1 00:00:44,962 --> 00:00:47,673 There are really only two things you need to know about me. 2 00:00:50,801 --> 00:00:53,845 First, I am a son of the low country, 3 00:00:53,929 --> 00:00:55,639 a child of the south. 4 00:00:58,559 --> 00:01:01,103 I’m polite, courteous, chivalrous, 5 00:01:01,186 --> 00:01:03,855 I open doors, I respect my elders, 6 00:01:03,939 --> 00:01:07,150 I "Yes, sir" and "No, ma’am" all the livelong day. 7 00:01:10,779 --> 00:01:13,407 That’s a long-billed curlew, just in case you’re curious. 8 00:01:14,992 --> 00:01:18,370 The second thing is, I have a very weird heart. 9 00:01:18,453 --> 00:01:22,165 And I don’t mean that in a metaphorical English major sense. 10 00:01:22,249 --> 00:01:23,959 I mean physically. 11 00:01:24,167 --> 00:01:25,711 I have a condition. 12 00:01:25,961 --> 00:01:30,090 Paroxysmal atrial tachycardia. PAT. 13 00:01:31,216 --> 00:01:34,469 I have a racing heart which just gallops up to 200 beats a minute 14 00:01:34,553 --> 00:01:36,430 whenever it feels like it. 15 00:01:36,513 --> 00:01:40,142 The doctors think my PAT might be caused by stress, 16 00:01:40,267 --> 00:01:43,687 which is something doctors say when they’re stumped. 17 00:01:44,313 --> 00:01:49,234 So that’s why I’m a walker of dawn beaches and a watcher of birds, 18 00:01:49,318 --> 00:01:52,362 to keep as far away from this exhausted and silly 19 00:01:52,446 --> 00:01:54,740 and heartbreaking world as possible, 20 00:01:58,035 --> 00:02:02,956 to stay calm, very calm, and barely alive. 21 00:02:03,999 --> 00:02:07,878 The first time I got it, the PAT, I mean, was in front of my house. 22 00:02:09,588 --> 00:02:13,675 Remember when you were a little kid and you ran for the sheer joy of running 23 00:02:13,759 --> 00:02:15,427 and you never, ever got tired? 24 00:02:23,060 --> 00:02:25,562 That was my last morning of forever running. 25 00:02:47,876 --> 00:02:49,169 Please don’t die. 26 00:02:49,252 --> 00:02:50,545 Please. 27 00:03:02,140 --> 00:03:05,477 I waited to die too, and in waiting, I converted, 28 00:03:05,644 --> 00:03:08,772 a quasi-medical term that means my heartbeat returned to normal. 29 00:03:13,193 --> 00:03:15,696 My second episode happened a year later. 30 00:03:16,780 --> 00:03:20,325 Essentially, what all great religions teach us 31 00:03:20,534 --> 00:03:22,244 is transformation of one’s self. 32 00:03:22,327 --> 00:03:24,871 To lie down on the summer grass... 33 00:03:24,955 --> 00:03:28,875 That’s my father giving one of his famous home Saturday seminars 34 00:03:28,959 --> 00:03:30,627 in Comparative Religions. 35 00:03:30,711 --> 00:03:33,255 He’s a professor at Emery. He’s brilliant. 36 00:03:40,595 --> 00:03:42,681 ...and a lie. Wake up! 37 00:03:47,894 --> 00:03:50,063 Well, you can imagine. 38 00:03:58,321 --> 00:04:01,450 The Devil is in the attic! 39 00:04:01,533 --> 00:04:04,953 Look, son, you didn’t see Satan. 40 00:04:05,036 --> 00:04:07,205 You were simply overwhelmed with guilt 41 00:04:07,289 --> 00:04:09,666 about peeking into places you really shouldn’t, 42 00:04:09,750 --> 00:04:13,545 and finding magazines that I should feel guilty about but don’t. 43 00:04:13,628 --> 00:04:16,798 And hopefully, you’ll understand later, when you’re married 44 00:04:16,882 --> 00:04:21,803 and lassitude has lassoed the galloping priapic pony of your sexuality. 45 00:04:21,887 --> 00:04:24,306 - Pony? What pony? I’m getting a pony? - No. 46 00:04:24,389 --> 00:04:26,933 There’s no pony. Jesus. 47 00:04:27,017 --> 00:04:30,812 Then I don’t think... What are you talking about? 48 00:04:30,896 --> 00:04:34,900 I’ll make it simple, okay? There is no Devil. 49 00:04:34,983 --> 00:04:38,361 But there’s no Santa either. That’s the trade off, Tay-Tay. 50 00:04:38,445 --> 00:04:42,032 Santa and Satan are just symbols for... 51 00:04:42,115 --> 00:04:44,409 My father’s book, The History of Om, 52 00:04:44,493 --> 00:04:48,246 is about the redemptive power of prayer and meditation. 53 00:04:48,330 --> 00:04:51,041 I tried reading it last summer. I couldn’t. 54 00:04:54,377 --> 00:04:57,631 If a cartoon in a titty magazine just about killed me, 55 00:04:57,714 --> 00:05:00,217 a normal life was totally out of the question. 56 00:05:00,467 --> 00:05:02,219 College, forget it. 57 00:05:02,761 --> 00:05:04,763 Sex, drugs, and rock and roll, 58 00:05:04,846 --> 00:05:06,056 a death sentence. 59 00:05:06,890 --> 00:05:08,058 And love... 60 00:05:08,350 --> 00:05:09,601 Hey. 61 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:13,312 Hi. 62 00:05:13,730 --> 00:05:15,148 Are you here by yourself? 63 00:05:16,775 --> 00:05:18,109 - Do you have a car? - Um... 64 00:05:18,193 --> 00:05:20,695 Did you drive here? Do you have, like, a phone or something? 65 00:05:20,779 --> 00:05:24,616 I need to call a cab or Lyft, or whatever. 66 00:05:26,368 --> 00:05:27,577 Um... 67 00:05:30,914 --> 00:05:31,914 What? 68 00:05:34,334 --> 00:05:35,334 You okay? 69 00:05:36,378 --> 00:05:37,378 What? 70 00:05:37,671 --> 00:05:40,924 - I said are you-- - No, not re... not really. 71 00:05:41,049 --> 00:05:42,551 Well, you don’t look so hot. 72 00:05:42,634 --> 00:05:45,512 I have a kind of... condition. 73 00:05:49,432 --> 00:05:51,685 You’re sweating a lot, do you know that? 74 00:05:51,768 --> 00:05:53,603 I’m having kind of a hard time. 75 00:05:53,687 --> 00:05:55,063 Having a hard time what? 76 00:05:55,146 --> 00:05:57,190 Just breathing, actually. 77 00:05:57,274 --> 00:05:58,567 Shit. 78 00:06:05,073 --> 00:06:06,073 Fuck! 79 00:06:14,332 --> 00:06:16,042 - Name, please. - Krystal Bryant. 80 00:06:16,126 --> 00:06:18,712 - No, I meant him. - I have no idea. 81 00:06:18,795 --> 00:06:20,881 Look, man, I don’t even know him, okay? 82 00:06:20,964 --> 00:06:22,799 He was just sitting on the beach, on his ass, 83 00:06:22,883 --> 00:06:24,968 and all of a sudden, kid has a heart attack. 84 00:06:25,051 --> 00:06:27,554 See if we have anything on a Taylor Ogburn. 85 00:06:27,637 --> 00:06:28,637 We need the EKG-- 86 00:06:28,691 --> 00:06:30,413 Miss Bryant, I have to ask you to leave. 87 00:06:30,437 --> 00:06:31,837 -Tell him that. He won’t let me go. 88 00:06:31,892 --> 00:06:34,269 Taylor Ogburn, history of paroxysmal atrial tachycardia. 89 00:06:34,352 --> 00:06:35,454 - Age? - 18. 90 00:06:35,478 --> 00:06:37,981 - God, remember 18? - IV’s in. 91 00:06:38,064 --> 00:06:41,252 - Maybe a pulse reading would be in order? - Great, get a pulse reading. 92 00:06:41,276 --> 00:06:42,276 Two hundred. 93 00:06:43,612 --> 00:06:46,489 Miss Bryant, that’s not helping. 94 00:06:46,573 --> 00:06:48,408 210, 215. 95 00:06:48,491 --> 00:06:50,511 - He’s not converting. - That's bad, right? 96 00:06:50,535 --> 00:06:51,828 You’re amazing. 97 00:06:51,995 --> 00:06:53,598 - Just gonna put this on. - 240. 98 00:06:53,622 --> 00:06:55,874 - 250. - We’re gonna have to induce conversion. 99 00:06:55,957 --> 00:06:58,752 - Get me four CCs of ATP. - God. Shot, Jesus. Needles. 100 00:06:58,835 --> 00:07:01,504 Well, Miss Bryant, I’m not giving you the shot, now am I? 101 00:07:01,588 --> 00:07:04,341 - You can just eat me, all right? - Miss Bryant, you’re fantastic. 102 00:07:04,424 --> 00:07:06,593 - 260, 280. - ATP. 103 00:07:06,676 --> 00:07:08,136 Adenosine triphosphate. 104 00:07:08,219 --> 00:07:11,431 Taylor, you’re gonna feel a kind of warmth spreading up your arm, yes. 105 00:07:14,601 --> 00:07:15,894 Something’s wrong. 106 00:07:15,977 --> 00:07:17,520 - No, you’re fine. - He’s not fine! 107 00:07:17,604 --> 00:07:19,606 - Miss Bryant, shut up. - 1-80. 108 00:07:19,689 --> 00:07:21,983 Yep, see? You’re converting. You’re fine. 109 00:07:22,067 --> 00:07:24,194 My heart is bleeding. 110 00:07:24,277 --> 00:07:25,820 I can feel it opening and bleeding. 111 00:07:26,321 --> 00:07:30,075 Fuck bleeding. I’m going down. I swear to God, I’m fucking going down. 112 00:07:30,158 --> 00:07:32,452 Nurse, can we get a couple of Valium for this crazy broad? 113 00:07:32,535 --> 00:07:35,455 - Get her the hell out of here. - I can’t take Valium. I’m in the program. 114 00:07:36,957 --> 00:07:39,042 - Somebody do something! - Okay. 115 00:07:39,250 --> 00:07:40,335 Somebody help her! 116 00:07:40,543 --> 00:07:42,343 Jose, we need a little help in here! 117 00:07:42,420 --> 00:07:43,797 ...roll you over. 118 00:07:44,339 --> 00:07:46,591 Yeah, just get her head. She’s in the program. 119 00:07:46,675 --> 00:07:48,677 - What program? - AA. 120 00:07:51,888 --> 00:07:53,431 It’s okay. 121 00:08:15,787 --> 00:08:18,707 My brother Campbell is a hot-shit artist. 122 00:08:18,790 --> 00:08:21,418 I don’t know if his paintings are good or bad. 123 00:08:21,501 --> 00:08:23,003 I do know they’re big. 124 00:08:23,128 --> 00:08:25,422 So big, in fact, that when I stand before them, 125 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:28,591 I can literally feel myself shrinking. 126 00:08:30,051 --> 00:08:32,554 - No thanks. - Right. Sorry. 127 00:08:34,180 --> 00:08:36,266 How many times you faked the PAT thing? 128 00:08:36,349 --> 00:08:38,768 - How do you know I ever faked it? - I would. 129 00:08:39,811 --> 00:08:43,189 At my piano recital, at your show in Charleston. 130 00:08:43,273 --> 00:08:44,566 I knew it. 131 00:08:45,066 --> 00:08:48,028 I think there are more but shame dulls my memory. 132 00:08:49,195 --> 00:08:50,275 Have you ever been in love? 133 00:08:50,321 --> 00:08:51,322 Negative. 134 00:08:51,740 --> 00:08:53,366 Well, what about Mary Elizabeth? 135 00:08:54,701 --> 00:08:57,537 I brought Mary Elizabeth to dinner a couple of weeks ago. 136 00:08:57,620 --> 00:09:02,000 So before dessert, Dad and I went out onto the porch to smoke a joint. 137 00:09:02,083 --> 00:09:04,085 When did Dad start smoking pot? 138 00:09:04,210 --> 00:09:07,172 He says, "You ever notice, Mary Elizabeth has a bit of a beak? 139 00:09:07,672 --> 00:09:11,718 Imagine if she had a little mustache, she’d look just like Larry Bird." 140 00:09:11,885 --> 00:09:14,596 My God. He’s right. 141 00:09:14,679 --> 00:09:15,764 Yep. 142 00:09:15,889 --> 00:09:18,308 Some things you just can’t unsee. 143 00:09:18,600 --> 00:09:20,226 So I dumped him. 144 00:09:20,310 --> 00:09:21,310 Her. 145 00:09:21,728 --> 00:09:23,563 Was there a point to this story, or--? 146 00:09:23,646 --> 00:09:26,024 The point is, I think love is just a trick God plays on us 147 00:09:26,107 --> 00:09:28,401 so we don’t feel ashamed of ourselves all the time. 148 00:09:28,818 --> 00:09:30,695 Weird to hear you talk about God. 149 00:09:31,404 --> 00:09:33,782 I mean, do you, you know, believe? 150 00:09:34,449 --> 00:09:35,658 Only marginally. 151 00:09:35,742 --> 00:09:38,787 And only when it’s convenient. 152 00:09:38,870 --> 00:09:41,414 What about Satan? 153 00:09:41,498 --> 00:09:44,834 - What about him? - Do you believe in him? 154 00:09:44,918 --> 00:09:48,046 Hell no! Who needs Satan when we have Republicans? 155 00:09:57,680 --> 00:09:59,265 Morning, Mr. Spencer. 156 00:10:20,161 --> 00:10:22,539 And a good morning to you, my lady of ladies. 157 00:10:28,670 --> 00:10:29,712 Good morning, Taylor. 158 00:10:31,673 --> 00:10:33,842 Has our kingfisher arrived from New York? 159 00:10:33,925 --> 00:10:35,426 Not yet. 160 00:10:36,344 --> 00:10:38,513 Shoot a monkey... 161 00:10:40,056 --> 00:10:41,850 Well, all in good time, I suppose. 162 00:10:41,975 --> 00:10:43,226 Vera is the Belle 163 00:10:43,351 --> 00:10:45,812 of the Honeysuckled Sunny Southern Aphorism. 164 00:10:46,229 --> 00:10:49,440 "All in good time. God works in mysterious ways. 165 00:10:49,607 --> 00:10:52,110 Everyone is doing the best they can." 166 00:10:52,193 --> 00:10:53,820 Vera, you know what I admire about you? 167 00:10:54,279 --> 00:10:57,574 I have no idea, but I’m dying to hear it. 168 00:10:57,657 --> 00:11:00,201 Your resolute cheeriness, which flies in the face 169 00:11:00,285 --> 00:11:03,997 of the world’s marauding armies of tragedy and darkness. 