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- Excuse me, Dr. King?
- I'm sorry.
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I don't have any more time.
I'm already late for my plane.
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My name's Annie Parker.
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Oh.
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I read your letters.
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I heard you were in town.
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I tried to catch your lecture,
but... the traffic was horrible.
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- I'm sorry.
- It's okay.
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It was a bit dry. My jokes
didn't play very well.
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- That's a pretty necklace.
- Thank you.
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It was my mom's. I had
it restrung recently.
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- You know, she...
- Hey, I'm sorry.
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I really do have to go. I hope we
can speak again. All the best.
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Oh, you might feel some
discomfort. Just relax.
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There are great mysteries out there.
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Strange and magical,
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hidden in codes.
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Did you ever wonder...
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if you knew those codes,
could you change your future?
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- Slap.
- Snap.
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That's my big sister Joan
and I. She knew things.
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That's where Death hides
when he comes to the house.
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He sleeps most of the time.
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But you should be very quiet when
you're up here so you don't wake him up.
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Did Mommy wake him up?
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Yes, she did.
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She blew it, and now we
don't have a mommy anymore.
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And he'll get us too
if we're not careful,
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like he did Grandma and Aunt Lil.
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- Snap.
- Snap.
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And this is my story.
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Some girls love to run around
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Like to handle everything they see
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But my girl has more fun around
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And you know she'd rather be with me
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Me-oh my
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Lucky guy is what I am
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Tell you why you'll understand
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She don't fly although she can
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Some boys like to run around
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They don't think about
the things they do
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But this boy wants to settle down
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And you know he'd rather be with you
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Me-oh my, lucky guy
is what I am...
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That's me, not as
confident as I should be,
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so I would make up for it
by making bad choices.
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That's my sister Joan all grown up.
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And that's Joan's best friend Louise, who
my dad said was trouble with a capital T,
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which made Joan, who was always
good, like her even more.
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That's Paul, who was
sweet and funny.
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We fell in love and got
engaged when I was only 18...
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always a good idea...
and later got married
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because he was sweet but also
because he had a great ass
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which was like a piece
of pneumatic machinery.
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Thumpity thumpity thumpity thump.
Thumpity thumpity thump.
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He was going to be a
musician, which is hard,
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so until then, he was working
as a pool cleaner...
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in Toronto.
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My dad died suddenly in 1972.
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I guess that's where
we should start.
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Give heed, O Lord, to my
prayer, the sound of my voice.
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- You ready to go?
- I need another minute.
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- I'm gonna stay here.
- Okay.
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People behave oddly
around the bereaved.
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Hey.
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They can't help themselves.
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- I'm sorry.
- That's okay.
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- You're, like, one of the main mourners?
- Excuse me?
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I don't mean in a bad way.
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So...
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what are you doing after this?
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After this is the wake.
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Right.
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But after that?
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So you think your mother suffered?
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My wife went through
18 months of agony.
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To lose your mother and your father.
I can't imagine how lonely that must be.
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Every day it was worse.
That's suffering.
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Just to be by yourself.
It must be so painful,
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so lonely.
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She was wrong, of course. My parents
were gone, but I had my sister, Joan.
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And we didn't know
what trouble we were in.
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So I have to ask, Dr. King. What's
the story with the clock there?
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The clock is marked
at every 12 minutes.
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That's how often a woman will die
of breast cancer in this country.
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- Well, that's...
- One in nine.
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Two million over the next 20 years.
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- Potentially, but...
- Maybe your wife. Your daughter.
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I think what Dr. King means...
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is that the disease, along
with a potential cure,
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is of interest to a vast number
of people... a cross section...
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I'm sorry, Allen. I just... I wanna
be clear about this, Dr. King.
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You believe that there may be a
genetic link to some breast cancers?
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I do.
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Even though virtually no one
else believes this to be true?
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That's correct.
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And to prove your theory, you're
going to have to examine the...
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- The human genome.
- The human genome, which has...
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- 100,000 genes.
- Or so, give or take a few.
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And how many women are in your study?
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- We began with several thousand.
- Not so many.
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And you'd have to
interview them all, yes?
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Most. Uh-huh. Yes.
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100,000 genes, several
thousand women,
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and no certain outcome?
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Of course, we're already
well into our research.
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- Oh, well, how far along are you?
- Um...
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So, 74... No, no. Um...
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- six more.
- Uh-huh.
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So, 80...
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Um...
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Right. Well, thank you. Thank you so
much for your time and your hospitality.
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We'll... we'll be in touch. And
we're obviously very interested
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in helping you with something
so important, so...
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- I can't see it, Allen. I'm sorry.
- Can't see it?
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We're looking at something
like 20 years here.
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- Yeah, but Dr. King thinks...
- Dr. King thinks.
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She thinks. Nobody else thinks.
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What is it about people
like Mary-Claire King
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that think the world
owes them a living, huh?
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She's like that grasshopper
with his little violin.
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- Pardon?
- Grasshopper.
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You know, he plays his little violin.
He says, "The world owes me a living."
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Give him a PhD, there's your
doctor friend right there.
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You're comparing one of our most brilliant
geneticists to a cartoon grasshopper?
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The answer's no, Allen.
So let's leave it alone, huh?
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Sorry.
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He didn't like me, did he?
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He... No.
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- I'm sure that...
- What did he say?
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He compared you to an
animated grasshopper.
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Did he? Goodness.
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Well, that's sort of
charming in a way.
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- Did you tell him about the...
- No, I...
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- He wasn't having any of it.
- We could...
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Okay. I see.
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So, thank you...
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for coming out.
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- What will you do?
- What will I do? My work.
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I'll do my work.
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I do I think about
you day and night
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It's only right to think
about the girl you love
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And hold her tight
So happy together
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I can't see me loving nobody but you
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For all my life
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When you're with me,
da-da-da Blue, da-da
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You for all my life
Imagine me and you
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I do Wow. Sweet.
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It's only right to think
about the girl you love
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And hold her tight so happy together
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Yeah, yeah. I know. But we were young,
and we had lots of time on our hands.
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That is playing with
your food, which is bad.
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These are your sister Joanie's
tomatoes, so, technically,
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I'm playing with Joanie's food. I'm
playing with Joanie's tomatoes.
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- I think he has a point.
- I don't like tomatoes.
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- I don't like tomatoes.
- I do have a point.
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- I like tomatoes.
- No, you don't.
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- You do? I didn't know that.
- Then you can have my tomatoes.
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Paul, give Louise my tomatoes.
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No, I don't need any tomatoes. I just...
You guys are so cute together.
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And I hear the thumpity thump is...
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- Joan!
- Louise!
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The what? The thumpity what?
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- I think they probably...
- I can't believe you told her.
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- I didn't know it was a secret.
- Nothing.
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I told them you were good at
vegetable animals. Really good.
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I like to think that my
work speaks for itself.
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- So lifelike.
- I can't believe you told her.
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This is gonna go down in history
as the greatest vegetable animal
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- ...of all time, ever.
- I didn't tell her much.
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Of all time. Do you see this dinosaur
that I've created in this restaurant?
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- Excuse me. Look at this.
- No.
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It's not a real dinosaur.
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It's a triceratops made of fruit and
vegetables. Don't be afraid. It's gentle.
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- See?
- We call him Larry.
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You smell like fruit, Larry.
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- You smell like cantaloupe.
- I'm sorry you're a prude.
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Let's conclude. We have a
proposition, a thesis of sorts,
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that certain breast cancers are inherited.
No one else believes this. We do.
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To prove it, we have to
do four things. Sarah? First?
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Find a group of women
who have breast cancer,
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and from within that group,
women who have relatives...
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- who have breast cancer.
- Second?
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We then need to find a way to track the
inheritance of our breast cancer gene...
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- from generation to generation.
- Third?
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Even if we manage to map the
gene to a specific chromosome,
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we then need to isolate and
sequence it to find the mutation,
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which will take years.
And then, uh...
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then we find out if it repeats in
the relatives. And if it does,
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- then that is our link.
- Fourth?
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Fourth and, realistically,
maybe the most difficult.
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We then need to figure out why
a mutation in a single gene...
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could lead to breast
cancer in so many women.
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Wonderful. See you first thing.
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- Hey.
- Why are you playing in the van?
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- The acoustics in here are incredible.
- Slow day, then?
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Strange as it may seem, no one wants
their pool service this time of year.
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And look at me. I'm a
Canadian pool man.
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I'm like one of those...
those oxy... oxy...
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- Morons.
- Morons.
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Yes.
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I'm gonna go inside.
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Oh.
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Okay. Well...
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I was kind of thinking maybe you
should hang out here for a bit.
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Sha-la-la-la-la
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Live for today
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Sha-la-la-la-la
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Live for today...
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Yeah, yeah. I know. But we were young,
and we had lots of time on our hands.
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Thumpity thumpity thump.
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Gee.
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Paul?
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Paul?
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What are you doing?
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Nothing. Just, you know, practicing.
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- You okay?
- Yeah.
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Paul!
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- Paul!
- What?
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- Joanie!
- Oh!
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- Joanie!
- What's going on?
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- She's pregnant.
- Paul.
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- No, I mean, you know...
- Oh, my God! Honey!
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You're gonna be a new mommy.
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- Okay.
- Shit!
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He's... He's good-looking.
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For a baby, you know.
In an ugly kind of way.
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He's got bass player hands.
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I mean, I'm not saying that,
you know, babies are ugly.
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They just got that kind
of ugly baby thing going.
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You need to borrow
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Like the platforms
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For no one can fill
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All of those needs
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That you won't let show
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- You just call on me, sister
- Hey.
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- When you need a hand
- Joanie. Hey.
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After you had your
baby, did you, like...
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do it less?
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Honey, have you and Paul been...
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It's really bad.
We're down to, like...
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four times a week now.
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00:17:47,800 --> 00:17:50,301
Are you serious?
244
00:17:50,403 --> 00:17:54,239
- That's actually quite a lot, Annie.
- It is?
245
00:17:54,240 --> 00:17:56,374
Yeah.
246
00:17:58,510 --> 00:18:01,813
- Sorry.
- Don't you dare!
247
00:18:04,817 --> 00:18:07,085
No. No.
248
00:18:13,058 --> 00:18:15,427
- Joanie, what's wrong?
- Are you okay?
249
00:18:15,428 --> 00:18:20,032
- You all right?
- I'm sorry. It's just I... Excuse me.
250
00:18:20,934 --> 00:18:23,101
Joan?
251
00:18:25,637 --> 00:18:27,072
I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?
252
00:18:27,073 --> 00:18:30,175
Oh, come on, Annie.
I make you cry, remember?
253
00:18:30,176 --> 00:18:32,678
What is it?
254
00:18:34,080 --> 00:18:35,814
Um...
255
00:18:36,716 --> 00:18:39,218
Well, it might not be
as bad as it sounds.
256
00:18:39,219 --> 00:18:41,253
Joan?
257
00:18:41,254 --> 00:18:45,791
I found a lump... in my breast.
258
00:18:47,193 --> 00:18:49,862
But you're gonna be
all right. Okay? Yeah?
259
00:18:49,863 --> 00:18:51,263
You're gonna be just fine.
