Stop saying that like I'm not dealing with it. I am. 782 00:59:36,322 --> 00:59:39,416 How? By waiting for a letter from a dead husband? 783 00:59:39,592 --> 00:59:43,358 Taking a vacation? When your father left, I had two children to support. 784 00:59:43,529 --> 00:59:47,966 - Excuse me for not having any children. - That's not how I meant it & you know it. 785 00:59:48,134 --> 00:59:50,967 Your father leaving was just as devastating. 786 00:59:51,137 --> 00:59:53,435 But I did what I needed to do and got on with it. 787 00:59:53,606 --> 00:59:55,198 - It's not the same thing. - Why not? 788 00:59:55,375 --> 00:59:59,607 My husband died. He was taken. He didn't wanna go, he didn't wanna leave. 789 00:59:59,779 --> 01:00:02,077 Yes, my husband wanted to leave. 790 01:00:02,248 --> 01:00:06,446 And it's so much easier being abandoned by choice, is it? 791 01:00:19,497 --> 01:00:21,021 I've had my say. 792 01:00:21,199 --> 01:00:23,292 I won't say anymore. 793 01:00:33,978 --> 01:00:35,878 So where's he sending you? 794 01:01:29,534 --> 01:01:30,967 Oh, my God. 795 01:01:31,769 --> 01:01:32,861 Get the bags. 796 01:01:33,037 --> 01:01:34,026 Oh. 797 01:01:34,205 --> 01:01:35,566 - All right. - She just elbowed me. 798 01:01:35,673 --> 01:01:39,370 Know what? If that's an indication of how this trip's gonna be, I won't have it. 799 01:01:58,029 --> 01:02:00,293 Is that her bag? Is that her bag? 800 01:02:00,465 --> 01:02:02,956 - Leave it. Don't take it in. - This is ridiculous. 801 01:02:11,843 --> 01:02:12,832 Holly? 802 01:02:13,011 --> 01:02:14,069 - This is heavy. - I know. 803 01:02:14,245 --> 01:02:15,644 Holly! 804 01:02:19,384 --> 01:02:21,011 Look. 805 01:02:24,422 --> 01:02:29,519 "Hey, Big Mama. Make sure my baby has a good time." 806 01:02:29,694 --> 01:02:32,857 Make sure you and John do everything you wanna do.. 807 01:02:33,031 --> 01:02:34,896 whenever you wanna do it. 808 01:02:35,066 --> 01:02:37,398 And make sure my baby does things. 809 01:02:38,736 --> 01:02:40,727 - "I want you to take her fishing." - Oh, God. 810 01:02:40,905 --> 01:02:44,432 He's been wanting to get me on a lake since forever. 811 01:02:44,609 --> 01:02:48,443 "And be sure to give yourself a big, sweaty pony-boy kiss from me." 812 01:02:48,613 --> 01:02:51,673 Ugh. Jerk. He will never let me forget my bachelorette party. 813 01:02:51,849 --> 01:02:52,838 Joey the Pony Boy. 814 01:02:53,017 --> 01:02:54,006 - Tony. - Tony. 815 01:02:54,185 --> 01:02:56,847 Tony, I remember him. I bet I have a letter too. 816 01:02:57,021 --> 01:02:58,579 Where would he hide one for me? 817 01:02:58,756 --> 01:02:59,882 Bedroom. 818 01:03:00,058 --> 01:03:03,755 "Denise, take Holly to Whelan's, my favorite pub." 819 01:03:03,928 --> 01:03:07,261 There's beautiful music to be heard, beautiful people to be around. 820 01:03:07,432 --> 01:03:11,698 And Denise, you're going to heaven for being my baby's friend. 821 01:03:11,869 --> 01:03:14,804 I'm making all the arrangements up here for you. 822 01:03:14,972 --> 01:03:20,171 Got a few hot men lined up. I hear Ben Franklin's hung like a racehorse. 823 01:03:20,345 --> 01:03:21,972 "Love you." 824 01:03:23,481 --> 01:03:26,814 - I don't know how you do this. - Let me see it. 825 01:03:30,188 --> 01:03:31,712 What? 826 01:03:33,157 --> 01:03:35,057 He didn't leave me a letter. 827 01:03:36,427 --> 01:03:38,019 Well, probably didn't love you.. 828 01:03:38,196 --> 01:03:40,221 - as much as us. - Mm-mm. 829 01:03:55,913 --> 01:03:59,007 Oh my God, look at that. Look at that! 830 01:03:59,183 --> 01:04:00,343 Oh. 831 01:04:00,518 --> 01:04:02,247 Oh, my God. 832 01:04:05,156 --> 01:04:07,624 Oh. Please let me buy him as a souvenir. 833 01:04:16,501 --> 01:04:18,196 - He's coming this way. - He's coming. 834 01:04:26,544 --> 01:04:28,569 How long has it been? 835 01:04:29,046 --> 01:04:31,071 How long has what been? 836 01:04:31,416 --> 01:04:35,045 How long has it been? 837 01:04:37,655 --> 01:04:38,815 Oh, yeah. Yeah. 838 01:04:38,990 --> 01:04:41,288 - You're gonna go talk to him. Oh, yeah. - Mm. No. 839 01:04:41,459 --> 01:04:44,326 You just heard him. Say how much you like it, flatter him. Go. 840 01:04:44,495 --> 01:04:46,122 We don't have those in the States. 841 01:04:46,297 --> 01:04:47,628 - Go, go. - We don't make those. 842 01:04:47,799 --> 01:04:51,291 - You're ready. - Go! Do it for us. Go on. 843 01:04:58,309 --> 01:05:00,709 - Where'd she go? - What are you doing? Go ahead! 844 01:05:00,878 --> 01:05:02,505 I'm an old married widow. 845 01:05:02,680 --> 01:05:06,639 Oh, you've got much better stuff than those tarts. You're experienced. 846 01:05:06,818 --> 01:05:09,252 You're American. You got foreign exotic stuff going.. 847 01:05:09,420 --> 01:05:11,547 There's nothing exotic about being an American. 848 01:05:11,722 --> 01:05:13,485 - He doesn't know that. - We'll help you. 849 01:05:13,658 --> 01:05:15,091 - Just take it off. - No, no, no! 850 01:05:15,259 --> 01:05:17,159 Listen! You're gonna do what we say. 851 01:05:17,328 --> 01:05:19,193 I'm gonna hurt you. I'll pull your hair. 852 01:05:19,363 --> 01:05:22,332 You look hot. Put your shoulders back. Puff your hair a little. 853 01:05:22,500 --> 01:05:25,799 - You're so sexy. Go. - Yeah, you look hot. Do it! 854 01:05:35,980 --> 01:05:37,504 Hi. 855 01:05:38,983 --> 01:05:41,952 I just wanted to say I really loved your music. 856 01:05:43,788 --> 01:05:47,747 You're beautiful. I mean.. I mean.. Sorry. 857 01:05:47,925 --> 01:05:50,758 Your music is beautiful. 858 01:05:50,995 --> 01:05:52,622 Thanks.. Um.. 859 01:05:53,264 --> 01:05:56,563 - Holly. - William. 860 01:05:56,734 --> 01:05:59,225 - You're American? - Yeah. 861 01:05:59,403 --> 01:06:01,030 And what brings you to Ireland? 862 01:06:01,205 --> 01:06:04,436 Holiday. Oh, well, with my girlfriends. 863 01:06:04,842 --> 01:06:05,968 - Hi. - Hi. 864 01:06:06,143 --> 01:06:08,577 Good. Good to have you here. 865 01:06:08,846 --> 01:06:11,406 - Heh. Thanks. - I have one more song to play. 866 01:06:11,616 --> 01:06:13,174 Will you stay and have a listen? 867 01:06:13,351 --> 01:06:16,946 It's an American song about a local girl. I think you'll like it. 868 01:06:17,121 --> 01:06:19,453 - Sure. - Good. 869 01:06:19,624 --> 01:06:21,057 Grand. 870 01:06:22,426 --> 01:06:24,360 So I'll see you after, then? 871 01:06:24,795 --> 01:06:25,921 Okay, sure. 872 01:06:34,005 --> 01:06:35,563 Em.. 873 01:06:36,741 --> 01:06:40,768 This is an American song dedicated to Holly. 