1 00:00:01,000 --> 00:00:30,000 filmeuy.com Free Watch Online & Download Movies 2 00:00:31,097 --> 00:00:33,398 You're on WMPW Bard College radio. 3 00:00:33,400 --> 00:00:35,933 Guys, why don't you introduce yourselves to our listeners? 4 00:00:35,935 --> 00:00:37,735 My name's Travis, I play guitar. 5 00:00:37,737 --> 00:00:39,368 I'm Barry, I play the drums. 6 00:00:39,370 --> 00:00:41,037 My name is Anna and I sing. 7 00:00:41,039 --> 00:00:42,438 So tell me. 8 00:00:42,440 --> 00:00:44,005 How did the band meet? 9 00:00:44,007 --> 00:00:46,808 I closed my eyes and I imagined this ray of light. 10 00:00:46,810 --> 00:00:47,975 Shut up. 11 00:00:47,977 --> 00:00:49,076 Well, believe it or not, we 12 00:00:49,078 --> 00:00:50,845 were all born in the same week. 13 00:00:50,847 --> 00:00:53,413 So Travis and I were really drunk celebrating our birthday. 14 00:00:53,415 --> 00:00:56,515 And we run-- we run into Anna really drunk celebrating 15 00:00:56,517 --> 00:00:57,282 her birthday. 16 00:00:57,284 --> 00:00:58,817 So wasted. 17 00:00:58,819 --> 00:01:00,385 Improvising song after song. 18 00:01:00,387 --> 00:01:01,619 Yes. 19 00:01:01,621 --> 00:01:02,653 So, um, where do you 20 00:01:02,655 --> 00:01:04,021 see yourselves down the road? 21 00:01:04,023 --> 00:01:05,556 Where do you see yourselves 10 years from now? 22 00:01:05,558 --> 00:01:07,624 Uh, I really think we keep doing what we're doing. 23 00:01:07,626 --> 00:01:09,159 Working hard, making the right choices, 24 00:01:09,161 --> 00:01:11,060 and we'll be doing huge things in 10 years. 25 00:01:11,062 --> 00:01:13,362 I feel like we're on a path. 26 00:01:13,364 --> 00:01:15,964 If it has some twists and turns or whatever, 27 00:01:15,966 --> 00:01:17,298 we're gonna make it happen. 28 00:01:17,300 --> 00:01:19,100 Wait, I got your crystal ball right here. 29 00:01:19,102 --> 00:01:21,335 It says the road we're on continues. 30 00:01:21,337 --> 00:01:24,137 We'll either be famous or dead. 31 00:01:40,151 --> 00:01:42,851 It'd been six years since any of us 32 00:01:42,853 --> 00:01:44,319 had seen one another. 33 00:01:44,321 --> 00:01:47,155 Me and Travis and Anna. 34 00:01:47,157 --> 00:01:50,191 We all went our separate ways, but I 35 00:01:50,193 --> 00:01:53,326 promised Travis we'd spend our 30th birthdays together. 36 00:02:01,333 --> 00:02:04,769 For the last week my wife been asking why I travelled halfway 37 00:02:04,771 --> 00:02:08,205 across the country to see this guy that I hated. 38 00:02:08,207 --> 00:02:13,576 The truth is, I've never loved anyone more. 39 00:02:13,578 --> 00:02:14,943 For whatever reason our band really 40 00:02:14,945 --> 00:02:16,211 meant something to people. 41 00:02:16,213 --> 00:02:18,847 I mean, we had fans. 42 00:02:18,849 --> 00:02:20,815 But in the end it didn't work out, 43 00:02:20,817 --> 00:02:23,384 and I always felt a little bit guilty about that. 44 00:02:30,423 --> 00:02:33,624 If I had known Anna was gonna be here this weekend, 45 00:02:33,626 --> 00:02:34,926 I never would have come. 46 00:02:34,928 --> 00:02:36,994 Are you guys, uh, rekindling your thing? 47 00:02:36,996 --> 00:02:38,962 We never had a thing, man. 48 00:02:38,964 --> 00:02:40,564 -So let me guess. 49 00:02:40,566 --> 00:02:41,731 She knows I'm coming? 50 00:02:41,733 --> 00:02:43,132 -Yeah. 51 00:02:43,134 --> 00:02:43,799 Who cares? 52 00:02:43,801 --> 00:02:44,533 -Brilliant. 53 00:02:44,535 --> 00:02:46,135 -Let it go. 54 00:02:46,137 --> 00:02:47,435 Be here. 55 00:02:47,437 --> 00:02:49,270 You look good here. 56 00:02:49,272 --> 00:02:52,806 She'd gone on to make something of herself. 57 00:02:52,808 --> 00:02:55,442 She was a star in Europe and in Asia. 58 00:02:55,444 --> 00:02:59,979 But to me, she was just the one who got away. 59 00:03:03,316 --> 00:03:03,915 Anyway. 60 00:03:13,524 --> 00:03:14,190 - Wow. 61 00:03:19,928 --> 00:03:22,296 So why did I come back? 62 00:03:22,298 --> 00:03:26,633 Maybe I just needed to prove to myself I could. 63 00:03:26,635 --> 00:03:30,135 Maybe it's because I made a promise. 64 00:03:30,137 --> 00:03:33,338 Or maybe I was hoping to get a glimpse of the magic again. 65 00:03:43,080 --> 00:03:44,981 You look good. 66 00:03:44,983 --> 00:03:46,015 You look damn good. 67 00:03:46,017 --> 00:03:47,782 You uh, you lost some weight. 68 00:03:47,784 --> 00:03:48,917 -Yeah. 69 00:03:48,919 --> 00:03:50,385 Yeah, Julie and I made this plan. 70 00:03:50,387 --> 00:03:55,923 We do a five mile jog before breakfast every day. 71 00:03:55,925 --> 00:04:00,026 -Well I'm glad you came out. 72 00:04:00,028 --> 00:04:01,927 I know it's hard to get away. 73 00:04:01,929 --> 00:04:03,829 -OK, ready? 74 00:04:03,831 --> 00:04:06,330 -Oh my god. 75 00:04:06,332 --> 00:04:07,498 This is so cool. 76 00:04:07,500 --> 00:04:08,799 -Oh, eh. 77 00:04:08,801 --> 00:04:10,166 -At least one of us made it, right? 78 00:04:10,168 --> 00:04:11,768 -I haven't exactly made it, but-- 79 00:04:11,770 --> 00:04:13,703 -Ah, I think there's a half a million YouTube 80 00:04:13,705 --> 00:04:15,304 viewers that would disagree. 81 00:04:15,306 --> 00:04:17,907 -People will come up to her in the streets singing her songs. 82 00:04:17,909 --> 00:04:20,408 -Well how do you leave all your adoring fans? 83 00:04:20,410 --> 00:04:22,610 -It was time. 84 00:04:22,612 --> 00:04:23,211 -See that? 85 00:04:26,080 --> 00:04:27,681 That's where I'm taking you tonight. 86 00:04:30,984 --> 00:04:32,184 -What's over there? 87 00:04:35,688 --> 00:04:36,288 -You'll see. 88 00:05:18,889 --> 00:05:20,388 -He's still limping. 89 00:05:30,698 --> 00:05:31,698 You did all you could. 90 00:05:35,234 --> 00:05:35,634 -Yeah. 91 00:06:04,124 --> 00:06:05,957 I really missed you guys, 92 00:06:05,959 --> 00:06:07,125 -Yes, indeed. 93 00:06:07,127 --> 00:06:08,026 -Well said, brother. 94 00:06:08,028 --> 00:06:08,727 -Hear, hear. 95 00:06:11,229 --> 00:06:15,631 -Man, I haven't had food-food in forever. 96 00:06:15,633 --> 00:06:17,400 -What do you mean food-food? 97 00:06:17,402 --> 00:06:21,803 -I mean, last year I decided no more sauces. 98 00:06:21,805 --> 00:06:23,105 -Come on, you're from Kansas. 99 00:06:23,107 --> 00:06:24,472 You can't betray your roots. 100 00:06:24,474 --> 00:06:26,907 A man needs steak sauce. 101 00:06:26,909 --> 00:06:29,476 -I figure, why dump liquid all over your food? 102 00:06:29,478 --> 00:06:30,577 -Hm. 103 00:06:30,579 --> 00:06:31,211 Taste? 104 00:06:31,213 --> 00:06:32,412 Taste. 105 00:06:32,414 --> 00:06:33,178 -Taste. 106 00:06:33,180 --> 00:06:34,480 Gonna go with that. 107 00:06:34,482 --> 00:06:37,016 -There's a taste, would be another reason. 108 00:06:38,318 --> 00:06:41,719 Oh, in Cambodia they've got this fish sauce 109 00:06:41,721 --> 00:06:42,853 that they put on everything. 110 00:06:42,855 --> 00:06:44,154 It's amazing. 111 00:06:44,156 --> 00:06:47,256 Very hot and it makes your tongue 112 00:06:47,258 --> 00:06:49,492 feel like it's disintegrating. 113 00:06:49,494 --> 00:06:50,426 -Wow. 114 00:06:50,428 --> 00:06:52,727 Yeah. 115 00:06:52,729 --> 00:06:54,195 -God, you've been everywhere. 116 00:06:54,197 --> 00:06:55,196 -Mm-hmm. 117 00:06:55,198 --> 00:07:01,067 -The only traveling I do is for work or a wedding. 118 00:07:03,303 --> 00:07:05,704 At least I'm building up frequent flyer miles. 119 00:07:05,706 --> 00:07:06,538 -Mm! 120 00:07:06,540 --> 00:07:07,372 Me too. 121 00:07:07,374 --> 00:07:08,640 Yeah. 122 00:07:08,642 --> 00:07:09,807 -What's yours? 123 00:07:09,809 --> 00:07:12,643 -Um, a little thing called Premier. 124 00:07:12,645 --> 00:07:13,911 -Mm, Premier Exec. 125 00:07:13,913 --> 00:07:15,345 I should have known that. 126 00:07:15,347 --> 00:07:18,381 -You gotta earn the unlimited domestic upgrades. 127 00:07:18,383 --> 00:07:19,348 -I can see that. 128 00:07:19,350 --> 00:07:20,582 -I'm sorry. 129 00:07:20,584 --> 00:07:21,850 I'm sorry, this is great. 130 00:07:21,852 --> 00:07:24,018 The best is the story of when I got it. 131 00:07:24,020 --> 00:07:26,487 I was this close, and I realized it at work. 132 00:07:26,489 --> 00:07:29,089 And all of a sudden I just got up from my desk 133 00:07:29,091 --> 00:07:31,758 and flew to Seattle for lunch and back just 134 00:07:31,760 --> 00:07:32,559 to earn my status. 135 00:07:39,265 --> 00:07:41,366 - The fuck am I sitting here with? 136 00:07:49,441 --> 00:07:50,406 Barry, that was fucking great, man. 137 00:07:50,408 --> 00:07:52,707 You liked when I softened up 138 00:07:52,709 --> 00:07:53,675 at the end of the verse? 139 00:07:53,677 --> 00:07:54,876 Yes! 140 00:07:54,878 --> 00:07:55,910 That was genius. 141 00:07:55,912 --> 00:07:56,510 All right. 142 00:07:56,512 --> 00:07:58,045 Hold on, hold on. 143 00:07:58,047 --> 00:07:59,380 I gotta write this down. 144 00:07:59,382 --> 00:08:00,814 No, let's just do it again. 