260
00:18:51,264 --> 00:18:52,798
- Snap.
- Snap.
261
00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:55,833
- I'm gonna be fine.
- Yeah. Yeah.
262
00:18:57,536 --> 00:19:01,673
- I love you.
- I love you, honey.
263
00:19:01,674 --> 00:19:04,476
- My big sister.
- That's right.
264
00:19:05,378 --> 00:19:08,046
Four times a week.
265
00:19:08,548 --> 00:19:09,882
Really?
266
00:19:09,883 --> 00:19:13,052
Do you remember the man
in the room upstairs?
267
00:19:13,053 --> 00:19:16,688
- It wasn't a man, it was death.
- Shh!
268
00:19:16,689 --> 00:19:20,926
What, you think if we don't
say it, it'll go away?
269
00:19:20,927 --> 00:19:23,395
Okay, I'll whisper.
270
00:19:24,497 --> 00:19:27,098
Did you ever go in there?
271
00:19:31,704 --> 00:19:34,106
Just once.
272
00:19:34,808 --> 00:19:37,308
Right before...
273
00:19:40,512 --> 00:19:43,382
No. I never did.
274
00:19:43,383 --> 00:19:47,352
Joanie! It's not funny.
It's so not funny.
275
00:19:47,353 --> 00:19:49,989
- I can't stop thinking about it.
- Death?
276
00:19:49,990 --> 00:19:53,224
Shh! Yeah.
277
00:19:53,326 --> 00:19:56,428
- And...
- Cancer?
278
00:19:56,429 --> 00:19:58,596
Yeah.
279
00:19:58,798 --> 00:20:01,266
It's stalking us.
280
00:20:01,568 --> 00:20:04,969
Oh, you mean like that guy you
met at the Leafs game who kept...
281
00:20:04,970 --> 00:20:08,574
calling you and sending
you chocolate hearts,
282
00:20:08,575 --> 00:20:11,376
and then he parked
outside our house, and...
283
00:20:11,377 --> 00:20:15,580
Dad caught him jerking
off into Hockey News?
284
00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:21,519
Yeah.
285
00:20:21,621 --> 00:20:23,689
Like him.
286
00:20:23,690 --> 00:20:25,991
Because I'm scared.
287
00:20:25,992 --> 00:20:29,928
I'm really, really scared
that it's inside of us,
288
00:20:29,929 --> 00:20:32,397
it's in our family.
289
00:20:33,099 --> 00:20:38,169
Sweetie... that's not true.
290
00:20:43,775 --> 00:20:47,712
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
291
00:20:48,014 --> 00:20:52,583
Don't be. I like it
when you're worried.
292
00:20:54,353 --> 00:20:58,589
I like it when you
have lots of problems.
293
00:21:21,313 --> 00:21:24,282
It's gonna be really
hard without Joanie.
294
00:21:26,051 --> 00:21:28,186
I know.
295
00:21:28,588 --> 00:21:31,023
- I know.
- Come here.
296
00:21:31,024 --> 00:21:34,193
Come here. Come here.
297
00:21:34,194 --> 00:21:39,264
Well, at least she went quick.
Not like my wife.
298
00:21:39,265 --> 00:21:44,102
Boy, she took her time, didn't she?
I mean, it was endless suffering.
299
00:21:44,103 --> 00:21:46,237
Endless.
300
00:21:49,575 --> 00:21:51,977
My God.
301
00:21:51,978 --> 00:21:57,649
First your mother,
then your father.
302
00:21:57,650 --> 00:22:01,685
Now... poor Joan.
303
00:22:13,665 --> 00:22:17,502
You again? Cool.
304
00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:21,039
You know, a lot of women can't be hot
305
00:22:21,040 --> 00:22:23,175
and in mourning at the same time,
306
00:22:23,176 --> 00:22:26,844
but you... you pull it off.
307
00:22:29,381 --> 00:22:34,752
I don't mean any disrespect,
but when you think about it,
308
00:22:35,054 --> 00:22:38,710
isn't sex our way of saying
309
00:22:38,711 --> 00:22:42,350
"fuck you" to death?
310
00:22:44,330 --> 00:22:47,965
How are you still working here?
311
00:22:55,574 --> 00:22:59,278
The thing was, I started thinking
about it all the time...
312
00:22:59,279 --> 00:23:01,612
my family and death.
313
00:23:01,714 --> 00:23:04,116
Watching me, waiting,
314
00:23:04,117 --> 00:23:08,954
hiding in a closet or parked outside
the house, the Hockey News.
315
00:23:10,256 --> 00:23:13,423
Oh, you might feel some discomfort.
316
00:23:15,194 --> 00:23:17,262
Beautiful day today.
317
00:23:17,263 --> 00:23:20,932
Though I'm stuck in here,
it looked lovely through the window.
318
00:23:20,933 --> 00:23:26,637
And I spoke to your husband.
He explained you were very worried.
319
00:23:27,573 --> 00:23:30,242
He said I was feeling
myself up, right?
320
00:23:30,243 --> 00:23:35,012
Checking, yes. Perfectly
understandable once in a while.
321
00:23:36,148 --> 00:23:38,615
He said once in a while?
322
00:24:19,491 --> 00:24:21,460
Yeah.
323
00:24:21,461 --> 00:24:25,696
Oh, yeah. Keep talking.
Oh, keep talking.
324
00:24:30,001 --> 00:24:34,139
You know, there is a simple check
you can do for testicular cancer.
325
00:24:34,140 --> 00:24:36,274
I heard about this.
326
00:24:36,275 --> 00:24:40,412
Baby, do you want me to check
you now while I'm down there?
327
00:24:40,413 --> 00:24:42,381
- Come on.
- Annie. Annie.
328
00:24:42,382 --> 00:24:45,150
What? Oh, what?
329
00:24:45,151 --> 00:24:50,655
He mentioned that perhaps
you were overly concerned.
330
00:24:51,557 --> 00:24:55,727
I know your family history.
It's very sad.
331
00:24:55,728 --> 00:24:59,965
But that doesn't mean that
you're going to get cancer.
332
00:24:59,966 --> 00:25:05,204
Look, Anne. White coat,
stethoscope. You can trust me.
333
00:25:05,205 --> 00:25:07,339
No more worrying, okay?
334
00:25:07,340 --> 00:25:11,075
- Okay.
- Good. That's my girl.
335
00:25:17,549 --> 00:25:20,852
I don't know about genetics.
I know about computers.
336
00:25:20,853 --> 00:25:24,489
You see, I make these cards, and then I
load them into the front of the computer,
337
00:25:24,490 --> 00:25:27,626
along with everyone else's, and then,
usually the next day sometime,
338
00:25:27,627 --> 00:25:30,128
depending on how many other
people are using the computer,
339
00:25:30,129 --> 00:25:35,333
maybe a few days later, I get
this printout. And there you go.
340
00:25:35,334 --> 00:25:37,936
And for the amount of data
we're going to have, how fast?
341
00:25:37,937 --> 00:25:42,234
The university's mainframe computer weighs
21/2 tons. It's capable of storing...
342
00:25:42,235 --> 00:25:45,911
- 700 kilobytes of data.
- I'm sorry. How long?
343
00:25:46,813 --> 00:25:51,350
Once we get the data, make
a program and then load it...
344
00:25:52,552 --> 00:25:54,919
Ten years?
345
00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:02,093
Will?
346
00:26:02,094 --> 00:26:04,463
- Yeah?
- Honey.
347
00:26:04,464 --> 00:26:07,032
Come on. Get up.
348
00:26:07,033 --> 00:26:09,901
- I'm up.
- No, no, no.
349
00:26:09,902 --> 00:26:12,938
If you're not out of
bed, you're not up.
350
00:26:12,939 --> 00:26:14,973
Hey.
351
00:26:15,875 --> 00:26:19,511
- You're not gonna have breakfast?
- Uh... No, I can't.
352
00:26:19,512 --> 00:26:22,613
Work. Got a new client.
353
00:26:23,815 --> 00:26:26,351
They called this morning.
354
00:26:26,352 --> 00:26:30,253
- Kiss?
- I'm already late, Annie.
355
00:26:32,491 --> 00:26:37,962
What? Hey, I'm a musician,
okay? It's a look.
356
00:26:39,564 --> 00:26:41,632
Okay.
357
00:26:46,371 --> 00:26:50,375
When I grow up, I'm gonna
be a pool man, like Dad.
358
00:26:50,376 --> 00:26:54,846
Do you, sweetie? Oh, that's so nice.
359
00:26:54,847 --> 00:26:58,916
Well, maybe when you're a little
older, we'll talk about it, okay?
360
00:27:01,019 --> 00:27:03,621
Mommy's gonna go take a shower.
361
00:27:43,094 --> 00:27:46,830
Mommy loves you, okay?
Have a great day.
362
00:28:02,014 --> 00:28:04,615
All right.
363
00:28:04,917 --> 00:28:07,084
Anne...
364
00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:14,524
your biopsy shows that you have
carcinoma of the left breast.
365
00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:18,663
Phew. And I thought it was
gonna be really bad news.
366
00:28:18,664 --> 00:28:22,300
Well, it's quite
advanced, I'm afraid.
367
00:28:22,301 --> 00:28:26,204
But what I recommend
would be surgery.
368
00:28:26,205 --> 00:28:27,906
- Surgery?
- Mm-hmm.
369
00:28:27,907 --> 00:28:32,377
What's known as a modified
radical mastectomy.
370
00:28:33,079 --> 00:28:36,448
- Oh, God.
- I'm sorry, Anne.
371
00:28:36,449 --> 00:28:42,085
The surgery would require, I'm afraid,
the removal of the entire breast,
372
00:28:42,086 --> 00:28:46,390
as well as most of your
underarm lymph nodes.
373
00:28:46,692 --> 00:28:51,628
Oh, God. Oh, God. William.
374
00:28:53,331 --> 00:28:56,835
I'm scared. I'm really scared.
375
00:28:57,937 --> 00:28:59,604
I don't want to suffer.
376
00:28:59,605 --> 00:29:01,640
- I know. I know.
- I don't want to suffer.
377
00:29:01,641 --> 00:29:04,509
I don't want to die.
378
00:29:05,211 --> 00:29:07,746
Oh, God.
379
00:29:08,648 --> 00:29:10,682
Oh, God.
380
00:29:11,584 --> 00:29:13,684
Oh, God.
381
00:29:33,805 --> 00:29:35,507
Hey.
382
00:29:35,508 --> 00:29:37,775
Hey.
383
00:29:43,081 --> 00:29:45,716
How you doing?
384
00:29:47,118 --> 00:29:50,621
Hey, you want an ice chip?
385
00:29:59,531 --> 00:30:01,565
Oh.
386
00:30:06,705 --> 00:30:09,406
Can I have one?
387
00:30:10,675 --> 00:30:15,347
This is really good ice. Oh, my God.
388
00:30:17,249 --> 00:30:21,219
Oh, my God. Wow. It's really good.
389
00:30:21,821 --> 00:30:25,123
Ow. It hurts. Don't make me laugh.
390
00:30:25,124 --> 00:30:28,525
What? Oh, don't... Oh.