170 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:07,750 I think some young southern boy has been reading too much Faulkner. 171 00:11:07,917 --> 00:11:09,752 If it’s not one thing, it’s another. 172 00:11:10,503 --> 00:11:12,130 There are dust devils everywhere. 173 00:11:12,547 --> 00:11:16,009 And our kingfisher is somewhere between here and New York. 174 00:11:16,801 --> 00:11:18,344 Well, we’ll muddle through somehow. 175 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:22,473 - Vera, when you were a girl... - Dear. 176 00:11:22,557 --> 00:11:23,975 ...what singers did you listen to? 177 00:11:24,058 --> 00:11:25,685 The same ones I listen to now: 178 00:11:25,768 --> 00:11:29,439 Frank Sinatra, Tony Bennett, Miss Joni Mitchell. 179 00:11:29,939 --> 00:11:31,900 And when they sang love songs, 180 00:11:32,609 --> 00:11:35,249 did you ever get the feeling that they were singing about something 181 00:11:35,278 --> 00:11:37,197 that you knew absolutely nothing about? 182 00:11:38,156 --> 00:11:39,282 Of course. 183 00:11:39,908 --> 00:11:41,117 Did you ever find out? 184 00:11:41,409 --> 00:11:43,036 Of course, and so will you. 185 00:11:44,829 --> 00:11:45,914 All in good time? 186 00:11:46,289 --> 00:11:48,917 You’re young. Have faith, sweetness. 187 00:11:49,417 --> 00:11:50,417 Well, I’m late. 188 00:11:51,377 --> 00:11:53,129 Right. It’s Tuesday morning. 189 00:11:53,213 --> 00:11:54,714 Yes, my little group. 190 00:11:56,382 --> 00:11:57,842 Vera, you wanna know what I imagine? 191 00:11:57,926 --> 00:12:01,179 Imaginings of an 18-year-old? Darling, I’m not sure I do. 192 00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:25,972 Well, hello, dear. 193 00:13:27,056 --> 00:13:29,767 Hi. My name’s Taryn, and I’m an alcoholic. 194 00:13:29,892 --> 00:13:31,144 Hi, Taryn. 195 00:13:32,353 --> 00:13:34,480 Is this your first meeting? 196 00:13:34,731 --> 00:13:35,731 Yes. 197 00:13:36,232 --> 00:13:38,526 I mean, I think I may have made a mistake. 198 00:13:38,693 --> 00:13:40,445 Honey child, if you’re here, 199 00:13:40,945 --> 00:13:42,280 it’s no mistake. 200 00:13:42,780 --> 00:13:45,450 ...and the wisdom to know the difference. 201 00:13:45,700 --> 00:13:46,576 Welcome. 202 00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:50,079 First, I’d like to thank Susan for bringing the coffee and snacks today. 203 00:13:50,747 --> 00:13:52,915 And do we have any first-timers this morning? 204 00:13:53,291 --> 00:13:54,417 Bravely into the breach. 205 00:13:54,500 --> 00:13:55,500 I don’t think... 206 00:13:56,294 --> 00:13:57,712 Yes, you in the back. 207 00:14:00,548 --> 00:14:02,383 Hi. My name is Taylor... 208 00:14:03,009 --> 00:14:04,010 Fuck. 209 00:14:04,135 --> 00:14:05,428 ...and I’m an alcoholic. 210 00:14:05,553 --> 00:14:08,514 - Hi, Taylor. - Welcome, Taylor. And... 211 00:14:08,806 --> 00:14:10,516 Keep coming back. 212 00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:13,561 All right, so we don’t have any birthdays today, 213 00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:15,646 and those of you that got your chips this week 214 00:14:15,730 --> 00:14:18,024 got them Tuesday night. Congratulations. 215 00:14:18,566 --> 00:14:20,485 So, I guess it’s time to introduce 216 00:14:20,568 --> 00:14:22,070 our speaker for this morning, 217 00:14:22,153 --> 00:14:23,237 Krystal. 218 00:14:28,993 --> 00:14:30,578 Hi. My name is Krystal. 219 00:14:30,661 --> 00:14:31,913 Hi, Krystal. 220 00:14:31,996 --> 00:14:34,707 And I’m an alcoholic and an addict. 221 00:14:37,627 --> 00:14:39,712 Okay. 222 00:14:39,837 --> 00:14:43,049 I did the stripper thing, I did the hooker thing, 223 00:14:43,132 --> 00:14:44,801 I did the heroin thing, 224 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:47,053 because something inside of me 225 00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:49,347 couldn’t stand the light of day. 226 00:14:49,764 --> 00:14:51,974 Everybody all normal, 227 00:14:52,058 --> 00:14:53,476 in shorts, 228 00:14:53,559 --> 00:14:55,144 throwing Frisbees, 229 00:14:56,187 --> 00:14:57,230 suckers. 230 00:14:57,647 --> 00:14:59,273 Why didn’t they know what I knew? 231 00:15:00,733 --> 00:15:02,110 Sunlight is bullshit, 232 00:15:02,485 --> 00:15:04,529 darkness is king. 233 00:15:04,821 --> 00:15:09,617 And drugs and booze were like the rain. 234 00:15:11,035 --> 00:15:12,286 But after the rain, 235 00:15:12,703 --> 00:15:14,664 I was left bone dry, 236 00:15:15,373 --> 00:15:18,751 and praying for the stranger lying next to me 237 00:15:18,835 --> 00:15:22,380 to have the decency to go away before I open my eyes. 238 00:15:24,882 --> 00:15:26,300 Since I got clean, 239 00:15:27,969 --> 00:15:29,595 my eyes are open all the time. 240 00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:34,809 And the light 241 00:15:35,351 --> 00:15:37,520 is the truth that God is love. 242 00:15:42,150 --> 00:15:44,193 And the rain that washes me clean 243 00:15:46,112 --> 00:15:48,364 is the love that pours down on me in this room. 244 00:16:12,930 --> 00:16:13,930 Hi. 245 00:16:14,474 --> 00:16:16,225 Hello. Remember me? 246 00:16:16,642 --> 00:16:18,522 Yeah, you’re that kid with the fucked-up ticker. 247 00:16:18,561 --> 00:16:20,313 - Yeah, and you’re-- - Late. 248 00:16:20,730 --> 00:16:23,858 I liked your speech. 249 00:16:23,941 --> 00:16:25,610 - My speech? - Yeah. 250 00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:27,738 Man, I’m not exactly running for class president. 251 00:16:28,446 --> 00:16:30,114 Right, well, I liked your whatever. 252 00:16:32,533 --> 00:16:35,369 So, I was wondering if I could buy you a cup of coffee. 253 00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:36,661 No. 254 00:16:45,171 --> 00:16:47,131 - It’s happening again, isn’t it? - What? 255 00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:51,260 - The heart thing, it’s happening again? - No. Absolutely not. 256 00:16:52,470 --> 00:16:55,389 Look, man, I am not taking you to the hospital again. 257 00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:57,600 That was a one-time shot. 258 00:16:58,059 --> 00:17:00,686 Fucking needles and tweaked out interns. 259 00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:03,564 You’re not dying, are you? 260 00:17:03,940 --> 00:17:06,150 No. No, I’m not dying. 261 00:17:06,734 --> 00:17:08,986 Then, if I were you, I’d consider this a pretty good day. 262 00:17:20,873 --> 00:17:22,542 I’m so proud of you. 263 00:17:22,917 --> 00:17:24,168 Do you have a sponsor? 264 00:17:31,634 --> 00:17:35,304 Only when we were young, our toes wiggling in evening dew... 265 00:17:35,429 --> 00:17:37,306 Whenever my mother writes a new poem, 266 00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,809 we have a family get-together to celebrate. 267 00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:44,230 ...streetlights were old friends and the breath of eve's side. 268 00:17:44,313 --> 00:17:45,856 No regretting, no regretting. 269 00:17:46,524 --> 00:17:49,819 The stars were lanterns, hung just for us, 270 00:17:50,528 --> 00:17:52,947 while once in a blue, blue moon, 271 00:17:53,322 --> 00:17:55,449 who wept as we slept 272 00:17:55,533 --> 00:17:59,245 and awoke too soon, too soon. 273 00:18:02,498 --> 00:18:04,578 I have an announcement. 274 00:18:06,961 --> 00:18:07,961 I’m in love. 275 00:18:08,004 --> 00:18:10,089 You? Get the fuck out of here. 276 00:18:10,172 --> 00:18:12,091 - Honest to God, Campbell. - I met her at AA. 277 00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:14,278 - When did you start going to AA? - You don’t even drink. 278 00:18:14,302 --> 00:18:16,345 Well, no, I’m not really an alcoholic. 279 00:18:16,429 --> 00:18:19,974 I just went to a meeting, by accident, because Krystal was there. 280 00:18:20,057 --> 00:18:21,897 - Krystal? - Sounds like some kind of stripper. 281 00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:23,686 Well, she is. Was. 282 00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:25,521 Now, can I have a drink? 283 00:18:25,605 --> 00:18:27,857 Where’s this Krystal from? 284 00:18:27,940 --> 00:18:30,401 - Who cares. I love her. - No, you don’t. 285 00:18:30,818 --> 00:18:33,529 How the hell do you know? Can I have that drink now? 286 00:18:33,613 --> 00:18:35,573 No, your heart and all, no. 287 00:18:35,656 --> 00:18:38,034 My heart is fine. My heart is in love. 288 00:18:38,117 --> 00:18:40,620 I don’t like this. I don’t like this one bit. 289 00:18:40,745 --> 00:18:42,997 Love is... I don’t know. 290 00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:45,833 - What is love, Wyatt, dear? - Dangerous. 291 00:18:45,958 --> 00:18:48,461 But-- Exactly, very dangerous. 292 00:18:48,544 --> 00:18:51,631 Good. I could use a little danger, with a Jack Daniel’s chaser. 293 00:18:51,881 --> 00:18:54,800 You can tell a good bit about someone by where they’re from. 294 00:18:54,884 --> 00:18:56,802 - Did I ask you where she’s from? - You did. 295 00:18:56,886 --> 00:18:58,054 And what did you say? 296 00:18:58,137 --> 00:19:00,097 I didn’t, because I don’t know. 297 00:19:00,181 --> 00:19:01,307 Now can I have one of those? 298 00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:02,391 Give Romeo a shot. 299 00:19:02,475 --> 00:19:04,518 No. No. 300 00:19:05,394 --> 00:19:09,690 She thinks I’m a drunk. How can I be a drunk if I’ve never had a drink? 301 00:19:10,107 --> 00:19:13,069 It’s one drink, big deal. What could happen? 302 00:19:13,152 --> 00:19:15,404 Whoo-hoo-hoo! 303 00:19:15,488 --> 00:19:17,615 Yeah! Whoo! 304 00:19:17,698 --> 00:19:20,618 Faster! Faster! 305 00:19:21,827 --> 00:19:23,496 Where is she? 306 00:19:24,121 --> 00:19:26,957 Tay-Tay, you’re not gonna find her out there. 307 00:19:27,249 --> 00:19:29,877 Well, not with that attitude. 308 00:19:30,086 --> 00:19:31,837 You don’t understand, man. 309 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:33,130 I’m in love. 310 00:19:34,256 --> 00:19:36,175 With a stripper junkie. 311 00:19:36,258 --> 00:19:37,635 She’s more than that. 312 00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:38,886 Aren’t we all? 313 00:19:40,846 --> 00:19:44,558 Me, in love, instantly. 314 00:19:45,434 --> 00:19:46,434 Madly. 315 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,230 Head over heels... ly. 316 00:19:49,355 --> 00:19:52,358 Tay-Tay, this is so sad, really. 317 00:19:52,483 --> 00:19:56,612 You have a near-death heart thing, you come out of it and, 318 00:19:56,696 --> 00:20:00,282 bingo, enter Slutina, Queen of the South. 319 00:20:00,366 --> 00:20:02,326 Now you’re in love? 320 00:20:02,410 --> 00:20:04,078 You just don’t understand. 321 00:20:09,291 --> 00:20:11,752 What the fuck’s going on with this red SUV? 322 00:20:12,420 --> 00:20:14,171 They’ve been following us all night. 323 00:20:16,132 --> 00:20:17,466 Hey, you know this guy? 324 00:20:17,550 --> 00:20:19,135 Where are you? 325 00:20:25,725 --> 00:20:26,851 There. 326 00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:45,202 Greenwood Gallery. How may I...? 327 00:20:46,370 --> 00:20:47,370 No! 328 00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:49,915 Actually, I feel like shit. 329 00:20:50,875 --> 00:20:54,295 Okay, I accept that. However, the marijuana was your idea. 330 00:20:55,671 --> 00:20:56,672 Opium? 331 00:20:57,882 --> 00:21:00,342 You are fucking-A, Tweety Bird right, I want some more, 332 00:21:00,426 --> 00:21:03,429 and it’s all your fault, so goodbye and fuck you! 333 00:21:04,847 --> 00:21:07,183 Hello. 334 00:21:07,349 --> 00:21:10,352 I guess our fucking-A Tweety Bird has arrived from the Bronx. 335 00:21:11,896 --> 00:21:14,648 Vera, I have something to confess. 336 00:21:14,940 --> 00:21:16,192 I’m sure you do. 337 00:21:16,525 --> 00:21:18,486 I’m not really an alcoholic. 338 00:21:18,569 --> 00:21:20,362 Well, God knows, you don’t smell like one. 339 00:21:20,446 --> 00:21:22,239 I’ve decided to become your sponsor. 