874 01:06:41,879 --> 01:06:43,870 I hope you enjoy it. 875 01:06:54,859 --> 01:06:57,623 Well, I took a stroll on the old long walk 876 01:06:57,795 --> 01:07:00,628 Of a day I-ay-l-ay 877 01:07:00,798 --> 01:07:05,565 I met a little girl and we stopped to talk Of a fine soft day I-ay 878 01:07:05,770 --> 01:07:09,331 And I ask you, friend Well, what's a fella to do 879 01:07:12,009 --> 01:07:15,308 'Cause her hair was black And her eyes were blue 880 01:07:16,280 --> 01:07:21,274 And I knew right then I'd be takin' a whirl 881 01:07:22,687 --> 01:07:25,679 Round the Salthill Prom With a Galway girl 882 01:07:37,969 --> 01:07:39,493 That's a very nice jacket. 883 01:07:39,971 --> 01:07:41,939 I won it in a bet. 884 01:07:44,642 --> 01:07:47,338 We were halfway there When the rain came down 885 01:07:47,511 --> 01:07:48,535 Of a day 886 01:07:48,713 --> 01:07:50,578 L-ay-l-ay 887 01:07:50,748 --> 01:07:55,481 And she asked me up to her flat downtown Of a fine soft day I-ay 888 01:07:55,753 --> 01:07:59,849 And I ask you, friend What's a fella to do 889 01:08:01,726 --> 01:08:04,889 'Cause her hair was black And her eyes were blue 890 01:08:06,297 --> 01:08:08,197 Enough of this. 891 01:08:36,093 --> 01:08:39,085 Why does he want me to remember all these things that make it harder? 892 01:08:39,263 --> 01:08:40,321 It's cruel. 893 01:08:40,498 --> 01:08:44,832 I don't know, baby. But I don't think he means to be cruel. 894 01:08:45,002 --> 01:08:47,197 What does he mean? 895 01:08:48,305 --> 01:08:50,102 I don't know. 896 01:08:50,274 --> 01:08:53,539 Come on, let's go. We're taking you back. 897 01:09:28,179 --> 01:09:31,080 - I think you should find William. - No. 898 01:09:31,248 --> 01:09:34,411 I left without saying anything. He must think I'm an idiot. 899 01:09:34,585 --> 01:09:37,315 Well, you're an American. They expect us to be idiots. 900 01:09:37,722 --> 01:09:38,916 Don't push her. 901 01:09:39,356 --> 01:09:41,324 If she's not ready, she's not ready. 902 01:09:42,259 --> 01:09:45,353 Although if memory serves me correctly, Holly.. 903 01:09:45,529 --> 01:09:48,657 the longer you go without sex, the meaner and bitchier you get. 904 01:09:48,833 --> 01:09:50,300 - Eat me. - Hello. 905 01:09:52,903 --> 01:09:55,463 Well, I'm really mad at Gerry. 906 01:09:55,840 --> 01:10:00,675 Maybe that's why he did it. You have to stop wanting him at some point. 907 01:10:02,379 --> 01:10:03,505 When? 908 01:10:06,283 --> 01:10:07,511 - Grab the pole! - What? 909 01:10:07,685 --> 01:10:09,585 - You've got a fish! - It's a fish! 910 01:10:09,754 --> 01:10:11,187 - Okay. - Holly, grab the pole! 911 01:10:11,355 --> 01:10:13,721 - Okay, I'm grabbing it! I am, I am. - Take it out. 912 01:10:13,891 --> 01:10:15,916 - Hurry it up! - Aah! 913 01:10:16,127 --> 01:10:18,823 You're not holding the ball. Turn the knobby thing! 914 01:10:18,996 --> 01:10:22,397 - Will you stop being so butch?! - Just watch it! Oh! Ow! 915 01:10:22,867 --> 01:10:24,596 - Help me! - Do you wanna get the fish? 916 01:10:24,769 --> 01:10:27,738 - I'm trying. - Stop! My nails are wet! 917 01:10:27,905 --> 01:10:30,100 - Guys! - Careful! 918 01:10:30,307 --> 01:10:31,968 Guys, I lost.. 919 01:10:46,557 --> 01:10:48,320 Oh, my God. 920 01:10:51,195 --> 01:10:52,856 What happened to our oars? 921 01:10:59,103 --> 01:11:00,229 Oh, my God. 922 01:11:02,973 --> 01:11:03,997 Help! 923 01:11:06,443 --> 01:11:09,071 Help! 924 01:11:09,480 --> 01:11:12,540 Help! 925 01:11:15,953 --> 01:11:17,784 I hate cosmetics companies. 926 01:11:17,955 --> 01:11:20,856 They get you addicted to the perfect lipstick or nail polish.. 927 01:11:21,025 --> 01:11:23,789 and then six months later, they discontinue it. 928 01:11:23,961 --> 01:11:27,761 You have to buy your favorite colors like you're storing up for the apocalypse. 929 01:11:27,932 --> 01:11:29,399 That was my last bottle of this. 930 01:11:32,169 --> 01:11:34,296 I think that one of us should swim ashore.. 931 01:11:34,471 --> 01:11:36,803 and it should be the one who's already inflated. 932 01:11:36,974 --> 01:11:38,134 Okay, no, that's good. Here! 933 01:11:45,015 --> 01:11:47,006 - There, go swim ashore. - Was that necessary? 934 01:11:47,184 --> 01:11:48,776 - You can swim ashore. - You happy.. 935 01:11:48,953 --> 01:11:51,012 - I inhaled all these toxins? - You jump in! 936 01:11:51,188 --> 01:11:53,748 - Stop fighting! You're acting like babies! - All right. Shut up! 937 01:11:57,895 --> 01:11:59,226 Nice. 938 01:12:07,605 --> 01:12:11,063 Maybe we'll eventually drift towards the shore. 939 01:12:11,242 --> 01:12:13,176 What shore? That could take months. 940 01:12:13,644 --> 01:12:17,842 Better not take more than nine or else there'll be another person on this boat. 941 01:12:18,449 --> 01:12:20,076 What? 942 01:12:21,385 --> 01:12:24,445 I wasn't gonna say anything until we got back. 943 01:12:24,922 --> 01:12:26,116 I'm having a baby. 944 01:12:28,893 --> 01:12:32,021 A baby? Sharon, wow. 945 01:12:32,196 --> 01:12:33,424 I know, I know. 946 01:12:33,597 --> 01:12:35,189 - When are you due? - March. 947 01:12:35,366 --> 01:12:38,426 Oh, thank God. You can still be in my wedding. 948 01:12:38,602 --> 01:12:39,694 What? 949 01:12:39,870 --> 01:12:42,771 Ah! I'm getting married. Tom proposed, I said yes.. 950 01:12:42,940 --> 01:12:44,805 and we're planning a New Year's Eve wedding. 951 01:12:44,975 --> 01:12:47,671 Aah! Gosh! 952 01:12:47,845 --> 01:12:50,370 Congratulations! 953 01:12:52,483 --> 01:12:55,680 - You okay? - Yeah. No. Yeah. 954 01:12:55,853 --> 01:13:01,450 No, I mean, it's just.. This is just a lot of information to get in one boat. 955 01:13:01,625 --> 01:13:03,388 Oh, baby, I'm sorry. 956 01:13:03,560 --> 01:13:06,893 I wasn't gonna say anything until we got back. This is your trip. 957 01:13:07,064 --> 01:13:09,294 - No, no, it's okay. - Yeah, no, me too. 958 01:13:09,466 --> 01:13:13,459 But, you know, we might die here, so I'm not going down as a spinster. 959 01:13:13,704 --> 01:13:15,865 - You're getting married. - You're having a baby. 960 01:13:16,040 --> 01:13:19,908 - Oh, my God. What, are you kidding me? - What? 961 01:13:20,077 --> 01:13:21,567 - God. - I know. 962 01:13:59,917 --> 01:14:01,145 Mm. 963 01:14:01,318 --> 01:14:02,342 Who's the cook? 964 01:14:02,519 --> 01:14:03,508 - I am. - Me. 965 01:14:03,687 --> 01:14:04,881 - We all helped. - Ugh. 966 01:14:06,457 --> 01:14:09,688 Denise is getting married. Isn't that great? 967 01:14:09,960 --> 01:14:11,894 Sharon's pregnant. Heh. 968 01:14:12,062 --> 01:14:14,360 - Congratulations to both of you. - Thank you. 969 01:14:14,531 --> 01:14:15,520 Thank you. 970 01:14:16,700 --> 01:14:19,760 The food was great. I don't think I came up for air once. 971 01:14:23,574 --> 01:14:26,338 You know, it got a lot darker while I was busy. 972 01:14:28,579 --> 01:14:31,139 Mm. Yeah, it gets dark at night.. 