1 00:01:01,000 --> 00:01:05,886 I want to be a light, but it feels so dark. 2 00:01:06,040 --> 00:01:07,326 It's like... 3 00:01:07,440 --> 00:01:11,881 I have a heavy heart and this burden on my back. 4 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:15,004 There's something in me that makes me want to cry... 5 00:01:16,400 --> 00:01:18,971 ...and I don't even know what it is. 6 00:01:28,520 --> 00:01:30,602 America and the world mourns, 7 00:01:30,720 --> 00:01:33,087 as the biggest school shooting in U.S. history 8 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:35,806 took place today at Columbine High School. 9 00:01:35,920 --> 00:01:38,002 According to reports, 10 00:01:38,160 --> 00:01:42,285 two gunmen came in shooting, and began working their way through the school. 11 00:01:42,400 --> 00:01:47,091 What police and everyone else are looking for now is a reason 12 00:01:47,200 --> 00:01:49,248 for the violence that tore this quiet school 13 00:01:49,360 --> 00:01:52,569 and suburban neighborhood apart just weeks before graduation. 14 00:03:28,120 --> 00:03:29,770 Rach, it's okay. 15 00:03:29,880 --> 00:03:32,929 Just try and get some sleep. 16 00:03:43,080 --> 00:03:45,686 Are they getting a divorce? 17 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:05,681 Mom? Can you pay for my car insurance? 18 00:04:05,800 --> 00:04:07,848 - You said you would. - Um... 19 00:04:07,960 --> 00:04:09,200 Yeah, I don't know yet. 20 00:04:09,320 --> 00:04:11,800 It's really expensive, Bethanie. 21 00:04:11,920 --> 00:04:14,321 Unbelievable. This is so lame. 22 00:04:14,480 --> 00:04:16,847 Oh, you know what? I picked up some extra houses to clean, 23 00:04:16,960 --> 00:04:19,008 so I'm gonna need your help with the kids tomorrow. 24 00:04:20,080 --> 00:04:21,605 I'm not their mother. 25 00:04:34,040 --> 00:04:37,609 Okay, guys, now that your dad doesn't live here anymore, 26 00:04:37,720 --> 00:04:40,564 we're not going to have as much as we used to. 27 00:04:40,680 --> 00:04:45,163 So each morning, we're going to pray for what we need. Okay? 28 00:04:45,280 --> 00:04:47,169 Okay. 29 00:04:49,440 --> 00:04:54,403 Dear Jesus, thank you for these precious children. 30 00:04:54,560 --> 00:04:58,246 You tell us to come to you for the things that we need. 31 00:04:58,400 --> 00:05:02,849 So, Lord, I pray for gas money to get to work. 32 00:05:02,960 --> 00:05:06,123 I pray for cute clothes for school. 33 00:05:06,280 --> 00:05:08,521 And car insurance for Bethanie. 34 00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:10,927 And lots of stuffed animals. 35 00:05:12,440 --> 00:05:14,204 Amen. 36 00:05:53,760 --> 00:05:55,489 Congratulations! 37 00:05:55,600 --> 00:05:57,409 - I saw you got the lead! - Thank you! I did! 38 00:05:57,520 --> 00:05:59,170 Congrats! 39 00:05:59,280 --> 00:06:01,442 Thanks, man, I appreciate it. I'm excited, honestly. 40 00:06:01,560 --> 00:06:03,688 - It only took me three years, so... - Yeah. 41 00:06:03,840 --> 00:06:07,203 This just proves that no one notices me. 42 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:09,243 Everybody treats me like I'm 14. 43 00:06:09,360 --> 00:06:11,806 So you didn't get the lead in the school play. 44 00:06:11,920 --> 00:06:13,809 Who cares? You're just a sophomore. 45 00:06:13,920 --> 00:06:17,686 Uh, Alex was a sophomore when he got his first lead role. 46 00:06:17,800 --> 00:06:20,041 - It's true. - I know. He doesn't even know my name. 47 00:06:20,160 --> 00:06:23,648 And Mrs. Diaz said she's gonna let him write the play next year. 48 00:06:23,760 --> 00:06:27,082 Well... I know Alex a little. 49 00:06:27,240 --> 00:06:30,289 I mean, he was the only boy in my dance class when we were kids. 50 00:06:30,400 --> 00:06:31,686 He's pretty hot. Mm-hmm. 51 00:06:31,800 --> 00:06:34,280 - For a drama guy. - Not exactly my type. 52 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:36,289 We both love acting. 53 00:06:36,400 --> 00:06:38,243 He would be perfect for me. 54 00:06:38,360 --> 00:06:39,327 I could see that. 55 00:06:39,440 --> 00:06:41,920 I just want a real boyfriend. 56 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:44,691 You know, guys never think of me that way. 57 00:06:47,480 --> 00:06:48,766 Well, let's change that. 58 00:06:48,880 --> 00:06:50,325 I'll get him to notice you. 59 00:06:50,440 --> 00:06:52,124 But first, you have to stop wearing these hats 60 00:06:52,240 --> 00:06:53,730 that you've been wearing since the fourth grade. 61 00:06:53,840 --> 00:06:55,410 - Look at me. - Thank you. 62 00:06:55,560 --> 00:06:58,040 He probably wouldn't like me anyway, so... 63 00:06:58,160 --> 00:06:59,366 Don't say that. 64 00:07:00,480 --> 00:07:03,165 Now, just let me work my magic, 65 00:07:03,280 --> 00:07:06,807 and I'll see if I can arrange for something this weekend. 66 00:07:06,920 --> 00:07:08,524 You're the best, Maddy. 67 00:07:08,640 --> 00:07:09,562 - Don't call me that. - Ooh...! 68 00:07:09,680 --> 00:07:11,921 Stop it! I hate it! God! 69 00:07:12,040 --> 00:07:14,202 Now, I'm gonna do the best that I can do, 70 00:07:14,320 --> 00:07:18,048 but I need you to make sure that he doesn't just see you as a friend, 71 00:07:18,160 --> 00:07:20,242 - if you know what I mean. - Got it. 72 00:07:21,200 --> 00:07:23,407 Totally. 73 00:07:23,520 --> 00:07:25,921 - Don't ever do that in front of him. - I was kidding. 74 00:07:26,040 --> 00:07:28,122 - Ever. - That was bad. 75 00:07:28,240 --> 00:07:30,641 Come on, the guys are already there. 76 00:07:32,600 --> 00:07:35,965 Unless your mom has a crystal ball, no one's gonna find out. 77 00:07:36,080 --> 00:07:38,401 Yoo-hoo. Yoo-hoo. 78 00:07:38,560 --> 00:07:40,483 - We've got liquid courage. - Rachel! 79 00:07:40,600 --> 00:07:42,170 Come on. 80 00:07:42,280 --> 00:07:44,760 Rachel. 81 00:07:44,880 --> 00:07:46,450 I can hear them from my room. 82 00:07:46,560 --> 00:07:47,766 You know Mom's gonna bust you. 83 00:07:47,880 --> 00:07:49,882 Well, don't say anything. 84 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:52,606 I'm not gonna lie for you again. 85 00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:54,768 Come on, Dana. 86 00:07:54,880 --> 00:07:56,245 Don't be such a goody-goody. 87 00:07:58,160 --> 00:08:00,242 This night could be huge for me. 88 00:08:02,520 --> 00:08:05,046 Fine. 89 00:08:05,160 --> 00:08:08,004 Thanks. I owe you one. Seriously. 90 00:08:08,120 --> 00:08:10,361 - Rachel! - It's gonna be kind of weird 91 00:08:10,480 --> 00:08:12,084 hanging out with drama guys. 92 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:15,090 # In the aftermath # 93 00:08:15,200 --> 00:08:17,168 # My music in my... # 94 00:08:17,280 --> 00:08:19,328 Ca-caw! Ca-caw! 95 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:22,923 Well, that's what he asked me to do. 96 00:08:23,040 --> 00:08:24,530 I think it's kind of cool. 97 00:08:24,640 --> 00:08:26,085 Thank you. 98 00:08:26,200 --> 00:08:27,645 Welcome, ladies. 99 00:08:27,760 --> 00:08:30,411 The pool is open exclusively 100 00:08:30,520 --> 00:08:32,602 - for our personal guests. - Don't get too nutty, 101 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:35,200 'cause we're not technically supposed to be here. 102 00:08:35,320 --> 00:08:39,290 Well, this is Celine, and this is Gabby, and Rachel. 103 00:08:39,400 --> 00:08:42,051 Alex, you two should get to know each other. 104 00:08:42,160 --> 00:08:43,525 Have we met before? 105 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:45,449 I think she tried out for the play. 106 00:08:45,560 --> 00:08:47,767 - Villager number four. - That's it, yeah. 107 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:50,844 Well, come on in. The water's warm, and... 108 00:08:50,960 --> 00:08:53,201 - we have drinks. - So do we. 109 00:08:54,760 --> 00:08:56,922 # La, la, la, la-la... # 110 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:07,209 I think I'm gonna go check on Gabby before she pukes in the pool. 111 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:09,926 - We'll miss you. - But, hey, you should show Rachel 112 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:12,884 your ballet moves from the fourth grade. 113 00:09:13,000 --> 00:09:14,490 You know, that's tempting. 114 00:09:14,600 --> 00:09:16,921 I just might. 115 00:09:23,800 --> 00:09:26,167 I'm not like my friends. 116 00:09:28,200 --> 00:09:29,531 What do you mean? 117 00:09:29,640 --> 00:09:32,120 I can't really be fake. 118 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:33,651 And they are? 119 00:09:33,800 --> 00:09:35,211 No. 120 00:09:35,320 --> 00:09:37,288 No, I didn't mean it like that. 121 00:09:37,400 --> 00:09:39,846 We've been best friends since elementary school. 122 00:09:39,960 --> 00:09:41,121 It's just... 123 00:09:41,240 --> 00:09:42,571 I mean, look at them. 124 00:09:42,680 --> 00:09:44,170 All the guys want them. 125 00:09:46,080 --> 00:09:48,651 But I want the guy I want to want what I am and... 126 00:09:48,760 --> 00:09:50,285 not the fake version of what I think 127 00:09:50,440 --> 00:09:52,920 I want to think that they want to think that I am. 128 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:55,843 Interesting. 129 00:09:55,960 --> 00:09:58,566 I'm not a social plastic person. 130 00:09:58,680 --> 00:10:02,810 Just wanted to get that out there. 131 00:10:07,840 --> 00:10:10,286 That's cool. What is it? 132 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:14,284 I don't know, really. 133 00:10:14,400 --> 00:10:16,528 Sometimes I just draw what I feel. 134 00:10:16,640 --> 00:10:18,051 You're an artist? 135 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:19,764 I'm all right. 136 00:10:19,880 --> 00:10:21,928 I actually write more than I draw. 137 00:10:22,040 --> 00:10:23,724 Oh, I act what I write. 138 00:10:23,840 --> 00:10:27,208 You know, people like us, we have stories to tell. 139 00:10:27,320 --> 00:10:28,526 You know, and acting, it... 140 00:10:28,640 --> 00:10:32,202 really brings those words to life so people can really feel it, you know? 141 00:10:32,360 --> 00:10:33,850 Yeah. 142 00:10:35,560 --> 00:10:38,086 That's why all the world's a stage... 143 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:40,242 And all the men and women merely players. 144 00:10:40,360 --> 00:10:43,170 They have their exits and their entrances. 145 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:44,850 You like Shakespeare? 146 00:10:44,960 --> 00:10:46,041 Yeah. Course. 147 00:10:47,280 --> 00:10:48,964 I want to write plays, too. 148 00:10:49,080 --> 00:10:51,242 Well, I can help you out, you know, show you what I know. 149 00:10:51,360 --> 00:10:53,761 - My process. - That'd be cool. 150 00:10:53,920 --> 00:10:56,321 I can take a look at your writing, too, if you want. 151 00:10:56,440 --> 00:10:58,329 I connect through writing. 152 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:00,807 Words are the window to the heart. 153 00:11:00,920 --> 00:11:02,809 Yeah. 154 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:06,327 You're, like. deep. 155 00:11:06,440 --> 00:11:08,408 Are you spiritual or something? 156 00:11:08,560 --> 00:11:10,767 No. 157 00:11:10,880 --> 00:11:13,281 Not... no, not really. 158 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:17,968 Really? 'Cause, you know... 159 00:11:18,080 --> 00:11:20,208 I'm a spiritual guy myself. 160 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:23,565 You know, I like to take in the energy around me for my art. 161 00:11:23,680 --> 00:11:26,411 Yeah. Guess I'm like that, too. 162 00:11:26,520 --> 00:11:27,760 Mm. 163 00:11:27,880 --> 00:11:31,601 Hey, you guys are too dry! Come in! 164 00:11:31,720 --> 00:11:33,131 No, we're good. 165 00:11:33,240 --> 00:11:35,129 Come on! Come on! 166 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:37,402 Well... if that's what you want. 167 00:11:39,040 --> 00:11:40,565 You know, I want what you want. 168 00:11:40,720 --> 00:11:42,290 But just in case you wanted to know, 169 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:44,971 I want you to want to come in the pool. Just... 170 00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:46,844 wanted to get that out there. 171 00:11:48,640 --> 00:11:49,721 # Here I am # 172 00:11:49,840 --> 00:11:52,684 # Just waiting, and the world # 173 00:11:52,800 --> 00:11:55,167 # Is passing by # 174 00:11:55,280 --> 00:11:57,203 Girl, come here! 175 00:11:57,360 --> 00:12:00,728 # All alone in my sanctuary # 176 00:12:00,840 --> 00:12:02,649 - Oh! - Careful. 177 00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:04,922 # Coming back to life # 178 00:12:06,200 --> 00:12:07,725 # I wait # 179 00:12:07,840 --> 00:12:10,650 # In the aftermath # 180 00:12:10,760 --> 00:12:13,684 # My music in my mind... # 181 00:12:15,240 --> 00:12:16,605 Bye. 182 00:12:16,720 --> 00:12:18,848 Rachel Joy. 183 00:12:18,960 --> 00:12:21,327 I prayed over pillows tonight. Where have you been? 184 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:23,044 Out with the girls. 185 00:12:25,160 --> 00:12:26,924 Why is your hair all wet? 186 00:12:27,040 --> 00:12:28,565 We went swimming. 187 00:12:28,680 --> 00:12:30,842 What if something had happened? 188 00:12:30,960 --> 00:12:33,008 I need to know where my children are. 189 00:12:33,120 --> 00:12:34,849 Sorry, Mom. 190 00:12:34,960 --> 00:12:37,645 You smell like smoke. 191 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:39,808 And... booze. 192 00:12:39,920 --> 00:12:41,570 Are you buzzing? 193 00:12:42,640 --> 00:12:44,449 Mom, nobody says that. 194 00:12:44,560 --> 00:12:48,167 Oh. Okay, well, you're grounded till you go to your Aunt Bea's. 195 00:12:48,280 --> 00:12:50,726 What? Mom, that's, like, the whole summer! 196 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:53,207 Exactly. This kind of behavior will not be tolerated 197 00:12:53,320 --> 00:12:56,369 - under this roof. - I told you. 198 00:12:56,480 --> 00:12:59,051 Shut up, Dana. 199 00:12:59,160 --> 00:13:03,842 Rachel, we're gonna have a long chat about this in the morning. 200 00:13:03,960 --> 00:13:06,930 You're better than this, Rachel Joy. 201 00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:19,486 I can't even control them. 202 00:13:19,600 --> 00:13:22,206 Larry went from no kids to five kids overnight. 203 00:13:22,360 --> 00:13:23,964 He's still getting used to everything. 204 00:13:24,080 --> 00:13:26,082 I'm so scared that he's gonna regret it. 205 00:13:26,240 --> 00:13:28,527 - Beth, don't say that. - I think it'll be good 206 00:13:28,640 --> 00:13:30,642 for Rachel to get away from her friends for a bit. 207 00:13:30,760 --> 00:13:34,522 I'll be. Sometimes I don't know what I'm gonna do with that girl. 208 00:13:34,640 --> 00:13:37,531 Being at the farm with her cousins is gonna be good for her. 209 00:13:51,920 --> 00:13:54,207 We have been looking all over for you. 210 00:13:54,320 --> 00:13:55,970 Here I am. 211 00:13:57,040 --> 00:13:58,610 Rach... 212 00:13:58,720 --> 00:14:00,563 you're kind of different this summer. 213 00:14:00,680 --> 00:14:03,251 I just wanted to be alone. 