1 00:03:09,469 --> 00:03:11,790 Welcome 2 00:04:21,549 --> 00:04:25,793 THE MOTHER OF ALL TOADS 3 00:04:42,190 --> 00:04:46,081 Here we were in Mer Par France with all kinds of mounted gargoyles on the wall. 4 00:04:46,116 --> 00:04:48,038 - Honey, can we go? - That's so impressive. 5 00:04:48,190 --> 00:04:52,195 That's the "Green Man" a classic pagan fertility symbol. 6 00:04:52,430 --> 00:04:56,594 You've got to come see these They're so cool. 7 00:04:57,030 --> 00:04:58,395 - Be careful. - What? 8 00:04:58,430 --> 00:05:00,512 If you touched then you have to buy it. 9 00:05:00,547 --> 00:05:04,993 you are more than welcome to to try them on. 10 00:05:05,670 --> 00:05:07,195 Thank you. 11 00:05:07,470 --> 00:05:10,519 - thank you. -you are American? 12 00:05:10,670 --> 00:05:11,512 Yes. 13 00:05:11,670 --> 00:05:13,718 you make a lovely couple 14 00:05:14,070 --> 00:05:16,232 - Thank you. Honey they're gorgeous 15 00:05:16,390 --> 00:05:18,040 - Let me have a look. - I want them. 16 00:05:19,470 --> 00:05:22,917 you like em. This is the "Altar sign'. 17 00:05:23,270 --> 00:05:25,079 What're you talking about? 18 00:05:24,944 --> 00:05:28,234 The "Ältar sign' from H.P. Lovecraft. 19 00:05:28,590 --> 00:05:32,231 - The Necronomicon and all that. - Yes, you're right. 20 00:05:32,990 --> 00:05:35,391 - Wasn’t that a hoax or something? - Of course not. 21 00:05:35,630 --> 00:05:38,600 it comes from a very old source, 22 00:05:38,950 --> 00:05:43,638 which has been part of my family for generations 23 00:05:43,950 --> 00:05:45,952 I'm researching parallel traditions aren’t I 24 00:05:45,987 --> 00:05:48,032 He calls anthropology. 25 00:05:48,270 --> 00:05:53,640 If you are interested, you must come this afternoon. 26 00:05:54,070 --> 00:05:56,437 Oh 'Honey, we can't this Afternoon. We have plans remember. 27 00:05:56,670 --> 00:05:59,833 This is just down the road. I think we can make it.. 28 00:06:00,190 --> 00:06:02,716 Well , we'll discuss it in the car then. 29 00:06:04,190 --> 00:06:08,275 Is that enough? It is only slightly wrinkled. 30 00:06:43,390 --> 00:06:45,358 It's all in French. I do not understand what they are saying. 31 00:06:45,590 --> 00:06:48,073 Yes, we're in France sweety. it's going to be in french 32 00:06:48,074 --> 00:06:49,669 Alright , there's things your going to adapt too 33 00:06:49,670 --> 00:06:53,833 Otherwise, we should have stayed back in the States. 34 00:06:57,630 --> 00:07:00,520 Alright , look sweety 35 00:07:00,870 --> 00:07:02,955 Why do not you go to the spa? go to the spa for a bit 36 00:07:02,990 --> 00:07:06,517 and pick me up from the old ladys house latter on ,its just down the road 37 00:07:07,350 --> 00:07:10,513 You don’t understand she says, got a copy of the Necronomicon . 38 00:07:10,548 --> 00:07:13,755 I've got to check it out, that’s what I'm here for. 39 00:07:13,790 --> 00:07:17,835 She has a copy that ran into her at a market in Mirepoix. 40 00:07:17,870 --> 00:07:20,032 got to go there. It might just another fake. 41 00:07:20,510 --> 00:07:24,054 I got to check it out , so go do your thing. go get your nails done, 42 00:07:24,089 --> 00:07:27,599 go to the Hammam. That's okay. But Now let's enjoy the ride. 43 00:07:51,271 --> 00:07:54,878 We should have taken that left turn at Benet like I told you before 44 00:07:54,913 --> 00:07:57,761 I did , it was the left after Benet outside the little brook 45 00:07:57,991 --> 00:08:03,157 No. left turned at Benet your not paying attention to me 46 00:08:03,431 --> 00:08:05,877 - Baby ... - Just keep going. 47 00:08:07,911 --> 00:08:10,391 - What the hell is that? - What? 48 00:08:34,591 --> 00:08:39,040 Wow, would you Look at this look at the face there 49 00:08:39,711 --> 00:08:42,760 - Yes, it's a cross Martin. -no babe it's not just a cross. 50 00:08:42,991 --> 00:08:44,993 this right here is not a division of the crossroads 51 00:08:45,391 --> 00:08:48,554 Right over here was a spiritual gathering place back in the time of the Gauls. 52 00:08:48,791 --> 00:08:52,079 Well, honey if would have payed more attention to our vacation... 53 00:08:52,431 --> 00:08:54,274 We wouldn’t have gotten lost - lost? 54 00:08:54,631 --> 00:08:58,272 Yeh! Where are we? What is this place I don’t get it.? 55 00:08:58,511 --> 00:09:00,513 hey were not lost see what's happening here 56 00:09:00,548 --> 00:09:02,240 Look at the signs, the market. 57 00:09:02,471 --> 00:09:05,634 The lady has a Necronomicon and Altar sign Earrings for you , now this..!! 58 00:09:06,711 --> 00:09:09,362 This is the infinity sign. 59 00:09:09,631 --> 00:09:14,717 you realize, its the joining of two worlds, heaven and earth. 60 00:09:16,631 --> 00:09:19,680 yeah it's a fucking eight martin What are you talking about? . 61 00:09:19,911 --> 00:09:22,596 I'm leaving , I'm going to Spa. 62 00:09:23,191 --> 00:09:26,513 - You can do what ever you want. - This is not a fucking eight man ... 63 00:10:12,231 --> 00:10:15,474 I see you have come alone. 64 00:10:16,511 --> 00:10:19,321 Karina she had a previous engagement. 65 00:10:19,511 --> 00:10:22,481 She doesn’t share your interests then? 66 00:10:23,351 --> 00:10:26,434 She just finds them a little esoteric 67 00:10:31,911 --> 00:10:33,879 Sit down. 68 00:10:40,232 --> 00:10:42,121 A Pastis from the area. 69 00:10:44,352 --> 00:10:47,879 it is the custom in the region. 70 00:10:57,712 --> 00:11:01,478 The book is very old. 71 00:11:09,032 --> 00:11:12,798 I can not believe this..!!, this looks real. 72 00:11:16,032 --> 00:11:20,720 All the women in my family have used it. 73 00:11:20,755 --> 00:11:24,797 In one way or the other way. 74 00:11:29,352 --> 00:11:30,877 Oh God ... 75 00:11:31,352 --> 00:11:33,320 it's horrific 76 00:11:34,912 --> 00:11:37,199 Fantastic. what is it? 77 00:11:44,152 --> 00:11:47,679 The mother of toads. 78 00:12:56,552 --> 00:13:00,193 Must you leave so soon my little one 79 00:13:00,432 --> 00:13:05,313 - Yes, actually its getting quite late. one for the road then. 80 00:13:05,552 --> 00:13:10,592 the mild wine will warm you up on your journey back 81 00:13:11,232 --> 00:13:12,996 Alright one for the road... 82 00:13:17,312 --> 00:13:23,797 it will warm your stomach and other parts 83 00:13:24,032 --> 00:13:26,512 I really should be going now. 84 00:13:38,913 --> 00:13:44,443 Do you like me now, my pretty one? 85 00:14:10,113 --> 00:14:11,922 Shit. 86 00:14:12,633 --> 00:14:16,524 One of these days , im going to seriously kill him for this 87 00:19:46,635 --> 00:19:48,524 What the. 88 00:19:53,475 --> 00:19:54,806 No ... 