973 01:14:32,850 --> 01:14:34,215 here. 974 01:14:35,786 --> 01:14:37,185 You work on the lake? 975 01:14:37,354 --> 01:14:40,881 Two days a week. Kind of a patrolman. 976 01:14:41,058 --> 01:14:43,959 Although, I gotta say, first time I ever had to save anyone. 977 01:14:44,128 --> 01:14:47,620 I feel really badly about you having to drive all the way back this late. 978 01:14:47,798 --> 01:14:49,891 - That's enough. - In this rain, forget it. 979 01:14:50,067 --> 01:14:51,830 Feel free to stay till morning. 980 01:14:52,002 --> 01:14:56,166 Yeah, we have a pull-out couch. A bed that pulls out. 981 01:14:56,340 --> 01:14:57,637 Oh. 982 01:14:58,075 --> 01:15:00,236 It is a long drive. 983 01:15:00,511 --> 01:15:02,479 - I would love a shower. - What a great idea! 984 01:15:02,646 --> 01:15:06,309 There's one downstairs, it's fantastic. I'll get you some linens and towels. 985 01:15:06,483 --> 01:15:07,814 I'll show you. 986 01:15:08,218 --> 01:15:12,314 Great. Take your wine.. 987 01:15:21,098 --> 01:15:22,725 What, are you crazy? 988 01:15:22,900 --> 01:15:24,367 He's staying the whole night. 989 01:15:24,535 --> 01:15:27,026 He's gonna be here all night long, all night long. 990 01:15:27,204 --> 01:15:29,229 He's gonna be here all night. 991 01:16:11,782 --> 01:16:13,773 You have to get pregnant immediately. 992 01:16:13,951 --> 01:16:16,977 Immediately. We can have kids together. 993 01:16:17,154 --> 01:16:20,681 How cute is that? I mean, how cute is that? 994 01:16:20,858 --> 01:16:24,794 I don't know, I have this weird feeling. I feel like there's a boy inside of me. 995 01:16:49,253 --> 01:16:53,121 Oh, Jesus! Oh, sorry. I thought you were upstairs. 996 01:16:53,290 --> 01:16:55,121 I need to just get my clothes. 997 01:16:56,160 --> 01:16:57,957 I'll get out of your way. 998 01:17:06,236 --> 01:17:07,533 Sorry about that. 999 01:17:07,771 --> 01:17:09,898 Would you like a drink? 1000 01:17:10,073 --> 01:17:12,871 Should I just lick it off the counter, then? 1001 01:17:13,076 --> 01:17:14,338 - Oh, no! - Yeah. 1002 01:17:14,511 --> 01:17:17,571 Sorry, no.. It's been a long time since I've seen a man that naked. 1003 01:17:17,748 --> 01:17:21,275 I mean, you have a.. How about that drink? 1004 01:17:21,818 --> 01:17:24,582 - You're very sweet. - Oh, God. 1005 01:17:24,755 --> 01:17:28,156 The last time a guy said that he followed it up with, "But I don't date 13-year-olds." 1006 01:17:29,660 --> 01:17:32,390 Well, lucky for you, neither do I. 1007 01:17:32,963 --> 01:17:34,396 Cheers. 1008 01:17:34,565 --> 01:17:35,862 Cheers. 1009 01:17:45,976 --> 01:17:47,443 - Oh, I'm sorry. - Hi. 1010 01:17:47,611 --> 01:17:51,012 Sorry. Oh, I can't do this, I'm sorry. It's not you. 1011 01:17:51,181 --> 01:17:53,615 Look at me, I'm shaking. I don't know how to do this. 1012 01:17:53,784 --> 01:17:56,275 Don't even know if I want to, I haven't been held in.. 1013 01:17:56,453 --> 01:18:00,480 Oh, never mind. I'm just screwed up. I'm trouble. Yeah. 1014 01:18:00,891 --> 01:18:03,325 - I like trouble. - Oh, no. Heh. 1015 01:18:03,493 --> 01:18:05,859 I don't mean "cool Pulp Fiction trouble.." 1016 01:18:06,029 --> 01:18:10,022 I mean "mental case wacko" trouble. 1017 01:18:10,334 --> 01:18:14,737 I'm out of my league here. I mean, I haven't had a new man in over 10 years. 1018 01:18:14,905 --> 01:18:17,032 I had this old one. I mean, he wasn't old. 1019 01:18:17,207 --> 01:18:19,732 He was just old to me because I had him so often. 1020 01:18:19,910 --> 01:18:21,935 He was my husband, but he died. 1021 01:18:24,448 --> 01:18:26,939 Kissing him like that, I'm not surprised, poor lad. 1022 01:18:37,861 --> 01:18:39,055 No, it's not gonna work. 1023 01:18:39,563 --> 01:18:44,023 I feel like I'm trying on a new pair of shoes I really wanna buy, but they just don't fit. 1024 01:18:44,201 --> 01:18:45,930 Sorry. 1025 01:18:46,236 --> 01:18:50,764 All right then, how about going barefoot for a while? 1026 01:19:18,435 --> 01:19:23,065 There's no man, alive or dead, who's gonna fault you for living. 1027 01:19:24,207 --> 01:19:26,607 You're very sweet. 1028 01:19:28,478 --> 01:19:32,972 He was a good man, I reckon, your man who died. 1029 01:19:33,684 --> 01:19:35,311 Yes.. 1030 01:19:36,186 --> 01:19:38,177 a very good man. 1031 01:19:46,229 --> 01:19:47,821 - William? - Hmm? 1032 01:19:48,899 --> 01:19:52,528 Could you drive me to Enniskerry in the morning? 1033 01:19:52,703 --> 01:19:54,102 Sure. 1034 01:19:54,604 --> 01:19:56,037 You got friends there? 1035 01:19:56,206 --> 01:19:58,936 Family. Sort of. 1036 01:19:59,409 --> 01:20:02,310 - In-laws. I should see them. - Hmm. 1037 01:20:03,580 --> 01:20:06,208 What's their name? Maybe I know them. 1038 01:20:06,450 --> 01:20:07,883 The Kennedys. 1039 01:20:10,153 --> 01:20:12,747 Not Rose and Martin? 1040 01:20:13,156 --> 01:20:16,819 Yeah. You know them? 1041 01:20:21,231 --> 01:20:23,665 You're not Gerry's Holly? 1042 01:20:24,468 --> 01:20:25,492 What? 1043 01:20:25,836 --> 01:20:27,394 Oh.. 1044 01:20:28,004 --> 01:20:30,097 You're the girl from the pub that night. 1045 01:20:31,141 --> 01:20:33,405 I was in Gerry's band. 1046 01:20:33,577 --> 01:20:35,704 Not Billy.. 1047 01:20:35,879 --> 01:20:37,159 - Gallagher? - One and the same. 1048 01:20:38,882 --> 01:20:40,907 It's.. It's all right. 1049 01:20:41,084 --> 01:20:43,450 It's all right. Me and Gerry, we shared everything together. 1050 01:20:45,055 --> 01:20:47,990 Oh, no, no, no, I didn't mean it like that. 1051 01:20:48,158 --> 01:20:51,355 What I meant was, you know, he wouldn't have a problem.. 1052 01:20:52,629 --> 01:20:54,722 Well, he might have a problem but, you know.. 1053 01:20:54,898 --> 01:20:57,765 there's not much he can do about it now, is there? 1054 01:20:59,936 --> 01:21:01,494 Holly. 1055 01:21:02,472 --> 01:21:05,498 Come here. Come back to bed. 1056 01:21:06,543 --> 01:21:08,841 Now, let's.. Let's talk. 1057 01:21:11,915 --> 01:21:13,382 Oh.. 1058 01:21:13,683 --> 01:21:15,844 I heard he died. 1059 01:21:17,788 --> 01:21:20,985 Tumor, was it? Yeah. 1060 01:21:21,758 --> 01:21:25,023 You know, Gerry and I, we.. 1061 01:21:25,195 --> 01:21:29,029 We hadn't seen each other in a long, long while. 1062 01:21:29,699 --> 01:21:32,224 It's sad when that happens to best friends, isn't it? 1063 01:21:34,838 --> 01:21:38,706 He.. He was a wonderful lad. 1064 01:21:41,945 --> 01:21:43,913 It's all right, you know. 1065 01:21:45,048 --> 01:21:46,811 It's okay. 1066 01:21:47,317 --> 01:21:49,581 You know, these things.. 