214 00:14:04,680 --> 00:14:06,569 For four hours? 215 00:14:10,760 --> 00:14:11,921 Rachel... 216 00:14:12,080 --> 00:14:13,684 what's really going on? 217 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:17,080 I just want to help. 218 00:14:17,200 --> 00:14:19,601 Well, you can't. 219 00:14:19,720 --> 00:14:21,768 You would never understand. Your family's perfect. 220 00:14:21,920 --> 00:14:23,809 No, we're not. 221 00:14:23,920 --> 00:14:25,809 I'm sorry. 222 00:14:28,440 --> 00:14:31,922 It wasn't supposed to be like that. 223 00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:36,530 Sometimes I don't know who I am. 224 00:14:36,640 --> 00:14:39,325 It's not like I'm trying to do the wrong thing. 225 00:14:39,480 --> 00:14:41,482 I just can't help it. 226 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:45,884 I used to try so hard to get it all together, 227 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:48,401 but... none of that worked. 228 00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:52,364 I had to let God in. 229 00:14:54,080 --> 00:14:56,811 I've done the whole church thing. 230 00:14:56,920 --> 00:14:59,651 I know about Jesus. 231 00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:02,047 I know it sounds crazy, and it's really hard 232 00:15:02,160 --> 00:15:06,210 to explain, but... it's about truly living a life for Jesus. 233 00:15:06,320 --> 00:15:10,211 And when you do that, you'll have this sense of peace. 234 00:15:10,320 --> 00:15:12,049 I don't know. 235 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:16,563 That's just what worked for me. 236 00:15:28,040 --> 00:15:32,363 Rachel, life can be really hard, but listen to me, 237 00:15:32,480 --> 00:15:35,927 God does not waste anything, not even the bad things. 238 00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:40,768 # And everybody's got a wound to be healed # 239 00:15:40,880 --> 00:15:42,962 # I want to believe # 240 00:15:43,080 --> 00:15:45,890 # There's beauty here # 241 00:16:03,640 --> 00:16:06,962 # How many times have you heard me cry out # 242 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:11,085 # "God, please take this"? # 243 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:13,720 # How many times have you given me strength # 244 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:18,926 # To just keep breathing? # 245 00:16:19,080 --> 00:16:22,402 Lord, I'm sorry for everything that I've done. 246 00:16:22,520 --> 00:16:24,204 Jesus, I ask, forgive me, 247 00:16:24,320 --> 00:16:27,722 and I ask you to come into my life. 248 00:16:27,880 --> 00:16:31,680 Father, use me to be a light to the world. 249 00:16:32,800 --> 00:16:36,282 # Oh, I need you # 250 00:16:36,400 --> 00:16:43,602 # God, I need you now # 251 00:16:45,440 --> 00:16:50,731 # I need you now # 252 00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:56,562 # I need you now. # 253 00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:01,767 Rach, why do you always draw the same flower? 254 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:05,009 Why, are you mad I haven't drawn it for you yet? 255 00:17:05,120 --> 00:17:07,248 I actually am, thank you. 256 00:17:08,680 --> 00:17:12,806 Rachel, I know you've been thinking about a lot of things, and sometimes it helps 257 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:15,884 to just write down your thoughts, so I wanted to give you this. 258 00:17:18,640 --> 00:17:20,324 Thanks, Aunt Bea. 259 00:17:20,440 --> 00:17:22,681 - You're welcome. - Love it. 260 00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:28,120 God, I'm sorry I ever doubted you. 261 00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:30,607 I'm sorry I didn't trust you. 262 00:17:30,720 --> 00:17:34,249 You know what you're doing, and you know what's best for me. 263 00:17:34,360 --> 00:17:35,850 From now on, 264 00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:40,204 I put all of my faith and all of my trust in you. 265 00:18:05,960 --> 00:18:07,166 Hey, Austin. 266 00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:09,089 Oh. Uh, hey, Rachel. 267 00:18:09,200 --> 00:18:11,168 - What a retard. - Right. 268 00:18:11,280 --> 00:18:15,126 Rachel's got a new... ba-ba-ba-boyfriend. 269 00:18:15,280 --> 00:18:16,645 Not exactly, Sean. 270 00:18:16,760 --> 00:18:18,125 - Ooh... - Are you jealous, Dylan? 271 00:18:18,280 --> 00:18:19,806 No. 272 00:18:27,120 --> 00:18:28,565 First day of school sucks. 273 00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:30,284 Hey. 274 00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:32,129 - At least the guys have a tan. - Mm. 275 00:18:32,240 --> 00:18:33,605 Hey, look at these fly girls! 276 00:18:33,720 --> 00:18:35,370 - Brian Riggs! - What's up? 277 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:37,721 - Hey! How's football going? - Hey. 278 00:18:37,840 --> 00:18:39,046 - We're gonna rock this year. - Well, we'll finally 279 00:18:39,160 --> 00:18:40,924 have something to cheer for, then. 280 00:18:41,040 --> 00:18:42,201 Ha-ha-ha. 281 00:18:42,320 --> 00:18:46,083 Oh, uh, dude, Shep's parents are gone all semester, so we're gonna have 282 00:18:46,200 --> 00:18:48,009 mad ragers, like, every weekend. 283 00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,610 You guys got to come. 284 00:18:49,720 --> 00:18:51,643 - Oh, we'll be there. - Let us know when. 285 00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:53,046 Yeah, most def. 286 00:18:53,160 --> 00:18:55,003 Hey, uh, this is K.J. 287 00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:57,009 Uh, he just came from California. 288 00:18:57,120 --> 00:19:00,565 Plays linebacker. K.J., this is Gabby and Madison. 289 00:19:00,680 --> 00:19:02,045 - Hey. - What's up? 290 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,487 - Welcome to Columbine. - Good to meet you. 291 00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:05,886 Let's bounce. 292 00:19:06,040 --> 00:19:07,849 See you around. 293 00:19:09,240 --> 00:19:11,004 See what I mean? Guys don't even see me. 294 00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:12,645 Hey, we're working on it. 295 00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:14,250 Have you talked to Alex yet? 296 00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,409 No. But I have drama class with him sixth period. 297 00:19:17,520 --> 00:19:19,727 Good. This is the time to strike. 298 00:19:19,840 --> 00:19:21,729 - You've got to stay on his radar. - Totally. 299 00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:24,207 Okay. But I'm not going to be fake. 300 00:19:24,320 --> 00:19:26,721 Girl, you couldn't be fake if you tried. 301 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:33,122 Dude, you sound like a hyena. 302 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:36,331 - He looks like a hyena. - Yeah, seriously, you sound like an idiot. 303 00:19:36,440 --> 00:19:39,489 Let's go! Come on! Get him! 304 00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:42,001 Yo! It's time for dork bowling! 305 00:19:44,200 --> 00:19:45,929 Come on! 306 00:19:50,880 --> 00:19:52,450 Oh! 307 00:19:52,560 --> 00:19:53,686 Strike! 308 00:19:58,000 --> 00:20:00,810 Yes! 309 00:20:02,000 --> 00:20:03,445 I'll kill you, Riggs. 310 00:20:03,560 --> 00:20:05,164 - Oh, I'm so scared. - Ooh... 311 00:20:06,800 --> 00:20:08,484 Don't look at me. 312 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:11,211 You got something on your back, yo! 313 00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:13,971 Dude, every time, every time. 314 00:20:15,040 --> 00:20:16,690 I hate those guys. 315 00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:18,609 Just another day at Columbine. 316 00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:20,643 Why does it always have to be so cliquey here? 317 00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:23,081 I thought it was gonna be different this year. 318 00:20:23,240 --> 00:20:27,489 One of Hitler's central themes in his writing is that it was a Nazi's responsibility 319 00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:31,646 to aid evolution by exterminating less evolved people groups. 320 00:20:31,760 --> 00:20:35,003 In his opinion, that was those who had different-colored skin, 321 00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:37,202 were religious or were handicapped. 322 00:20:37,320 --> 00:20:41,044 Hitler thought natural selection should be actively aided. 323 00:20:45,000 --> 00:20:46,843 Come on, dude. 324 00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:49,167 You're never gonna change what's happening in there. 325 00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:52,250 That's just the way the world is. 326 00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:54,249 Well, I want to change the world. 327 00:20:54,360 --> 00:20:57,091 Okay. Good luck. What's your plan? 328 00:20:57,200 --> 00:20:59,248 Don't know yet. 329 00:20:59,400 --> 00:21:02,483 Do you ever feel like you can't see your future? 330 00:21:02,600 --> 00:21:04,568 You know, feel like... 331 00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:06,967 like it might be your last year? 332 00:21:07,080 --> 00:21:08,286 No. 333 00:21:08,400 --> 00:21:10,402 Super morbid. 334 00:21:12,200 --> 00:21:14,123 It's not, though. 335 00:21:15,200 --> 00:21:17,202 It's more like... 336 00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:18,810 something big's gonna happen. 337 00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:24,607 Like a chain reaction. 338 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:28,480 Not sure what that means, but I'm here for you. 339 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:30,608 I never made it to class. 340 00:21:30,720 --> 00:21:32,165 Of course you didn't. 341 00:21:37,080 --> 00:21:38,969 Alex Dickerson? 342 00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:40,241 - Really? - Maybe. 343 00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:42,050 If I work the radar. 344 00:21:42,160 --> 00:21:44,083 Am I gonna lose you as my prom date already? 345 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:45,924 I thought that was only if we couldn't find anyone. 346 00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:47,565 Yeah, well, neither of us have in three years. 347 00:21:47,680 --> 00:21:50,445 You'll find someone. 348 00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:52,369 Welcome to Advanced Drama. 349 00:21:52,480 --> 00:21:55,643 In this class, you will get the privilege of creating, 350 00:21:55,760 --> 00:21:58,127 producing and performing the spring play. 351 00:21:58,240 --> 00:22:00,766 Mr. Alex Dickerson here will be our playwright. 352 00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:02,365 I've got something for you. Hold on. 353 00:22:02,480 --> 00:22:04,084 You know when you meet someone, and in, like, 354 00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:05,850 the first few minutes they're, like, a soul mate? 355 00:22:05,960 --> 00:22:07,246 No. 356 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,044 Alex is like that. 357 00:22:10,080 --> 00:22:11,491 He gets me. 358 00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:13,483 It's like he was made for me. 359 00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:16,291 Miss Scott, is there something that you'd like to share 360 00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:18,482 - with all of us? - No, not really. 361 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:23,206 Very nice, Miss Scott. 362 00:22:23,360 --> 00:22:25,203 But this isn't art class. 363 00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:30,964 Uh, theater is one of the six classic art forms, so I'd argue that... 364 00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:33,009 this is art class. 365 00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:34,446 Brownnoser. 366 00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:36,324 Well, I stand corrected, Mr. Dickerson. 367 00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:41,010 Okay, all of you underclassmen will be paired with a senior mentor. And... 368 00:22:41,120 --> 00:22:43,930 these papers I just handed you are your pairings. 369 00:22:44,040 --> 00:22:45,929 I know. 370 00:22:48,800 --> 00:22:50,290 Okay, so, is he still, like, your mentor 371 00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:52,084 - or whatever you call it? - Yes! 372 00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:54,567 Hey, spazzes. One of you had better won the lottery. 373 00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:56,330 Alex and Rachel are going to be doing 374 00:22:56,440 --> 00:22:58,727 - drama geek stuff together. - Oh, this is so perfect. 375 00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:02,842 Okay, he told me that he's gonna be at Shep's party tomorrow, we have to be there. 376 00:23:02,960 --> 00:23:04,041 Okay. 377 00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:06,606 - Okay! Party! - Whoo! 378 00:23:12,760 --> 00:23:15,764 Um, can you go get us some drinks or something? 379 00:23:19,160 --> 00:23:21,640 - Who is that? - I can't remember his name, 380 00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:24,491 and I feel like it would be way too awkward to ask now. 381 00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:26,045 Celine... 382 00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:29,562 - you have to be careful. Like, what... - I'm fine. 383 00:23:29,720 --> 00:23:32,200 - What if he... - Seriously, I'm fine. 384 00:23:34,040 --> 00:23:35,530 Okay. 385 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:47,522 Now go do whatever it is you do. 386 00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:49,688 That whole non-fake thing. 387 00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:56,287 - You can do this. - Okay. 388 00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:02,611 Hey, mentor. 389 00:24:04,120 --> 00:24:05,406 Hey. 390 00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:08,285 Did you have something to do with us getting paired up? 391 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:10,801 Must have been the theater gods. 392 00:24:10,920 --> 00:24:13,241 They might have known that I missed seeing you this summer. 393 00:24:13,360 --> 00:24:16,523 Yeah, I... got grounded for most of it, so... 394 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:20,048 You know, there's a lot going on behind those eyes. 395 00:24:20,160 --> 00:24:22,766 You should try out for the female lead in my play. 396 00:24:22,880 --> 00:24:26,362 I'd need a good mentor to help me prepare for the audition. 397 00:24:26,480 --> 00:24:29,165 Bummer. You're out of luck there. 398 00:24:29,320 --> 00:24:30,845 Alex? 399 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:33,531 - Hey! How are you? - Hi. Good. How are you? 400 00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:34,641 I'm great. 