89 00:20:23,635 --> 00:20:28,516 Why did you leave so hastily my little one? 90 00:20:29,835 --> 00:20:32,998 Stay away from me. Stay away. 91 00:20:33,355 --> 00:20:36,325 Why, do you loath me so much? 92 00:20:37,035 --> 00:20:41,518 I can give you all that other women give and more. 93 00:20:41,755 --> 00:20:45,441 You are not a fucking woman! You're a fucking freak! 94 00:21:36,635 --> 00:21:38,046 No ... 95 00:21:45,435 --> 00:21:47,403 No, no, no ... 96 00:21:50,675 --> 00:21:53,121 No.......... 97 00:22:46,356 --> 00:22:49,439 What a story. 98 00:22:50,276 --> 00:22:52,438 So imaginative. 99 00:22:52,836 --> 00:22:57,398 Not every horror is a creation of the mind. 100 00:23:14,836 --> 00:23:19,637 I LOVE YOU 101 00:24:12,356 --> 00:24:14,245 Shit. 102 00:24:14,556 --> 00:24:18,242 Hi, it's me. please call me back when you get this 103 00:24:18,996 --> 00:24:20,919 It is important. 104 00:24:23,236 --> 00:24:24,920 Hey, George, it's me. 105 00:24:25,156 --> 00:24:28,239 I woke up with a nasty cut on my hand 106 00:24:28,274 --> 00:24:30,204 A broken glass or something. 107 00:24:30,436 --> 00:24:34,202 Maybe , I got in a fight I don’t remember. 108 00:24:36,036 --> 00:24:40,360 I can't reach Mona. She doesn’t return my calls. 109 00:24:51,596 --> 00:24:53,644 He doesn’t sound good. 110 00:24:53,876 --> 00:24:57,164 He got in a fight last night , he cant even remember it. 111 00:24:57,476 --> 00:25:01,720 I'm just going to talk to him,and pick up a few things and i'll be right down 112 00:25:01,755 --> 00:25:03,684 I do not think that's a good idea. 113 00:25:04,236 --> 00:25:06,936 I think we should leave right now , drive to paris get a place 114 00:25:06,971 --> 00:25:09,636 We settle down and disappear. 115 00:25:09,956 --> 00:25:12,561 He will try to find me 116 00:25:12,596 --> 00:25:15,122 you don't want that do you.? 117 00:25:17,156 --> 00:25:20,717 I'll tell him what ever I have to . to make him understand. 118 00:25:20,876 --> 00:25:23,356 Trust me, okay? 119 00:25:34,677 --> 00:25:36,645 My God, where have you been? 120 00:25:36,997 --> 00:25:39,967 Why haven’t you answered your phone or returned my calls ? 121 00:25:40,197 --> 00:25:43,644 I've told you,I was going to my cousins, for a few days. 122 00:25:43,679 --> 00:25:46,038 You didn’t answered the phone. daniel didn’t answer her phone 123 00:25:46,437 --> 00:25:48,121 I left you a dozen messages 124 00:25:48,357 --> 00:25:51,839 I know , I needed some time to myself to think. 125 00:25:52,277 --> 00:25:54,928 and did you? - Yes, I did. It was good. 126 00:25:55,157 --> 00:25:58,843 I needed to do that good im glad 127 00:25:58,997 --> 00:26:01,125 Because I’ve missed you so much missing. 128 00:26:02,077 --> 00:26:03,567 What are you doing? 129 00:26:03,797 --> 00:26:06,562 just getting some things , then we can talk. 130 00:26:06,797 --> 00:26:11,758 Why do you need to get some things? you had time to think ,now your staying home, right? 131 00:26:12,117 --> 00:26:16,361 it's not that easy Axel I've got things to decide 132 00:26:18,037 --> 00:26:20,082 Damn it ... 133 00:26:20,117 --> 00:26:23,758 what did I do that’s so fucking horrible Please just, tell me! 134 00:26:24,117 --> 00:26:27,838 You did not do anything. It is to me. Try to understand it. 135 00:26:28,277 --> 00:26:31,759 I'm trying to understand, But you aren't telling me anything! 136 00:26:35,197 --> 00:26:37,962 stop what the fuck you are doing and look at me! 137 00:26:41,517 --> 00:26:43,167 What? 138 00:26:43,597 --> 00:26:48,046 your not wearing your wedding ring I know I left it at Danielle. 139 00:26:48,197 --> 00:26:49,847 I'll get it, when I go back. 140 00:26:50,317 --> 00:26:53,048 You're not going anywhere, until you ... tell me what's going on! 141 00:26:53,517 --> 00:26:57,841 Really now what , keep me prisoner why don’t you grow up? 142 00:26:59,237 --> 00:27:02,207 Stop it! Stop it..!! 143 00:27:03,237 --> 00:27:04,682 You ... 144 00:27:04,717 --> 00:27:07,721 Bastard! You are a real pig! 145 00:27:08,677 --> 00:27:13,001 You weren’t at Danielles the last five days so Where were you? 146 00:27:13,036 --> 00:27:16,763 - You're being paranoid. - You were not there, I know. 147 00:27:16,997 --> 00:27:18,965 You checked up on me? 148 00:27:19,917 --> 00:27:24,400 I was worried about you I love you. 149 00:27:26,277 --> 00:27:28,484 You poor fool. 150 00:27:38,637 --> 00:27:41,288 cant you see why I cant stay here 151 00:27:41,637 --> 00:27:44,288 because your killing me how am I killing you 152 00:27:44,517 --> 00:27:47,722 Axle you wont leave me alone for a minute... 153 00:27:47,757 --> 00:27:50,442 if I step out of the apartment , you want to know where I'm going ... 154 00:27:50,597 --> 00:27:52,759 what im doing when ill be back 155 00:27:52,917 --> 00:27:55,079 If I'm late, I have to explain why 156 00:27:55,637 --> 00:27:59,164 If I meet someone, you want to know who it is and what we talked about. 157 00:27:59,397 --> 00:28:02,480 - Don’t I have a right to know, with whom my wife is meeting with, No..!! 158 00:28:03,197 --> 00:28:06,280 You call me 20 times a day just to check up on me. 159 00:28:06,517 --> 00:28:08,402 I just want to say hello 160 00:28:08,437 --> 00:28:11,884 but I'm sick of you showing up , where ever I happened to be ,by coincidence. 161 00:28:15,237 --> 00:28:18,127 you know in the beginning I liked the attention , it was nice 162 00:28:18,357 --> 00:28:21,679 But now it's too much, I cant live this way anymore. 163 00:28:22,637 --> 00:28:25,682 you want somebody who is there for you every minute 164 00:28:25,717 --> 00:28:28,439 somebody who lives their life just for you well im not that person 165 00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:31,037 Nobody is 166 00:28:40,038 --> 00:28:43,360 I know you're right. I'm neurotic. 167 00:28:44,718 --> 00:28:48,086 But only because I love you so much. 168 00:28:48,838 --> 00:28:52,888 Stop saying that...... Do you even know what that means? 169 00:28:53,718 --> 00:28:57,325 It means that I love you. 170 00:29:00,558 --> 00:29:04,324 I'm sorry that this has happened I tried to make it work , I really did 171 00:29:04,638 --> 00:29:08,165 And we had some great times together. But I cant stay. 172 00:29:09,598 --> 00:29:10,645 Please. 