1 00:00:41,342 --> 00:00:45,189 [Man] I mean, it's sad that not a day goes by 2 00:00:45,213 --> 00:00:47,257 where we don't stand in front of a mirror 3 00:00:47,281 --> 00:00:51,628 and pass judgment on our own self-image, 4 00:00:51,652 --> 00:00:54,564 constantly analyzing our own reflection, 5 00:00:54,588 --> 00:00:59,136 desperately wanting to change who we are. 6 00:00:59,160 --> 00:01:00,637 You know it starts when you're young, 7 00:01:00,661 --> 00:01:03,373 and you get influenced, and that influence, 8 00:01:03,397 --> 00:01:06,276 it sticks with you your entire life. 9 00:01:06,300 --> 00:01:09,246 [Man ♪2] What the hell is he doing over there all by himself? 10 00:01:09,270 --> 00:01:10,547 Why doesn't he join the other kids? 11 00:01:10,571 --> 00:01:12,149 What the hell's he doing? 12 00:01:12,173 --> 00:01:13,850 [Woman] The Jersey's way too big on him. 13 00:01:13,874 --> 00:01:15,819 Adam, honey, people are waiting behind you. 14 00:01:15,843 --> 00:01:18,688 [Man ♪2] Just put your feet on the... don't stand on the ledge. 15 00:01:18,712 --> 00:01:20,290 Just concentrate for two seconds. 16 00:01:20,314 --> 00:01:22,492 No, just... come on! 17 00:01:22,516 --> 00:01:23,593 Jesus Christ. 18 00:01:23,617 --> 00:01:26,896 [Man] My parents were strict. 19 00:01:26,920 --> 00:01:30,300 I had no confidence growing up. 20 00:01:30,324 --> 00:01:33,203 I never even had a girlfriend or went to a school dance 21 00:01:33,227 --> 00:01:37,674 or even held a girl's hand because I was too insecure. 22 00:01:37,698 --> 00:01:40,610 You know, all that stuff matters when you're a kid. 23 00:01:40,634 --> 00:01:43,204 - Show me how happy you are... - [Echo] How happy you are... 24 00:01:47,808 --> 00:01:51,755 Society tells us to be happy, 25 00:01:51,779 --> 00:01:54,624 love ourselves, 26 00:01:54,648 --> 00:01:58,362 but then hands us a million reasons not to. 27 00:01:58,386 --> 00:02:00,197 You're too fat. 28 00:02:00,221 --> 00:02:02,466 You're too skinny or too ugly. 29 00:02:02,490 --> 00:02:04,234 Too broke. 30 00:02:04,258 --> 00:02:06,403 Your teeth aren't white enough. 31 00:02:06,427 --> 00:02:07,937 You don't have the right car, 32 00:02:07,961 --> 00:02:09,606 the right house. 33 00:02:09,630 --> 00:02:11,441 Your dick's too small, 34 00:02:11,465 --> 00:02:15,245 and your head's too big. 35 00:02:15,269 --> 00:02:18,548 I wish I could just take a break from it all. 36 00:02:18,572 --> 00:02:21,685 The comparison to others, wishing I could be someone else, 37 00:02:21,709 --> 00:02:26,190 instead of accepting what I already have, 38 00:02:26,214 --> 00:02:29,726 like this unfinished house. 39 00:02:29,750 --> 00:02:33,730 I've got a fiancée who's way too good for me. 40 00:02:33,754 --> 00:02:38,568 I just feel like I'm in over my head. 41 00:02:38,592 --> 00:02:41,795 I'm not happy with the way I look, or the way I feel. 42 00:02:44,265 --> 00:02:45,842 I can't even relate to the person 43 00:02:45,866 --> 00:02:47,677 I'm staring at anymore, 44 00:02:47,701 --> 00:02:49,646 and everywhere I go, there I am, 45 00:02:49,670 --> 00:02:52,673 standing in my own fucking way. 46 00:02:54,442 --> 00:02:56,377 Something's gotta change. 47 00:03:11,392 --> 00:03:13,703 Thank you for your time, I really appreciate it. 48 00:03:13,727 --> 00:03:15,796 [Phone ringing] 49 00:03:20,301 --> 00:03:23,671 It just got to a point where I was putting vodka in my cheerios. 50 00:03:48,962 --> 00:03:50,574 Mr. Stenson. 51 00:03:50,598 --> 00:03:52,642 Did you get my note? 52 00:03:52,666 --> 00:03:54,678 Yes, sir, I sure did. 53 00:03:54,702 --> 00:03:56,646 So you remembered to clock in this morning? 54 00:03:56,670 --> 00:03:58,748 Yes, sir, I sure did. 55 00:03:58,772 --> 00:04:02,652 Good, good, well, let's... let's hope you've learned your lesson. 56 00:04:02,676 --> 00:04:05,789 Yes, sir. I sure did. 57 00:04:05,813 --> 00:04:09,293 "Yes, sir, i... I sure did." 58 00:04:09,317 --> 00:04:11,752 That's it? That's all you got to bring to the party? 59 00:04:13,521 --> 00:04:17,367 [Clears throat] Let me tell you something. 60 00:04:17,391 --> 00:04:20,737 This is a phone job, not a fun job, 61 00:04:20,761 --> 00:04:24,508 which means you have to do some dialing and talking 62 00:04:24,532 --> 00:04:26,042 in order to become successful. 63 00:04:26,066 --> 00:04:29,613 You... you do understand that, don't you? 64 00:04:29,637 --> 00:04:32,582 Okay. Well, that's a big first step, don't you think? 65 00:04:32,606 --> 00:04:34,718 Let me ask you something. 66 00:04:34,742 --> 00:04:37,387 What is it in the universe 67 00:04:37,411 --> 00:04:39,723 that the more you take away from it, 68 00:04:39,747 --> 00:04:41,549 the bigger it gets? 69 00:04:45,619 --> 00:04:47,864 A hole. 70 00:04:47,888 --> 00:04:49,599 You keep digging. 71 00:04:49,623 --> 00:04:51,901 Let me know when you want to start fucking dialing. 72 00:04:51,925 --> 00:04:53,561 Okay? 73 00:04:58,866 --> 00:05:01,034 Start fucking dialing. 74 00:05:10,444 --> 00:05:13,790 Heavenly father, we thank you for this bounty. 75 00:05:13,814 --> 00:05:16,426 We thank you for the food we are about to partake, 76 00:05:16,450 --> 00:05:19,763 and those who serve it. 77 00:05:19,787 --> 00:05:22,466 We thank you, lord, for Adam and Sara 78 00:05:22,490 --> 00:05:24,968 to being here with us tonight, 79 00:05:24,992 --> 00:05:30,640 and we ask you to bless them in their nuptials coming up, 80 00:05:30,664 --> 00:05:33,109 and we ask you to, maybe, help Adam 81 00:05:33,133 --> 00:05:35,769 actually get his house done before the wedding. 82 00:05:37,037 --> 00:05:39,749 In your name, amen. 83 00:05:39,773 --> 00:05:42,386 Well, joke's there, you know? 84 00:05:42,410 --> 00:05:45,078 You gotta take it. [Chuckling] 85 00:05:50,083 --> 00:05:51,785 [Clears throat] 86 00:06:03,631 --> 00:06:07,110 This is really good. 87 00:06:07,134 --> 00:06:10,614 Well, thank you, hon, it is store bought, 88 00:06:10,638 --> 00:06:13,817 'cause I can't cook for shit, and I never could. 89 00:06:13,841 --> 00:06:16,786 Yeah. Why do you think I'm so skinny? 90 00:06:16,810 --> 00:06:19,423 [Sara] Adam. 91 00:06:19,447 --> 00:06:21,891 It's better than being fat, though, right? 92 00:06:21,915 --> 00:06:23,860 I always told the boy to eat more. 93 00:06:23,884 --> 00:06:27,497 I said it over and over again growing up, didn't I? 94 00:06:27,521 --> 00:06:31,134 From the time he was a toddler, he should have eaten more. 95 00:06:31,158 --> 00:06:32,693 Huh? 96 00:06:34,227 --> 00:06:38,207 Adam, you were just really picky as a child. 97 00:06:38,231 --> 00:06:42,045 I... I really wasn't that picky, mom. 98 00:06:42,069 --> 00:06:43,871 Well, I did my best. 99 00:06:46,239 --> 00:06:48,184 [Adam sighs] 100 00:06:48,208 --> 00:06:50,787 We're a picky family. 101 00:06:50,811 --> 00:06:53,614 Might as well kind of know that coming in, right? 102 00:07:03,056 --> 00:07:06,660 [Sara] Well, I am, like, beyond exhausted. 103 00:07:10,898 --> 00:07:12,175 Are you hungry, Adam? 104 00:07:12,199 --> 00:07:14,578 I'm starving. That food... 105 00:07:14,602 --> 00:07:18,939 I mean, I know your mom meant well, but it was disgusting. 106 00:07:22,710 --> 00:07:25,088 When did you start drinking whole milk? 107 00:07:25,112 --> 00:07:26,714 It tastes like cream. 108 00:07:28,248 --> 00:07:30,560 Stop. 109 00:07:30,584 --> 00:07:32,520 What's your problem? 110 00:07:34,588 --> 00:07:36,023 Hmm? 111 00:07:40,694 --> 00:07:42,572 [Distorted] Okay, Adam, clearly something's wrong. 112 00:07:42,596 --> 00:07:45,575 There's nothing... 113 00:07:45,599 --> 00:07:47,210 Okay? 114 00:07:47,234 --> 00:07:51,247 I'm not just gonna sit here and talk to myself all night, 115 00:07:51,271 --> 00:07:53,550 because that argument that we had at dinner... 116 00:07:53,574 --> 00:07:55,543 I really don't wanna do it now. 117 00:08:00,080 --> 00:08:04,728 Do you think I would look better if I put some muscle on? 118 00:08:04,752 --> 00:08:08,297 I don't know, Adam. 119 00:08:08,321 --> 00:08:10,658 I don't know. Anybody would look better. 120 00:08:13,293 --> 00:08:15,705 - Where are you going? - To the gym. 121 00:08:15,729 --> 00:08:18,031 You don't have a gym membership, Adam. 122 00:08:20,167 --> 00:08:21,168 You do. 123 00:09:51,892 --> 00:09:54,403 [Man on TV] You're not gonna be spoiling yourself with chemicals 124 00:09:54,427 --> 00:09:56,005 that you're not even aware of, 125 00:09:56,029 --> 00:09:58,065 and it's just a lot better for your body. 126 00:10:06,306 --> 00:10:08,417 [Sara] What do you want to do this weekend? 127 00:10:08,441 --> 00:10:11,788 [Adam] Um, I don't know. What do you want to do? 128 00:10:11,812 --> 00:10:14,724 We could go... a movie? 129 00:10:14,748 --> 00:10:16,826 - [Adam] Okay. - [Sara] Okay. 130 00:10:16,850 --> 00:10:18,410 [Adam] I haven't seen a movie in a while. 131 00:10:21,421 --> 00:10:22,966 Here you go. 132 00:10:22,990 --> 00:10:25,434 Your favorite. 133 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:27,861 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 134 00:10:29,697 --> 00:10:31,274 [Sighs] 135 00:10:31,298 --> 00:10:33,033 How was the gym last night? 136 00:10:34,134 --> 00:10:36,345 - It was good. - Yeah? 137 00:10:36,369 --> 00:10:38,038 Good. 138 00:10:42,810 --> 00:10:44,453 Do you wanna talk about what happened? 139 00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:47,147 No, I mean, maybe we could talk about it later? 140 00:10:49,216 --> 00:10:50,860 Okay. 141 00:10:50,884 --> 00:10:52,119 I think we should, though. 142 00:10:57,290 --> 00:10:59,736 Do you want me to make you something else? 143 00:10:59,760 --> 00:11:01,938 I have French toast if you want it. 144 00:11:01,962 --> 00:11:05,308 No, I'm just not really hungry, I mean... 145 00:11:05,332 --> 00:11:08,001 - Sorry. - It's okay. 146 00:11:10,370 --> 00:11:12,015 - Have a good day. - Thanks. 147 00:11:12,039 --> 00:11:14,307 - Bye, I love you. - I love you, too. 148 00:11:38,999 --> 00:11:41,334 [Heavy metal music playing] 149 00:12:03,824 --> 00:12:07,904 "Make your own ephedra." 150 00:12:07,928 --> 00:12:10,974 "20 tips for building bigger muscles." 151 00:12:10,998 --> 00:12:13,400 "Four ways to get freaking huge... 152 00:12:17,304 --> 00:12:19,515 in eight weeks." 