401 00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:36,762 - I heard you're writing a play? - Yeah. 402 00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:38,769 I'll see you in class. 403 00:24:38,880 --> 00:24:40,211 Yeah. 404 00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:42,209 See you Monday. 405 00:24:42,320 --> 00:24:44,288 - How are you? - I'm doing well. How are you? 406 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:48,371 - I'm great. - So, like, what was your inspiration? 407 00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:55,121 - Hey, Larry. - Hey, Rachel. 408 00:24:56,880 --> 00:25:00,441 You know, that old Acura's getting pretty lonely. 409 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:02,090 I don't want to talk right now. 410 00:25:02,200 --> 00:25:05,329 You sure? You should think about letting me use it. 411 00:25:05,480 --> 00:25:08,526 I just got home from work... I don't want to have to think about anything. 412 00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:09,562 - Hey, honey. - Hi, honey. 413 00:25:09,680 --> 00:25:11,489 Are you tired from... 414 00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:13,728 filing debit and credit reports? 415 00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:15,490 And punching the calculator? 416 00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:18,206 - I am, actually. - Oh. Exhausted. 417 00:25:18,320 --> 00:25:20,288 - Mom, when's Dad coming to get us? - I don't know. 418 00:25:20,400 --> 00:25:22,402 Uh, he was supposed to be here an hour ago. 419 00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:25,205 Son, do you have to play that thing right here? 420 00:25:25,320 --> 00:25:26,810 Son? 421 00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:28,610 I am not your son. 422 00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:30,449 You know, and there's a logical reason to this, 423 00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:33,525 if you let me drive the car, I could drive myself to work, and Mom 424 00:25:33,640 --> 00:25:35,005 - wouldn't have to. - Beth... 425 00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:36,451 - Right? - make her stop. 426 00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:38,847 Rachel, he's not used to all this. 427 00:25:38,960 --> 00:25:41,406 You're gonna have to give him some time to decompress. 428 00:25:41,560 --> 00:25:42,971 Why don't you help me with dinner? 429 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:45,287 Queens hate to cook, Mom. Come on, Larry, please? 430 00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:48,611 The car needs a new catalytic converter, and foreign parts are expensive. 431 00:25:48,720 --> 00:25:50,529 You could even teach me how to drive my car. 432 00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:52,165 No, it's my car, and I said no. 433 00:25:52,320 --> 00:25:53,481 He said no, Rachel. 434 00:25:53,600 --> 00:25:54,487 For now. 435 00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:56,489 Come on, Larry. 436 00:25:56,600 --> 00:25:57,840 I need my chariot. 437 00:25:57,960 --> 00:26:00,008 - Not gonna happen. - Fine. 438 00:26:00,160 --> 00:26:02,481 But I at least need a smile before I let go. 439 00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:05,086 Mm-hmm. Come on. 440 00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:06,361 More than that. 441 00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:09,211 Get those pearly whites out there. 442 00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:11,846 My work here is done. 443 00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:13,883 Thank you. 444 00:26:14,000 --> 00:26:16,321 Oh. 445 00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:21,402 Yeah? 446 00:26:21,520 --> 00:26:22,601 Okay. 447 00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:24,006 Bye. 448 00:26:26,360 --> 00:26:29,409 Your dad has to work, so he can't have you this weekend. 449 00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:32,882 But he wants you to know 450 00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:35,651 that he loves you and he misses you... 451 00:26:35,760 --> 00:26:38,081 He will talk to you soon. 452 00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:04,645 Thank you. 453 00:27:14,120 --> 00:27:16,964 If the lady doesn't get anything, she can't stay. 454 00:27:17,080 --> 00:27:19,401 I don't want crazy people in here. 455 00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:21,284 Can you go ask her to leave? 456 00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:22,765 You want me to? 457 00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:24,370 I'm busy. 458 00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:27,570 Hey. 459 00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:30,844 Hey. 460 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:34,243 I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. 461 00:27:34,360 --> 00:27:35,361 Excuse me. 462 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:40,407 Uh, my friend here would like a... 463 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:42,606 A coffee. 464 00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:44,524 A French press. 465 00:27:44,680 --> 00:27:46,648 And... a bagel. 466 00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:48,285 With cream cheese. 467 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:50,004 Perfect. 468 00:27:50,120 --> 00:27:51,804 Thank you very much. 469 00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:54,569 Okay. 470 00:27:54,680 --> 00:27:56,125 May I? 471 00:27:56,240 --> 00:27:58,083 - Thank you. - Oh, you're welcome. 472 00:27:58,200 --> 00:28:00,123 So, where are you from? 473 00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:01,850 She paid. 474 00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:09,283 - That would be wonderful. It's not far. - Oh, good. 475 00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:11,243 "Not far" is on my way. 476 00:28:11,360 --> 00:28:13,567 - I couldn't impose. - Oh, no, you're not. 477 00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:15,205 It's not a problem. 478 00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:22,171 I don't understand why having a walk with God is so hard for me. 479 00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:23,964 I'm so weak. 480 00:28:24,080 --> 00:28:27,326 At school, with friends, at work. 481 00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:30,523 Today it was like I let a wonderful flame 482 00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:33,689 pass by me and into the hands of another. 483 00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:37,486 Those gloves have become the gloves of conviction to me. 484 00:28:37,600 --> 00:28:40,444 I'm not going to miss another opportunity. 485 00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:43,404 From now on, when I have those little nudges inside, 486 00:28:43,520 --> 00:28:46,330 I'm going to listen. 487 00:28:49,080 --> 00:28:51,208 Remember, living for Jesus 488 00:28:51,320 --> 00:28:54,130 is not always easy, but it's always right. 489 00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:55,526 Hey, thanks for coming to Break Thru. 490 00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,005 See you here next week, same time, same place. 491 00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:58,531 Don't forget, we have pizza in the back. 492 00:28:58,640 --> 00:29:01,211 - Yeah! - Pizza! Sweet! 493 00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:03,084 You're the best, Amy. 494 00:29:03,200 --> 00:29:04,486 See you at cell group on Wednesday? 495 00:29:04,600 --> 00:29:06,090 - Yeah, absolutely. - Okay. Bye. 496 00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:08,282 Bye. 497 00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:15,488 Have you seen him before? 498 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:21,162 No. But he's not exactly the type you'd want to take home to Mom, so... 499 00:29:21,320 --> 00:29:23,163 - Let's go. - I'll be right back. 500 00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:25,004 Okay. Hurry. I want to go. 501 00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:32,521 Hi. 502 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:34,727 I'm Rachel. 503 00:29:34,840 --> 00:29:36,683 Uh... 504 00:29:36,800 --> 00:29:38,006 Hey. 505 00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:40,168 Uh, see you. 506 00:29:40,280 --> 00:29:45,128 Um... I just wanted to welcome you to Break Thru. 507 00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:31,131 Hey. 508 00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:35,367 You never told me your name. 509 00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,488 What are you doing here? 510 00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:40,763 Kind of rude for you to just walk off like that. 511 00:30:42,200 --> 00:30:44,407 I don't... really like church. 512 00:30:45,480 --> 00:30:46,766 Why'd you come? 513 00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,609 For the food. 514 00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:51,451 Look, you should probably go get in your daddy's car 515 00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,961 - and go home. - I don't have my own car. 516 00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:55,724 Or my own dad at home. 517 00:30:55,840 --> 00:30:57,251 I walked. 518 00:31:00,760 --> 00:31:02,683 Fine. I'll walk you back, then. 519 00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:04,643 This really isn't a place for a girl like you. 520 00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:05,722 - What does that mean? - It means 521 00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:07,120 you don't really fit in around here. 522 00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,164 I don't care. Hey... 523 00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:12,567 Can I help you? 524 00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:14,688 No. Okay? I don't... 525 00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:18,600 I don't need some dumb little sister I got to look out for. 526 00:31:18,720 --> 00:31:20,722 I've never had a big brother before. 527 00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:25,645 Come on, you must need something. 528 00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:29,041 You're not just gonna get rid of me. 529 00:31:30,560 --> 00:31:32,528 I'm not leaving until you tell me something you need. 530 00:31:32,640 --> 00:31:33,721 Shh. Okay? 531 00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:36,525 That's not helping. 532 00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:42,960 What are you doing? 533 00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:45,287 What does it look like? 534 00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:49,364 Would you please just go? 535 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:52,404 I don't need a dumb big brother. 536 00:31:52,520 --> 00:31:53,931 I'll buy it for you. 537 00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:56,088 I just got my paycheck. What else do you need? 538 00:32:01,040 --> 00:32:02,371 You don't have to do this. 539 00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:04,443 Okay? I can take care of myself. 540 00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:07,211 I'm not so sure. 541 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:09,761 You can't even buy your own food. 542 00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:13,288 It's not for me. 543 00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:18,602 So, who's the food for? 544 00:32:21,760 --> 00:32:23,489 My mom. 545 00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:25,329 What's her deal? 546 00:32:25,440 --> 00:32:28,205 Hm. She's really sick. 547 00:32:28,320 --> 00:32:30,482 It's... it's her own fault, though. 548 00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:32,841 She's barely eating anymore. 549 00:32:32,960 --> 00:32:34,041 Oh. 550 00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,606 She used to like pizza. 551 00:32:37,840 --> 00:32:39,842 So, where do you live? 552 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:41,610 Oh, she lost the apartment a few weeks ago, 553 00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:43,609 so I've just been sleeping wherever. 554 00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:45,643 Are you gonna be okay? 555 00:32:47,400 --> 00:32:49,641 Yeah, I'll be fine. 556 00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:52,888 We have our cell group at the church on Wednesday. 557 00:32:54,560 --> 00:32:57,404 What's that? Is it, like, prison or something? 558 00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,490 Yeah, that's totally confusing. 559 00:33:00,600 --> 00:33:02,489 It's just a group of friends. 560 00:33:02,600 --> 00:33:05,046 We hang out, and we're there for each other. 561 00:33:05,160 --> 00:33:08,130 - Yeah, that's cool. - I want you to come. 562 00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:10,368 No. That's-that's not for me. 563 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:14,527 If you don't, I'll come find you. 564 00:33:16,640 --> 00:33:18,210 Rach! 565 00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:20,402 Where have you been? I've been waiting for forever. 566 00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:21,971 Oh, crap! That's my sister. 567 00:33:22,080 --> 00:33:23,764 Got to go. 568 00:33:23,880 --> 00:33:26,451 Wednesday. Don't forget. 569 00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:30,605 Hey. 570 00:33:32,760 --> 00:33:35,001 Nathan Ballard. 571 00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:38,768 Good to meet you, Nate. 572 00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:44,323 Seriously, what have you been doing? 573 00:33:49,120 --> 00:33:51,202 Are you seriously copying Brian's homework? 574 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:53,243 He's got a 2.0. 575 00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:56,011 - Hey. - Hey. 576 00:33:56,120 --> 00:33:58,851 Alert. Thrift store shopper. 577 00:33:58,960 --> 00:34:01,122 Ew. Who would wear that? 578 00:34:01,240 --> 00:34:02,969 Nothing wrong with vintage. 579 00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:05,082 I guess. 580 00:34:07,480 --> 00:34:09,482 You okay, Celine? 581 00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:12,405 Yeah, I'm fine. 582 00:34:13,640 --> 00:34:15,529 Is there anything I can pray for you about? 583 00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:18,843 I will be so glad when you get over this whole Jesus freak phase. 