1067 01:21:50,086 --> 01:21:52,646 they happen now and again. Not very often.. 1068 01:21:54,224 --> 01:21:56,192 But now and again. 1069 01:22:00,130 --> 01:22:03,065 Would you like me to tell you some stories about me and Gerry? 1070 01:22:03,233 --> 01:22:05,167 I've got plenty. 1071 01:22:06,069 --> 01:22:07,468 Yeah? 1072 01:22:07,938 --> 01:22:11,066 Okay, here you go. Come on, sit back. 1073 01:22:15,879 --> 01:22:17,676 You know, he was.. 1074 01:22:17,848 --> 01:22:20,282 He was my very, very best mate. 1075 01:22:20,917 --> 01:22:25,513 Starting back when we were terrors running about at 5 and 6. 1076 01:22:27,390 --> 01:22:29,449 Oh, he made me laugh. 1077 01:22:29,626 --> 01:22:32,595 There was this time, I don't remember how old we were.. 1078 01:22:32,762 --> 01:22:35,196 probably, you know, 10, 11. 1079 01:22:35,966 --> 01:22:37,524 We jumped on a train.. 1080 01:23:28,952 --> 01:23:33,719 We received those packages you sent. Come in. Come in. 1081 01:23:39,729 --> 01:23:40,787 Martin? 1082 01:23:42,432 --> 01:23:44,059 Look who it is. 1083 01:23:44,234 --> 01:23:47,169 Oh, well, look at that. 1084 01:23:47,337 --> 01:23:49,168 Come here, dear. 1085 01:23:49,372 --> 01:23:51,636 So nice to see you. 1086 01:23:52,409 --> 01:23:55,674 He was always one for writing. Wasn't he? 1087 01:23:55,845 --> 01:23:57,244 Should've gone professional. 1088 01:23:57,414 --> 01:24:00,474 No. He did it for the love of it, Martin. 1089 01:24:01,017 --> 01:24:03,212 Now, where is it? 1090 01:24:03,486 --> 01:24:04,976 Oh, here it is. 1091 01:24:05,155 --> 01:24:09,319 "When Holly visits, take her to my fort in the back yard.. 1092 01:24:09,492 --> 01:24:11,119 and give her this envelope." 1093 01:24:11,628 --> 01:24:14,222 He knew that I'd come visit you? 1094 01:24:14,531 --> 01:24:18,160 Hmm. Suppose he did. Heh. Martin. 1095 01:24:18,735 --> 01:24:20,168 All right. 1096 01:24:24,608 --> 01:24:28,100 It's not really a fort, it's just a stone wall. 1097 01:24:28,278 --> 01:24:30,405 He used to call it that when he was little. 1098 01:24:32,582 --> 01:24:35,380 He goes on about other things.. 1099 01:24:35,819 --> 01:24:37,343 lovely things. 1100 01:24:39,389 --> 01:24:43,723 He hadn't much strength in the end though, did he? 1101 01:24:45,362 --> 01:24:49,025 Makes me sick to think we weren't there when he died.. 1102 01:24:49,199 --> 01:24:50,223 for the funeral. 1103 01:24:50,400 --> 01:24:52,994 But you could hardly walk just after your operation. 1104 01:24:53,670 --> 01:24:57,868 Maybe you'll come and visit us a bit more now that he's gone, eh? 1105 01:24:58,108 --> 01:25:00,133 Martin, don't put that on her. 1106 01:25:00,310 --> 01:25:02,471 You're under no obligation. 1107 01:25:02,646 --> 01:25:05,672 It's not like we're blood family. 1108 01:25:06,316 --> 01:25:08,409 I'd like to come visit. 1109 01:25:08,585 --> 01:25:12,453 And I'm sorry we didn't in the past. L.. 1110 01:25:13,356 --> 01:25:17,087 I just thought you were angry with me for taking Gerry away. 1111 01:25:17,260 --> 01:25:20,161 - She wanted you dead, you know. - Martin, don't you dare! 1112 01:25:20,330 --> 01:25:22,491 No, I don't blame you. 1113 01:25:22,666 --> 01:25:26,102 You know, my mother, she never quite got over the idea either. 1114 01:25:26,269 --> 01:25:30,763 Yeah, well, you were both so young. And it happened too fast. 1115 01:25:32,575 --> 01:25:37,137 But Gerry loved you. I saw that. 1116 01:25:37,714 --> 01:25:39,648 I saw that. 1117 01:25:45,855 --> 01:25:49,188 You're an angel for seeing my folks. 1118 01:25:49,359 --> 01:25:54,262 I told you my mom didn't hate your guts. Well, you know, anymore. 1119 01:25:54,864 --> 01:25:59,324 You are now standing in my fort where I did all my big thinking. 1120 01:25:59,502 --> 01:26:04,963 This is where I stood thinking about you after the very first time we met. 1121 01:26:14,384 --> 01:26:17,080 You didn't look real to me at first. 1122 01:26:17,253 --> 01:26:20,120 I never saw so many colors on one girl before.. 1123 01:26:20,290 --> 01:26:23,123 but you looked like you belonged out there, all right. 1124 01:26:23,293 --> 01:26:25,625 You and all your colors. 1125 01:26:25,829 --> 01:26:28,957 Do you remember the first thing you ever said to me? 1126 01:26:29,132 --> 01:26:30,656 I'm lost. 1127 01:26:30,834 --> 01:26:34,201 Oh, you didn't look lost, not to me. 1128 01:26:34,370 --> 01:26:36,565 So, what are you looking for out here? 1129 01:26:36,740 --> 01:26:39,766 Wicklow Mountains National Park? 1130 01:26:41,111 --> 01:26:45,070 Wicklow Mountains National Park. Tell me, how long you been walking for? 1131 01:26:45,248 --> 01:26:46,613 A few hours. 1132 01:26:46,783 --> 01:26:50,810 Well, you've probably been in the national park for a few hours, then. 1133 01:26:51,121 --> 01:26:53,021 Oh, my God. 1134 01:26:53,389 --> 01:26:54,720 This is a park? 1135 01:26:54,891 --> 01:26:56,518 Uh-huh. 1136 01:26:58,094 --> 01:26:59,254 Oh. 1137 01:26:59,429 --> 01:27:00,794 It's so cold! 1138 01:27:00,964 --> 01:27:03,228 The paper said it was gonna be warm. 1139 01:27:03,399 --> 01:27:07,392 It is warm. I know you're lost, but you do know you're in Ireland, don't you? 1140 01:27:09,305 --> 01:27:12,502 Well, I better head back. Heh. 1141 01:27:12,809 --> 01:27:19,373 - And where is that? - I'm staying at a B and B in Dunlougahairy. 1142 01:27:19,549 --> 01:27:22,882 Dunlagohairy? No, I think you mean Dun Laoghaire. 1143 01:27:23,052 --> 01:27:26,920 - Heh-heh. You're kidding? - No. Would I lie to you? 1144 01:27:28,525 --> 01:27:31,722 - Dun Laoghaire? - Dun Laoghaire. 1145 01:27:33,897 --> 01:27:36,889 Okay. Thanks. 1146 01:27:37,100 --> 01:27:38,727 You're grand. 1147 01:27:39,903 --> 01:27:42,133 But you're going the wrong way, you know. 1148 01:27:47,977 --> 01:27:49,205 That way? 1149 01:27:49,379 --> 01:27:50,937 Okay. 1150 01:27:51,114 --> 01:27:54,106 I think you quite enjoy this getting lost, don't you? 1151 01:27:55,018 --> 01:27:59,216 You know, actually, I don't mind so much, not here. 1152 01:27:59,923 --> 01:28:01,413 So how did you come to be here? 1153 01:28:01,591 --> 01:28:05,550 Oh, on my way home, college trip. We started in Greece. 1154 01:28:05,728 --> 01:28:08,720 Jesus, that's a long walk. That's a bad joke. 1155 01:28:08,898 --> 01:28:10,229 What are you studying? 1156 01:28:11,434 --> 01:28:13,595 - Art. Yeah. - Art? 1157 01:28:13,770 --> 01:28:17,228 - Oh, so you're an artist, then? - Oh. I don't know yet. 1158 01:28:17,674 --> 01:28:18,663 That's great. 