340 00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:24,074 You should be thrilled. 341 00:21:24,450 --> 00:21:28,037 Now, listen carefully, sweet, sweet boy. Step one: 342 00:21:28,204 --> 00:21:31,290 ...to admit that I am powerless over alcohol 343 00:21:31,373 --> 00:21:33,584 and that my life has become unmanageable. 344 00:21:33,667 --> 00:21:36,253 You don’t have enough of a life for it to be unmanageable. 345 00:21:36,337 --> 00:21:38,172 And you’re not an alcoholic. 346 00:21:39,340 --> 00:21:40,341 This heroin hooker, 347 00:21:40,841 --> 00:21:43,135 chicks like her don’t fall for guys like you. 348 00:21:43,260 --> 00:21:44,470 What’s wrong with me? 349 00:21:44,553 --> 00:21:46,514 What’s really wrong with you is you’re a good guy. 350 00:21:47,306 --> 00:21:50,518 Chicks marry good guys. They fall fuck-happy in love with bad boys. 351 00:21:51,227 --> 00:21:52,478 My God. 352 00:21:53,312 --> 00:21:54,688 You’re absolutely right. 353 00:21:55,439 --> 00:21:58,234 She looks at me like I’m a small jar of Miracle Whip 354 00:21:58,317 --> 00:22:00,152 wearing Dockers and penny loafers. 355 00:22:00,236 --> 00:22:02,154 What can I do? 356 00:22:02,404 --> 00:22:05,115 Nothing. Your essential goodness dicks you completely. 357 00:22:08,661 --> 00:22:09,912 I can be bad. 358 00:22:11,872 --> 00:22:14,083 Go easy on that joint, rook. 359 00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:15,835 Fuck easy. 360 00:22:15,918 --> 00:22:17,169 That’s not bad. 361 00:22:20,881 --> 00:22:22,007 All right. 362 00:22:27,638 --> 00:22:30,850 Jesus. Okay, let’s go. 363 00:22:30,933 --> 00:22:34,353 No, thanks. I’m going to go to Frenchy’s for a frosty. 364 00:22:34,436 --> 00:22:37,189 - But you said that you would-- - I’m too high. 365 00:22:37,273 --> 00:22:39,483 Jesus. Me, too. 366 00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:42,814 Do you think they’ll notice? 367 00:22:42,862 --> 00:22:44,780 Just sit in the back, pretend you’re invisible, 368 00:22:44,905 --> 00:22:46,073 just like school. 369 00:22:47,116 --> 00:22:48,284 All right. 370 00:22:49,994 --> 00:22:51,120 Pull. 371 00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:53,289 Right. 372 00:22:54,498 --> 00:22:57,459 God grant me the serenity 373 00:22:57,543 --> 00:23:00,379 to accept the things I cannot change. 374 00:23:00,462 --> 00:23:03,674 The courage... I don’t think she’s here, sweetheart. 375 00:23:03,757 --> 00:23:05,217 Perhaps she’s at the gallery. 376 00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:08,178 You work at the gallery, don’t you? If memory serves. 377 00:23:08,262 --> 00:23:10,556 We have quite the crowd today. 378 00:23:10,639 --> 00:23:13,809 And there is no mystery as to why. 379 00:23:13,893 --> 00:23:18,522 Um, unfortunately, our speaker has been delayed. 380 00:23:18,606 --> 00:23:21,025 So in the meantime...! 381 00:23:21,108 --> 00:23:22,318 Well. 382 00:23:22,443 --> 00:23:23,861 Here he is now. 383 00:23:34,830 --> 00:23:36,582 My, my, my. 384 00:24:00,147 --> 00:24:01,273 Hi. I’m Bo. 385 00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:03,984 And I’m an alcoholic and an addict. 386 00:24:04,234 --> 00:24:05,653 Hi, Bo. 387 00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:08,697 When I first joined AA, 388 00:24:08,948 --> 00:24:10,741 I was hoping that the men would fear me 389 00:24:10,824 --> 00:24:12,368 and the women would love me. 390 00:24:13,452 --> 00:24:15,871 Now the men love me and the women fear me. 391 00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:22,586 I started smoking pot when I was 12. 392 00:24:22,670 --> 00:24:25,631 My parents used to tell me every time I got high, 393 00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:28,008 I was welcoming Satan into my soul. 394 00:24:28,133 --> 00:24:29,259 Satan? 395 00:24:29,426 --> 00:24:31,011 He’s being metaphorical, dear. 396 00:24:31,804 --> 00:24:33,889 And it took 30 years of using, 397 00:24:34,932 --> 00:24:37,101 and a million miles of bad road 398 00:24:38,644 --> 00:24:40,145 to realize they were right. 399 00:24:40,646 --> 00:24:42,523 Satan was in my soul. 400 00:24:42,606 --> 00:24:45,651 - I guess he’s not being metaphorical. - Satan became my best pal... 401 00:24:45,943 --> 00:24:47,528 I have something to confess. 402 00:24:47,778 --> 00:24:49,029 Again? 403 00:24:49,405 --> 00:24:51,740 The devil has been in my soul since I was seven, 404 00:24:52,032 --> 00:24:54,118 and I am very, very stoned. 405 00:24:54,284 --> 00:24:56,829 Fear, the fear that woke me in the morning. 406 00:24:57,871 --> 00:24:59,206 Fear of the dark. 407 00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:00,749 Too much light. 408 00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:02,960 My reflection in the mirror. 409 00:25:04,336 --> 00:25:05,336 Girls. 410 00:25:06,380 --> 00:25:07,464 Clowns. 411 00:25:07,631 --> 00:25:08,799 My father. 412 00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:10,509 Silence. 413 00:25:10,801 --> 00:25:12,481 And just about everything else in between. 414 00:25:13,762 --> 00:25:15,556 But with my best friend Satan, 415 00:25:16,974 --> 00:25:18,475 I was never afraid. 416 00:25:20,519 --> 00:25:21,979 And I was never alone. 417 00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:26,900 And then one afternoon, I woke up in Motel Hell. 418 00:25:27,693 --> 00:25:28,944 We’ve all been there. 419 00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:35,325 Empty bottles of Thunderbird all over the place, roaches. 420 00:25:36,243 --> 00:25:37,243 Both kinds. 421 00:25:37,619 --> 00:25:39,371 Weird shit written all over the walls. 422 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:42,916 Flies buzzing around a syringe. 423 00:25:44,793 --> 00:25:46,879 And something really sticky in my hair. 424 00:25:48,839 --> 00:25:49,840 And then a voice. 425 00:25:51,508 --> 00:25:53,510 "Welcome to the end of the line." 426 00:25:56,430 --> 00:25:57,556 Whose voice? 427 00:25:59,767 --> 00:26:02,269 And then I’m praying. To who? 428 00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:04,855 Then I’m on my Harley. 429 00:26:07,274 --> 00:26:08,275 Who’s driving? 430 00:26:10,611 --> 00:26:14,239 Then I’m in a meeting. Who brought me here? 431 00:26:15,282 --> 00:26:16,408 We know who. 432 00:26:17,034 --> 00:26:18,327 We all know who. 433 00:26:18,619 --> 00:26:20,120 God as we understand him. 434 00:26:20,204 --> 00:26:22,748 I think God brought us. 435 00:26:24,124 --> 00:26:25,334 All of us together. 436 00:26:26,335 --> 00:26:29,004 And I think faith keeps us coming back. 437 00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:34,301 The faith that gives us wings. 438 00:26:35,177 --> 00:26:37,638 Or at least a soft place to land. 439 00:26:57,616 --> 00:26:59,910 In my father’s book, The History of Om, 440 00:27:00,494 --> 00:27:03,914 all the major guys, you know, Buddha and Christ and Muhammad, 441 00:27:03,997 --> 00:27:06,708 all talk about how you must be reborn. 442 00:27:06,792 --> 00:27:08,669 Thou must be reborn. 443 00:27:09,002 --> 00:27:11,421 But I’d always get bored and stop reading, 444 00:27:11,505 --> 00:27:13,924 so I never knew exactly why you had to be reborn. 445 00:27:22,391 --> 00:27:23,392 Until now. 446 00:27:47,749 --> 00:27:48,749 Hey, sport. 447 00:27:51,003 --> 00:27:52,212 What happened to you? 448 00:27:53,172 --> 00:27:56,675 He not busy being born is busy dying, y’all. 449 00:27:59,219 --> 00:28:02,431 - You want a ride? - My back of the bike days are long gone. 450 00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:05,267 Now why is that? 451 00:28:05,517 --> 00:28:07,019 I get the wind in my hair 452 00:28:07,102 --> 00:28:09,062 and I start feeling a little too free, 453 00:28:09,146 --> 00:28:10,314 if you follow me. 454 00:28:11,231 --> 00:28:12,566 So I walk. 455 00:28:13,066 --> 00:28:14,151 One step at a time. 456 00:28:28,916 --> 00:28:31,960 The boy... in the penny loafers 457 00:28:32,044 --> 00:28:33,670 and the sport coat on the beach? 458 00:28:34,046 --> 00:28:35,422 What about him? 459 00:28:35,505 --> 00:28:36,590 A lie. 460 00:28:38,467 --> 00:28:40,385 In a coat and tie. 461 00:28:42,679 --> 00:28:44,514 I was thinking that if I looked normal... 462 00:28:45,140 --> 00:28:46,433 I get the picture. 463 00:28:46,516 --> 00:28:48,477 Inside I was a zoo parade of fear. 464 00:28:49,895 --> 00:28:51,355 Fear of everything. 465 00:28:51,855 --> 00:28:53,023 Fear of the dark, 466 00:28:53,523 --> 00:28:55,275 my reflection in the mirror... 467 00:28:56,693 --> 00:28:57,693 girls, 468 00:28:58,237 --> 00:29:00,906 my father, clowns, 469 00:29:01,490 --> 00:29:05,619 thunder, my shadow, the sound of my heartbeat, 470 00:29:06,370 --> 00:29:07,370 life, 471 00:29:08,288 --> 00:29:09,331 death, 472 00:29:09,790 --> 00:29:11,208 and everything in between. 473 00:29:12,292 --> 00:29:14,294 I guess that would explain the whole heart thing. 474 00:29:17,506 --> 00:29:18,799 I guess it would. 475 00:29:20,634 --> 00:29:22,511 I think God got us here. 476 00:29:24,471 --> 00:29:25,722 All together. 477 00:29:26,556 --> 00:29:29,184 And I think faith keeps us coming back. 478 00:29:30,811 --> 00:29:32,521 The faith that gives us wings... 479 00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:35,607 or at least a soft place to land. 480 00:29:37,985 --> 00:29:39,194 How old are you? 481 00:29:39,987 --> 00:29:41,154 Eighteen. 482 00:29:42,656 --> 00:29:44,366 You sure don’t talk 18. 483 00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:48,662 I have a very old soul. 484 00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:53,917 Hey, Mom! 485 00:29:55,168 --> 00:29:56,168 I got math. 486 00:30:09,266 --> 00:30:10,517 Hey, baby. 487 00:30:35,834 --> 00:30:37,336 Evening, son. 488 00:30:38,337 --> 00:30:42,090 And what a lovely evening it is. Am I right? 489 00:30:42,924 --> 00:30:45,093 Soft. You know what I mean? 490 00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:46,177 Like velvet. 491 00:30:47,012 --> 00:30:48,889 Like that part of a woman. 492 00:30:49,056 --> 00:30:50,140 Can I help you? 493 00:30:50,599 --> 00:30:52,267 You know, a night like this 494 00:30:52,351 --> 00:30:55,896 makes a man wish he was big enough to fuck it. 495 00:31:00,317 --> 00:31:01,317 And I am. 496 00:31:06,948 --> 00:31:10,202 You don’t believe me, ask her. 497 00:31:24,591 --> 00:31:26,593 - Holy shit. - Yeah. 498 00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:29,805 Your PAT thing must have gone crazy. 499 00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:32,099 That’s the strange part. It didn’t. 500 00:31:32,265 --> 00:31:33,558 Why do you think? 501 00:31:33,850 --> 00:31:35,477 I think it’s 'cause I was being Bo. 502 00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:37,020 Who’s Bo? 503 00:31:37,813 --> 00:31:39,893 You know, I think I could be really good at being Bo. 504 00:31:39,940 --> 00:31:41,380 What the fuck are you talking about? 505 00:31:41,566 --> 00:31:43,151 Bo is my paint brush. 506 00:31:43,735 --> 00:31:47,322 Henceforth, I paint myself in Bo. 507 00:31:47,406 --> 00:31:48,990 Who the fuck is Bo? 508 00:31:49,491 --> 00:31:51,576 And why are you walking like that? 509 00:31:52,244 --> 00:31:53,244 It’s my Bo walk. 510 00:31:54,287 --> 00:31:55,956 - Yeah. - You know. Cool. 511 00:31:56,206 --> 00:31:58,125 With an undercurrent of tragedy. 512 00:31:58,208 --> 00:32:01,378 Detached from the worldly bullshit but in touch with the pain. 513 00:32:03,130 --> 00:32:04,423 There she is. 514 00:32:07,509 --> 00:32:11,596 Dude. She is too much for your little life, Tay-Tay. 515 00:32:13,557 --> 00:32:14,766 Not for Bo’s. 516 00:32:19,229 --> 00:32:21,481 All right. 517 00:32:24,734 --> 00:32:26,820 - Son of a bitch! - What happened?! 518 00:32:26,903 --> 00:32:28,864 My kid, he got into a fight. 519 00:32:29,030 --> 00:32:30,991 What kind of sick fucker would start a fight 520 00:32:31,116 --> 00:32:32,325 with a kid in a wheelchair? 