153 00:12:19,539 --> 00:12:21,441 Okay. 154 00:12:23,143 --> 00:12:26,956 How to get a rock hard boner in three days. 155 00:12:26,980 --> 00:12:28,792 - [Laughs] - Jesus. 156 00:12:28,816 --> 00:12:30,960 You're an asshole. 157 00:12:30,984 --> 00:12:33,196 I get it, dude, you wanna put on some muscle. 158 00:12:33,220 --> 00:12:34,798 Eat protein. 159 00:12:34,822 --> 00:12:37,066 I've never worked out a day in my life. 160 00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:39,102 I'm naturally blessed. 161 00:12:39,126 --> 00:12:40,303 - So, yeah. - Yeah. 162 00:12:40,327 --> 00:12:41,337 - Yep. - [Adam clears throat] 163 00:12:41,361 --> 00:12:43,072 Hey, sir. 164 00:12:43,096 --> 00:12:45,875 Do you know the reason why neither one of you idiots 165 00:12:45,899 --> 00:12:48,077 ever gets fucking laid? 166 00:12:48,101 --> 00:12:50,279 Because of the way you look. 167 00:12:50,303 --> 00:12:52,816 What exactly is this, the Danny bonaduce line 168 00:12:52,840 --> 00:12:54,283 at jc penneys? 169 00:12:54,307 --> 00:12:55,952 Cause it's a look, 170 00:12:55,976 --> 00:12:59,088 believe me, it works for you, my friend. 171 00:12:59,112 --> 00:13:02,158 Now you... what's your fucking deal here? 172 00:13:02,182 --> 00:13:03,526 What's with the fucking beard? 173 00:13:03,550 --> 00:13:06,429 This is some homage to Abraham Lincoln? 174 00:13:06,453 --> 00:13:08,331 Abraham Lincoln had a much longer beard, sir, 175 00:13:08,355 --> 00:13:10,934 so can't really be an homage. 176 00:13:10,958 --> 00:13:13,102 You're an expert on Lincoln, are you? 177 00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:16,840 Oh, great. I know a little bit about him myself. 178 00:13:16,864 --> 00:13:18,341 Tell me something, what's the significance 179 00:13:18,365 --> 00:13:22,411 of Abraham Lincoln's hands in the Lincoln memorial? 180 00:13:22,435 --> 00:13:25,014 The significance of his hands, my friend, 181 00:13:25,038 --> 00:13:27,150 are the fact that Daniel French, 182 00:13:27,174 --> 00:13:29,352 the sculptor, did his homework on Lincoln, 183 00:13:29,376 --> 00:13:31,554 Lincoln was the first president to acknowledge a need 184 00:13:31,578 --> 00:13:34,590 for federal funding for the deaf. 185 00:13:34,614 --> 00:13:36,926 So he shaped his hands in his initials, 186 00:13:36,950 --> 00:13:41,330 in sign language, a.L., 187 00:13:41,354 --> 00:13:44,300 that, of course, I'm sure you can find somewhere online. 188 00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:46,569 You just must have missed that chapter. 189 00:13:46,593 --> 00:13:48,037 - Yeah. - It's a black Mercedes. 190 00:13:48,061 --> 00:13:49,505 I believe you know where it's parked. 191 00:13:49,529 --> 00:13:53,176 Last time it had a real vanilla funky smell to it. 192 00:13:53,200 --> 00:13:56,112 Let's go with something a little more fruity, shall we? 193 00:13:56,136 --> 00:13:58,314 - You have it. - Yeah, I got you. 194 00:13:58,338 --> 00:14:01,284 What a fucking psychopath, huh? 195 00:14:01,308 --> 00:14:02,418 All right, I'll be back. 196 00:14:02,442 --> 00:14:03,552 - Lunch? Huh? - Lunch. 197 00:14:03,576 --> 00:14:04,653 - Okay. - See ya. 198 00:14:04,677 --> 00:14:07,147 - I'll be back. - Okay. 199 00:14:10,083 --> 00:14:11,460 Is that your lunch? 200 00:14:11,484 --> 00:14:13,496 Yeah, I'm not really hungry. 201 00:14:13,520 --> 00:14:16,299 How you gonna get big if you don't eat? 202 00:14:16,323 --> 00:14:18,201 I don't know. Something about this place 203 00:14:18,225 --> 00:14:19,903 just ruins my appetite. 204 00:14:19,927 --> 00:14:21,437 Do you want some salad? 205 00:14:21,461 --> 00:14:22,471 No. 206 00:14:22,495 --> 00:14:24,240 My mom made it. 207 00:14:24,264 --> 00:14:26,509 I can't believe you moved back in with your mom. 208 00:14:26,533 --> 00:14:28,511 I didn't move back in with my mom. 209 00:14:28,535 --> 00:14:31,004 I'm temporarily staying there, dickmunch. 210 00:14:36,109 --> 00:14:38,121 Look, if you wanna get shredded, 211 00:14:38,145 --> 00:14:41,590 you gotta eat like a lion. 212 00:14:41,614 --> 00:14:45,428 Lions eat red meat, idiot. 213 00:14:45,452 --> 00:14:46,662 Not all of them. 214 00:14:46,686 --> 00:14:49,222 Yes, all of them. 215 00:15:16,984 --> 00:15:18,427 Well, you look real good, bro. 216 00:15:18,451 --> 00:15:20,496 [Man] Yeah, man, I got the nationals coming up. 217 00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:22,731 - [Man ♪2] How many weeks up? - [Man] 12 weeks, maybe. 218 00:15:22,755 --> 00:15:25,168 12 weeks. I gotta get ready. It's time to step it up. 219 00:15:25,192 --> 00:15:28,137 -You know what I mean? -I got you. What you looking to get? 220 00:15:28,161 --> 00:15:30,673 -The usual man, you tell me. -All right, well, shit, man. 221 00:15:30,697 --> 00:15:32,575 You can dry out. Yeah, exactly. 222 00:15:32,599 --> 00:15:34,443 Turn around, let me see your back. 223 00:15:34,467 --> 00:15:36,179 Oh, nice, got your delts coming in. 224 00:15:36,203 --> 00:15:38,414 Cool, cool, cool, cool. Let me see that mid-section. 225 00:15:38,438 --> 00:15:40,349 Okay, yeah, that's fine. 226 00:15:40,373 --> 00:15:43,319 -It's time we go ahead and get it up. -Swell it up. 227 00:15:43,343 --> 00:15:45,721 Shit, you ready to blast off? Here's what I got, man. 228 00:15:45,745 --> 00:15:48,157 Let me know exactly what you got going, do you know what I'm saying? 229 00:15:48,181 --> 00:15:48,758 -Thank you, yeah. -And then we can 230 00:15:48,770 --> 00:15:49,358 go ahead and get it cracking, 231 00:15:49,382 --> 00:15:52,352 you know what I'm saying? 232 00:16:01,494 --> 00:16:03,472 [Ignition starts] 233 00:16:03,496 --> 00:16:06,442 [Man on TV] Are you still too skinny? 234 00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:10,046 Go to weightgainmethod. Com and get access 235 00:16:10,070 --> 00:16:12,781 to a complete step-by-step plan 236 00:16:12,805 --> 00:16:16,152 for gaining weight and building muscle, 237 00:16:16,176 --> 00:16:17,644 fast. 238 00:16:24,484 --> 00:16:27,154 Um, Mr. Louis? Um, Mr. Louis? 239 00:16:32,725 --> 00:16:35,338 Nice job. 240 00:16:35,362 --> 00:16:37,340 [Phone ringing] Pick it up, please. 241 00:16:37,364 --> 00:16:39,132 The phone. 242 00:16:42,702 --> 00:16:44,747 [Woman] No, he smell like old meat. 243 00:16:44,771 --> 00:16:46,649 Yeah, I know. It was pretty... 244 00:16:46,673 --> 00:16:49,218 - Uh-huh, just 19.95. - Good work. 245 00:16:49,242 --> 00:16:51,654 Why don't you go ahead and give me your credit card? 246 00:16:51,678 --> 00:16:55,658 No, miss, you have my word, I was a boy scout. 247 00:16:55,682 --> 00:16:56,876 -Yeah, I, no, I know that 248 00:16:56,888 --> 00:16:58,094 doesn't really matter... -pst. 249 00:16:58,118 --> 00:17:00,129 But I'm just saying, it'll change your life forever. 250 00:17:00,153 --> 00:17:03,256 - 15? - Good morning. 251 00:17:11,331 --> 00:17:13,209 - Hey, morning. - Morning. 252 00:17:13,233 --> 00:17:15,278 - How's it going? - Good. 253 00:17:15,302 --> 00:17:18,647 Normal day. At work. 254 00:17:18,671 --> 00:17:20,149 It's my birthday, big nose. 255 00:17:20,173 --> 00:17:21,617 Happy birthday, buddy! 256 00:17:21,641 --> 00:17:23,552 - Oh, ho, thanks! - Yeah, sorry, man. 257 00:17:23,576 --> 00:17:24,687 Yeah, sorry. 258 00:17:24,711 --> 00:17:26,622 - You're one of those. - What? 259 00:17:26,646 --> 00:17:29,692 -That whines and cries on his birthday. -Yeah, I am. 260 00:17:29,716 --> 00:17:31,427 Hey, you coming tonight? 261 00:17:31,451 --> 00:17:34,297 The bar? We're gonna get wasted. 262 00:17:34,321 --> 00:17:36,599 Bar to get wasted. Can't wait. 263 00:17:36,623 --> 00:17:41,570 Great! Guess what? My mom packed you a piece of birthday cake. 264 00:17:41,594 --> 00:17:43,172 Huh? 265 00:17:43,196 --> 00:17:44,740 [Growls] Better eat it! It's my birthday. 266 00:17:44,764 --> 00:17:46,409 - I'll eat it. - See you at lunch. 267 00:17:46,433 --> 00:17:47,610 See you, man. 268 00:17:47,634 --> 00:17:50,137 [Music playing] 269 00:18:09,522 --> 00:18:10,833 - Hey. - You're late, man. 270 00:18:10,857 --> 00:18:12,701 Hey, I'm sorry. How's everything? 271 00:18:12,725 --> 00:18:16,163 All right, cheers, guys. Cheers! 272 00:18:18,898 --> 00:18:20,667 Let's go get more, huh? 273 00:18:27,907 --> 00:18:29,776 Oh, my god! Yes! 274 00:18:33,913 --> 00:18:37,160 - Whoo! - Yeah! 275 00:18:37,184 --> 00:18:39,386 - Nine more. - Yeah! 276 00:18:40,220 --> 00:18:41,754 [Women cheering] 277 00:18:50,463 --> 00:18:51,774 - Hey. - Whoa. 278 00:18:51,798 --> 00:18:54,210 Uh, this is one person only, man. 279 00:18:54,234 --> 00:18:56,769 [Chuckles] 280 00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:02,609 [Chuckles] 281 00:19:06,413 --> 00:19:08,548 Whoa. [Chuckles] 282 00:19:09,782 --> 00:19:12,461 [Sighs] 283 00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:14,430 What's the matter? 284 00:19:14,454 --> 00:19:16,265 You got stage fright? 285 00:19:16,289 --> 00:19:19,202 [Chuckles] 286 00:19:19,226 --> 00:19:20,927 [Sniffs] 287 00:19:24,631 --> 00:19:26,209 [Sniffs] 288 00:19:26,233 --> 00:19:28,201 Whoo! 289 00:19:32,605 --> 00:19:33,906 See you out there. 290 00:19:39,712 --> 00:19:41,657 [Indistinct chatter] 291 00:19:41,681 --> 00:19:43,692 I wanna go to karaoke. 292 00:19:43,716 --> 00:19:45,994 [Laughing] 293 00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:49,222 [Indistinct chatter] 294 00:19:52,725 --> 00:19:55,438 Oh, you're kidding! Hey, hey! 295 00:19:55,462 --> 00:19:56,929 Excuse you. Who are you? 296 00:19:58,731 --> 00:20:01,200 Whoo! Welcome to my party. 297 00:20:03,370 --> 00:20:05,748 It's not cool. Welcome to my fucking bar, 298 00:20:05,772 --> 00:20:06,949 - huh? - You know who I am? 299 00:20:06,973 --> 00:20:09,017 I run this show. 300 00:20:09,041 --> 00:20:10,853 You have stage fright, bro? 301 00:20:10,877 --> 00:20:13,880 [Laughing] 302 00:20:15,915 --> 00:20:17,450 Hey! 303 00:20:26,993 --> 00:20:29,262 [No audio] 304 00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,656 [Music playing] 305 00:25:26,225 --> 00:25:30,272 Bro, what's up with the limp? 306 00:25:30,296 --> 00:25:31,798 Hey, Ethan. 