1159 01:28:20,009 --> 01:28:21,943 Do you make anything or..? 1160 01:28:23,546 --> 01:28:24,535 I don't know yet. 1161 01:28:25,915 --> 01:28:27,712 Well, good luck with that. 1162 01:28:30,453 --> 01:28:31,750 Oh. 1163 01:28:39,162 --> 01:28:40,720 You.. 1164 01:28:40,897 --> 01:28:45,061 Would you mind if we walked together since we're going in the same direction? 1165 01:28:45,235 --> 01:28:48,966 I'll stay on this side of the road. Don't even have to talk. Just.. 1166 01:28:49,806 --> 01:28:53,902 Just quite nice, sometimes walking along with someone without talking.. 1167 01:28:54,077 --> 01:28:56,944 once you get your feet wet. 1168 01:29:08,558 --> 01:29:10,549 At first, the no-talking thing didn't last. 1169 01:29:10,727 --> 01:29:12,592 Before long, I couldn't get you to shut up. 1170 01:29:12,762 --> 01:29:19,258 But you were so cute, trying to impress me with William Blake & all your grand plans. 1171 01:29:19,435 --> 01:29:21,596 I had no idea what you were talking about.. 1172 01:29:21,771 --> 01:29:24,672 but I couldn't help loving the way you talked. 1173 01:29:24,841 --> 01:29:28,368 "I must create a.." 1174 01:29:28,611 --> 01:29:32,945 Something."..or be enslaved by another man's.." Something. 1175 01:29:33,116 --> 01:29:36,017 Wait, "I will not.." 1176 01:29:37,420 --> 01:29:40,856 I will not reason or compare. 1177 01:29:41,024 --> 01:29:43,857 "My business is to create.." 1178 01:29:44,227 --> 01:29:46,821 - Something. Oh, God. - Did you just make that up then? 1179 01:29:46,996 --> 01:29:50,659 No, it's William Blake, but I completely screwed it up. 1180 01:29:50,833 --> 01:29:53,301 No, you didn't, you made it better. I understood it. 1181 01:29:53,469 --> 01:29:54,936 I didn't have a clue, actually. 1182 01:29:55,104 --> 01:30:00,201 All I know is, if you don't figure out the "something," you'll just stay ordinary. 1183 01:30:00,376 --> 01:30:06,144 And it doesn't matter if it's a work of art, or a taco, or a pair of socks. 1184 01:30:06,349 --> 01:30:10,445 Just create something new and there it is. 1185 01:30:10,620 --> 01:30:13,987 And it's you, out in the world, outside of you. 1186 01:30:14,157 --> 01:30:18,287 And you can look at it, or hear it, or read it, or feel it.. 1187 01:30:18,461 --> 01:30:20,895 and you know a little bit more about you. 1188 01:30:21,064 --> 01:30:23,897 A little bit more than anybody else does. 1189 01:30:24,367 --> 01:30:26,028 Does that make any sense at all? 1190 01:30:27,637 --> 01:30:29,161 Yeah. 1191 01:30:29,739 --> 01:30:31,570 You're saying you want to paint socks. 1192 01:30:33,176 --> 01:30:34,905 Maybe. 1193 01:30:36,346 --> 01:30:38,541 I loved you right then and there. 1194 01:30:43,119 --> 01:30:45,349 Hey, I like this jacket. 1195 01:30:46,656 --> 01:30:49,056 It looks good on you. Got it on a bet. 1196 01:30:49,225 --> 01:30:50,920 - What was the bet? - Heh. 1197 01:30:51,728 --> 01:30:54,288 I was a few Guinness's for the worse at this point.. 1198 01:30:54,464 --> 01:30:57,661 but a fella bet me that I couldn't get a certain girl.. 1199 01:30:57,834 --> 01:31:00,029 to kiss me without a provocation. 1200 01:31:00,203 --> 01:31:02,694 - What girl? - His girl. 1201 01:31:02,872 --> 01:31:04,567 - Oh! Ha-ha. - Uh-huh. Ha-ha. 1202 01:31:04,741 --> 01:31:07,574 - How'd you do it? - There's nothing to it, really. 1203 01:31:07,877 --> 01:31:11,870 A fella just has to tell a woman the truth without words. 1204 01:31:12,048 --> 01:31:14,812 It's like a signal you send out. 1205 01:31:14,984 --> 01:31:16,975 The woman, she just picks it up. 1206 01:31:18,021 --> 01:31:19,386 And what's the truth? 1207 01:31:21,424 --> 01:31:25,758 That kissing her would be the end of life as I know it. 1208 01:31:27,864 --> 01:31:29,229 Wow. 1209 01:31:30,733 --> 01:31:33,258 And that's true of every girl you've gotten to kiss you? 1210 01:31:34,971 --> 01:31:38,270 I could turn it on and off when I was younger and I had no principles. 1211 01:31:38,441 --> 01:31:43,640 When every girl that I was lucky enough to kiss was the end of life as I knew it. 1212 01:31:46,049 --> 01:31:47,482 And now? 1213 01:31:49,752 --> 01:31:54,382 Now I only send it out when I think she might be the one that makes it true. 1214 01:32:04,033 --> 01:32:07,025 I know where I am now. Thanks, it was really nice to meet you. 1215 01:32:07,203 --> 01:32:09,637 - No, I could walk you into town. - Oh, no, it's okay. 1216 01:32:09,806 --> 01:32:12,741 I know where I am. I know where I'm going. 1217 01:32:16,813 --> 01:32:18,644 I'll never forget this. 1218 01:32:23,719 --> 01:32:24,947 Your jacket. 1219 01:32:28,658 --> 01:32:30,057 No, wait! 1220 01:32:30,226 --> 01:32:31,693 Wait, wait, don't move. 1221 01:32:31,861 --> 01:32:34,625 - What? - Oh, yeah, it's a wild Irish dog. 1222 01:32:34,797 --> 01:32:35,786 - A what? - Shh! 1223 01:32:36,866 --> 01:32:38,800 - You have to stand still. - Okay. 1224 01:32:38,968 --> 01:32:43,132 Get close, like one person. 1225 01:32:43,306 --> 01:32:46,207 And if we separate, he'll feel.. 1226 01:32:46,375 --> 01:32:48,969 threatened and attack our vital parts. 1227 01:32:49,145 --> 01:32:52,046 - What vital parts? All my parts are vital. - Shh, shh. 1228 01:32:54,951 --> 01:32:56,384 We have to stand still. 1229 01:32:56,552 --> 01:32:59,385 Now, just let him sniff around a bit. 1230 01:33:01,924 --> 01:33:03,221 Now wait. 1231 01:33:11,968 --> 01:33:14,027 I'm really scared. 1232 01:33:14,203 --> 01:33:16,194 Would you put your arms around me? 1233 01:33:16,372 --> 01:33:17,737 All right. 1234 01:33:17,907 --> 01:33:20,671 - Yeah, that's probably a good idea. - Yeah. 1235 01:33:22,478 --> 01:33:27,108 Do you think we could turn around and face each other without freaking him out? 1236 01:33:28,151 --> 01:33:31,552 Ahh.. Okay. Sure. 1237 01:33:31,754 --> 01:33:34,746 - But let's move very slowly, okay? - Okay. 1238 01:33:41,531 --> 01:33:42,623 - Ow. - Oh, sorry. 1239 01:33:42,798 --> 01:33:45,358 I haven't done this in a while. 1240 01:33:45,535 --> 01:33:48,595 I've been seeing this boy, but we don't do much. I don't know why. 1241 01:33:48,905 --> 01:33:52,306 - Maybe it's me. - No, he's a boy who.. 1242 01:33:54,043 --> 01:33:56,637 doesn't know anything about kissing. 1243 01:33:57,680 --> 01:33:59,147 That's a man's business. 1244 01:34:00,183 --> 01:34:01,741 Is it? 1245 01:34:24,340 --> 01:34:27,275 That was the most perfect.. 1246 01:34:28,945 --> 01:34:31,106 perfect first kiss. 1247 01:34:32,315 --> 01:34:34,579 That was the second. 1248 01:34:34,884 --> 01:34:36,181 This is the third. 1249 01:34:59,342 --> 01:35:01,139 Brody, come. 1250 01:35:01,544 --> 01:35:02,533 Hey, Gerry. 1251 01:35:03,312 --> 01:35:05,143 Yeah. How are you, Jeff? 1252 01:35:07,850 --> 01:35:11,217 - Hey, where you going? - No, stay. Stay. 1253 01:35:11,387 --> 01:35:13,617 No, but.. You have my jacket. 