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BBM: 2ACAEFC6 LINE: RFBET99 6 00:03:02,623 --> 00:03:05,890 ... the entire population from Greensburg, Pennsylvania, Wechat: RFBET99 Whatsapp: +66944386003 7 00:03:05,892 --> 00:03:09,593 is 14,892. 8 00:03:11,098 --> 00:03:14,132 If you divide it by the number of days a year, 9 00:03:14,134 --> 00:03:18,170 there must be 41 people with the same birthday every day. 10 00:03:20,773 --> 00:03:26,478 In my life, the population of has decreased by 12.6%. 11 00:03:26,480 --> 00:03:31,550 Immediately, another 12.6% will leave. 12 00:03:31,552 --> 00:03:33,919 and others. 13 00:03:33,921 --> 00:03:35,653 and others. 14 00:03:35,655 --> 00:03:37,492 Then the others. 15 00:03:44,864 --> 00:03:46,833 Until all that is left here is me. 16 00:03:50,102 --> 00:03:51,735 I am without you. 17 00:04:06,018 --> 00:04:08,688 Me and one thing I am waiting to find out about. 18 00:04:16,929 --> 00:04:18,598 They also wait. 19 00:04:20,968 --> 00:04:22,869 In the middle of nowhere. 20 00:04:25,204 --> 00:04:27,040 At this doctor's office. 21 00:04:28,908 --> 00:04:30,877 7:30 a.m. 22 00:04:35,782 --> 00:04:38,983 Twenty days ago, I was 20. 23 00:04:45,525 --> 00:04:47,158 Now we are all waiting to see 24 00:04:47,160 --> 00:04:48,996 how many more birthdays we have. 25 00:04:51,163 --> 00:04:53,200 If there is one or 100. 26 00:04:55,602 --> 00:04:58,168 If there are new people to share with them. 27 00:05:05,746 --> 00:05:08,716 I have spent every birthday in Greensburg. 28 00:05:10,249 --> 00:05:12,817 Every day. 29 00:05:12,819 --> 00:05:14,554 Every minute. 30 00:05:15,855 --> 00:05:17,055 Every second. 31 00:05:48,088 --> 00:05:53,023 When I remember it, I remember believing 32 00:05:53,025 --> 00:05:55,997 everything starts with one right moment. 33 00:07:40,766 --> 00:07:42,403 Daniel. 34 00:07:44,336 --> 00:07:45,805 Daniel. 35 00:07:47,973 --> 00:07:49,743 Daniel. 36 00:08:16,369 --> 00:08:18,806 Did you hear what I just said? 37 00:08:22,843 --> 00:08:24,341 You don't care. 38 00:08:24,343 --> 00:08:27,045 You don't know anything. Everything's messed up. 39 00:08:27,047 --> 00:08:29,180 What's the use of even talking to you? 40 00:08:29,182 --> 00:08:31,882 How can you say that? 41 00:08:31,884 --> 00:08:35,419 After, after last year, after how did my mother act, after my father? 42 00:08:35,421 --> 00:08:37,187 - Not me... - don't. No need. 43 00:08:37,189 --> 00:08:39,392 Don't say I don't want to end like him? 44 00:08:41,328 --> 00:08:44,262 You also don't. 45 00:08:44,264 --> 00:08:48,332 This is the most true thing I once said: fuck you. 46 00:08:48,334 --> 00:08:50,100 Whatever. 47 00:08:50,102 --> 00:08:52,202 And what about your mother, have you talked to her? 48 00:08:52,204 --> 00:08:53,807 Not since graduation. 49 00:08:56,275 --> 00:08:59,076 Look, I don't mean you don't care, I don't mean that. 50 00:08:59,078 --> 00:09:02,312 - It's quite clear how you mean it. - Is that? 51 00:09:02,314 --> 00:09:04,081 I'm hungry. 52 00:09:04,083 --> 00:09:05,850 What? Are you talking about? 53 00:09:05,852 --> 00:09:08,186 That an example becomes clear, "I'm hungry," 54 00:09:08,188 --> 00:09:10,388 that's me, hungry. 55 00:09:10,390 --> 00:09:12,289 Come on, it doesn't make sense. 56 00:09:12,291 --> 00:09:14,793 And bored. Hungry and bored. 57 00:09:14,795 --> 00:09:17,098 What do you want to do? 58 00:09:19,532 --> 00:09:21,231 I don't know. 59 00:09:21,233 --> 00:09:24,536 Go to a porn shop. I'm legal now. 60 00:09:24,538 --> 00:09:27,071 Where are the girls nothing but smiles? 61 00:09:27,073 --> 00:09:29,143 No, it's a strip club. 62 00:09:30,174 --> 00:09:32,847 I talk more about people who flank Barnes & Noble. 63 00:09:35,015 --> 00:09:38,148 All I tried said was that... 64 00:09:38,150 --> 00:09:40,485 it has nothing to do with your family. 65 00:09:40,487 --> 00:09:43,120 I just mean that You will get out of here soon. 66 00:09:43,122 --> 00:09:44,855 You will go to college. 67 00:09:44,857 --> 00:09:47,124 - This is only a public school. - Continue? 68 00:09:47,126 --> 00:09:49,360 Not far away. 69 00:09:49,362 --> 00:09:52,197 Still better than stuck here. 70 00:09:52,199 --> 00:09:55,299 Do you know Mount Pleasant used to be called the City of Hell? 71 00:09:55,301 --> 00:09:57,402 That's not true. 72 00:09:57,404 --> 00:10:00,138 - This. - Why? 73 00:10:00,140 --> 00:10:02,841 It has something to do with, this is in the 20s or something. 74 00:10:02,843 --> 00:10:04,509 Coal miners live in Mount Pleasant, 75 00:10:04,511 --> 00:10:07,247 while rich bosses live in Scottdale, on a hill. 76 00:10:09,549 --> 00:10:11,148 They should just go back 77 00:10:11,150 --> 00:10:13,453 and change the whole name Hell Town Hell area. 78 00:10:33,305 --> 00:10:36,073 Sorry beforehand. I became sharktopus. 