307 00:25:34,801 --> 00:25:38,981 Yikes. Whoa, dude, you look like shit. 308 00:25:39,005 --> 00:25:41,750 You look like you just had sex with a turd. 309 00:25:41,774 --> 00:25:43,242 Nice one. I'm fine. 310 00:25:44,811 --> 00:25:46,622 Jesus. 311 00:25:46,646 --> 00:25:49,257 You look horrible. Are you ill? 312 00:25:49,281 --> 00:25:52,027 Let me tell you something, pal, you better not get me sick. 313 00:25:52,051 --> 00:25:54,062 You get me sick and I will kill you, 314 00:25:54,086 --> 00:25:56,031 and then I will fucking fire you. 315 00:25:56,055 --> 00:25:58,266 You probably should fire him first, and then kill him. 316 00:25:58,290 --> 00:26:01,303 Yeah, I'm not even sick, sir, I'm just trying to get to work. 317 00:26:01,327 --> 00:26:04,673 -Why is that? -Because you can't... you can't fire him... 318 00:26:04,697 --> 00:26:06,341 You can't kill him, and then fire him. 319 00:26:06,365 --> 00:26:09,111 No, I think you're wrong. If I have a gallon of gasoline 320 00:26:09,135 --> 00:26:11,714 that I dump over his fucking head and then ignite it, 321 00:26:11,738 --> 00:26:15,217 -i could do just that, couldn't I? -Yeah. 322 00:26:15,241 --> 00:26:18,887 Check, please. Go. Let's go. Out! Out, out, out, out, out. 323 00:26:18,911 --> 00:26:20,723 I don't want you to get the rest of these people infected. 324 00:26:20,747 --> 00:26:22,390 -It'll be counted as a sick day. -All right. 325 00:26:22,414 --> 00:26:25,260 Feel better. You know, I think it's going around. 326 00:26:25,284 --> 00:26:28,363 I woke up today, I have a little congestion myself, sir. 327 00:26:28,387 --> 00:26:29,832 You know what's going around? 328 00:26:29,856 --> 00:26:31,734 Assholeism. 329 00:26:31,758 --> 00:26:34,870 I think you've caught a very, very, very, severe case of it. 330 00:26:34,894 --> 00:26:36,696 Come with me. 331 00:26:58,685 --> 00:27:01,229 How you feeling? 332 00:27:01,253 --> 00:27:03,165 Not great, but I'll live. 333 00:27:03,189 --> 00:27:05,934 [Chuckles] But you're going to the gym? 334 00:27:05,958 --> 00:27:10,205 Yeah, you know, I figure I'll sweat out whatever this flu is. 335 00:27:10,229 --> 00:27:12,932 I hear resting works, too. 336 00:27:21,207 --> 00:27:24,744 [Music playing] 337 00:28:33,279 --> 00:28:35,924 Hey, hey, buddy. 338 00:28:35,948 --> 00:28:38,160 Excuse me, I'll get the doctor. 339 00:28:38,184 --> 00:28:39,828 You're in the hospital. 340 00:28:39,852 --> 00:28:42,064 You had some kind of accident. 341 00:28:42,088 --> 00:28:46,468 -What did you do, Adam? -Okay, good, Mr. Stenson. You're awake. 342 00:28:46,492 --> 00:28:48,170 How are you feeling? 343 00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:50,405 Head is killing me. 344 00:28:50,429 --> 00:28:52,474 Because you were unconscious for so long we're gonna 345 00:28:52,498 --> 00:28:55,034 keep you for an extra night, just to be safe. 346 00:28:56,435 --> 00:28:58,146 I should finish his check up. 347 00:28:58,170 --> 00:29:00,949 I'm gonna need a quick few minutes alone with Adam, 348 00:29:00,973 --> 00:29:02,918 if that's all right? 349 00:29:02,942 --> 00:29:04,811 Sure. 350 00:29:10,316 --> 00:29:12,194 Are you warm enough? 351 00:29:12,218 --> 00:29:13,252 Yeah. 352 00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:19,001 Sorry. 353 00:29:19,025 --> 00:29:21,127 - Won't be long. - Thank you. 354 00:29:26,165 --> 00:29:29,878 Do you have any recollection of what happened to you? 355 00:29:29,902 --> 00:29:32,414 No, not really. I was... 356 00:29:32,438 --> 00:29:35,583 I was at home and, um, I don't... 357 00:29:35,607 --> 00:29:38,954 You fainted. It was the result of having a high fever. 358 00:29:38,978 --> 00:29:41,489 The high fever was caused by an infection 359 00:29:41,513 --> 00:29:44,092 in your right gluteus minor. 360 00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:46,594 That's your right butt cheek. 361 00:29:46,618 --> 00:29:51,399 That type of infection is also called an abscess. 362 00:29:51,423 --> 00:29:54,402 We usually see that in someone who's injected themselves 363 00:29:54,426 --> 00:29:55,603 with a dirty needle. 364 00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:58,373 Adam, please, hey, hey, look at me. 365 00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:00,042 Can you hear me? Look at me. 366 00:30:00,066 --> 00:30:01,343 What the fuck is going on? 367 00:30:01,367 --> 00:30:02,477 - Look at me. - What?! 368 00:30:02,501 --> 00:30:04,146 What the fuck is going on? 369 00:30:04,170 --> 00:30:07,415 Huh? What the fuck is this shit everywhere, Adam? 370 00:30:07,439 --> 00:30:09,584 You've been shooting steroids. 371 00:30:09,608 --> 00:30:12,955 Your wife told us. She also covered for you, 372 00:30:12,979 --> 00:30:18,985 which is none of my business, but I thought I'd keep this discreet. 373 00:30:21,187 --> 00:30:24,499 You could have died. 374 00:30:24,523 --> 00:30:29,037 Listen, it seems like you have a wonderful family, 375 00:30:29,061 --> 00:30:31,940 I don't wanna see you in this hospital again. 376 00:30:31,964 --> 00:30:34,476 Do you understand me? 377 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:36,544 Yes, sir. 378 00:30:36,568 --> 00:30:39,047 Okay, good. 379 00:30:39,071 --> 00:30:41,149 Well, enjoy the visit with your family, 380 00:30:41,173 --> 00:30:42,985 and try and get some rest. 381 00:30:43,009 --> 00:30:45,211 They can take you home in the morning. 382 00:31:01,293 --> 00:31:03,505 I don't even know what to say to you. 383 00:31:03,529 --> 00:31:06,374 I don't. 384 00:31:06,398 --> 00:31:08,676 I knew that you had to learn your fucking lesson, 385 00:31:08,700 --> 00:31:12,547 but Adam, what the fuck were you thinking, huh? 386 00:31:12,571 --> 00:31:15,017 What the fuck were you thinking? 387 00:31:15,041 --> 00:31:18,053 What about me? What about me, Adam? 388 00:31:18,077 --> 00:31:20,288 What about your fucking family? 389 00:31:20,312 --> 00:31:23,391 You, you scared the shit out of me. 390 00:31:23,415 --> 00:31:26,328 You did, and I don't understand what the fuck you were thinking, 391 00:31:26,352 --> 00:31:28,054 I don't, Adam. 392 00:31:31,190 --> 00:31:32,667 You know what? Don't say anything, 393 00:31:32,691 --> 00:31:34,702 because I'm not sure that there's anything to say. 394 00:31:34,726 --> 00:31:37,940 You are done. Do you hear me? 395 00:31:37,964 --> 00:31:40,008 You are done with all of that shit, 396 00:31:40,032 --> 00:31:42,945 and we are together gonna go home, 397 00:31:42,969 --> 00:31:44,679 and we're gonna go have a normal life 398 00:31:44,703 --> 00:31:47,615 like two fucking normal people. 399 00:31:47,639 --> 00:31:50,218 Okay? 400 00:31:50,242 --> 00:31:53,212 And that's the thing. That's what we're gonna do. 401 00:31:55,982 --> 00:31:58,526 Okay? 402 00:31:58,550 --> 00:32:02,654 By the way, I threw away all of that shit of yours last night. 403 00:32:21,173 --> 00:32:23,185 [Man on TV] The conscious mind is a critical mind, 404 00:32:23,209 --> 00:32:25,320 and it's a mind that is right now, 405 00:32:25,344 --> 00:32:28,456 and it's deciding whether what I'm telling you is right for you or not, 406 00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:32,160 but the subconscious mind is totally non-critical, non-judgmental, 407 00:32:32,184 --> 00:32:35,487 and it's where you'll set good, positive and powerful suggestions. 408 00:32:53,472 --> 00:32:55,507 [Music playing] 409 00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:54,842 So you like that profile picture? 410 00:33:54,866 --> 00:33:58,846 Yeah, no, no, I just put that one up. 411 00:33:58,870 --> 00:34:02,084 Yeah, ah, no, I love puppies, yeah. 412 00:34:02,108 --> 00:34:04,719 No, I don't, I don't. I live with my mom, and she... 413 00:34:04,743 --> 00:34:06,654 She doesn't let me have any dogs, but... 414 00:34:06,678 --> 00:34:09,857 Otherwise I'd have probably, like, so many dogs, yeah, 415 00:34:09,881 --> 00:34:11,226 but puppies. 416 00:34:11,250 --> 00:34:12,327 Yeah, yeah. 417 00:34:12,351 --> 00:34:13,695 [Clears throat] 418 00:34:13,719 --> 00:34:17,199 [Sighs] Oh, dude, you scared... 419 00:34:17,223 --> 00:34:20,202 Bro, I have phone sex with this girl 420 00:34:20,226 --> 00:34:21,769 every day. 421 00:34:21,793 --> 00:34:24,163 I am not even gonna ask about that. 422 00:34:25,797 --> 00:34:29,477 Man, dude, this girl, I'm telling you, killer. 423 00:34:29,501 --> 00:34:30,845 - Killer. - Cool. 424 00:34:30,869 --> 00:34:32,447 Brazilian. 425 00:34:32,471 --> 00:34:34,649 I mean, she's not, but she looks Brazilian. 426 00:34:34,673 --> 00:34:36,418 Hey, welcome back. We've missed you. 427 00:34:36,442 --> 00:34:39,154 Mr. Louis has been circling your desk. 428 00:34:39,178 --> 00:34:41,547 - I think he missed you. - Dude, that's weird. 429 00:34:46,552 --> 00:34:50,665 Boys, you do realize that we're a team. 430 00:34:50,689 --> 00:34:55,570 We're a team. All of us are components of this great team. 431 00:34:55,594 --> 00:34:57,239 What I can't figure out though is, 432 00:34:57,263 --> 00:34:59,441 who's in what position of the battery. 433 00:34:59,465 --> 00:35:01,576 You know what the battery is in baseball, right? 434 00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:03,511 The battery? 435 00:35:03,535 --> 00:35:06,514 -No. -The battery is your pitcher, your catcher. 436 00:35:06,538 --> 00:35:08,583 Up until this moment, I couldn't figure out 437 00:35:08,607 --> 00:35:11,453 who is the pitcher, and who is the catcher, 438 00:35:11,477 --> 00:35:14,456 because in my opinion, you're both fucking catchers. 439 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:17,492 See, I'm on the hill here, and I'm throwing straight fucking heat, 440 00:35:17,516 --> 00:35:19,527 and that heat is being taken by the catcher 441 00:35:19,551 --> 00:35:21,196 right in his fucking ass, 442 00:35:21,220 --> 00:35:23,465 and it smells like shit back here right now, pal. 443 00:35:23,489 --> 00:35:24,932 -You know what I'm talking about? -Mm-hmm. 444 00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:27,635 Okay. So stop signaling for the curve ball, 445 00:35:27,659 --> 00:35:29,795 when you know I want the fucking heat. 446 00:35:34,266 --> 00:35:35,310 Wow. 447 00:35:35,334 --> 00:35:37,612 He missed you. 448 00:35:37,636 --> 00:35:41,949 Get back to work. See you. 449 00:35:41,973 --> 00:35:45,753 -[Adam sighs] -[Sara chuckles] Stop being a baby. 450 00:35:45,777 --> 00:35:47,722 - Mmm, you ready? - No. 451 00:35:47,746 --> 00:35:49,424 Close your eyes. One, two, three. 