584 00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,691 Oh, definitely don't do that with Alex. 585 00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:24,610 I think he likes my spiritual side. 586 00:34:24,720 --> 00:34:26,722 Trust me, it is a really big turnoff. 587 00:34:32,480 --> 00:34:36,168 I'd get rid of all the fat, retarded, crippled, 588 00:34:36,280 --> 00:34:39,090 stupid, ignorant, 589 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:41,806 rich, worthless people of this world. 590 00:34:43,080 --> 00:34:45,162 Yeah. 591 00:34:46,680 --> 00:34:49,286 No one is worthy of this planet. 592 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:52,011 Only me and who I choose. 593 00:34:52,120 --> 00:34:55,442 Everyone should be sent out into space, 594 00:34:55,560 --> 00:34:59,610 and only the people I say should be left behind. 595 00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:04,365 Yo! 596 00:35:04,480 --> 00:35:05,811 Look at these fartknockers! 597 00:35:05,920 --> 00:35:07,763 What's up, four-eyes? 598 00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:14,726 Hey, yeah, help your buddy out, guys. 599 00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:16,803 Good teamwork. 600 00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:21,324 Yo, give me some. 601 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:27,565 Boom! Whoo! 602 00:35:41,840 --> 00:35:44,002 If only this was Columbine. 603 00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:46,725 Bam! 604 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:50,003 Maybe it could be. 605 00:35:52,840 --> 00:35:54,649 You're sick, man. 606 00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:57,127 You're the one who brought it up. 607 00:35:57,240 --> 00:35:59,208 I wasn't serious. 608 00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:11,169 Hey. Hey, guys. 609 00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:12,884 Let's get started, okay? 610 00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:14,161 I'll be right back. 611 00:36:26,920 --> 00:36:28,809 Hey. 612 00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:30,365 I'm right here. 613 00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:36,210 - You scared me. - Now you know how it feels. 614 00:36:36,320 --> 00:36:37,924 What are you doing? 615 00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:42,004 Oh, I'm just making sure my dumb little sister doesn't walk these streets by herself. 616 00:36:45,320 --> 00:36:48,244 I brought some food for you to take home. 617 00:36:48,360 --> 00:36:49,805 Or wherever. 618 00:36:49,920 --> 00:36:51,365 Thanks. 619 00:36:53,680 --> 00:36:54,920 You want to come inside? 620 00:36:55,960 --> 00:36:57,200 No. 621 00:36:57,360 --> 00:36:59,522 I-I don't. 622 00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:05,890 I'll go play in traffic if you don't. 623 00:37:11,240 --> 00:37:12,446 It's been such a stressful week. 624 00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:15,450 I've got this huge test coming up in physics. 625 00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:17,608 And I hate physics. 626 00:37:17,720 --> 00:37:19,688 Okay, well, we will pray for that. 627 00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:24,329 I know it's your first time, but... 628 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,727 if you want to share about how your week has been... 629 00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:29,320 - Yes, he does. - No, I don't. 630 00:37:29,440 --> 00:37:31,681 It's okay. 631 00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:39,245 Um... 632 00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:40,526 well... 633 00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:42,563 my week kind of... 634 00:37:42,680 --> 00:37:44,330 sucked. 635 00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:47,205 It's... well, my dad's in jail, 636 00:37:47,320 --> 00:37:48,970 and, uh... 637 00:37:49,120 --> 00:37:53,045 my mom, sh... uh, she's a... she's a heroin addict, 638 00:37:53,160 --> 00:37:56,130 so she's... she's not eating anymore. 639 00:37:56,240 --> 00:37:57,969 You know, it's, like... 640 00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:01,209 She's staying in this house that's full of junkies, 641 00:38:01,320 --> 00:38:05,171 so I've been living in an alley near here the past couple weeks. 642 00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:06,486 And, uh... 643 00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:09,331 it's just really hard to get a job, 644 00:38:09,440 --> 00:38:12,489 you know, without an address. 645 00:38:24,040 --> 00:38:25,963 Are you okay? 646 00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:43,129 Where are you going? 647 00:38:43,240 --> 00:38:45,083 What was I supposed to say? 648 00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:49,166 - That's exactly what you should have said. - No. 649 00:38:49,280 --> 00:38:51,965 I'm not like them. And I'm... definitely not like you. 650 00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:54,082 How do you know? 651 00:38:54,200 --> 00:38:56,931 You haven't even bothered to get to know any of them. 652 00:38:58,000 --> 00:38:59,365 Listen... 653 00:38:59,520 --> 00:39:01,488 I get it. 654 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,043 - You've had it rough. - Hey, Nate. 655 00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:07,845 It's Nathan. 656 00:39:07,960 --> 00:39:09,007 Nathan. 657 00:39:09,120 --> 00:39:11,168 Sorry. Um... 658 00:39:11,280 --> 00:39:12,964 it's not much, but... 659 00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:17,525 if you want, um, you could stay at my place until you figure things out. 660 00:39:17,640 --> 00:39:19,085 We got a couch in the basement. 661 00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:22,488 If that doesn't work, um, I think... some of the other guys 662 00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:25,001 are checking with their parents, too. 663 00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:35,281 Thanks, man. 664 00:39:35,400 --> 00:39:37,528 That's... 665 00:39:40,080 --> 00:39:42,208 You can call me Nate. 666 00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,163 It's cool. 667 00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:47,651 Tony. 668 00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:03,523 - Eric? - Why are you still at home? 669 00:40:03,640 --> 00:40:06,371 You're three minutes late. 670 00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:08,960 Oh, man. I slept in. 671 00:40:09,080 --> 00:40:11,651 You slept in again? What, you don't own an alarm clock? 672 00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:14,371 I'm running late. So what? Ride the bus, Eric. 673 00:40:14,480 --> 00:40:16,289 I'm not gonna ride the bus with those idiots! 674 00:40:16,400 --> 00:40:18,243 Look, man, I'm not your personal taxi service. 675 00:40:18,360 --> 00:40:20,966 If you're not here in five minutes, you're dead. 676 00:40:21,080 --> 00:40:23,003 I know where you sleep. 677 00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:30,966 - Hey, yo, R.J.! - Hey. 678 00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:32,445 - Got a date to prom yet? - No. 679 00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:33,607 He never asked me. 680 00:40:33,720 --> 00:40:35,245 What? 681 00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:36,850 - Want to bet on that? - Shut up. 682 00:40:36,960 --> 00:40:38,200 Mm! 683 00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:40,084 Sorry, R.J., this is Dave. 684 00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:41,531 Just moved here from the Springs. 685 00:40:41,640 --> 00:40:42,721 - Hey. - Hey. 686 00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:44,205 You like it here so far? 687 00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:46,004 It's all right. 688 00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:48,009 I don't really know many people yet. 689 00:40:48,120 --> 00:40:49,690 Why'd you move? 690 00:40:49,840 --> 00:40:51,524 Parents separated. 691 00:40:52,840 --> 00:40:55,730 I've been through that. 692 00:40:55,840 --> 00:40:59,811 Mom took us up here and we moved in with my aunt. 693 00:40:59,920 --> 00:41:02,241 Well, they're not divorced yet. 694 00:41:02,360 --> 00:41:04,089 Maybe there's some hope. 695 00:41:05,200 --> 00:41:06,611 Maybe. 696 00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:11,769 Hey, I got to run, but if you ever want to talk, 697 00:41:11,880 --> 00:41:12,961 let me know. 698 00:41:13,080 --> 00:41:14,844 All right. 699 00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:16,166 Thanks. 700 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:18,970 I'm going to meet with my mentor. 701 00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:21,122 - Ooh, zee mentor. - The mentor. 702 00:41:21,240 --> 00:41:22,162 Ow! Ow! 703 00:41:22,280 --> 00:41:24,328 Get that part! 704 00:41:27,920 --> 00:41:29,365 I just lost my date to prom. 705 00:41:38,520 --> 00:41:40,727 I've never been in here all alone. 706 00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:43,725 Well, I figure if we practice in here, 707 00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:45,524 then when you audition, it won't be such a big deal. 708 00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:47,688 You'll be comfortable with the space. 709 00:41:47,800 --> 00:41:49,609 Good idea. 710 00:41:49,720 --> 00:41:52,200 Even though all the world's my stage. 711 00:41:52,360 --> 00:41:53,885 And Alex and Rachel merely players. 712 00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,767 They have their exits and their entrances. 713 00:41:57,880 --> 00:42:00,360 Oh, bravo. 714 00:42:00,480 --> 00:42:03,927 You know, that's a poem read by a depressed guy about death. 715 00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:05,445 Or life. 716 00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:07,767 Depending on how you look at it. 717 00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:12,890 Step on up here, my muse. This... 718 00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:15,765 is where it all begins. 719 00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:19,801 You are so full of it, Jason! 720 00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:22,651 I'm done. I'm never talking to you again! 721 00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:24,728 I know you can do better. 722 00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,650 I just don't really believe you yet. 723 00:42:27,760 --> 00:42:30,809 It's okay. Just close your eyes, okay? 724 00:42:30,920 --> 00:42:33,400 And imagine how she feels. 725 00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:35,602 Okay, the passion. 726 00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:37,802 The anger. 727 00:42:37,920 --> 00:42:40,321 The attraction. 728 00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:42,761 - I'm going to play practice. - Again? 729 00:42:42,880 --> 00:42:44,086 Honey, that's every night this week. 730 00:42:44,200 --> 00:42:46,646 Mom, you know how important this is to me. 731 00:42:46,760 --> 00:42:48,091 Yes, I know, but don't be late. 732 00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:49,281 You have homework to get done. 733 00:42:49,400 --> 00:42:50,686 And I expect you to stay up as late 734 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:52,643 - as you need to to get it done! - Okay! 735 00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:57,929 You know, my... my parents, they weren't really there for me. 736 00:42:58,040 --> 00:43:03,206 My dad just up and left when I was a kid. 737 00:43:03,320 --> 00:43:06,403 My mom was left with nothing. 738 00:43:07,960 --> 00:43:10,531 I haven't talked to him in years. 739 00:43:11,880 --> 00:43:13,609 It leaves a hole inside, doesn't it? 740 00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:17,485 Yeah. 741 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:24,085 - Whoa... - Oh, wow. 742 00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:27,010 Madison didn't tell me you were that good at ballet. 743 00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:28,485 - I have many secret talents. - Mm. 744 00:43:28,600 --> 00:43:30,125 I'm about to fail this geometry test. 745 00:43:30,240 --> 00:43:31,446 Thank God I'm an artist. 746 00:43:31,560 --> 00:43:32,482 You need a mentor? 747 00:43:32,600 --> 00:43:35,365 Oh, only if it's you. 748 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:38,081 You're welcome. 749 00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:39,406 I take complete credit for this. 750 00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:40,760 - You look so cute together! - What happened? 751 00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:42,325 Tell me! 752 00:43:42,440 --> 00:43:43,327 - I'll see you guys. - See you. 753 00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:45,169 - Hey, you. - Hey. 754 00:43:45,280 --> 00:43:47,089 How's the play going? 755 00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:48,247 So good. 756 00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:49,850 I think this senior guy likes me, 757 00:43:49,960 --> 00:43:53,169 and we totally connect in so many ways. 758 00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:55,760 Well, it better not be in every way. 759 00:43:55,880 --> 00:43:57,609 Don't worry, he's great. 760 00:43:58,800 --> 00:44:00,040 Hey! 761 00:44:00,160 --> 00:44:02,083 - Hey, don't read that! - I want to be in the mind 762 00:44:02,240 --> 00:44:04,641 of Rachel Joy, to know everything about you. 763 00:44:04,760 --> 00:44:06,364 I've pretty much told you. 764 00:44:07,480 --> 00:44:08,845 "Oh, God, give me strength. 765 00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:11,048 "Help me choose a path we both know is right. 766 00:44:11,160 --> 00:44:12,969 The path that leads to you." 767 00:44:13,080 --> 00:44:14,923 What's that all about? 768 00:44:15,040 --> 00:44:17,805 Just some stuff I wrote a while ago. 769 00:44:19,200 --> 00:44:20,770 Wouldn't just call it "stuff." 770 00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:23,531 That's really good. 771 00:44:25,240 --> 00:44:29,211 Don't you think it's weird how similar our families are? 772 00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:33,285 Yeah. 773 00:44:33,440 --> 00:44:34,930 Yeah, we're like... 774 00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:37,805 I think we were meant to find each other. 775 00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:40,287 We both know the same pain. 776 00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:42,846 Yeah. 777 00:44:42,960 --> 00:44:46,931 But it's okay, you know, 'cause pain, it... 778 00:44:47,080 --> 00:44:50,368 it gives us an energy that we can channel for our art. 779 00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:54,844 I mean, sometimes you need the darkness to bring the light. 