173 00:29:12,118 --> 00:29:16,168 - Give me one more chance. - No, I cant. 174 00:29:16,518 --> 00:29:19,563 - Please, I'll do what ever you want , what ever you say. - No.no no 175 00:29:19,598 --> 00:29:22,608 - quiet no more no. - No. 176 00:29:23,118 --> 00:29:25,283 - Axel ... - Please Mona, kiss me back. 177 00:29:25,318 --> 00:29:29,801 - One last time, then you can go. - I'm leaving now. 178 00:29:37,918 --> 00:29:41,559 Please, sweety, fuck me harder, okay? 179 00:29:41,594 --> 00:29:44,043 Come on! 180 00:29:44,078 --> 00:29:46,604 - I don’t want to hurt you.Mona go ahead I wont break.!!! 181 00:29:46,838 --> 00:29:48,806 Come on, fuck me harder! 182 00:29:49,478 --> 00:29:52,561 Please Mona, don’t ruin it for me ..!!. 183 00:30:25,078 --> 00:30:29,128 you do still love me 184 00:30:29,838 --> 00:30:33,604 - I'm still leaving. - Why? 185 00:30:34,838 --> 00:30:36,567 I don’t understand. 186 00:30:36,838 --> 00:30:40,160 We belong together. I can make you happy, if you let me. 187 00:30:40,438 --> 00:30:42,406 No, that's not true. 188 00:30:43,638 --> 00:30:48,280 Please just stay , and give us another chance . I'm begging you. 189 00:30:50,838 --> 00:30:52,806 I cant. 190 00:30:55,038 --> 00:30:59,521 Look If you've met someone ,then just tell me I forgive you. 191 00:31:00,678 --> 00:31:03,249 Otherwise it doesn’t make any sense. 192 00:31:11,278 --> 00:31:14,248 Go into the living room. i'll be in, in a minute. 193 00:31:15,078 --> 00:31:19,003 I'll tell you everything, you want to know . The absolute truth. 194 00:31:25,038 --> 00:31:28,008 I wont sneak out , I promise. 195 00:31:30,038 --> 00:31:31,847 Okay. 196 00:32:02,759 --> 00:32:05,410 That's so mean. 197 00:32:09,879 --> 00:32:12,644 You know where this is going don’t you? 198 00:32:13,959 --> 00:32:15,927 I think so. 199 00:32:18,559 --> 00:32:21,210 Because I'm falling in love with you. 200 00:32:21,559 --> 00:32:23,641 i'm falling for you too 201 00:32:24,879 --> 00:32:29,840 then its settled , just stay in Berlin permanently and.... just move in with me. 202 00:32:30,279 --> 00:32:33,249 We will get married and share our lives together. 203 00:32:33,479 --> 00:32:36,847 We will have a home and a family. All that happy people have together. 204 00:32:37,119 --> 00:32:39,087 I'd like that. 205 00:32:40,239 --> 00:32:42,924 - A friend of yours? - Who? 206 00:32:43,359 --> 00:32:48,889 - The guy you just smiled at. no sweety I haven’t seen him before in my life 207 00:32:56,079 --> 00:32:59,049 So, the absolute truth, right? 208 00:33:03,759 --> 00:33:05,648 The truth ... 209 00:33:06,759 --> 00:33:10,764 I admit , I haven’t been at my cousins the last week 210 00:33:10,959 --> 00:33:13,439 and Yes, I’ve been with someone else 211 00:33:14,799 --> 00:33:19,202 I've been unfaithful to you, and now I want to be with this other person. 212 00:33:19,399 --> 00:33:21,925 So I haven’t been paranoid all this time. 213 00:33:22,439 --> 00:33:25,841 Just because you were right, doesn’t mean you're not paranoid. 214 00:33:26,639 --> 00:33:29,768 - You admit to cheating on me? - Yes. 215 00:33:30,279 --> 00:33:34,250 I cheated, I lied....... i've betrayed you. 216 00:33:34,879 --> 00:33:39,567 - Who's this? - none of your business Nobody, you know. 217 00:33:39,799 --> 00:33:42,450 - Do you love him? - Yes. 218 00:33:43,399 --> 00:33:45,128 Shit. 219 00:33:45,679 --> 00:33:48,649 Why did you tell me sooner before it got to this point 220 00:33:48,799 --> 00:33:50,642 Because I was afraid of, what you would do. 221 00:33:50,799 --> 00:33:53,848 - I would never hurt you Mona, you know that - No, you hurt yourself . 222 00:33:54,039 --> 00:33:55,643 You threaten with suicide. 223 00:33:56,199 --> 00:34:00,170 You swallow fist full of pills and throw the big guilt trip on me 224 00:34:00,319 --> 00:34:03,243 it was just one time Yeah but ,I've learned my lesson. 225 00:34:03,559 --> 00:34:05,960 How long has it been going on? 226 00:34:06,639 --> 00:34:08,960 The first time three years ago. 227 00:34:09,279 --> 00:34:12,249 - The first time? yeah there have been others too 228 00:34:13,199 --> 00:34:14,849 How many? 229 00:34:16,079 --> 00:34:19,242 Hard to say One-night stands included? 230 00:34:19,519 --> 00:34:22,489 So, are you saying that you're a whore and a slut? 231 00:34:22,879 --> 00:34:24,563 Yes. 232 00:34:25,599 --> 00:34:28,045 remember when I had that internal bleeding 233 00:34:28,719 --> 00:34:32,764 - The uterine infection? that’s what I told you it was 234 00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:37,283 come on mona you have too eat something honey please im okay , im not hungry 235 00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,568 I just want to sleep, go into the other room. 236 00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:43,282 I stay here when you sleep in case you need something 237 00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:45,643 My lover at the time was married. 238 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:48,970 And he was not going to leave ,his wife and kids for me 239 00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:53,808 and you and I certainly weren’t not ready for a child. So ... 240 00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:55,520 Was it mine? 241 00:34:56,000 --> 00:35:00,369 it wasn’t anybodies it was in me then out of me 242 00:35:00,720 --> 00:35:03,883 - Just like that? - Just like that. 243 00:35:04,440 --> 00:35:07,046 how can you be so cold about it You love kids. 244 00:35:07,720 --> 00:35:09,404 Yes, other people. 245 00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:12,405 besides I didn’t want to be chained to you for ever 246 00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:16,690 so I did things to hurt myself and everybody around me 247 00:35:17,000 --> 00:35:21,130 remember when I left you and went to my sisters in paris 248 00:35:21,520 --> 00:35:23,205 Yes. 249 00:35:23,240 --> 00:35:25,925 And you came back, because you had me missing. 