521 00:32:32,409 --> 00:32:34,870 My kid started it. Bobby. Bobby always starts it. 522 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:37,122 The boy has stones. Does he ever actually win? 523 00:32:37,205 --> 00:32:40,542 Bobby always wins. He runs them down and then he runs them over. 524 00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:42,043 Lots of anger, your boy. 525 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:48,467 You know what? 526 00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:51,633 Pardon my fucking French, but exactly what the fuck are you doing in my car? 527 00:32:51,845 --> 00:32:54,764 Just riding shotgun, trying to be your pal, 528 00:32:54,848 --> 00:32:59,436 and searching the horizon for the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. 529 00:33:02,355 --> 00:33:03,732 He’s got a lot to be angry about. 530 00:33:05,609 --> 00:33:07,068 His father was driving. 531 00:33:07,152 --> 00:33:09,821 He was so loaded he backed over him in the driveway. 532 00:33:10,071 --> 00:33:11,573 Didn’t come back either. 533 00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:17,746 This is usually where my gentleman callers get out. 534 00:33:18,455 --> 00:33:19,455 Yeah? 535 00:33:19,664 --> 00:33:23,335 Well, fuck ’em if they can’t take a joke. 536 00:33:47,776 --> 00:33:48,776 Which? 537 00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:50,862 Just suspended, because I didn’t start it. 538 00:33:51,863 --> 00:33:53,503 - Give me the cigarette. - What cigarette? 539 00:33:53,907 --> 00:33:56,034 Why don’t you give your mother the cigarette? 540 00:33:56,368 --> 00:33:57,827 Why don’t you eat my ass? 541 00:34:02,374 --> 00:34:03,833 Who the fuck is this dude? 542 00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:09,881 Can I, help? 543 00:34:14,135 --> 00:34:15,135 Nope. 544 00:34:17,806 --> 00:34:19,808 You trick that thing out yourself? 545 00:34:20,642 --> 00:34:21,642 Trick? 546 00:34:40,745 --> 00:34:42,205 Guess who I think I saw today? 547 00:34:42,289 --> 00:34:44,249 - I have no idea. - I bet you do. 548 00:34:44,958 --> 00:34:47,127 - He went back to Savannah. - Says you. 549 00:34:47,210 --> 00:34:49,629 I saw him outside the window in Biology, lurking. 550 00:34:49,713 --> 00:34:51,464 - No, you didn’t. - Yes, I did. 551 00:34:51,548 --> 00:34:53,693 I know lurking when I see it and that fucker was lurking. 552 00:34:53,717 --> 00:34:56,195 Freaking me out while I was in the middle of dissecting a frog. 553 00:34:56,219 --> 00:34:59,055 What the fuck is he doing here anyway? Lurking like a motherfucker. 554 00:34:59,139 --> 00:35:02,475 Can we watch the language for one fucking second, please? 555 00:35:15,488 --> 00:35:17,240 Who’s the kid lurking in the back seat? 556 00:35:18,033 --> 00:35:19,033 Hi. 557 00:35:19,075 --> 00:35:20,869 Did my mom tell you about Lurker Number One? 558 00:35:21,036 --> 00:35:24,998 I guess your mom will tell me all about whomever when the time is right. 559 00:35:27,125 --> 00:35:29,753 What makes you think you’re going to be around long enough? 560 00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:35,675 I have to get back to work or the manager will fire me. 561 00:35:38,678 --> 00:35:40,180 Keep fucking smiling. 562 00:35:42,390 --> 00:35:44,076 Could you get this dimwit home for me, please? 563 00:35:44,100 --> 00:35:45,810 No, that’s okay, Mom. I can walk. 564 00:35:46,144 --> 00:35:47,144 Yeah. 565 00:35:54,361 --> 00:35:56,738 I feel bad that you’re in a wheelchair, 566 00:35:57,530 --> 00:35:58,907 but not that bad. 567 00:35:59,199 --> 00:36:01,660 I got enough shit to keep me awake at night. 568 00:36:02,327 --> 00:36:05,955 And if you think that I’m going to act like I feel bad for you 569 00:36:06,039 --> 00:36:08,458 in front of your mother just so I can get in her pants, 570 00:36:08,541 --> 00:36:10,752 well, you got your head up your young ass. 571 00:36:11,711 --> 00:36:13,088 And know this... 572 00:36:13,922 --> 00:36:18,051 I’m not just another guy that's out of your life before you know his last name. 573 00:36:19,552 --> 00:36:20,679 Kid. 574 00:36:22,055 --> 00:36:23,640 How old are you, man? 575 00:36:23,973 --> 00:36:25,058 Eighteen. 576 00:36:29,354 --> 00:36:32,273 You’re hitting on my mom and you’re two years older than me? 577 00:36:32,482 --> 00:36:34,526 Fucking beautiful, 18. 578 00:36:35,151 --> 00:36:37,862 I have a very old soul. 579 00:36:38,321 --> 00:36:40,699 I hope you didn’t try that tired old line on my mom. 580 00:36:53,670 --> 00:36:56,840 I would’ve thought only old bags would work in a joint like this. 581 00:36:57,298 --> 00:36:58,591 Or gay guys. 582 00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:00,343 Fucking birds? 583 00:37:01,094 --> 00:37:03,972 I’m running the joint while the old bag is having a procedure. 584 00:37:05,140 --> 00:37:06,140 Cancer? 585 00:37:06,850 --> 00:37:10,687 No, not cancer, a procedure. Jesus. 586 00:37:15,358 --> 00:37:17,068 Hey, what’s this one? 587 00:37:18,445 --> 00:37:20,029 The Trumpeter Swan. 588 00:37:21,573 --> 00:37:22,574 You like it? 589 00:37:22,657 --> 00:37:23,825 I don’t know. 590 00:37:24,951 --> 00:37:28,538 It’s my favorite. I’ve never seen one in real life. 591 00:37:30,540 --> 00:37:32,292 Its song is supposed to be amazing. 592 00:37:33,835 --> 00:37:35,128 It only sings when it flies. 593 00:37:36,504 --> 00:37:37,589 I get that. 594 00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:40,341 Somebody painted this? 595 00:37:40,884 --> 00:37:42,093 Somebody did. 596 00:37:43,511 --> 00:37:46,306 - I think I’m going to cry. - Willie? 597 00:37:47,849 --> 00:37:48,850 Bobby. 598 00:37:49,476 --> 00:37:51,144 Didn’t get to catch your name. 599 00:37:54,022 --> 00:37:55,022 Taylor. 600 00:37:55,356 --> 00:37:57,317 Shit? 601 00:37:57,901 --> 00:37:58,985 Taylor? 602 00:37:59,694 --> 00:38:02,614 Name like that, sweet face like yours. 603 00:38:03,198 --> 00:38:05,992 Where I’ve been, you’d be fucking Prom Queen. 604 00:38:08,536 --> 00:38:10,955 I’m going to have to ask you to put that cigarette out. 605 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:15,084 Sucking up to the boy to bone my old lady. 606 00:38:15,668 --> 00:38:19,214 You’re obvious, sir, like balls on a tall dog. 607 00:38:21,216 --> 00:38:22,717 Let’s take a ride. 608 00:38:24,177 --> 00:38:25,303 Come on. 609 00:38:29,057 --> 00:38:31,017 One more step, motherfucker! 610 00:38:37,398 --> 00:38:39,359 You got me all shook up. 611 00:38:50,703 --> 00:38:52,330 Now, you see here, 612 00:38:53,039 --> 00:38:55,375 I’m going to take the boy back to his mama. 613 00:38:55,458 --> 00:38:58,461 Then I’m going to fall on my knees and beg her to forgive me 614 00:38:58,545 --> 00:38:59,546 and take me back. 615 00:39:00,004 --> 00:39:02,191 Then, we’re going to go back to Savannah where we belong. 616 00:39:02,215 --> 00:39:03,675 And she’ll thank me too. 617 00:39:03,758 --> 00:39:06,928 As you should, for being a gentleman 618 00:39:07,095 --> 00:39:11,015 and not turning your fucking lights out right here and now. 619 00:39:18,898 --> 00:39:21,609 - Let’s go! - I’m kind of stunned it doesn’t hurt more. 620 00:39:23,278 --> 00:39:24,278 Get on. 621 00:39:26,865 --> 00:39:28,366 All right, go! 622 00:39:29,117 --> 00:39:30,117 Whoa! 623 00:39:32,787 --> 00:39:33,872 Keep going, come on. 624 00:39:34,497 --> 00:39:36,183 He’s not getting up, I think we’re all right. 625 00:39:36,207 --> 00:39:37,876 My God! 626 00:39:39,168 --> 00:39:40,295 You’re heavy! 627 00:39:40,420 --> 00:39:42,922 Thanks a lot. Tell me something I don’t know. 628 00:39:43,006 --> 00:39:45,508 - Do you see him? - No, I don’t see him. I don’t see him. 629 00:39:45,592 --> 00:39:48,272 - I think he’s following us. - I think I need to go to the hospital. 630 00:39:48,303 --> 00:39:49,303 Shit. 631 00:39:51,806 --> 00:39:53,016 My God! 632 00:39:53,892 --> 00:39:55,059 God. 633 00:39:55,435 --> 00:39:57,020 God! 634 00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:01,524 Shit. 635 00:40:03,276 --> 00:40:05,445 Yes! Yes! Yes! 636 00:40:05,528 --> 00:40:06,654 All right, go. Come on! 637 00:40:06,821 --> 00:40:09,782 This thing can go faster than that, I know it can, come on! Whoo! 638 00:40:10,074 --> 00:40:11,284 Fuck you, Willie! 639 00:40:12,619 --> 00:40:13,619 Whoo! 640 00:40:15,038 --> 00:40:16,122 Dr. Farley? 641 00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:20,710 - Another episode of-- - No. 642 00:40:21,461 --> 00:40:23,671 But apparently, I’ve been stabbed. 643 00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:26,883 - Whoa! Get back, Loretta! - Okay. 644 00:40:28,051 --> 00:40:31,638 I’m afraid I’m going to have to ask you to leave. Immediate family only. 645 00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:33,556 İt’s all right, this is my cousin. 646 00:40:34,724 --> 00:40:36,643 - Once removed. - Who did this to you? 647 00:40:37,602 --> 00:40:38,728 The Devil. 648 00:40:39,062 --> 00:40:40,480 I don’t have any gloves. 649 00:40:40,563 --> 00:40:43,149 Don’t be such a pussy. Willie isn’t the Devil. 650 00:40:43,232 --> 00:40:46,110 - Should I still be bleeding this much? - I don’t have any damn gloves. 651 00:40:46,319 --> 00:40:49,364 Anybody who believes in the Devil should give people more credit. 652 00:40:49,781 --> 00:40:50,698 Right on. 653 00:40:50,782 --> 00:40:52,408 Maybe some stitches. 654 00:40:52,742 --> 00:40:55,244 You can’t believe the people that I see in here. 655 00:40:55,328 --> 00:40:56,621 Stupid people. 656 00:40:56,704 --> 00:40:58,373 People who smell really bad. 657 00:40:58,581 --> 00:41:00,333 People without proper insurance. 658 00:41:00,416 --> 00:41:01,876 People that are just really sick 659 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:06,005 and they’re just going to die, no matter what I do. 660 00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:09,425 You can’t smoke in here! 661 00:41:09,717 --> 00:41:11,344 Fuck it. Give me a drag? 662 00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:13,805 Honest to God, I think I just need some stitches. 663 00:41:15,515 --> 00:41:16,391 You are a pussy. 664 00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:17,600 It’s just a flesh wound. 665 00:41:19,227 --> 00:41:20,937 - You know... - Bobby. 666 00:41:21,771 --> 00:41:25,274 You know, Bobby, sometimes I wonder why I do what I do. 667 00:41:25,483 --> 00:41:29,696 Well, maybe before you try to cure the sick, you ought to forgive them. 668 00:41:35,034 --> 00:41:36,327 You’re right. 669 00:41:37,870 --> 00:41:38,871 Of course. 670 00:41:41,416 --> 00:41:44,043 - I’m just a terrible doctor. - Yeah. 671 00:41:44,127 --> 00:41:47,964 Dr. Farley, please report to Admitting, Dr. Farley. 672 00:41:50,133 --> 00:41:51,133 My leg? 673 00:41:57,015 --> 00:41:58,182 Jesus Christ! 674 00:41:58,516 --> 00:42:01,477 "You ought to forgive them." You’re pretty smart. 675 00:42:01,728 --> 00:42:02,854 Here’s how smart I am. 676 00:42:03,271 --> 00:42:05,332 I know that now that old Willie is back in the picture, 677 00:42:05,356 --> 00:42:07,066 you have no shot with my mom. 678 00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:08,317 No shot at all. 679 00:42:08,443 --> 00:42:10,945 Not that you ever did, Mr. Old Soul. 680 00:42:12,196 --> 00:42:13,239 Does she love him? 681 00:42:13,448 --> 00:42:15,450 My mom has cleaned up her act, a lot. 682 00:42:15,783 --> 00:42:18,262 But there’s one last thing she’s addicted to that she’ll never shake. 683 00:42:18,286 --> 00:42:20,371 - What’s that? - Misery. 684 00:42:21,497 --> 00:42:22,915 Think you can walk? 685 00:42:23,583 --> 00:42:24,667 Much obliged. 686 00:42:27,670 --> 00:42:30,923 You should forget it. Willie eats white boys like you for breakfast. 687 00:42:31,007 --> 00:42:32,568 Dr. Martin, please report to... 688 00:42:32,592 --> 00:42:36,387 After a million miles of bad road, I can handle a guy like Willie. 689 00:42:36,512 --> 00:42:37,889 Yeah, yeah fuckin’ Willie. 