452 00:35:49,448 --> 00:35:50,758 [Adam moans] 453 00:35:50,782 --> 00:35:53,828 - Oh. That didn't hurt. - [Sara laughs] 454 00:35:53,852 --> 00:35:55,797 - You're such a baby. - I know, ooh. 455 00:35:55,821 --> 00:35:57,699 -Come on, it's not that bad. -[Adam sighs] 456 00:35:57,723 --> 00:35:59,801 It actually really isn't that bad. It's healing. 457 00:35:59,825 --> 00:36:02,704 - Yeah? - Yeah, it looks good. 458 00:36:02,728 --> 00:36:04,939 I think I'm gonna go back to the gym soon. 459 00:36:04,963 --> 00:36:07,375 - [Sara chuckles] Soon? - Like tonight. 460 00:36:07,399 --> 00:36:09,311 - Are you kidding me? - No, I feel good. 461 00:36:09,335 --> 00:36:11,213 -No. -It will make me feel better. 462 00:36:11,237 --> 00:36:13,415 You feel good? You can't even sit down. 463 00:36:13,439 --> 00:36:14,882 - I can sit. - You can't go to the gym. 464 00:36:14,906 --> 00:36:16,518 - Yes. - Uh, no. 465 00:36:16,542 --> 00:36:18,386 - The doctor said, you know... - The doctor said... 466 00:36:18,410 --> 00:36:19,854 If I called your doctor right now, 467 00:36:19,878 --> 00:36:21,456 would he say that you should go to the gym? 468 00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:23,482 -Yes. -I don't think so. Stop it. 469 00:36:39,931 --> 00:36:41,833 [Grunting] 470 00:36:54,813 --> 00:36:57,024 Oh, shit! I got you, man, a spot, g. 471 00:36:57,048 --> 00:36:58,326 [Panting] 472 00:36:58,350 --> 00:36:59,751 Come on, man, push! 473 00:37:01,853 --> 00:37:04,766 -It's 95 pounds, nigga, push! -I can't. 474 00:37:04,790 --> 00:37:05,991 Ah! 475 00:37:07,726 --> 00:37:09,637 Get your ass up. 476 00:37:09,661 --> 00:37:11,739 You have to be more careful, asshole. 477 00:37:11,763 --> 00:37:13,565 [Adam coughs] 478 00:37:14,666 --> 00:37:18,446 Get up. Pathetic. 479 00:37:18,470 --> 00:37:20,882 You know, I've been seeing you here a lot lately, man. 480 00:37:20,906 --> 00:37:22,750 You've been hitting that shit pretty hard. 481 00:37:22,774 --> 00:37:26,321 But you know what? Showing up is only part of the job. 482 00:37:26,345 --> 00:37:29,657 It's about what the fuck you do once you get here. 483 00:37:29,681 --> 00:37:32,460 See, you remind me of myself. 484 00:37:32,484 --> 00:37:34,596 I used to bust my ass, man, 485 00:37:34,620 --> 00:37:37,532 and no gains. 486 00:37:37,556 --> 00:37:39,291 Day in, day fucking out. 487 00:37:40,959 --> 00:37:42,704 Well, guess what? 488 00:37:42,728 --> 00:37:47,875 All that changed the first moment I jumped on a cycle. 489 00:37:47,899 --> 00:37:49,677 A cycle? 490 00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:52,480 Yeah, gear. 491 00:37:52,504 --> 00:37:54,081 You mean like... like fina? 492 00:37:54,105 --> 00:37:56,784 What the fuck do you know about fina? 493 00:37:56,808 --> 00:37:58,453 I made some. 494 00:37:58,477 --> 00:37:59,921 Wait a minute. Come back. 495 00:37:59,945 --> 00:38:03,525 - You made some fina? - Yeah. 496 00:38:03,549 --> 00:38:06,093 Get the fuck outta here! You made some fina? 497 00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:08,830 And what happened? 498 00:38:08,854 --> 00:38:10,498 I got an infection. 499 00:38:10,522 --> 00:38:14,035 [Laughing] 500 00:38:14,059 --> 00:38:16,671 You trying to kill your fucking self? 501 00:38:16,695 --> 00:38:19,331 That's what happens when you use dirty shit. 502 00:38:21,400 --> 00:38:22,534 You know what? 503 00:38:24,536 --> 00:38:26,748 I'm gonna help you. 504 00:38:26,772 --> 00:38:29,083 I'm gonna put you on some clean shit. 505 00:38:29,107 --> 00:38:32,554 Oh, uh, I am... I'm not, um... 506 00:38:32,578 --> 00:38:33,945 You scared? 507 00:38:37,683 --> 00:38:39,794 Get the fuck outta here. 508 00:38:39,818 --> 00:38:43,130 Look, you see the guy over there? Don't make it obvious. 509 00:38:43,154 --> 00:38:44,956 The guy over there in the corner. 510 00:38:49,761 --> 00:38:51,939 Do you think that's natural? 511 00:38:51,963 --> 00:38:54,809 No. 512 00:38:54,833 --> 00:38:56,602 Guess who did that. 513 00:39:04,476 --> 00:39:06,754 Man, fuck what you heard, man. 514 00:39:06,778 --> 00:39:08,523 Fuck what you heard about steroids 515 00:39:08,547 --> 00:39:12,026 being all bad and shit for you. 516 00:39:12,050 --> 00:39:14,853 They're only bad if you don't know what the fuck you're doing. 517 00:39:16,455 --> 00:39:19,434 But if you know how to use them right, 518 00:39:19,458 --> 00:39:21,827 that's what you look like. 519 00:39:22,861 --> 00:39:24,472 That's what you look like. 520 00:39:24,496 --> 00:39:27,609 It's not about mistreating your body. 521 00:39:27,633 --> 00:39:31,102 It's about treating your body. 522 00:39:36,908 --> 00:39:38,444 You understand? 523 00:39:43,515 --> 00:39:45,026 My nigga. 524 00:39:45,050 --> 00:39:46,761 -There she is. How you doing? -Hi. 525 00:39:46,785 --> 00:39:49,130 Take your shoes off. I see them on the carpet. 526 00:39:49,154 --> 00:39:51,733 -You know how I feel about that. -What? 527 00:39:51,757 --> 00:39:54,168 You're all sweaty. Can you change your shirt, please? Please? 528 00:39:54,192 --> 00:39:56,003 Everything in the basket is clean, 529 00:39:56,027 --> 00:39:57,987 - but that is just so wet. - All right, all right. 530 00:39:59,798 --> 00:40:01,175 - Hello. - Hi. 531 00:40:01,199 --> 00:40:03,578 -Can you take your shoes off? -Sorry. 532 00:40:03,602 --> 00:40:06,013 Kind of the house rule, you gotta take your shoes off, 533 00:40:06,037 --> 00:40:08,450 so you don't bring the dirt inside. You get it? 534 00:40:08,474 --> 00:40:10,585 - Got it. - How about now? 535 00:40:10,609 --> 00:40:13,455 That's much better. Much better. 536 00:40:13,479 --> 00:40:15,757 - I see you met asshole. - I did, hello, asshole. 537 00:40:15,781 --> 00:40:17,124 Asshole, this is my girl, Trish. 538 00:40:17,148 --> 00:40:18,826 Hi Trish, it's Adam. 539 00:40:18,850 --> 00:40:21,529 No, whatever. Potential client. 540 00:40:21,553 --> 00:40:23,731 Okay, well, go do your thing. I'll be here. 541 00:40:23,755 --> 00:40:25,600 - Don't mind me. - All right, come on, man, 542 00:40:25,624 --> 00:40:26,825 - let's go. - Okay. 543 00:40:33,264 --> 00:40:35,176 So, what do you think? 544 00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:37,244 Holy shit, man. You're like a pharmacy. 545 00:40:37,268 --> 00:40:38,946 Goddamn right. My very own 546 00:40:38,970 --> 00:40:41,206 body enhancement franchise. 547 00:40:43,074 --> 00:40:45,086 - What the fuck is you doing? - Sorry, man, just... 548 00:40:45,110 --> 00:40:46,721 - Don't touch shit. - Fucking needles, man. 549 00:40:46,745 --> 00:40:48,756 Don't yell at him. He still has to buy it. 550 00:40:48,780 --> 00:40:51,058 Would you let me handle my business, baby? God damn. 551 00:40:51,082 --> 00:40:52,727 Don't yell at me! 552 00:40:52,751 --> 00:40:56,063 [Sighs] All right, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 553 00:40:56,087 --> 00:40:57,499 [Trish] It hurts my feelings. 554 00:40:57,523 --> 00:40:59,734 [Jason] Okay. 555 00:40:59,758 --> 00:41:03,104 So listen, this is what we gonna do. 556 00:41:03,128 --> 00:41:05,807 Cypionate. Testosterone. 557 00:41:05,831 --> 00:41:07,274 Babe, we gotta go to dinner soon, 558 00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:09,210 so I want you to start getting ready. 559 00:41:09,234 --> 00:41:11,245 Okay, all right. Let me go ahead and finish 560 00:41:11,269 --> 00:41:13,247 handling this business, baby, all right? 561 00:41:13,271 --> 00:41:15,149 You gotta take down that serial killer shit 562 00:41:15,173 --> 00:41:17,552 on the walls before I start cooking again. 563 00:41:17,576 --> 00:41:19,086 - Okay. - That's scary as fuck. 564 00:41:19,110 --> 00:41:20,512 All right! 565 00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:24,792 This right here is my favorite. 566 00:41:24,816 --> 00:41:28,563 Deca, it's for your bulking and for your joints. 567 00:41:28,587 --> 00:41:33,167 You're gonna take two shots of each once a week. 568 00:41:33,191 --> 00:41:34,652 -What about an abscess? -An abscess? 569 00:41:34,664 --> 00:41:36,137 That's the least of your worries. 570 00:41:36,161 --> 00:41:39,941 That abscess shit happened because you were shooting some dirty shit. 571 00:41:39,965 --> 00:41:42,777 All right? Besides, you didn't know what the fuck you were doing. 572 00:41:42,801 --> 00:41:44,936 I don't know, man, it's just... 573 00:41:47,673 --> 00:41:49,984 Are you fucking kidding me, man? 574 00:41:50,008 --> 00:41:51,719 Man, I don't... I don't... 575 00:41:51,743 --> 00:41:53,755 Listen, every time you feeling 576 00:41:53,779 --> 00:41:56,223 that queasy-ass shit you're feeling, 577 00:41:56,247 --> 00:42:01,219 look at yourself in the mirror and say, "do I like the way I look?" 578 00:42:03,288 --> 00:42:06,291 Answer, "fuck no," and shoot. 579 00:42:09,895 --> 00:42:12,173 Listen, man, I'm gonna do you a favor, 580 00:42:12,197 --> 00:42:16,343 I had my shots today. I'm gonna show you how to do it, okay? 581 00:42:16,367 --> 00:42:18,496 -Right now? -Yeah, I'm about to do it now. 582 00:42:18,508 --> 00:42:20,648 You got a problem with that? 583 00:42:20,672 --> 00:42:23,918 No. 584 00:42:23,942 --> 00:42:27,154 One inch syringes. 585 00:42:27,178 --> 00:42:29,781 You're gonna extract one cc. 586 00:42:31,316 --> 00:42:32,594 One. 587 00:42:32,618 --> 00:42:34,161 All right? 588 00:42:34,185 --> 00:42:37,331 I'm gonna put the lid back on it. 589 00:42:37,355 --> 00:42:39,734 It pops right off. 590 00:42:39,758 --> 00:42:40,992 Discard. 591 00:42:43,294 --> 00:42:45,296 Grab a whole 'nother needle. 592 00:42:48,834 --> 00:42:50,311 Twist it on. 593 00:42:50,335 --> 00:42:51,779 You're ready to go. 594 00:42:51,803 --> 00:42:54,015 Man, I don't know. I don't know about... 595 00:42:54,039 --> 00:42:56,217 Look, man the fuck up! 596 00:42:56,241 --> 00:42:59,077 You're a grown-ass man, stop being a little bitch! 597 00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:03,749 I'm wasting my fucking time with you? 598 00:43:08,053 --> 00:43:10,798 All right, we're gonna do this shit again. 