79 00:10:36,075 --> 00:10:39,076 - I will say a sea hag. - I do not understand. 80 00:10:39,078 --> 00:10:40,445 A shark will be a good pet. 81 00:10:40,447 --> 00:10:42,346 Sea Hag is Jennifer Aniston. 82 00:10:42,348 --> 00:10:44,115 I like Jennifer Aniston. We are back. 83 00:10:44,117 --> 00:10:46,250 We are very strict like spandex. 84 00:10:46,252 --> 00:10:48,552 - Also, bumps, not lines. - What? 85 00:10:48,554 --> 00:10:50,254 I'm definitely not sea monster. 86 00:10:50,256 --> 00:10:52,423 - That's not cocaine. - Sea woman, and yes you are. 87 00:10:52,425 --> 00:10:54,158 This is cheap meth trucker. 88 00:10:54,160 --> 00:10:57,061 It's just, real, I can't stand this place. 89 00:10:57,063 --> 00:10:59,630 At least now I don't have to worry looking for a job with dental insurance. 90 00:10:59,632 --> 00:11:01,666 I can't end up like these disgusting people. 91 00:11:01,668 --> 00:11:04,235 I don't want to drive my car 12-year-old car to a stupid job. 92 00:11:04,237 --> 00:11:07,337 - I don't want to think about cheating on my fat wife. - See the lamp? 93 00:11:07,339 --> 00:11:10,942 I don't want to work in my dirt job for dirt pay so I can buy other used dirt cars. 94 00:11:10,944 --> 00:11:13,211 Lissa, do you see them? 95 00:11:13,213 --> 00:11:17,347 - Damn! - What should we do? 96 00:11:17,349 --> 00:11:19,116 Daniel, be careful phone. 97 00:11:21,921 --> 00:11:23,153 I don't believe this happened. 98 00:11:23,155 --> 00:11:25,188 Everything, clean your hands. 99 00:11:25,190 --> 00:11:26,626 I will go to M-I-damn-T. 100 00:11:29,328 --> 00:11:30,897 I have an idea. 101 00:11:38,170 --> 00:11:40,138 Can I help, officer? 102 00:11:40,140 --> 00:11:41,909 What do you have happening here? 103 00:11:56,189 --> 00:11:58,958 Not sure yet... Sir. 104 00:12:00,727 --> 00:12:02,328 Take it to another place. 105 00:12:22,015 --> 00:12:25,251 - Make love everything, make love. - Damn you, copper. 106 00:12:28,420 --> 00:12:30,189 Lissa Maruska? 107 00:12:46,639 --> 00:12:50,041 What's up today? Ready to order? 108 00:12:50,043 --> 00:12:52,043 I have been a servant of for about two years. 109 00:12:52,045 --> 00:12:54,278 A little under two years. 110 00:12:54,280 --> 00:12:57,181 - I am a human resource manager. - I am a chef and owner. 111 00:12:57,183 --> 00:13:00,518 I teach family consumer science, which used to be known as a household economy. 112 00:13:00,520 --> 00:13:02,452 I am a custodian. 113 00:13:02,454 --> 00:13:05,690 I work for the area, which is a good job, 114 00:13:05,692 --> 00:13:07,191 although this is a bad shift. 115 00:13:07,193 --> 00:13:09,126 I am actually a woman who lives at home. 116 00:13:09,128 --> 00:13:12,663 Some days you feel like you don't talk to other adults. 117 00:13:12,665 --> 00:13:15,499 I spent 25 years as Pennsylvania state police. 118 00:13:15,501 --> 00:13:17,769 I am a representative of a union for civil servants at school, 119 00:13:17,771 --> 00:13:20,471 means teacher and their support staff, 120 00:13:20,473 --> 00:13:23,541 like a bus driver, cafeteria worker, guard. 121 00:13:23,543 --> 00:13:25,279 The worst part is repetition. 122 00:13:27,646 --> 00:13:30,184 Maybe it must be balanced some things like circus clowns. 123 00:13:35,054 --> 00:13:36,256 No. 124 00:13:37,524 --> 00:13:39,460 This is repetition. 125 00:13:41,294 --> 00:13:43,360 So how are you? 126 00:13:43,362 --> 00:13:45,096 Want to hear the specials? 127 00:13:45,098 --> 00:13:47,164 What can I get for you? 128 00:13:47,166 --> 00:13:48,535 Want to drink something? 129 00:13:49,803 --> 00:13:51,735 How are you like that prepared? 130 00:13:51,737 --> 00:13:53,674 Can I get something else? 131 00:13:55,474 --> 00:13:57,575 And on... 132 00:13:57,577 --> 00:13:59,443 and... 133 00:13:59,445 --> 00:14:00,812 and continue. 134 00:14:19,131 --> 00:14:20,333 Ready? 135 00:14:48,560 --> 00:14:52,165 When I remember it, I remember hearing... 136 00:14:59,372 --> 00:15:01,672 14% of the population 137 00:15:01,674 --> 00:15:04,111 live below the poverty line in Greensburg. 138 00:15:06,411 --> 00:15:11,384 The average annual income of per person is $ 24,599. 139 00:15:16,289 --> 00:15:18,559 One in six has a bachelor's degree. 140 00:15:24,363 --> 00:15:27,434 Nine out of ten have at least one child. 141 00:15:31,771 --> 00:15:35,409 About 90 people die drug overdoses every year. 142 00:15:39,179 --> 00:15:40,380 When I remember it... 143 00:15:43,815 --> 00:15:45,718 I remember knowing... 144 00:15:51,623 --> 00:15:54,560 I will never do better. 145 00:16:04,337 --> 00:16:07,337 Dr. Woods will see you soon. First, I just need... 146 00:16:07,339 --> 00:16:08,940 I think... 147 00:16:08,942 --> 00:16:11,274 It's okay, sorry. 148 00:16:11,276 --> 00:16:13,411 Do you want to be used your mother's insurance? 