780 00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:56,809 Yeah. 781 00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:58,041 Now, use the pain! 782 00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:00,162 You are so full of it, Jason. I'm done. 783 00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:02,408 I'm never talking to you again. 784 00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:05,171 Well, that's just it. 785 00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,009 We can't be done. 786 00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:08,963 I love you. 787 00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:15,682 Was that acting, or was it real? 788 00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:17,404 Well, aren't they the same? 789 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:19,488 You were brilliant. 790 00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:21,648 My acting or the kiss? 791 00:45:23,160 --> 00:45:25,208 You're ready. 792 00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:36,603 I'm Rachel Joy Scott, and I'm auditioning for the role of Andi 793 00:45:36,720 --> 00:45:39,087 in "The Chance of Possibility." 794 00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:56,129 Thank you, God. 795 00:45:56,240 --> 00:45:57,162 Yes! 796 00:45:57,280 --> 00:45:59,282 # I got the role, I got the role # 797 00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:00,362 # I got the role # 798 00:46:00,480 --> 00:46:02,403 # Got the role, got the role # 799 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:05,369 # Role... # 800 00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:08,488 Hey. 801 00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:14,762 So? 802 00:46:14,880 --> 00:46:15,802 Yeah, I got the lead role! 803 00:46:15,960 --> 00:46:17,291 - Oh! - Congratulations, girl! 804 00:46:17,400 --> 00:46:19,504 The drama queen finally has her crown. 805 00:46:19,605 --> 00:46:22,129 Hey, I heard Alex is gonna rewrite the play for you. 806 00:46:22,240 --> 00:46:23,480 How'd you know? 807 00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:25,489 He told me... how great you were. 808 00:46:25,600 --> 00:46:27,170 He kissed me, too. 809 00:46:27,280 --> 00:46:28,611 - Oh! - Oh, my God! 810 00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:30,125 You got the part and the boy. 811 00:46:30,240 --> 00:46:31,651 Everything you wanted. Your life is complete. 812 00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:33,888 It's nice to be wanted for once. 813 00:46:34,000 --> 00:46:35,809 - Yeah. - Maddy? 814 00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:37,968 - Thanks. - Oh... 815 00:46:38,080 --> 00:46:40,003 - You're a great friend. - Don't get all mushy on me. 816 00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:41,963 - It's not a big deal. - It is a big deal. 817 00:46:42,080 --> 00:46:43,411 - It's, like, her first one. - So cute. 818 00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:45,727 - Maybe we'll go to prom together. - Oh! 819 00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:48,287 Easy, tiger, let's see if we can make it past Christmas first. 820 00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:56,368 I hate this school. 821 00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:58,528 Yeah... me, too. 822 00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:03,891 We'll get our revenge. 823 00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:08,289 Kick natural selection up a few notches. 824 00:47:08,720 --> 00:47:11,291 This is Jesus's blood shed for you. 825 00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:14,006 Do this in remembrance of him. 826 00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:17,726 This is Christ's body. 827 00:47:17,840 --> 00:47:20,605 Do this in remembrance of him. 828 00:47:20,720 --> 00:47:22,609 This is Jesus's blood shed for you. 829 00:47:22,720 --> 00:47:23,846 Do this in... 830 00:47:38,880 --> 00:47:41,770 - Hey. - Hey. 831 00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:43,365 Did you get the job? 832 00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:45,323 Yeah. 833 00:47:47,480 --> 00:47:50,600 I mean, I mean, I finally had an address I could put on that application. 834 00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:52,171 Thanks. 835 00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:54,647 For everything. I don't... know where I'd be. 836 00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:57,127 Hey, it's what little sisters do. 837 00:47:57,240 --> 00:47:58,890 You want to come sit? 838 00:47:59,000 --> 00:48:02,404 Oh, I'm staying with Clay's family till I save up for first month's rent. 839 00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:03,487 That's awesome. 840 00:48:05,120 --> 00:48:07,202 I meant to ask you... what's with the dog tags? 841 00:48:07,360 --> 00:48:08,486 Oh. 842 00:48:08,600 --> 00:48:10,682 These are my grandfather's. 843 00:48:10,800 --> 00:48:12,882 He fought in World War II. 844 00:48:13,000 --> 00:48:14,729 Were you close to your grandpa? 845 00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:16,961 Yeah. 846 00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,361 I... I mean, I lived with him until he died. 847 00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:21,289 He pretty much raised me as a kid. 848 00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:22,765 Wow. 849 00:48:22,920 --> 00:48:24,126 I love it. 850 00:48:24,240 --> 00:48:25,890 Super vintage. 851 00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:30,570 So, I got you something. 852 00:48:30,720 --> 00:48:33,564 Yeah... close your eyes. 853 00:48:35,640 --> 00:48:36,641 Huh. 854 00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,127 Merry Christmas. 855 00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:43,490 Uh, what is it? 856 00:48:43,600 --> 00:48:44,965 It's a journal. 857 00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:48,804 So you can write down your thoughts or poems or songs or whatever. 858 00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:52,930 And then any time you have a thought or we want to tell each other something, 859 00:48:53,040 --> 00:48:56,768 you just put it in there and we can trade it back and forth. 860 00:48:56,880 --> 00:48:58,006 All right. 861 00:48:58,160 --> 00:48:59,321 It's cool. 862 00:48:59,440 --> 00:49:01,169 Uh... 863 00:49:01,280 --> 00:49:02,566 how's the play going? 864 00:49:02,680 --> 00:49:04,045 So good. 865 00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:06,527 - Yeah? - Mm-hmm. 866 00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:08,483 When do I get to meet Alex? 867 00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:09,726 I don't know. 868 00:49:09,880 --> 00:49:11,405 Sometime. 869 00:49:11,520 --> 00:49:14,285 Uh, why don't you just invite him to cell group? 870 00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:16,482 I don't know if it's his thing. 871 00:49:16,640 --> 00:49:18,847 Well, it wasn't my thing, either. 872 00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:28,803 Uh, hey, you... thanks for this. 873 00:49:28,920 --> 00:49:33,967 It's... cool. I mean, most people wouldn't give a freak like me a journal. 874 00:49:35,240 --> 00:49:37,242 I'm glad you like it. 875 00:49:37,360 --> 00:49:39,647 I'm gonna draw a lot of pictures. 876 00:49:39,760 --> 00:49:42,081 Good. 877 00:49:43,360 --> 00:49:46,204 - Thank you, guys. - Yay! 878 00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:47,685 - Did you make a wish? - I bet she forgot. 879 00:49:47,800 --> 00:49:48,767 Yes, of course. 880 00:49:51,360 --> 00:49:53,567 Happy birthday. 881 00:49:53,680 --> 00:49:56,524 Well, this box isn't big enough for an Acura. 882 00:49:56,680 --> 00:49:57,647 Exactly. 883 00:49:57,760 --> 00:50:00,366 But it is big enough for the key. 884 00:50:00,480 --> 00:50:03,245 - Oh, my... Thank you! - You're welcome. 885 00:50:04,400 --> 00:50:05,811 Thanks, Mom! 886 00:50:05,920 --> 00:50:09,570 Now, your mom and I can trust you, right... not to do something 887 00:50:09,680 --> 00:50:11,125 stupid or illegal with the car? 888 00:50:11,240 --> 00:50:12,241 Yes. 889 00:50:12,400 --> 00:50:13,481 We just want you to be safe. 890 00:50:13,600 --> 00:50:15,523 Pinky promise. 891 00:50:15,640 --> 00:50:16,971 That doesn't even mean anything. 892 00:50:17,080 --> 00:50:18,570 Yes, it does. 893 00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:22,366 Thank you. 894 00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:23,811 You're welcome. 895 00:50:25,200 --> 00:50:26,690 # Your eyes... # 896 00:50:34,240 --> 00:50:36,402 You know, prom's coming up. 897 00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:38,443 Oh, yeah, it is. 898 00:50:38,560 --> 00:50:41,086 What, in like two months? 899 00:50:41,200 --> 00:50:42,804 More like a month. 900 00:50:42,920 --> 00:50:44,809 Hmm. 901 00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:52,564 So where do you think, like, we are right now? 902 00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:56,364 - In the woods? - No. 903 00:50:56,480 --> 00:51:00,524 Like... like, in our relationship, like, where do you think we are? 904 00:51:00,640 --> 00:51:01,926 Oh. 905 00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:06,490 Well, I don't know, I mean, I feel like what we have is so good, 906 00:51:06,600 --> 00:51:10,247 I-I don't want to mess it up by putting a title on it, you know? 907 00:51:12,560 --> 00:51:14,210 Yeah. 908 00:51:14,320 --> 00:51:16,368 No, I like it, too. 909 00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:21,484 Just... sometimes it's kind of nice to know if something's official. 910 00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:22,846 Hmm. 911 00:51:22,960 --> 00:51:25,042 Yeah, I just... 912 00:51:25,160 --> 00:51:27,931 I just don't think you can always define things with words, you know? 913 00:51:28,040 --> 00:51:30,805 I feel like what we have is so much stronger 914 00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:33,605 than human constructs like language. 915 00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:37,607 Yeah. 916 00:51:37,720 --> 00:51:40,803 I think we should just let it be what it is. 917 00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:44,168 And what's that? 918 00:51:44,280 --> 00:51:46,601 A heart connection. 919 00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:50,521 But are we, like, exclusive? 920 00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:52,210 I mean, I know I am. 921 00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:56,080 No, I... I can't imagine connecting with anyone like we have. 922 00:51:57,640 --> 00:52:00,405 I think I'm ready to take it to the next level. 923 00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:07,410 A toast. 924 00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:10,484 To the famous actors. 925 00:52:22,480 --> 00:52:25,245 That was so awesome you invited those kids to Break Thru. 926 00:52:26,920 --> 00:52:28,365 Yeah, they're good kids. 927 00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:30,403 Saw them on the streets every day. 928 00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:33,524 You would've done the same thing. 929 00:52:33,640 --> 00:52:35,449 I wish you had your own phone line. 930 00:52:35,560 --> 00:52:38,245 Pray I won't drink this weekend. 931 00:52:38,360 --> 00:52:41,364 I don't know how to describe it. 932 00:52:41,480 --> 00:52:43,369 I feel numb. 933 00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:45,642 Distant from God. 934 00:52:45,760 --> 00:52:47,171 I don't know why. 935 00:52:47,280 --> 00:52:49,965 I have nothing to complain about. 936 00:52:50,080 --> 00:52:51,730 Everything's going great. 937 00:52:51,840 --> 00:52:55,648 I wish you could tell me what's going on with you, 938 00:52:55,760 --> 00:52:59,003 'cause I want to try to make it better. 939 00:52:59,120 --> 00:53:02,126 I'm gonna do a lot of praying for you this week, 'cause, uh, I think you need it. 940 00:53:02,280 --> 00:53:05,001 My passion has sunk to a new low. 941 00:53:06,160 --> 00:53:07,650 I want more. 942 00:53:09,800 --> 00:53:13,521 I ask for a bigger desire of it, but it's like I'm stuck. 943 00:53:13,640 --> 00:53:16,120 I want to tap into something higher. 944 00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:18,846 I hope you understand what I'm saying, 945 00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:20,485 'cause I don't know how else to say it. 946 00:53:20,600 --> 00:53:25,169 You know, we seek for answers in a world of lies. 947 00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:28,807 Just don't believe the lies Satan will tell you. 948 00:53:28,920 --> 00:53:31,969 You feel like God's not watching. 949 00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:35,928 But you're number one in his sight, 'cause believe me, 950 00:53:36,040 --> 00:53:39,044 when you're stuck and you feel like you can't go any further, 951 00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:41,447 he still believes in you. 952 00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:44,291 Sorry, I got to go to bed now. 953 00:53:46,000 --> 00:53:49,049 Pain, pain, go away. 954 00:53:49,200 --> 00:53:51,931 Come again another day. 955 00:53:52,080 --> 00:53:55,968 Because of you, I'm led astray. 956 00:54:13,720 --> 00:54:15,484 I'm sorry, but it wasn't mine. 957 00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:19,803 Either way, it's not exactly legal to drive around minors who are drinking. 958 00:54:20,880 --> 00:54:22,166 We trusted you. 959 00:54:22,320 --> 00:54:24,163 Mom, I wasn't drinking. 960 00:54:24,320 --> 00:54:25,970 Maybe you should just quit the play. 961 00:54:26,080 --> 00:54:27,650 Mom, you can't do that. 962 00:54:27,760 --> 00:54:31,884 We're a few days away, and that's not fair to everybody involved. 963 00:54:32,000 --> 00:54:34,480 You come in smelling like smoke. 964 00:54:34,600 --> 00:54:36,807 Dana says you're not even going to Break Thru anymore. 965 00:54:36,960 --> 00:54:38,849 What's going on? 966 00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:41,491 I'm fine. 967 00:54:41,600 --> 00:54:44,046 I don't like you going to these parties. 968 00:54:44,160 --> 00:54:46,527 That's where people are that need light the most. 969 00:54:46,640 --> 00:54:48,449 I'm trying to make an impact. 970 00:54:49,640 --> 00:54:53,129 I think they're impacting you more than you're impacting them. 971 00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:03,568 I'm gonna take away your keys until your mom says you can have them back. 972 00:55:03,680 --> 00:55:05,648 Are you serious? 973 00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:08,525 Guys, I didn't do anything. 974 00:55:13,280 --> 00:55:14,611 Don't forget to recycle. 975 00:55:22,040 --> 00:55:23,405 Hey, stranger. 