250 00:35:26,680 --> 00:35:28,648 that’s not why I came back 251 00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:38,688 did you come? 252 00:35:45,520 --> 00:35:46,685 I don’t believe you. 253 00:35:46,720 --> 00:35:50,884 Why do you think, my sister and I have not talked since then? 254 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:55,444 you are only saying these things to drive me away 255 00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:58,124 But I still love you. 256 00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:03,128 I cheated on you at every opportunity and laughed about it behind your back. 257 00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:09,129 I would come back home and not even wash so you would smell the sex on me and go crazy about it 258 00:36:10,320 --> 00:36:12,641 what did I do for you to hate me so much 259 00:36:13,200 --> 00:36:16,886 I used to think it was your weakness your selfishness 260 00:36:17,320 --> 00:36:21,291 And ... your passive-aggressiveness But it's the little things too. 261 00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:24,291 the way you button your shirt from top to bottom 262 00:36:24,560 --> 00:36:27,609 the way food squishes around..... in your mouth...while you chew 263 00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:29,809 the way you fuck me... 264 00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:32,407 as if im some fragile little china doll 265 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:35,081 that you put back on the shelf, when you're finished. 266 00:36:35,920 --> 00:36:40,801 you with your soft, mellow orgasm like a whisper. 267 00:36:41,440 --> 00:36:44,683 when what I need is to be ,fucked.... with a scream 268 00:36:45,640 --> 00:36:48,325 Your penis and my vagina never liked each other. 269 00:36:48,760 --> 00:36:51,001 didn’t you ever realize that 270 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:56,162 In five years, you never once made me come and that never bothered you 271 00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:58,170 Can I ask you something? 272 00:36:58,640 --> 00:37:01,610 - What? - Are you pregnant? 273 00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:05,162 You think I'm leaving you, because I'm having another mans baby ? 274 00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:09,166 - That could be a reason. - Not for me. 275 00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:13,328 You are cruel Mona and you hurt people 276 00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:19,529 I almost feel sorry for this new guy does he know the kind of women he's sleeping with 277 00:37:19,564 --> 00:37:22,091 He will find out soon enough. 278 00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:25,047 So are we settled now ? 279 00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:29,451 We go our separate ways before we hurt each other more than we already have ? 280 00:37:30,001 --> 00:37:33,164 Do you think you can hurt me more than you already have ? 281 00:37:33,601 --> 00:37:35,171 I do not know. 282 00:37:36,121 --> 00:37:38,567 I don’t want to find out 283 00:37:40,641 --> 00:37:42,609 I'm sorry. 284 00:37:54,761 --> 00:37:57,446 where you going to go to his place ? 285 00:37:57,761 --> 00:38:00,332 you can't ask me these questions anymore 286 00:38:00,961 --> 00:38:03,202 will I get to meet this mystery man 287 00:38:03,401 --> 00:38:04,926 I do not know. 288 00:38:07,241 --> 00:38:10,643 I wasn’t going to tell you this but now it doesn’t matter anymore. 289 00:38:11,281 --> 00:38:14,251 I had a biopsy last week and the results were inconclusive 290 00:38:14,286 --> 00:38:17,131 they are not sure if its cancer - Stop it, its not going to work this time. 291 00:38:17,321 --> 00:38:20,404 the big medical emergency 292 00:38:30,561 --> 00:38:33,644 why is George calling on your cell 293 00:38:34,241 --> 00:38:37,211 Hi, George. It's me. what's new? ' 294 00:38:38,681 --> 00:38:42,367 Monas right here , come on up..!! she'd like to see you. 295 00:38:42,881 --> 00:38:44,963 But give her a minute, she's still getting dressed 296 00:38:45,441 --> 00:38:46,772 For you. 297 00:38:50,761 --> 00:38:54,208 Hi, no, I'm fine I'm leaving now..!! 298 00:38:55,361 --> 00:38:57,125 No, please don’t. 299 00:38:57,881 --> 00:38:59,724 Fucking asshole! 300 00:38:59,961 --> 00:39:01,929 slut 301 00:39:18,481 --> 00:39:19,448 Hey. 302 00:39:19,961 --> 00:39:20,928 Hi. 303 00:40:02,881 --> 00:40:04,645 Shit. 304 00:40:16,401 --> 00:40:19,405 Mona! Bloody hell, what the fuck happened? 305 00:40:20,561 --> 00:40:25,203 I'm leaving for good this time you can't stop me... 306 00:40:29,242 --> 00:40:30,653 Mona! 307 00:40:31,082 --> 00:40:32,732 Oh my God! 308 00:40:33,482 --> 00:40:35,211 George did this to you! 309 00:40:35,602 --> 00:40:37,650 you wanted to stay with me and he flipped out 310 00:40:37,962 --> 00:40:39,851 no sweety he didn’t 311 00:40:51,802 --> 00:40:53,645 I'm leaving now 312 00:40:54,202 --> 00:40:58,366 I'd like to see you try and bring me back this time 313 00:41:00,762 --> 00:41:03,845 no I didn’t mean it I'm so sorry! Mona 314 00:41:04,642 --> 00:41:08,533 Please, do not leave me! Please come back! 315 00:41:12,682 --> 00:41:16,846 Damn it! Mona damn you 316 00:41:25,602 --> 00:41:29,163 don’t worry honey you wont be alone 317 00:41:30,202 --> 00:41:33,092 because im coming with you 318 00:41:37,682 --> 00:41:40,492 mother fucker..!!! aaaaaaahhh 319 00:41:49,362 --> 00:41:50,852 I ... 320 00:41:51,682 --> 00:41:53,252 I love you. 321 00:41:55,362 --> 00:41:57,251 I love you. 322 00:41:59,162 --> 00:42:00,971 I love you. 323 00:42:03,322 --> 00:42:05,131 I love you. 324 00:42:08,682 --> 00:42:10,491 I love you. 325 00:42:12,602 --> 00:42:13,569 I love ... 326 00:42:19,602 --> 00:42:24,051 Perhaps I am mistaken 327 00:42:26,082 --> 00:42:28,653 starts in the mind 328 00:42:33,482 --> 00:42:36,691 Pause. And All. 329 00:42:38,722 --> 00:42:41,566 What is your story? 330 00:43:09,482 --> 00:43:11,325 WET DREAMS 331 00:45:12,363 --> 00:45:14,172 What are you doing ? 332 00:45:24,003 --> 00:45:25,767 Baby. I'm so sorry. 333 00:45:27,083 --> 00:45:28,767 Are you okay? 334 00:45:33,603 --> 00:45:35,685 have you seen it ? 335 00:45:37,723 --> 00:45:40,488 The remote , the god..... damn remote? 336 00:45:41,443 --> 00:45:42,490 No .. 337 00:45:42,923 --> 00:45:45,494 Could you help look , the Stealers are playing tonight 338 00:45:46,043 --> 00:45:47,693 so watch the Stealers 339 00:45:48,323 --> 00:45:50,291 but I need the DVR 340 00:45:50,963 --> 00:45:53,443 the last time I let you do it , all I got was 3 hours of Lifetime 341 00:45:53,803 --> 00:45:57,364 Valerie Bertinelli getting over cancer or some shit. 342 00:45:57,563 --> 00:46:00,688 - You're going out? - I told you. 343 00:46:00,723 --> 00:46:05,524 got that thing with percy , im pretty sure the Christmas bonus depends on it. 344 00:46:10,643 --> 00:46:13,169 I'll be home early I promise 345 00:46:14,123 --> 00:46:16,603 you make a lot of promises don’t you 346 00:46:17,123 --> 00:46:20,525 Jesus Christ, give me a break, I was in my sleep Carla. 347 00:46:20,560 --> 00:46:23,493 just throw a little makeup on for a change hey 348 00:46:23,723 --> 00:46:25,771 you'll hardly notice .... 