149 00:16:13,413 --> 00:16:16,246 If it's okay. 150 00:16:16,248 --> 00:16:18,448 Do you have a police number? 151 00:16:18,450 --> 00:16:20,453 Policy number? 152 00:16:23,488 --> 00:16:25,691 Do you know who is the provider? 153 00:16:26,825 --> 00:16:28,893 I think... 154 00:16:28,895 --> 00:16:31,562 not too. 155 00:16:31,564 --> 00:16:34,501 Do you have any information about insurance at all? 156 00:16:37,002 --> 00:16:39,003 Uh... 157 00:16:39,005 --> 00:16:41,808 My mother and I don't really speak anymore. 158 00:16:43,809 --> 00:16:47,613 Lissa, I'm sorry about your father. 159 00:16:49,982 --> 00:16:51,885 Not your fault. 160 00:16:53,852 --> 00:16:55,923 I'm sure I can find it your mother's insurance here. 161 00:17:18,043 --> 00:17:20,478 It looks like you are wearing a little weight 162 00:17:20,480 --> 00:17:22,249 since the last time you entered 163 00:17:56,549 --> 00:17:58,615 Your heartbeat is a little fast. 164 00:17:58,617 --> 00:18:00,817 Have you done what you should not do? 165 00:18:00,819 --> 00:18:04,555 No, I don't do anything. 166 00:18:43,128 --> 00:18:45,730 Your blood pressure 136 is more than 94. 167 00:18:45,732 --> 00:18:47,664 Is that normal? 168 00:18:47,666 --> 00:18:49,703 Normal 120 more than 80. 169 00:19:47,926 --> 00:19:49,929 Wake up! Do something! 170 00:19:57,537 --> 00:19:58,905 Don't... 171 00:20:15,087 --> 00:20:16,886 I don't believe have been a year. 172 00:20:16,888 --> 00:20:19,557 I just finished this philosophy class. Truly extraordinary. 173 00:20:19,559 --> 00:20:21,724 That's about Wittgenstein. He said this great thing, 174 00:20:21,726 --> 00:20:24,761 he said, "Death is not an event life, death is not lived." 175 00:20:24,763 --> 00:20:26,632 What do you think about that? 176 00:20:28,667 --> 00:20:32,973 Not me. Don't others live through it? 177 00:20:34,674 --> 00:20:36,710 Do you want to sit down? 178 00:20:42,714 --> 00:20:45,816 I, um... I have a surprise for you. 179 00:20:45,818 --> 00:20:50,056 - Yes? - I will take you to a bad place for good medicine. 180 00:20:51,957 --> 00:20:53,592 Happy birthday. 181 00:21:09,642 --> 00:21:12,479 My professor I said writing a perfect essay. 182 00:21:14,579 --> 00:21:16,614 That is the words. 183 00:21:16,616 --> 00:21:18,452 "Perfect." 184 00:21:20,619 --> 00:21:23,223 I focus on Wittgenstein propositions. 185 00:21:24,656 --> 00:21:26,193 We must read it. 186 00:21:30,896 --> 00:21:32,563 I focus on... 187 00:21:40,806 --> 00:21:43,574 "If by eternity is understood 188 00:21:43,576 --> 00:21:45,879 " not endless temporal duration but without time... 189 00:22:11,736 --> 00:22:15,107 ... So he lives eternally who lives in the present. " 190 00:22:18,911 --> 00:22:20,547 And that's true... 191 00:22:22,114 --> 00:22:25,149 It's about being present. 192 00:22:25,151 --> 00:22:26,686 Right now. 193 00:22:49,742 --> 00:22:53,713 There are so many to see... to do... 194 00:22:55,915 --> 00:22:57,317 to be... 195 00:23:01,220 --> 00:23:03,589 I can't get stuck by home... 196 00:23:14,165 --> 00:23:15,835 in Greensburg. 197 00:23:18,703 --> 00:23:20,005 Family. 198 00:23:23,274 --> 00:23:24,743 Trust. 199 00:23:28,947 --> 00:23:31,048 I end with what he wrote. 200 00:23:31,050 --> 00:23:35,888 "Our lives are endless in our way unlimited visual fields." 201 00:24:02,348 --> 00:24:03,881 I'm tired. 202 00:24:03,883 --> 00:24:06,019 I feel like I've spoken all night. 203 00:24:07,286 --> 00:24:08,688 No problem. 204 00:24:36,448 --> 00:24:38,817 Thank you for seeing me. 205 00:24:53,232 --> 00:24:55,402 So why did you come in? 206 00:24:57,837 --> 00:25:01,441 Relax. Just relax. Tell me what's wrong. 207 00:25:05,174 --> 00:25:05,377 I'm sorry, I'm... 208 00:25:08,379 --> 00:25:11,914 Okay, what about this? Can you at at least tell me your main symptoms? 209 00:25:11,916 --> 00:25:15,384 - This is not... - Lissa, whatever you say to me is confidential. 210 00:25:15,386 --> 00:25:17,253 - I understand. - No, I'm not your mother. 211 00:25:17,255 --> 00:25:18,457 No no. 212 00:25:24,129 --> 00:25:25,895 Do you have children, Dr. Woods? 213 00:25:25,897 --> 00:25:27,096 Am I? 214 00:25:27,098 --> 00:25:29,799 Yes, my wife and I have a daughter. 215 00:25:29,801 --> 00:25:31,468 - Who is the Name? - Kim. 216 00:25:31,470 --> 00:25:36,440 - How old is it? - He just changed two. 217 00:25:36,442 --> 00:25:38,842 And what do you want for him? 218 00:25:38,844 --> 00:25:40,443 What do you mean? 219 00:25:40,445 --> 00:25:42,945 Like when he grows up, what do you want? 220 00:25:42,947 --> 00:25:44,381 I hug him sometimes. 221 00:25:44,383 --> 00:25:48,117 When I see his leg, I want to know where he is going, 222 00:25:48,119 --> 00:25:49,723 where his legs will carry him. 223 00:25:52,090 --> 00:25:55,025 Far from here? 224 00:25:55,027 --> 00:25:57,097 Whatever is the best for him. 225 00:25:59,130 --> 00:26:03,400 I came to see you because 20 days ago was my birthday. 