391
00:30:36,301 --> 00:30:39,002
It really hurts.
392
00:31:20,044 --> 00:31:23,448
- And how are we feeling today?
- Not too good.
393
00:31:23,449 --> 00:31:26,983
- Oh?
- I had a breast removed.
394
00:31:27,786 --> 00:31:32,257
- Of course. What I meant...
- I'm feeling all right, considering.
395
00:31:32,258 --> 00:31:34,692
Good.
396
00:31:35,094 --> 00:31:38,730
But, you know, I just knew
this was gonna happen.
397
00:31:38,731 --> 00:31:43,101
It happened to my mom, happened to my
sister, and it happened to my grandma...
398
00:31:43,102 --> 00:31:48,340
Many women feel that way and, yes,
your family did have a bit of bad luck,
399
00:31:48,341 --> 00:31:50,786
- but there are many complex factors...
- It's not bad luck.
400
00:31:50,787 --> 00:31:55,413
There's some evidence that certain
people have a predisposition
401
00:31:55,414 --> 00:31:59,918
- based on diet or environmental factors...
- Excuse me a minute.
402
00:32:01,920 --> 00:32:03,922
What are you doing?
403
00:32:03,923 --> 00:32:06,457
Well, there's just some interesting
current research that suggests...
404
00:32:06,458 --> 00:32:11,062
Look, rejection of orthodoxy always seems
within the purview of the young doctor.
405
00:32:11,063 --> 00:32:12,530
I don't know what my age
has to do with that.
406
00:32:12,531 --> 00:32:15,800
However, to mislead is irresponsible.
407
00:32:15,801 --> 00:32:18,636
There have always been articles.
There always will be articles.
408
00:32:18,637 --> 00:32:22,607
But because some theory is new doesn't
make it right. Proof makes it right.
409
00:32:22,608 --> 00:32:26,845
And I've seen no recent evidence concerning
alternative treatment for cancer
410
00:32:26,846 --> 00:32:29,314
which would lead me to alter
the views I've acquired
411
00:32:29,315 --> 00:32:32,616
over 40 years of practicing medicine.
412
00:32:33,618 --> 00:32:36,553
- I understand.
- Good.
413
00:32:39,057 --> 00:32:41,191
Good.
414
00:32:45,363 --> 00:32:49,534
Hey, if you wanna talk some more,
you can just give me a call.
415
00:32:49,535 --> 00:32:52,737
- Oh, thanks a lot, Dr...
- Doctor!
416
00:32:53,439 --> 00:32:55,773
Sean is fine.
417
00:32:55,774 --> 00:32:58,109
- Anne, right?
- Annie.
418
00:32:58,110 --> 00:33:00,044
Annie.
419
00:33:00,045 --> 00:33:02,146
Thanks.
420
00:33:02,748 --> 00:33:07,118
Let me tell you, I'm gonna be the
best nurse you have ever had.
421
00:33:07,119 --> 00:33:11,922
And I think I already am, because you
can't make out with your other nurses.
422
00:34:11,249 --> 00:34:15,718
Mommy was in the hospital
because Mommy has cancer.
423
00:34:16,754 --> 00:34:20,892
- Didn't Aunt Joan have cancer?
- Yeah, she did, sweetie.
424
00:34:20,893 --> 00:34:23,528
But she died.
425
00:34:23,529 --> 00:34:25,596
Yeah, she did.
426
00:34:25,597 --> 00:34:29,067
- Are you gonna die?
- Hey, no.
427
00:34:29,068 --> 00:34:31,302
I promise you.
428
00:34:31,303 --> 00:34:35,006
You are not gonna lose
your mommy to cancer.
429
00:34:35,007 --> 00:34:37,408
But how do you know?
430
00:34:37,409 --> 00:34:42,012
Because I just know.
I'm not gonna die.
431
00:35:14,379 --> 00:35:16,381
Wait.
432
00:35:16,382 --> 00:35:19,249
I wanna come with you.
433
00:35:20,451 --> 00:35:24,187
- I'm not going anywhere.
- You're going to work.
434
00:35:24,756 --> 00:35:26,457
That's not anywhere.
435
00:35:26,458 --> 00:35:29,227
Aren't you cleaning Louise
and Steve's pool today?
436
00:35:29,228 --> 00:35:33,597
I wanna come with you.
Come on. It'll be fun.
437
00:35:34,299 --> 00:35:36,533
Please?
438
00:35:39,237 --> 00:35:41,705
Come on, then.
439
00:35:45,777 --> 00:35:48,747
- Let's get in.
- Yeah, right.
440
00:35:48,748 --> 00:35:50,215
I'm serious.
441
00:35:50,216 --> 00:35:53,885
- Uh, we're not getting in.
- Why not?
442
00:35:53,886 --> 00:35:56,320
Because I don't want to,
443
00:35:56,321 --> 00:36:01,359
and because I'm a pool man, and pool
men don't get into people's pools.
444
00:36:01,360 --> 00:36:05,528
Is that, like, the pool man's
code of ethics or something?
445
00:36:09,467 --> 00:36:11,535
Why is the water green?
446
00:36:11,536 --> 00:36:16,107
Because Louise's dumbfuck husband
only has me come once a month.
447
00:36:16,108 --> 00:36:19,510
No. No, I mean, really,
why is it green?
448
00:36:19,511 --> 00:36:24,215
Oh, that's... that's algae. It's there
because the pH balance of the pool is off.
449
00:36:24,216 --> 00:36:28,719
It can't be too acid or too base.
It needs to be around 7.5,
450
00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:32,224
the same pH as human tears.
451
00:36:32,225 --> 00:36:34,358
Aw.
452
00:36:34,460 --> 00:36:36,527
See, if you, uh...
453
00:36:36,528 --> 00:36:40,298
If you don't put chlorine in,
you get phosphates,
454
00:36:40,299 --> 00:36:43,000
and algae feeds on phosphate.
455
00:36:43,001 --> 00:36:47,405
But if you put chlorine in,
the algae will die.
456
00:36:47,406 --> 00:36:52,742
But you can't be a dumbfuck and only
have your pool man come once a month.
457
00:36:54,379 --> 00:36:57,248
Are you gonna keep
wearing eye makeup?
458
00:36:57,249 --> 00:37:00,316
Yeah, I am.
459
00:37:03,321 --> 00:37:05,527
I'm gonna get something to drink.
You want something?
460
00:37:05,528 --> 00:37:09,217
Nah. I'll stay here.
461
00:37:12,163 --> 00:37:15,433
I didn't know if the pool was green
because Paul was a bad pool man
462
00:37:15,434 --> 00:37:19,936
or because Louise's husband was
a dumbfuck. But it made me think.
463
00:37:25,576 --> 00:37:28,947
"Breast cancer. See cancer."
464
00:37:28,948 --> 00:37:30,748
Okay.
465
00:37:30,749 --> 00:37:33,751
"Cancer. Any malignant
growth or tumor
466
00:37:33,752 --> 00:37:39,022
caused by abnormal
uncontrolled cell divisions."
467
00:37:42,894 --> 00:37:45,595
William?
468
00:37:45,697 --> 00:37:49,900
- Willy, Mommy needs the bathroom.
- Number one or number two?
469
00:37:50,102 --> 00:37:52,303
Number one or number two?
470
00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:18,997
Mommy's gonna buy you
a new backpack. Okay?
471
00:38:23,467 --> 00:38:25,937
Hi. Sorry. I'm, uh...
472
00:38:25,938 --> 00:38:29,207
- Where are you off to?
- Detroit.
473
00:38:29,208 --> 00:38:33,478
- Gotta run. Hope you're well.
- I am fine. What about our coffee?
474
00:38:34,780 --> 00:38:37,147
You're late.
475
00:38:39,050 --> 00:38:41,485
- What's going on?
- Allen, you got here too late.
476
00:38:41,486 --> 00:38:43,988
- You're late.
- I know, I know. I'm late, I'm late.
477
00:38:43,989 --> 00:38:47,592
We have news. We've identified
a dozen high-risk families...
478
00:38:47,593 --> 00:38:49,494
50-some cancer cases between them.
479
00:38:49,495 --> 00:38:51,596
- Good. And so?
- So?
480
00:38:51,597 --> 00:38:54,332
So now we can begin to look
for correlations in earnest.
481
00:38:54,333 --> 00:38:56,434
We need to interview them,
get blood samples,
482
00:38:56,435 --> 00:38:58,736
extract the DNA, and then
begin to look for markers.
483
00:38:58,737 --> 00:39:01,339
- Okay. "Markers"?
- Genetic markers.
484
00:39:01,340 --> 00:39:05,509
We can track them through the families,
like a signpost on a highway.
485
00:39:05,510 --> 00:39:07,611
Say you have two stretches
of road in the desert...
486
00:39:07,612 --> 00:39:09,863
- And they look exactly the same.
- But if you pass signposts,
487
00:39:09,864 --> 00:39:11,065
you can measure the intervals...
488
00:39:11,066 --> 00:39:12,950
And you can identify the
different stretches of road.
489
00:39:12,951 --> 00:39:14,986
- Even if they look...
- And if those markers
490
00:39:14,987 --> 00:39:19,256
are next to something like the breast
cancer gene, it can be identified.
491
00:39:37,975 --> 00:39:43,046
What is it with the magazine
selection in doctors' offices?
492
00:39:43,248 --> 00:39:45,615
Hello.
493
00:39:45,717 --> 00:39:48,519
Field & Stream?
494
00:39:49,221 --> 00:39:53,957
Do a lot of your patients show
up wearing camouflage bibs,
495
00:39:54,359 --> 00:39:58,296
a bag full of decoys,
and making duck calls?
496
00:39:58,297 --> 00:40:01,064
I don't know, ma'am.
497
00:40:01,166 --> 00:40:04,836
I would think that you would
notice something like that.
498
00:40:04,837 --> 00:40:08,171
Like I said, I don't know.
499
00:40:11,375 --> 00:40:13,977
Quack.
500
00:40:16,514 --> 00:40:18,749
Quack.
501
00:40:19,651 --> 00:40:22,153
Quack.
502
00:40:22,154 --> 00:40:23,788
Quack quack.
503
00:40:23,789 --> 00:40:25,556
Quack.
504
00:40:25,557 --> 00:40:27,724
Quack.
505
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:31,695
Nice office.
506
00:40:32,597 --> 00:40:37,234
It's not mine. Dr. Benton takes long
lunches. I figure it's not hurting anybody.
507
00:40:37,235 --> 00:40:42,173
It was either here or the cafeteria,
and the floors are much stickier there.
508
00:40:42,174 --> 00:40:44,175
Are you sure you won't
get into any trouble?
509
00:40:44,176 --> 00:40:46,776
I'm a doctor. I can't get in trouble.
510
00:40:50,214 --> 00:40:52,950
What can I tell you?
I'm mostly lab-based,
511
00:40:52,951 --> 00:40:56,921
but I can tell you what I know.
512
00:40:57,823 --> 00:41:00,256
Why do I have cancer?
513
00:41:02,093 --> 00:41:04,161
That's a big question.
514
00:41:04,162 --> 00:41:07,965
There's no one answer.
So many factors involved.