349 00:46:26,724 --> 00:46:31,605 My mother will notice , she's coming for lunch tomorrow..!! 350 00:46:31,964 --> 00:46:34,968 what am I supposed to tell her Donnie..!! 351 00:46:35,484 --> 00:46:38,886 tell her....your busy , she can come by next week sure next week yeh.. 352 00:46:39,404 --> 00:46:41,088 Why not. 353 00:46:48,524 --> 00:46:50,606 Breakfast is up. 354 00:47:03,244 --> 00:47:06,327 that’s how it plays out , night, after night 355 00:47:06,924 --> 00:47:09,734 with your wife serving up..... your cock for breakfast? 356 00:47:09,769 --> 00:47:12,011 Not very Freudian. 357 00:47:15,324 --> 00:47:17,247 did you see anybody new ? 358 00:47:18,004 --> 00:47:21,486 seen anybody , you mean am I fucking anybody new 359 00:47:21,521 --> 00:47:24,727 Yeah, I mean, are you fucking anybody new 360 00:47:25,644 --> 00:47:27,169 not at present 361 00:47:27,844 --> 00:47:32,054 what about the girl in your dreams the one with the , love crafting vagina 362 00:47:32,089 --> 00:47:34,968 she anybody you know , in your waking life 363 00:47:36,444 --> 00:47:37,889 No .. 364 00:47:39,924 --> 00:47:42,404 you sure about that... - Yes. 365 00:47:43,644 --> 00:47:47,012 I have to ask you some thing sensitive Donnie 366 00:47:47,244 --> 00:47:50,134 whens the last time you ......... raped somebody 367 00:47:52,844 --> 00:47:56,690 I rape my mother all the time in dreams of course 368 00:47:57,044 --> 00:48:01,174 I even kill people I've killed people I love 369 00:48:04,324 --> 00:48:07,806 you know , I should start charging you for these sessions. 370 00:48:09,324 --> 00:48:12,294 The point is, dreams can be a release 371 00:48:12,924 --> 00:48:15,530 As a safety valve. 372 00:48:16,044 --> 00:48:21,847 They allow us to solve dilemmas in ways we wouldn’t contemplate in real life 373 00:48:25,164 --> 00:48:27,974 sometimes the're the only truth we have 374 00:48:29,164 --> 00:48:31,815 It is the reality of the soul. 375 00:48:33,164 --> 00:48:36,725 it's real life that’s the distortion 376 00:48:38,724 --> 00:48:42,570 I don’t want an explanation , I just want to know how to make it stop 377 00:48:43,524 --> 00:48:46,289 Have you tried........ opening your eyes ? 378 00:48:47,124 --> 00:48:50,651 I'm serious. The moment you know your in a dream 379 00:48:50,686 --> 00:48:54,615 you can make a conscious effort to stop it 380 00:48:56,644 --> 00:48:58,089 Okay .. 381 00:48:59,644 --> 00:49:03,808 - And how do I do that? , simple just close your eyes and count 382 00:49:04,484 --> 00:49:08,455 you can do that donnie , cant you Three, two, one ... 383 00:49:08,764 --> 00:49:10,607 wake up. 384 00:49:31,965 --> 00:49:34,013 Over here! Hey! 385 00:49:54,485 --> 00:49:55,646 Carla? 386 00:49:56,005 --> 00:49:57,450 Hey, you .. 387 00:49:58,365 --> 00:50:00,732 I found the remote 388 00:51:01,965 --> 00:51:04,127 Maxine! No! 389 00:51:05,165 --> 00:51:07,213 Carla, take her down! 390 00:51:13,565 --> 00:51:17,695 Maxine! Carla , stop that thing! what the fuck you doing 391 00:51:19,365 --> 00:51:21,254 Carla, stop it! 392 00:51:37,045 --> 00:51:41,016 Okay, Carla , you got what you wanted. 393 00:51:42,045 --> 00:51:45,208 Please leave,just let me go. 394 00:51:45,405 --> 00:51:47,134 No, Donny. 395 00:51:48,765 --> 00:51:51,371 What the fuck do you want from me? 396 00:51:51,965 --> 00:51:53,530 The truth. 397 00:51:53,565 --> 00:51:57,251 what the fuck you talking about - I'm talking about your wife. 398 00:51:58,285 --> 00:52:01,050 let me out of here - The woman you courted. 399 00:52:01,485 --> 00:52:07,208 the women you took a vow to , love , honor ,obey unto, stay with me now ,till death do you part 400 00:52:11,085 --> 00:52:16,053 aahh what the fuck aaahhh , aaaahhh 401 00:52:22,165 --> 00:52:23,849 I'm dreaming.... 402 00:52:24,766 --> 00:52:26,336 It is a dream. it's a dream 403 00:52:26,966 --> 00:52:28,456 Three ... 404 00:52:28,766 --> 00:52:30,211 Two ... ... 405 00:52:32,046 --> 00:52:33,172 . One! 406 00:54:25,366 --> 00:54:26,731 Wow.! 407 00:54:27,806 --> 00:54:31,094 You look great. You look like a movie star. 408 00:54:32,806 --> 00:54:34,934 get any sleep.? - Like a baby. 409 00:54:35,486 --> 00:54:37,136 it show's - Thank you. 410 00:54:38,806 --> 00:54:42,174 What's that smell. ? Smells delicious. 411 00:54:42,406 --> 00:54:45,853 it was a denver omelet you have time , I can make you one.? 412 00:54:46,286 --> 00:54:48,493 No, not today. 413 00:54:49,486 --> 00:54:51,170 Are you okay? 414 00:54:51,806 --> 00:54:53,535 - Yes. - Look. 415 00:54:54,566 --> 00:54:56,056 Maxine. 416 00:54:59,446 --> 00:55:01,926 can't hurt us anymore 417 00:55:02,566 --> 00:55:05,456 - Poor baby, are you okay? - Yes. 418 00:55:08,366 --> 00:55:11,256 I brought you some goodies 419 00:55:17,086 --> 00:55:21,774 Carla.. don’t forget to feed it 420 00:55:28,407 --> 00:55:30,091 Good morning. 421 00:55:35,167 --> 00:55:37,613 Breakfast time. 422 00:55:41,087 --> 00:55:45,411 hold on a second tiger , I just want to see how you're doing down there. 423 00:56:05,007 --> 00:56:08,295 your looking good.. see.? 424 00:56:11,687 --> 00:56:16,011 you my dear were out like a light last night.... after the surgery 425 00:56:16,767 --> 00:56:22,456 I never thought , I would see the day when Donny boy would be conked out before the game 426 00:56:23,567 --> 00:56:29,051 you know I would have DVR'd it for you But you know me ... 427 00:56:31,207 --> 00:56:36,577 you , you , are the expert........ with the remote. 428 00:56:38,207 --> 00:56:40,858 you can't even screw in a light bulb 429 00:56:42,007 --> 00:56:44,977 let alone screw your own wife 430 00:56:45,247 --> 00:56:47,773 But when it comes to a remote 431 00:56:48,007 --> 00:56:52,376 Donny ... is a fucking black belt. 432 00:56:56,047 --> 00:57:00,530 You want to say something? Yes? Really? 433 00:57:01,567 --> 00:57:06,778 if I take this of , do you promise not to spit again..? 434 00:57:08,487 --> 00:57:11,696 your not very good at keeping promises, Donny. 435 00:57:12,607 --> 00:57:17,568 you've been ruled by that one-eyed monster between your legs 436 00:58:03,607 --> 00:58:06,770 I'll bite. what's so funny? 437 00:58:08,727 --> 00:58:13,096 You. You sick fucking bitch 438 00:58:15,127 --> 00:58:19,576 at least ill be with you , tearing your tits of for starters 439 00:58:21,567 --> 00:58:26,050 For starters? Wow. that’s some threat 440 00:58:27,088 --> 00:58:29,773 how do you plan on doing that I mean ... 441 00:58:30,928 --> 00:58:34,455 I am stunned. No offense. 