145 00:08:00,816 --> 00:08:02,015 Don't write the fucker down. 146 00:08:02,017 --> 00:08:02,715 Let's do it again, come on. 147 00:08:03,985 --> 00:08:05,150 Give me the ball. 148 00:08:05,152 --> 00:08:06,385 I've 149 00:08:06,387 --> 00:08:07,553 been in the grip of love. 150 00:08:07,555 --> 00:08:10,988 Intimately acquainted with T-Rex. 151 00:08:10,990 --> 00:08:15,659 So dive into a deed. 152 00:08:15,661 --> 00:08:19,195 I've been fed up. 153 00:08:19,197 --> 00:08:25,934 I mean, I've had enough terrors in my sleep. 154 00:08:25,936 --> 00:08:28,135 You're the only one I need. 155 00:08:28,137 --> 00:08:31,305 BARRY AND ANNA (ON Then 156 00:08:31,307 --> 00:08:40,479 that soft wind hits me from the south. 157 00:08:40,481 --> 00:08:41,846 Oh, how I-- 158 00:08:41,848 --> 00:08:44,315 So I was going across camps. 159 00:08:44,317 --> 00:08:47,684 I see this guy with his piercing blue eyes. 160 00:08:47,686 --> 00:08:48,818 He's got the frosted tips. 161 00:08:48,820 --> 00:08:49,819 OK. 162 00:08:49,821 --> 00:08:51,220 He's got a lot of gel in it. 163 00:08:51,222 --> 00:08:53,722 It's looking like a real, you know, a douche bag. 164 00:08:53,724 --> 00:08:54,423 -Aw. 165 00:08:54,425 --> 00:08:57,758 -And I said to myself, Anna, you must know this man. 166 00:08:57,760 --> 00:08:58,993 -He was the scholarship kid. 167 00:08:58,995 --> 00:09:01,661 He was dropping $50 on a hair stylist. 168 00:09:01,663 --> 00:09:02,395 That's a tool. 169 00:09:02,397 --> 00:09:06,365 Every girl wanted to be with you and every guy wanted to be you. 170 00:09:06,367 --> 00:09:09,400 And we got high just being around you. 171 00:09:09,402 --> 00:09:11,136 -Yeah, that's because I gave you drugs. 172 00:09:11,138 --> 00:09:12,604 - That's true. 173 00:09:12,606 --> 00:09:15,906 Speaking of which, um, hello? 174 00:09:15,908 --> 00:09:17,274 No. 175 00:09:17,276 --> 00:09:18,841 -We met that day too. 176 00:09:18,843 --> 00:09:20,376 -You weren't there. 177 00:09:20,378 --> 00:09:24,012 -I guess my first impressions don't set rivers on fire, 178 00:09:24,014 --> 00:09:26,414 but I'm a slow boil. 179 00:09:26,416 --> 00:09:27,716 Come on, I was sexy, right? 180 00:09:30,619 --> 00:09:31,852 Say yes. 181 00:09:31,854 --> 00:09:32,886 -Yes. 182 00:09:32,888 --> 00:09:35,522 -Tonight is all about you, dude. 183 00:09:35,524 --> 00:09:36,556 Happy birthday. 184 00:09:36,558 --> 00:09:37,356 It's you're night. 185 00:09:37,358 --> 00:09:39,191 Hehe. 186 00:09:39,193 --> 00:09:39,958 -Tomorrow Anna. 187 00:09:39,960 --> 00:09:40,792 -What about you? 188 00:09:40,794 --> 00:09:42,660 -No, I'm good. 189 00:09:42,662 --> 00:09:44,462 You guys coming out here is plenty for me. 190 00:09:44,464 --> 00:09:46,596 -Oh, that is some regal shit. 191 00:09:46,598 --> 00:09:48,431 Cheers. 192 00:09:48,433 --> 00:09:51,267 -I'm here. 193 00:09:51,269 --> 00:09:52,935 -All right, check this out. 194 00:09:55,771 --> 00:09:58,106 -What is it? 195 00:10:00,509 --> 00:10:01,808 No way. 196 00:10:01,810 --> 00:10:04,545 - Oh, man. 197 00:10:04,547 --> 00:10:07,213 -Looks like you're about to tell him a secret to the universe. 198 00:10:07,215 --> 00:10:08,848 -I'm still waiting for that one. 199 00:10:08,850 --> 00:10:10,148 -Yeah. 200 00:10:10,150 --> 00:10:11,883 That's later. 201 00:10:13,387 --> 00:10:19,155 So I'm 5, maybe 6, and I go into the school bathroom. 202 00:10:19,157 --> 00:10:22,358 And I see a perfect pile of clothing. 203 00:10:22,360 --> 00:10:24,226 There's Velcro shoes at the bottom 204 00:10:24,228 --> 00:10:26,395 with these socks tucked neatly inside. 205 00:10:26,397 --> 00:10:29,330 There were sweat pants folded on top, military style. 206 00:10:29,332 --> 00:10:31,199 And on top of it all? 207 00:10:31,201 --> 00:10:33,400 A t-shirt. 208 00:10:33,402 --> 00:10:39,872 And then I realized, this kid takes shits completely naked. 209 00:10:41,275 --> 00:10:42,507 So I got-- I figured I got to get to know this kid. 210 00:10:42,509 --> 00:10:44,209 This kid-- this is an interesting kid. 211 00:10:44,211 --> 00:10:46,443 A couple days later, I see him out in the playground 212 00:10:46,445 --> 00:10:49,046 and he's being chased by the asshole kid. 213 00:10:49,048 --> 00:10:49,913 What'd call himself? 214 00:10:49,915 --> 00:10:50,614 Skeletor? 215 00:10:50,616 --> 00:10:55,617 Harassing him with this plastic crossbow. 216 00:10:55,619 --> 00:10:57,953 And I wait for the right time, and they come around. 217 00:10:57,955 --> 00:10:58,587 I go whack! 218 00:10:58,589 --> 00:10:59,421 -Whoa. 219 00:10:59,423 --> 00:11:01,555 -Knock him on his ass. 220 00:11:01,557 --> 00:11:05,258 I stand over him, I point to Barry, and I say, 221 00:11:05,260 --> 00:11:07,360 that's my best friend. 222 00:11:07,362 --> 00:11:09,528 OK? 223 00:11:09,530 --> 00:11:10,896 I didn't even know your name. 224 00:11:11,732 --> 00:11:13,198 Wait just one second. 225 00:11:13,200 --> 00:11:14,432 This is great. 226 00:11:14,434 --> 00:11:16,400 We go on this school trip to DC, right? 227 00:11:16,402 --> 00:11:17,735 And everybody knows Bareman. 228 00:11:17,737 --> 00:11:19,603 He's like the horniest guy in school, right? 229 00:11:19,605 --> 00:11:23,205 So he whacks it 4 times, 5 times a day, something like that? 230 00:11:23,207 --> 00:11:24,473 And we're all staying together. 231 00:11:24,475 --> 00:11:26,041 And so, you know, he's got to hold off. 232 00:11:26,043 --> 00:11:28,743 And he's just getting angrier and angrier the whole trip. 233 00:11:28,745 --> 00:11:32,013 I was like, Barry, what are you so-- why are you so upset? 234 00:11:32,015 --> 00:11:34,681 He's like, oh man, I'm just so horny. 235 00:11:34,683 --> 00:11:38,017 When I get home, I could whack it to anything. 236 00:11:38,019 --> 00:11:39,218 And I'm like, anything? 237 00:11:39,220 --> 00:11:40,853 You could whack to anything, Bareman? 238 00:11:40,855 --> 00:11:41,686 Like anything? 239 00:11:41,688 --> 00:11:43,822 Yeah, I could whack it anything. 240 00:11:43,824 --> 00:11:45,657 I-- I could what it to a-- and I don't even 241 00:11:45,659 --> 00:11:48,726 know where he got this-- I could whack it to a golden fucking 242 00:11:48,728 --> 00:11:50,960 -Gold-- a golden cube. 243 00:11:50,962 --> 00:11:52,028 A golden cube. 244 00:11:52,030 --> 00:11:53,263 A what? 245 00:11:53,265 --> 00:11:54,731 -Can I please take over the story here? 246 00:11:54,733 --> 00:11:57,766 A golden cube because it's floating in space and it's 247 00:11:57,768 --> 00:11:59,867 It's devoid of any sexuality. 248 00:11:59,869 --> 00:12:01,035 It's a competitive challenge. 249 00:12:01,037 --> 00:12:02,036 Yeah. 250 00:12:02,038 --> 00:12:03,170 -He didn't make that clear. 251 00:12:03,172 --> 00:12:04,504 -Wow. 252 00:12:04,506 --> 00:12:08,508 -So I get home, I lay on my bed, and I focus. 253 00:12:08,510 --> 00:12:11,810 And I'm picturing this gold cube floating in space. 254 00:12:14,947 --> 00:12:16,781 -And then I think of Stacy Carter. 255 00:12:16,783 --> 00:12:18,682 -Or some other hot chick. 256 00:12:18,684 --> 00:12:19,650 And I stop. 257 00:12:19,652 --> 00:12:22,085 I become fully flaccid. 258 00:12:22,087 --> 00:12:24,053 Start from scratch, and I do it again. 259 00:12:24,055 --> 00:12:24,987 And I did it. 260 00:12:24,989 --> 00:12:25,755 -You did. 261 00:12:25,757 --> 00:12:27,589 -We don't know if you did it. 262 00:12:27,591 --> 00:12:28,723 Nobody knows if you did it. 263 00:12:28,725 --> 00:12:29,758 How do you prove that? 264 00:12:29,760 --> 00:12:31,126 How do you prove that-- 265 00:12:31,128 --> 00:12:32,693 -I guess you just have to trust my word. 266 00:12:32,695 --> 00:12:38,264 -Hey, here's to being pathologically honest. 267 00:12:38,266 --> 00:12:40,900 -Pathologically honest Barry. 268 00:12:40,902 --> 00:12:42,701 -Shh, you be quiet. 269 00:12:42,703 --> 00:12:43,935 Shut up. 270 00:12:43,937 --> 00:12:46,237 Get in my mouth. 271 00:12:49,641 --> 00:12:51,141 -Uh, happy birthday to us, right? 272 00:12:51,143 --> 00:12:51,841 -To you. 273 00:12:51,843 --> 00:12:52,676 Me. 274 00:12:52,678 --> 00:12:55,711 - Ha-- happy birthday. 275 00:13:00,049 --> 00:13:02,083 That's my terrible birthday song. 276 00:13:02,085 --> 00:13:03,117 -Yeah, you killed it. 277 00:13:03,119 --> 00:13:04,218 Look, I need more booze. 278 00:13:04,220 --> 00:13:05,886 -This is giving me anxiety. 279 00:13:05,888 --> 00:13:06,920 -Shh, make a wish. 280 00:13:12,259 --> 00:13:13,858 Nice. 281 00:13:13,860 --> 00:13:15,226 -It's almost time. 282 00:13:15,929 --> 00:13:18,796 For what? 283 00:14:08,236 --> 00:14:09,602 -I forget how many there are. 284 00:14:15,408 --> 00:14:19,610 -Come on, brown eyes. 285 00:14:19,612 --> 00:14:20,010 -OK. 286 00:14:58,776 --> 00:15:02,778 -This cave, it's not just a cave. 287 00:15:11,786 --> 00:15:12,185 Shh. 288 00:15:17,856 --> 00:15:21,426 People have been coming here for centuries. 289 00:15:21,428 --> 00:15:25,095 I saw a pack of coyotes standing where you are. 290 00:15:25,097 --> 00:15:26,029 Staring in. 291 00:15:29,466 --> 00:15:35,603 You go into the cave, your deepest desire comes true. 292 00:15:39,674 --> 00:15:42,241 -Does that mean there's like a genie that's 293 00:15:42,243 --> 00:15:44,277 in a bottle in there? 