226 00:26:03,402 --> 00:26:06,170 - And you just turned 20, right? - Yes. 227 00:26:06,172 --> 00:26:08,505 Only my 20th birthday. 228 00:26:35,466 --> 00:26:37,870 I can't believe I'm 20 years old. 229 00:26:44,143 --> 00:26:47,012 This is the only I want a birthday present. 230 00:27:01,559 --> 00:27:06,031 When I remember it, I remember feeling... 231 00:27:08,533 --> 00:27:10,435 all at once... 232 00:27:11,569 --> 00:27:15,105 all together... 233 00:27:15,107 --> 00:27:18,442 everything in place... 234 00:27:18,444 --> 00:27:20,445 everything now. 235 00:28:20,172 --> 00:28:22,673 And how many partners do you have ? 236 00:28:22,675 --> 00:28:26,609 - Two. Only two. - Men, women, or both? 237 00:28:26,611 --> 00:28:28,278 Only men. 238 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:31,248 At what age are you your first sexual encounter? 239 00:28:31,250 --> 00:28:35,419 I am 13. Is that... 240 00:28:35,421 --> 00:28:38,422 - Is it having sex? - Regular, vaginal. 241 00:28:38,424 --> 00:28:41,290 - When was the last time you had sexual intercourse? - Twenty days ago. 242 00:28:41,292 --> 00:28:44,294 - And have you used contraception? - No. 243 00:28:44,296 --> 00:28:45,729 Do you use protection? 244 00:28:45,731 --> 00:28:49,165 Uh... we... 245 00:28:49,167 --> 00:28:51,401 No. No, we don't. 246 00:28:51,403 --> 00:28:53,636 Do you experience that there is something burning when you urinate? 247 00:28:53,638 --> 00:28:55,471 - No. - Any urethral discharge? 248 00:28:55,473 --> 00:28:59,442 - No. - When was your last menstrual period? 249 00:28:59,444 --> 00:29:02,314 That kind of thing the reason I'm here. 250 00:31:19,184 --> 00:31:21,852 You are now listening to with Daniel's voice. 251 00:31:21,854 --> 00:31:25,188 When you hear a beep, you will leave your own voice. 252 00:35:08,379 --> 00:35:11,113 At this point, a blood test is the only way to be sure. 253 00:35:11,115 --> 00:35:14,584 I don't like blood, and I'm afraid needles. Is there... 254 00:35:14,586 --> 00:35:17,386 - This is unusual. - It is not that? 255 00:35:17,388 --> 00:35:19,022 No, not really, no. 256 00:35:19,024 --> 00:35:22,459 I don't know, I don't know what to do or where to go. 257 00:35:22,461 --> 00:35:25,694 - Just go to the nurse. - Do I have to go back another day? 258 00:35:25,696 --> 00:35:29,432 He will take care of it. He is good at drawing blood. 259 00:35:29,434 --> 00:35:31,703 That will be fine. Promise. 260 00:35:39,477 --> 00:35:43,046 When I remember it, I remember being afraid... 261 00:35:45,082 --> 00:35:47,653 ... in my body is the body... 262 00:35:52,990 --> 00:35:54,957 Morning sickness, 263 00:35:54,959 --> 00:35:56,526 back pain, stretch marks, 264 00:35:56,528 --> 00:35:59,928 hemorrhoids, varicose veins, fatigue, 265 00:35:59,930 --> 00:36:02,399 indigestion, heartburn, 266 00:36:02,401 --> 00:36:05,667 breast pain, nausea, nine months to birthday. 267 00:36:05,669 --> 00:36:08,171 Shortness of breath, rash, changes in mood, dry skin, 268 00:36:08,173 --> 00:36:11,674 constipation, enlarged genital, leucorrhoea, fainting, 269 00:36:11,676 --> 00:36:13,546 bloating, leg cramps. 270 00:36:15,580 --> 00:36:19,015 The hardest part giving birth is... 271 00:36:19,017 --> 00:36:21,417 Clock on the wall is the worst enemy. 272 00:36:21,419 --> 00:36:24,888 You remember everything that day for the second. 273 00:36:24,890 --> 00:36:26,656 Every minute like one hour. 274 00:36:26,658 --> 00:36:29,993 At that time the first contraction started... 275 00:36:29,995 --> 00:36:34,730 - It hurts. - Pain is so terrible that it's not natural. 276 00:36:34,732 --> 00:36:36,765 I just want to tear my hair comes out. 277 00:36:36,767 --> 00:36:38,535 I just remember shouting. 278 00:36:38,537 --> 00:36:42,439 The needle is very long. 279 00:36:42,441 --> 00:36:44,540 And contractions continue to get stronger. 280 00:36:44,542 --> 00:36:46,642 All blood vessels in my face break. 281 00:36:46,644 --> 00:36:49,611 Feeling like my face turns upside down. 282 00:36:49,613 --> 00:36:52,048 Suddenly, they tell You must cut you open. 283 00:36:52,050 --> 00:36:54,616 And there are only blood everywhere. 284 00:36:54,618 --> 00:36:59,189 And you realize like you will have this baby 285 00:36:59,191 --> 00:37:01,591 and responsible. 286 00:38:04,155 --> 00:38:07,122 Look, I have very bad blood vessels. 287 00:38:07,124 --> 00:38:09,591 I got it from my father. 288 00:38:09,593 --> 00:38:12,261 Can you come here? 289 00:38:12,263 --> 00:38:15,098 There are problems that require your immediate attention. 290 00:38:22,606 --> 00:38:23,775 When I remember it... 291 00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:30,149 I remember wanting... 