442 00:58:35,208 --> 00:58:39,770 all I got to do is close my eyes and at count of three, 443 00:58:40,008 --> 00:58:43,410 when I wake up, im going to kill you 444 00:58:46,808 --> 00:58:48,697 Do you understand me, Carla? 445 00:58:49,528 --> 00:58:51,974 im going to kill you for real 446 00:59:00,248 --> 00:59:03,172 Ready or not, here I come. 447 00:59:04,488 --> 00:59:05,569 Three ... 448 00:59:06,848 --> 00:59:08,009 Two ... ... 449 00:59:15,328 --> 00:59:16,454 Three, two, one! 450 00:59:16,728 --> 00:59:18,173 Three, two ... 451 00:59:18,648 --> 00:59:19,774 One 452 00:59:20,528 --> 00:59:23,691 Three, two, one! 453 00:59:25,648 --> 00:59:29,619 You were right, that was really a funny joke. 454 00:59:29,848 --> 00:59:31,691 Especially the punch line. 455 00:59:34,008 --> 00:59:37,899 This is my dream, bitch. 456 00:59:50,408 --> 00:59:54,174 You can imprison us ..... stories 457 00:59:54,928 --> 00:59:57,977 Even if they are our own. 458 01:00:01,208 --> 01:00:05,691 Especially if they are our own. 459 01:00:24,088 --> 01:00:28,650 The power is to write your own stories 460 01:00:28,928 --> 01:00:32,649 ... Is the power to define your life 461 01:00:36,648 --> 01:00:39,697 To define your life 462 01:01:15,928 --> 01:01:19,011 THE ACCIDENT 463 01:02:25,369 --> 01:02:27,690 Why do we die, Mommy? 464 01:02:32,849 --> 01:02:37,616 I guess its to make room for the new people that are born every day. 465 01:02:39,929 --> 01:02:43,297 there’s only so much room to fit everyone you know 466 01:03:06,849 --> 01:03:12,060 Does that mean my grandmother died ... 467 01:03:14,609 --> 01:03:17,180 ... To make room for me? 468 01:03:17,769 --> 01:03:19,498 No .. 469 01:03:20,409 --> 01:03:22,810 that’s not what it means at all 470 01:03:24,049 --> 01:03:27,895 grandma died because her body wasn’t working anymore 471 01:03:29,929 --> 01:03:34,173 and if anything you helped grandma live as long as she did 472 01:03:37,929 --> 01:03:39,613 How? 473 01:03:40,369 --> 01:03:44,738 You were the reason that she could still get up in the morning 474 01:03:47,249 --> 01:03:50,139 just seeing you made her happy 475 01:03:50,769 --> 01:03:54,216 yes I guess grandma was really old 476 01:03:56,529 --> 01:03:59,180 Will I ever grow old? 477 01:04:01,449 --> 01:04:04,578 not for a very long time 478 01:04:14,209 --> 01:04:17,292 But that man was not old. 479 01:04:22,490 --> 01:04:24,094 No, he wasn’t. 480 01:04:25,770 --> 01:04:28,740 then why did he die 481 01:04:55,490 --> 01:04:59,734 Sometimes things just happen. 482 01:05:19,530 --> 01:05:22,420 Maybe he did something bad? 483 01:05:24,530 --> 01:05:27,136 People don’t die for doing bad things. 484 01:05:27,690 --> 01:05:31,215 They are sent to her room, if they were naughty. 485 01:05:31,250 --> 01:05:34,741 Or they are in the oven, like the bad witch in the gingerbread house. 486 01:05:34,970 --> 01:05:38,975 your so lucky we don’t have a oven a big enough to cook you in 487 01:05:39,010 --> 01:05:42,338 - Maybe I'll have Daddy buy one. - No! 488 01:05:55,290 --> 01:05:57,179 Oh my God. 489 01:05:57,770 --> 01:05:59,932 Stay in the car. 490 01:06:21,570 --> 01:06:24,141 We're on the Highway north of ... 491 01:06:56,250 --> 01:06:59,618 No, he is not. 492 01:07:01,250 --> 01:07:04,220 Could be his father. 493 01:07:05,770 --> 01:07:07,932 Okay, they send someone? 494 01:07:08,290 --> 01:07:12,454 Mummy is that man ever going to wake up again 495 01:07:14,970 --> 01:07:16,540 No .. 496 01:07:18,570 --> 01:07:21,176 i'm afraid , he isn’t 497 01:07:21,411 --> 01:07:25,700 what about maybe as a zombie or something? 498 01:07:27,651 --> 01:07:33,260 Not even as a zombie. and if he did , then i'm sure he would come back as a good zombie 499 01:07:39,171 --> 01:07:42,459 why did his daddy do that 500 01:08:34,051 --> 01:08:38,898 it's like little Tommy when Old Yeller got sick 501 01:08:38,933 --> 01:08:40,893 Do you remember that? 502 01:09:38,371 --> 01:09:40,419 Why do we die? 503 01:09:45,771 --> 01:09:48,217 I really do not know. 504 01:09:50,771 --> 01:09:55,140 What I do know is that, as long as were here...... 505 01:09:57,491 --> 01:10:02,213 we should do our best to care for each other as much as possible 506 01:10:07,011 --> 01:10:09,412 so when we do die 507 01:10:11,571 --> 01:10:13,938 ... We all die happy. 508 01:10:30,412 --> 01:10:34,736 so died happy in other words say... 509 01:10:34,972 --> 01:10:35,734 They lived happily ... ever after 510 01:10:38,492 --> 01:10:39,937 Yes. 511 01:10:41,612 --> 01:10:43,376 its just like that 512 01:10:45,692 --> 01:10:48,855 just like living happily ever after 513 01:11:23,692 --> 01:11:28,653 Well, in order to define your life ... 514 01:11:29,812 --> 01:11:32,099 ... You have to live it. 515 01:11:56,332 --> 01:11:58,460 I'm sorry. 516 01:11:59,492 --> 01:12:02,780 It is easier to get caught up in somebody else's story....... 517 01:12:03,172 --> 01:12:05,698 then to live our own 518 01:12:33,892 --> 01:12:37,863 Vision Stains 519 01:16:34,174 --> 01:16:35,858 I love you. 520 01:16:41,174 --> 01:16:43,336 I only chose women who want to die. 521 01:16:44,294 --> 01:16:48,663 And if you think about it, i'm finally giving them a voice 522 01:16:49,094 --> 01:16:51,415 Something they never had in life. 523 01:16:53,014 --> 01:16:56,655 Because of me everything they've gone through wont just disappear. 524 01:16:57,214 --> 01:16:59,535 I preserve their history 525 01:17:00,534 --> 01:17:02,582 I love them. 526 01:17:08,654 --> 01:17:12,454 The most important images that People see during their lifetime..... 527 01:17:12,654 --> 01:17:15,464 their key moments ... of experience 528 01:17:15,814 --> 01:17:19,261 get trapped in a liquid of their eyes as the see them 529 01:17:19,614 --> 01:17:24,415 And I've discovered that these visions can actually be transmitted to someone else 530 01:17:25,294 --> 01:17:28,059 By a simple surgical process 531 01:17:28,214 --> 01:17:33,857 At the moment of their death, will their lives flash before their very eyes 532 01:17:35,334 --> 01:17:39,862 This has become my work. I'm their biographer. 533 01:17:45,534 --> 01:17:49,903 I have to admit, I've always had a horrible handicap 534 01:17:50,774 --> 01:17:53,345 I've never dreamed 535 01:17:54,814 --> 01:18:00,218 But that does not matter anymore. Their dreams finally give me purpose 536 01:18:31,414 --> 01:18:33,735 living here is the hazard of my trade 537 01:18:34,294 --> 01:18:37,776 To understand them, I have to live like them 538 01:18:59,334 --> 01:19:02,577 The fact that I don’t exist is fine with me 539 01:19:03,134 --> 01:19:05,899 The only things that matter, are the books. 