294 00:15:44,279 --> 00:15:46,111 -No, no. 295 00:15:46,113 --> 00:15:47,612 None of that genie shit. 296 00:15:47,614 --> 00:15:51,215 See, genies, they give you what you want. 297 00:15:51,217 --> 00:15:53,818 This cave knows what you need. 298 00:15:53,820 --> 00:15:57,487 -I think I'd rather have the genie in the bottle. 299 00:15:57,489 --> 00:15:59,855 -I think you'd just like anything that's in a bottle. 300 00:15:59,857 --> 00:16:00,456 -Shut up. 301 00:16:03,059 --> 00:16:04,258 -You. 302 00:16:04,260 --> 00:16:05,159 Go in. 303 00:16:05,161 --> 00:16:06,360 -Oh, come on, Travis. 304 00:16:06,362 --> 00:16:07,061 Please. 305 00:16:07,063 --> 00:16:07,762 Come on. 306 00:16:07,764 --> 00:16:09,830 We see it. 307 00:16:09,832 --> 00:16:12,032 -Go in. 308 00:16:12,034 --> 00:16:14,767 You scared? 309 00:16:14,769 --> 00:16:15,167 -Yes. 310 00:16:18,672 --> 00:16:20,638 Going in. 311 00:16:20,640 --> 00:16:22,940 -No. 312 00:16:23,943 --> 00:16:24,608 OK, all right. 313 00:16:35,151 --> 00:16:36,217 -It's so narrow. 314 00:16:40,121 --> 00:16:41,754 Have you been in there? 315 00:16:51,430 --> 00:16:53,097 What's that dripping sound? 316 00:16:57,935 --> 00:16:58,535 OK. 317 00:17:09,244 --> 00:17:12,012 -Are you OK? 318 00:17:12,014 --> 00:17:14,013 -Uh-huh. 319 00:17:14,015 --> 00:17:14,614 Yeah. 320 00:17:19,986 --> 00:17:21,786 Yeah. 321 00:17:21,788 --> 00:17:24,855 Bet that's good for the property value, huh? 322 00:17:24,857 --> 00:17:28,124 Magical cave. 323 00:17:28,126 --> 00:17:29,158 You should go in, Barry. 324 00:17:29,160 --> 00:17:29,759 It's fun. 325 00:18:00,717 --> 00:18:03,486 -OK. 326 00:18:03,488 --> 00:18:08,023 That's uh, pretty cool. 327 00:18:08,025 --> 00:18:09,023 -Yeah? 328 00:18:09,025 --> 00:18:11,992 Cool. 329 00:18:11,994 --> 00:18:14,027 -Should we, uh? 330 00:18:14,029 --> 00:18:14,994 You're not going in? 331 00:18:14,996 --> 00:18:16,729 -No, no. 332 00:18:16,731 --> 00:18:17,130 -Travis. 333 00:19:21,414 --> 00:19:24,349 -You're doing better than I thought. 334 00:19:24,351 --> 00:19:27,384 He took us to this magical cave. 335 00:19:27,386 --> 00:19:29,453 No, we didn't do drugs. 336 00:19:29,455 --> 00:19:31,454 I promise. 337 00:19:31,456 --> 00:19:33,522 It was my monster. 338 00:19:33,524 --> 00:19:36,358 Mm. 339 00:19:36,360 --> 00:19:38,560 Good night. 340 00:19:38,562 --> 00:19:40,028 -Got everything you need? 341 00:19:44,366 --> 00:19:47,367 -Um, heh. 342 00:19:47,369 --> 00:19:47,967 Yeah. 343 00:19:50,937 --> 00:19:51,336 Um. 344 00:19:55,574 --> 00:19:58,942 -I love you, Bareman. 345 00:19:58,944 --> 00:19:59,342 -Hm? 346 00:20:03,546 --> 00:20:04,647 -I love you, Bareman. 347 00:20:10,085 --> 00:20:10,685 -Uh. 348 00:20:13,254 --> 00:20:14,021 Good night, dude. 349 00:20:23,429 --> 00:20:26,897 -I said I love you. 350 00:20:26,899 --> 00:20:31,035 I love you, Bareman. 351 00:20:33,804 --> 00:20:41,676 I love you, Bareman. 352 00:20:41,678 --> 00:20:44,178 -I love you too, man. 353 00:20:44,180 --> 00:20:44,878 -All right. 354 00:20:47,581 --> 00:20:48,281 All right. 355 00:22:16,218 --> 00:22:16,817 -Anna? 356 00:22:20,921 --> 00:22:22,554 -Hey. 357 00:22:22,556 --> 00:22:23,188 -You OK? 358 00:22:23,190 --> 00:22:24,957 Sorry, it was just a bad dream. 359 00:22:24,959 --> 00:22:26,691 You just got startled. 360 00:22:26,693 --> 00:22:27,592 -What's going on? 361 00:22:27,594 --> 00:22:28,593 -Just a bad dream. 362 00:22:28,595 --> 00:22:29,427 Just, screaming. 363 00:22:29,429 --> 00:22:31,428 -What kind of dream? 364 00:22:31,430 --> 00:22:32,996 -It's nothing. 365 00:22:32,998 --> 00:22:34,397 -Yeah? 366 00:22:34,399 --> 00:22:35,765 -Yeah. 367 00:22:35,767 --> 00:22:36,966 Good night. 368 00:22:46,674 --> 00:22:47,274 -Oh. 369 00:22:50,244 --> 00:22:51,511 -Hey! 370 00:22:51,513 --> 00:22:52,145 No! 371 00:22:52,147 --> 00:22:55,480 -I'm just checking out the latest from the new world. 372 00:22:55,482 --> 00:22:56,081 -Travis. 373 00:22:56,083 --> 00:22:57,149 -Oh. 374 00:22:57,151 --> 00:23:01,652 Ah, you even sleep with this thing? 375 00:23:01,654 --> 00:23:04,487 -It's not funny. 376 00:23:04,489 --> 00:23:05,388 -You must be hooked. 377 00:23:08,758 --> 00:23:11,727 Don't stay up too late. 378 00:23:11,729 --> 00:23:12,326 -Shit. 379 00:24:34,125 --> 00:24:36,492 -Look, I'm figuring it out. 380 00:24:41,364 --> 00:24:42,764 Yes. 381 00:24:42,766 --> 00:24:43,498 Soon, OK? 382 00:24:50,471 --> 00:24:51,071 OK. 383 00:24:53,707 --> 00:24:54,406 I love you too. 384 00:25:28,701 --> 00:25:30,835 -Be nice to me now. 385 00:25:30,837 --> 00:25:32,270 I'm a cripple. 386 00:25:32,272 --> 00:25:33,204 -Got it? 387 00:25:33,206 --> 00:25:34,171 Got it! 388 00:25:34,173 --> 00:25:35,505 Yeah! 389 00:25:35,507 --> 00:25:36,840 Still got it! 390 00:25:36,842 --> 00:25:37,707 -See that? 391 00:25:37,709 --> 00:25:39,309 -Yeah? 392 00:25:39,311 --> 00:25:42,211 -You uh, you just check out his patented I mean business mode. 393 00:25:42,213 --> 00:25:44,379 He pushes his glasses back up the bridge of his nose 394 00:25:44,381 --> 00:25:46,481 when he's about to kick it into another gear. 395 00:25:46,483 --> 00:25:47,482 Ready, Bareman? 396 00:25:47,484 --> 00:25:48,850 -Ready! 397 00:25:48,852 --> 00:25:51,485 -Yeah. 398 00:25:53,422 --> 00:25:57,023 Another friend decided to come. 399 00:25:57,025 --> 00:25:59,758 She's got the bedroom. 400 00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:02,060 Anna. 401 00:26:02,062 --> 00:26:04,528 It's a surprise for me too. 402 00:26:04,530 --> 00:26:05,829 OK. 403 00:26:05,831 --> 00:26:07,164 Yes, I took my jog. 404 00:26:09,767 --> 00:26:10,633 It was gorgeous. 405 00:26:17,539 --> 00:26:18,506 Come on. 406 00:26:33,686 --> 00:26:36,620 -You know, I pictured you out here. 407 00:26:36,622 --> 00:26:38,789 -Oh, yeah? 408 00:26:38,791 --> 00:26:40,156 Is that what you imagined? 409 00:26:45,027 --> 00:26:47,162 -You know, we need a guitarist. 410 00:26:47,164 --> 00:26:48,929 -You're playing with some good musicians. 411 00:26:48,931 --> 00:26:50,931 -Ah, yes. 412 00:26:50,933 --> 00:26:52,032 They're good. 413 00:26:59,539 --> 00:27:00,706 We need a wild man. 414 00:27:07,545 --> 00:27:09,112 It'd be like old times. 415 00:27:12,849 --> 00:27:15,017 Except now you're a silver fox. 416 00:27:22,790 --> 00:27:24,558 -Can you believe Bareman's jogging? 417 00:28:04,123 --> 00:28:05,089 Ooh. 418 00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:16,098 - Yeah. 419 00:28:29,676 --> 00:28:30,475 - Ooh. 420 00:28:51,226 --> 00:28:56,730 You've got the numbers all colored in your head. 421 00:28:56,732 --> 00:29:00,900 You can't resist because my love's got a half a life. 422 00:29:00,902 --> 00:29:05,870 One by one is seven, seven times. 423 00:29:05,872 --> 00:29:10,007 And the dealer whispers into your ear, 424 00:29:10,009 --> 00:29:12,775 you better bet it all. 425 00:29:12,777 --> 00:29:13,543 Ooh. 426 00:29:34,626 --> 00:29:40,230 You do the long division in your head. 427 00:29:40,232 --> 00:29:44,066 You can't resist because my love's got a half a life. 428 00:29:44,068 --> 00:29:48,970 And you have carried the ones who remained too long. 429 00:29:48,972 --> 00:29:56,677 And the sphere whispers in your ear, you better bet it all, 430 00:29:56,679 --> 00:30:00,780 you better bet it all. 431 00:30:00,782 --> 00:30:01,547 Ooh. 432 00:30:31,671 --> 00:30:34,206 Shit, what's the bridge? 433 00:30:34,208 --> 00:30:37,475 -We never found it. 434 00:30:37,477 --> 00:30:38,343 -Really? 435 00:30:38,345 --> 00:30:39,010 -Yeah. 436 00:30:39,012 --> 00:30:39,810 -Shit. 437 00:31:03,997 --> 00:31:05,564 I know. 438 00:31:05,566 --> 00:31:07,431 I know we said no gifts, but I really couldn't help myself. 439 00:31:07,433 --> 00:31:10,801 - Ah, yes! 440 00:31:10,803 --> 00:31:11,535 Cool. 441 00:31:11,537 --> 00:31:14,037 -Nice, thank you. 442 00:31:14,039 --> 00:31:16,372 -Try it on. 443 00:31:16,374 --> 00:31:19,275 I think I got the right size. 444 00:31:19,277 --> 00:31:21,142 -Dude, you look great. 445 00:31:21,144 --> 00:31:22,277 -It's jogging, dude. 446 00:31:22,279 --> 00:31:23,645 Yeah, you look good. 447 00:31:26,114 --> 00:31:26,947 -Feels good. 448 00:31:26,949 --> 00:31:27,648 -It fits. 449 00:31:27,650 --> 00:31:29,116 I love it. 450 00:31:29,118 --> 00:31:30,383 Open yours. 451 00:31:30,385 --> 00:31:31,784 -Yeah. 452 00:31:31,786 --> 00:31:32,385 Yeah. 453 00:31:43,495 --> 00:31:46,095 -I couldn't stand the idea of you having all these songs 454 00:31:46,097 --> 00:31:47,397 stuck in your head. 455 00:31:47,399 --> 00:31:55,670 So-- wanted you to be able to record them. 456 00:31:55,672 --> 00:31:56,437 -Thanks. 457 00:31:56,439 --> 00:31:56,837 -Mm-hmm. 458 00:32:02,542 --> 00:32:04,476 -When I was out there on the road, 459 00:32:04,478 --> 00:32:06,478 everything felt like a dream. 