976 00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:25,686 Hey. 977 00:55:25,840 --> 00:55:28,161 I... miss seeing you around. 978 00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:29,850 I know. I'm sorry. 979 00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:32,566 Just been really busy with the play and stuff. 980 00:55:32,720 --> 00:55:36,888 - Yeah. - But, hey, opening night's this week. 981 00:55:37,000 --> 00:55:38,525 Are you gonna come? 982 00:55:38,640 --> 00:55:39,846 I wouldn't miss it. 983 00:55:39,960 --> 00:55:43,681 And I got you an Easter present. 984 00:55:44,840 --> 00:55:46,410 Easter? 985 00:55:46,520 --> 00:55:48,921 - Is that not a thing? - No. 986 00:55:49,040 --> 00:55:50,405 But I'll take it. 987 00:55:55,920 --> 00:55:57,126 Nate... 988 00:55:57,240 --> 00:55:59,561 are you sure? 989 00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,286 If it weren't for you and my grandpa, 990 00:56:02,400 --> 00:56:04,323 I don't know where I'd be. 991 00:56:04,440 --> 00:56:07,205 You accepted me for who I am, and... 992 00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:09,448 I want you... I want you to have them. 993 00:56:10,800 --> 00:56:13,201 So sweet. 994 00:56:13,320 --> 00:56:15,163 I love it. 995 00:56:15,280 --> 00:56:17,123 Really. 996 00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:22,122 What's up with the hemp necklace? 997 00:56:22,240 --> 00:56:23,241 It's not really your style. 998 00:56:23,400 --> 00:56:24,811 Alex gave it to me. 999 00:56:24,920 --> 00:56:26,763 Yeah, why don't you bring him around? 1000 00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:31,690 I just don't know where I stand with him right now exactly. 1001 00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:34,041 What does he say? 1002 00:56:34,200 --> 00:56:37,165 Just that we're gonna finish the play, and then we'll figure things out. 1003 00:56:38,600 --> 00:56:41,285 I mean, is he kissing you while he figures things out? 1004 00:56:42,560 --> 00:56:43,721 Sort of. 1005 00:56:43,840 --> 00:56:45,001 "Sort of"? 1006 00:56:45,120 --> 00:56:46,485 But most of it's for the play. 1007 00:56:47,720 --> 00:56:48,926 Well, is he a Christian? 1008 00:56:49,040 --> 00:56:51,566 He's really spiritual. 1009 00:56:53,280 --> 00:56:55,647 I thought you said you wanted a Christian boyfriend. 1010 00:56:55,760 --> 00:56:57,649 He really respects my faith. 1011 00:56:57,760 --> 00:56:59,649 He just believes in a lot of things right now. 1012 00:56:59,760 --> 00:57:01,761 I don't know why you mess around with that guy. 1013 00:57:02,160 --> 00:57:05,490 You know, out of all people, I didn't think you would judge him. 1014 00:57:05,600 --> 00:57:07,364 I'm-I'm not judging. I'm just... 1015 00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:10,086 Uh, Rachel, I think you're being stupid. 1016 00:57:11,480 --> 00:57:13,528 You know, I thought I could talk to you about this. 1017 00:57:13,640 --> 00:57:14,971 Well, you can. 1018 00:57:15,080 --> 00:57:18,722 For the first time, someone really wants me. 1019 00:57:20,080 --> 00:57:22,731 He makes me feel like I am somebody. 1020 00:57:24,120 --> 00:57:26,885 Rach, I think you really deserve someone better. 1021 00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:29,002 He is better. 1022 00:57:41,920 --> 00:57:43,729 Places, everyone. 1023 00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:08,126 What if we lived in a world with endless possibilities? 1024 00:58:08,240 --> 00:58:11,050 But is that even possible? 1025 00:58:11,160 --> 00:58:14,084 - Gosh, Andi, don't be so impossible. - I'm not! 1026 00:58:14,200 --> 00:58:15,565 I'm full of possibilities. 1027 00:58:15,720 --> 00:58:18,041 I don't know what you want me to say. 1028 00:58:18,160 --> 00:58:20,811 Why not give possibility a chance? Right? 1029 00:58:20,920 --> 00:58:25,121 Is there still a chance we can give this a possibility? 1030 00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:28,683 You are so full of it, Jason! I'm done! 1031 00:58:28,800 --> 00:58:30,768 I'm never talking to you again! 1032 00:58:30,880 --> 00:58:32,325 But that's just it. 1033 00:58:33,440 --> 00:58:34,965 We can't be done. 1034 00:58:36,560 --> 00:58:37,971 I love you. 1035 00:58:40,480 --> 00:58:42,130 Aw... 1036 00:59:09,040 --> 00:59:10,929 - Awesome. - Thank you, Austin. 1037 00:59:11,040 --> 00:59:13,805 That means a lot. 1038 00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:15,809 Hey, I'm gonna go, but you did awesome. 1039 00:59:16,880 --> 00:59:18,041 Bye. 1040 00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:19,361 Hey. 1041 00:59:19,480 --> 00:59:20,606 Hey, Rach. 1042 00:59:20,720 --> 00:59:22,404 Uh... 1043 00:59:22,520 --> 00:59:23,681 - Mm. - Yeah. 1044 00:59:23,800 --> 00:59:25,290 You... 1045 00:59:25,400 --> 00:59:28,324 yeah, you were real good, you know? 1046 00:59:28,440 --> 00:59:30,681 Some of those lines were a little weird, though. 1047 00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:33,246 - Thank you. - Who's the critic? 1048 00:59:33,360 --> 00:59:35,124 Nice suit. 1049 00:59:35,240 --> 00:59:37,129 You must be Alex. 1050 00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:39,288 Um, Alex, this is Nathan. 1051 00:59:39,400 --> 00:59:41,243 Alex wrote the play. 1052 00:59:41,360 --> 00:59:43,442 So, what'd you think? 1053 00:59:43,600 --> 00:59:46,763 I liked everything about it... except you. 1054 00:59:50,960 --> 00:59:53,247 Let's get out of here, Rach. We're going to Shep's. 1055 00:59:53,400 --> 00:59:54,640 Bye, Nate. 1056 00:59:55,720 --> 00:59:57,006 Hey. 1057 00:59:57,120 --> 00:59:58,406 You better take care of her. 1058 01:00:00,680 --> 01:00:03,650 I think Rachel can take care of herself. 1059 01:00:03,760 --> 01:00:05,603 I don't know what she needs you for. 1060 01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:11,527 Nate, stop it! 1061 01:00:11,640 --> 01:00:13,688 What are you doing? 1062 01:00:28,200 --> 01:00:31,250 He's like a white hat alumni, and he can't even dress himself. 1063 01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:34,489 I'm so sorry. I... I've never seen him like that. 1064 01:00:34,600 --> 01:00:37,968 I'm not gonna let any negative energy intrude tonight. 1065 01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:39,969 It's time to celebrate. 1066 01:00:40,080 --> 01:00:43,402 Let's party, guys! 1067 01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:54,526 Now that the play's over, I really want to figure things out with Alex. 1068 01:00:54,640 --> 01:00:57,405 What's there to figure out? You guys are a thing. 1069 01:00:59,080 --> 01:01:01,845 It doesn't totally feel like it. 1070 01:01:15,600 --> 01:01:16,806 You missed a button. 1071 01:01:22,520 --> 01:01:24,648 Celine, I... 1072 01:01:24,760 --> 01:01:29,004 I worry about you with always having a new... 1073 01:01:29,160 --> 01:01:30,571 What? 1074 01:01:30,680 --> 01:01:33,160 Leave me alone. I'm just having fun. 1075 01:01:33,280 --> 01:01:35,408 You should have some fun, too. 1076 01:01:37,800 --> 01:01:39,484 Okay. 1077 01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:45,810 Oh, hey-hey, look who we have here. 1078 01:01:45,920 --> 01:01:49,803 You know, Madison might have been the best ballet dancer in the fourth grade, 1079 01:01:49,920 --> 01:01:51,922 but Rachel is by far the best actress 1080 01:01:52,040 --> 01:01:55,442 - in the school. - Alex, you're such a spaz. 1081 01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:58,090 We produced a hit play! 1082 01:02:03,720 --> 01:02:05,529 You look ravishing tonight. 1083 01:02:06,880 --> 01:02:09,167 Part of me is glad the play's over. 1084 01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:16,286 It's loud. Do you want to... go somewhere we can be alone? 1085 01:02:36,560 --> 01:02:39,962 - I can't do this. - It's okay. Just trust me. 1086 01:02:41,920 --> 01:02:43,445 There's dog food in here. 1087 01:02:43,560 --> 01:02:45,847 We can go somewhere else. 1088 01:02:45,960 --> 01:02:49,169 No. That's not what I'm saying. 1089 01:02:49,280 --> 01:02:52,648 Well, I thought you wanted to take it to the next level. 1090 01:02:53,800 --> 01:02:55,643 No, not like this. 1091 01:02:55,760 --> 01:02:57,603 I meant a commitment. 1092 01:02:57,720 --> 01:03:00,610 I don't even know what we are. 1093 01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:02,484 You don't? 1094 01:03:02,600 --> 01:03:04,887 After all that we've felt together? 1095 01:03:05,960 --> 01:03:07,291 I mean... 1096 01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:08,731 just... 1097 01:03:08,840 --> 01:03:11,810 be in the moment and go with those feelings. 1098 01:03:13,280 --> 01:03:16,045 Trust me, I... I want what you want. 1099 01:03:18,920 --> 01:03:21,491 I'm not so sure. 1100 01:03:21,600 --> 01:03:23,887 - I need some space. - Rachel... 1101 01:03:46,000 --> 01:03:47,570 Have you seen Alex? 1102 01:03:47,680 --> 01:03:49,011 I thought he was with you. 1103 01:03:49,120 --> 01:03:50,724 No, we were making out... 1104 01:03:50,840 --> 01:03:51,762 TMI, girl. 1105 01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:53,211 I think you should just chill. 1106 01:03:53,320 --> 01:03:55,482 No, I have to find him before things get weird. 1107 01:04:16,120 --> 01:04:17,531 Madison? 1108 01:04:17,640 --> 01:04:19,563 - Rach... - What? 1109 01:04:19,680 --> 01:04:21,569 - It just happened. - How could you do that? 1110 01:04:21,680 --> 01:04:23,205 You were being kind of high-maintenance. 1111 01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:27,051 I just wanted to explain... 1112 01:04:27,160 --> 01:04:30,243 why I left and... 1113 01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:32,044 what I believe in and... 1114 01:04:32,160 --> 01:04:33,491 I don't really respond to limitations, Rachel. 1115 01:04:33,640 --> 01:04:37,322 I told you that this Jesus freak thing would be an issue. 1116 01:04:37,440 --> 01:04:39,568 Wait, are you...? Are you, like, a... 1117 01:04:39,680 --> 01:04:41,284 serious Christian? 1118 01:04:41,400 --> 01:04:43,767 What, you didn't know that? 1119 01:05:38,400 --> 01:05:40,607 Looks like you needed a better boyfriend. 1120 01:05:40,720 --> 01:05:42,882 He wasn't my boyfriend. 1121 01:05:43,040 --> 01:05:45,407 Then you needed a better mentor. 1122 01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:49,967 You don't like me much, do you? 1123 01:05:50,080 --> 01:05:54,529 People like you are just intolerant, self-righteous hypocrites. 1124 01:05:54,640 --> 01:05:58,089 That's a pretty intolerant stereotype to put on millions of Christians. 1125 01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:02,046 God's just some outdated cultural construct. 1126 01:06:02,160 --> 01:06:05,763 How can you really believe in some being up in the sky that you can't even see? 1127 01:06:05,880 --> 01:06:08,963 Sometimes you have to see with your heart. 1128 01:06:11,000 --> 01:06:13,002 Is this when you try and convert me? 1129 01:06:13,120 --> 01:06:15,009 I'm not like that. 1130 01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:19,007 I just want to live my life for Jesus 1131 01:06:19,160 --> 01:06:21,766 and let people take whatever they want from that. 1132 01:06:23,120 --> 01:06:26,124 That's cool. 1133 01:06:26,240 --> 01:06:28,527 You sound more like a Buddhist than a Christian. 1134 01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:33,163 Maybe you should get to know one. 1135 01:06:36,960 --> 01:06:38,086 It's second period. 1136 01:06:38,200 --> 01:06:40,487 Where's Celine going? 1137 01:06:40,640 --> 01:06:42,768 I don't know. 1138 01:06:42,880 --> 01:06:44,006 She's a big girl. 1139 01:06:44,120 --> 01:06:45,121 Who cares? 1140 01:06:45,240 --> 01:06:46,924 I care. 1141 01:06:55,880 --> 01:06:57,689 What do you want? 1142 01:06:57,800 --> 01:06:59,290 Why aren't you at school? 1143 01:06:59,400 --> 01:07:00,811 Just didn't feel like it. 1144 01:07:00,920 --> 01:07:02,524 What are you... my parole officer? 1145 01:07:02,640 --> 01:07:03,846 No. 1146 01:07:03,960 --> 01:07:05,246 Celine, I just wanted to talk. 1147 01:07:07,520 --> 01:07:08,726 Who is that? 1148 01:07:10,120 --> 01:07:12,009 Look, now's not the best time, okay? 1149 01:07:12,120 --> 01:07:13,360 I'll call you later. 1150 01:07:13,480 --> 01:07:17,644 Celine... I am sick of ignoring it all and pretending like 1151 01:07:17,800 --> 01:07:19,211 everything's okay with you. 1152 01:07:19,320 --> 01:07:20,970 Oh, please, Little Miss Perfect. 1153 01:07:21,080 --> 01:07:23,845 How could you possibly understand? 1154 01:07:23,960 --> 01:07:26,247 I know what it's like to be in pain. 1155 01:07:26,360 --> 01:07:27,725 You don't know anything. 1156 01:07:27,840 --> 01:07:29,171 You think you make a difference here? 1157 01:07:29,280 --> 01:07:30,566 Well, you don't. 1158 01:07:30,680 --> 01:07:32,205 Celine, I'm not trying to fix anything. 1159 01:07:32,360 --> 01:07:34,727 You change nothing. 1160 01:07:45,320 --> 01:07:47,846 Nate, I wish you were here right now. 1161 01:07:48,000 --> 01:07:50,002 I wish I could be numb to the pain, 1162 01:07:50,120 --> 01:07:54,250 instead of numb to God and you and everyone else. 1163 01:07:54,360 --> 01:07:57,523 I feel like I'm fading away. 1164 01:07:57,640 --> 01:08:00,530 Like I'm beyond repair. 1165 01:08:00,680 --> 01:08:03,524 I don't even want to live through the night. 1166 01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:11,684 Things are coming at me 1167 01:08:11,800 --> 01:08:15,043 from all different directions, and they can't be blocked. 1168 01:08:15,160 --> 01:08:18,528 There's nothing you can say or do to help. 1169 01:08:18,640 --> 01:08:20,927 I know that's hard to hear. 1170 01:08:21,040 --> 01:08:25,645 I put this face on as a strong Christian to everyone but you. 1171 01:08:25,760 --> 01:08:27,762 But I'm not like that on the inside. 1172 01:08:27,880 --> 01:08:29,928 I'm just not as strong as you. 1173 01:08:35,200 --> 01:08:38,886 Words don't seem to help anymore. 1174 01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:40,490 Maybe we shouldn't write. 1175 01:08:59,280 --> 01:09:02,090 I'm worthless. 1176 01:09:03,520 --> 01:09:05,921 I make no difference. 1177 01:09:08,720 --> 01:09:11,041 No one notices. 1178 01:09:11,160 --> 01:09:13,208 No one understands. 1179 01:09:14,480 --> 01:09:16,164 No one cares. 1180 01:09:18,880 --> 01:09:21,531 Not even God. 1181 01:09:24,960 --> 01:09:28,203 I'm drowning in my own wake of despair. 1182 01:09:28,320 --> 01:09:32,006 Choking, my hands are wrapped around my neck. 1183 01:09:33,920 --> 01:09:35,809 I'm dying. 1184 01:09:35,920 --> 01:09:39,049 Quickly my soul leaves. 1185 01:09:39,160 --> 01:09:41,561 It isn't suicide. 1186 01:09:41,680 --> 01:09:44,923 I consider it homicide. 1187 01:09:45,040 --> 01:09:49,090 The world you have created has led to my death. 1188 01:10:24,840 --> 01:10:25,966 Hey. 1189 01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,765 Hey, no, I'm-I'm so sorry. 1190 01:10:30,880 --> 01:10:32,882 I don't... I don't know what's gotten into me lately. 