292 00:38:32,651 --> 00:38:34,153 more time with him. 293 00:38:47,198 --> 00:38:48,701 More hours. 294 00:38:52,336 --> 00:38:53,638 More minutes. 295 00:38:55,073 --> 00:38:57,339 More words. 296 00:38:57,341 --> 00:38:59,677 Even more silence. 297 00:39:29,841 --> 00:39:31,710 Dad, can you pass bread? 298 00:39:45,189 --> 00:39:46,691 Robert? 299 00:39:48,892 --> 00:39:50,095 Please. 300 00:40:00,905 --> 00:40:03,341 - Here it is, baby. - Thank you mom. 301 00:40:28,098 --> 00:40:29,635 Robert? 302 00:40:39,810 --> 00:40:42,314 Robert, did you take the car in? 303 00:40:43,981 --> 00:40:45,747 Robert? 304 00:40:45,749 --> 00:40:47,318 What are you doing? 305 00:40:50,021 --> 00:40:51,289 Robert? 306 00:40:52,723 --> 00:40:53,926 Look at me. 307 00:40:55,727 --> 00:40:56,959 Robert. 308 00:40:56,961 --> 00:41:00,196 Do you take a car...? 309 00:41:24,254 --> 00:41:25,990 Sorry. 310 00:41:30,028 --> 00:41:32,127 - It shouldn't do that. - But I... 311 00:41:32,129 --> 00:41:34,232 Look, I've done this for a long time. 312 00:42:13,872 --> 00:42:16,805 Now, make boxing. 313 00:42:26,251 --> 00:42:27,450 Faster. 314 00:42:27,452 --> 00:42:29,988 Faster. 315 00:42:32,524 --> 00:42:36,161 Come on. Almost there. 316 00:42:38,562 --> 00:42:40,198 Don't stop now, Lissa. 317 00:43:56,106 --> 00:43:58,506 Cannot find the blood vessels. 318 00:43:58,508 --> 00:44:01,012 Must try again. 319 00:44:11,289 --> 00:44:14,827 He starts working mine on his 18th birthday. 320 00:44:17,095 --> 00:44:19,361 He is a belt. 321 00:44:19,363 --> 00:44:22,600 He said it was paid well, it was not too dangerous. 322 00:44:24,301 --> 00:44:26,104 He did it for 26 years. 323 00:44:28,071 --> 00:44:30,041 He feels proud of his work. 324 00:44:36,580 --> 00:44:39,852 I can't see the blood vessels, but I can feel it. 325 00:44:47,292 --> 00:44:50,629 His grandfather is a coal miner in front of his father. 326 00:44:52,930 --> 00:44:55,631 His father before his brother. 327 00:44:55,633 --> 00:44:57,401 His sister before him. 328 00:44:58,937 --> 00:45:00,468 His brother is with him. 329 00:45:09,546 --> 00:45:12,247 The Steelers are working 1:00 a week. 330 00:45:12,249 --> 00:45:13,551 Children come? 331 00:45:16,321 --> 00:45:18,490 It's been a long time since you have ended. 332 00:45:24,361 --> 00:45:25,597 Robert. 333 00:45:31,702 --> 00:45:33,137 Robert. 334 00:45:36,140 --> 00:45:38,441 Hey, Gus, can you give us a minute, please? 335 00:45:38,443 --> 00:45:39,977 Thank you. 336 00:45:42,981 --> 00:45:45,413 Listen, it's okay. 337 00:45:45,415 --> 00:45:47,649 In the past few weeks, you messed up. 338 00:45:47,651 --> 00:45:50,618 Yes. No I'm fine. 339 00:45:50,620 --> 00:45:53,055 Look, you are my daughter's sister. 340 00:45:53,057 --> 00:45:56,459 If you need something, if there is anything I can do for you... 341 00:45:56,461 --> 00:45:58,426 You know, anything. 342 00:45:58,428 --> 00:45:59,627 I'm here for you. 343 00:45:59,629 --> 00:46:01,098 I know. 344 00:46:11,242 --> 00:46:12,577 Understand. 345 00:46:23,287 --> 00:46:26,388 That's it. 346 00:46:26,390 --> 00:46:29,327 - Is that it? - Now you only have to wait for your results. 347 00:47:42,300 --> 00:47:44,669 That's not much dinner, but... 348 00:47:49,640 --> 00:47:51,243 What are you? 349 00:47:54,711 --> 00:47:57,178 What class are you in? 350 00:47:57,180 --> 00:47:59,417 Eleventh. Duh. 351 00:48:01,185 --> 00:48:02,387 Ha. 352 00:48:05,622 --> 00:48:08,624 Your mother expects you to study. 353 00:48:08,626 --> 00:48:10,292 Me too. 354 00:48:10,294 --> 00:48:11,496 I know. 355 00:48:13,564 --> 00:48:15,767 Nobody pushed me to do anything. 356 00:48:17,368 --> 00:48:19,404 Unless working at the mine. 357 00:48:21,171 --> 00:48:23,607 - Is that with Uncle Keith? - Yes, but he... 358 00:48:27,345 --> 00:48:28,680 Are you okay? 359 00:48:34,519 --> 00:48:36,354 I am very proud of you. 360 00:48:38,421 --> 00:48:40,858 Are you sure you are okay? 361 00:48:43,260 --> 00:48:45,529 You are the best part of me. 362 00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:53,872 I want you to have it all that I don't have. 363 00:48:57,307 --> 00:49:01,213 You know, your mother can... 364 00:49:02,613 --> 00:49:04,281 But he loves you. 365 00:49:06,751 --> 00:49:08,883 He is very... 366 00:49:08,885 --> 00:49:12,123 Just remember that. 367 00:49:14,725 --> 00:49:17,225 Seriously, is everything okay? 368 00:49:17,227 --> 00:49:18,829 Everything is good. 369 00:49:20,464 --> 00:49:22,234 Are you sure? 370 00:49:28,305 --> 00:49:30,474 Everything will be fine. 371 00:49:33,343 --> 00:49:35,310 Everything... 