599 00:43:10,822 --> 00:43:13,835 Walk me through the process. 600 00:43:13,859 --> 00:43:16,161 - Talk to me! - Switch... switch needles now. 601 00:43:23,802 --> 00:43:25,236 Ready to go. 602 00:43:26,404 --> 00:43:29,107 - Alcohol. - Alcohol prep. 603 00:43:33,779 --> 00:43:35,957 - [Sighs] You ready? - Uh-uh. 604 00:43:35,981 --> 00:43:37,615 You're such a bitch. 605 00:43:45,090 --> 00:43:47,869 No blood. A little oil. 606 00:43:47,893 --> 00:43:49,303 No vein. 607 00:43:49,327 --> 00:43:50,796 All muscle. 608 00:43:52,798 --> 00:43:55,910 Don't worry. You'll get used to it. 609 00:43:55,934 --> 00:43:57,969 Come on. You're acting like a little bitch. 610 00:44:02,941 --> 00:44:04,375 Hey... 611 00:44:06,211 --> 00:44:09,114 -here. -No, thanks, I don't smoke. 612 00:44:12,784 --> 00:44:14,762 [Coughs] 613 00:44:14,786 --> 00:44:18,766 Get it anyway, nigga, get it anyway! 614 00:44:18,790 --> 00:44:21,335 Tell me no in my motherfucking house? 615 00:44:21,359 --> 00:44:22,970 It's fucking terrible over here. 616 00:44:22,994 --> 00:44:26,407 - Oh, god. - It's really thick. 617 00:44:26,431 --> 00:44:32,213 Well, look, I was contemplating this, 618 00:44:32,237 --> 00:44:37,418 but how about you go ahead and make the delivery for me, 619 00:44:37,442 --> 00:44:41,055 and make sure he's straight? 620 00:44:41,079 --> 00:44:46,794 I'll cover your package. No need to worry about it, all right? 621 00:44:46,818 --> 00:44:51,766 -I don't know, man, maybe I can pay for it? -You wanna pay for it? 622 00:44:51,790 --> 00:44:54,268 Well, shit, nigga, go ahead and give me $600 right now. 623 00:44:54,292 --> 00:44:59,040 - $600? - Yeah, $100 a bottle, man. 624 00:44:59,064 --> 00:45:01,266 Man, look, do you want this or not? 625 00:45:04,002 --> 00:45:09,884 Okay, so, if I do this, um, I guess, just so we're clear, 626 00:45:09,908 --> 00:45:11,877 I'm delivering steroids? 627 00:45:15,847 --> 00:45:20,995 [Distant police sirens] 628 00:45:21,019 --> 00:45:22,220 [Knocks] 629 00:45:30,095 --> 00:45:33,131 Hey, uh, Jason sent me. 630 00:45:34,332 --> 00:45:36,234 Come in? 631 00:45:41,106 --> 00:45:42,984 Let me clear a spot for you. 632 00:45:43,008 --> 00:45:45,987 Sorry. Here we go. 633 00:45:46,011 --> 00:45:48,255 - Sit down. - All right, thanks. 634 00:45:48,279 --> 00:45:50,157 Can I get you something to drink? 635 00:45:50,181 --> 00:45:51,292 - No, I'm okay. - You hungry? 636 00:45:51,316 --> 00:45:53,327 - No. - You sure? 637 00:45:53,351 --> 00:45:56,097 -Yeah. -You know, I make a bad-ass protein shake, boss. 638 00:45:56,121 --> 00:45:58,199 I... I appreciate it, but I'm good. 639 00:45:58,223 --> 00:46:01,568 I think you need one. I'll get you one, okay? 640 00:46:01,592 --> 00:46:04,171 By the way, my name is Peter. Nice to meet you. 641 00:46:04,195 --> 00:46:05,763 I'm Adam. 642 00:46:11,302 --> 00:46:13,447 So how long you known Jason for? 643 00:46:13,471 --> 00:46:15,907 Oh, I just... I just met him recently. 644 00:46:39,364 --> 00:46:41,066 One bad-ass shake coming up. 645 00:46:46,905 --> 00:46:48,115 - Good. - Is it good? 646 00:46:48,139 --> 00:46:49,616 Mm-hmm, yeah, it's pretty good. 647 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:52,343 I told you. I make a bad-ass protein shake. 648 00:46:55,013 --> 00:46:58,059 You know what? In my mind, there's no excuse 649 00:46:58,083 --> 00:47:02,196 for being anything less than strong as possible. 650 00:47:02,220 --> 00:47:06,067 Stronger is better. 651 00:47:06,091 --> 00:47:10,304 I didn't want to inject this crap into my body, to be honest, 652 00:47:10,328 --> 00:47:12,373 but I had to. 653 00:47:12,397 --> 00:47:18,079 And now that I've done it, I mean, I love steroids. 654 00:47:18,103 --> 00:47:20,347 I think I'll be... Be on and off them 655 00:47:20,371 --> 00:47:22,540 for the rest of my life. 656 00:47:25,944 --> 00:47:27,889 I mean, are steroids safe? 657 00:47:27,913 --> 00:47:30,916 [Music playing] 658 00:48:21,732 --> 00:48:24,135 [Music playing] 659 00:49:46,451 --> 00:49:50,431 Damn, my shit blowing up like grand central station over here. 660 00:49:50,455 --> 00:49:52,699 Man, shit, I'm running out of everything, too. 661 00:49:52,723 --> 00:49:56,603 Tricia will be mad, but I have to set the laboratory up one more again. 662 00:49:56,627 --> 00:49:59,040 This money looking too good right about now. 663 00:49:59,064 --> 00:50:02,576 Hey, man, you gonna have to help me bag some of this shit up, bro. 664 00:50:02,600 --> 00:50:04,511 You're over here ripping your face off. 665 00:50:04,535 --> 00:50:06,213 Look at you, you high as shit. 666 00:50:06,237 --> 00:50:08,049 -That's some good shit, ain't it? -Uh-huh. 667 00:50:08,073 --> 00:50:10,384 [Laughing] How you feel? 668 00:50:10,408 --> 00:50:12,419 - All right. - No, man, how you feel? 669 00:50:12,443 --> 00:50:14,355 You look big as shit, dog. 670 00:50:14,379 --> 00:50:16,490 -Shut up. -No, for real, man. Stand up. 671 00:50:16,514 --> 00:50:19,326 - I just smoked. I'm high. - Man, get the fuck up, now. 672 00:50:19,350 --> 00:50:21,752 Come on, man. This is free body building advice. 673 00:50:23,554 --> 00:50:25,123 Peel off, man. Let me see. 674 00:50:27,125 --> 00:50:29,770 You're looking like a chippendale dancer and shit. 675 00:50:29,794 --> 00:50:32,206 - [Laughing] - These too? 676 00:50:32,230 --> 00:50:33,740 Pull it off, man. 677 00:50:33,764 --> 00:50:36,410 You worked so hard, can't be afraid to show it off. 678 00:50:36,434 --> 00:50:39,846 Well, you done packed on some serious mass since last time we saw you. 679 00:50:39,870 --> 00:50:41,515 Face me. 680 00:50:41,539 --> 00:50:43,817 All right, pecs coming in, body fat is dropping, 681 00:50:43,841 --> 00:50:46,720 picking up. Come on, turn around, turn around. 682 00:50:46,744 --> 00:50:48,122 Good, man. Look at you. 683 00:50:48,146 --> 00:50:49,590 Back is all getting wide. 684 00:50:49,614 --> 00:50:50,691 Delts coming in. 685 00:50:50,715 --> 00:50:53,460 Man, do you feel bigger? 686 00:50:53,484 --> 00:50:56,130 -No. -I know you're feeling stronger. 687 00:50:56,154 --> 00:50:57,764 - I mean, not really. - What? 688 00:50:57,788 --> 00:50:58,782 -Yeah. -You feel like a human 689 00:50:58,794 --> 00:50:59,800 pincushion, don't you? 690 00:50:59,824 --> 00:51:03,704 - My ass is killing me though. - Man, that's part of it, man. 691 00:51:03,728 --> 00:51:06,497 Man, sit down, dog, look. Help me bag this shit up. 692 00:51:08,166 --> 00:51:10,344 - [Objects jingle] - Oh! Forgot, this is for you. 693 00:51:10,368 --> 00:51:11,812 This is your pct. Pull cycle therapy. 694 00:51:11,836 --> 00:51:13,647 This is some real important shit. 695 00:51:13,671 --> 00:51:16,250 Most people don't even do it. They're crazy if they don't. 696 00:51:16,274 --> 00:51:17,718 But for you, you're gonna take it. 697 00:51:17,742 --> 00:51:19,753 This is the best and the safest way 698 00:51:19,777 --> 00:51:22,623 to return your body back to homeostasis 699 00:51:22,647 --> 00:51:24,891 while keeping your muscle gains. 700 00:51:24,915 --> 00:51:27,418 -Hmm. -Here. Start on that real soon. 701 00:51:28,753 --> 00:51:30,831 All right, hurry up, man. Come on, dog! 702 00:51:30,855 --> 00:51:34,168 Here you go. Come on, two of the green, and one of everything else, 703 00:51:34,192 --> 00:51:35,402 - okay? - All right. 704 00:51:35,426 --> 00:51:37,238 Throw in a few syringes and shit, man, 705 00:51:37,262 --> 00:51:38,439 just to get them started. 706 00:51:38,463 --> 00:51:39,606 I ain't no motherfucking pharmacist. 707 00:51:39,630 --> 00:51:41,232 I'm their pusher, baby. 708 00:51:46,171 --> 00:51:47,814 ♪ Bewildered herds, sharpen your teeth ♪ 709 00:51:47,838 --> 00:51:49,683 ♪ remember these three quotes 710 00:51:49,707 --> 00:51:52,553 ♪ only lie to cameras cops and crooks ♪ 711 00:51:52,577 --> 00:51:54,488 ♪ see kindness is within our power ♪ 712 00:51:54,512 --> 00:51:55,856 ♪ but fondess is not 713 00:51:55,880 --> 00:51:57,458 ♪ under the false umbrella of hope ♪ 714 00:51:57,482 --> 00:51:59,493 ♪ lives are sold, people are bought ♪ 715 00:51:59,517 --> 00:52:02,263 ♪ somebody once told me all men were created equal ♪ 716 00:52:02,287 --> 00:52:03,930 ♪ you're not created in the womb ♪ 717 00:52:03,954 --> 00:52:06,367 ♪ you're created in a classroom by rich people ♪ 718 00:52:06,391 --> 00:52:09,536 ♪ and history is written through the eyes of the butcher ♪ 719 00:52:09,560 --> 00:52:12,773 ♪ those who benefit from an ignorant public condescends and insult you ♪ 720 00:52:12,797 --> 00:52:14,641 ♪ they built you in the image of slaves ♪ 721 00:52:14,665 --> 00:52:16,543 ♪ the free men got locked up 722 00:52:16,567 --> 00:52:17,644 ♪ as long as they control the means of selling beliefs ♪ 723 00:52:17,668 --> 00:52:19,680 ♪ no man is equal 724 00:52:19,704 --> 00:52:22,549 ♪ if there's a policeman living in your head you're not free ♪ 725 00:52:22,573 --> 00:52:24,418 ♪ cause the free trade were real ♪ 726 00:52:24,442 --> 00:52:25,952 ♪ everyone would own a company ♪ 727 00:52:25,976 --> 00:52:28,722 ♪ all that is solid has melted into air ♪ 728 00:52:28,746 --> 00:52:30,757 ♪ it doesn't matter who you vote for ♪ 729 00:52:30,781 --> 00:52:32,959 ♪ the government will always get in ♪ 730 00:52:32,983 --> 00:52:36,363 ♪ all that was once solved is now too late to air ♪ 731 00:52:36,387 --> 00:52:39,266 ♪ 100,000,000 lemmings can't be wrong ♪ 732 00:52:39,290 --> 00:52:41,602 ♪ people join the army to pay for college ♪ 733 00:52:41,626 --> 00:52:44,771 ♪ in California residents go to college for free ♪ 734 00:52:44,795 --> 00:52:48,242 ♪ what will you do ,smoke weed on the weekends and go hiking ♪ 735 00:52:48,266 --> 00:52:52,413 ♪ or serve the white collar death squad of an oil company military ♪ 736 00:52:52,437 --> 00:52:55,782 ♪ everybody wants heaven but nobody wants dead ♪ 737 00:52:55,806 --> 00:52:59,320 ♪ we are living in a rich man's heaven, a poor man's hell ♪ 738 00:52:59,344 --> 00:53:01,922 ♪ the middle class is dwindling the population is doubling ♪ 739 00:53:01,946 --> 00:53:04,891 ♪ we are not living in Rome, we've been living in a fifedom ♪ 740 00:53:04,915 --> 00:53:06,927 ♪ so when they remap all the genomes ♪ 741 00:53:06,951 --> 00:53:08,962 ♪ remember it's a hate-free zone ♪ 742 00:53:08,986 --> 00:53:11,698 ♪ cause money doesn't care who burns it ♪ 743 00:53:11,722 --> 00:53:13,334 ♪ they left the door open 744 00:53:13,358 --> 00:53:15,660 ♪ 'cause the best illusions are half-real ♪ 745 00:53:30,908 --> 00:53:32,810 Hi. 746 00:53:33,811 --> 00:53:36,590 Who were you talking to? 747 00:53:36,614 --> 00:53:39,826 What are you talking about? I'm reading. 