515
00:41:07,966 --> 00:41:11,267
I had a feeling that
you might say that.
516
00:41:12,536 --> 00:41:15,005
You know, I had a teacher
once who told me
517
00:41:15,006 --> 00:41:17,341
what the ideal breast
cancer patient would be.
518
00:41:17,342 --> 00:41:21,746
He said the person with the highest risk
would be a nun living in a cold climate,
519
00:41:21,747 --> 00:41:25,116
who was overweight, who ate
red meat, who was breast fed,
520
00:41:25,117 --> 00:41:27,552
whose mother and sister had
premenopausal breast cancer,
521
00:41:27,553 --> 00:41:30,520
and who was Ashkenazi Jewish.
522
00:41:36,127 --> 00:41:37,628
Not a great start,
523
00:41:37,629 --> 00:41:41,798
but he gave me a pile of books,
and I promised to read them.
524
00:41:56,213 --> 00:41:58,849
Doesn't make any sense.
525
00:42:08,826 --> 00:42:11,562
Oh, shit!
526
00:42:12,464 --> 00:42:14,165
Good, good! Ohh!
527
00:42:14,166 --> 00:42:15,833
The puck has cleared it behind...
528
00:42:15,834 --> 00:42:18,836
You know, it's been hard for
him, too, with everything.
529
00:42:18,837 --> 00:42:25,176
It's not like he gets...
any attention.
530
00:42:25,177 --> 00:42:27,244
You're right, you know?
I'm being selfish.
531
00:42:27,245 --> 00:42:30,180
No. That's not what I meant.
532
00:42:31,082 --> 00:42:35,486
You're right. Maybe I am.
533
00:42:36,388 --> 00:42:40,725
You know, I feel sorry
for Paul. I do, and I...
534
00:42:42,127 --> 00:42:45,094
I feel sorry for me, too, but...
535
00:42:47,798 --> 00:42:50,300
You know what I feel most of all?
536
00:42:52,270 --> 00:42:54,337
What?
537
00:42:56,574 --> 00:42:59,409
I just wanna be touched.
538
00:43:02,079 --> 00:43:05,615
- Come here.
- Come on.
539
00:43:08,285 --> 00:43:11,220
Come here. Come here.
540
00:43:21,632 --> 00:43:24,268
Okay.
541
00:43:24,269 --> 00:43:26,803
So this is something
we need to look at.
542
00:43:29,974 --> 00:43:32,308
Don't mind me.
543
00:43:34,144 --> 00:43:37,948
So does that mean I have to eat
nothing but grapefruit or something?
544
00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:39,617
No, no. It's nothing that severe.
545
00:43:39,618 --> 00:43:43,187
Although studies have shown that
foods high in fat, fried foods...
546
00:43:43,188 --> 00:43:47,091
- Japanese women.
- Pardon me?
547
00:43:47,092 --> 00:43:50,294
They eat very little red meat,
and they have a much lower rate
548
00:43:50,295 --> 00:43:52,162
of breast cancer than
North American women.
549
00:43:52,163 --> 00:43:54,765
Is that so?
550
00:43:55,467 --> 00:43:57,335
Yeah.
551
00:43:59,437 --> 00:44:01,572
- So did your family go out...
- Three different tests.
552
00:44:01,573 --> 00:44:05,542
One was over ten years.
It's fairly conclusive.
553
00:44:08,913 --> 00:44:11,714
Anyway, I'm gonna get going.
554
00:44:17,354 --> 00:44:20,090
- So...
- We can't know anything.
555
00:44:20,091 --> 00:44:22,126
There's so many possible factors.
556
00:44:22,127 --> 00:44:25,529
It could be diet. It could
be toxins in the home.
557
00:44:25,530 --> 00:44:28,965
One of a thousand viruses
known or unknown.
558
00:44:29,267 --> 00:44:31,602
They know the groups that
have the highest incidents.
559
00:44:31,603 --> 00:44:34,772
They don't know the elements
common to those groups.
560
00:44:34,773 --> 00:44:38,510
We don't know what happened to
your family. We may never know.
561
00:44:40,412 --> 00:44:45,382
My mom used to wrap hot dogs in
bacon, and they deep-fried them.
562
00:44:49,453 --> 00:44:52,723
- What's this?
- It's dinner.
563
00:44:52,724 --> 00:44:55,325
Where's the rest of it?
564
00:44:55,527 --> 00:44:58,928
That's it. It's a salad.
565
00:45:01,398 --> 00:45:04,768
It's got tomatoes in it.
I hate tomatoes.
566
00:45:05,270 --> 00:45:07,871
You can pick them out.
567
00:45:11,241 --> 00:45:14,410
Is everything okay?
568
00:45:15,512 --> 00:45:18,180
Yeah. Yeah.
569
00:45:23,120 --> 00:45:28,290
You know what? Um, I'm gonna
go get us some burgers.
570
00:45:29,259 --> 00:45:30,604
You want one?
571
00:45:30,605 --> 00:45:33,797
Yeah! But no tomatoes
and no oniony things.
572
00:45:33,798 --> 00:45:37,726
No tomatoes and no
oniony things. Okay.
573
00:45:37,927 --> 00:45:40,360
You want one?
574
00:45:48,912 --> 00:45:50,781
Why are we looking
at Mormons and Jews?
575
00:45:50,782 --> 00:45:53,017
Mormons tend to have
very large families,
576
00:45:53,018 --> 00:45:55,653
which makes them excellent
genetic resources.
577
00:45:55,654 --> 00:45:57,421
Plus the Church of Latter Day Saints
578
00:45:57,422 --> 00:46:02,126
believes everyone related to the Mormons
has to be baptized to be saved later.
579
00:46:02,127 --> 00:46:05,262
So, what, there's carcinogens in
the baptismal water they're using?
580
00:46:05,263 --> 00:46:09,867
No. But they keep incredibly detailed
records of their familial ties.
581
00:46:09,868 --> 00:46:15,372
A researcher before us found 30
cases of breast cancer in one family.
582
00:46:15,373 --> 00:46:16,940
Called the Kindred 107.
583
00:46:16,941 --> 00:46:18,976
Ashkenazi Jews are
important, Tom, because
584
00:46:18,977 --> 00:46:21,645
they have an extraordinarily
high rate of breast cancer.
585
00:46:21,646 --> 00:46:25,416
- In New York, it's an epidemic.
- Okay. But...
586
00:46:25,417 --> 00:46:27,317
why couldn't it be the
water or the air?
587
00:46:27,318 --> 00:46:29,887
If that was true, it would be
true of all women in the area.
588
00:46:29,888 --> 00:46:32,189
Breathing the same air,
drinking the same water.
589
00:46:32,190 --> 00:46:34,691
- But it's not.
- So it's something in them.
590
00:46:34,692 --> 00:46:37,093
In their genes.
591
00:46:37,118 --> 00:46:40,118
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592
00:46:51,842 --> 00:46:54,611
You're early. Dr. Gold's not here.
593
00:46:55,313 --> 00:46:57,848
So how did you know all
that stuff the other day?
594
00:46:57,849 --> 00:47:01,584
- What stuff?
- The medical stuff.
595
00:47:03,954 --> 00:47:07,565
- I used to be a nurse.
- You used to be a nurse?
596
00:47:07,566 --> 00:47:09,649
- Yep.
- What happened?
597
00:47:09,650 --> 00:47:14,365
What do you mean, "what happened"?
You don't think I enjoy this? Yes?
598
00:47:14,366 --> 00:47:15,966
Okay.
599
00:47:15,967 --> 00:47:19,770
Mr. Elson, you can take your wife
through to the back with the nurse.
600
00:47:20,972 --> 00:47:24,141
Seriously, what happened?
601
00:47:25,043 --> 00:47:26,877
Uh...
602
00:47:27,779 --> 00:47:31,381
I used to work in the oncology ward.
603
00:47:31,382 --> 00:47:35,586
But it was too much, so I quit.
604
00:47:36,488 --> 00:47:40,322
You're right. Cancer patients
are a pain in the ass.
605
00:47:42,259 --> 00:47:44,228
- Sorry.
- Hello.
606
00:47:44,229 --> 00:47:47,498
Yes, Doctor, the tests will
be ready this afternoon.
607
00:47:47,499 --> 00:47:51,301
No, Doctor. I would've told you.
Okay. Bye-bye.
608
00:47:52,003 --> 00:47:55,105
- You're right.
- About what?
609
00:47:55,106 --> 00:47:57,641
You're all a pain in the ass.
610
00:47:58,143 --> 00:48:00,310
That's true.
611
00:48:01,212 --> 00:48:03,914
- He likes you, you know.
- Who?
612
00:48:03,915 --> 00:48:06,049
Dr. Gold?
613
00:48:06,050 --> 00:48:07,918
Yeah, him.
614
00:48:07,919 --> 00:48:10,921
- No.
- Yes, he does.
615
00:48:10,922 --> 00:48:15,492
- I'm married.
- Of course. What was I thinking?
616
00:48:15,994 --> 00:48:19,763
- Annie.
- Hey. Hi.
617
00:48:20,465 --> 00:48:23,232
Oh. Oh.
618
00:48:49,459 --> 00:48:52,963
I could've gotten cancer from
my mom? Like passed down?
619
00:48:52,964 --> 00:48:56,900
Uh, there's no evidence that
you can get it passed down.
620
00:48:56,901 --> 00:49:00,671
All cancer is genetic in the end, just
not necessarily in the beginning.
621
00:49:00,672 --> 00:49:02,472
I don't understand.
622
00:49:02,473 --> 00:49:06,310
When you get cancer,
your DNA gets messed up,
623
00:49:06,311 --> 00:49:11,515
and certain genes can cause
your cells to replicate wildly.
624
00:49:11,516 --> 00:49:15,553
But something has to mess the
DNA up in the first place, right?
625
00:49:15,554 --> 00:49:20,189
- Right.
- Well, then, what messes it up?
626
00:49:20,291 --> 00:49:23,126
We don't know, really.
627
00:49:25,562 --> 00:49:29,232
I really didn't mean
to upset you again.
628
00:49:29,334 --> 00:49:32,469
It's not you. It's me.
629
00:49:32,470 --> 00:49:35,438
It's the chemo, I think. You know...
630
00:49:35,439 --> 00:49:39,710
I even cried at the Leafs
game with Paul last night.
631
00:49:39,711 --> 00:49:41,512
- You did?
- Yeah.
632
00:49:41,513 --> 00:49:46,482
It was a tie, but the
players all looked so sad.
633
00:49:55,325 --> 00:49:57,560
Hey, An...
634
00:50:03,567 --> 00:50:05,535
Hey, hon.
635
00:50:07,805 --> 00:50:09,605
Hon.
636
00:50:11,942 --> 00:50:14,144
Annie...
637
00:50:14,746 --> 00:50:16,813
Why?
638
00:50:16,814 --> 00:50:20,450
Why? We've got doctors.
639
00:50:20,451 --> 00:50:25,322
The chemo... is going well...
640
00:50:26,024 --> 00:50:28,390
you know?
641
00:50:30,394 --> 00:50:36,600
I've gotta do something.
I... Annie...