372 00:49:35,312 --> 00:49:37,479 will be fine. 373 00:50:17,455 --> 00:50:20,955 That day, he woke up at 7 am. 374 00:50:23,995 --> 00:50:26,761 Or he wakes up at 7:30 a.m. 375 00:50:26,763 --> 00:50:28,966 No one knows for sure. 376 00:50:30,368 --> 00:50:32,834 He has slept for three hours. 377 00:50:32,836 --> 00:50:35,404 Or for three and a half hours. 378 00:50:35,406 --> 00:50:38,710 The morning is the same as as happened for 26 years. 379 00:51:00,798 --> 00:51:03,966 He always drinks two cups of coffee, 380 00:51:03,968 --> 00:51:08,837 but the autopsy report said it was there was alcohol in the system. 381 00:51:08,839 --> 00:51:10,942 I prefer to think nothing. 382 00:51:31,461 --> 00:51:34,765 Around 8:15 a.m., he bought a packet of cigarettes. 383 00:51:36,700 --> 00:51:40,669 - The last words he ever heard were... - Have a good one. 384 00:51:40,671 --> 00:51:43,604 - Or he hears... - See you tomorrow. 385 00:51:43,606 --> 00:51:46,975 - Or does he hear... - Need a match? 386 00:51:46,977 --> 00:51:49,912 Or he doesn't hear anything. 387 00:51:52,015 --> 00:51:53,751 He drives south on Church Road... 388 00:51:56,120 --> 00:51:58,690 turn right on route 31... 389 00:52:00,124 --> 00:52:03,828 take the incline to route 70 head east... 390 00:52:05,729 --> 00:52:07,998 continued in 119 north... 391 00:52:11,502 --> 00:52:14,535 take rights... 392 00:52:14,537 --> 00:52:16,440 then right again. 393 00:52:20,577 --> 00:52:23,380 When he was driving, he smoked five cigarettes. 394 00:52:35,760 --> 00:52:39,397 He arrived at his destination some time late in the morning. 395 00:52:44,468 --> 00:52:47,703 Does she cry? 396 00:52:47,705 --> 00:52:51,776 Does he think of his wife, his daughter? 397 00:52:53,711 --> 00:52:55,979 Does he ask for forgiveness? 398 00:52:58,048 --> 00:53:00,051 Does the last feeling feel relieved? 399 00:53:41,725 --> 00:53:44,125 More than six hours so that his body is found. 400 00:54:20,497 --> 00:54:22,533 When I remember it... 401 00:54:24,834 --> 00:54:26,771 I remember hoping... 402 00:54:28,705 --> 00:54:29,973 I can start all over again. 403 00:54:32,542 --> 00:54:34,546 I can return to the first day of school. 404 00:54:36,546 --> 00:54:38,515 I can try harder. 405 00:54:40,283 --> 00:54:42,019 I can get better grades. 406 00:54:44,120 --> 00:54:46,457 I can take it back the first kiss. 407 00:54:48,258 --> 00:54:50,994 I can delete errors I made. 408 00:54:53,597 --> 00:54:55,767 I can say goodbye to him. 409 00:54:57,700 --> 00:55:01,203 I can tell him doesn't make that drive. 410 00:55:01,205 --> 00:55:04,209 I can explain what he left with us. 411 00:55:06,142 --> 00:55:08,545 I can listen to my mother more. 412 00:55:10,281 --> 00:55:12,016 I can be more patient. 413 00:55:13,617 --> 00:55:14,819 More understanding. 414 00:55:16,287 --> 00:55:17,521 More empathetic. 415 00:55:21,591 --> 00:55:24,028 I can do all those things. 416 00:55:26,129 --> 00:55:27,664 I can start all over again. 417 00:55:57,093 --> 00:55:58,727 I am Joan Maruska. 418 00:55:58,729 --> 00:56:00,761 Thank you very much for coming out. 419 00:56:00,763 --> 00:56:03,832 I will talk to you about that the importance of trade unions in our lives, 420 00:56:03,834 --> 00:56:05,633 in the life of our country. 421 00:56:05,635 --> 00:56:09,136 States are important because they are the only ones organized collective voice for workers in America. 422 00:56:09,138 --> 00:56:12,577 Mother 423 00:57:07,664 --> 00:57:08,897 I know it's been a long time, but something happened. 424 00:57:08,899 --> 00:57:13,738 Why don't you enter and we will talk about it? 425 00:57:18,242 --> 00:57:20,678 This belongs to Daniel, right? 426 00:57:39,363 --> 00:57:41,665 I am not sure it hasn't been anything. 427 00:57:43,232 --> 00:57:45,167 But yes. 428 00:57:45,169 --> 00:57:47,903 You know, you have to do it start taking care of yourself. 429 00:57:47,905 --> 00:57:52,274 You will have it to eat better and you... 430 00:57:52,276 --> 00:57:55,877 - Stop, I understand. - You must be responsible 431 00:57:55,879 --> 00:58:00,816 for others. 432 00:58:00,818 --> 00:58:02,350 - I need... - You have to grow up. 433 00:58:02,352 --> 00:58:05,252 - I can't... - Stop that language and don't lift it... 434 00:58:05,254 --> 00:58:08,756 435 00:58:08,758 --> 00:58:10,825 - You judge me. - Don't you lift... 436 00:58:10,827 --> 00:58:12,026 I came here to ask for help, 437 00:58:12,028 --> 00:58:15,132 and all you can do is stare at in your damn wine glass. 438 00:58:28,845 --> 00:58:30,979 Everything you can think of about yourself. 439 00:58:30,981 --> 00:58:32,814 What does that mean? 440 00:58:32,816 --> 00:58:34,515 Look, I feel bad. 441 00:58:34,517 --> 00:58:38,053 The situation is bad, this is really bad. 442 00:58:38,055 --> 00:58:39,821 I'm happy to hear it that you feel bad, 443 00:58:39,823 --> 00:58:41,325 because if not feel bad... 444 00:58:43,127 --> 00:58:46,130 I will worry that you won't feel anything. 