748 00:53:39,850 --> 00:53:41,995 I swear I heard you talking to somebody. 749 00:53:42,019 --> 00:53:44,798 No, I'm talking to no one. Are you tired? 750 00:53:44,822 --> 00:53:46,800 Or crazy? 751 00:53:46,824 --> 00:53:48,702 I'm tired. I don't know. 752 00:53:48,726 --> 00:53:50,804 And you're pretty stinky. 753 00:53:50,828 --> 00:53:52,839 You smell me from there? 754 00:53:52,863 --> 00:53:55,276 I can smell you from here, and it's not good. 755 00:53:55,300 --> 00:53:56,610 Can you take a shower though, 756 00:53:56,634 --> 00:53:58,612 because I just cleaned the sheets, 757 00:53:58,636 --> 00:54:00,881 and it smells really good over here, 758 00:54:00,905 --> 00:54:03,784 and we can cuddle before bed. 759 00:54:03,808 --> 00:54:05,786 Do you wanna jump in the shower with me? 760 00:54:05,810 --> 00:54:09,890 I know I said I would, but I'm so tired. I had a long day. 761 00:54:09,914 --> 00:54:11,658 Really? 762 00:54:11,682 --> 00:54:13,427 I know. I'm a promise breaker, 763 00:54:13,451 --> 00:54:14,528 but I promise tomorrow. 764 00:54:14,552 --> 00:54:15,529 Promise. 765 00:54:15,553 --> 00:54:17,431 Okay. 766 00:54:17,455 --> 00:54:19,065 See you in a bit. 767 00:54:19,089 --> 00:54:20,834 Okay. Hurry up! 768 00:54:20,858 --> 00:54:22,493 Okay. 769 00:55:27,091 --> 00:55:28,993 [Adam grunting] 770 00:55:37,034 --> 00:55:39,112 Don't stop, my boy, just keep going... go on. 771 00:55:39,136 --> 00:55:41,047 Don't stop. Don't stop. Don't stop. Don't stop. 772 00:55:41,071 --> 00:55:43,617 - Listen. - What? 773 00:55:43,641 --> 00:55:45,752 I just told you don't fucking stop. 774 00:55:45,776 --> 00:55:47,588 Be natural, goddamn it! 775 00:55:47,612 --> 00:55:50,123 -Put the fucking weights back up. -Well... 776 00:55:50,147 --> 00:55:53,059 Listen, I need you to go to the back, 777 00:55:53,083 --> 00:55:56,096 far right corner, grab my bag, okay? 778 00:55:56,120 --> 00:55:58,131 Just grab my bag and wait about five minutes, 779 00:55:58,155 --> 00:56:00,567 - meet me at the house. - What are you talking about? 780 00:56:00,591 --> 00:56:01,986 -Motherfucker, if you drop them 781 00:56:01,998 --> 00:56:03,404 weights one more time... -fuck! 782 00:56:03,428 --> 00:56:05,572 - I said be natural. - All right. 783 00:56:05,596 --> 00:56:07,474 Five minutes. Grab my bag, 784 00:56:07,498 --> 00:56:09,410 let me leave this motherfucker. 785 00:56:09,434 --> 00:56:11,445 Meet me at the house, can you do that? 786 00:56:11,469 --> 00:56:12,913 You're gonna do that. My nigga, 787 00:56:12,937 --> 00:56:13,971 don't worry about that. 788 00:56:33,624 --> 00:56:35,068 - Dude, what was that about? - Shh shh. 789 00:56:35,092 --> 00:56:37,137 Was anybody following us? 790 00:56:37,161 --> 00:56:39,005 -I don't know... -was somebody following you, bro? 791 00:56:39,029 --> 00:56:40,674 - I don't know. - Were you paying attention? 792 00:56:40,698 --> 00:56:43,544 - No, I wasn't. - Fuck. 793 00:56:43,568 --> 00:56:45,035 Hold on. 794 00:56:47,638 --> 00:56:51,217 The whole thing at the gym was freaking me out, bro. 795 00:56:51,241 --> 00:56:52,953 Shit. 796 00:56:52,977 --> 00:56:55,112 Now do me a favor, man, pack your boy one up. 797 00:56:57,648 --> 00:57:00,527 Come on, dog, I can't fuck with this shit right now sober, 798 00:57:00,551 --> 00:57:02,496 I need to be high. 799 00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:04,188 They motherfuckers. 800 00:57:07,224 --> 00:57:10,003 Let me tell you something. 801 00:57:10,027 --> 00:57:14,174 What happened today is because some people were just hating on me, dog. 802 00:57:14,198 --> 00:57:16,677 Just hating on me, for no reason at all. 803 00:57:16,701 --> 00:57:18,111 They mad 'cause I'm making money. 804 00:57:18,135 --> 00:57:19,980 They're trying to fuck up my business, though. 805 00:57:20,004 --> 00:57:21,648 You scared the shit outta me, man, 806 00:57:21,672 --> 00:57:23,116 I don't even know what to think. 807 00:57:23,140 --> 00:57:24,951 Yeah, man, I know. 808 00:57:24,975 --> 00:57:26,820 I need to be fucking high right now, 809 00:57:26,844 --> 00:57:28,889 I can't deal with this shit sober. 810 00:57:28,913 --> 00:57:31,925 Come on, man, dude, you packing that bitch really slow right now. 811 00:57:31,949 --> 00:57:34,118 Come on, dog, god damn. 812 00:57:35,620 --> 00:57:37,722 You're so god damn slow at everything. 813 00:57:45,129 --> 00:57:47,565 [Coughing] 814 00:57:48,766 --> 00:57:49,910 Yeah. 815 00:57:49,934 --> 00:57:51,044 That's what I'm talking about. 816 00:57:51,068 --> 00:57:54,881 [Sniffs, coughs] 817 00:57:54,905 --> 00:57:56,550 [Coughing continues] 818 00:57:56,574 --> 00:57:59,620 Hey, man, I'm gonna need more soon. 819 00:57:59,644 --> 00:58:01,121 More what? 820 00:58:01,145 --> 00:58:04,124 Uh, tests. 821 00:58:04,148 --> 00:58:07,017 I dropped a bottle off the counter today. 822 00:58:14,024 --> 00:58:17,938 Don't be doing more than I fucking tell you to do. 823 00:58:17,962 --> 00:58:20,674 Do you think I'm stupid, man? 824 00:58:20,698 --> 00:58:23,877 You do it like I told you to do it. 825 00:58:23,901 --> 00:58:27,147 This shit will fuck you up. 826 00:58:27,171 --> 00:58:30,884 I'm talking about bitch tits, I'm talking about acne. 827 00:58:30,908 --> 00:58:34,254 All that ugly shit. 828 00:58:34,278 --> 00:58:38,058 You know what? Let me tell you something. 829 00:58:38,082 --> 00:58:42,896 People who take this shit work twice as hard 830 00:58:42,920 --> 00:58:44,898 than people who don't. 831 00:58:44,922 --> 00:58:46,199 You wanna become a fucking olympian? 832 00:58:46,223 --> 00:58:48,134 You wanna win a gold medal? 833 00:58:48,158 --> 00:58:53,206 They take this shit, and they work their asses off, 834 00:58:53,230 --> 00:58:55,075 for every second, every minute, 835 00:58:55,099 --> 00:58:57,143 and every hour of their session. 836 00:58:57,167 --> 00:58:59,880 They go balls out. 837 00:58:59,904 --> 00:59:02,172 So there's no easy way around this shit. 838 00:59:07,377 --> 00:59:11,024 Man, I'm sorry, dog. I'm fucking tripping. 839 00:59:11,048 --> 00:59:13,760 That shit wasn't even for you, homie. 840 00:59:13,784 --> 00:59:17,664 You know what, my bad. I was wrong. 841 00:59:17,688 --> 00:59:19,933 Look, go ahead, take whatever you need. 842 00:59:19,957 --> 00:59:22,302 All right? Take whatever you need. 843 00:59:22,326 --> 00:59:23,937 I'm sorry, man. 844 00:59:23,961 --> 00:59:26,740 Do me a favor. Go ahead, rip your face off. 845 00:59:26,764 --> 00:59:29,876 That's the least I could do, man, for you looking out for me, dog. 846 00:59:29,900 --> 00:59:32,779 That was real gangster shit you did earlier, 847 00:59:32,803 --> 00:59:34,247 and I appreciate that. 848 00:59:34,271 --> 00:59:35,973 Real tough. 849 00:59:39,276 --> 00:59:41,245 Yeah, look at you. 850 00:59:43,781 --> 00:59:45,282 My nigga. 851 01:00:21,886 --> 01:00:24,130 Mmm. 852 01:00:24,154 --> 01:00:25,231 How's breakfast? 853 01:00:25,255 --> 01:00:27,400 It's all good. These eggs? 854 01:00:27,424 --> 01:00:29,435 They're the same eggs I make you every day. 855 01:00:29,459 --> 01:00:31,037 Do you want some coffee? 856 01:00:31,061 --> 01:00:32,739 I'm okay, thanks. 857 01:00:32,763 --> 01:00:34,131 What do you wanna do this weekend? 858 01:00:37,034 --> 01:00:40,113 - The zoo? - The zoo? 859 01:00:40,137 --> 01:00:42,306 -What? -It's so mean. I hate the zoo. 860 01:00:44,474 --> 01:00:46,887 Well, cause it's mean locking them up and then... 861 01:00:46,911 --> 01:00:49,923 I told you that. 862 01:00:49,947 --> 01:00:52,225 - [Dryer buzzes] - Hold on a second. 863 01:00:52,249 --> 01:00:53,359 [Sara sighing] 864 01:00:53,383 --> 01:00:54,695 [Adam] I like that dress. 865 01:00:54,719 --> 01:00:56,429 Thank you. 866 01:00:56,453 --> 01:00:59,800 I ordered it online. I didn't think it was gonna fit, but... 867 01:00:59,824 --> 01:01:01,434 - It's pretty cute. - Yeah. 868 01:01:01,458 --> 01:01:04,270 - It's red and bright. - [Sara chuckles] 869 01:01:04,294 --> 01:01:05,739 Thank you. 870 01:01:05,763 --> 01:01:07,073 So, what's your day like? 871 01:01:07,097 --> 01:01:08,875 Do you think you'll be out early? 872 01:01:08,899 --> 01:01:12,713 Ah, definitely not being able to get out early, 873 01:01:12,737 --> 01:01:15,782 but, you know, there's more selling people self-help books 874 01:01:15,806 --> 01:01:18,384 that probably need help, but can't admit it. 875 01:01:18,408 --> 01:01:20,144 I'm getting yelled at. 876 01:01:25,282 --> 01:01:27,027 Are you fucking kidding me? 877 01:01:27,051 --> 01:01:28,962 - What's wrong with you? - Off! Take off your pants. 878 01:01:28,986 --> 01:01:30,831 What is fucking wrong with you? 879 01:01:30,855 --> 01:01:31,849 -And show me that you're not 880 01:01:31,861 --> 01:01:32,866 shooting up again! -What? 881 01:01:32,890 --> 01:01:35,802 Prove it to me! Prove it to me you're not shooting up again, huh? 882 01:01:35,826 --> 01:01:40,140 Okay, so, I am doing steroids, yes, but they are safe. 883 01:01:40,164 --> 01:01:41,174 - Those are safe? - Yes. 884 01:01:41,198 --> 01:01:43,076 I fucking hate you, Adam. 885 01:01:43,100 --> 01:01:44,745 I hate you and you're a liar. 886 01:01:44,769 --> 01:01:46,079 Sara! 887 01:01:46,103 --> 01:01:47,480 Can you stop? 888 01:01:47,504 --> 01:01:49,783 You lied! Don't tell me to calm down. 889 01:01:49,807 --> 01:01:52,986 Do not tell me to calm down! 890 01:01:53,010 --> 01:01:55,188 Do not tell me to calm down! 891 01:01:55,212 --> 01:01:57,390 Sara... why do... what about us? 892 01:01:57,414 --> 01:01:58,992 There is no us, Adam. 893 01:01:59,016 --> 01:02:01,952 There is no us until you fix you! 894 01:02:38,255 --> 01:02:43,103 This is a telemarketing call, sir, but I have a special offer today 895 01:02:43,127 --> 01:02:48,132 on a subscription to a self-help book that I think might help you. 896 01:02:50,067 --> 01:02:51,978 Hello? Ah, yes, this is Adam stenson. 