690 00:42:37,972 --> 00:42:40,516 Taylor? Is that you? 691 00:42:45,063 --> 00:42:46,856 What the hell happened to you? 692 00:42:48,191 --> 00:42:49,484 I’ll meet you outside. 693 00:42:50,693 --> 00:42:51,736 Um... 694 00:42:52,779 --> 00:42:54,322 It’s kind of complicated. 695 00:42:54,405 --> 00:42:57,200 Is it all right if I lie now and tell you the truth later? 696 00:42:57,408 --> 00:42:58,910 - Of course. - I fell. 697 00:42:59,368 --> 00:43:00,828 I’m so sorry. 698 00:43:01,746 --> 00:43:03,414 This is a new look for you. 699 00:43:04,082 --> 00:43:06,250 Yes, it’s very Bo. 700 00:43:07,168 --> 00:43:09,545 My, my, my. 701 00:43:10,671 --> 00:43:12,298 It wasn’t just a "procedure", was it? 702 00:43:14,008 --> 00:43:15,259 Of course not. 703 00:43:15,426 --> 00:43:17,345 You know us old southern belles. 704 00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:22,141 - Is it--? - Cancer? Of course. 705 00:43:22,225 --> 00:43:23,351 Fuck. 706 00:43:23,434 --> 00:43:25,311 My sentiments exactly. 707 00:43:26,270 --> 00:43:28,564 If I may ask, where? 708 00:43:28,689 --> 00:43:31,984 Here, there, everywhere. 709 00:43:34,487 --> 00:43:35,487 Are you scared? 710 00:43:36,155 --> 00:43:37,448 I’m not afraid. 711 00:43:38,324 --> 00:43:40,451 Dear heart, my soul is an old pro, 712 00:43:41,369 --> 00:43:44,914 but my body is a rookie who can’t seem to hit a sliding curve. 713 00:43:46,415 --> 00:43:48,835 However, as your sponsor-- 714 00:43:48,918 --> 00:43:52,046 No, Vera, don’t worry about that. 715 00:43:52,130 --> 00:43:53,756 I want to make sure... 716 00:43:56,092 --> 00:43:57,969 we got through all 12 steps 717 00:43:58,052 --> 00:44:00,930 before I set sail for The Great Perhaps. 718 00:44:02,306 --> 00:44:06,519 So, taking three or four giant steps at a time, 719 00:44:06,686 --> 00:44:08,729 here’s basically the idea. 720 00:44:09,897 --> 00:44:12,483 So don’t drink. Don’t use. 721 00:44:13,526 --> 00:44:14,902 Don’t lie, 722 00:44:15,695 --> 00:44:18,030 ever, to anyone, 723 00:44:18,322 --> 00:44:20,032 especially to yourself. 724 00:44:21,534 --> 00:44:23,077 Be kind. 725 00:44:24,245 --> 00:44:25,371 Be fearless. 726 00:44:26,539 --> 00:44:27,707 Be gentle. 727 00:44:28,958 --> 00:44:30,084 Find God. 728 00:44:31,169 --> 00:44:32,670 Talk to Him daily. 729 00:44:34,088 --> 00:44:36,007 Then keep coming back. 730 00:44:40,553 --> 00:44:42,430 What if I keep coming back... 731 00:44:43,514 --> 00:44:46,851 and all of a sudden, I find myself getting in way... 732 00:44:47,643 --> 00:44:49,270 way too deep? 733 00:44:50,771 --> 00:44:53,316 That’s my favorite place in the whole world, 734 00:44:53,983 --> 00:44:55,026 too deep. 735 00:44:56,986 --> 00:44:58,863 Lordy day, 736 00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:02,950 to be young and in too deep. 737 00:45:06,495 --> 00:45:08,956 You keep coming back, too. Okay? 738 00:45:09,123 --> 00:45:12,335 Darling, I’ll keep coming back until I get it right. 739 00:45:25,014 --> 00:45:29,268 So after the accident, my father took off. Six months later, 740 00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:32,146 they found him in a motel room, and I’ll spare you the details. 741 00:45:34,273 --> 00:45:35,942 I can’t walk, and he kills himself. 742 00:45:36,859 --> 00:45:38,444 What’s up with that? 743 00:45:39,695 --> 00:45:40,821 That’s fucked up. 744 00:45:41,364 --> 00:45:44,158 I guess somewhere along the line, I decided to live. 745 00:45:44,242 --> 00:45:48,120 But my mom, she didn’t really decide one way or the other. 746 00:45:49,038 --> 00:45:51,999 So she just lives and dies at the same time. 747 00:45:53,292 --> 00:45:56,379 Then Willie showed up. And, you know, the other stuff. 748 00:46:00,466 --> 00:46:01,801 Let’s get you home. 749 00:46:04,679 --> 00:46:07,723 Listen, I just want you to know before you jump into our lives, man, 750 00:46:07,807 --> 00:46:10,476 this might be a good time to reconsider. 751 00:46:18,276 --> 00:46:20,611 - Whoo! Yo, faster! Come on! 752 00:46:20,695 --> 00:46:21,696 - What? - Go! 753 00:46:25,408 --> 00:46:27,910 - Yeah! Come on! Whoa! - All right. Here we go! 754 00:46:29,161 --> 00:46:30,161 Yeah! 755 00:46:31,163 --> 00:46:32,999 Whoa. 756 00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:35,960 Whoa! 757 00:46:38,254 --> 00:46:39,338 That was excellent! 758 00:46:39,463 --> 00:46:40,881 Whoo! 759 00:46:41,507 --> 00:46:43,926 - Are you all right? - Yeah. 760 00:46:45,052 --> 00:46:46,052 What the hell? 761 00:46:48,097 --> 00:46:50,558 Where’s the van? What the hell happened to your leg? 762 00:46:50,808 --> 00:46:51,808 Willie. 763 00:46:53,853 --> 00:46:54,853 Shit. 764 00:46:59,525 --> 00:47:00,609 What? 765 00:47:01,986 --> 00:47:02,987 Him. 766 00:47:15,583 --> 00:47:17,936 - ...I thought you were saying-- - Yeah. 767 00:47:17,960 --> 00:47:20,314 Yeah, that’s what I thought you were saying the whole time. 768 00:47:20,338 --> 00:47:22,048 You was just waving your arms. 769 00:47:22,173 --> 00:47:24,813 How in the hell was I supposed to know what you were trying to say? 770 00:47:24,884 --> 00:47:28,095 When I looked back to stop, I hit the curb, and I swear to God, 771 00:47:28,179 --> 00:47:31,349 I saw you go ten feet like a ballistic missile or something. 772 00:47:31,432 --> 00:47:33,392 That doesn’t look so hot. 773 00:47:33,476 --> 00:47:36,687 Yeah. Well, it is what it is. 774 00:47:37,813 --> 00:47:39,148 Take off your pants. 775 00:47:39,231 --> 00:47:42,401 Well, an exit line if there ever was one. Good night, kids. 776 00:47:42,485 --> 00:47:45,654 Thanks for not killing me, bro. 777 00:47:55,873 --> 00:47:58,209 Whoa. We need to take you to the hospital. 778 00:47:58,292 --> 00:48:00,378 We went, but your son there 779 00:48:00,503 --> 00:48:03,506 sent Dr. Farley into an existential tailspin. 780 00:48:04,340 --> 00:48:05,591 He was useless. 781 00:48:12,807 --> 00:48:13,933 Am I hurting you? 782 00:48:14,558 --> 00:48:15,558 Not in a bad way. 783 00:48:19,688 --> 00:48:21,273 Why is a guy like Willie...? 784 00:48:21,899 --> 00:48:24,499 I mean, why is a guy like that even in your world? I don’t get it. 785 00:48:24,568 --> 00:48:27,196 You don’t know anything about my world. You’re too-- 786 00:48:27,321 --> 00:48:30,157 Young? I know. Blah, blah, blah. 787 00:48:30,241 --> 00:48:31,241 Why? 788 00:48:36,872 --> 00:48:39,041 There is a kind of guy... 789 00:48:40,501 --> 00:48:44,839 a kind of guy who figures out exactly where you live. 790 00:48:47,258 --> 00:48:48,884 And then he just moves in. 791 00:48:52,012 --> 00:48:53,222 I got sober. 792 00:48:53,556 --> 00:48:55,141 I did some house cleaning. 793 00:48:55,641 --> 00:48:57,977 And out with the bad air went Willie. 794 00:48:58,561 --> 00:49:00,646 But Bobby says that you’ll go back to him... 795 00:49:02,398 --> 00:49:03,524 whenever he wants. 796 00:49:05,067 --> 00:49:07,319 I guess that’s the kind of mother I’ve been. 797 00:49:12,199 --> 00:49:13,367 All right. 798 00:49:17,079 --> 00:49:18,289 Sorry. 799 00:49:25,045 --> 00:49:26,213 Um... 800 00:49:26,505 --> 00:49:28,466 What? 801 00:49:28,549 --> 00:49:30,718 I think I should put my pants back on. 802 00:49:31,093 --> 00:49:33,012 Right. Sorry. Okay. 803 00:49:33,137 --> 00:49:35,181 No. No. Don’t apologize. 804 00:49:35,264 --> 00:49:37,141 Don’t ever apologize. 805 00:49:44,565 --> 00:49:46,108 He’s going to show up here. 806 00:49:46,734 --> 00:49:49,612 Tonight, tomorrow, sometime. 807 00:49:50,988 --> 00:49:52,656 And he’s gonna come for me. 808 00:49:54,241 --> 00:49:56,619 And he’s not gonna like the sound of "no". 809 00:49:57,578 --> 00:49:59,830 And he’s not gonna like the sight of you. 810 00:50:03,167 --> 00:50:05,169 I wouldn’t worry too much about Willie. 811 00:50:06,921 --> 00:50:08,839 I eat guys like Willie for breakfast. 812 00:50:13,010 --> 00:50:15,679 I haven’t heard Bobby laugh like that in a long time. 813 00:50:22,728 --> 00:50:23,896 Beautiful. 814 00:50:25,731 --> 00:50:26,731 Yes. 815 00:50:26,774 --> 00:50:30,444 I was talking about the... that bird’s song. 816 00:50:30,528 --> 00:50:31,612 A Savannah Finch. 817 00:50:34,573 --> 00:50:36,075 I like that you know that. 818 00:50:41,622 --> 00:50:43,165 I’ve had to give up... 819 00:50:44,416 --> 00:50:46,752 just about everything there is to give up. 820 00:50:49,922 --> 00:50:52,716 But if you don’t kiss me right now, I think I’ll go crazy. 821 00:51:04,979 --> 00:51:07,147 You have to be quiet. 822 00:51:17,992 --> 00:51:20,262 - What time is she coming? - Actually, it’s her and her son. 823 00:51:20,286 --> 00:51:22,926 I’ve made a lovely quiche with ham. She’s not a vegetarian, is she? 824 00:51:23,163 --> 00:51:25,666 - No. - Just an ex-hooker and a stripper. 825 00:51:25,749 --> 00:51:27,126 No, she’s not a vegetarian. 826 00:51:27,251 --> 00:51:30,296 - Where is she from again? - Who cares where she’s from? 827 00:51:30,504 --> 00:51:32,423 Savannah. There. Christ. 828 00:51:32,506 --> 00:51:34,675 I’m going to have a mimosa. Anyone care to join me? 829 00:51:34,758 --> 00:51:36,343 - No! - Why not? It’s after one. 830 00:51:36,427 --> 00:51:38,446 I told her we’re all alcoholics and that we can’t drink. 831 00:51:38,470 --> 00:51:40,514 - I’m not an alcoholic. - Neither am I. 832 00:51:40,598 --> 00:51:44,643 And neither am I. The only one in this family who is an alcoholic is you! 833 00:51:44,727 --> 00:51:46,812 And you’re just pretending to be an alcoholic 834 00:51:46,895 --> 00:51:48,790 - so you can keep getting into her pants. - Fuck you! 835 00:51:48,814 --> 00:51:51,400 - Taylor! - Hey, Dad, come on. Listen to me, please. 836 00:51:51,483 --> 00:51:54,903 - I told her we were all in the program-- - Why would you tell her that? 837 00:51:54,987 --> 00:51:55,988 Well... 838 00:51:56,739 --> 00:51:59,158 I can’t remember but I’m sure I had a very good reason. 839 00:51:59,241 --> 00:52:01,428 - That is because you’re pussy whipped. - Pussy whipped? 840 00:52:01,452 --> 00:52:03,370 Well, that’s news, don’t you think, Wyatt? 841 00:52:03,454 --> 00:52:05,473 - All these years wondering if he was gay? - God! 842 00:52:05,497 --> 00:52:06,641 - This calls for a drink! - No! 843 00:52:06,665 --> 00:52:08,208 - Perhaps a doobie? - No! 844 00:52:08,334 --> 00:52:10,103 - You’re being an asshole. - No, you’re being an asshole! 845 00:52:10,127 --> 00:52:13,339 - Boys. - Tay-Tay, you can put on a wife beater 846 00:52:13,422 --> 00:52:15,758 and hobnail boots but I can still kick your ass. 847 00:52:15,841 --> 00:52:17,384 Why are you dressed like that? 848 00:52:17,468 --> 00:52:19,511 Like some kind of, I don’t know what. 849 00:52:19,595 --> 00:52:21,513 - A biker. - But-- Precisely, a biker. 850 00:52:21,597 --> 00:52:23,307 Big deal. I bought a bike. 851 00:52:23,432 --> 00:52:24,224 - What? - You what? 852 00:52:24,308 --> 00:52:26,393 It’s all right. Look, it’s right there. 853 00:52:26,477 --> 00:52:29,271 That’s my hog. Ain’t she sweet? 854 00:52:29,355 --> 00:52:31,899 Do you have a hernia? Why are you walking like that? 855 00:52:31,982 --> 00:52:33,192 - Bo. - Bo? 856 00:52:33,275 --> 00:52:35,069 - He’s just being Bo. - I’m lost. 857 00:52:35,152 --> 00:52:37,696 All right, look. Bo is this guy who... 858 00:52:39,531 --> 00:52:42,743 This is pointless. Look, Mom, you have your poems. 859 00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:45,329 Campbell, you have your paintings. Dad, you have your books. 860 00:52:45,412 --> 00:52:50,042 I have nothing except for my horseshit heart, until now. 861 00:52:50,125 --> 00:52:53,837 Now I have Bo. Bo is my work of art, and I am in love. 862 00:52:53,921 --> 00:52:55,297 You sound insane, boy. 863 00:52:55,381 --> 00:52:58,509 Yes, I’ve gone mad. I have become, at long last, 864 00:52:58,592 --> 00:53:00,886 an Ogburn, and you all should be very proud. 865 00:53:00,969 --> 00:53:02,763 I am. Chivas, anyone? 