642
00:50:37,502 --> 00:50:41,370
Hey, why can't you
just leave it alone?
643
00:50:45,242 --> 00:50:47,678
I really didn't know.
644
00:50:47,679 --> 00:50:51,281
I think that part more than
anything drove him crazy.
645
00:50:51,282 --> 00:50:56,018
Guys want reasons.
I should've made one up.
646
00:51:34,658 --> 00:51:38,328
I don't know, Annie. Maybe
you need to give him time.
647
00:51:38,329 --> 00:51:40,797
I've given him time.
648
00:51:41,699 --> 00:51:44,201
Maybe it has something
to do with the...
649
00:51:44,202 --> 00:51:46,636
- You know. The...
- What?
650
00:51:46,637 --> 00:51:50,641
I don't know. All the research.
It's a tiny, tiny bit obsessive.
651
00:51:51,743 --> 00:51:54,912
Obsessive? How?
652
00:51:54,913 --> 00:51:57,447
You know, like...
653
00:51:57,749 --> 00:52:00,115
wacko obsessive.
654
00:52:03,053 --> 00:52:07,790
Wacko obsessive.
It's not the bad kind, then.
655
00:52:10,260 --> 00:52:14,649
It's not too late to reach out
to him and to let him know...
656
00:52:14,650 --> 00:52:16,990
how you feel.
657
00:52:19,069 --> 00:52:21,370
What, like a blow job?
658
00:52:24,141 --> 00:52:26,576
Yeah, that's exactly what I mean.
659
00:52:27,078 --> 00:52:29,579
Have you guys heard
of Mary-Claire King?
660
00:52:29,580 --> 00:52:33,083
She used dental genetics
to identify children
661
00:52:33,084 --> 00:52:36,186
of parents murdered by
the junta in Argentina.
662
00:52:36,187 --> 00:52:42,191
But she is also doing some very interesting
work on the genetics of breast cancer.
663
00:52:43,727 --> 00:52:47,931
So I wrote to Dr. King,
and I wrote to her again,
664
00:52:47,932 --> 00:52:50,534
and I wrote a third
and a fourth time.
665
00:52:50,535 --> 00:52:55,137
I told her my story,
my family's story.
666
00:53:08,285 --> 00:53:13,457
Books were hard for me, so I started
making models so I could understand.
667
00:53:13,458 --> 00:53:18,627
Cells, genes,
chromosomes, and a helix.
668
00:53:22,232 --> 00:53:24,767
I'm going to the bar!
669
00:53:26,536 --> 00:53:28,505
What?
670
00:53:28,506 --> 00:53:33,409
I'm going to the effing bar because
this is an effing building site!
671
00:53:34,344 --> 00:53:36,846
I can't hear you!
672
00:53:37,748 --> 00:53:40,783
I don't fucking believe this.
673
00:53:40,785 --> 00:53:43,452
I'm going out!
674
00:53:43,754 --> 00:53:47,056
Hey, watch the rest of the game.
Remember the score.
675
00:53:47,658 --> 00:53:51,660
Paul, would you put William to bed?
676
00:54:19,022 --> 00:54:22,025
We didn't discover much
in that first year,
677
00:54:22,026 --> 00:54:26,061
but, oddly, that
mattered less and less.
678
00:54:27,731 --> 00:54:30,934
Something mysterious
was taking hold of me.
679
00:54:30,935 --> 00:54:35,337
I didn't know what it was then.
That would come later.
680
00:54:40,143 --> 00:54:41,912
And then, some news.
681
00:54:41,913 --> 00:54:46,149
Keep having you in to do
screenings every six months or so
682
00:54:46,150 --> 00:54:47,884
just as a precautionary measure,
683
00:54:47,885 --> 00:54:52,255
but I would say that
cancer is out of your life.
684
00:54:52,256 --> 00:54:55,558
You have reason to celebrate.
685
00:54:55,860 --> 00:54:57,960
Done?
686
00:54:58,662 --> 00:55:00,630
I'm done with chemo?
687
00:55:00,631 --> 00:55:03,433
You're done with chemo.
688
00:55:45,142 --> 00:55:46,810
Hey.
689
00:55:46,811 --> 00:55:50,180
Hey. What is this?
690
00:55:50,181 --> 00:55:54,350
Uh, Louise is watching William.
691
00:55:54,351 --> 00:56:00,290
Okay. Um, I... I wish
you had told me.
692
00:56:00,291 --> 00:56:03,994
- Why?
- 'Cause I have plans.
693
00:56:03,995 --> 00:56:06,062
- You have plans?
- Yeah.
694
00:56:06,063 --> 00:56:11,066
- What plans?
- Just... You know, just plans.
695
00:56:14,271 --> 00:56:16,138
I...
696
00:56:19,643 --> 00:56:24,681
Can you just... stay and eat a
little bit before you go at least?
697
00:56:24,682 --> 00:56:27,182
Yeah. Yeah.
698
00:56:29,019 --> 00:56:30,687
Great.
699
00:56:30,688 --> 00:56:32,722
Okay.
700
00:56:37,294 --> 00:56:39,596
Can you change them?
701
00:56:39,597 --> 00:56:43,165
- What?
- Your plans.
702
00:56:43,567 --> 00:56:46,002
I kind of, uh...
703
00:56:46,003 --> 00:56:48,672
I made this dinner special
for us, you know?
704
00:56:48,673 --> 00:56:52,384
Thank you. I know you
went to... a lot of trouble,
705
00:56:52,385 --> 00:56:54,644
- and it looks great. I just...
- No, no.
706
00:56:54,645 --> 00:56:58,680
There's no trouble, Paul, you know?
707
00:57:00,250 --> 00:57:05,521
We're married. Married people
do nice things for each other.
708
00:57:05,823 --> 00:57:07,656
I know.
709
00:57:07,758 --> 00:57:10,693
They do things together...
710
00:57:10,995 --> 00:57:14,095
like make love.
711
00:57:15,865 --> 00:57:20,670
Annie, please, just...
We can have sex.
712
00:57:20,671 --> 00:57:22,672
Don't do this.
713
00:57:22,673 --> 00:57:25,574
Don't you love me anymore?
714
00:57:25,976 --> 00:57:29,446
Annie, I do. Hey, I want to.
715
00:57:29,447 --> 00:57:32,148
- You want to?
- No, I... I do.
716
00:57:32,149 --> 00:57:35,785
Well, then, I don't understand
what the problem is.
717
00:57:36,287 --> 00:57:39,155
Why can't you make
love to me anymore?
718
00:57:39,156 --> 00:57:40,857
Look, I just...
I just... I just can't.
719
00:57:40,858 --> 00:57:43,725
- You can't?
- Okay? I can't.
720
00:57:48,798 --> 00:57:51,701
Oh, is it because I
only have one breast?
721
00:57:51,702 --> 00:57:53,870
- Is that what it is?
- Oh, my God, Annie.
722
00:57:53,871 --> 00:57:58,308
Why don't you just, like, only put it up
halfway? Maybe you could get half-erect.
723
00:57:58,309 --> 00:58:00,977
- Maybe you could close one eye.
- Annie, stop it!
724
00:58:00,978 --> 00:58:05,415
- No, I will not stop it!
- Stop it! Stop! I can't touch you!
725
00:58:05,416 --> 00:58:08,884
Okay? I can't touch you!
726
00:58:09,186 --> 00:58:11,421
Annie...
727
00:58:11,422 --> 00:58:15,125
I can't even look at you,
at your body.
728
00:58:15,126 --> 00:58:17,460
I mean, I hate that...
729
00:58:17,461 --> 00:58:21,396
that hole, that scar.
730
00:58:23,133 --> 00:58:27,068
I'm sorry. I just...
731
00:58:36,946 --> 00:58:39,414
Paul...
732
00:59:27,063 --> 00:59:28,598
Knudson's two-hit theory?
733
00:59:28,599 --> 00:59:31,468
Normal cells have two
undamaged chromosomes...
734
00:59:31,469 --> 00:59:33,069
- ...one from the mom...
- And one from the dad.
735
00:59:33,070 --> 00:59:36,973
Right. Now, let's say there is some sort
of hereditary predisposition to cancer.
736
00:59:36,974 --> 00:59:40,975
All that means is that one
of the genes is damaged.
737
00:59:42,011 --> 00:59:44,681
I still haven't heard from Dr. King.
738
00:59:44,682 --> 00:59:48,051
I don't think you're the only
person to write to her, Annie.
739
00:59:48,052 --> 00:59:50,819
In the last five years, the Broad
Institute, the Genome Institute...
740
00:59:50,820 --> 00:59:54,923
at Washington University,
and the Baylor College of Medicine...
741
01:00:03,166 --> 01:00:06,469
And I would go through life
with this one bad gene,
742
01:00:06,470 --> 01:00:10,039
and everything's still okay, because
the other gene is fine, right?
743
01:00:10,040 --> 01:00:12,208
And then one of these factors
comes along, like those...
744
01:00:12,209 --> 01:00:15,678
All that would mean is that they
would have to damage the other gene?
745
01:00:15,679 --> 01:00:18,581
Right. And then the cell is damaged
enough that it can mutate.
746
01:00:18,582 --> 01:00:23,286
- Which could be cancer.
- Could be. Can be. It's, uh...
747
01:00:38,234 --> 01:00:40,936
It's all too much.
748
01:01:05,962 --> 01:01:08,997
Is this a doctorly hug?
749
01:01:14,003 --> 01:01:16,438
I should... I should leave.
750
01:01:18,274 --> 01:01:21,309
He was a lovely man and a friend.
751
01:01:21,479 --> 01:01:26,649
But love is like DNA. We can't
know its predispositions.
752
01:01:27,651 --> 01:01:31,654
It wasn't to be. For me, anyway.
753
01:01:52,809 --> 01:01:55,111
- Where's Dad?
- I don't know, sweetie.
754
01:01:55,112 --> 01:01:57,313
Maybe he went to work early.
755
01:01:57,314 --> 01:02:01,049
- Where's Dad?
- Come on. Eat your oatmeal.
756
01:02:16,466 --> 01:02:18,001
Not this. Please. Come on.
757
01:02:18,002 --> 01:02:20,336
I'm not gonna eat till you
tell me where Dad is.
758
01:02:20,337 --> 01:02:23,206
- Eat your oatmeal.
- Where's Dad?
759
01:02:23,207 --> 01:02:26,075
- Eat your oatmeal.
- I don't want to.
760
01:02:26,076 --> 01:02:29,311
I said eat your goddamn oatmeal now!
761
01:02:32,715 --> 01:02:37,486
Oh, God. William! Honey, I'm sorry.
762
01:02:45,862 --> 01:02:47,497
William!
763
01:02:52,502 --> 01:02:57,672
William, no. These are Mommy's things.
William, no. Please don't.
764
01:03:01,577 --> 01:03:04,814
Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry.
765
01:03:04,815 --> 01:03:06,849
Come here. Come here.
766
01:03:06,850 --> 01:03:10,019
Sweetie, come on. Come on.
767
01:03:10,020 --> 01:03:12,088
Come on.
768
01:03:12,089 --> 01:03:15,258
Hey, come on. I'm sorry.