460 00:32:06,480 --> 00:32:08,079 It's just felt so unreal. 461 00:32:08,081 --> 00:32:12,783 And then when I got back, it was like everything was too real. 462 00:32:12,785 --> 00:32:16,586 I feel-- I feel like I have to choose a path. 463 00:32:16,588 --> 00:32:18,454 And even if I don't choose a path, you know, 464 00:32:18,456 --> 00:32:20,289 that's-- that's like choosing a path. 465 00:32:20,291 --> 00:32:21,990 So no matter what-- 466 00:32:21,992 --> 00:32:23,158 Exactly. 467 00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:24,693 It's kind of startling how similar 468 00:32:24,695 --> 00:32:26,927 it is to what I've been thinking about the last few years. 469 00:32:26,929 --> 00:32:29,630 -Yeah. 470 00:32:29,632 --> 00:32:30,964 Yeah. 471 00:32:30,966 --> 00:32:31,898 -You were saying? 472 00:32:31,900 --> 00:32:33,366 -Oh. 473 00:32:33,368 --> 00:32:35,267 I'm-- I'm just saying that I feel the-- the pressure 474 00:32:35,269 --> 00:32:36,935 of choosing a path, you know? 475 00:32:36,937 --> 00:32:38,570 But I want it to be the right one. 476 00:32:42,174 --> 00:32:44,307 I know we're all, you know, we're super busy. 477 00:32:44,309 --> 00:32:53,581 And we really screwed each other over a lot, but-- fuck, 478 00:32:53,583 --> 00:32:55,917 I miss you guys. 479 00:32:55,919 --> 00:32:56,651 -Yeah. 480 00:32:56,653 --> 00:32:57,918 -Yeah, yeah. 481 00:32:57,920 --> 00:32:58,819 -Yeah. 482 00:32:58,821 --> 00:33:00,454 -Yeah. 483 00:33:00,456 --> 00:33:03,289 -I want to know what Barry's thinking. 484 00:33:03,291 --> 00:33:06,392 What are you thinking, Barry? 485 00:33:06,394 --> 00:33:08,293 -Uh, I don't know. 486 00:33:08,295 --> 00:33:13,964 Uh, we've got to stay friends for sure. 487 00:33:13,966 --> 00:33:14,965 -Nah, I mean in general. 488 00:33:16,334 --> 00:33:18,401 What are you hoping for? 489 00:33:18,403 --> 00:33:20,902 -Uh, I don't know. 490 00:33:20,904 --> 00:33:21,870 I feel lucky. 491 00:33:24,940 --> 00:33:25,873 -Really, that's all? 492 00:33:25,875 --> 00:33:28,476 It's not-- nothing else? 493 00:33:28,478 --> 00:33:31,511 -Well, I mean, I guess there's things that I will want. 494 00:33:31,513 --> 00:33:35,681 But right now, basically, I've got it. 495 00:33:38,418 --> 00:33:43,021 And honestly what's cool is this stability. 496 00:33:46,024 --> 00:33:47,824 -Ah. 497 00:33:47,826 --> 00:33:51,794 -And the best part about it is this sense of independence. 498 00:33:51,796 --> 00:33:54,462 -Being a tax attorney gives you a sense of independence? 499 00:34:00,201 --> 00:34:01,769 -OK, sure. 500 00:34:01,771 --> 00:34:03,736 I have partners looking over my shoulder and I'm super busy. 501 00:34:03,738 --> 00:34:05,672 But I get my work done, I put in my hours, 502 00:34:05,674 --> 00:34:11,242 and everything's-- everything's under control. 503 00:34:11,244 --> 00:34:15,879 It's, um-- to me that's independence. 504 00:34:15,881 --> 00:34:17,914 Look, there are a lot of paths out there, 505 00:34:17,916 --> 00:34:19,282 and that can be paralyzing. 506 00:34:19,284 --> 00:34:23,052 And I'm just happy I found the right one. 507 00:34:26,689 --> 00:34:30,023 -You are impressive, you know that? 508 00:34:30,025 --> 00:34:32,025 I get needing to make a living. 509 00:34:32,027 --> 00:34:33,627 I do, I get it. 510 00:34:33,629 --> 00:34:35,528 It's just the way you embrace the whole thing 511 00:34:35,530 --> 00:34:37,396 as the one and only path. 512 00:34:37,398 --> 00:34:38,431 -I didn't say that. 513 00:34:38,433 --> 00:34:40,265 -Yeah, you kind of said that. 514 00:34:40,267 --> 00:34:41,966 -Nah, it's really-- it's impressive. 515 00:34:41,968 --> 00:34:43,567 It really is. 516 00:34:43,569 --> 00:34:44,768 -OK. 517 00:34:44,770 --> 00:34:47,471 -Here's how I see it. 518 00:34:47,473 --> 00:34:49,272 You got a bag of marbles in front of you 519 00:34:49,274 --> 00:34:52,308 and you reach into the bag. 520 00:34:52,310 --> 00:34:57,045 And you're thinking, man, I'd like a blue marble. 521 00:34:57,047 --> 00:35:00,481 A blue marble would be great. 522 00:35:00,483 --> 00:35:03,316 I really want blue. 523 00:35:03,318 --> 00:35:05,118 You reach in that bag and you pull it out. 524 00:35:05,120 --> 00:35:08,253 Bam, red. 525 00:35:08,255 --> 00:35:12,523 And you're like, well that's red. 526 00:35:12,525 --> 00:35:16,727 That's not blue, I really wanted blue. 527 00:35:16,729 --> 00:35:17,728 But you know what? 528 00:35:17,730 --> 00:35:19,496 Red's OK. 529 00:35:19,498 --> 00:35:22,331 Yeah, no, red's good, red's good. 530 00:35:22,333 --> 00:35:24,899 Red's just fine. 531 00:35:24,901 --> 00:35:26,701 I reach into that bag. 532 00:35:26,703 --> 00:35:28,670 I'm looking for the shiny marble, man. 533 00:35:28,672 --> 00:35:30,771 I'm looking for the shiniest marble in there. 534 00:35:30,773 --> 00:35:33,207 If I miss it, I reach for it again, 535 00:35:33,209 --> 00:35:34,640 and I reach for it again, because I'm 536 00:35:34,642 --> 00:35:36,709 going to get that fucker. 537 00:35:36,711 --> 00:35:39,511 Maybe you just passed up a bunch of perfectly good models 538 00:35:39,513 --> 00:35:42,681 because it's not exactly what you pictured. 539 00:35:42,683 --> 00:35:44,281 -OK. 540 00:35:44,283 --> 00:35:46,884 Now we're talking, all right. 541 00:35:46,886 --> 00:35:47,917 -Whatever. 542 00:35:47,919 --> 00:35:49,419 I didn't mean that. 543 00:35:49,421 --> 00:35:51,221 -No, I think it's the first thing you met all weekend. 544 00:35:51,223 --> 00:35:52,521 Hey, maybe you're right. 545 00:35:52,523 --> 00:35:54,022 Maybe if we went with the jackass manager, 546 00:35:54,024 --> 00:35:55,257 it would have been our ticket. 547 00:35:55,259 --> 00:35:56,725 -That jackass manager? 548 00:35:56,727 --> 00:35:59,527 He's worked with some serious bands. 549 00:35:59,529 --> 00:36:01,496 Have you-- have you seen what he's 550 00:36:01,498 --> 00:36:02,829 done for Marvin Taylor's band? 551 00:36:02,831 --> 00:36:03,730 Or the Resistance? 552 00:36:03,732 --> 00:36:06,332 You mean the Connecticut suburbanites who, uh, 553 00:36:06,334 --> 00:36:07,900 think they're Che Guevara. 554 00:36:09,170 --> 00:36:10,835 Well, they're still together. 555 00:36:10,837 --> 00:36:12,036 -They do suck. 556 00:36:12,038 --> 00:36:13,304 -They do suck. 557 00:36:13,306 --> 00:36:14,806 They suck. 558 00:36:14,808 --> 00:36:17,274 They sit there signing about le revolution with a wink, 559 00:36:17,276 --> 00:36:19,576 and a smile, and their cocks in their hand. 560 00:36:19,578 --> 00:36:21,244 -Well, they put out another album, so. 561 00:36:21,246 --> 00:36:22,211 -Good for those clowns. 562 00:36:22,213 --> 00:36:23,513 I'm happy for them. 563 00:36:23,515 --> 00:36:24,846 It makes me feel like anything's possible. 564 00:36:24,848 --> 00:36:26,481 -I'm just saying they make a living. 565 00:36:26,483 --> 00:36:28,550 -And I'm just saying I don't want to hear about it. 566 00:36:32,921 --> 00:36:34,120 -No-- do you-- 567 00:36:34,122 --> 00:36:34,754 -Can-- 568 00:36:34,756 --> 00:36:35,889 Don't. 569 00:36:35,891 --> 00:36:39,858 Do you know how hard Anna worked to get us hooked up? 570 00:36:39,860 --> 00:36:41,360 Do you have any idea? 571 00:36:41,362 --> 00:36:42,828 -Yeah, she pounded the pavement. 572 00:36:42,830 --> 00:36:45,296 -No, no you don't get it, OK? 573 00:36:45,298 --> 00:36:48,165 She worked her ass off because we had a chance. 574 00:36:48,167 --> 00:36:48,899 -A chance? 575 00:36:48,901 --> 00:36:50,033 -Yes. 576 00:36:50,035 --> 00:36:51,301 - --what? 577 00:36:51,303 --> 00:36:52,568 The guy would have watered down our sound 578 00:36:52,570 --> 00:36:54,136 before we even knew what our sound was. 579 00:36:54,138 --> 00:36:55,905 -You-- you don't have a sound if you can't pay your rent. 580 00:36:55,907 --> 00:36:58,907 -You compromise one thing, you compromise everything, man. 581 00:36:58,909 --> 00:36:59,874 The great bands? 582 00:36:59,876 --> 00:37:02,876 The really great bands? 583 00:37:02,878 --> 00:37:04,411 They struggle. 584 00:37:04,413 --> 00:37:06,279 But I don't think you have that in your DNA. 585 00:37:06,281 --> 00:37:07,980 -What is with your mixed metaphors 586 00:37:07,982 --> 00:37:10,816 and your-- your-- your evolutionary bullshit? 587 00:37:10,818 --> 00:37:13,952 What-- what's so bad about being a decent working band? 588 00:37:13,954 --> 00:37:16,554 -I didn't go through all like shit to make something decent. 589 00:37:16,556 --> 00:37:18,088 -Look, none of us we're ever going 590 00:37:18,090 --> 00:37:20,924 to be John effing Lennon, OK? 591 00:37:20,926 --> 00:37:22,792 And maybe you're still holding on to that. 592 00:37:22,794 --> 00:37:24,493 And-- and while there's something 593 00:37:24,495 --> 00:37:26,361 to-- to be said about dreams and-- and what we're told 594 00:37:26,363 --> 00:37:28,597 is children that we can do and achieve anything. 