1254 01:35:13,789 --> 01:35:16,952 I know, I'm keeping it unless we meet again. 1255 01:35:17,260 --> 01:35:18,557 I bet we do. 1256 01:35:18,728 --> 01:35:21,026 That's a bet you're gonna have to win because.. 1257 01:35:21,197 --> 01:35:24,462 if we do meet again then that'll be the end of it, you know. 1258 01:35:25,268 --> 01:35:26,394 The end of what? 1259 01:35:26,902 --> 01:35:28,335 Life as we know it. 1260 01:35:30,840 --> 01:35:34,105 - Look, I'm singing at this pub.. - No, no, no. Don't tell me. 1261 01:35:34,277 --> 01:35:37,075 If I happen to walk into the right one in the right town.. 1262 01:35:37,246 --> 01:35:40,511 then we'll know for sure, won't we? And if I don't.. 1263 01:35:40,683 --> 01:35:44,676 then that'll just be the most perfect kiss ever created by two strangers.. 1264 01:35:44,854 --> 01:35:47,755 and we'll just keep it perfect for the rest of our lives. 1265 01:35:48,224 --> 01:35:50,215 - What's your name? - No, no! Wait, no, don't. 1266 01:35:50,393 --> 01:35:52,486 Don't, don't. No, no.. 1267 01:35:57,433 --> 01:35:59,765 Life had changed as I knew it. 1268 01:36:00,336 --> 01:36:02,964 And now it's changed again, luv. 1269 01:36:03,139 --> 01:36:05,972 See, I don't worry about you remembering me.. 1270 01:36:06,142 --> 01:36:09,703 it's that girl on the road you keep forgetting. 1271 01:36:09,879 --> 01:36:13,508 "My business is to create. 1272 01:36:14,283 --> 01:36:16,683 It doesn't even matter what you do." 1273 01:36:17,253 --> 01:36:19,653 You told me that, remember. 1274 01:36:35,338 --> 01:36:38,239 So go home. Go find it. 1275 01:36:38,407 --> 01:36:42,002 Find that thing that makes you like nobody else. 1276 01:36:42,178 --> 01:36:43,736 I'll help. 1277 01:36:43,913 --> 01:36:45,847 Look for a sign. 1278 01:36:48,784 --> 01:36:51,412 It's Mom. Sharon called, said you're home. 1279 01:36:51,587 --> 01:36:52,986 - Where are you? - Call me. 1280 01:36:53,155 --> 01:36:56,386 You haven't returned my calls. Come to my first baby doctor's appointment. 1281 01:36:56,559 --> 01:36:58,618 What is going on? Nobody's heard from you.. 1282 01:36:58,794 --> 01:37:00,694 - ..my maid of honor. Call me. - Call me. 1283 01:37:00,863 --> 01:37:05,129 If you need to find any job to get by, be realistic, luv, all right? 1284 01:37:05,301 --> 01:37:07,496 I cannot believe you are not calling me back! 1285 01:37:07,670 --> 01:37:09,433 You can't be a secret agent.. 1286 01:37:09,605 --> 01:37:11,664 and there's no such thing as a vampire slayer. 1287 01:37:11,841 --> 01:37:14,605 - I'm getting married. Where are you? - Pick up the phone! 1288 01:37:14,777 --> 01:37:16,608 His death is a part of your life now. 1289 01:37:16,779 --> 01:37:17,837 I am so mad at you! 1290 01:37:23,085 --> 01:37:25,144 Shh. There she is. 1291 01:37:37,800 --> 01:37:39,597 Great shoes. 1292 01:37:46,342 --> 01:37:48,401 Okay, this message is for Holly Kennedy. 1293 01:37:48,577 --> 01:37:50,272 Please tell her, her friend Denise.. 1294 01:37:50,446 --> 01:37:54,280 is getting married December 31 st and she's not invited. Okay? 1295 01:37:54,450 --> 01:37:56,509 How about that? You're not invited. 1296 01:39:32,414 --> 01:39:34,780 Look at this. It needs to be tighter! 1297 01:39:34,950 --> 01:39:37,043 All right, I will do whatever you want.. 1298 01:39:37,219 --> 01:39:39,084 but I'm not so sure, I mean, I think.. 1299 01:39:39,255 --> 01:39:43,123 No, listen, your bust looks absolutely right, because let me tell you something.. 1300 01:39:43,292 --> 01:39:45,760 you don't want to look too busty. 1301 01:39:45,928 --> 01:39:49,921 Yeah, well, see, although, you know, my breasts are beautiful and firm.. 1302 01:39:50,099 --> 01:39:54,263 they do often have a mind of their own and they can go off in different directions.. 1303 01:39:54,436 --> 01:39:56,427 without adult supervision. 1304 01:39:56,605 --> 01:39:59,645 So could you please just take it in just a quarter-inch? Just a quarter-inch. 1305 01:39:59,808 --> 01:40:01,002 - Okay. - Okay. 1306 01:40:06,215 --> 01:40:09,707 Could you give us.. Excuse us for a minute, please? 1307 01:40:09,885 --> 01:40:11,716 - Sure. - Thanks. 1308 01:40:17,560 --> 01:40:19,289 You look beautiful. 1309 01:40:20,229 --> 01:40:21,958 Well, I could've used some help. 1310 01:40:22,498 --> 01:40:26,764 This is the twelfth dress I've tried on. So.. 1311 01:40:28,604 --> 01:40:29,764 I'm sorry. 1312 01:40:30,739 --> 01:40:34,766 Well, you were supposed to be my maid of honor, but of course I didn't hear from you. 1313 01:40:36,312 --> 01:40:40,305 Sharon feels too conspicuous since she's popped. So, guess what? 1314 01:40:40,482 --> 01:40:42,643 I had to ask Tom's 51 -year-old sister.. 1315 01:40:42,818 --> 01:40:45,651 who looks like Jerry Springer and doesn't like me.. 1316 01:40:47,990 --> 01:40:51,323 all because my best friend couldn't stand me being so happy. 1317 01:40:52,094 --> 01:40:53,584 Why? Why is that? 1318 01:40:53,762 --> 01:40:58,028 Because our lives were moving on and you weren't the center of attention anymore? 1319 01:40:58,200 --> 01:40:59,827 - Yes. - Really? 1320 01:41:00,002 --> 01:41:03,233 - It was awful and I'm really sorry. - Oh, no, I'm so sorry, honey. 1321 01:41:03,405 --> 01:41:04,531 No, I'm so sorry. 1322 01:41:04,707 --> 01:41:06,299 You were right and I was wrong. 1323 01:41:06,475 --> 01:41:09,467 God, I'm such a bitch! I'm sorry! I was so crazy mad. 1324 01:41:09,645 --> 01:41:11,078 I hope you can forgive me. 1325 01:41:11,246 --> 01:41:15,205 Oh, you know what, it's not too late. You can still be a bridesmaid with Sharon. 1326 01:41:16,051 --> 01:41:17,678 - Okay. - Okay? 1327 01:41:18,387 --> 01:41:20,321 Can I ask you a favor? 1328 01:41:21,523 --> 01:41:24,686 - I want to make your wedding shoes. - My shoes? 1329 01:41:24,860 --> 01:41:26,794 What'd you turn into, Geppetto? 1330 01:41:26,962 --> 01:41:29,863 Oh, my God! These are gorgeous! 1331 01:41:30,032 --> 01:41:34,264 I've been taking a class. It just happened out of the blue. I really love it. 1332 01:41:34,436 --> 01:41:35,903 Oh, my God! 1333 01:41:36,405 --> 01:41:37,997 They're one-of-a-kind. 1334 01:41:38,173 --> 01:41:40,573 You'll be the only bride in history to wear them. 1335 01:41:40,743 --> 01:41:41,732 Love that! 1336 01:41:42,845 --> 01:41:45,040 Oh, God, Holly! 1337 01:41:45,214 --> 01:41:47,580 This is like shoe art. 1338 01:41:47,750 --> 01:41:51,652 They're gorgeous! We have to show these to someone. 1339 01:41:54,623 --> 01:41:56,716 I feel like Gerry's guiding me. 1340 01:41:56,892 --> 01:42:00,555 I mean, shoes! I love shoes but I never thought about it. 1341 01:42:00,729 --> 01:42:02,060 You look so great. 