866 00:53:03,347 --> 00:53:05,933 And by the way, you’re all a bunch of drunks and stoners, 867 00:53:06,058 --> 00:53:09,311 and the only reason that you get away with it is because you’re all so fabulous 868 00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:11,105 and brilliant and good-looking. 869 00:53:11,230 --> 00:53:15,317 Well, I think I told Krystal you were all in AA because you should be! 870 00:53:15,401 --> 00:53:18,153 And if you call me Tay-Tay in front of her, I swear to God... 871 00:53:18,237 --> 00:53:19,446 Okay, Tay-Tay. 872 00:53:19,905 --> 00:53:21,448 You son of a bitch! 873 00:53:21,532 --> 00:53:23,242 - My God! - That’s enough! 874 00:53:23,325 --> 00:53:24,576 Stop it! 875 00:53:24,660 --> 00:53:25,953 Taylor! Campbell! 876 00:53:26,036 --> 00:53:27,705 - Get away from him! - That’s enough! 877 00:53:28,122 --> 00:53:30,582 Stop it! No more! Stop! 878 00:53:30,666 --> 00:53:33,252 Get up! Get up! Get up! 879 00:53:33,335 --> 00:53:35,170 - She’s here. She’s here! - Get up! Get up! 880 00:53:35,254 --> 00:53:37,172 God. Hi. 881 00:53:37,256 --> 00:53:38,841 Hi. 882 00:53:38,924 --> 00:53:40,092 This is so crazy. 883 00:53:40,342 --> 00:53:43,595 Come on in. They’re just dying to meet you. Come on. 884 00:53:46,473 --> 00:53:48,559 - Welcome. - Excuse us. 885 00:53:48,642 --> 00:53:51,687 Tay-Tay just made a mess. I’m picking it up. 886 00:53:51,770 --> 00:53:53,564 - I am so sorry. - Hello. 887 00:53:53,647 --> 00:53:56,150 - Hi. Hi. - I’m gonna check on the quiche. 888 00:53:56,233 --> 00:53:59,069 Dad, this is Krystal and her son, Bobby. 889 00:53:59,153 --> 00:54:01,029 Welcome, welcome. 890 00:54:01,280 --> 00:54:03,073 Krystal, is it? 891 00:54:03,157 --> 00:54:05,033 Yes, it is. Krystal. Krystal, it is. 892 00:54:05,117 --> 00:54:07,703 - Krystal. Welcome. - Krystal it is. 893 00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:13,709 Well, can I get anyone an iced tea or perhaps a lemonade? 894 00:54:14,126 --> 00:54:16,211 - An iced tea would be lovely. - I’ll get it! 895 00:54:16,295 --> 00:54:18,756 - Me too. - Yeah. Two, Wyatt. Two. 896 00:54:18,839 --> 00:54:21,550 Well, why don’t we all sit down. 897 00:54:21,633 --> 00:54:23,260 Let me take your coat. 898 00:54:23,552 --> 00:54:24,552 Yeah. 899 00:54:35,063 --> 00:54:37,357 You have a lovely home, Mrs. Ogburn. 900 00:54:37,441 --> 00:54:39,401 Please. Poppy. 901 00:54:43,155 --> 00:54:45,073 Can I get you something to drink? 902 00:54:45,866 --> 00:54:49,203 I think your husband’s... 903 00:54:53,957 --> 00:54:58,420 What in the world is keeping my husband so long? Excuse me. 904 00:55:04,927 --> 00:55:06,720 - Campbell. Um... - Hey. 905 00:55:06,804 --> 00:55:08,324 Taylor tells me that you’re a painter. 906 00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:12,226 He told you I’m a painter because... 907 00:55:13,894 --> 00:55:16,772 I am a painter, I am, that’s right. 908 00:55:17,981 --> 00:55:19,817 What a charming coincidence. 909 00:55:21,443 --> 00:55:23,904 Wyatt? Wyatt! 910 00:55:23,987 --> 00:55:27,658 What are you doing? We promised no drinking! 911 00:55:27,741 --> 00:55:31,245 Seems I'm forced into what someone weaker than myself would call a "confession". 912 00:55:31,411 --> 00:55:33,622 Stop flapping your lips, tell me. 913 00:55:34,915 --> 00:55:35,999 I know her. 914 00:55:38,377 --> 00:55:39,586 Bobby. 915 00:55:41,672 --> 00:55:44,174 Your eyes are so deep, I’m drowning in them. 916 00:55:48,470 --> 00:55:50,806 - That was too much, wasn’t it? - Just a bit, sport. 917 00:55:50,889 --> 00:55:53,475 Yeah, I’m gonna go to the... 918 00:55:53,559 --> 00:55:54,643 I’ll be right back. 919 00:55:57,354 --> 00:55:58,522 He’s so shy. 920 00:55:58,647 --> 00:56:02,109 Yeah, he’s just the... the King of Shy. 921 00:56:02,192 --> 00:56:03,360 I need to use the restroom. 922 00:56:03,694 --> 00:56:06,321 - Let me show you where it is. - Bro. I can handle it. 923 00:56:06,405 --> 00:56:08,699 - Just tell me where. - Right, right. 924 00:56:08,782 --> 00:56:11,910 - Down the hall and to the left. - All right. 925 00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:19,626 Fuck. 926 00:56:21,545 --> 00:56:24,756 Hey, you wanna shoot that puppy my way, ace? 927 00:56:32,848 --> 00:56:34,308 I’m getting kind of a bad feeling. 928 00:56:34,558 --> 00:56:37,394 In your heart? Do we have to go to the hospital? 929 00:56:37,477 --> 00:56:38,854 - Do we have to go right now? - No. 930 00:56:38,979 --> 00:56:41,440 - Maybe we should go now. Just in case. - No, I’m fine. 931 00:56:41,523 --> 00:56:43,233 Fuck you, Wyatt! 932 00:56:44,151 --> 00:56:47,029 Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck y...! 933 00:56:48,405 --> 00:56:49,865 I bare you no ill will, darling. 934 00:56:49,948 --> 00:56:51,992 We women do what we have to do to survive. 935 00:56:52,075 --> 00:56:53,911 However, fuck you, Wyatt! 936 00:56:55,454 --> 00:56:57,748 That’s just her way of... 937 00:57:01,501 --> 00:57:03,754 I don’t know. Mom? 938 00:57:03,921 --> 00:57:07,841 I gotta go. Where’s... Bobby? 939 00:57:09,092 --> 00:57:11,511 How would you like it if I said I had the hots for your mom? 940 00:57:12,346 --> 00:57:13,805 Which I think I kind of do. 941 00:57:13,889 --> 00:57:16,350 Maybe we can work something out. 942 00:57:17,184 --> 00:57:18,435 What the hell? 943 00:57:19,937 --> 00:57:21,313 Goddamn it. 944 00:57:21,897 --> 00:57:24,608 Sh... 945 00:57:25,567 --> 00:57:26,568 It... 946 00:57:27,361 --> 00:57:28,403 Shit. 947 00:57:30,364 --> 00:57:33,659 Whoa, whoa, whoa. Take it easy!! 948 00:57:35,035 --> 00:57:36,703 What...? What the fuck? 949 00:57:36,787 --> 00:57:38,107 I didn’t do anything. I was just-- 950 00:57:38,163 --> 00:57:39,831 - Shut up, Campbell. Wait! - All right. 951 00:57:39,915 --> 00:57:41,083 What happened? 952 00:57:41,208 --> 00:57:43,669 You know, I thought maybe, just maybe, 953 00:57:43,752 --> 00:57:46,254 I could have one normal day in my life... 954 00:57:47,172 --> 00:57:48,757 with a normal family, 955 00:57:48,840 --> 00:57:51,551 in one of those houses you drive by and dream about, 956 00:57:51,843 --> 00:57:54,763 just a normal fucking day, with my son. 957 00:57:55,389 --> 00:57:59,267 Today can still be normal, I swear to God. Right, Bobby? 958 00:57:59,351 --> 00:58:01,019 I can’t remember what we’re talking about. 959 00:58:01,103 --> 00:58:03,313 That’s because your brother got him stoned. 960 00:58:04,564 --> 00:58:06,692 And your father... Jesus! 961 00:58:06,775 --> 00:58:08,986 Just when I think I’ve got my life turned around, 962 00:58:09,987 --> 00:58:11,655 my past comes and jumps up 963 00:58:11,905 --> 00:58:14,408 and bites me in the ass like a junkyard dog! 964 00:58:14,491 --> 00:58:17,285 Wait, wait, wait. Just... just one moment. 965 00:58:17,369 --> 00:58:19,121 I think there are some situations that-- 966 00:58:19,204 --> 00:58:21,373 Normal? I’m an idiot. 967 00:58:21,456 --> 00:58:24,751 You’ve just gotta learn to accept the things you cannot... Fuck! 968 00:58:28,714 --> 00:58:29,714 Shit. 969 00:58:31,133 --> 00:58:32,843 Thanks a lot! 970 00:58:33,385 --> 00:58:35,178 - What happened? - Ask your father. 971 00:58:35,595 --> 00:58:37,723 - Dad? - Monkish silence is in order. 972 00:58:37,806 --> 00:58:39,516 Fuck. Getting the kid high? 973 00:58:39,599 --> 00:58:41,435 What is the matter with you people? 974 00:58:41,518 --> 00:58:43,729 "You people" is your people. 975 00:58:43,895 --> 00:58:44,938 Not anymore! 976 00:58:45,522 --> 00:58:48,525 No, I renounce you! I renounce you totally! 977 00:58:48,650 --> 00:58:50,736 You all have everything, and for the first time, 978 00:58:50,819 --> 00:58:52,029 I had someone who was mine! 979 00:58:52,112 --> 00:58:53,488 She wasn’t yours. 980 00:58:53,572 --> 00:58:55,157 In my heart she was! 981 00:58:55,532 --> 00:58:57,409 In my heart I was not alone anymore. 982 00:58:57,492 --> 00:58:59,092 - Baby, you’ve never been alone. - Alone? 983 00:58:59,119 --> 00:59:00,912 I have always been alone! 984 00:59:01,038 --> 00:59:03,040 Ever since finding Satan in the attic! 985 00:59:03,123 --> 00:59:05,625 - Satan...? - In the attic? Dude. 986 00:59:05,751 --> 00:59:08,462 And I run to tell you, and all you did was promise me a pony. 987 00:59:08,545 --> 00:59:10,172 Pony? What pony? 988 00:59:10,672 --> 00:59:12,174 And now you do this. 989 00:59:15,010 --> 00:59:16,845 I never promised him a pony. 990 01:00:05,560 --> 01:00:06,560 Hey. 991 01:00:06,853 --> 01:00:08,438 My God. I told you to fuck off. 992 01:00:08,522 --> 01:00:10,899 I tried. It didn’t work. 993 01:00:11,858 --> 01:00:13,898 Now listen, I know that you don’t want to hear this. 994 01:00:14,778 --> 01:00:16,113 But I really love you. 995 01:00:16,696 --> 01:00:19,157 And there’s nothing you can do and nothing you can say 996 01:00:19,241 --> 01:00:21,076 that will ever, ever make me stop. 997 01:00:21,159 --> 01:00:22,786 Try this on for size... 998 01:00:23,954 --> 01:00:25,622 I know your father. 999 01:01:00,282 --> 01:01:01,575 That’s my car. 1000 01:01:02,576 --> 01:01:04,536 Right? Right? That’s, that’s my car. 1001 01:01:04,911 --> 01:01:06,913 You think you’re freaked out? 1002 01:01:07,330 --> 01:01:10,709 I walk into your house, with my son, and there he is! 1003 01:01:11,001 --> 01:01:12,961 - Spanky! - Spanky? 1004 01:01:13,044 --> 01:01:14,421 Your father. 1005 01:01:14,629 --> 01:01:17,799 He told us he was a roadie with the Allman Brothers. 1006 01:01:17,883 --> 01:01:18,884 Us? 1007 01:01:19,092 --> 01:01:20,635 You know, the girls. 1008 01:01:20,927 --> 01:01:22,053 Shit. 1009 01:01:23,013 --> 01:01:24,639 Why did you call him Spanky? 1010 01:01:25,974 --> 01:01:26,975 You are young. 1011 01:01:32,606 --> 01:01:35,066 Well, well, well. 1012 01:01:37,319 --> 01:01:38,737 Here’s the irony of the thing. 1013 01:01:38,820 --> 01:01:41,448 Irony and spanking in the same story. 1014 01:01:41,531 --> 01:01:44,701 Your father gives me this book. 1015 01:01:45,076 --> 01:01:46,870 The History of Om. 1016 01:01:46,953 --> 01:01:49,497 And man, that book knocked me out, 1017 01:01:49,748 --> 01:01:51,917 right off of my feet! 1018 01:01:52,209 --> 01:01:54,336 "To catch a raindrop on your tongue. 1019 01:01:55,462 --> 01:01:58,590 To be alive in the dawn of your new skin." 1020 01:01:59,132 --> 01:02:02,594 How was I supposed to know that Spanky was Dr. Wyatt Ogburn? 1021 01:02:02,677 --> 01:02:05,680 You just assumed he was a well-read roadie for the Allman Brothers? 1022 01:02:06,306 --> 01:02:08,892 Hi, folks. Um, please remember 1023 01:02:09,392 --> 01:02:11,871 to not park in the front of D&D on the Parkway after 10 p.m... 1024 01:02:11,895 --> 01:02:13,855 I just started praying. 1025 01:02:14,397 --> 01:02:15,732 I started chanting. 1026 01:02:16,399 --> 01:02:20,195 During the actual spanking sessions or would you take breaks? 1027 01:02:20,487 --> 01:02:22,697 And we’ll do birthdays next Monday. 1028 01:02:23,740 --> 01:02:25,659 Sir, we have a no smoking policy. 1029 01:02:28,912 --> 01:02:30,705 - I can’t believe this. - Everyone. 1030 01:02:31,831 --> 01:02:34,542 Lord, grant me the serenity 1031 01:02:34,626 --> 01:02:37,003 to accept the things I cannot change, 1032 01:02:37,379 --> 01:02:39,965 the courage to change the things I can, 1033 01:02:40,298 --> 01:02:43,138 - and the wisdom to know the difference." - Why don’t y’all have a seat? 1034 01:02:44,261 --> 01:02:47,555 All right, for those of you that had the great misfortune 1035 01:02:47,639 --> 01:02:49,266 of missing last week’s speaker 1036 01:02:49,391 --> 01:02:52,394 and for those of you who have clamored for his return, 1037 01:02:52,477 --> 01:02:54,062 Bo, everyone. 1038 01:02:54,145 --> 01:02:57,357 - Yeah! - Bo! 1039 01:02:59,609 --> 01:03:01,569 Yeah, he’s good, he’s good. 1040 01:03:03,071 --> 01:03:05,740 Hi, I’m Bo, and I’m an alcoholic and an addict. 1041 01:03:05,824 --> 01:03:07,325 Hi, Bo. 1042 01:03:09,828 --> 01:03:11,746 When I first joined AA, 1043 01:03:12,289 --> 01:03:14,874 I wanted the men to fear me and the women to love me. 1044 01:03:15,125 --> 01:03:17,919 But now the men love me and the women fear me. 1045 01:03:19,296 --> 01:03:22,132 I smoked my first joint when I was 12. 