595 00:37:28,599 --> 00:37:30,665 It's also kind of a huge goddamn lie. 596 00:37:41,107 --> 00:37:42,875 -So what? 597 00:37:42,877 --> 00:37:44,409 You've moved on? 598 00:37:44,411 --> 00:37:45,410 -Yeah. 599 00:37:45,412 --> 00:37:46,544 Yeah. 600 00:37:46,546 --> 00:37:49,313 I mean, we gave it a few years, OK? 601 00:37:49,315 --> 00:37:50,781 I had to find a real profession. 602 00:37:50,783 --> 00:37:51,281 -Music's a-- 603 00:37:51,283 --> 00:37:52,148 -Thats-- 604 00:37:52,150 --> 00:37:52,782 - --real profession. 605 00:37:52,784 --> 00:37:55,251 -Look man, if you would have just told us 606 00:37:55,253 --> 00:37:55,718 that you were applying to law school. 607 00:37:58,921 --> 00:38:00,522 -You would have talked me out of it. 608 00:38:00,524 --> 00:38:01,922 -Oh, I'm that convincing? 609 00:38:01,924 --> 00:38:03,791 Maybe I should have been the fucking lawyer. 610 00:38:03,793 --> 00:38:06,059 -It was shitty when you left. 611 00:38:06,061 --> 00:38:07,026 It was. 612 00:38:07,028 --> 00:38:07,994 -Excuse me? 613 00:38:07,996 --> 00:38:10,729 Excuse me for once that I made a decision that 614 00:38:10,731 --> 00:38:12,130 was for the benefit of myself. 615 00:38:14,501 --> 00:38:15,100 Barry. 616 00:38:19,671 --> 00:38:20,770 -Soaking up the good times. 617 00:38:20,772 --> 00:38:21,938 Thanks for having us, Travis. 618 00:38:21,940 --> 00:38:24,107 -You need to do something good, man. 619 00:38:24,109 --> 00:38:25,241 Something real. 620 00:38:25,243 --> 00:38:26,275 -Me? 621 00:38:26,277 --> 00:38:27,643 Me do something real? 622 00:38:27,645 --> 00:38:29,544 That's actually very funny coming from you. 623 00:38:29,546 --> 00:38:31,212 I'm a productive member of society. 624 00:38:31,214 --> 00:38:32,814 What do you do? 625 00:38:32,816 --> 00:38:34,781 I'm not some loner losing his mind out in the fucking desert. 626 00:38:37,852 --> 00:38:39,252 -I need to tell you something. 627 00:38:43,389 --> 00:38:44,155 Come with me. 628 00:38:54,298 --> 00:38:58,800 My uncle liked to look up at the sky, 629 00:38:58,802 --> 00:39:00,736 even then he couldn't take much sun. 630 00:39:11,077 --> 00:39:12,244 He wasn't an easy man. 631 00:39:16,181 --> 00:39:17,749 We understood each other. 632 00:39:22,987 --> 00:39:24,954 When I left New York I-- 633 00:39:26,324 --> 00:39:29,558 I knew I was coming here. 634 00:39:29,560 --> 00:39:35,996 And when I arrived, he'd been expecting me. 635 00:39:35,998 --> 00:39:39,465 He loved listening to me play and I 636 00:39:39,467 --> 00:39:42,068 loved watching him listen. 637 00:39:42,070 --> 00:39:48,239 One afternoon I was playing and looked over at him. 638 00:39:52,343 --> 00:39:58,614 And uh, he was just staring up. 639 00:40:02,217 --> 00:40:02,817 Quiet. 640 00:40:08,022 --> 00:40:10,157 Never seen quiet like that before. 641 00:40:16,462 --> 00:40:25,602 I went outside and I burned all my song books and my lyrics. 642 00:40:25,604 --> 00:40:27,570 All that. 643 00:40:27,572 --> 00:40:29,338 I finally had a purpose. 644 00:40:38,145 --> 00:40:39,079 So maybe you're right. 645 00:40:43,350 --> 00:40:44,083 What I've done. 646 00:40:47,419 --> 00:40:50,488 I can't pay my mortgage with it. 647 00:40:50,490 --> 00:40:53,156 It won't get me on any magazine covers. 648 00:40:57,961 --> 00:41:08,335 But helping a man die, what is that worth? 649 00:41:08,337 --> 00:41:12,138 Is it like a thousand? 650 00:41:12,140 --> 00:41:13,106 A hundred thousand? 651 00:41:18,344 --> 00:41:21,646 It's like our jam outside. 652 00:41:21,648 --> 00:41:23,180 You can't put a dollar sign on it. 653 00:41:27,451 --> 00:41:31,487 This place has so much spirit. 654 00:41:31,489 --> 00:41:32,354 It has his blessing. 655 00:41:35,124 --> 00:41:37,958 We start our album here. 656 00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:40,894 Our songs are going to break people wide open, man. 657 00:41:40,896 --> 00:41:41,862 -Listen. 658 00:41:41,864 --> 00:41:43,796 -I know it's what you want. 659 00:41:43,798 --> 00:41:45,698 You brought the recorder. 660 00:41:45,700 --> 00:41:48,299 -Yeah, I mean-- well-- I've definitely 661 00:41:48,301 --> 00:41:50,468 written some new songs while I've been here. 662 00:41:50,470 --> 00:41:51,369 -Yeah. 663 00:41:51,371 --> 00:41:52,536 Yeah, that'd be cool. 664 00:41:52,538 --> 00:41:53,971 -I'd be down to try it out. 665 00:41:53,973 --> 00:41:58,474 -I was-- I was thinking we'd do something together. 666 00:41:58,476 --> 00:42:00,842 -Or we could start with what we have. 667 00:42:00,844 --> 00:42:03,412 -Nah, I was thinking we should start with something new, 668 00:42:03,414 --> 00:42:05,247 right? 669 00:42:05,249 --> 00:42:05,913 New, right? 670 00:42:08,583 --> 00:42:11,251 What? 671 00:42:11,253 --> 00:42:14,187 -It's always on your terms. 672 00:42:14,189 --> 00:42:16,321 Forget it. 673 00:42:16,323 --> 00:42:19,191 -What? 674 00:42:19,193 --> 00:42:20,124 Whoa, what? 675 00:42:20,126 --> 00:42:22,460 All of us, together. 676 00:42:22,462 --> 00:42:24,094 -This is too much for me. 677 00:42:24,096 --> 00:42:25,796 -Too much? 678 00:42:25,798 --> 00:42:27,497 Too much is a good thing. 679 00:42:27,499 --> 00:42:28,831 I live for too much. 680 00:42:31,535 --> 00:42:32,802 All of us, we're here right now. 681 00:42:32,804 --> 00:42:33,635 The band's together. 682 00:42:33,637 --> 00:42:34,536 This is the band. 683 00:42:34,538 --> 00:42:36,671 -No, there's no band. 684 00:42:36,673 --> 00:42:39,640 There's no band, man. 685 00:42:39,642 --> 00:42:41,341 It's not going to be a band again. 686 00:42:44,645 --> 00:42:47,946 Look, I have a home, I have a career, a wife. 687 00:42:52,584 --> 00:42:55,453 This is a fantasy. 688 00:42:55,455 --> 00:42:56,352 This is a fantasy. 689 00:43:07,463 --> 00:43:08,062 -Travis. 690 00:43:10,465 --> 00:43:11,064 Travis. 691 00:43:17,438 --> 00:43:20,371 Fuck. 692 00:43:20,373 --> 00:43:21,339 You know what? 693 00:43:21,341 --> 00:43:24,241 This is my fault. 694 00:43:24,243 --> 00:43:26,577 I said some dumb shit to him. 695 00:43:26,579 --> 00:43:28,411 I-- by saying I got him the recorder, 696 00:43:28,413 --> 00:43:32,415 and this morning I asked him to play guitar in my band. 697 00:43:33,584 --> 00:43:35,517 -Bet that would work out real well. 698 00:43:35,519 --> 00:43:37,385 -It would be good for him. 699 00:43:37,387 --> 00:43:38,285 -For him, exactly. 700 00:43:38,287 --> 00:43:39,987 -You know what, Barry? 701 00:43:39,989 --> 00:43:44,090 I was in the hospital when he was recovering. 702 00:43:44,092 --> 00:43:47,726 You stopped returning his phone calls. 703 00:43:47,728 --> 00:43:48,627 -You left too. 704 00:43:48,629 --> 00:43:49,328 You left the country. 705 00:43:53,398 --> 00:43:56,233 -He wouldn't talk to me. 706 00:43:56,235 --> 00:44:00,870 -And I need to start my life. 707 00:44:00,872 --> 00:44:02,338 You know something? 708 00:44:02,340 --> 00:44:04,073 You never even given me a fraction of this concern. 709 00:44:04,075 --> 00:44:06,374 -Don't. 710 00:44:06,376 --> 00:44:07,142 -What? 711 00:44:07,144 --> 00:44:08,843 -Don't what? 712 00:44:08,845 --> 00:44:11,779 - Barry, you're happy. 713 00:44:11,781 --> 00:44:13,714 You're well adjusted now. 714 00:44:13,716 --> 00:44:14,981 -And what's wrong with that? 715 00:44:14,983 --> 00:44:17,483 Do you know what your problem is, Anna? 716 00:44:17,485 --> 00:44:19,050 You don't want what's good for you. 717 00:44:21,420 --> 00:44:23,754 And if you were single for longer than a nanosecond, 718 00:44:23,756 --> 00:44:25,456 you'd have a little bit of perspective. 719 00:44:54,980 --> 00:44:57,247 -You don't really think, do you? 720 00:45:03,554 --> 00:45:04,821 -What about hedge fund guy? 721 00:45:04,823 --> 00:45:05,987 -Oh, Barry. 722 00:45:05,989 --> 00:45:09,357 That guy was a rebound. 723 00:45:09,359 --> 00:45:12,026 -How am I supposed to feel about some rich dude tossing you 724 00:45:12,028 --> 00:45:13,828 around before you have Olympic sex? 725 00:45:13,830 --> 00:45:14,727 -Who said that? 726 00:45:14,729 --> 00:45:17,096 -You did. 727 00:45:17,098 --> 00:45:18,631 -Fuck. 728 00:45:18,633 --> 00:45:21,366 -For your information, I've become a pretty good lover. 729 00:45:24,269 --> 00:45:25,236 -Nobody's doubting you. 730 00:45:32,443 --> 00:45:33,442 Sing Driftwood for me. 731 00:45:36,746 --> 00:45:37,345 Please. 732 00:45:41,283 --> 00:45:42,382 Sing my song for me. 733 00:45:54,327 --> 00:45:55,327 My only. 734 00:45:57,729 --> 00:45:59,496 Know him a little now. 735 00:46:06,002 --> 00:46:17,611 But it only takes a little for him to break down. 736 00:46:22,549 --> 00:46:30,621 And she's really wanting him more. 737 00:46:34,625 --> 00:46:43,397 Now she can't remember what all these drugs are for. 738 00:46:51,005 --> 00:46:54,506 She only wants sanity. 739 00:47:02,847 --> 00:47:04,947 -I think that song's about Travis. 740 00:47:27,800 --> 00:47:28,399 -Travis? 741 00:48:10,232 --> 00:48:10,632 Barry. 