1342 01:42:02,231 --> 01:42:03,528 Thanks. 1343 01:42:03,699 --> 01:42:06,293 - Course, I look great too, right? Ha-ha. - Yes. 1344 01:42:06,468 --> 01:42:10,029 When all this started happening, you're the first person I wanted to tell. 1345 01:42:10,205 --> 01:42:11,433 Isn't that funny? 1346 01:42:11,607 --> 01:42:15,236 That's hilarious. Any way we can stretch this lunch out into a dinner? 1347 01:42:16,245 --> 01:42:17,940 I'm going to change the subject. 1348 01:42:19,715 --> 01:42:23,082 - How are you? - I'm good. Things are good. 1349 01:42:23,886 --> 01:42:27,754 I've got some, some ideas for the future, some possible business prospects. 1350 01:42:27,923 --> 01:42:29,686 I think about you all the time. 1351 01:42:32,094 --> 01:42:34,187 That's a little too much information, I guess. 1352 01:42:34,363 --> 01:42:35,387 Yes. 1353 01:42:35,564 --> 01:42:37,244 But you did say you were thinking about me. 1354 01:42:37,766 --> 01:42:40,291 Because you've been a real friend through this all. 1355 01:42:41,370 --> 01:42:44,999 So, you haven't thought about me in the nude? 1356 01:42:45,474 --> 01:42:46,771 No. 1357 01:42:47,276 --> 01:42:48,573 - Not once? - No. 1358 01:42:48,744 --> 01:42:51,008 - Not even without my shirt? - Gerry, stop it! 1359 01:42:52,948 --> 01:42:53,972 Daniel. 1360 01:43:00,322 --> 01:43:01,584 I'm Daniel. 1361 01:43:04,460 --> 01:43:05,518 Sorry. 1362 01:43:08,964 --> 01:43:11,956 You think you'll ever feel about somebody the way you felt about Gerry.. 1363 01:43:12,167 --> 01:43:14,829 or do you have to wait for a letter to figure that out? 1364 01:43:17,239 --> 01:43:18,501 Where you going? 1365 01:43:23,512 --> 01:43:25,070 I really like you.. 1366 01:43:26,415 --> 01:43:29,316 but I can't be the invisible man. 1367 01:43:30,419 --> 01:43:32,819 I'm tired of being the shoulder. 1368 01:43:34,923 --> 01:43:39,690 I want to be another body part you need, you know? I wanna be.. 1369 01:43:39,862 --> 01:43:42,660 the bad guy. I want a woman to go crazy over me.. 1370 01:43:42,831 --> 01:43:47,325 and then I wanna use her up until she's ruined for all other men. 1371 01:43:47,503 --> 01:43:51,963 - You don't wanna do that. - No, I don't wanna do that, but I would.. 1372 01:43:53,976 --> 01:43:57,434 I'd like to date a woman who actually likes men. 1373 01:44:04,119 --> 01:44:06,314 I'd like to be somebody's Gerry. 1374 01:44:16,965 --> 01:44:21,402 It's all right. Honestly, it's not your fault, it's mine. 1375 01:44:23,705 --> 01:44:26,606 I didn't plan on feeling something for you, it just sort of happened. 1376 01:44:26,775 --> 01:44:28,174 So I'm sorry about that. 1377 01:44:37,152 --> 01:44:38,744 Is your guest coming back? 1378 01:44:40,088 --> 01:44:42,750 - No. - Just you on your own, then? 1379 01:46:10,379 --> 01:46:11,710 Take a break, will you? 1380 01:46:13,482 --> 01:46:15,814 - Mom! - What's the matter? 1381 01:46:23,692 --> 01:46:25,319 Come on. 1382 01:46:26,194 --> 01:46:27,821 Come on. 1383 01:46:28,297 --> 01:46:30,162 What happened? 1384 01:46:31,433 --> 01:46:34,766 When.. When Daddy left.. 1385 01:46:35,604 --> 01:46:38,698 I was 14 and I said: 1386 01:46:38,907 --> 01:46:42,399 "That's it, never again. No man.." 1387 01:46:44,513 --> 01:46:46,037 And then I meet Gerry. 1388 01:46:51,453 --> 01:46:56,117 This wonderful man happens to me and then.. And then.. 1389 01:46:56,291 --> 01:46:58,156 And then he died! 1390 01:46:58,327 --> 01:47:00,158 - What was the point? - I know, honey. 1391 01:47:00,329 --> 01:47:03,025 I'm so angry I could kill somebody! 1392 01:47:03,198 --> 01:47:05,166 I'm alone and.. 1393 01:47:05,467 --> 01:47:09,198 it doesn't matter what job I have, or what I do or what I don't do.. 1394 01:47:09,371 --> 01:47:11,771 or what friends I have. He's not here. 1395 01:47:11,940 --> 01:47:15,171 I'm.. I'm not here. 1396 01:47:15,944 --> 01:47:19,744 - I mean, you're alone no matter what. - That's right. 1397 01:47:22,417 --> 01:47:26,615 You know, I didn't come here for you to give me some bullshit honest answer. 1398 01:47:26,788 --> 01:47:28,949 Why can't you lie to me just once? 1399 01:47:29,124 --> 01:47:30,853 I'm sorry, sweetheart. 1400 01:47:36,298 --> 01:47:40,701 - I can't breathe. I can't breathe. - Shh. Come on. 1401 01:47:42,137 --> 01:47:44,105 Let's go for a walk. 1402 01:47:46,008 --> 01:47:48,203 Your father and I used to come here. 1403 01:47:48,377 --> 01:47:49,742 They had dances. 1404 01:47:49,911 --> 01:47:51,845 Well, not really dances. 1405 01:47:52,014 --> 01:47:54,847 We'd come with radios and cigarettes.. 1406 01:47:55,017 --> 01:47:57,850 and drink beer and listen to Jimi Hendrix. 1407 01:48:00,455 --> 01:48:04,687 I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? 1408 01:48:05,761 --> 01:48:07,592 Yeah, I know that. 1409 01:48:08,530 --> 01:48:12,933 I know what it is not to feel like you're in the room until he looks at you.. 1410 01:48:13,101 --> 01:48:17,265 or touches your hand, or even makes a joke at your expense.. 1411 01:48:17,906 --> 01:48:20,374 just to let everyone know you're with him. 1412 01:48:21,143 --> 01:48:22,701 You're his. 1413 01:48:24,746 --> 01:48:26,805 God, that man could make me laugh. 1414 01:48:28,617 --> 01:48:29,948 Daddy? 1415 01:48:32,154 --> 01:48:34,384 I don't ever remember you laughing. 1416 01:48:38,126 --> 01:48:40,959 Well, that makes me sad.. 1417 01:48:44,166 --> 01:48:46,100 because I did. 1418 01:48:48,837 --> 01:48:50,566 I did. 1419 01:48:56,078 --> 01:48:59,514 Did you hate Gerry because he reminded you of Dad? 1420 01:49:01,316 --> 01:49:03,011 A little. 1421 01:49:08,256 --> 01:49:12,750 You know the worst thing for a parent, second after losing a child? 1422 01:49:14,296 --> 01:49:17,788 Watching your child head for the same life you had.. 1423 01:49:18,700 --> 01:49:20,759 and you can't stop it. 1424 01:49:23,672 --> 01:49:26,766 It's a terrible, helpless feeling. 1425 01:49:28,043 --> 01:49:30,341 Makes you angry all the time.. 1426 01:49:31,780 --> 01:49:33,748 and I've been angry.. 1427 01:49:35,050 --> 01:49:37,382 a very long time. 1428 01:49:40,522 --> 01:49:41,580 I'm exhausted. 1429 01:49:46,561 --> 01:49:48,586 Do you think we'll ever see Dad again? 1430 01:49:50,465 --> 01:49:52,228 No, sweetheart. 1431 01:49:53,468 --> 01:49:55,095 Never. 1432 01:49:58,406 --> 01:50:00,738 So you have to stop waiting. 