445 00:58:48,031 --> 00:58:49,967 Wonder where I got it. 446 00:58:51,334 --> 00:58:54,269 I can't live your nonsense hope. 447 00:58:54,271 --> 00:58:58,973 I try, I try every day. That's all I do. 448 00:58:58,975 --> 00:59:01,343 You are a constant person disappointment for me. 449 00:59:01,345 --> 00:59:05,980 Every day I think of you, and you know what I think? 450 00:59:05,982 --> 00:59:09,517 Do you think I'm okay with this, stuck here? 451 00:59:09,519 --> 00:59:11,553 What makes you think I'm fine with my life? 452 00:59:11,555 --> 00:59:13,825 I think, it's a pity. 453 00:59:15,359 --> 00:59:18,225 I don't expect you to go to Harvard, 454 00:59:18,227 --> 00:59:20,395 to win Rhodes Scholarships. 455 00:59:20,397 --> 00:59:23,064 - I don't expect much from you. - I hate it. 456 00:59:23,066 --> 00:59:26,066 I hate Daddy for what he does, I hate you for yourself. 457 00:59:26,068 --> 00:59:28,569 I expect you to do something. 458 00:59:28,571 --> 00:59:30,404 You have been wasted every opportunity, 459 00:59:30,406 --> 00:59:32,207 all of your fathers want for you. 460 00:59:32,209 --> 00:59:35,343 - I hate everything. - Look at yourself, just look at yourself. 461 00:59:35,345 --> 00:59:39,180 - I hate my stupid life. - That's your answer for everything. 462 00:59:39,182 --> 00:59:42,216 Oh, I hate this. Oh, everything sucks. 463 00:59:42,218 --> 00:59:43,584 Yes, ma'am, keep taunting. 464 00:59:43,586 --> 00:59:46,053 "I'm just a little poor baby victim without anything, 465 00:59:46,055 --> 00:59:48,256 and everyone sucks except me." - Keep coming. 466 00:59:48,258 --> 00:59:50,058 - What's more? What else? - Do you know what? 467 00:59:50,060 --> 00:59:52,993 I'm sick of trying to be with you. I am sick. 468 00:59:52,995 --> 00:59:54,361 Yes you are right. 469 00:59:54,363 --> 00:59:56,330 That's the first thing that's right You've said, you're sick. 470 00:59:56,332 --> 00:59:58,366 And you make me sick. 471 00:59:58,368 --> 01:00:01,937 At least I did something with myself. 472 01:00:03,874 --> 01:00:06,341 - Speak talk, that's all. - You are 20 years old. 473 01:00:06,343 --> 01:00:09,276 - And what do you do? - When I really need you, you are not present! 474 01:00:09,278 --> 01:00:11,979 - I come to you, I need your help. - I don't even know you! 475 01:00:11,981 --> 01:00:15,552 - I need you. - And you do it! Damn you do! 476 01:00:17,453 --> 01:00:21,522 I didn't kill him. It's not my fault. 477 01:00:21,524 --> 01:00:24,526 You say you tried. I don't see you trying. 478 01:00:24,528 --> 01:00:27,863 You say you tried? I try. 479 01:00:27,865 --> 01:00:30,001 And I tried. 480 01:00:31,368 --> 01:00:33,203 And I'm still trying. 481 01:00:36,073 --> 01:00:37,375 You only wallow in it. 482 01:00:41,310 --> 01:00:43,580 I love him and... 483 01:00:46,649 --> 01:00:48,385 As if I didn't. 484 01:00:49,519 --> 01:00:51,823 That's not what I mean. 485 01:01:00,564 --> 01:01:04,633 And what do you know? You killed him. 486 01:01:04,635 --> 01:01:08,669 In the same way, when I, what, 8, you told me my lower lip was too big. 487 01:01:08,671 --> 01:01:10,205 My eyes are too close. 488 01:01:10,207 --> 01:01:11,973 I don't do that. 489 01:01:11,975 --> 01:01:15,509 You do it. You do the same thing to him, slowly, over time. 490 01:01:15,511 --> 01:01:17,912 Like when you underestimate me when I am learning to count. 491 01:01:17,914 --> 01:01:20,483 I will always mess up four and five. 492 01:01:22,252 --> 01:01:24,519 I'm sorry that happened. 493 01:01:24,521 --> 01:01:29,357 That doesn't just happen. It's not an accident. 494 01:01:29,359 --> 01:01:32,160 You succeed. 495 01:01:32,162 --> 01:01:34,298 Again and again. 496 01:01:43,240 --> 01:01:45,176 I'm sorry. 497 01:01:47,611 --> 01:01:50,013 I'm sorry I did it for you. 498 01:01:53,182 --> 01:01:55,352 You should. 499 01:02:11,667 --> 01:02:13,970 Happy birthday, by the way. 500 01:02:18,307 --> 01:02:20,343 I think you forgot. 501 01:02:36,993 --> 01:02:40,064 Good. Okay, Lissa. 502 01:02:41,131 --> 01:02:43,334 What do you want to talk about? 503 01:05:18,254 --> 01:05:20,290 Do you know... 504 01:05:22,658 --> 01:05:24,625 Do you think... 505 01:05:24,627 --> 01:05:27,597 Do you know he will do it ever do something like that? 506 01:05:30,767 --> 01:05:32,834 No no. 507 01:05:32,836 --> 01:05:36,171 I work very much, you know. 508 01:05:36,173 --> 01:05:38,272 Seventy hours a week, I am not there. 509 01:05:38,274 --> 01:05:43,611 I mean, I think if I have, maybe me, maybe I can... 510 01:05:43,613 --> 01:05:46,580 Yes, I think the same thing. 511 01:05:46,582 --> 01:05:49,383 I want you to know something about your father. 512 01:05:49,385 --> 01:05:52,553 He is never happy. 