742 00:48:15,036 --> 00:48:17,604 Are you good? 743 00:48:19,007 --> 00:48:20,206 Screw good. 744 00:48:22,609 --> 00:48:23,742 Good doesn't work for you. 745 00:48:28,914 --> 00:48:30,748 Only an asshole can hold your attention 746 00:48:30,750 --> 00:48:31,716 longer than two weeks. 747 00:48:34,486 --> 00:48:37,820 It was a mistake. 748 00:48:37,822 --> 00:48:40,155 -And then you thought, you know what? 749 00:48:40,157 --> 00:48:42,657 Maybe I'll start screwing Travis again. 750 00:48:47,662 --> 00:48:56,434 You and him in a bathroom stall while I was waiting for you 751 00:48:56,436 --> 00:48:57,802 at Stella's. 752 00:48:57,804 --> 00:48:59,204 -Barry, come on. 753 00:48:59,206 --> 00:49:02,072 -Even then, I thought, you know what? 754 00:49:02,074 --> 00:49:06,109 Maybe she's just working something out. 755 00:49:06,111 --> 00:49:07,910 Maybe she just needs the time. 756 00:49:07,912 --> 00:49:09,845 -Hey. 757 00:49:09,847 --> 00:49:11,279 Hey, you were like my brother. 758 00:49:14,616 --> 00:49:15,950 -I know. 759 00:49:15,952 --> 00:49:18,451 You just want me to grab you like this, right? 760 00:49:18,453 --> 00:49:19,452 Is this what you wanted? 761 00:49:19,454 --> 00:49:21,654 -I should have grabbed you like this. 762 00:49:21,656 --> 00:49:22,856 Stop fucking laughing at me! 763 00:49:23,724 --> 00:49:25,290 -Stop! 764 00:49:25,292 --> 00:49:28,059 Because this is what you respond to, right? 765 00:49:28,061 --> 00:49:31,029 This is what you want? 766 00:49:31,031 --> 00:49:33,597 You know what I'm going to do. 767 00:49:33,599 --> 00:49:36,366 I know what I'm gonna do. 768 00:49:36,368 --> 00:49:38,734 I'm gonna fuck you like a psychopath. 769 00:49:38,736 --> 00:49:41,137 I'm gonna fuck you so that you forget his name. 770 00:49:41,139 --> 00:49:42,470 I'm gonna fuck you so that-- 771 00:49:42,472 --> 00:49:44,406 - --you make song about me. 772 00:49:44,408 --> 00:49:45,440 I'm gonna fuck you so you remember. 773 00:49:56,682 --> 00:49:58,250 - Barry, don't. 774 00:49:58,252 --> 00:49:58,650 Barry. 775 00:50:02,220 --> 00:50:04,954 Barry! 776 00:50:04,956 --> 00:50:05,555 -Ah. 777 00:50:08,959 --> 00:50:10,125 -You're fucking drunk! 778 00:50:13,196 --> 00:50:15,763 You go into the cave, 779 00:50:15,765 --> 00:50:17,365 your deepest desire comes true. 780 00:50:20,335 --> 00:50:20,734 -Ah! 781 00:50:41,019 --> 00:50:42,484 Hey, Barry. 782 00:50:42,486 --> 00:50:44,553 Are you OK? 783 00:50:44,555 --> 00:50:45,954 Hello? 784 00:50:45,956 --> 00:50:46,554 -Yeah. 785 00:50:49,257 --> 00:50:53,126 Listen, you're drunk and confused. 786 00:50:53,128 --> 00:50:54,494 I get that, OK? 787 00:50:58,565 --> 00:50:59,164 OK? 788 00:51:04,769 --> 00:51:05,769 Night, Barry. 789 00:52:43,480 --> 00:52:44,346 -I'm sorry. 790 00:52:44,348 --> 00:52:45,847 It's just a bad dream. 791 00:52:45,849 --> 00:52:46,447 I'm sorry. 792 00:52:50,219 --> 00:52:51,585 Wait, wait, wait. 793 00:52:51,587 --> 00:52:52,786 Wait. 794 00:52:52,788 --> 00:52:53,620 Don't go. 795 00:52:58,759 --> 00:52:59,758 No, don't come in. 796 00:52:59,760 --> 00:53:00,458 Don't come in. 797 00:53:00,460 --> 00:53:02,827 Just stay. 798 00:53:02,829 --> 00:53:03,929 S-- stay. 799 00:53:15,605 --> 00:53:16,371 -What's the dream? 800 00:53:21,276 --> 00:53:23,410 Am I doing something awful in it? 801 00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:27,346 Or is it about him? 802 00:53:30,050 --> 00:53:32,784 -It's-- it's about me. 803 00:53:37,722 --> 00:53:39,723 Do you think that Travis went to the cave? 804 00:53:42,693 --> 00:53:43,693 Do you think it works? 805 00:54:10,281 --> 00:54:12,849 Everything's going to be OK. 806 00:54:20,189 --> 00:54:24,091 -I'll make you eggs in the morning. 807 00:54:24,093 --> 00:54:25,392 Just the way you like them. 808 00:54:29,096 --> 00:54:31,597 Then we'll go home. 809 00:54:31,599 --> 00:54:31,997 -Yeah. 810 00:54:36,568 --> 00:54:37,301 -Get some sleep. 811 00:55:11,329 --> 00:55:12,529 What are you doing? 812 00:56:15,679 --> 00:56:17,679 -Oh no. 813 00:56:17,681 --> 00:56:18,647 Come here. 814 00:56:18,649 --> 00:56:20,048 Come here. 815 00:56:20,050 --> 00:56:21,049 Right here. 816 00:56:32,425 --> 00:56:35,027 Just-- just-- 817 00:56:43,401 --> 00:56:44,601 -I'd ruin you. 818 00:57:19,295 --> 00:57:20,596 RADIO INTERVIEWER 819 00:57:20,598 --> 00:57:22,697 On WMPM Bard College radio. 820 00:57:22,699 --> 00:57:24,665 Guys, why don't you introduce yourselves to us? 821 00:57:24,667 --> 00:57:25,867 My name's Travis. 822 00:57:25,869 --> 00:57:27,534 I'm Barry. 823 00:57:27,536 --> 00:57:28,268 I play the drums. 824 00:57:28,270 --> 00:57:29,603 And, uh-- 825 00:57:29,605 --> 00:57:31,037 My name's Anna, and I sing. 826 00:57:31,039 --> 00:57:33,139 RADIO INTERVIEWER (ON So tell me, 827 00:57:33,141 --> 00:57:34,340 how did the band meet? 828 00:57:34,342 --> 00:57:35,641 I closed my eyes 829 00:57:35,643 --> 00:57:37,308 and I imagined this ray of light. 830 00:57:37,310 --> 00:57:38,643 Shut up. 831 00:57:38,645 --> 00:57:39,778 Well, believe or not, 832 00:57:39,780 --> 00:57:41,311 we were all born in the same week. 833 00:57:41,313 --> 00:57:43,213 So Travis and I were really drunk, 834 00:57:43,215 --> 00:57:44,815 celebrating our birthday. 835 00:57:44,817 --> 00:57:47,150 And we-- we run into Anna, really drunk, 836 00:57:47,152 --> 00:57:48,384 celebrating her birthday. 837 00:57:48,386 --> 00:57:49,818 So wasted. 838 00:57:49,820 --> 00:57:52,254 I think you-- 839 00:57:53,824 --> 00:57:57,158 Just improvising song and just-- 840 00:57:57,160 --> 00:57:58,325 Yes. 841 00:57:58,327 --> 00:57:59,759 You killed it. 842 00:57:59,761 --> 00:58:00,360 Amazing. 843 00:58:00,362 --> 00:58:01,494 So good. 844 00:58:01,496 --> 00:58:02,896 RADIO INTERVIEWER 845 00:58:02,898 --> 00:58:04,463 So um, where do you see yourselves down the road? 846 00:58:04,465 --> 00:58:05,664 Where do you see yourselves 10 years from now? 847 00:58:05,666 --> 00:58:06,932 Uh, I-- I really 848 00:58:06,934 --> 00:58:08,366 think if we keep doing what we're doing, 849 00:58:08,368 --> 00:58:09,667 working hard, making the right choices, 850 00:58:09,669 --> 00:58:11,702 and we'll be doing huge things in 10 years. 851 00:58:11,704 --> 00:58:14,571 I feel like we're on a path. 852 00:58:14,573 --> 00:58:16,740 If it has some twists and turns or whatever, 853 00:58:16,742 --> 00:58:18,174 we're gonna make it happen. 854 00:58:18,176 --> 00:58:19,442 Wait, I got your crystal ball 855 00:58:19,444 --> 00:58:20,643 right here. 856 00:58:20,645 --> 00:58:22,677 It says the road we're on, in 10 years, 857 00:58:22,679 --> 00:58:25,480 we'll either be famous or dead. 858 00:59:06,046 --> 00:59:07,746 -Hey. 859 00:59:07,748 --> 00:59:10,215 Have you, uh-- have you seen my keys anywhere? 860 00:59:10,217 --> 00:59:11,483 I can't seem to find them. 861 00:59:14,452 --> 00:59:17,420 -Can't find my cellphone. 862 00:59:17,422 --> 00:59:18,020 -Yeah. 863 00:59:20,924 --> 00:59:22,491 Some night, huh? 864 00:59:29,130 --> 00:59:31,664 -They've gotta be somewhere. 865 00:59:31,666 --> 00:59:32,065 -Yo. 866 00:59:37,937 --> 00:59:38,937 Yo, yo, yo. 867 00:59:42,040 --> 00:59:45,709 -Did you enjoy your night in the desert? 868 00:59:45,711 --> 00:59:47,577 -Yeah. 869 00:59:47,579 --> 00:59:49,212 It was real nice. 870 00:59:52,182 --> 00:59:54,449 How about your night? 871 00:59:54,451 --> 00:59:56,017 Barry? 872 00:59:56,019 --> 00:59:57,285 -Yeah. 873 00:59:57,287 --> 00:59:58,553 It was fine. 874 00:59:58,555 --> 01:00:01,855 -You got nicked up good there, partner. 875 01:00:01,857 --> 01:00:03,823 How'd it happen? 876 01:00:03,825 --> 01:00:06,726 -An encounter with the uh, counter. 877 01:00:06,728 --> 01:00:08,960 -What else you guys do last night? 878 01:00:08,962 --> 01:00:11,496 -We hung out, OK? 879 01:00:11,498 --> 01:00:12,863 -Something wrong, brother? 880 01:00:12,865 --> 01:00:14,798 -I guess the night didn't go as planned. 881 01:00:14,800 --> 01:00:18,401 Things not going according to plan for Barry. 882 01:00:18,403 --> 01:00:20,470 Wow, tell me more. 883 01:00:20,472 --> 01:00:22,204 -I thought we came here to hang out. 884 01:00:22,206 --> 01:00:23,872 -Hm. 885 01:00:23,874 --> 01:00:25,507 I thought we were being truthful. 886 01:00:25,509 --> 01:00:27,441 Is this what you wanted? 887 01:00:29,012 --> 01:00:30,211 I should have grabbed you like this. 888 01:00:30,213 --> 01:00:31,278 Stop fucking laughing at me! 889 01:00:31,280 --> 01:00:32,812 Stop! 890 01:00:32,814 --> 01:00:35,781 I know what I'm going to do. 891 01:00:35,783 --> 01:00:37,483 Fuck you like a psychopath. 892 01:00:37,485 --> 01:00:39,018 -Travis. 893 01:00:39,020 --> 01:00:41,286 Travis, give me that. 894 01:00:41,288 --> 01:00:42,487 Give it to me! 895 01:00:42,489 --> 01:00:43,321 -Enough. 896 01:00:43,323 --> 01:00:44,656 -I'd cooled down. 897 01:00:44,658 --> 01:00:46,490 Thought I'd see if you two were getting along. 898 01:00:46,492 --> 01:00:47,691 -Oh, you asshole. 