1433 01:50:25,400 --> 01:50:26,560 You? 1434 01:50:29,204 --> 01:50:33,436 I have to say I was impressed by how he worked everything out ahead of time.. 1435 01:50:34,476 --> 01:50:37,468 every delivery schedule, the mailbox key.. 1436 01:50:38,947 --> 01:50:41,916 Getting that leather jacket out of your apartment wasn't easy.. 1437 01:50:42,083 --> 01:50:44,415 with you acting like Miss Havisham. 1438 01:50:49,024 --> 01:50:50,753 He made me promise. 1439 01:50:51,726 --> 01:50:53,421 I couldn't say no. 1440 01:50:54,129 --> 01:50:58,122 I told him I didn't think it was good for you, but.. 1441 01:50:58,800 --> 01:51:00,631 I couldn't say no. 1442 01:51:04,973 --> 01:51:06,600 It's the last one.. 1443 01:51:11,580 --> 01:51:13,445 so all alone or not.. 1444 01:51:14,916 --> 01:51:16,781 you gotta walk ahead. 1445 01:51:21,656 --> 01:51:23,715 Thing to remember is.. 1446 01:51:24,459 --> 01:51:29,453 if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too. 1447 01:51:32,267 --> 01:51:34,735 It helps me sometimes. 1448 01:52:37,165 --> 01:52:39,725 Hi, it's Daniel. 1449 01:52:39,901 --> 01:52:44,201 Remember what I said in the restaurant? Well, please forget it word by word. 1450 01:52:45,640 --> 01:52:48,006 They're gonna build a new Yankee stadium. 1451 01:52:48,877 --> 01:52:52,244 I don't know why I said that. I'm making small talk. I hate small talk. 1452 01:52:52,414 --> 01:52:56,851 I hate the people who make small talk. I should.. I should stop. I'm stopping. 1453 01:52:57,018 --> 01:52:58,007 Shit! 1454 01:53:09,531 --> 01:53:11,123 Gerry? 1455 01:53:16,671 --> 01:53:19,504 My uncle can get us in anytime we want. 1456 01:53:20,175 --> 01:53:22,336 He turned the lights on for us. 1457 01:53:24,946 --> 01:53:26,777 It's amazing.. 1458 01:53:54,309 --> 01:53:55,674 You sure? 1459 01:53:57,712 --> 01:53:59,441 It's okay. 1460 01:54:01,149 --> 01:54:04,710 "Dear Holly, I don't have much time." 1461 01:54:05,120 --> 01:54:10,057 I don't mean literally, I mean, you're out buying ice cream & you'll be home soon.. 1462 01:54:10,458 --> 01:54:12,983 but I have a feeling this is the last letter. 1463 01:54:13,161 --> 01:54:15,755 Because there's only one thing left to tell you. 1464 01:54:16,331 --> 01:54:19,391 It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp. 1465 01:54:19,567 --> 01:54:22,730 You can take care of yourself without any help from me. 1466 01:54:23,872 --> 01:54:28,741 It's to tell you how much you move me. How you changed me. 1467 01:54:29,511 --> 01:54:32,844 You made me a man by loving me, Holly.. 1468 01:54:33,014 --> 01:54:36,609 and for that I am eternally grateful. 1469 01:54:36,785 --> 01:54:38,184 Literally. 1470 01:54:39,421 --> 01:54:43,755 If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad.. 1471 01:54:43,925 --> 01:54:45,324 or unsure.. 1472 01:54:45,994 --> 01:54:48,326 or you lose complete faith.. 1473 01:54:49,097 --> 01:54:52,032 that you'll try and see yourself through my eyes. 1474 01:54:52,534 --> 01:54:55,435 Thank you for the honor of being my wife. 1475 01:54:55,637 --> 01:54:57,935 I'm a man with no regrets. 1476 01:54:58,106 --> 01:54:59,630 How lucky am I? 1477 01:55:01,009 --> 01:55:05,673 You made my life, Holly, but I'm just one chapter in yours. 1478 01:55:06,047 --> 01:55:07,810 There'll be more. 1479 01:55:08,283 --> 01:55:09,773 I promise. 1480 01:55:10,785 --> 01:55:13,845 So here it comes, the big one. 1481 01:55:15,790 --> 01:55:17,883 Don't be afraid to fall in love again. 1482 01:55:19,494 --> 01:55:23,294 Watch out for that signal when life as you know it ends. 1483 01:55:25,600 --> 01:55:30,037 "P.S., I will always love you." 1484 01:55:50,525 --> 01:55:52,925 Have you thought about this? 1485 01:55:54,095 --> 01:55:56,325 About me, I mean? 1486 01:55:58,500 --> 01:56:00,161 Have you? 1487 01:56:03,238 --> 01:56:04,865 Yeah. 1488 01:56:30,565 --> 01:56:32,829 - This isn't gonna work, is it? - No way, no how! 1489 01:56:33,001 --> 01:56:34,161 - Damn! - Oh! 1490 01:56:36,404 --> 01:56:38,031 Oh, wow. 1491 01:56:38,439 --> 01:56:40,930 I mean, that was like kissing my sister. 1492 01:56:41,109 --> 01:56:43,771 - I'm so relieved! - Ha-ha-ha. 1493 01:56:43,945 --> 01:56:47,506 I got this letter and I thought he must have been feeling self-sacrificing.. 1494 01:56:47,682 --> 01:56:50,674 but he's really full of crap. If he meant it, he'd give me a sign. 1495 01:56:50,852 --> 01:56:54,083 - I hate signs. - Then I got your message on the machine. 1496 01:57:00,628 --> 01:57:03,358 Weird, bitter friends? 1497 01:57:05,133 --> 01:57:06,896 Forever. 1498 01:57:19,013 --> 01:57:20,776 What's wrong, friend? 1499 01:57:20,949 --> 01:57:22,917 It's Gerry. 1500 01:57:24,919 --> 01:57:26,750 It's been a year.. 1501 01:57:29,090 --> 01:57:31,957 and I don't feel him around me anymore. 1502 01:57:33,962 --> 01:57:36,260 I don't think he's here anymore. 1503 01:57:38,766 --> 01:57:40,961 I think Gerry's gone. 1504 01:57:42,503 --> 01:57:44,130 He's really gone. 1505 01:58:03,391 --> 01:58:05,825 Dear Gerry, you said you wanted me.. 1506 01:58:05,994 --> 01:58:07,427 to fall in love again.. 1507 01:58:07,595 --> 01:58:11,998 and maybe one day I will, but there are all kinds of love out there. 1508 01:58:13,201 --> 01:58:14,998 This is my one and only life.. 1509 01:58:15,403 --> 01:58:18,861 and it's a great and terrible and short and endless thing.. 1510 01:58:19,040 --> 01:58:21,838 and none of us come out of it alive. 1511 01:58:31,686 --> 01:58:36,316 I don't have a plan except that it's time my mom laughed again. 1512 01:58:36,524 --> 01:58:38,355 She's never seen the world. 1513 01:58:38,526 --> 01:58:44,522 She's never seen Ireland, so I'm taking her back to where we started. 1514 01:58:50,772 --> 01:58:53,138 Maybe now she'll understand. 1515 01:59:01,683 --> 01:59:02,877 Mom? 1516 01:59:18,466 --> 01:59:19,660 William? 1517 01:59:21,569 --> 01:59:22,763 Hello, you. 1518 01:59:26,074 --> 01:59:27,439 You back for another visit? 1519 01:59:28,776 --> 01:59:30,073 How long? 1520 01:59:31,145 --> 01:59:32,703 I don't know. 1521 01:59:35,016 --> 01:59:37,382 Oh, um.. This is my mom, Patricia. 1522 01:59:37,819 --> 01:59:39,684 Hello. This is me father, Patsy. 1523 01:59:43,925 --> 01:59:45,790 You've dropped your sweets, luv. 1524 01:59:45,960 --> 01:59:47,951 Mustn't do that around these parts. 1525 01:59:48,129 --> 01:59:51,724 Pretty woman like you, a fella could take it the wrong way. 1526 02:00:09,717 --> 02:00:11,275 So I'll see you around, then? 1527 02:00:12,353 --> 02:00:13,786 Yeah. 1528 02:00:20,594 --> 02:00:24,496 I don't know how you did it, but you brought me back from the dead. 1529 02:00:24,664 --> 02:00:26,689 I'll write to you again soon. 1530 02:00:26,902 --> 02:00:30,563 P.S. Guess what. 1531 02:00:34,250 --> 02:00:38,750 SubText: NoRMITA.326