769
01:03:15,259 --> 01:03:19,059
Hey, sweetie, come on. Come here.
770
01:03:23,099 --> 01:03:27,270
God, I'm sorry. I will never,
ever talk to you like that again.
771
01:03:27,271 --> 01:03:29,539
- Okay? I'm so sorry.
- I'm sorry.
772
01:03:29,540 --> 01:03:34,109
Hey, you don't need to be sorry.
They're Mommy's silly things.
773
01:03:42,885 --> 01:03:46,055
Louise? Louise!
774
01:03:46,056 --> 01:03:48,090
Sweetie?
775
01:03:50,927 --> 01:03:52,795
Louise?
776
01:03:57,900 --> 01:04:00,135
Stop!
777
01:04:03,106 --> 01:04:05,674
Oh, shit.
778
01:05:00,296 --> 01:05:02,665
- Divorced?
- Yes, sweetie.
779
01:05:02,666 --> 01:05:04,667
Mommy and Daddy are gonna
live in different houses,
780
01:05:04,668 --> 01:05:06,936
but that doesn't mean we don't
love you very, very much.
781
01:05:06,937 --> 01:05:09,172
This way, you'll have two houses.
782
01:05:09,173 --> 01:05:12,708
I don't want two houses. I want
us all together in one house.
783
01:05:12,709 --> 01:05:16,012
- So does Dad.
- Please, Paul, don't do that.
784
01:05:16,013 --> 01:05:17,914
What? I'm telling the truth.
785
01:05:17,915 --> 01:05:21,883
- I knew this was your fault.
- No, it's not my fault, honey. Paul?
786
01:05:21,884 --> 01:05:25,521
Maybe if you didn't spend all
your time on this DNA shit.
787
01:05:25,522 --> 01:05:30,082
- At least there's a reason for that.
- Reason? Really? What reason?
788
01:05:30,083 --> 01:05:32,236
- Tell me the reason.
- Because I have to know.
789
01:05:32,237 --> 01:05:34,289
- Are you fucking joking?
- Language.
790
01:05:34,290 --> 01:05:36,666
You have a high school
education, Annie.
791
01:05:36,667 --> 01:05:39,035
You don't know anything.
You're not gonna find out anything.
792
01:05:39,036 --> 01:05:41,637
- Is that why you won't touch me?
- Oh, here we go.
793
01:05:41,638 --> 01:05:46,842
Oh, so you can say... you can say that.
But I fucking can't say "fucking"?
794
01:05:47,244 --> 01:05:51,364
Do you wanna tell him the real
truth? Tell him about Louise?
795
01:05:51,690 --> 01:05:54,501
- Oh, my God.
- What about Aunt Louise?
796
01:05:54,502 --> 01:05:58,595
Nothing, William. It's nothing.
797
01:06:01,490 --> 01:06:03,826
Tell you what, Annie.
798
01:06:04,228 --> 01:06:07,794
I am sorry. I tried.
799
01:06:07,896 --> 01:06:11,934
- I tried. I just couldn't.
- Get out.
800
01:06:11,935 --> 01:06:14,702
- What?
- Get out.
801
01:06:20,142 --> 01:06:23,145
I'll tell you what, Annie.
802
01:06:23,247 --> 01:06:26,748
At least she was there for me.
803
01:06:39,896 --> 01:06:41,898
I'm so sorry.
804
01:06:43,000 --> 01:06:45,368
What's going on?
805
01:06:45,369 --> 01:06:47,970
- Come on.
- Just listen.
806
01:06:47,971 --> 01:06:50,973
These four women have breast cancer.
807
01:06:50,974 --> 01:06:55,544
What they've found are certain,
let's call them odd proteins,
808
01:06:55,545 --> 01:07:00,282
that have unique configurations in the
parent gene. Let's say these are them.
809
01:07:00,584 --> 01:07:05,254
We can identify them by
their unique, say, shape.
810
01:07:06,056 --> 01:07:10,026
Now, each parent donates
a gene to the child,
811
01:07:10,027 --> 01:07:12,628
and the genes get
all mixed up, right?
812
01:07:12,629 --> 01:07:16,565
But look. It's not
completely arbitrary.
813
01:07:16,566 --> 01:07:18,567
- We have news.
- Genetic markers.
814
01:07:18,568 --> 01:07:23,103
- We can track them through their families.
- And what we can call linkage.
815
01:07:24,173 --> 01:07:26,442
Do you see it?
816
01:07:26,443 --> 01:07:29,211
We now know that even though
817
01:07:29,212 --> 01:07:34,583
our genes get all mixed up when we're
conceived, certain markers remain.
818
01:07:34,584 --> 01:07:36,652
- Markers?
- Genetic markers.
819
01:07:36,653 --> 01:07:42,124
We can track them through the families.
It's like a signpost on a highway.
820
01:07:42,125 --> 01:07:44,193
Say you have two stretches
of road in the desert.
821
01:07:44,194 --> 01:07:45,795
- And they look exactly the same.
- Right.
822
01:07:45,796 --> 01:07:49,131
But if you pass signposts,
you can measure the intervals.
823
01:07:49,132 --> 01:07:50,833
And you can identify the
different stretches of road.
824
01:07:50,834 --> 01:07:52,702
Even if they look exactly the same.
825
01:07:52,703 --> 01:07:55,471
And if those markers are next to
something, like the breast cancer gene,
826
01:07:55,472 --> 01:07:58,774
- it can be identified.
- We now know that even though
827
01:07:58,775 --> 01:08:04,680
our genes get all mixed up when we're
conceived, certain markers remain.
828
01:08:05,582 --> 01:08:10,451
If we can find these markers, we're in
striking distance of finding our gene.
829
01:08:23,967 --> 01:08:28,938
Kim kept encouraging me to go out.
I think she wanted me to meet someone.
830
01:08:29,840 --> 01:08:32,475
Is your wife gonna
join you this evening?
831
01:08:32,476 --> 01:08:35,411
I, um...
832
01:08:35,412 --> 01:08:39,950
- I am no longer married.
- Mm-hmm.
833
01:08:41,852 --> 01:08:44,186
- So is your girlfriend coming later?
- Really?
834
01:08:44,187 --> 01:08:48,824
- That's really none of your business.
- Mm-hmm.
835
01:08:49,226 --> 01:08:51,327
Hey, is your daddy's
girlfriend coming tonight?
836
01:08:51,328 --> 01:08:53,929
Dad doesn't have a girlfriend.
837
01:08:54,331 --> 01:08:58,234
- At a peewee hockey game, I met Marshall.
- I'm sorry about my friend.
838
01:08:58,235 --> 01:09:00,036
I'm Marshall.
839
01:09:00,037 --> 01:09:01,370
- I'm Annie.
- Hi.
840
01:09:01,371 --> 01:09:05,507
Only a Canadian girl meets a
man at a peewee hockey game.
841
01:09:26,495 --> 01:09:29,999
Christmastime is almost here again
842
01:09:30,000 --> 01:09:33,702
People come from far and near again
843
01:09:33,703 --> 01:09:39,607
Isn't Christmastime
a wonderful thing?
844
01:09:40,877 --> 01:09:44,580
Deck the halls and
hang the mistletoe
845
01:09:44,581 --> 01:09:47,950
Kiss the ones you
love and let 'em know
846
01:09:47,951 --> 01:09:52,680
Isn't Christmastime
a wonderful thing?
847
01:09:55,057 --> 01:09:57,759
- Dad!
- Hiya, sport!
848
01:10:01,530 --> 01:10:03,331
Hi, Paul.
849
01:10:12,074 --> 01:10:13,542
Hi.
850
01:10:13,543 --> 01:10:14,877
Yeah.
851
01:10:14,878 --> 01:10:17,179
- How are you?
- Hi.
852
01:10:17,180 --> 01:10:19,682
You look good. You look great.
853
01:10:19,683 --> 01:10:22,751
Really, really happy.
854
01:10:23,653 --> 01:10:25,346
You okay?
855
01:10:25,347 --> 01:10:28,324
Yeah. Doing all right.
856
01:10:28,325 --> 01:10:31,492
Been a little sick.
857
01:10:32,528 --> 01:10:35,831
So, um, Marshall.
858
01:10:35,832 --> 01:10:37,900
He's a good man.
859
01:10:37,901 --> 01:10:40,703
- Yeah, he is.
- Yeah.
860
01:10:40,704 --> 01:10:42,905
- You okay?
- Okay.
861
01:10:42,906 --> 01:10:46,874
Um, I'm gonna go
get some... some food.
862
01:10:47,910 --> 01:10:50,011
Come on, sport.
863
01:11:00,456 --> 01:11:02,591
Tom, you open up the betting.
864
01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:05,693
All right. Okay.
865
01:11:09,865 --> 01:11:13,801
Another bad hand, but what the heck?
866
01:11:16,172 --> 01:11:19,841
Fold.
867
01:11:23,345 --> 01:11:25,681
Annie. Annie.
868
01:11:25,682 --> 01:11:27,283
- Hey!
- I wanted to...
869
01:11:27,284 --> 01:11:30,485
I'm smiling at you,
but you can fuck off.
870
01:11:40,629 --> 01:11:42,565
This is fun.
871
01:11:42,566 --> 01:11:44,599
Yeah.
872
01:11:47,736 --> 01:11:50,938
- Good to see you, guys.
- You too, man.
873
01:11:59,448 --> 01:12:02,651
- I'd love to hear that conversation.
- Oh, no.
874
01:12:02,652 --> 01:12:07,055
- You invited them.
- Yeah, but I didn't think they'd interact.
875
01:12:08,357 --> 01:12:10,992
- Merry Christmas.
- Merry Christmas.
876
01:12:14,897 --> 01:12:17,233
Well, I'll be back.
877
01:12:17,234 --> 01:12:20,201
Great. Okay. Yeah. We're...
878
01:12:24,573 --> 01:12:27,276
Is it weird? Did it get weird?
879
01:12:27,277 --> 01:12:30,445
- Merry Christmas, Marshall.
- Merry Christmas.
880
01:12:32,681 --> 01:12:34,816
Here's to her.
881
01:12:35,318 --> 01:12:37,653
To Annie.
882
01:12:44,460 --> 01:12:46,962
Marshall.
883
01:12:47,864 --> 01:12:49,732
Marshall?
884
01:12:49,733 --> 01:12:52,000
I'm up here, hon.
885
01:12:52,102 --> 01:12:54,837
Marshall?
886
01:12:54,838 --> 01:12:58,407
I'm in here. I, uh...
887
01:12:59,309 --> 01:13:02,578
I found the key. I thought I'd...
888
01:13:02,579 --> 01:13:06,181
clean out this room. We could use
it as a guest room or, uh...
889
01:13:06,182 --> 01:13:08,751
- No, you didn't.
- ...a study.
890
01:13:08,752 --> 01:13:11,453
Keep your helixes in here.
891
01:13:11,454 --> 01:13:16,356
- Did Mommy wake him up?
- Yes, she did.
892
01:13:16,425 --> 01:13:19,427
No. You let him out.
893
01:13:20,863 --> 01:13:23,132
You let him out.
894
01:13:23,133 --> 01:13:28,270
- Who?
- You... There's no one here.