899 01:00:47,693 --> 01:00:48,825 -You should have told me if you wanted 900 01:00:48,827 --> 01:00:50,259 to write the first song together. 901 01:00:50,261 --> 01:00:50,993 -Just stop. 902 01:00:50,995 --> 01:00:51,727 Please, stop. 903 01:00:53,431 --> 01:00:54,329 Which one of you is doing that? 904 01:00:54,331 --> 01:00:55,230 -Would you please stop? 905 01:00:55,232 --> 01:00:56,064 -That psychopath line? 906 01:00:56,066 --> 01:00:58,866 I'm gonna have to use that. 907 01:00:58,868 --> 01:01:00,701 You're fucking drunk! 908 01:01:00,703 --> 01:01:01,702 -You're staying here tonight. 909 01:01:01,704 --> 01:01:02,903 We're making that album. 910 01:01:02,905 --> 01:01:04,604 -Jesus Christ. 911 01:01:04,606 --> 01:01:05,572 -Where you going? 912 01:01:08,441 --> 01:01:09,041 -Travis. 913 01:01:13,111 --> 01:01:15,212 Travis. 914 01:01:15,214 --> 01:01:16,547 Listen, man. 915 01:01:16,549 --> 01:01:17,747 Look, we're all exhausted. 916 01:01:17,749 --> 01:01:18,949 Let's not be idiots. 917 01:01:18,951 --> 01:01:20,350 Just give me the rest of my shit back. 918 01:01:20,352 --> 01:01:22,151 -Stay. 919 01:01:22,153 --> 01:01:22,985 -I've got a flight. 920 01:01:22,987 --> 01:01:25,120 -I can't just change my flight. 921 01:01:25,122 --> 01:01:26,354 -Use your miles. 922 01:01:26,356 --> 01:01:28,022 -Oh, come on, man. 923 01:01:30,259 --> 01:01:31,925 -I've got work tomorrow. 924 01:01:31,927 --> 01:01:33,927 -Julie's expecting me. 925 01:01:33,929 --> 01:01:35,429 She's expecting me to call now. 926 01:01:35,431 --> 01:01:36,996 We talk every morning. 927 01:01:36,998 --> 01:01:38,998 -Well, you're going to have to give her the latest update. 928 01:01:39,000 --> 01:01:40,231 Or I can. 929 01:01:40,233 --> 01:01:41,466 -Stop! 930 01:01:41,468 --> 01:01:42,667 -Is this your new method of seduction? 931 01:01:44,537 --> 01:01:47,438 Come on, take a shot, but be careful. 932 01:01:47,440 --> 01:01:48,939 You know who wins a fight, don't you? 933 01:01:48,941 --> 01:01:51,908 Not the strongest or the tallest. 934 01:01:51,910 --> 01:01:53,710 The craziest. 935 01:01:53,712 --> 01:01:55,210 I got ya beat there. 936 01:01:55,212 --> 01:01:56,845 Although, uh, I think you're catching up pretty quick. 937 01:01:56,847 --> 01:01:58,246 Should I punch him in the other eye 938 01:01:58,248 --> 01:02:01,449 or do you think it's just going to turn him on? 939 01:02:01,451 --> 01:02:02,416 -Oof! 940 01:02:02,418 --> 01:02:05,318 Yeah. 941 01:02:05,320 --> 01:02:06,953 Yeah! 942 01:02:06,955 --> 01:02:09,321 Woo! 943 01:02:09,323 --> 01:02:11,256 Barry, that's pure, man. 944 01:02:11,258 --> 01:02:15,259 That is honest, animal rage. 945 01:02:15,261 --> 01:02:19,129 You feel that, Right? 946 01:02:19,131 --> 01:02:21,731 The three of us, when we're apart, we're just children. 947 01:02:21,733 --> 01:02:23,132 We're making a mess of things. 948 01:02:23,134 --> 01:02:27,669 But together we're like a 90-year-old desert guru. 949 01:02:27,671 --> 01:02:28,503 Nah, fuck that. 950 01:02:28,505 --> 01:02:29,504 It multiplies. 951 01:02:29,506 --> 01:02:31,038 We're 30 times 30 times 30. 952 01:02:31,040 --> 01:02:33,374 What is that, Barry? 953 01:02:33,376 --> 01:02:34,341 -Who cares, man? 954 01:02:34,343 --> 01:02:35,075 -Count it up. 955 01:02:35,077 --> 01:02:37,543 That's 2,700. 956 01:02:37,545 --> 01:02:39,045 -It's 27,000. 957 01:02:39,047 --> 01:02:42,214 -2,700 year-old-man. 958 01:02:42,216 --> 01:02:44,483 We're older than Christ. 959 01:02:44,485 --> 01:02:45,549 We're older than Socrates. 960 01:02:45,551 --> 01:02:50,053 We're older than fucking Buddha. 961 01:02:50,055 --> 01:02:52,322 Let's take that right here. 962 01:02:52,324 --> 01:02:53,456 Let's make the album. 963 01:02:53,458 --> 01:02:55,924 Three nights in the desert. 964 01:02:55,926 --> 01:02:58,293 -I don't even play anymore, man. 965 01:02:58,295 --> 01:02:59,293 -That's great. 966 01:02:59,295 --> 01:03:00,461 That's great. 967 01:03:00,463 --> 01:03:01,796 The nameless is the eternally real. 968 01:03:01,798 --> 01:03:03,630 You-- you're making artistic choices, 969 01:03:03,632 --> 01:03:05,098 and you don't even know it, man! 970 01:03:05,100 --> 01:03:06,833 -Look, Travis. 971 01:03:06,835 --> 01:03:09,735 Listen, give us our stuff back. 972 01:03:09,737 --> 01:03:11,203 I'll go home. 973 01:03:11,205 --> 01:03:14,472 We'll chalk this whole up thing up to desert fever. 974 01:03:14,474 --> 01:03:16,574 Come on. 975 01:03:16,576 --> 01:03:18,942 And when I get back, I'll call you. 976 01:03:18,944 --> 01:03:20,778 And we'll talk about the idea for the tour. 977 01:03:20,780 --> 01:03:26,848 I-- I know it's nuts, but the offer still stands. 978 01:03:26,850 --> 01:03:28,283 -I don't need a sympathy job. 979 01:03:28,285 --> 01:03:29,584 -It's not a sympathy job. 980 01:03:29,586 --> 01:03:33,454 It's a real gig for money. 981 01:03:33,456 --> 01:03:34,155 -Anna, I can't. 982 01:03:37,625 --> 01:03:38,925 -Wh-- why not? 983 01:03:38,927 --> 01:03:40,759 -I don't want to get into it. 984 01:03:40,761 --> 01:03:42,394 -Come on, Travis. 985 01:03:42,396 --> 01:03:42,995 -Say it. 986 01:03:48,901 --> 01:03:52,636 -I don't like you music. 987 01:03:52,638 --> 01:03:53,236 I don't. 988 01:03:56,406 --> 01:04:00,241 You took the stuff we were working on and you-- you 989 01:04:00,243 --> 01:04:02,043 popped it up. 990 01:04:02,045 --> 01:04:04,111 You put a syncopated dance beat to it. 991 01:04:04,113 --> 01:04:07,181 You sugar coated it. 992 01:04:07,183 --> 01:04:08,614 Digestible. 993 01:04:08,616 --> 01:04:09,415 Not you. 994 01:04:12,452 --> 01:04:13,652 Hey, but it was your big break. 995 01:04:13,654 --> 01:04:16,354 I get it. 996 01:04:16,356 --> 01:04:17,321 -You know what? 997 01:04:17,323 --> 01:04:20,424 You think you're a genius. 998 01:04:20,426 --> 01:04:24,060 You're just talented. 999 01:04:24,062 --> 01:04:26,028 I might not be reinventing the form, 1000 01:04:26,030 --> 01:04:28,163 but at least I've done something. 1001 01:04:30,766 --> 01:04:32,200 -You asked me. 1002 01:04:32,202 --> 01:04:34,035 -This is what you do to your friends? 1003 01:04:36,704 --> 01:04:40,005 What does it take to get your approval, man? 1004 01:04:40,007 --> 01:04:42,141 She nursed you in the hospital for three months 1005 01:04:42,143 --> 01:04:44,576 after your doped up ass wrapped a car around a tree. 1006 01:04:44,578 --> 01:04:45,610 -OK. 1007 01:04:45,612 --> 01:04:46,711 -Her whole album is about you. 1008 01:04:46,713 --> 01:04:47,445 -I know that. 1009 01:04:53,318 --> 01:04:55,218 -I'm done. 1010 01:04:55,220 --> 01:04:56,185 I want to go home. 1011 01:05:08,129 --> 01:05:09,729 -Why are you screaming in the night? 1012 01:05:09,731 --> 01:05:11,631 -Come on, Travis. 1013 01:05:11,633 --> 01:05:14,466 Please, I just want to go home. 1014 01:05:14,468 --> 01:05:18,302 -I know how powerful it is. 1015 01:05:18,304 --> 01:05:21,404 I gave my uncle everything and he showed me 1016 01:05:21,406 --> 01:05:23,740 that place in return. 1017 01:05:23,742 --> 01:05:25,275 -Please, I just want to get out of here. 1018 01:05:25,277 --> 01:05:27,309 -There's plenty of time before your flight, 1019 01:05:27,311 --> 01:05:28,677 so go back in the cave. 1020 01:05:28,679 --> 01:05:31,479 Figure things out. 1021 01:05:31,481 --> 01:05:33,081 You know what you need to do. 1022 01:05:42,055 --> 01:05:42,455 -OK. 1023 01:05:46,025 --> 01:05:46,424 OK. 1024 01:06:05,574 --> 01:06:11,778 -So uh, there's one thing you should know before you go in. 1025 01:06:11,780 --> 01:06:15,481 I used your phone to e-mail Julie the recording. 1026 01:06:15,483 --> 01:06:16,148 Julie, right? 1027 01:06:16,150 --> 01:06:17,482 No, you didn't. 1028 01:06:17,484 --> 01:06:18,316 -I'm not joking. 1029 01:06:18,318 --> 01:06:19,417 -Yes, you are. 1030 01:06:19,419 --> 01:06:20,185 -No, I'm not. 1031 01:06:20,187 --> 01:06:21,752 -I am? 1032 01:06:21,754 --> 01:06:22,519 -He is. 1033 01:06:22,521 --> 01:06:23,287 -I think I am. 1034 01:06:23,289 --> 01:06:25,322 Confusion, uncertainty. 1035 01:06:25,324 --> 01:06:28,658 That's what you need when you go in there. 1036 01:06:28,660 --> 01:06:30,358 You got what you wanted the first time. 1037 01:06:34,697 --> 01:06:36,664 It's stupid. 1038 01:06:38,267 --> 01:06:41,401 -What did you see when you went in there? 1039 01:06:50,108 --> 01:06:51,075 -Happy? 1040 01:06:51,077 --> 01:06:51,843 -Are you? 1041 01:06:51,845 --> 01:06:53,443 -I'm swell, partner. 1042 01:06:53,445 --> 01:06:54,077 -Oh, yeah? 1043 01:06:54,079 --> 01:06:56,546 -Then I want you, the pathologically honest, 1044 01:06:56,548 --> 01:06:58,314 to look us in the eye and tell us 1045 01:06:58,316 --> 01:07:00,749 that you're completely happy with your life. 1046 01:07:00,751 --> 01:07:02,084 -OK. 1047 01:07:02,086 --> 01:07:05,220 -Look at us. 1048 01:07:05,222 --> 01:07:06,554 -All right, guys. 1049 01:07:06,556 --> 01:07:08,589 Listen, I'm happy. 1050 01:07:08,591 --> 01:07:09,256 Are you happy? 1051 01:07:09,258 --> 01:07:10,524 -Huh? 1052 01:07:10,526 --> 01:07:11,425 Are you happy? 