1046 01:03:22,215 --> 01:03:24,718 My parents, they were devout Baptists 1047 01:03:24,801 --> 01:03:26,761 so they took me to the minister 1048 01:03:27,262 --> 01:03:30,181 and he said to me every time I smoked marijuana, 1049 01:03:30,473 --> 01:03:33,226 - I was letting the Devil in my soul. - The Devil! 1050 01:03:33,476 --> 01:03:34,769 That’s right. 1051 01:03:34,894 --> 01:03:36,730 Satan became my best friend. 1052 01:03:37,188 --> 01:03:40,275 ’Cause Satan’s fuel is nothing more than fear, 1053 01:03:41,318 --> 01:03:44,112 the fear that danced around in my dreams. 1054 01:03:44,696 --> 01:03:46,573 Fear of the dark. 1055 01:03:46,990 --> 01:03:48,533 Too much light. 1056 01:03:48,825 --> 01:03:50,535 My reflection in the mirror. 1057 01:03:50,994 --> 01:03:53,288 My father’s eyes. 1058 01:03:53,913 --> 01:03:54,914 His silence. 1059 01:03:54,998 --> 01:03:56,458 His voice. 1060 01:03:57,917 --> 01:04:01,171 After a million miles of bad road, 1061 01:04:01,254 --> 01:04:03,548 I... I woke up to flies, 1062 01:04:03,631 --> 01:04:05,342 buzzing around the syringe. 1063 01:04:07,177 --> 01:04:09,929 Empty bottles of Thunderbird everywhere. 1064 01:04:10,847 --> 01:04:12,932 Weird shit written all over the walls. 1065 01:04:13,600 --> 01:04:15,643 And something really sticky in my hair. 1066 01:04:18,605 --> 01:04:20,106 And then a voice: 1067 01:04:20,774 --> 01:04:23,360 "Welcome to the end of the line." 1068 01:04:25,278 --> 01:04:26,529 Whose voice? 1069 01:04:27,989 --> 01:04:30,992 I think God got us here. 1070 01:04:31,534 --> 01:04:34,454 And I think faith keeps us coming back. 1071 01:04:35,246 --> 01:04:37,248 The faith that gives us wings, 1072 01:04:37,749 --> 01:04:39,959 or at least a soft place to land. 1073 01:04:42,712 --> 01:04:43,963 Happy landing, Bo. 1074 01:04:44,422 --> 01:04:47,342 So now, you gotta ask yourself, 1075 01:04:48,676 --> 01:04:50,845 - why are you here? - Let’s get out of here. 1076 01:04:50,970 --> 01:04:54,099 And what’s chasing you? Who’s chasing you? 1077 01:04:55,308 --> 01:04:57,769 And why do you think he can’t get you in this room? 1078 01:05:50,447 --> 01:05:52,323 Boy, am I glad to see you. 1079 01:05:52,824 --> 01:05:55,076 There, there, dear heart. I’m not dead yet. 1080 01:05:55,702 --> 01:05:58,163 I am, however, moving to Detroit. 1081 01:05:58,580 --> 01:06:02,459 To live with my son. He insists. 1082 01:06:02,542 --> 01:06:04,919 Detroit’s a little better than being dead, don’t you think? 1083 01:06:06,838 --> 01:06:08,923 Vera, I don’t think I can keep coming back anymore. 1084 01:06:09,632 --> 01:06:10,758 Dear. 1085 01:06:12,844 --> 01:06:14,637 I just don’t know what I’m coming back to. 1086 01:06:14,721 --> 01:06:16,389 You’re leaving, the gallery’s closing, 1087 01:06:16,473 --> 01:06:19,434 my family is blowing up right in front of me and... 1088 01:06:20,310 --> 01:06:21,561 she’s gone. 1089 01:06:21,895 --> 01:06:23,938 She. 1090 01:06:29,819 --> 01:06:33,531 You know, Taylor, sometimes coming back over and over again 1091 01:06:33,615 --> 01:06:35,366 is just plain embarrassing. 1092 01:06:35,950 --> 01:06:39,120 And foolish, because the more you keep coming back, 1093 01:06:39,204 --> 01:06:42,540 the farther and farther away whatever you’ve been coming back for gets. 1094 01:06:44,125 --> 01:06:46,044 It’s a corollary to this: 1095 01:06:47,253 --> 01:06:49,839 the more desperately you think you want something, 1096 01:06:50,298 --> 01:06:52,342 the more you’re never, ever going to get it. 1097 01:06:56,262 --> 01:06:57,639 So what do you do? 1098 01:06:57,889 --> 01:06:58,890 You wait. 1099 01:07:00,683 --> 01:07:02,310 Be still and wait. 1100 01:07:04,479 --> 01:07:05,522 For what? 1101 01:07:06,606 --> 01:07:08,942 For whatever you’ve been coming back to 1102 01:07:09,025 --> 01:07:10,693 to come back to you. 1103 01:07:11,319 --> 01:07:12,779 And what if it doesn’t come back? 1104 01:07:14,072 --> 01:07:15,907 I don’t have time for what-if’s. 1105 01:07:25,041 --> 01:07:27,210 Here. This should help. 1106 01:07:30,838 --> 01:07:32,257 I’m really going to miss you. 1107 01:07:35,260 --> 01:07:36,427 Now go on. 1108 01:07:37,053 --> 01:07:39,222 Be young, for both of us. 1109 01:08:01,035 --> 01:08:04,872 ♪ I can’t give any more ♪ 1110 01:08:06,666 --> 01:08:08,918 No! 1111 01:08:09,002 --> 01:08:12,171 If he plays that song again, I’m gonna blow my fucking brains out. 1112 01:08:12,255 --> 01:08:13,255 God. 1113 01:08:13,423 --> 01:08:15,883 How long do you think he’s gonna be up there? 1114 01:08:15,967 --> 01:08:17,093 Well, it’s been days. 1115 01:08:17,218 --> 01:08:19,387 - What do you think he’s doing? - He’s wallowing. 1116 01:08:19,846 --> 01:08:22,265 - On a theoretical level... - For God’s sakes. 1117 01:08:22,348 --> 01:08:24,767 ...do you think parents are responsible for everything? 1118 01:08:24,851 --> 01:08:26,060 Generally? No. 1119 01:08:26,227 --> 01:08:27,895 - Specifically? - Yes. 1120 01:08:29,981 --> 01:08:32,567 In that case, shall we? 1121 01:08:37,614 --> 01:08:41,659 ♪ I can’t live ♪ 1122 01:08:41,743 --> 01:08:44,746 ♪ If living is without you ♪ 1123 01:08:44,829 --> 01:08:47,915 ♪ I can’t live ♪ 1124 01:08:48,416 --> 01:08:52,170 ♪ I can’t give anymore ♪ 1125 01:08:52,253 --> 01:08:54,964 ♪ I can’t live ♪ 1126 01:08:55,048 --> 01:08:57,425 Son? Son? 1127 01:08:57,508 --> 01:08:59,218 We just... We’ve been talking, 1128 01:08:59,302 --> 01:09:02,472 and we just want to, as a family, 1129 01:09:02,555 --> 01:09:04,807 apologize if we in any way-- 1130 01:09:04,932 --> 01:09:07,060 Stop. 1131 01:09:11,856 --> 01:09:13,650 It occurs to me, Dad... 1132 01:09:15,902 --> 01:09:18,422 that I never would have met her if you hadn’t written that book. 1133 01:09:19,322 --> 01:09:20,990 It occurs to me, Mom, that... 1134 01:09:21,908 --> 01:09:23,868 her beauty would have sailed right over my head 1135 01:09:23,951 --> 01:09:26,037 if I had never read one of your poems. 1136 01:09:27,705 --> 01:09:31,250 And it occurs to me, Campbell, that I never would have been bold enough 1137 01:09:31,334 --> 01:09:35,380 to paint myself in Bo if it hadn’t been for the boldness of your brush. 1138 01:09:38,424 --> 01:09:40,134 What have you been doing up here? 1139 01:09:41,052 --> 01:09:42,804 - Waiting. - For what? 1140 01:09:48,768 --> 01:09:50,103 Hey, man! 1141 01:09:50,728 --> 01:09:52,647 Okay. It’s okay. Where? 1142 01:09:53,147 --> 01:09:55,483 Okay. Got it. I’m on the way. 1143 01:10:13,835 --> 01:10:17,630 ♪ I can’t live ♪ 1144 01:10:17,714 --> 01:10:21,092 ♪ If living is without you ♪ 1145 01:10:21,175 --> 01:10:24,679 ♪ I can’t live ♪ 1146 01:10:24,762 --> 01:10:28,224 ♪ I can’t give anymore ♪ 1147 01:10:28,307 --> 01:10:32,603 ♪ I can’t live ♪ 1148 01:10:32,687 --> 01:10:35,606 ♪ If living is without you ♪ 1149 01:10:35,690 --> 01:10:39,318 ♪ I can’t live ♪ 1150 01:10:39,402 --> 01:10:44,240 ♪ I can’t give anymore ♪ 1151 01:10:47,410 --> 01:10:50,747 ♪ If living is without you... ♪ 1152 01:11:00,798 --> 01:11:02,842 - Is she here? - No. 1153 01:11:04,010 --> 01:11:05,011 Are you okay? 1154 01:11:05,136 --> 01:11:06,512 Yeah, but I’m glad you’re here. 1155 01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:08,431 Willie has completely lost his shit. 1156 01:11:08,514 --> 01:11:10,892 He says he went to some meeting and they voodoo’d his ass. 1157 01:11:10,975 --> 01:11:13,269 He doesn’t sleep, he just draws like a madman 1158 01:11:13,352 --> 01:11:15,772 - and screams at my mom that she’s a witch. - Where is she? 1159 01:11:15,855 --> 01:11:18,399 I’m stuck here in this fucking chair watching the days die 1160 01:11:18,483 --> 01:11:21,527 and listening to the flies buzz and I got a bad case of the dreads. 1161 01:11:21,611 --> 01:11:23,404 The only dude I could think of was you. 1162 01:11:23,488 --> 01:11:24,822 Where is she? 1163 01:11:27,909 --> 01:11:28,909 This oughta be good. 1164 01:11:34,332 --> 01:11:37,543 Gee. Hi. Mom. Nice to see you again. Glad you’re still breathing. 1165 01:11:37,627 --> 01:11:40,546 I’m fucking thrilled. Do you remember Taylor? 1166 01:11:41,047 --> 01:11:44,884 What the fuck are you-- You know what, it doesn’t even matter. 1167 01:11:45,009 --> 01:11:46,844 Jesus, are you high? 1168 01:11:48,346 --> 01:11:50,056 - Yeah. - All right. 1169 01:11:50,139 --> 01:11:52,266 Pack up your shit. We’re getting out of here. 1170 01:12:02,777 --> 01:12:05,238 What the fuck are you doing? Give me my shit! 1171 01:12:05,321 --> 01:12:08,121 Hey, no! I’m taking you, and I’m taking Bobby, and I’m taking you home. 1172 01:12:08,199 --> 01:12:10,159 You’ve gotta be fucking serious. 1173 01:12:10,284 --> 01:12:12,703 Are you kidding me with this shit? Fucking sterling! 1174 01:12:12,787 --> 01:12:16,016 Okay, don’t look in my bag if you don’t wanna find something you don’t wanna find! 1175 01:12:16,040 --> 01:12:16,916 You promised! 1176 01:12:16,999 --> 01:12:18,626 - Hey! - No! No! 1177 01:12:18,709 --> 01:12:21,003 Get down! Stay there! Come on, I’m helping you! 1178 01:12:21,337 --> 01:12:22,755 We are helping you! 1179 01:12:23,172 --> 01:12:26,008 - You said you weren’t using anymore. - I’m not using. 1180 01:12:28,177 --> 01:12:31,013 I’m just tired. Okay? 1181 01:12:31,389 --> 01:12:35,226 - You’re gonna help. That’s gonna be great. - Mom! Stop your bullshit! 1182 01:12:36,060 --> 01:12:39,397 Every time you get into this shit, I get fucked! 1183 01:12:42,358 --> 01:12:43,860 I’m, I'm so-- I'm done! 1184 01:12:44,819 --> 01:12:46,863 Why do you keep doing this to me? 1185 01:12:48,197 --> 01:12:49,490 You’re supposed to be my mother! 1186 01:12:54,495 --> 01:12:56,664 Please, just listen to Taylor. 1187 01:13:29,739 --> 01:13:30,865 Taylor, where are we going? 1188 01:13:31,866 --> 01:13:32,867 Home. 1189 01:13:37,038 --> 01:13:38,372 That’s a good idea. 1190 01:13:40,333 --> 01:13:42,209 Boy, am I glad to hear you say that. 1191 01:13:59,560 --> 01:14:02,647 Me and your dad can explain the whole spanking thing to your mom. 1192 01:14:02,730 --> 01:14:05,107 - I’m sure she’ll get past it. - You think? 1193 01:14:05,191 --> 01:14:08,653 Sure. Women get over stuff like that in a heartbeat. 1194 01:14:08,778 --> 01:14:10,071 They do? 1195 01:14:10,196 --> 01:14:13,199 Then, and, um, I’ve been giving this a lot of thought, 1196 01:14:13,824 --> 01:14:18,371 You and I should just get it over with and get married already. 1197 01:14:19,747 --> 01:14:21,165 I’m serious. 1198 01:14:21,666 --> 01:14:24,418 You know, guys like you don’t come down the pike every day, you know. 1199 01:14:24,502 --> 01:14:25,502 Right. Thanks. 1200 01:14:25,544 --> 01:14:28,130 I don’t have all the time in the world to sit around 1201 01:14:28,255 --> 01:14:30,341 waiting for the older version of you. 1202 01:14:30,925 --> 01:14:32,593 And you’ve really proven yourself. 1203 01:14:33,386 --> 01:14:36,389 I know you can take care of Willie when he comes looking for me. 1204 01:14:44,105 --> 01:14:45,105 She gone. 1205 01:14:54,073 --> 01:14:55,658 Where do you reckon she went? 1206 01:15:12,842 --> 01:15:14,927 Fuck it. Let’s do it. 1207 01:15:15,678 --> 01:15:20,474 I was thinking maybe we move on down to Clearwater. 1208 01:15:21,017 --> 01:15:22,018 Clearwater? 1209 01:15:22,101 --> 01:15:23,101 Yeah. 1210 01:15:24,228 --> 01:15:26,480 You can get a job, you know, 1211 01:15:26,564 --> 01:15:29,025 working on, like, a boat, 1212 01:15:29,108 --> 01:15:31,694 which is pretty low stress, what with your ticker and whatnot. 1213 01:15:31,777 --> 01:15:35,948 Right, a boat, whatnot. 1214 01:15:36,032 --> 01:15:37,158 And then we have a baby. 1215 01:15:37,241 --> 01:15:38,117 Wow. 1216 01:15:38,242 --> 01:15:39,785 And right away. 1217 01:15:39,910 --> 01:15:42,621 Like I say, I don’t have all the time in the world. 1218 01:15:42,705 --> 01:15:44,999 Right, like you said. 1219 01:15:45,082 --> 01:15:48,335 Now, a baby can really do a number on your finances. 