895
01:13:28,271 --> 01:13:30,906
- It's just a room.
- You can't go in that room.
896
01:13:30,907 --> 01:13:34,075
- You let him out.
- Honey, no.
897
01:13:34,277 --> 01:13:36,711
It's just a...
898
01:13:44,853 --> 01:13:48,261
Seriously, I wouldn't believe
this either, except it happened.
899
01:13:48,262 --> 01:13:51,959
Louise called me and
told me that Paul was ill.
900
01:13:56,032 --> 01:13:58,666
Hey, um...
901
01:14:00,469 --> 01:14:04,571
Doctor says colorectal cancer.
902
01:14:04,773 --> 01:14:07,742
Hey, um...
903
01:14:09,578 --> 01:14:14,617
I was looking through
these, and, uh...
904
01:14:16,319 --> 01:14:19,187
thought you might wanna see them.
905
01:14:28,263 --> 01:14:31,265
You gonna be okay with William?
906
01:14:33,068 --> 01:14:37,305
- By yourself, I mean?
- Paul...
907
01:14:59,929 --> 01:15:03,565
Imagine me and you
908
01:15:03,967 --> 01:15:06,168
I do
909
01:15:07,070 --> 01:15:10,272
- Think about you day and night
- Day and night
910
01:15:10,273 --> 01:15:12,408
It's only right
911
01:15:12,409 --> 01:15:16,545
To think about the girl you love
912
01:15:16,546 --> 01:15:23,083
and hold her tight So happy together
913
01:15:28,691 --> 01:15:31,625
What did you ever see in me?
914
01:15:33,962 --> 01:15:37,800
I loved the careless,
915
01:15:37,801 --> 01:15:41,469
boundless, wildness of you.
916
01:15:42,504 --> 01:15:45,306
Then what happened?
917
01:15:47,042 --> 01:15:50,177
You were boundless and careless.
918
01:16:00,522 --> 01:16:01,990
Paul.
919
01:16:01,991 --> 01:16:05,060
Hey, listen.
920
01:16:05,061 --> 01:16:07,696
I want you to do something for me.
921
01:16:07,697 --> 01:16:12,101
- What is that?
- I want you to believe.
922
01:16:13,403 --> 01:16:15,771
Believe in what?
923
01:16:15,772 --> 01:16:18,740
Believe in anything.
924
01:16:19,142 --> 01:16:21,976
Come on, Annie.
925
01:16:22,178 --> 01:16:25,113
Come on. It worked for me.
926
01:16:26,015 --> 01:16:30,083
Uh, no offense, but...
927
01:16:30,853 --> 01:16:35,891
believing that there's some
miracle cure out there
928
01:16:35,892 --> 01:16:39,193
that no one knows about, that's...
929
01:16:39,295 --> 01:16:42,529
You gotta believe in something.
930
01:16:43,632 --> 01:16:45,501
I do.
931
01:16:45,502 --> 01:16:48,769
I do believe in something, Annie.
932
01:16:57,246 --> 01:17:00,614
I believe in cancer.
933
01:17:02,551 --> 01:17:06,320
And you know what else
I believe in, Annie?
934
01:17:07,556 --> 01:17:13,418
I believe... that I
am going to die.
935
01:17:40,956 --> 01:17:42,923
Okay.
936
01:17:50,566 --> 01:17:54,034
I'm gonna go now, okay, sweetie?
937
01:18:03,812 --> 01:18:07,549
Just like he said he
would, Paul died.
938
01:18:07,550 --> 01:18:10,352
I realized then that
was the difference,
939
01:18:10,353 --> 01:18:14,923
and that was the answer to the question
everyone was always asking me.
940
01:18:14,924 --> 01:18:20,162
Paul didn't believe in
anything in the end. I did.
941
01:18:20,163 --> 01:18:23,198
I believed in my genes
and chromosomes.
942
01:18:23,199 --> 01:18:27,970
I believed in my helix, and I
believed in predispositions.
943
01:18:27,971 --> 01:18:31,306
Faith. It may not seem like faith,
944
01:18:31,307 --> 01:18:35,778
not as you might
think it, but it is.
945
01:18:35,779 --> 01:18:40,148
And maybe those who say
faith sustains us are right.
946
01:18:40,149 --> 01:18:43,518
And maybe it doesn't matter
what we have faith in
947
01:18:43,519 --> 01:18:47,088
as long as it's faith in something,
948
01:18:47,089 --> 01:18:49,790
like the future.
949
01:18:52,427 --> 01:18:56,699
My brother died of lung
cancer, uh, and colon cancer.
950
01:18:56,700 --> 01:19:00,602
I had never seen cancer until
I saw colon cancer, okay?
951
01:19:00,603 --> 01:19:04,239
Blood coming out of everywhere,
and it was just...
952
01:19:04,240 --> 01:19:08,343
I don't know how you can go on.
I don't think I could.
953
01:19:08,344 --> 01:19:12,381
It's agony. It's the
shit I deal with.
954
01:19:12,382 --> 01:19:15,315
I know what it's like.
955
01:19:39,241 --> 01:19:43,878
Yeah. I'm telling you,
it was the same guy.
956
01:19:44,380 --> 01:19:47,814
Either one or both of
the parents were...
957
01:19:48,383 --> 01:19:52,586
- Or they both had the receptive...
- One of the parents had some...
958
01:19:55,357 --> 01:19:59,059
Yeah. It seemed random.
959
01:20:07,169 --> 01:20:09,537
You okay, Annie?
960
01:20:15,645 --> 01:20:19,414
I'm afraid I don't have
good news for you.
961
01:20:19,415 --> 01:20:22,651
We found malignant tumors
on both your ovaries,
962
01:20:22,652 --> 01:20:27,355
with involvement of the fallopian
tubes and elsewhere in your abdomen.
963
01:20:27,457 --> 01:20:30,158
Do you understand what I just said?
964
01:20:30,159 --> 01:20:34,830
Now, while you do have an
advanced form of ovarian cancer,
965
01:20:34,831 --> 01:20:37,666
we removed everything that we found.
966
01:20:37,667 --> 01:20:43,270
Anything left is potentially
curable with chemotherapy.
967
01:20:45,440 --> 01:20:47,742
Advanced?
968
01:20:47,944 --> 01:20:50,211
Stage three.
969
01:20:50,313 --> 01:20:53,215
You have a long,
hard fight ahead of you.
970
01:20:53,216 --> 01:20:57,519
- I'm 37.
- Oh, that's very young.
971
01:20:58,221 --> 01:21:01,923
You rest, and we'll
talk later, all right?
972
01:21:11,066 --> 01:21:14,703
All right. I've reviewed
your pathology reports,
973
01:21:14,704 --> 01:21:17,973
and it's good you had the surgery.
974
01:21:17,974 --> 01:21:23,711
Please, Doctor. You know I
prefer bad news. Cheers me up.
975
01:21:23,813 --> 01:21:27,449
With what we're seeing
on your path reports,
976
01:21:27,450 --> 01:21:31,520
I have to tell you,
this type of cancer
977
01:21:31,521 --> 01:21:36,625
responds best to a combination
of chemotherapy drugs.
978
01:21:36,626 --> 01:21:41,830
We'd like you to receive
cisplatin and cyclophosphamide.
979
01:21:41,831 --> 01:21:45,166
Maybe ten or twelve treatments.
980
01:21:45,568 --> 01:21:47,402
How long?
981
01:21:47,403 --> 01:21:51,038
Altogether, a year or so.
982
01:21:56,278 --> 01:22:00,481
- I've been here before.
- I know you have.
983
01:22:02,584 --> 01:22:06,919
So what do you say? Hmm?
984
01:22:20,569 --> 01:22:23,738
Damn, you're hot.
985
01:22:41,489 --> 01:22:43,557
I need some water.
986
01:22:43,659 --> 01:22:47,662
One breast, no hair.
987
01:22:47,663 --> 01:22:51,631
They all want you,
but they can't have you.
988
01:22:56,004 --> 01:22:58,306
Just hold on a minute.
989
01:22:59,008 --> 01:23:00,941
Sorry.
990
01:23:09,885 --> 01:23:14,723
I'm gonna be sick. I'm gonna
be sick. I'm gonna be sick.
991
01:23:15,825 --> 01:23:17,624
Oh!
992
01:23:22,264 --> 01:23:25,400
You are so hot, baby.
993
01:23:25,401 --> 01:23:29,070
One breast, no hair.
994
01:23:29,071 --> 01:23:33,108
What's weird is that you want
your mom. I just want my mommy.
995
01:23:33,109 --> 01:23:35,776
I just want my mommy.
996
01:23:37,679 --> 01:23:40,382
- You need the nurse?
- I'm in too much pain.
997
01:23:40,383 --> 01:23:44,386
- You need the nurse?
- I want... I'm in too much pain.
998
01:23:44,387 --> 01:23:47,455
Okay. Are you comfortable?
999
01:23:47,456 --> 01:23:50,692
No. I'm hot. Let me take...
1000
01:23:50,693 --> 01:23:53,128
I'll take 'em off.
1001
01:23:53,830 --> 01:23:59,233
They all want you, but
they can't have you.
1002
01:24:18,320 --> 01:24:21,421
- It hurts me.
- I know, sweetie.
1003
01:24:23,491 --> 01:24:25,993
It really hurts.
1004
01:24:27,562 --> 01:24:29,964
No.
1005
01:24:30,366 --> 01:24:32,866
No, they can't.
1006
01:25:07,902 --> 01:25:10,704
Dr. King, are you all right?
1007
01:25:16,477 --> 01:25:19,014
- Dr. King, are you...
- Maybe there's something acting
1008
01:25:19,015 --> 01:25:24,885
on these genes. Maybe it's not happening
independently or spontaneously.
1009
01:25:28,223 --> 01:25:31,126
Controlling genes.
1010
01:25:31,127 --> 01:25:34,795
Squeeze one more time for me.
1011
01:25:34,897 --> 01:25:36,931
Okay. Okay.
1012
01:25:36,932 --> 01:25:40,702
Well, let's try the other arm, hmm?
1013
01:25:40,703 --> 01:25:42,470
Sorry, Annie.
1014
01:25:42,471 --> 01:25:46,474
This happens when you've
had too much chemo.
1015
01:25:46,475 --> 01:25:50,545
The veins get scarred
and are hard to use.
1016
01:25:50,546 --> 01:25:53,248
Like a junkie.
1017
01:25:54,150 --> 01:25:58,086
Well, next time,
I'll put in a portacath.
1018
01:25:58,087 --> 01:26:02,390
- That'll last several sessions.
- Okay.
1019
01:26:02,391 --> 01:26:04,993
Yeah? I think we've found one.
1020
01:26:04,994 --> 01:26:07,427
- Yay.
- Right there.
1021
01:26:09,931 --> 01:26:12,434
- Hey.
- Wow.
1022
01:26:12,435 --> 01:26:16,671
- Cancer haute couture.
- Ta-da!
1023
01:26:17,573 --> 01:26:22,076
- Not a good look, then?
- It's... a look.
1024
01:26:24,746 --> 01:26:28,815
Thanks, Brian. Thank you.
1025
01:26:31,086 --> 01:26:34,254
- They're beautiful.