1053 01:07:11,427 --> 01:07:12,291 I'm happy. 1054 01:07:12,293 --> 01:07:13,326 Happy, happy, happy. 1055 01:07:13,328 --> 01:07:15,828 -I'm not happy, but I want you to say 1056 01:07:15,830 --> 01:07:19,865 that I'm completely happy with my life. 1057 01:07:19,867 --> 01:07:22,333 -I'm completely happy with my life. 1058 01:07:22,335 --> 01:07:25,469 I'm completely happy with my life. 1059 01:07:25,471 --> 01:07:26,569 All right, rock wall. 1060 01:07:26,571 --> 01:07:27,737 Hi, rock wall. 1061 01:07:27,739 --> 01:07:29,405 I'm completely happy with my life. 1062 01:07:29,407 --> 01:07:30,639 How are you today? 1063 01:07:30,641 --> 01:07:31,874 Are you happy with your life? 1064 01:07:31,876 --> 01:07:33,308 -That's not going to cut it, man. 1065 01:07:33,310 --> 01:07:35,409 -I'm completely happy with my life. 1066 01:07:35,411 --> 01:07:36,077 Better now? 1067 01:07:36,079 --> 01:07:37,345 -No? 1068 01:07:37,347 --> 01:07:40,080 This is fucking ridiculous. 1069 01:07:45,685 --> 01:07:46,986 You think I don't love Julie. 1070 01:07:46,988 --> 01:07:48,653 -Are you telling me you never had a doubt? 1071 01:07:48,655 --> 01:07:49,988 -What do you know about choices? 1072 01:07:49,990 --> 01:07:51,322 What do you know about marriage or commitment 1073 01:07:51,324 --> 01:07:52,724 to anything that's actually attainable? 1074 01:07:52,726 --> 01:07:54,124 -What about you, man? 1075 01:07:54,126 --> 01:07:55,826 I mean, you could train yourself to want anything. 1076 01:07:55,828 --> 01:07:57,427 A golden fucking cube. 1077 01:07:57,429 --> 01:07:58,761 -That was a joke. 1078 01:07:58,763 --> 01:08:01,397 -You know what wasn't a joke? 1079 01:08:01,399 --> 01:08:03,331 What happened last night. 1080 01:08:03,333 --> 01:08:04,566 -OK, I screwed up. 1081 01:08:04,568 --> 01:08:06,101 I'm disgusting. 1082 01:08:06,103 --> 01:08:07,167 I-- and that's something I got to work out within myself. 1083 01:08:07,169 --> 01:08:08,535 -Barry, I'm judging you, man. 1084 01:08:10,906 --> 01:08:14,307 -Do you know why I didn't invite you to my wedding? 1085 01:08:14,309 --> 01:08:17,876 It wasn't because I was afraid you'd make a scene 1086 01:08:17,878 --> 01:08:20,012 or steal Julie, no. 1087 01:08:20,014 --> 01:08:22,647 I was afraid you'd say she's boring 1088 01:08:22,649 --> 01:08:24,916 because you're so judgmental. 1089 01:08:24,918 --> 01:08:26,316 Or you'd say, she's nice. 1090 01:08:26,318 --> 01:08:28,818 Or you wouldn't say anything at all. 1091 01:08:28,820 --> 01:08:30,452 Because you're so fucking judgmental. 1092 01:08:30,454 --> 01:08:32,021 Barry. 1093 01:08:32,023 --> 01:08:33,822 I saw the world through your eyes for way too long. 1094 01:08:33,824 --> 01:08:35,423 And I made a choice. 1095 01:08:35,425 --> 01:08:37,191 I wanted something different for my life. 1096 01:08:37,193 --> 01:08:38,760 Man, I get it, you know. 1097 01:08:38,762 --> 01:08:40,360 It's biological, I think. 1098 01:08:40,362 --> 01:08:43,563 You know, you're-- certain point you're supposed to stop hanging 1099 01:08:43,565 --> 01:08:44,897 out with friends. 1100 01:08:44,899 --> 01:08:46,032 Yeah, you're supposed to become a functioning 1101 01:08:46,034 --> 01:08:47,466 member of society. 1102 01:08:47,468 --> 01:08:49,367 You're supposed to churn out babies and punch fucking 1103 01:08:49,369 --> 01:08:51,970 numbers and ride the train and cash in. 1104 01:08:51,972 --> 01:08:52,671 Yeah, baby! 1105 01:08:52,673 --> 01:08:53,804 I get it. 1106 01:08:53,806 --> 01:08:56,340 -You have no place to go, do you? 1107 01:08:56,342 --> 01:09:00,710 I'm completely happy with you not in my life. 1108 01:09:00,712 --> 01:09:01,878 -Yeah. 1109 01:09:01,880 --> 01:09:03,078 -You're an asshole. 1110 01:09:03,080 --> 01:09:04,680 Yeah, I'm a fucking asshole. 1111 01:09:04,682 --> 01:09:05,948 Anna? 1112 01:09:05,950 --> 01:09:07,148 The world needs fucking assholes! 1113 01:09:10,320 --> 01:09:11,685 Anna, wait. 1114 01:09:20,260 --> 01:09:20,659 Anna. 1115 01:09:23,629 --> 01:09:24,362 Anna. 1116 01:09:24,364 --> 01:09:26,196 Wait, Anna! 1117 01:09:26,198 --> 01:09:26,596 -Travis? 1118 01:09:34,171 --> 01:09:36,538 -Travis? 1119 01:09:36,540 --> 01:09:38,940 Let me see. 1120 01:09:38,942 --> 01:09:39,807 -Oh, I'm good. 1121 01:09:39,809 --> 01:09:40,507 I'm fine. 1122 01:09:40,509 --> 01:09:41,208 I'm fine. 1123 01:09:41,210 --> 01:09:42,309 I'm good. 1124 01:09:47,081 --> 01:09:49,281 -It was just what I dreamed. 1125 01:09:53,285 --> 01:09:54,685 A cave. 1126 01:09:54,687 --> 01:09:56,287 I wanted you to hurt. 1127 01:09:59,090 --> 01:10:03,058 I wanted you to hurt like I've hurt. 1128 01:10:03,060 --> 01:10:06,261 This is what I wanted. 1129 01:10:06,263 --> 01:10:08,262 -No. 1130 01:10:08,264 --> 01:10:09,664 -It is. 1131 01:10:09,666 --> 01:10:10,298 -No. 1132 01:10:10,300 --> 01:10:11,065 -It is. 1133 01:10:11,067 --> 01:10:12,699 -I made it up, OK? 1134 01:10:12,701 --> 01:10:15,002 I made up the whole cave thing. 1135 01:10:15,004 --> 01:10:16,669 I thought it'd be cool and mysterious. 1136 01:10:16,671 --> 01:10:19,839 I thought it would-- I thought it 1137 01:10:19,841 --> 01:10:22,674 would make us miss each other. 1138 01:10:22,676 --> 01:10:23,274 Yeah. 1139 01:10:29,647 --> 01:10:33,016 -I don't care about the cave. 1140 01:10:33,018 --> 01:10:34,616 I don't care. 1141 01:10:34,618 --> 01:10:35,617 This is what's real. 1142 01:10:35,619 --> 01:10:38,020 -Anna. 1143 01:10:38,022 --> 01:10:41,389 -When you were in the hospital recovering, 1144 01:10:41,391 --> 01:10:45,325 those were the best moments of our relationship. 1145 01:10:45,327 --> 01:10:49,661 You looked at me like you needed me. 1146 01:10:52,298 --> 01:10:55,400 -I need to tell you something. 1147 01:10:55,402 --> 01:10:56,367 Both of you. 1148 01:10:59,370 --> 01:11:03,072 I tried writing, calling, you were 1149 01:11:03,074 --> 01:11:05,307 gonna move half way across the country, 1150 01:11:05,309 --> 01:11:10,111 and uh-- I was losing it. 1151 01:11:10,113 --> 01:11:11,612 Yeah, I was hopped up on pills. 1152 01:11:11,614 --> 01:11:14,681 And yeah, it was dark. 1153 01:11:19,887 --> 01:11:21,319 But I saw that tree. 1154 01:11:25,290 --> 01:11:26,290 I saw it. 1155 01:11:35,665 --> 01:11:37,232 It was telling me to hit it. 1156 01:11:41,036 --> 01:11:43,004 Hit it and I'd be redeemed. 1157 01:11:43,006 --> 01:11:45,772 We'd- we'd all be redeemed. 1158 01:11:52,612 --> 01:11:53,578 It was music. 1159 01:11:56,515 --> 01:11:57,282 I was listening. 1160 01:12:02,953 --> 01:12:04,153 I went for it. 1161 01:12:09,292 --> 01:12:12,126 I went for the shiny fucking marble. 1162 01:12:15,464 --> 01:12:16,830 I went into it. 1163 01:12:57,596 --> 01:12:58,562 I'm sorry. 1164 01:13:28,320 --> 01:13:33,991 Back in the day, I thought I was a Jaguar doing 100 1165 01:13:33,993 --> 01:13:34,757 down the freeway. 1166 01:13:37,394 --> 01:13:43,131 And you, you were a beat up old Toyota not exactly sure 1167 01:13:43,133 --> 01:13:44,665 where you were heading. 1168 01:13:44,667 --> 01:13:51,304 But I had the feeling that when you got there, you'd stay. 1169 01:13:54,674 --> 01:13:56,074 -And now? 1170 01:13:56,076 --> 01:13:59,043 -Shit. 1171 01:13:59,045 --> 01:14:00,244 You got somewhere. 1172 01:14:03,014 --> 01:14:06,382 Man, you could trade it for a whole fleet. 1173 01:14:06,384 --> 01:14:08,284 -You should see my bills. 1174 01:14:34,505 --> 01:14:35,505 -You're good. 1175 01:14:38,675 --> 01:14:43,511 You went back to school and put in the time. 1176 01:14:46,181 --> 01:14:48,348 And now you're set to reap the rewards. 1177 01:14:51,285 --> 01:14:53,819 Maybe in my next life I'll come back as a hardworking Jew. 1178 01:14:56,756 --> 01:14:59,357 -There are some people that might find that offensive. 1179 01:15:02,093 --> 01:15:03,760 -Yeah. 1180 01:15:03,762 --> 01:15:07,463 I'm just glad you found what's right for you. 1181 01:15:15,171 --> 01:15:16,670 You remember the way back, right? 1182 01:15:16,672 --> 01:15:18,339 It's just one road. 1183 01:15:25,645 --> 01:15:27,813 You want to know why I never went in that cave? 1184 01:15:31,016 --> 01:15:32,883 I was afraid to find out what I needed. 1185 01:15:36,153 --> 01:15:38,288 -Thought you made it up. 1186 01:15:42,659 --> 01:15:43,258 -Yeah. 1187 01:16:44,907 --> 01:16:47,275 When Travis said he'd hitch a ride 1188 01:16:47,277 --> 01:16:50,411 and pick up the truck in a few days. 1189 01:16:50,413 --> 01:16:53,946 I knew that look. 1190 01:16:53,948 --> 01:16:55,515 He was deep back in it. 1191 01:16:59,252 --> 01:17:02,620 I kept thinking about the cave. 1192 01:17:02,622 --> 01:17:06,289 Maybe we did get what we needed that weekend. 1193 01:17:06,291 --> 01:17:07,824 We finally let go. 1194 01:17:10,528 --> 01:17:14,029 Travis used to say it's all a song. 1195 01:17:14,031 --> 01:17:17,465 We never did find that bridge. 1196 01:17:17,467 --> 01:17:19,067 Maybe one day we will.