1191 01:10:33,040 --> 01:10:36,563 You know, and I... I did not mean to lose it on that guy, just, I... I was 1192 01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:38,091 really just trying to look out for you. 1193 01:10:38,200 --> 01:10:39,725 No, no... You were right. 1194 01:10:39,880 --> 01:10:41,962 I should've listened to you. 1195 01:10:44,040 --> 01:10:45,121 Are you okay? 1196 01:10:46,400 --> 01:10:48,209 You kind of saved my life today. 1197 01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:49,401 I did? 1198 01:10:50,520 --> 01:10:53,046 Yeah. 1199 01:10:53,160 --> 01:10:56,804 I wasn't in a good place, and I just wanted it all to end. 1200 01:10:56,920 --> 01:10:59,082 And I thought it was the only way out. 1201 01:10:59,200 --> 01:11:01,931 But then I saw your dog tags. 1202 01:11:02,040 --> 01:11:04,965 And I was like, "If-if I die, he's gonna think it's all his fault." 1203 01:11:05,080 --> 01:11:07,960 And I didn't want you going through life thinking it had been all your fault. 1204 01:11:08,080 --> 01:11:10,082 'Cause that fight we had. 1205 01:11:10,240 --> 01:11:12,208 Okay, you... 1206 01:11:12,320 --> 01:11:14,891 I'm-I'm glad you're here. 1207 01:11:15,040 --> 01:11:16,804 Me, too. 1208 01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:20,485 If you need to talk, you know, you can... you can talk to me. 1209 01:11:22,280 --> 01:11:24,601 I miss my big brother. 1210 01:11:28,960 --> 01:11:30,485 Do you want to go inside? I mean, 1211 01:11:30,640 --> 01:11:33,086 everyone's gonna be really excited to see you. 1212 01:11:35,200 --> 01:11:37,601 - Okay. - Okay? 1213 01:11:40,840 --> 01:11:43,969 Dear Heavenly Father, Lord, we just thank you right now. 1214 01:11:44,080 --> 01:11:45,684 God, we just ask for your... 1215 01:11:45,800 --> 01:11:47,928 for your strength over Rachel, Lord. 1216 01:11:48,040 --> 01:11:50,088 We just want her to feel your presence, Lord, 1217 01:11:50,240 --> 01:11:51,526 and experience some peace. 1218 01:11:51,640 --> 01:11:54,246 God, I just thank you for loving her... 1219 01:12:00,400 --> 01:12:02,289 I am not going to apologize 1220 01:12:02,400 --> 01:12:04,528 for speaking the name of Jesus. 1221 01:12:04,640 --> 01:12:09,122 And I'm not going to hide the light that God has put in me. 1222 01:12:10,960 --> 01:12:14,487 If I have to sacrifice everything... 1223 01:12:16,120 --> 01:12:18,122 ...I will. 1224 01:12:18,240 --> 01:12:20,208 I will take it. 1225 01:13:43,640 --> 01:13:45,802 I lost most of my friends at school. 1226 01:13:45,920 --> 01:13:47,490 That's kind of weird. 1227 01:13:47,600 --> 01:13:49,250 She's spending time with Jesus or whatever. 1228 01:13:49,400 --> 01:13:50,765 What does that even mean? 1229 01:13:50,880 --> 01:13:53,929 Now that I've begun to walk my talk, they make fun of me. 1230 01:13:55,640 --> 01:13:57,290 But you know what? 1231 01:13:57,400 --> 01:13:59,721 It's all worth it to me. 1232 01:14:11,040 --> 01:14:13,088 So, how's everything else going with you? 1233 01:14:13,200 --> 01:14:17,530 You know, being betrayed by your best friend sucks. 1234 01:14:17,680 --> 01:14:20,445 But the worst part was that he didn't know I was a Christian. 1235 01:14:20,600 --> 01:14:22,682 Rach, you just got to be you. 1236 01:14:22,800 --> 01:14:24,404 I know. 1237 01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:26,324 I wasn't being real. 1238 01:14:26,480 --> 01:14:28,323 I'm not gonna let that happen again. 1239 01:14:29,840 --> 01:14:31,444 Check this out. 1240 01:14:36,840 --> 01:14:38,490 Okay. 1241 01:14:38,600 --> 01:14:42,286 So, you're not gonna be a... 1242 01:14:42,400 --> 01:14:45,849 beer-chuggin', pot-trippin', cigar-puffin', drug-dealin' Christian? 1243 01:14:46,000 --> 01:14:47,161 - No, I'm a God-lovin'... - Huh? 1244 01:14:47,280 --> 01:14:50,325 Satan-slammin', Jesus-freakin', world-changin' Christian. 1245 01:14:50,440 --> 01:14:52,647 Warrior for Christ. 1246 01:14:52,800 --> 01:14:54,609 Oh, that's-that's tight. 1247 01:14:54,760 --> 01:14:58,606 Well, people aren't gonna accept us for our faith. 1248 01:14:58,760 --> 01:15:00,125 But it's okay. 1249 01:15:00,240 --> 01:15:01,890 We have to love and serve them anyways. 1250 01:15:02,000 --> 01:15:05,083 And I'm talking compassion, forgiveness. 1251 01:15:05,200 --> 01:15:07,771 I mean, if we don't, what's gonna attract them to God? 1252 01:15:09,600 --> 01:15:10,886 So... 1253 01:15:11,000 --> 01:15:12,525 what about Madison? 1254 01:15:14,160 --> 01:15:16,049 Well, maybe not her. 1255 01:15:16,160 --> 01:15:17,491 Come on, Rach! 1256 01:15:20,000 --> 01:15:21,684 Oh, the angry ex is coming over. 1257 01:15:23,000 --> 01:15:24,365 Madison, can we talk? 1258 01:15:24,480 --> 01:15:26,050 What for? 1259 01:15:26,160 --> 01:15:29,642 Oh, my gosh. Would you look at her clothes? 1260 01:15:29,760 --> 01:15:31,524 Talk about your thrift store special. 1261 01:15:31,640 --> 01:15:33,529 Like, someone else's B.O. is in that. 1262 01:15:33,640 --> 01:15:35,881 Madison, when can we talk? 1263 01:15:36,000 --> 01:15:38,731 I don't see any real reason to, Rachel. 1264 01:15:38,840 --> 01:15:40,330 It is what it is. 1265 01:15:40,440 --> 01:15:43,250 I can't help what happened, so... 1266 01:15:43,360 --> 01:15:45,647 just... go, all right? 1267 01:15:53,560 --> 01:15:55,528 Hey. I'm Rachel. 1268 01:15:56,600 --> 01:15:58,284 Wow. 1269 01:16:02,080 --> 01:16:03,525 Is that vintage? 1270 01:16:03,640 --> 01:16:05,324 Looks great on you. 1271 01:16:05,440 --> 01:16:07,204 It's a little too pastel for my taste. 1272 01:16:07,320 --> 01:16:08,446 Hi. I'm Celine. 1273 01:16:08,560 --> 01:16:10,961 Reagan. 1274 01:16:11,080 --> 01:16:13,367 Hey, Rach, look, about the other day, 1275 01:16:13,480 --> 01:16:16,211 it's just my mom and her drunk boyfriend. 1276 01:16:16,320 --> 01:16:18,527 They're all messed up. 1277 01:16:18,640 --> 01:16:21,120 I just didn't want anyone to know. 1278 01:16:21,240 --> 01:16:24,767 Celine, I wouldn't tell anybody. 1279 01:16:24,880 --> 01:16:27,360 I just worry about you. 1280 01:16:28,680 --> 01:16:31,160 Why? I'm, like, the most perfect kid. 1281 01:16:32,760 --> 01:16:35,001 You know, my mom would totally let you stay with us. 1282 01:16:36,480 --> 01:16:38,562 We should probably stop ignoring her. 1283 01:16:42,560 --> 01:16:46,483 It's gonna be like Oklahoma City, the L.A. riots and World War II 1284 01:16:46,600 --> 01:16:48,887 - all mixed into one. - Yeah. 1285 01:16:49,040 --> 01:16:50,769 Like a video game. 1286 01:16:50,880 --> 01:16:54,922 I-I want to leave a lasting impression on this stupid world. 1287 01:16:55,040 --> 01:16:57,202 - Start a chain reaction. - Yeah. 1288 01:17:00,200 --> 01:17:01,361 - Boom! - Bah! 1289 01:17:07,920 --> 01:17:10,651 I've always been drawn to hands. 1290 01:17:10,760 --> 01:17:14,526 I think it's because it's the way that we touch people. 1291 01:17:14,640 --> 01:17:18,210 Compassion is the greatest form of love that humans have to offer. 1292 01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:20,840 I have this theory that if one person 1293 01:17:20,960 --> 01:17:23,884 can go out of their way to show compassion, 1294 01:17:24,000 --> 01:17:26,162 it could start a chain reaction. 1295 01:17:27,480 --> 01:17:29,687 How do you know that trust and beauty 1296 01:17:29,800 --> 01:17:33,202 and compassion won't make the world a better place to be in? 1297 01:17:33,320 --> 01:17:36,369 Tomorrow's not a promise... 1298 01:17:36,480 --> 01:17:37,845 but it's a chance. 1299 01:17:37,960 --> 01:17:40,486 You just might start a chain reaction. 1300 01:17:53,640 --> 01:17:56,962 And what's behind all of this is my faith. 1301 01:17:57,080 --> 01:17:58,969 I'm a Christian. 1302 01:17:59,080 --> 01:18:02,721 And... I'm not trying to be weird, 1303 01:18:02,840 --> 01:18:05,207 or convert anybody or anything like that. 1304 01:18:06,640 --> 01:18:10,689 I just wanted to be real with you guys and let you know who I am. 1305 01:18:15,320 --> 01:18:17,766 Jesus gave his life for me... 1306 01:18:17,920 --> 01:18:20,366 and I'll give my life to him. 1307 01:18:25,520 --> 01:18:27,682 Just wanted to get that out there. 1308 01:18:33,640 --> 01:18:35,608 Thank you, Rachel. 1309 01:18:37,040 --> 01:18:40,010 Okay, up next... 1310 01:18:40,120 --> 01:18:43,124 we have Eric and Dylan. 1311 01:18:43,280 --> 01:18:46,602 Let's watch their video on how they would change the world. 1312 01:18:50,960 --> 01:18:54,089 Those bullies are always picking on me, 1313 01:18:54,200 --> 01:18:56,202 and I don't like it. 1314 01:18:59,480 --> 01:19:03,690 - Can you help? - Yeah. You know we... 1315 01:19:03,840 --> 01:19:05,842 can't have weapons on school grounds. 1316 01:19:05,960 --> 01:19:08,440 But if you can get them away, we'll take them out. 1317 01:19:08,560 --> 01:19:11,370 For $2,000, we'll get rid of them. 1318 01:19:11,480 --> 01:19:13,369 Permanently. 1319 01:19:21,600 --> 01:19:23,489 Do we have to watch this? 1320 01:19:25,160 --> 01:19:26,685 No, we don't. 1321 01:19:26,800 --> 01:19:29,610 Okay, I think we've seen enough. 1322 01:19:29,720 --> 01:19:33,008 That... would make the world a better place. 1323 01:19:42,640 --> 01:19:45,246 Yo. It's... it's Rachel, right? 1324 01:19:45,360 --> 01:19:48,842 Yeah. We've only been in class together all semester. 1325 01:19:48,960 --> 01:19:51,850 I know. I'm bad with names. 1326 01:19:51,960 --> 01:19:53,803 Hey, I didn't know you were a Christian. 1327 01:19:53,920 --> 01:19:55,365 Now you do. 1328 01:19:55,480 --> 01:19:56,891 Now everybody does. 1329 01:19:57,000 --> 01:19:57,967 Was it too much? 1330 01:19:58,080 --> 01:20:00,481 No. That was dope. 1331 01:20:02,960 --> 01:20:05,042 I've been a Christian for a while now. 1332 01:20:05,160 --> 01:20:06,844 Just started going to FCA, though. 1333 01:20:06,960 --> 01:20:08,803 I had no idea. 1334 01:20:08,920 --> 01:20:11,730 It took me a little while to find my place around here, 1335 01:20:11,840 --> 01:20:15,003 being the new guy and all, but... I'm all good now. 1336 01:20:15,160 --> 01:20:17,606 I've been here my whole life, and I'm still working on it. 1337 01:20:17,720 --> 01:20:20,929 But what you said back there was really cool. 1338 01:20:21,040 --> 01:20:22,451 You inspired me. 1339 01:20:24,840 --> 01:20:26,649 Hey. 1340 01:20:26,800 --> 01:20:30,009 Look out for my friend Austin when I'm not around. 1341 01:20:32,400 --> 01:20:33,640 All right. 1342 01:20:33,760 --> 01:20:35,125 Got it. 1343 01:20:35,240 --> 01:20:36,366 Later, Rachel. 1344 01:20:36,480 --> 01:20:38,448 - Later. - Ah. 1345 01:20:38,600 --> 01:20:39,840 I remembered. 1346 01:20:48,040 --> 01:20:49,929 What's your problem? 1347 01:20:50,040 --> 01:20:52,520 - What? - I know you did that. 1348 01:20:52,640 --> 01:20:55,484 - Did what? - I didn't stop your stupid Jesus speech. 1349 01:20:55,600 --> 01:20:58,285 - You think you're better than us? - No. No, 1350 01:20:58,400 --> 01:21:01,609 - I'm not better than anybody. - Oh, I know you're not. 1351 01:21:02,680 --> 01:21:03,966 I got to get to class. 1352 01:21:04,080 --> 01:21:06,162 You're just like all the others. 1353 01:21:06,280 --> 01:21:09,602 Compassion. Yeah, that'll work. 1354 01:21:13,520 --> 01:21:15,249 So, you gonna go? 1355 01:21:15,360 --> 01:21:17,169 Hey, R.J. 1356 01:21:19,760 --> 01:21:21,524 So, has, uh... 1357 01:21:21,640 --> 01:21:23,688 Alex begged you to take him back yet? 1358 01:21:23,800 --> 01:21:26,929 No. He's into Madison's aura now. 1359 01:21:27,040 --> 01:21:28,485 Well, good, because... 1360 01:21:32,280 --> 01:21:35,727 Look, we always said that if we never find anyone else, 1361 01:21:35,840 --> 01:21:37,922 then... we would go. 1362 01:21:39,000 --> 01:21:41,082 I'd be honored. 1363 01:21:41,200 --> 01:21:42,690 - Yeah? - Yes. 1364 01:21:42,800 --> 01:21:47,564 - May I have this dance, mademoiselle? - Yes, you may. 1365 01:21:47,680 --> 01:21:49,011 Bethanie! 1366 01:21:49,120 --> 01:21:50,645 - Oh! Thanks for coming. - I wouldn't miss 1367 01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:52,802 - helping you get ready for prom. - Aah! 1368 01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:54,809 Look at that dress! 1369 01:21:54,920 --> 01:21:57,002 - Oh, it's perfect! - Let's get you ready. 1370 01:22:00,480 --> 01:22:02,164 # Oh, oh, oh... # 1371 01:22:04,800 --> 01:22:05,961 # Oh, oh, oh # 1372 01:22:06,080 --> 01:22:07,809 # Whoa, oh # 1373 01:22:07,920 --> 01:22:09,445 # Oh, oh, oh # 1374 01:22:09,560 --> 01:22:12,006 # Whoa, oh # 1375 01:22:12,120 --> 01:22:14,248 # Oh, oh, oh # 1376 01:22:14,360 --> 01:22:15,850 # Whoa, oh # 1377 01:22:15,960 --> 01:22:18,327 # Whoa, oh, oh # 1378 01:22:18,440 --> 01:22:20,408 # Whoa, oh, oh... # 1379 01:22:38,120 --> 01:22:40,726 # I saw it in your eyes # 1380 01:22:40,840 --> 01:22:42,649 # Tonight # 1381 01:22:43,960 --> 01:22:46,645 # The disappointment that # 1382 01:22:46,760 --> 01:22:49,923 # You tried to hide # 1383 01:22:51,640 --> 01:22:55,406 # Wondering if the world you... # 1384 01:23:04,160 --> 01:23:06,401 So, I hear you and Kevin are writing next year's play. 1385 01:23:06,520 --> 01:23:07,806 Yeah. 1386 01:23:07,960 --> 01:23:09,803 Mrs. Diaz asked us. 1387 01:23:09,960 --> 01:23:11,291 You'll do great. 1388 01:23:11,400 --> 01:23:13,289 Let me know if you need any help. 1389 01:23:13,400 --> 01:23:15,846 Technically, I'm still your mentor. 1390 01:23:15,960 --> 01:23:18,088 Always the generous one. 1391 01:23:20,680 --> 01:23:22,170 Oh, look. 1392 01:23:22,280 --> 01:23:24,362 They're playing our song. 1393 01:23:24,520 --> 01:23:26,363 We don't have a song. 1394 01:23:28,000 --> 01:23:29,889 I know. 1395 01:23:30,000 --> 01:23:32,367 I wish we would have, though. 1396 01:23:32,480 --> 01:23:35,165 This one would have been a good one. 1397 01:23:35,320 --> 01:23:38,608 # The night is young, you are mine tonight... # 1398 01:23:38,720 --> 01:23:40,290 Hey. 1399 01:23:40,400 --> 01:23:42,846 I wish it didn't go down like that. 1400 01:23:42,960 --> 01:23:47,244 You know, I... I never meant to be drawn to her energy. 1401 01:23:47,360 --> 01:23:48,646 I couldn't help it. 1402 01:23:50,640 --> 01:23:53,564 # Sparkling, sparkling... # 1403 01:23:53,680 --> 01:23:56,923 Well, it hurt. 1404 01:23:57,040 --> 01:23:58,769 A lot. 1405 01:24:04,720 --> 01:24:07,166 I'm trying to forgive you. 1406 01:24:08,240 --> 01:24:11,164 I don't know, I... 1407 01:24:12,720 --> 01:24:14,449 I think we just view life differently. 1408 01:24:14,560 --> 01:24:15,800 Yeah. 1409 01:24:17,160 --> 01:24:19,891 Although we can agree on one thing. 1410 01:24:20,000 --> 01:24:22,048 All the world's a stage. 1411 01:24:22,200 --> 01:24:24,248 And the men and women merely players. 1412 01:24:24,360 --> 01:24:26,249 They have their entrances... 1413 01:24:26,360 --> 01:24:27,725 and their exits. 1414 01:24:30,680 --> 01:24:32,808 Bye, Alex. 1415 01:24:32,960 --> 01:24:34,962 Let's get out of here. 1416 01:24:35,080 --> 01:24:37,481 - All right. - Hey, Maddy? 1417 01:24:40,440 --> 01:24:42,010 I miss you. 1418 01:24:43,120 --> 01:24:46,329 # Shimmering and shining # 1419 01:24:46,440 --> 01:24:48,602 # Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh. # 1420 01:24:54,800 --> 01:24:57,326 Hey, C. Having fun? 1421 01:24:59,680 --> 01:25:01,205 How can you stand talking to her? 1422 01:25:01,320 --> 01:25:03,527 I would have made a voodoo doll or something. 