897 01:02:52,002 --> 01:02:54,447 I'm seeing if you had a moment... 898 01:02:54,471 --> 01:02:57,984 [indistinct response on phone, phone clicks] 899 01:02:58,008 --> 01:03:00,153 Hello, my name is Adam stenson. 900 01:03:00,177 --> 01:03:01,454 How are you today? 901 01:03:01,478 --> 01:03:03,189 Yes, this is a telemarketing call. 902 01:03:03,213 --> 01:03:04,825 [Man on phone] Fuck off. 903 01:03:04,849 --> 01:03:07,293 - Sir, are you still there? - [Phone clicks] 904 01:03:07,317 --> 01:03:09,746 Okay, great. I have a great deal on a 905 01:03:09,758 --> 01:03:12,198 subscription that could change your life today. 906 01:03:12,222 --> 01:03:15,368 Uh, it's for 19.95, and I think you'd really love it. 907 01:03:15,392 --> 01:03:17,237 [Man on phone] You understand me, dog? 908 01:03:17,261 --> 01:03:19,572 You a fucking retard or something? 909 01:03:19,596 --> 01:03:22,843 - I'll find you. - You'll find me? 910 01:03:22,867 --> 01:03:26,279 No, you know what? How about you listen to me, you fucking piece of shit. 911 01:03:26,303 --> 01:03:28,114 Do you know how many fuckers like you I deal with 912 01:03:28,138 --> 01:03:31,017 on a daily fucking basis that show me no goddamn respect? 913 01:03:31,041 --> 01:03:35,312 Huh? Do you? Do you? Hello? Hello? 914 01:03:36,981 --> 01:03:38,015 Fuck! 915 01:03:40,650 --> 01:03:44,497 Stenson! What the fuck are you doing? 916 01:03:44,521 --> 01:03:47,167 You're fired! Get out now! 917 01:03:47,191 --> 01:03:49,093 Now, stenson! 918 01:03:53,530 --> 01:03:56,142 Oh, you want a piece? Go ahead, motherfucker, 919 01:03:56,166 --> 01:03:57,911 take it. 920 01:03:57,935 --> 01:04:00,370 Come on, man. I'd love it. Go ahead. 921 01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:05,318 Hold! 922 01:04:05,342 --> 01:04:07,888 You are making a career decision right now, my friend. 923 01:04:07,912 --> 01:04:10,423 Follow him and get the fuck out and don't ever come back. 924 01:04:10,447 --> 01:04:13,393 Otherwise you turn to your cubicle and get on the phone! 925 01:04:13,417 --> 01:04:16,286 Or I find myself a new number 15. 926 01:04:22,259 --> 01:04:24,237 That's what I fucking thought. 927 01:04:24,261 --> 01:04:27,431 The rest of you motherfuckers, get on the phone! 928 01:05:10,374 --> 01:05:12,342 [Music playing] 929 01:05:18,582 --> 01:05:21,618 [Music continues] 930 01:07:24,508 --> 01:07:27,677 - Hi. - Hi. 931 01:07:29,613 --> 01:07:34,294 - How are you? - I'm good, how are you? 932 01:07:34,318 --> 01:07:35,752 - Good. - Yeah? 933 01:07:38,522 --> 01:07:41,401 You look really tan. 934 01:07:41,425 --> 01:07:44,337 - Do you like it? - No. 935 01:07:44,361 --> 01:07:46,439 - No, it's okay. - Yeah, hmm. 936 01:07:46,463 --> 01:07:50,410 It's a lot of tan. 937 01:07:50,434 --> 01:07:51,677 You look good though. 938 01:07:51,701 --> 01:07:53,503 Thank you. 939 01:08:00,277 --> 01:08:02,188 I missed you. 940 01:08:02,212 --> 01:08:03,823 Do you mean that? 941 01:08:03,847 --> 01:08:05,081 Yeah. 942 01:08:06,883 --> 01:08:09,295 I missed you, too. 943 01:08:09,319 --> 01:08:11,288 Come here. 944 01:08:14,191 --> 01:08:16,469 All right, maybe we should talk first. 945 01:08:16,493 --> 01:08:18,838 We need to talk about things. 946 01:08:18,862 --> 01:08:20,506 Later? 947 01:08:20,530 --> 01:08:22,566 - Mmm. - Mmm. 948 01:08:45,789 --> 01:08:48,625 [Sara sighing] 949 01:08:50,727 --> 01:08:53,163 [Sara moaning] 950 01:09:12,382 --> 01:09:14,684 [Sara groaning] 951 01:09:24,528 --> 01:09:26,596 - What are you doing? - [Adam grunts] 952 01:09:28,765 --> 01:09:30,943 Adam, ow, ow! 953 01:09:30,967 --> 01:09:32,878 Adam, wait, what are you doing? 954 01:09:32,902 --> 01:09:34,514 You're hurting me! 955 01:09:34,538 --> 01:09:36,349 Listen to me! You're hurting... 956 01:09:36,373 --> 01:09:38,618 Adam! Stop it! 957 01:09:38,642 --> 01:09:40,420 Stop it! Get off of me! 958 01:09:40,444 --> 01:09:42,255 What's wrong with you? 959 01:09:42,279 --> 01:09:43,513 What did I do? 960 01:09:45,615 --> 01:09:48,285 - Sara! - [Sara panting] 961 01:10:21,451 --> 01:10:23,696 May I help you, motherfucker? 962 01:10:23,720 --> 01:10:26,966 I'm Adam's father. 963 01:10:26,990 --> 01:10:30,503 I want you to stay away from my son. 964 01:10:30,527 --> 01:10:32,405 Do you know where the fuck you at? 965 01:10:32,429 --> 01:10:33,606 Huh? 966 01:10:33,630 --> 01:10:35,841 You don't have a clue, do you? 967 01:10:35,865 --> 01:10:37,810 Look, man, whatever you're thinking, 968 01:10:37,834 --> 01:10:40,570 you got this shit all wrong, man, a'ight? Get the fuck outta here. 969 01:10:43,440 --> 01:10:46,819 You go near my son again, I'll fucking kill you. 970 01:10:46,843 --> 01:10:50,013 You better get the fuck off my property right now. 971 01:10:51,615 --> 01:10:54,360 I'll kill you. 972 01:10:54,384 --> 01:10:56,796 You need to get the fuck up outta here. 973 01:10:56,820 --> 01:10:59,389 Don't threaten me in my own fucking house. 974 01:11:06,496 --> 01:11:08,532 Hope you make it to the car, motherfucker! 975 01:11:15,905 --> 01:11:17,907 [Adam grunting] 976 01:11:19,776 --> 01:11:22,588 Man, rack this shit up. 977 01:11:22,612 --> 01:11:25,725 Come on, man, rack it. 978 01:11:25,749 --> 01:11:28,561 Look... 979 01:11:28,585 --> 01:11:30,630 Look, man, things are a bit sketchy right now. 980 01:11:30,654 --> 01:11:33,065 -I just thought I'd let you know. -What do you mean? 981 01:11:33,089 --> 01:11:35,825 Listen, man, my connect in China just got popped. 982 01:11:38,695 --> 01:11:42,041 I'm low on gear. 983 01:11:42,065 --> 01:11:44,677 So this means that this may be your last cycle. 984 01:11:44,701 --> 01:11:46,045 I'm almost out, man. 985 01:11:46,069 --> 01:11:47,813 That's okay. 986 01:11:47,837 --> 01:11:51,417 You're coming upon your pct phase right about now. 987 01:11:51,441 --> 01:11:53,819 You get to keep some of those gains, 988 01:11:53,843 --> 01:11:55,855 you know, let your receptors recover. 989 01:11:55,879 --> 01:11:59,024 Then we hit full another month or two. 990 01:11:59,048 --> 01:12:01,661 A month off? 991 01:12:01,685 --> 01:12:03,796 That's the way the game is played. 992 01:12:03,820 --> 01:12:05,822 Man, fuck that, man! 993 01:12:09,593 --> 01:12:11,027 There he is. 994 01:12:14,030 --> 01:12:16,008 Are you Adam stenson? 995 01:12:16,032 --> 01:12:17,677 Yeah, I'm Adam stenson. 996 01:12:17,701 --> 01:12:19,812 You're under arrest for domestic violence. 997 01:12:19,836 --> 01:12:21,847 You have the right to remain silent. 998 01:12:21,871 --> 01:12:23,749 Anything you say can and will be used 999 01:12:23,773 --> 01:12:25,418 against you in a court of law. 1000 01:12:25,442 --> 01:12:26,886 You have the right to an attorney. 1001 01:12:26,910 --> 01:12:28,654 If you can't afford an attorney, 1002 01:12:28,678 --> 01:12:31,056 one will be provided to you. I've read you your rights. 1003 01:12:31,080 --> 01:12:32,458 Do you understand? 1004 01:12:32,482 --> 01:12:33,959 [Adam] Yeah. 1005 01:12:33,983 --> 01:12:35,719 You're coming with us. 1006 01:13:47,957 --> 01:13:50,527 Quite the day. 1007 01:13:55,932 --> 01:13:57,076 What's next? 1008 01:13:57,100 --> 01:13:58,678 [Mrs. Stenson] Honey. 1009 01:13:58,702 --> 01:14:00,713 No, I'm... I'm... I'm fascinated to find out 1010 01:14:00,737 --> 01:14:03,949 what could possibly be next for Adam. 1011 01:14:03,973 --> 01:14:08,020 - Honey. - No! What's next, son? 1012 01:14:08,044 --> 01:14:11,591 Honey, why don't we talk about this when we're at home, 1013 01:14:11,615 --> 01:14:12,782 okay? 1014 01:14:18,221 --> 01:14:20,065 Adam, we talked and we think it's best 1015 01:14:20,089 --> 01:14:22,635 if you come back home with us, okay? 1016 01:14:22,659 --> 01:14:24,604 What the fuck were you thinking, huh? 1017 01:14:24,628 --> 01:14:26,939 -Bob! -Pull over and let me out of this car. 1018 01:14:26,963 --> 01:14:27,940 - What? - Let me out. 1019 01:14:27,964 --> 01:14:29,609 Oh, fucking relax. 1020 01:14:29,633 --> 01:14:30,943 -My god, Adam, you're shaking. -Listen! 1021 01:14:30,967 --> 01:14:33,178 Pull over and let me out of this fucking car! 1022 01:14:33,202 --> 01:14:34,880 - Oh, you want out? - Yes, I want... 1023 01:14:34,904 --> 01:14:36,749 -fine. -Let me out of this fucking car! 1024 01:14:36,773 --> 01:14:38,217 - [Tires screeching] - [Bob] Get the fuck out! 1025 01:14:38,241 --> 01:14:39,709 What are you doing? 1026 01:14:48,985 --> 01:14:50,987 [Bob] Adam, come on, man! 1027 01:14:54,190 --> 01:14:55,792 Adam, come on, man. 1028 01:14:58,094 --> 01:15:00,005 Don't you get it, man? 1029 01:15:00,029 --> 01:15:03,075 Don't you fucking get it that when the shit hits the fan 1030 01:15:03,099 --> 01:15:04,877 that the truth is the only thing 1031 01:15:04,901 --> 01:15:07,146 -that's gonna get you out of it? -The truth? 1032 01:15:07,170 --> 01:15:10,750 The truth is you've been in denial my entire life. 1033 01:15:10,774 --> 01:15:12,918 - Do you even realize that? - I'm sorry. 1034 01:15:12,942 --> 01:15:15,220 Okay? I'm sorry. I love you. 1035 01:15:15,244 --> 01:15:16,556 You're my son. 1036 01:15:16,580 --> 01:15:18,190 You're my friend. 1037 01:15:18,214 --> 01:15:21,026 But we have given you everything we can, man. 1038 01:15:21,050 --> 01:15:22,762 We did the best we possibly could. 1039 01:15:22,786 --> 01:15:25,998 The rest is fucking up to you. 1040 01:15:26,022 --> 01:15:27,800 Look, I know you're on steroids. 1041 01:15:27,824 --> 01:15:29,935 Okay? I get it. You're on drugs. 1042 01:15:29,959 --> 01:15:32,271 I understand. I wanna help. 1043 01:15:32,295 --> 01:15:35,307 Everybody's on something. Everybody's on a drug. 1044 01:15:35,331 --> 01:15:37,142 Why am I the bad guy? 1045 01:15:37,166 --> 01:15:39,879 Bad? Good? I don't give a shit about that, man, 1046 01:15:39,903 --> 01:15:42,181 i... I give a shit that you're gonna end up 1047 01:15:42,205 --> 01:15:43,949 fucking dead with this. 1048 01:15:43,973 --> 01:15:45,818 Okay? That is my biggest fear. 1049 01:15:45,842 --> 01:15:47,953 That has become my biggest fear. 1050 01:15:47,977 --> 01:15:50,990 You know that? 1051 01:15:51,014 --> 01:15:53,292 Well, you shouldn't fear what you can't control. 