- You are.
1026
01:26:36,891 --> 01:26:39,461
- What's going on?
- Excellent question.
1027
01:26:39,462 --> 01:26:42,931
Let me show you what's going on.
Maybe you can figure it out for us.
1028
01:26:42,932 --> 01:26:45,066
Look around you. What do you see?
1029
01:26:45,067 --> 01:26:46,568
A lot of paper.
1030
01:26:46,569 --> 01:26:48,770
Each paper represents
parts of chromosomes
1031
01:26:48,771 --> 01:26:51,740
that we suspect may be active in
the cancer of our test patients.
1032
01:26:51,741 --> 01:26:55,310
In other words, these areas are
variants, mutations in the DNA.
1033
01:26:55,311 --> 01:26:58,279
- Our 350... all cancer sufferers.
- Why are there so many?
1034
01:26:58,280 --> 01:27:00,582
Because it represents
many generations.
1035
01:27:00,583 --> 01:27:03,318
- See these red dots?
- Yeah.
1036
01:27:03,319 --> 01:27:07,155
Wherever they appear is
an indication of a mutation.
1037
01:27:07,156 --> 01:27:10,759
Black lines... morbidity, death.
1038
01:27:10,760 --> 01:27:13,428
So there's a lot of mutation?
1039
01:27:13,429 --> 01:27:16,231
Yeah. Everyone's DNA has a
certain amount of variation.
1040
01:27:16,232 --> 01:27:19,968
What we're looking for is a mutation the
same place on the same chromosome.
1041
01:27:19,969 --> 01:27:22,237
Mary-Claire, if we're looking
for patients who have...
1042
01:27:22,238 --> 01:27:24,439
- a predisposition to breast cancer...
- Yes.
1043
01:27:24,440 --> 01:27:26,941
That would suggest that they
were born with a mutated gene.
1044
01:27:26,942 --> 01:27:29,544
- Yes.
- But most cancers occur later in life,
1045
01:27:29,545 --> 01:27:33,515
- when the telomeres are reduced in size.
- Right.
1046
01:27:33,516 --> 01:27:36,217
So if we concentrate on women
who have early-onset cancer,
1047
01:27:36,218 --> 01:27:39,921
we'd be much more likely to find
women who have a predisposition.
1048
01:27:39,922 --> 01:27:42,724
We were presuming that all breast
cancers were caused by the same thing.
1049
01:27:42,725 --> 01:27:45,121
Yes, but if they have similar
tumors but different causes...
1050
01:27:45,122 --> 01:27:48,829
And we just look at women
with early-onset cancer...
1051
01:27:50,932 --> 01:27:52,900
Do it.
1052
01:27:55,403 --> 01:27:57,205
Average age, 28.
1053
01:27:57,206 --> 01:28:00,207
- 40.
- 35.
1054
01:28:04,579 --> 01:28:06,880
Where is it?
1055
01:28:11,920 --> 01:28:13,955
It's here.
1056
01:28:14,857 --> 01:28:17,025
And here.
1057
01:28:18,327 --> 01:28:20,595
And here.
1058
01:28:21,297 --> 01:28:23,664
And here.
1059
01:28:23,866 --> 01:28:25,999
And here.
1060
01:28:31,639 --> 01:28:34,074
We found our gene.
1061
01:28:36,578 --> 01:28:39,346
That's Mary-Claire King.
1062
01:28:39,448 --> 01:28:43,885
There's a link. There's a link.
You understand what I'm saying?
1063
01:28:43,886 --> 01:28:49,257
There's a genetic link between
mothers and daughters
1064
01:28:49,258 --> 01:28:53,360
and sisters who have
had breast cancer.
1065
01:28:53,562 --> 01:28:57,664
See, there's a predisposition.
A kind of mutation.
1066
01:28:57,866 --> 01:29:00,535
There's a link.
1067
01:29:01,437 --> 01:29:03,537
You were right.
1068
01:29:07,709 --> 01:29:10,077
Excuse me.
1069
01:30:58,820 --> 01:31:03,458
Hello. Hi. Hey, I heard
the good news.
1070
01:31:03,459 --> 01:31:07,729
- Allen, she's in Cincinnati.
- Cincinnati?
1071
01:31:07,730 --> 01:31:09,797
They could hardly believe it.
1072
01:31:09,798 --> 01:31:12,834
Yeah, well, they
believe her now, huh?
1073
01:31:12,835 --> 01:31:16,435
They do. Anybody who
ever doubted us. Well, her.
1074
01:31:16,436 --> 01:31:18,177
- She did it.
- A single gene.
1075
01:31:18,178 --> 01:31:21,140
- Pretty much.
- Incredible.
1076
01:31:21,466 --> 01:31:22,877
So, what now?
1077
01:31:22,878 --> 01:31:24,445
Oh, there's still lots to be done.
1078
01:31:24,446 --> 01:31:27,448
We have to pinpoint the
precise gene and sequence it.
1079
01:31:27,449 --> 01:31:30,350
Yeah, well, that's
where the money is.
1080
01:31:32,587 --> 01:31:35,023
- The money?
- Yeah. Lots and lots and lots of money.
1081
01:31:35,024 --> 01:31:38,908
You sequence the gene,
and then you patent it. It's yours.
1082
01:31:38,909 --> 01:31:44,806
Do me a favor, will you? Say
good-bye to Dr. King for me.
1083
01:31:44,933 --> 01:31:46,935
And, uh...
1084
01:31:48,837 --> 01:31:52,806
you know, congrats and
all that. She is something.
1085
01:32:03,884 --> 01:32:05,686
- Excuse me, Dr. King?
- I'm sorry.
1086
01:32:05,687 --> 01:32:08,189
I don't have any more time.
I'm already late for my plane.
1087
01:32:08,190 --> 01:32:11,825
- My name's Annie Parker.
- Thanks.
1088
01:32:13,928 --> 01:32:16,097
Oh.
1089
01:32:16,999 --> 01:32:19,133
I read your letters.
1090
01:32:19,134 --> 01:32:21,302
I heard you were in town.
1091
01:32:21,303 --> 01:32:25,406
I tried to catch your lecture,
but the traffic was horrible.
1092
01:32:25,407 --> 01:32:28,643
- I'm sorry.
- It's okay. It was a bit dry.
1093
01:32:28,644 --> 01:32:31,379
My jokes didn't play very well.
1094
01:32:32,181 --> 01:32:34,948
- So I...
- I've wanted to meet you.
1095
01:32:36,551 --> 01:32:39,454
I wanted to meet you, too.
1096
01:32:39,455 --> 01:32:44,290
So I heard they patented
our gene... your gene.
1097
01:32:44,759 --> 01:32:47,295
That's right. They have.
1098
01:32:47,296 --> 01:32:50,076
So does that mean we get a discount
on it in the future if we need it,
1099
01:32:50,077 --> 01:32:54,944
- like a Sears card?
- It's not a cure, of course.
1100
01:32:55,571 --> 01:33:00,308
No. Yeah. I heard, but it's a start.
1101
01:33:00,309 --> 01:33:02,810
That's right. It's a start.
1102
01:33:03,712 --> 01:33:06,681
- That's a pretty necklace.
- Thank you.
1103
01:33:06,682 --> 01:33:10,850
It was my mom's.
I had it restrung recently.
1104
01:33:11,686 --> 01:33:13,054
- You know, she...
- Hey, I'm sorry.
1105
01:33:13,055 --> 01:33:18,625
I really do have to go. I hope
we can speak again. All the best.
1106
01:33:38,212 --> 01:33:43,251
You are a remarkable
woman, Anne Parker.
1107
01:33:44,353 --> 01:33:48,589
I'm sorry... so sorry
I couldn't do more.
1108
01:33:49,191 --> 01:33:54,093
You did so much. So very much.
1109
01:34:25,393 --> 01:34:30,264
Oh, the gentlemen are talking
1110
01:34:30,265 --> 01:34:35,136
And the midnight moon
is on the riverside
1111
01:34:35,137 --> 01:34:40,408
They're drinking up and walking
1112
01:34:40,409 --> 01:34:45,780
And it is time for me to slide
1113
01:34:45,781 --> 01:34:50,084
I live in another world
1114
01:34:50,085 --> 01:34:56,190
Where life and death are memorized
1115
01:34:56,191 --> 01:35:01,195
Where the earth is strung
with lover's pearls
1116
01:35:01,196 --> 01:35:07,633
And all I see are dark eyes
1117
01:35:26,253 --> 01:35:30,191
I can't control
1118
01:35:30,192 --> 01:35:34,628
What life is now
1119
01:35:34,629 --> 01:35:41,267
What will roll over me
1120
01:35:42,403 --> 01:35:46,374
It's not freedom
1121
01:35:46,375 --> 01:35:49,910
But it set you free
1122
01:35:49,911 --> 01:35:56,617
So see yourself as free
1123
01:35:57,219 --> 01:36:04,957
As I'm falling from your reach
1124
01:36:06,027 --> 01:36:14,001
Don't forget Don't regret
1125
01:36:14,002 --> 01:36:21,876
Don't dwell on the past
1126
01:36:21,877 --> 01:36:29,583
Nothing left Nothing sacred
1127
01:36:29,584 --> 01:36:33,120
Nothing pure
1128
01:36:33,121 --> 01:36:36,924
is ever gonna last
1129
01:36:36,925 --> 01:36:40,528
You should turn away from me
1130
01:36:40,529 --> 01:36:44,330
As I drift away from you
1131
01:36:46,901 --> 01:36:50,938
If time has spent
1132
01:36:50,939 --> 01:36:55,176
and time has come
1133
01:36:55,177 --> 01:37:02,884
to let me go and you to run
1134
01:37:02,885 --> 01:37:06,187
Then let me leave
1135
01:37:06,188 --> 01:37:10,689
and let me go
1136
01:37:10,792 --> 01:37:17,698
To see yourself as free
1137
01:37:17,699 --> 01:37:25,471
As I'm falling from your reach
1138
01:37:26,574 --> 01:37:30,210
Don't forget
1139
01:37:30,512 --> 01:37:34,181
Don't regret
1140
01:37:34,483 --> 01:37:42,356
Don't dwell On the past
1141
01:37:42,357 --> 01:37:50,297
Nothing left Nothing sacred
1142
01:37:50,298 --> 01:37:53,701
Nothing pure
1143
01:37:53,702 --> 01:37:57,671
is ever gonna last
1144
01:37:57,672 --> 01:38:01,242
You should turn away from me
1145
01:38:01,243 --> 01:38:04,244
as I drift away from you
1146
01:38:41,515 --> 01:38:44,918
Don't forget
1147
01:38:45,320 --> 01:38:48,855
Don't regret
1148
01:38:49,257 --> 01:38:57,064
Don't you dwell on the past
1149
01:38:57,065 --> 01:39:04,972
Nothing left Nothing sacred
1150
01:39:04,973 --> 01:39:08,376
Nothing pure
1151
01:39:08,377 --> 01:39:12,379
is ever gonna last
1152
01:39:12,380 --> 01:39:15,916
You should turn away from me
1153
01:39:15,917 --> 01:39:19,586
as I drift away from you