540 01:19:08,254 --> 01:19:10,302 I'm just a technicality. 541 01:19:20,015 --> 01:19:24,976 a technicality with a body That's my only weakness. 542 01:19:38,735 --> 01:19:42,120 I'm only interested in womens stories 543 01:19:42,155 --> 01:19:45,506 they are the true creators the ones who suffer 544 01:19:46,735 --> 01:19:49,898 mens predictable stories hold no interest to me.... 545 01:19:50,455 --> 01:19:52,981 No blood, no life. 546 01:19:57,135 --> 01:20:00,901 The strongest memories come from women who have lived long lives. 547 01:20:01,415 --> 01:20:03,463 who have had it all then lost it.... 548 01:20:03,655 --> 01:20:05,100 either by choice or by decision 549 01:20:07,415 --> 01:20:10,703 those stories hurt the most 550 01:20:13,735 --> 01:20:16,898 because I feel like everything they did. 551 01:23:44,736 --> 01:23:49,981 What do the unborn? see , think or feel 552 01:23:58,336 --> 01:24:03,706 finding that out, might just unlock the keys to life itself 553 01:25:20,537 --> 01:25:24,508 No - don't touch my baby ? Let go of me! 554 01:25:25,657 --> 01:25:27,182 No.... 555 01:25:32,137 --> 01:25:36,187 What did you take from my baby ? what did you take.. ? 556 01:25:36,417 --> 01:25:37,987 ah , ah fuck it 557 01:25:59,377 --> 01:26:01,983 My baby ... 558 01:26:57,737 --> 01:27:01,458 Perhaps you should have woke up but it,,!!! 559 01:27:02,497 --> 01:27:05,706 The unborn can see..!!! idiot..!!! 560 01:27:05,937 --> 01:27:10,977 How do you expect to write down the visions of something that doesn’t even have eyes yet 561 01:27:12,137 --> 01:27:15,619 You're going to find out more than any living person should know..!! 562 01:27:15,937 --> 01:27:19,902 And you're going to regret searching.. where you did 563 01:27:19,937 --> 01:27:23,498 ever wondered where that little inner voice in your head comes from..? 564 01:27:23,533 --> 01:27:25,784 The one that tells you ..... what to do? 565 01:27:26,937 --> 01:27:32,785 All those people you wrote about... nothing you me cycle of souls 566 01:27:33,137 --> 01:27:38,507 There is absolutely no originality or uniqueness about people 567 01:27:39,217 --> 01:27:41,379 None what so ever 568 01:27:42,417 --> 01:27:45,902 Just beings that carry out predestined lifes ... 569 01:27:45,937 --> 01:27:50,545 Then die..only to come back and to.... live out another pathetic scenario, 570 01:27:50,737 --> 01:27:54,901 Designed by a very cruel creator , with a very short attention span. 571 01:27:55,057 --> 01:27:57,822 For the sole purpose of entertaining 572 01:27:58,857 --> 01:28:01,428 Do you think your writing peoples original stories 573 01:28:01,577 --> 01:28:04,421 Nothing is original, you're just a plagiarist. 574 01:28:04,657 --> 01:28:06,739 Shut up! 575 01:28:08,377 --> 01:28:09,617 Shut up! 576 01:28:10,177 --> 01:28:13,704 The only way to shut me up ,..is to to close your eyes. for good 577 01:28:14,338 --> 01:28:20,061 Stop messing with things , that no human is supposed to know, when their alive..!!! 578 01:28:22,538 --> 01:28:24,108 That's right....!!!! 579 01:28:24,538 --> 01:28:27,826 There is only one way to truly stop seeing..!! 580 01:28:30,938 --> 01:28:32,463 Do it...! 581 01:28:34,058 --> 01:28:35,548 Do it..!! 582 01:28:37,658 --> 01:28:39,342 Do it..!!! 583 01:28:40,498 --> 01:28:45,629 Do it..!!!! Do it..!!! ,Do it..!!! 584 01:28:46,978 --> 01:28:48,104 Do it..!!!!! 585 01:29:58,218 --> 01:30:01,745 I'm suddenly seeing clearer than I ever have..! 586 01:30:02,578 --> 01:30:05,741 It's beautiful to forget what I have learned 587 01:30:06,258 --> 01:30:09,944 To no longer feel the need to know everything all the time 588 01:30:11,218 --> 01:30:15,189 Sometimes it is better to close your eyes to be guided 589 01:30:17,338 --> 01:30:22,549 I can no longer see , so now I can finally dream 590 01:31:09,458 --> 01:31:13,429 The stories are given life.....!!!! 591 01:31:15,779 --> 01:31:20,228 Even as the real world slip's away..!!! 592 01:31:22,499 --> 01:31:26,140 Until there is nothing left ... as the storyteller. 593 01:31:35,099 --> 01:31:39,741 A storyteller, that you have put your complete trust in 594 01:32:07,779 --> 01:32:10,385 SWEETS 595 01:32:14,219 --> 01:32:16,950 It's not you, it's me. 596 01:32:23,459 --> 01:32:26,349 How can you even say that with a strait face..? 597 01:32:26,659 --> 01:32:28,627 With you.? 598 01:32:30,259 --> 01:32:33,149 Wha..What part of it is you..? 599 01:32:36,379 --> 01:32:38,427 I need some space. 600 01:32:39,179 --> 01:32:41,144 Okay ... 601 01:32:41,179 --> 01:32:44,422 Space... I can give you space.. 602 01:32:44,779 --> 01:32:47,020 Look see... 603 01:32:47,899 --> 01:32:49,867 Look. 604 01:32:50,299 --> 01:32:52,267 Do you see? We ... 605 01:32:52,619 --> 01:32:56,180 We have space... can we move on..? 606 01:32:57,979 --> 01:33:00,585 I need some me time.... 607 01:33:01,299 --> 01:33:03,586 Why are you being so selfish? 608 01:33:06,379 --> 01:33:11,340 What do you mean , I'm the one being selfish you are the one being selfish 609 01:33:12,459 --> 01:33:15,542 I was doing just fine , before you came into my life. 610 01:33:31,419 --> 01:33:34,662 It's been fun , but you can do much better than me Greg 611 01:33:35,419 --> 01:33:38,662 Maybe I don’t want to do better than you Estelle..!! 612 01:33:39,619 --> 01:33:43,305 Maybe that makes you think you can do better than me..!! 613 01:33:43,819 --> 01:33:46,425 I'm fucked up..!! i'm a mess..!!! 614 01:33:47,979 --> 01:33:50,744 Hey.., everybody has randoms okay..!! 615 01:33:51,179 --> 01:33:53,785 Whats all so special about yours 616 01:33:54,379 --> 01:33:57,861 We talked about this over and over 617 01:33:59,499 --> 01:34:04,061 You know that I'm seeing other people..... right..!!! 618 01:34:05,539 --> 01:34:07,985 I didn't know that..!! 619 01:34:12,020 --> 01:34:14,910 Then why did you asked me for exclusivity? 620 01:34:15,700 --> 01:34:19,068 You did you demanded exclusivity why? 621 01:34:45,300 --> 01:34:48,144 You don’t tell people im you’re girlfriend do you..? 622 01:34:48,540 --> 01:34:51,271 I don’t talk to anybody anymore 623 01:34:51,620 --> 01:34:52,781 I don’t call anyone 624 01:34:53,020 --> 01:34:58,231 I just wanted to spend time with you because they don’t mean anything to me..!!. 625 01:34:58,420 --> 01:35:00,229 You do..!! 626 01:35:01,340 --> 01:35:05,789 I'm not ready for a relationship right now I need to figure myself out..!! 627 01:35:06,340 --> 01:35:08,866 You were begging for this..!! 628 01:35:09,300 --> 01:35:11,345 I was fine taking it slow 629 01:35:11,380 --> 01:35:14,345 You challenged my commitment 630 01:35:14,380 --> 01:35:19,068 And I rose to that challenge and I found something I really really liked 631 01:35:19,220 --> 01:35:21,268 And so did you..!! 632 01:35:52,420 --> 01:35:56,391 Greg.. I love you I'm just not in love with you 633 01:35:58,500 --> 01:36:00,901 What is the difference? 