1052 01:15:53,316 --> 01:15:55,160 I don't wanna control you. 1053 01:15:55,184 --> 01:15:57,763 Okay? I want to help you. 1054 01:15:57,787 --> 01:15:59,098 I mean, look at you... 1055 01:15:59,122 --> 01:16:01,166 For Christ's sake. 1056 01:16:01,190 --> 01:16:05,137 I mean, look at yourself, man, look at you. 1057 01:16:05,161 --> 01:16:09,609 You've got a problem, okay? But it's not your fault. 1058 01:16:09,633 --> 01:16:11,276 Some people live and learn, 1059 01:16:11,300 --> 01:16:12,912 other people just fucking live. 1060 01:16:12,936 --> 01:16:15,314 And don't try and tell me you don't have a choice. 1061 01:16:15,338 --> 01:16:18,383 Don't tell me you don't have a choice to get out of this 1062 01:16:18,407 --> 01:16:19,785 before it's too fucking late, 1063 01:16:19,809 --> 01:16:21,854 cause you do! 1064 01:16:21,878 --> 01:16:24,957 You just gotta realize that life... 1065 01:16:24,981 --> 01:16:28,293 Life ain't that fucking hard, man, life is fucking easy, 1066 01:16:28,317 --> 01:16:31,721 if you just get out of your own fucking way. 1067 01:16:33,757 --> 01:16:36,159 It's so easy for you to say that, dad. 1068 01:16:38,928 --> 01:16:41,130 Adam, come on, man! 1069 01:16:54,744 --> 01:16:55,912 Sara. 1070 01:16:57,914 --> 01:16:59,358 No, he's not with us. 1071 01:16:59,382 --> 01:17:02,361 We... yes, but he jumped out of the car, 1072 01:17:02,385 --> 01:17:05,197 and I don't know where he is, so... 1073 01:17:05,221 --> 01:17:07,757 I tell ya, I'm really scared. 1074 01:17:08,825 --> 01:17:10,159 Okay. 1075 01:17:11,861 --> 01:17:13,262 Keep your phone on. 1076 01:17:40,023 --> 01:17:42,935 Hey. 1077 01:17:42,959 --> 01:17:46,029 I promise, I'm gonna get our boy back. 1078 01:18:06,950 --> 01:18:08,451 [Sobbing] 1079 01:18:33,209 --> 01:18:34,477 Hey! 1080 01:18:37,013 --> 01:18:39,391 Come on, man, open the door. 1081 01:18:39,415 --> 01:18:42,185 Come on, man, open the door! I know you're fucking in there. 1082 01:18:43,519 --> 01:18:45,464 Now what the fuck is your problem, man? 1083 01:18:45,488 --> 01:18:47,499 Huh? Get the fuck off my property. 1084 01:18:47,523 --> 01:18:50,235 -Look, man, I need your help. -Need my help? 1085 01:18:50,259 --> 01:18:51,436 Adam's in trouble. 1086 01:18:51,460 --> 01:18:53,472 All right, if you help me, 1087 01:18:53,496 --> 01:18:56,208 I promise I won't tell the cops you're a fucking drug dealer. 1088 01:18:56,232 --> 01:18:57,810 Hey, fuck you, man. 1089 01:18:57,834 --> 01:19:00,545 - What the fuck? - Wait a sec. Wait a second. 1090 01:19:00,569 --> 01:19:02,815 Look, man, you gave him the shit. 1091 01:19:02,839 --> 01:19:05,450 I was doing my fucking job. Had you been doing yours, 1092 01:19:05,474 --> 01:19:07,486 you wouldn't be in this position, now would you? 1093 01:19:07,510 --> 01:19:09,288 That's your problem, man, you fix it. 1094 01:19:09,312 --> 01:19:11,156 -You're right. -Get the fuck off my property. 1095 01:19:11,180 --> 01:19:14,159 Wait. You're right. 1096 01:19:14,183 --> 01:19:16,328 Help me save my son, please. 1097 01:19:16,352 --> 01:19:19,255 What the fuck do you want me to do about this, huh? 1098 01:19:29,999 --> 01:19:32,368 Well, fuck. 1099 01:19:41,077 --> 01:19:43,322 [Panting] What the fuck? 1100 01:19:43,346 --> 01:19:45,357 Calm down, man. We're here to help you, okay? 1101 01:19:45,381 --> 01:19:47,092 What the fuck is he doing here? 1102 01:19:47,116 --> 01:19:48,560 We're here to help you, Adam. 1103 01:19:48,584 --> 01:19:51,897 Sara, called me, okay? She wanted me here. 1104 01:19:51,921 --> 01:19:54,466 Do you want to criticize me like the rest of the world, 1105 01:19:54,490 --> 01:19:57,236 -is that what the fuck you're doing here? -She's worried about you 1106 01:19:57,260 --> 01:19:58,804 -cause you're acting crazy. -Oh, you 1107 01:19:58,816 --> 01:20:00,372 wanna tell me that I'm not good enough. 1108 01:20:00,396 --> 01:20:03,876 Calm down, man. 1109 01:20:03,900 --> 01:20:06,912 I'm doing something that makes me feel right, 1110 01:20:06,936 --> 01:20:09,448 and you guys just wanna take that shit away from me. 1111 01:20:09,472 --> 01:20:11,316 I'm sorry. I can't... I can't 1112 01:20:11,340 --> 01:20:13,919 hey, hey, hey, Sara, Sara, Sara, no, no, no, no, no. 1113 01:20:13,943 --> 01:20:16,188 - Go. You let her fucking go. - Let's talk this through. 1114 01:20:16,212 --> 01:20:18,557 -Okay? -Bro, when have you cared about anyone 1115 01:20:18,581 --> 01:20:20,893 but your goddamn self, hmm? 1116 01:20:20,917 --> 01:20:22,928 - Hey, hey, relax, man. - Don't fucking touch me. 1117 01:20:22,952 --> 01:20:24,196 - Okay. - Don't fucking touch me. 1118 01:20:24,220 --> 01:20:26,022 Okay, man. 1119 01:20:27,556 --> 01:20:30,102 Hey, we love you. We're here to help, okay? 1120 01:20:30,126 --> 01:20:33,138 We're worried about you. We're concerned, okay? 1121 01:20:33,162 --> 01:20:35,007 - You're acting a little... - Don't fucking touch me! 1122 01:20:35,031 --> 01:20:37,476 - Get the fuck outta my house. - Stop him! Stop him! 1123 01:20:37,500 --> 01:20:39,178 [Adam] Go get the fuck out! 1124 01:20:39,202 --> 01:20:41,580 No, I told you, I don't know what's wrong with him. 1125 01:20:41,604 --> 01:20:42,982 That is not Adam. 1126 01:20:43,006 --> 01:20:45,284 It's okay. Okay? It's gonna be okay. 1127 01:20:45,308 --> 01:20:46,952 [Car engine] 1128 01:20:46,976 --> 01:20:48,187 What the fuck? 1129 01:20:48,211 --> 01:20:49,445 Fuck. 1130 01:20:56,385 --> 01:20:59,999 Adam, open the door, man. 1131 01:21:00,023 --> 01:21:01,400 [Knocking continues] Come on, man. 1132 01:21:01,424 --> 01:21:04,269 Adam, please. 1133 01:21:04,293 --> 01:21:06,371 I love you. 1134 01:21:06,395 --> 01:21:07,973 Mom loves you. Sara loves you. 1135 01:21:07,997 --> 01:21:11,110 We all love you. We wanna help you. 1136 01:21:11,134 --> 01:21:14,213 -Let us help you. -Fuck it all. You can't help me! 1137 01:21:14,237 --> 01:21:17,049 - Why? - You can't fucking fix me. 1138 01:21:17,073 --> 01:21:19,051 - You can't. - Knock that bullshit off. 1139 01:21:19,075 --> 01:21:21,320 Come on, open the fucking door! 1140 01:21:21,344 --> 01:21:23,689 -Fuck. Just leave. -This is not you, 1141 01:21:23,701 --> 01:21:26,058 this is the shit you've been taking. 1142 01:21:26,082 --> 01:21:27,583 Let me help you. 1143 01:21:30,119 --> 01:21:31,554 I love you, Adam. 1144 01:21:36,993 --> 01:21:39,604 - [Phone buzzing] - [Adam grunts] 1145 01:21:39,628 --> 01:21:41,297 Fuck! 1146 01:21:42,966 --> 01:21:44,476 What? What? 1147 01:21:44,500 --> 01:21:48,147 Adam, don't hang up, okay? 1148 01:21:48,171 --> 01:21:50,415 All right. 1149 01:21:50,439 --> 01:21:54,310 I wanna tell you that I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 1150 01:21:55,711 --> 01:21:58,690 I've never told you how beautiful you are. 1151 01:21:58,714 --> 01:22:01,460 Every muscle, every bone, every organ is beautiful. 1152 01:22:01,484 --> 01:22:04,964 Every fiber of your body is... 1153 01:22:04,988 --> 01:22:08,733 It's beautiful, and it has been in every way always. 1154 01:22:08,757 --> 01:22:11,427 You're you. You're just you. 1155 01:22:12,761 --> 01:22:15,740 Look, when I saw you today 1156 01:22:15,764 --> 01:22:20,379 it hit me like a ton of bricks, how big you've gotten. 1157 01:22:20,403 --> 01:22:24,216 But that's just the thing, see, you don't... 1158 01:22:24,240 --> 01:22:26,351 You don't see it, do you? 1159 01:22:26,375 --> 01:22:28,487 You can't see it. 1160 01:22:28,511 --> 01:22:30,355 You can't see yourself. 1161 01:22:30,379 --> 01:22:34,726 The way you are. You're sick. 1162 01:22:34,750 --> 01:22:40,732 You are physically unable to see yourself the way you... 1163 01:22:40,756 --> 01:22:46,295 You really are, you... You can't see your own body. 1164 01:22:47,430 --> 01:22:49,208 You have body dysmorphia. 1165 01:22:49,232 --> 01:22:52,235 But we'll get you help, we will. 1166 01:23:04,347 --> 01:23:05,424 Adam? 1167 01:23:05,448 --> 01:23:07,216 Do you hear me? 1168 01:23:09,452 --> 01:23:11,396 You're gonna be okay. 1169 01:23:11,420 --> 01:23:14,799 You just need to hang on. Okay, honey? Just hang on. 1170 01:23:14,823 --> 01:23:18,037 [Mother panting] Because I love you, 1171 01:23:18,061 --> 01:23:20,996 and your dad loves you, and we'll get you help. 1172 01:23:23,799 --> 01:23:28,047 You have body dysmorphia. 1173 01:23:28,071 --> 01:23:30,339 Do you know what that is? Get rid of it. 1174 01:23:33,476 --> 01:23:35,387 [Bob's voice distorted] We're sorry, I love you. 1175 01:23:35,411 --> 01:23:38,257 You're my son. 1176 01:23:38,281 --> 01:23:40,392 I know what you're going through, okay? 1177 01:23:40,416 --> 01:23:42,627 [Sara's voice distorted] Don't touch me. Do you hear me? 1178 01:23:42,651 --> 01:23:45,264 You are not yourself anymore! 1179 01:23:45,288 --> 01:23:47,223 [Music playing] 1180 01:23:57,700 --> 01:24:00,779 Mom, why did you never say anything? 1181 01:24:00,803 --> 01:24:02,614 [No audio] 1182 01:24:02,638 --> 01:24:06,109 I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't know what to say. 1183 01:24:08,611 --> 01:24:12,091 I... I'm sorry. 1184 01:24:12,115 --> 01:24:15,594 How could I have told you? 1185 01:24:15,618 --> 01:24:18,630 Would it have mattered if I had? 1186 01:24:18,654 --> 01:24:20,565 Would you have listened to me? 1187 01:24:20,589 --> 01:24:23,459 [Distorted voices] 1188 01:24:24,760 --> 01:24:26,605 No, I don't give a shit... 1189 01:24:26,629 --> 01:24:28,240 - That's bullshit. - No shit. 1190 01:24:28,264 --> 01:24:30,109 [Mother on phone] Adam, are you there? 1191 01:24:30,133 --> 01:24:33,212 [Man] Your wife told us. No excuse for you. 1192 01:24:33,236 --> 01:24:34,437 [Mother on phone] Adam? 1193 01:24:38,874 --> 01:24:41,076 [Music playing, no audio] 1194 01:24:42,878 --> 01:24:45,414 I want to help you. 1195 01:24:48,784 --> 01:24:51,296 It doesn't matter. 1196 01:24:51,320 --> 01:24:55,834 You know, as they say, beauty is only skin deep. 1197 01:24:55,858 --> 01:24:59,904 We are the only ones in control of our destiny. 1198 01:24:59,928 --> 01:25:02,441 Hey, Adam. Do you know this? 1199 01:25:02,465 --> 01:25:05,434 You have body dysmorphia. 1200 01:25:07,903 --> 01:25:11,106 [Music playing]