1423 01:25:06,000 --> 01:25:07,684 I don't know. 1424 01:25:07,800 --> 01:25:10,644 It's... it's hard. 1425 01:25:12,080 --> 01:25:13,445 But... 1426 01:25:13,560 --> 01:25:16,211 I think forgiveness is one of those things 1427 01:25:16,320 --> 01:25:18,322 that can change the world. 1428 01:25:18,440 --> 01:25:21,046 Always trying to change the world. 1429 01:25:28,360 --> 01:25:30,362 I'm so tired, Rachel. 1430 01:25:32,840 --> 01:25:34,649 Of all of this. 1431 01:25:34,760 --> 01:25:36,603 Of my life. 1432 01:25:38,960 --> 01:25:41,645 I don't even know why I'm here. 1433 01:25:43,800 --> 01:25:46,371 Well... usually, you come to these things 1434 01:25:46,480 --> 01:25:48,448 to make out with guys, so... 1435 01:25:56,520 --> 01:25:59,126 I just want something like you have. 1436 01:26:01,040 --> 01:26:03,202 You can handle the pain. 1437 01:26:08,800 --> 01:26:12,168 Come over next week, when we don't have, like, 1438 01:26:12,280 --> 01:26:14,647 people dancing around us... 1439 01:26:14,760 --> 01:26:16,330 and we'll talk. 1440 01:26:16,480 --> 01:26:18,562 We'll talk all about it. 1441 01:26:22,880 --> 01:26:24,041 Yeah. 1442 01:26:24,160 --> 01:26:27,448 I can't believe I'm saying this. 1443 01:26:27,560 --> 01:26:31,565 But maybe I'll even do that whole breakdown, 1444 01:26:31,680 --> 01:26:34,604 breakout, break dancing that you do. 1445 01:26:34,720 --> 01:26:37,564 - Break Thru? - Yeah. Whatever. 1446 01:27:05,400 --> 01:27:08,210 Why can't I see my future? 1447 01:27:11,720 --> 01:27:14,803 I can't picture myself going to college... 1448 01:27:14,920 --> 01:27:18,481 getting married. 1449 01:27:18,600 --> 01:27:20,602 Any of it. 1450 01:27:25,440 --> 01:27:26,930 Nate... 1451 01:27:27,040 --> 01:27:29,691 if God loves me so much, 1452 01:27:29,800 --> 01:27:33,202 why does he put me through so much pain? 1453 01:27:35,280 --> 01:27:37,362 I mean... 1454 01:27:37,520 --> 01:27:39,488 I don't know. 1455 01:27:40,680 --> 01:27:43,809 Life's gonna be hard sometimes. 1456 01:27:43,920 --> 01:27:46,002 But... 1457 01:27:46,120 --> 01:27:47,724 he's there. 1458 01:27:47,840 --> 01:27:49,410 You know? 1459 01:27:49,520 --> 01:27:51,284 And, uh... 1460 01:27:51,400 --> 01:27:55,325 as hard as that is to grasp... 1461 01:27:55,440 --> 01:27:57,647 he's in control. 1462 01:28:26,480 --> 01:28:28,721 Hey, Austin. 1463 01:28:28,840 --> 01:28:32,447 - How's it going? - Going to chemistry. 1464 01:28:36,960 --> 01:28:38,803 You want to do something this weekend? 1465 01:28:38,920 --> 01:28:41,002 Uh, with who? 1466 01:28:41,120 --> 01:28:43,521 With me. We can go, like, 1467 01:28:43,640 --> 01:28:45,688 - see a movie or something Friday. - We... 1468 01:28:45,840 --> 01:28:48,446 we go on a-a real date? 1469 01:28:48,560 --> 01:28:50,608 Yeah. Sure. 1470 01:28:50,760 --> 01:28:52,603 Have you ever been on one? 1471 01:28:52,760 --> 01:28:54,569 Oh, yeah. Lots of them. 1472 01:28:54,720 --> 01:28:56,370 I didn't know you were such a player. 1473 01:28:56,480 --> 01:28:57,766 With my mom. 1474 01:28:57,880 --> 01:28:59,120 Got it. 1475 01:28:59,240 --> 01:29:01,208 Well, sorry I'm not your mom. 1476 01:29:01,320 --> 01:29:02,367 You're prettier. 1477 01:29:03,480 --> 01:29:05,608 You are a player! 1478 01:29:05,720 --> 01:29:08,087 See you Friday, Austin. 1479 01:29:08,200 --> 01:29:09,850 Yes! 1480 01:29:09,960 --> 01:29:12,361 Yo, at least a nine. 1481 01:29:12,480 --> 01:29:15,006 I hear you, bro. Yeah, I see you. I see you. 1482 01:29:15,160 --> 01:29:16,650 Got that 2.0, baby! 1483 01:29:17,760 --> 01:29:18,921 Yo. 1484 01:29:19,080 --> 01:29:21,891 Look, I mean, you keep throwing, you keep hitting like you do, bro... 1485 01:29:22,040 --> 01:29:23,451 Hey, man, just trying to be more like you. 1486 01:29:23,560 --> 01:29:25,005 Just make it... make it do what it do, bro. 1487 01:29:25,120 --> 01:29:27,566 Hey-hey-hey, hold up. Is it... 1488 01:29:27,680 --> 01:29:30,286 - Andrew? - Au-Austin. 1489 01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:33,290 Right. Austin. 1490 01:29:33,400 --> 01:29:34,447 I suck with names. 1491 01:29:34,560 --> 01:29:35,686 Give it here, man. 1492 01:29:35,800 --> 01:29:37,006 Yeah. 1493 01:29:38,440 --> 01:29:39,407 Check this freak out. 1494 01:29:39,560 --> 01:29:41,927 Yo, you got a problem? 1495 01:29:43,720 --> 01:29:46,564 - Let's bounce. - Come with? 1496 01:29:46,680 --> 01:29:47,567 Sure. 1497 01:29:47,680 --> 01:29:49,967 Are you sure about this? 1498 01:29:50,080 --> 01:29:52,481 - Yeah, I'm sure. - All right. 1499 01:29:53,760 --> 01:29:56,525 - Here, buddy. - Yeah. 1500 01:30:03,960 --> 01:30:06,725 When the bombs blow up, it's gonna be awesome. 1501 01:30:06,880 --> 01:30:08,405 Boom! 1502 01:30:08,520 --> 01:30:11,770 The library will fall on the cafeteria, and when they all run out, 1503 01:30:11,880 --> 01:30:13,962 we'll be waiting outside to take 'em out. 1504 01:30:14,080 --> 01:30:15,969 Time for a kick start! 1505 01:30:16,080 --> 01:30:19,289 Finally, we are gonna make things right. 1506 01:30:19,400 --> 01:30:21,368 We'll be heroes. 1507 01:30:21,520 --> 01:30:22,726 Heil Hitler. 1508 01:30:22,840 --> 01:30:24,524 I can hear 'em now. 1509 01:30:24,640 --> 01:30:28,361 If... only we would have reached them sooner, 1510 01:30:28,480 --> 01:30:30,881 or-or found this tape! 1511 01:30:31,000 --> 01:30:33,844 Oh, if only we would have searched their rooms. 1512 01:30:33,960 --> 01:30:36,930 If only we would have asked the right questions! 1513 01:30:38,840 --> 01:30:40,683 Too late. 1514 01:30:43,160 --> 01:30:45,322 Am I the only one who sees? 1515 01:30:47,840 --> 01:30:50,889 Am I the only one who craves your glory? 1516 01:30:52,160 --> 01:30:56,248 All I want is for someone to walk with me through these halls of tragedy. 1517 01:30:59,880 --> 01:31:02,360 There's something in me that makes me want to cry... 1518 01:31:03,960 --> 01:31:07,169 ...and I don't even know what it is. 1519 01:31:10,240 --> 01:31:11,571 Good morning. 1520 01:31:11,680 --> 01:31:14,763 It's Tuesday, April the 20th, 1999. 1521 01:31:14,880 --> 01:31:18,441 We have a clear, sunny spring morning in the Denver metro. 1522 01:31:18,560 --> 01:31:21,484 On this day 110 years ago, 1523 01:31:21,600 --> 01:31:23,602 Adolf Hitler was born. 1524 01:31:23,720 --> 01:31:26,610 - Creepy. - Also on this day in hist... 1525 01:31:26,720 --> 01:31:29,041 Rachel! You're going to be late. 1526 01:31:30,240 --> 01:31:31,605 - Love you, Mom. Bye. - Mm. 1527 01:31:31,720 --> 01:31:33,131 Craig! Come on, let's go! 1528 01:31:33,240 --> 01:31:35,208 I love you, too. 1529 01:31:39,440 --> 01:31:42,205 Come on! 1530 01:31:42,320 --> 01:31:43,446 I'm coming. 1531 01:31:43,600 --> 01:31:45,045 Finally. How's your hair? 1532 01:31:45,160 --> 01:31:47,128 Perfect. 1533 01:31:50,760 --> 01:31:52,250 No spots. 1534 01:31:52,400 --> 01:31:54,402 Now we have to park across the street again. 1535 01:31:54,520 --> 01:31:55,806 Sorry. 1536 01:31:55,920 --> 01:31:57,763 Why do you wear this anyway? 1537 01:31:57,880 --> 01:32:00,326 - Those white hats are bullies. - Well, I'm not one. 1538 01:32:00,440 --> 01:32:02,920 I know. I just don't want people to think you are. 1539 01:32:03,040 --> 01:32:06,169 - It's just what the team wears. - Hey. Well, think about it. 1540 01:32:06,280 --> 01:32:08,487 Is that what you want to be known for? 1541 01:32:09,560 --> 01:32:11,483 Later, lame-o. 1542 01:32:14,680 --> 01:32:16,808 Dylan, give me the list. 1543 01:32:50,360 --> 01:32:52,124 - Hey, Rachel. - Hey. 1544 01:32:52,240 --> 01:32:55,449 Hey, um... do you think we could talk at lunch? 1545 01:32:55,560 --> 01:32:57,289 Is it your parents again? 1546 01:32:59,080 --> 01:33:01,526 Yeah. Yeah, let's talk outside. 1547 01:33:01,680 --> 01:33:03,170 No one will bother us out there. 1548 01:33:03,280 --> 01:33:04,725 Cool. Thanks. 1549 01:33:04,840 --> 01:33:05,887 - Yeah. - See you. 1550 01:33:07,040 --> 01:33:08,804 And I want a cute dress. 1551 01:33:08,920 --> 01:33:10,809 Oh, I need to get my nails redone. 1552 01:33:10,920 --> 01:33:12,126 - These are already chipped. - I'll go with you. 1553 01:33:12,240 --> 01:33:13,287 - You want to go after school? - Yeah. 1554 01:33:15,360 --> 01:33:16,885 Read this. Okay? 1555 01:33:17,000 --> 01:33:19,480 Yeah. Okay. 1556 01:33:24,080 --> 01:33:25,764 What is this? 1557 01:33:25,880 --> 01:33:27,530 I have no idea? 1558 01:33:36,640 --> 01:33:38,722 Rachel, that's amazing. 1559 01:33:38,880 --> 01:33:41,167 What is it? 1560 01:33:41,280 --> 01:33:44,568 Just something I was inspired to draw. 1561 01:33:44,720 --> 01:33:46,484 It's not finished. 1562 01:33:46,640 --> 01:33:48,722 It's my tears. 1563 01:33:56,160 --> 01:33:57,924 13 tears. 1564 01:33:58,040 --> 01:34:00,008 Why 13? 1565 01:34:01,320 --> 01:34:02,890 I don't know yet. 1566 01:34:04,880 --> 01:34:07,804 Rachel, I see a bright future ahead for you. 1567 01:34:09,880 --> 01:34:12,167 I'm gonna make a difference in the world. 1568 01:34:13,480 --> 01:34:15,369 Somehow. 1569 01:34:15,480 --> 01:34:16,925 Rachel... 1570 01:34:17,040 --> 01:34:19,407 I have no doubt you will. 1571 01:34:27,480 --> 01:34:29,608 Hold on. Hey, Rach. 1572 01:34:29,720 --> 01:34:31,449 Hey. 1573 01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:32,681 I, uh... 1574 01:34:32,800 --> 01:34:34,131 read your letter. 1575 01:34:34,240 --> 01:34:36,129 Good. 1576 01:34:36,240 --> 01:34:37,401 Uh... 1577 01:34:37,520 --> 01:34:39,010 we're going to lunch. 1578 01:34:39,120 --> 01:34:41,600 Want to come? It's just me and Gabby. 1579 01:34:41,720 --> 01:34:44,405 Thanks, but I already told Dave Rogers I'd eat with him, so... 1580 01:34:44,520 --> 01:34:46,522 - Do you even know him? - No. 1581 01:34:46,640 --> 01:34:47,971 No, not really, but... 1582 01:34:48,080 --> 01:34:50,731 he says he needs to talk, so... 1583 01:34:50,840 --> 01:34:52,251 - Okay. - Yeah. 1584 01:34:52,360 --> 01:34:54,408 But hey, uh, tomorrow, maybe? 1585 01:34:54,520 --> 01:34:55,681 - Yeah. - Meet at lunch? 1586 01:34:55,800 --> 01:34:56,847 - Totally. Okay. - Yeah? 1587 01:34:57,000 --> 01:34:58,047 - Tomorrow? - Yeah. 1588 01:34:58,160 --> 01:34:59,685 - Okay. - See ya. 1589 01:34:59,800 --> 01:35:01,404 - Bye. - Bye. 1590 01:35:06,160 --> 01:35:07,241 Hey. 1591 01:35:07,360 --> 01:35:09,203 Hey. How are you? 1592 01:35:09,320 --> 01:35:11,163 I'm good. You ready? 1593 01:35:11,280 --> 01:35:12,725 Yeah. 1594 01:35:16,920 --> 01:35:19,400 They're going through with the divorce. 1595 01:35:22,160 --> 01:35:24,128 It just sucks. 1596 01:35:25,240 --> 01:35:27,686 Well, you know. 1597 01:35:27,800 --> 01:35:29,165 Yeah. 1598 01:35:30,960 --> 01:35:33,281 It's been ten years, and it's still tough on me. 1599 01:35:33,400 --> 01:35:35,880 Look who it is. 1600 01:35:39,320 --> 01:35:40,924 It's past the time. 1601 01:35:41,040 --> 01:35:43,646 It should have went off already. 1602 01:35:43,800 --> 01:35:45,689 Plan B. 1603 01:35:47,320 --> 01:35:49,926 How'd you get through it? 1604 01:35:51,040 --> 01:35:53,361 - I don't know. - Mm. 1605 01:35:53,480 --> 01:35:55,448 There's no easy answer. 1606 01:35:58,280 --> 01:36:01,807 But I don't think that God wastes anything. 1607 01:36:03,240 --> 01:36:05,288 Not even the bad stuff. 1608 01:36:07,240 --> 01:36:08,765 - Is this some kind of prank? - Go! Go! 1609 01:36:21,400 --> 01:36:23,243 Well, Rachel... 1610 01:36:23,360 --> 01:36:24,930 where's your God now? 1611 01:36:25,040 --> 01:36:26,804 What would Jesus do? 1612 01:36:37,280 --> 01:36:40,090 Do you still believe in God? 1613 01:36:44,760 --> 01:36:46,967 You know I do. 1614 01:36:49,680 --> 01:36:51,648 Then go be with him. 1615 01:37:09,040 --> 01:37:10,530 Here at Columbine High School, 1616 01:37:10,640 --> 01:37:13,041 eyewitnesses say that two gunmen came in shooting 1617 01:37:13,160 --> 01:37:16,403 and began working their way through the school. 1618 01:37:16,520 --> 01:37:19,444 At first, many students dismissed it as a prank, 1619 01:37:19,600 --> 01:37:23,363 until teachers raced ahead to classrooms, yelling for students to run. 1620 01:37:23,520 --> 01:37:25,921 And then he came into the cafeteria, 1621 01:37:26,040 --> 01:37:27,804 and you could hear, like, 1622 01:37:27,920 --> 01:37:30,161 bombs and shotguns going off. 1623 01:37:30,320 --> 01:37:31,924 And then he came into the library... 1624 01:37:32,040 --> 01:37:34,327 and he was gonna kill us if we were of color, 1625 01:37:34,440 --> 01:37:37,171 and... if we had a hat. 1626 01:37:37,280 --> 01:37:39,521 People were getting shot all around me. 1627 01:37:39,640 --> 01:37:42,849 12 students and one teacher were killed, 1628 01:37:43,000 --> 01:37:45,731 and more than 25 seriously injured 1629 01:37:45,880 --> 01:37:50,090 before the two teenage shooters took their own lives. 1630 01:37:50,200 --> 01:37:52,965 To the people of the community of Littleton... 1631 01:37:53,080 --> 01:37:58,245 I can only say tonight that the prayers of the American people are with you. 1632 01:38:38,240 --> 01:38:40,811 I'm sorry, Rach. 1633 01:38:40,920 --> 01:38:43,810 I just wish those weren't my last words to you. 1634 01:38:45,440 --> 01:38:50,080 If I... if I had that moment again, I would have told you I love you. 1635 01:39:13,360 --> 01:39:16,170 I don't know why they killed her. 1636 01:39:16,280 --> 01:39:18,965 Rachel never judged. 1637 01:39:19,080 --> 01:39:22,289 She was what a Christian ought to be. 1638 01:39:32,640 --> 01:39:34,722 Hey, Rach. 1639 01:39:34,840 --> 01:39:38,925 It's me, Maddy. 1640 01:39:39,040 --> 01:39:41,008 I miss you. 1641 01:39:43,760 --> 01:39:48,646 And I just wanted you to know that you taught me about forgiveness. 1642 01:39:50,280 --> 01:39:52,442 I love you. 1643 01:40:25,760 --> 01:40:28,206 I think you'd find it really ironic 1644 01:40:28,320 --> 01:40:31,210 that I'm meeting with Amy, that cell chick leader. 1645 01:40:39,000 --> 01:40:41,606 Thank you for never giving up on me. 1646 01:41:16,960 --> 01:41:18,610 What, uh... 1647 01:41:20,840 --> 01:41:22,968 ...what happened to her... 1648 01:41:34,960 --> 01:41:37,486 I haven't lived the best life. 1649 01:41:37,600 --> 01:41:41,571 And, uh, people always saw me as a problem, 1650 01:41:41,680 --> 01:41:44,490 and I... I prayed that... 1651 01:41:44,600 --> 01:41:48,207 God would send me somebody to love me, 1652 01:41:48,320 --> 01:41:50,926 to make me feel wanted. 1653 01:41:56,200 --> 01:42:00,091 I just thank God for sending me an angel. 1654 01:42:00,200 --> 01:42:02,646 She was, and, uh... 1655 01:42:02,800 --> 01:42:06,964 she made me feel special when I didn't even know what that was. 1656 01:42:09,280 --> 01:42:11,248 And, uh... 1657 01:42:13,280 --> 01:42:14,611 ...she... 1658 01:42:18,560 --> 01:42:21,006 I know you're in Heaven, Rachel, and... 1659 01:42:21,120 --> 01:42:23,646 I want you to know that I will love you 1660 01:42:23,760 --> 01:42:26,001 until I see you there one day. 1661 01:44:09,840 --> 01:44:12,081 These hands belong to Rachel Joy Scott... 1662 01:44:12,200 --> 01:44:15,562 And will someday touch millions of people's hearts.