634 01:36:01,300 --> 01:36:04,190 We have a chance okay.. please..!! 635 01:36:05,820 --> 01:36:08,585 We can do better 636 01:36:09,020 --> 01:36:13,582 -Estelle Please, I love you! - And I love you ... 637 01:36:16,100 --> 01:36:18,421 ... As a friend. 638 01:36:20,020 --> 01:36:23,229 Friends don’t do this to each other 639 01:36:23,820 --> 01:36:25,788 Sweet, you're breaking my heart. 640 01:36:26,460 --> 01:36:29,111 Do not do this to us! We are a good! 641 01:36:29,660 --> 01:36:32,664 We live again , were so good 642 01:36:34,020 --> 01:36:36,102 We can work at it 643 01:36:36,300 --> 01:36:37,904 babe..!!! 644 01:37:33,301 --> 01:37:35,110 Stop it Greg. 645 01:37:36,741 --> 01:37:39,187 You're making it so much harder than it needs to be..!! 646 01:37:39,541 --> 01:37:43,512 If you were going to do this , why did you introduce me to all you're friends 647 01:37:43,821 --> 01:37:46,791 They seemed to like me. 648 01:37:47,261 --> 01:37:50,504 They said we were good together that we had chemistry 649 01:37:51,021 --> 01:37:52,910 They liked you sure..!! 650 01:37:53,541 --> 01:37:56,147 I just don’t feel the same way anymore 651 01:37:59,141 --> 01:38:01,189 Why? 652 01:38:02,021 --> 01:38:05,821 Do you do this to every guy you encounter 653 01:38:06,141 --> 01:38:08,303 No, with you it was different. 654 01:38:09,661 --> 01:38:12,904 Then I woke up one morning and something had changed. 655 01:38:13,341 --> 01:38:15,105 I can't help how I feel 656 01:38:15,661 --> 01:38:17,823 This has happened before, I'm sorry. 657 01:38:19,421 --> 01:38:20,388 Maybe your not in love long 658 01:38:25,741 --> 01:38:29,632 You make me feel so special. 659 01:39:14,941 --> 01:39:17,547 You're not getting it Greg..!! 660 01:39:18,581 --> 01:39:20,788 You need to get away from me..!! 661 01:39:21,941 --> 01:39:26,390 I don't want to get away from you..Estelle..!! please..!! 662 01:39:27,341 --> 01:39:28,831 Please ... 663 01:39:29,621 --> 01:39:31,385 Please. 664 01:39:32,541 --> 01:39:35,511 I love you. Really, I love you. 665 01:39:36,341 --> 01:39:38,912 For a minute there , I thought you were different. 666 01:39:42,581 --> 01:39:44,185 Please. 667 01:39:44,861 --> 01:39:48,547 But you're just another pathetic, little lamb. 668 01:39:50,581 --> 01:39:53,551 Please, give me one more chance. 669 01:40:03,541 --> 01:40:05,111 Fine. 670 01:40:05,421 --> 01:40:07,583 We'll see each other later..!! 671 01:40:10,542 --> 01:40:14,024 I miss you! I miss you so much! 672 01:40:15,542 --> 01:40:17,829 I know that you do. 673 01:41:07,382 --> 01:41:10,033 Darling, good evening. 674 01:41:11,942 --> 01:41:14,229 - How are you doing oh ghastly 675 01:41:15,062 --> 01:41:16,746 Oh.. never mind 676 01:41:17,502 --> 01:41:22,463 I adore this women, she is one of my..... dearest friends 677 01:41:28,222 --> 01:41:32,193 Mikela Da Vinci, and you are? 678 01:41:32,862 --> 01:41:35,468 We've met before we have..? 679 01:41:35,782 --> 01:41:37,511 A few times actually 680 01:41:37,862 --> 01:41:41,423 Antonia is a friend. A good friend. 681 01:41:42,342 --> 01:41:43,832 Well ... 682 01:41:44,222 --> 01:41:46,707 Go right in..!! 683 01:41:46,742 --> 01:41:49,192 Enjoy..!! enjoy..!! 684 01:42:07,062 --> 01:42:10,305 I have to stop eating. That's my goal. 685 01:42:11,462 --> 01:42:15,387 For a couple of weeks at least to prove to myself that I can do it. 686 01:42:15,862 --> 01:42:18,149 It's all about moderation. 687 01:42:19,462 --> 01:42:22,432 Moderation is something i'm not good at unfortunately 688 01:42:22,782 --> 01:42:26,184 I can't help it..!! I just love masticating 689 01:42:28,182 --> 01:42:30,753 I'm thinking about taking a break anyway 690 01:42:31,502 --> 01:42:35,268 Soon..!! i've done it before it's fine , me too....!!! 691 01:42:35,582 --> 01:42:36,743 Soon..!! 692 01:42:36,982 --> 01:42:38,472 We could do it together. 693 01:42:39,062 --> 01:42:41,383 That would make me a better person - Right. 694 01:42:41,582 --> 01:42:44,665 For both we are better people 695 01:42:45,222 --> 01:42:48,829 What about our friends. they will never understand..!! they'll hate us..!! 696 01:42:49,982 --> 01:42:51,427 Friends come and go. 697 01:42:52,462 --> 01:42:55,432 If they can't appreciate what I need to do, for me, then fuck them. 698 01:42:55,662 --> 01:42:57,505 They can be replaced. 699 01:43:00,182 --> 01:43:02,549 But let's worry about that tomorrow 700 01:43:02,902 --> 01:43:05,951 Yeh,for now fuck it. It tastes too good. 701 01:43:10,903 --> 01:43:13,952 I don't do four legs - One of my dearest friends. 702 01:43:31,663 --> 01:43:36,624 Until I get what I want for me..!! it's going to have to be all about you..!! 703 01:43:36,983 --> 01:43:39,548 It has to be that's what I say 704 01:43:39,583 --> 01:43:44,623 I'm my own person right..!! if anyone doesn't see that , will have to read the book 705 01:43:44,658 --> 01:43:46,148 according to me..!! 706 01:43:46,183 --> 01:43:51,986 It's not like I don’t care about anyone, it's just that no one will ever be as intrusting as me...!!! 707 01:43:53,703 --> 01:43:54,864 To me..!! 708 01:43:55,103 --> 01:43:58,073 It's me or nothing me and only me..!! 709 01:43:58,623 --> 01:44:00,466 Me, me, me ... 710 01:44:00,703 --> 01:44:02,592 Me, me, me ... 711 01:44:07,903 --> 01:44:09,587 Oh..!!!! Fuck..!!! 712 01:44:53,223 --> 01:44:54,873 God! 713 01:44:59,503 --> 01:45:01,073 God! 714 01:45:02,903 --> 01:45:04,632 No, no! 715 01:45:09,463 --> 01:45:11,147 Why? 716 01:45:12,823 --> 01:45:13,904 Please ... 717 01:45:14,383 --> 01:45:16,670 I love you! 718 01:45:19,823 --> 01:45:22,667 I'm sorry. Greg..!!!! 719 01:45:23,343 --> 01:45:25,471 I'm a mess. 720 01:47:10,904 --> 01:47:12,668 At the end ... 721 01:47:14,104 --> 01:47:20,066 However... one of two things always happen 722 01:47:21,544 --> 01:47:23,672 It always happens. 723 01:47:24,904 --> 01:47:27,987 The storyteller moves on or ... 724 01:47:28,824 --> 01:47:31,395 . Your stories. 725 01:47:33,024 --> 01:47:35,106 Are over....... 726 01:47:36,064 --> 01:47:38,385 Before you know it...!!!