1220 01:15:48,502 --> 01:15:51,047 But I think I’ve got that covered. 1221 01:15:51,380 --> 01:15:54,175 I know a couple of guys from the old days 1222 01:15:54,258 --> 01:15:55,718 who live down in Clearwater. 1223 01:15:55,801 --> 01:15:57,553 And one of them has a club 1224 01:15:57,636 --> 01:16:00,389 and, you know, I could do a little dancing. 1225 01:16:02,558 --> 01:16:04,977 - A few lap dances every now and then. - Dancing. 1226 01:16:05,061 --> 01:16:07,313 You know, just to help pay for the rent. 1227 01:16:14,278 --> 01:16:16,739 Are you okay? 1228 01:16:16,822 --> 01:16:19,033 I don’t think I can drive. 1229 01:16:19,116 --> 01:16:21,077 Okay. Okay. Okay, don’t panic. Bobby! 1230 01:16:21,160 --> 01:16:22,328 Bobby, wake up. 1231 01:16:22,453 --> 01:16:23,653 - What? - It’s happening again! 1232 01:16:23,704 --> 01:16:25,456 What? What’s happening? 1233 01:16:25,581 --> 01:16:27,851 - It’s his heart! - What’s wrong with his heart? 1234 01:16:27,875 --> 01:16:29,936 - Slow down. I’ll drive. - I’m having kind of a hard time. 1235 01:16:29,960 --> 01:16:31,128 Pull over, pull over. 1236 01:16:31,212 --> 01:16:32,838 Okay. 1237 01:16:32,963 --> 01:16:35,007 Slow down. Stop right here. It’s fine. 1238 01:16:35,591 --> 01:16:36,759 All right. 1239 01:16:36,842 --> 01:16:39,237 - Taylor! What’s wrong with him? - He’s having-- 1240 01:16:39,261 --> 01:16:41,656 I thought you were friends. You haven’t talked about this? 1241 01:16:49,146 --> 01:16:50,606 Hey. My God. 1242 01:16:51,065 --> 01:16:53,317 Come on. You’re gonna have to help me. 1243 01:16:53,651 --> 01:16:56,153 This is a really... really bad one. 1244 01:17:16,382 --> 01:17:18,968 All right, goddamn it! Where is she? Krystal! 1245 01:17:19,051 --> 01:17:21,446 Bitch, you better get your motherfucking ass down here right now! 1246 01:17:21,470 --> 01:17:23,597 All right now. You just turn right around-- 1247 01:17:24,431 --> 01:17:26,058 - Willie? - Spanky? 1248 01:17:26,142 --> 01:17:28,769 - Man! - Ain’t this a bitch? 1249 01:17:28,853 --> 01:17:31,313 You are a sight for sore eyes. Look at you! 1250 01:17:31,480 --> 01:17:34,209 Shit! What the goddamn hell you doing in a fancy place like this, Spanky? 1251 01:17:34,233 --> 01:17:35,818 - Yeah, well. - Yeah. 1252 01:17:35,901 --> 01:17:36,901 Excuse me? 1253 01:17:36,986 --> 01:17:39,572 - Darling, this is Willie. - A friend of Spanky’s. 1254 01:17:39,780 --> 01:17:41,699 - Who’s Spanky? - Well, he is. 1255 01:17:41,824 --> 01:17:44,368 Right, of course. 1256 01:17:44,451 --> 01:17:46,036 Spanky, I ain’t seen you in... 1257 01:17:46,120 --> 01:17:48,247 Hey! Fuck you, Spanky! 1258 01:17:48,330 --> 01:17:50,416 You’re the one gave my girl that old fag book! 1259 01:17:50,499 --> 01:17:51,917 I beg your pardon? 1260 01:17:52,042 --> 01:17:55,379 Yeah, the one about praying and fuck-all. She done up and ran off. 1261 01:17:55,462 --> 01:17:57,298 Fag book?! Now see here, Willie! 1262 01:17:57,381 --> 01:17:58,632 I dare you to read it! 1263 01:17:58,716 --> 01:18:01,010 Why don’t you double dare him, Spanky? 1264 01:18:01,093 --> 01:18:03,693 - Everybody, shut the fuck up! - My God! 1265 01:18:03,815 --> 01:18:05,806 I am going to cut the shit out of you, Spanky! 1266 01:18:05,890 --> 01:18:09,476 And then I’m gonna take this here fine, sexy piece of elder-trim out to my ride, 1267 01:18:09,560 --> 01:18:12,563 and I got the Devil with me, and I hear he likes to watch. 1268 01:18:16,192 --> 01:18:17,651 Man, what the hell?! 1269 01:18:17,776 --> 01:18:20,070 You’re gonna make me lose my damn temper, Spanky! 1270 01:18:22,740 --> 01:18:23,740 You cut off my toe! 1271 01:18:26,744 --> 01:18:29,079 You cut off my motherfucking toe! 1272 01:18:29,163 --> 01:18:30,163 God! 1273 01:18:30,289 --> 01:18:32,499 - Shit! - My God! 1274 01:18:32,583 --> 01:18:35,169 Look what you’ve done! You cut off my damn toe! 1275 01:18:35,252 --> 01:18:38,047 I’m sorry. Willie, I didn’t have my glasses on. 1276 01:18:38,130 --> 01:18:40,775 You got that goddamn samurai sword! What did you think was gonna happen?! 1277 01:18:40,799 --> 01:18:42,551 Well, you were attacking my family. 1278 01:18:42,635 --> 01:18:44,511 You've ruined walks on the beach, man! 1279 01:18:44,637 --> 01:18:47,264 I got it! I got the toe! 1280 01:18:48,182 --> 01:18:49,892 Hold on! 1281 01:18:52,394 --> 01:18:55,773 That was the attorney. 1282 01:18:55,856 --> 01:18:57,274 Here we go! 1283 01:19:01,528 --> 01:19:03,864 - Why don’t you come over and grab-- - I got you. 1284 01:19:05,199 --> 01:19:07,284 - God. - Willie? 1285 01:19:07,368 --> 01:19:08,619 - Taylor? - Krystal? 1286 01:19:08,702 --> 01:19:09,870 What happened? 1287 01:19:09,954 --> 01:19:11,705 Holy shit! There’s more of them? 1288 01:19:11,789 --> 01:19:14,124 - We have his toe. - Fuck his toe. Where’s my Escalade? 1289 01:19:14,625 --> 01:19:18,921 Nurse, get that carjacker into OR. Can I get an orderly out here? 1290 01:19:19,004 --> 01:19:21,483 Jesus Christ, am I the only effing doctor in this whole effing-- 1291 01:19:21,507 --> 01:19:22,383 Hey! 1292 01:19:22,466 --> 01:19:23,466 Krystal! 1293 01:19:24,885 --> 01:19:26,887 Hey! What’s going on? 1294 01:19:28,639 --> 01:19:29,639 Okay. 1295 01:19:31,767 --> 01:19:32,810 Excuse me! 1296 01:19:37,189 --> 01:19:39,608 - Set up the ATP. - He’s not converting, is he? 1297 01:19:39,692 --> 01:19:41,151 240. 1298 01:19:43,696 --> 01:19:44,947 Jesus Christ! 1299 01:19:45,030 --> 01:19:46,240 - 250. - Six CCs. 1300 01:19:46,323 --> 01:19:47,825 Just breathe. 1301 01:19:48,951 --> 01:19:50,911 - No. I don’t want ATP! - Hold. 1302 01:19:51,453 --> 01:19:55,124 Taylor, take a breath. Are you listening to me? Let’s go now. Come on. 1303 01:19:55,207 --> 01:19:57,501 Let’s get that AT rolling, all right? 1304 01:19:57,584 --> 01:19:58,919 Let’s go. You got it. 1305 01:19:59,003 --> 01:20:00,546 You’re in trouble. 1306 01:20:00,629 --> 01:20:01,629 God... 1307 01:20:07,303 --> 01:20:08,846 No, no. Wait, wait, wait! 1308 01:20:08,929 --> 01:20:11,390 You can do this, Taylor. 1309 01:20:11,473 --> 01:20:13,559 I swear to God. 1310 01:20:13,642 --> 01:20:15,019 You don’t need that. 1311 01:20:17,354 --> 01:20:19,356 It’s your heart, baby. 1312 01:20:22,860 --> 01:20:23,860 You can. 1313 01:20:25,821 --> 01:20:26,864 You can. 1314 01:20:28,157 --> 01:20:31,744 Just breathe and listen to me. Okay? 1315 01:20:34,038 --> 01:20:36,457 It’s just fear. 1316 01:20:41,962 --> 01:20:43,380 I know you can. 1317 01:20:44,590 --> 01:20:46,300 Just keep breathing. 1318 01:20:56,602 --> 01:20:58,312 That’s right, breathe. 1319 01:21:04,651 --> 01:21:05,819 Ninety. 1320 01:21:09,948 --> 01:21:12,117 - Eighty and dropping. - That’s right, baby. 1321 01:21:12,701 --> 01:21:14,536 Nicely done, Miss Brennan. 1322 01:21:14,620 --> 01:21:16,330 We’re out of the woods. 1323 01:21:40,604 --> 01:21:42,284 Is every day in the Ogburn house like this? 1324 01:21:42,356 --> 01:21:45,401 This is nothing. You oughta see the holidays. 1325 01:21:45,484 --> 01:21:47,986 Well... 1326 01:21:59,289 --> 01:22:00,289 Hey. 1327 01:22:01,125 --> 01:22:02,125 Hey. 1328 01:22:04,253 --> 01:22:05,754 I need to tell you something. 1329 01:22:07,381 --> 01:22:10,175 I feel sort of ashamed about that whole Bo charade. 1330 01:22:10,259 --> 01:22:12,052 That’s all right. 1331 01:22:12,177 --> 01:22:13,637 I like you a lot better than Bo. 1332 01:22:16,140 --> 01:22:17,140 Hi. 1333 01:22:17,724 --> 01:22:19,351 My name’s Taylor, 1334 01:22:20,185 --> 01:22:21,645 and I’m an alcoholic. 1335 01:22:23,689 --> 01:22:26,275 You actually sound proud of that. 1336 01:22:28,944 --> 01:22:32,990 What if a guy took a couple of Xanax every now and then if he couldn’t sleep. 1337 01:22:34,575 --> 01:22:36,660 How old are you? 1338 01:22:37,077 --> 01:22:38,638 A bottle of red wine with dinner? 1339 01:22:38,662 --> 01:22:42,040 I’m a very old soul. 1340 01:22:42,332 --> 01:22:44,626 A Vicodin or two with my Sunday paper. 1341 01:22:44,751 --> 01:22:46,545 I’m always gonna love you. 1342 01:22:47,671 --> 01:22:48,671 Always. 1343 01:22:52,426 --> 01:22:53,635 In Clearwater? 1344 01:22:54,887 --> 01:22:55,762 What do you think? 1345 01:22:55,846 --> 01:22:57,639 I think I might have a problem. 1346 01:22:58,223 --> 01:23:01,268 It occurs to me that falling in love is a lot like dreaming. 1347 01:23:03,812 --> 01:23:06,315 And I don’t want to wake up in Clearwater. 1348 01:23:09,276 --> 01:23:10,444 I’m sorry. 1349 01:23:11,778 --> 01:23:13,363 I’m really, really sorry. 1350 01:23:33,509 --> 01:23:35,260 - Doctor. - Yeah? 1351 01:23:35,344 --> 01:23:36,803 - Our son? - Who? 1352 01:23:36,887 --> 01:23:38,430 - Taylor. - Taylor Ogburn. 1353 01:23:39,056 --> 01:23:40,682 Everything is just peachy. 1354 01:23:40,766 --> 01:23:43,185 "Peachy"? Is that, like, a medical term? 1355 01:23:43,560 --> 01:23:45,270 He’s okay. He’s sleeping. 1356 01:23:45,395 --> 01:23:47,189 We just need to watch him overnight. 1357 01:23:47,356 --> 01:23:50,692 Y’all should get some rest. He’s being discharged in the morning. 1358 01:23:50,776 --> 01:23:51,944 Well? 1359 01:23:53,070 --> 01:23:56,198 - Shall we? - Yes, yes, yes. 1360 01:24:19,388 --> 01:24:20,722 You all right, dear? 1361 01:24:31,316 --> 01:24:32,442 No. 1362 01:24:41,868 --> 01:24:43,036 I need help. 1363 01:25:00,429 --> 01:25:01,805 I do have a problem. 1364 01:25:01,888 --> 01:25:03,890 I most definitely have a problem. 1365 01:25:04,683 --> 01:25:07,060 I think I might need to go to a meeting. 1366 01:25:07,728 --> 01:25:09,771 Tonight we’re gonna party. 1367 01:25:09,855 --> 01:25:12,774 And tomorrow, we’re gonna go to a meeting, first meeting. 1368 01:25:12,858 --> 01:25:15,652 Tomorrow or the next day, one of them. 1369 01:25:16,570 --> 01:25:19,406 But I’ll go there. I’m gonna go to two meetings. 1370 01:25:19,489 --> 01:25:21,283 Yee-haw! 1371 01:25:35,756 --> 01:25:37,257 Well, I’ll call y’all. 1372 01:25:40,052 --> 01:25:43,013 I’m not sure when they’re gonna let me use a phone, so don’t wait by it, 1373 01:25:43,096 --> 01:25:44,973 but I’ll check in. 1374 01:25:54,107 --> 01:25:55,150 Hey. 1375 01:26:01,615 --> 01:26:03,492 Look, I never said this out loud because... 1376 01:26:04,618 --> 01:26:06,745 I didn’t want it to seem more true. 1377 01:26:07,913 --> 01:26:10,165 But I’m sorry I’m the one that you got stuck with, baby. 1378 01:26:11,166 --> 01:26:12,167 I’m not. 1379 01:26:14,795 --> 01:26:15,879 I’m not. 1380 01:26:18,215 --> 01:26:19,424 Come here. 1381 01:26:34,523 --> 01:26:35,565 I love you. 1382 01:26:36,358 --> 01:26:37,901 I love you, too. 1383 01:27:02,008 --> 01:27:04,761 It’s really cool that Bobby stays with you guys for a little while? 1384 01:27:05,846 --> 01:27:09,933 For a little while, for a lot of while, whatever. 1385 01:27:14,813 --> 01:27:16,148 Thank you. 1386 01:27:19,860 --> 01:27:21,528 I’ll be back in six weeks. 1387 01:27:24,281 --> 01:27:25,782 You take care of Bobby for me. 1388 01:27:26,658 --> 01:27:27,784 I swear. 1389 01:27:31,830 --> 01:27:34,458 You take care of that heart of yours too, okay? 1390 01:28:08,950 --> 01:28:10,368 Down the lane, 1391 01:28:10,452 --> 01:28:12,913 a million or so thrushes 1392 01:28:13,413 --> 01:28:16,708 are bursting into sweet demented song, 1393 01:28:17,042 --> 01:28:20,504 and there are cattails on the willow bushes. 1394 01:28:21,004 --> 01:28:24,049 And evenings are green again, 1395 01:28:24,132 --> 01:28:27,093 are green and long. 1396 01:28:27,177 --> 01:28:29,429 And wouldn’t you think I’d be used 1397 01:28:29,513 --> 01:28:33,600 to hearing all the noisy clamorings of spring? 1398 01:28:34,059 --> 01:28:38,522 And would have learned by now this April veering 1399 01:28:38,605 --> 01:28:42,818 of wings and buds, of hours lengthening? 1400 01:28:43,985 --> 01:28:46,446 I know it well 1401 01:28:46,530 --> 01:28:48,490 With ears and eyes 1402 01:28:48,740 --> 01:28:50,075 It’s my old heart 1403 01:28:50,492 --> 01:28:53,829 That still stammers with surprise.