513 01:05:52,555 --> 01:05:55,723 Even when we were young and I first met him 514 01:05:55,725 --> 01:05:57,491 in union union, he is not happy. 515 01:05:57,493 --> 01:05:59,861 He never thought whatever he did was good. 516 01:05:59,863 --> 01:06:03,497 He never thinks whatever he does is valuable, except for one thing. 517 01:06:03,499 --> 01:06:06,433 He loves you. 518 01:06:06,435 --> 01:06:09,303 More than anything in the world. 519 01:06:09,305 --> 01:06:12,208 And he is proud of you. 520 01:06:14,377 --> 01:06:17,312 I remember that day you were born. 521 01:06:17,314 --> 01:06:20,982 You are... you are very small. 522 01:06:20,984 --> 01:06:25,689 You match him, his arm, just... 523 01:06:27,457 --> 01:06:29,890 your whole length body, and he hugs you 524 01:06:29,892 --> 01:06:33,597 and he pulls you to his heart, and I want you to know... 525 01:06:35,231 --> 01:06:37,734 it's your father who wants to have you. 526 01:06:39,336 --> 01:06:42,669 I am not sure that I will be a good mother. 527 01:06:42,671 --> 01:06:45,973 And I know I'm not a lot of time. 528 01:06:45,975 --> 01:06:49,310 - I know I'm screwing up. - Yes, so do I. 529 01:06:49,312 --> 01:06:52,779 But to answer your question, 530 01:06:52,781 --> 01:06:56,551 yes, I know he is getting worse. 531 01:06:56,553 --> 01:06:58,752 He drinks all the time. 532 01:06:58,754 --> 01:07:00,687 Just like his father, You have to pay attention to that. 533 01:07:00,689 --> 01:07:02,991 I don't know, I think so. 534 01:07:02,993 --> 01:07:05,729 I know something is very wrong with it. 535 01:07:08,365 --> 01:07:10,932 And I want it to get help. 536 01:07:10,934 --> 01:07:13,303 Do you like to force it? 537 01:07:15,872 --> 01:07:18,605 It is more complicated than that. 538 01:07:18,607 --> 01:07:21,843 Nothing forces anyone. 539 01:07:21,845 --> 01:07:24,915 Okay, alright, explain to me. 540 01:07:44,901 --> 01:07:46,870 Why do you always do that? 541 01:07:50,939 --> 01:07:53,510 Why can't you just tell me? 542 01:08:04,354 --> 01:08:06,453 This is... 543 01:08:06,455 --> 01:08:09,089 uh, very... 544 01:08:09,091 --> 01:08:12,060 difficult for me to talk about. 545 01:08:12,062 --> 01:08:13,694 That's not fair. 546 01:08:13,696 --> 01:08:15,763 I don't care whether it's fair or not. 547 01:08:15,765 --> 01:08:17,432 - He is my father. - Hmm. 548 01:08:17,434 --> 01:08:20,902 Yes good. That's amazing observation. 549 01:08:20,904 --> 01:08:24,839 Damn you. I hate you. 550 01:08:24,841 --> 01:08:27,375 That's better, but still not original. 551 01:08:27,377 --> 01:08:29,676 - What's wrong with you? - I think it's better 552 01:08:29,678 --> 01:08:31,712 for you just to stay in your fantasy world. 553 01:08:31,714 --> 01:08:36,686 You're the most damn that ever happened to me. 554 01:08:38,855 --> 01:08:43,858 I don't believe you won't say... 555 01:08:43,860 --> 01:08:45,727 I don't believe... 556 01:08:45,729 --> 01:08:48,798 I don't believe you won't tell me. 557 01:08:50,632 --> 01:08:52,066 I can't... 558 01:08:52,068 --> 01:08:54,501 I don't believe... 559 01:08:54,503 --> 01:08:57,004 I don't believe you won't tell me. 560 01:08:57,006 --> 01:09:00,377 I can't believe you won't tell me! 561 01:09:18,561 --> 01:09:20,597 Just say it! 562 01:09:22,998 --> 01:09:24,702 Good. 563 01:09:51,461 --> 01:09:53,627 It was Wednesday. 564 01:09:53,629 --> 01:09:55,196 A day before. 565 01:09:55,198 --> 01:09:58,032 - A day before he dies? - Yes 566 01:09:58,034 --> 01:09:59,970 Day with the door. 567 01:10:02,038 --> 01:10:03,571 Door. 568 01:10:03,573 --> 01:10:04,874 Yes. 569 01:10:11,448 --> 01:10:14,785 But what I didn't tell you was that I was there. 570 01:10:20,489 --> 01:10:23,691 - You always say... - I know. 571 01:10:23,693 --> 01:10:27,562 But I don't want you to think about it like that. 572 01:10:27,564 --> 01:10:30,133 It's hard even for that imagine him like that. 573 01:10:31,767 --> 01:10:34,635 I hope I can have hidden it from you. 574 01:10:34,637 --> 01:10:37,138 It was there when I arrived home. 575 01:10:37,140 --> 01:10:40,107 Everything I do is to protect you from him. 576 01:10:40,109 --> 01:10:42,609 And from that, and from knowing that. 577 01:11:03,999 --> 01:11:06,000 I just... 578 01:11:06,002 --> 01:11:08,669 - React? - Something like that. 579 01:11:28,223 --> 01:11:32,762 I don't even know what I'm... what I... what I do. 580 01:11:44,073 --> 01:11:45,305 Stop. 581 01:11:45,307 --> 01:11:46,642 He comes towards me... 582 01:11:47,644 --> 01:11:49,480 - Mother. - Please. 583 01:11:53,315 --> 01:11:54,916 Don't. 584 01:11:54,918 --> 01:11:57,718 Stop! 585 01:11:57,720 --> 01:11:59,554 Robert! Stop! 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They are. 628 01:15:35,171 --> 01:15:38,938 They are my world. 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